Feeling I am having
Hey guys!
20M here
So I have been practicing nofap and celibacy and I am feeling completely asexual. I have lost the urges to fap and hookup with girls completely and now I don't particularly have libido to do anything sexual.
However, I noticed that I have been focused on my hobbies and passion like studying physics, martial arts and music. I also discovered I am deeply romantic.
I feel deeply when playing the violin, and think deeply when solving physics problems.
Sex was an inherent time sink and hookups a shallow relation, as I have noticed.
I wanted to thank you all from the bottom of my heart. Asexuality has been a secret blessing to me in disguise. I know celibacy and asexuality are different. But a year of celibacy has turned me into asexual.
I also met really cool people. Made great friends and met the love of my life today. I am asexual but I realised I am incredibly romantic. Things have been going good and this has been an incredible journey.
I believe you guys have a special gift. And that gift is asexuality, which I am experiencing now. I couldn't be more happier in life since I have desexualized my brain.
Thanks to this community and their superpower. You guys rock!❤️
https://redd.it/1lunomx
@asexualityonreddit
Hey guys!
20M here
So I have been practicing nofap and celibacy and I am feeling completely asexual. I have lost the urges to fap and hookup with girls completely and now I don't particularly have libido to do anything sexual.
However, I noticed that I have been focused on my hobbies and passion like studying physics, martial arts and music. I also discovered I am deeply romantic.
I feel deeply when playing the violin, and think deeply when solving physics problems.
Sex was an inherent time sink and hookups a shallow relation, as I have noticed.
I wanted to thank you all from the bottom of my heart. Asexuality has been a secret blessing to me in disguise. I know celibacy and asexuality are different. But a year of celibacy has turned me into asexual.
I also met really cool people. Made great friends and met the love of my life today. I am asexual but I realised I am incredibly romantic. Things have been going good and this has been an incredible journey.
I believe you guys have a special gift. And that gift is asexuality, which I am experiencing now. I couldn't be more happier in life since I have desexualized my brain.
Thanks to this community and their superpower. You guys rock!❤️
https://redd.it/1lunomx
@asexualityonreddit
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Hate to be asexual
Writing from a second account for anonymity.
I just hate it. To never be in love. I've already “friendzoned” a couple of friends in my life. They were all amazing, and I also know that they were objectively attractive woman, but I just can't feel anything for them.
And in fact to no one. Everyone has some they “crush,” and I had recently twenty birthday and I have no one and I just don't feel like getting in relationship with anyone.
I mean, I “want” to be in a relationship, to be normal, but I know that I would not be able to feel in love with anyone.
The knowledge and desire to be in a relationship, but at the same time not wanting it at all.
I know I want to have love in my life, because it's also not that I don't feel it lol, I love my parents and some others and I would love TO love someone, but I have never felt attracted to anyone in my life.
IDK if such posts are allowed, just venting.
https://redd.it/1luo46q
@asexualityonreddit
Writing from a second account for anonymity.
I just hate it. To never be in love. I've already “friendzoned” a couple of friends in my life. They were all amazing, and I also know that they were objectively attractive woman, but I just can't feel anything for them.
And in fact to no one. Everyone has some they “crush,” and I had recently twenty birthday and I have no one and I just don't feel like getting in relationship with anyone.
I mean, I “want” to be in a relationship, to be normal, but I know that I would not be able to feel in love with anyone.
The knowledge and desire to be in a relationship, but at the same time not wanting it at all.
I know I want to have love in my life, because it's also not that I don't feel it lol, I love my parents and some others and I would love TO love someone, but I have never felt attracted to anyone in my life.
IDK if such posts are allowed, just venting.
https://redd.it/1luo46q
@asexualityonreddit
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