another sunday evening again. completed today's plan.

yesterday won the game. we r in semi-finals: it wasnt a tough game tbh. literally walked home around 4-5 hours after the game just chilling. recovering slowly. i think i have to take some rest in summer paying a visit to my hometown - really missed the place, the people.

/ Yes thats me near my house

sorry dad

several years ago, we with my brother used to ask my dad to take us to swimming to the river in hot days of summer, but he almost always came up with one offer: bring the desk for chess, if you win, we go. - was the deal.

sometimes we won and were the happiest just to go to swimming in a black muddy water of Amudarya, yet there were times were sad cuz we lost the game. to go swim there you just should go there, no fees were and are.

back then, i didnt get why he didnt take us to swimming even though he wanted himself. turns out because of our financial situation we couldnt afford spending much fuel so when he took us to the beach, it wasnt us winning the game, it was cuz we could afford it, otherwise, rather than just upsetting us, he won the game and we blamed ourselves for missing the chance. little did we know about it, yet now i do. now i seem to understand.

so sorry for not being a good child, dad. thank you dad for sacrificing more than 20 years of your life abroad just to provide us, so that we will live in a quality life. thank you for lifting me up on your shoulders and taking me to the bus stop in that rain cuz there was mud everywhere and u didnt want my clothes to be dirty. thank you for doing anything whenever i asked just to not to make me sad.

all of our parents do their best for us. yet we often fail to be grateful for it, show gratitude. be thankful to your Lord and parents mates. may He let us enter Jannah with our family, friends and those we love. may you, the one reading this, be blessed. assalamu alaikum

remember giving an interview to a guy who told me, 'tell whatever you achieved to the camera,' while holding his microphone and smoking his nos. I could barely hold myself from laughing during my own speech, saying that I did this and that — thats when I realized I'm not a speaker. It happened last year when they awarded us gold medals at our town hall. lol

Bo'ydoqdan nodonroq biron kishi yo'q,
"Qoriyam qaydasan?", deb uyqu harom.
Aslida es-hushi joyida yigit,
Kitobga uylanib topadi orom.

- A. Masad

nasib ekan - oson qildi.
this proves if my articles and writing style actually work or not. anyways, kudos to you, Akmal!

not me advertising my Reading and Writing classes

understanding and accepting are two totally different things which most of us confuse

do never sell your priorities for it is who you truly are

reminiscing dropping out of uwed

infinity is not a number, it is a size.

there are types of infinities; some are bigger than others: countable infinity < continuum < power set of ℝ < ... < ⊤ His blessings and mercy)

even the Prophet s.a.w. said his deeds alone wouldn’t be enough — only through His mercy will he enter paradise.
so may His mercy be upon you - today and always. assalamu alaikum

life in one photo: not opulent, yet happy

surviving in hardship isnt an action to stand out. because many do, at least complaining sometimes and not feeling happy. yet, being grateful for nothing you have is dignity.

but i don't know, this kid was happy even though he was financially poor, his family was barely making any living in a house where the only room to be warm was the place the whole family ate, slept, and did live overall.

not that im complaining, but im just trying to explain that being financially instable, making hardly any living, problems in personal and professional life are here to stay always.

you never find time to be grateful. unless you lose a thing or two. you never do

as for the ship, it belonged to poor people working at sea. so I damaged it because there was a king behind them seizing every [good] ship by force.

there need to be thoroughly researched biographies of wives of great people like Salomat Islomova whose influence was inextricably linked to Avloniy's developments.

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