Going to a several night event soon, will be a lil less active until Sunday ish!
Hey there folks. I don’t mean to bring down the mood or bother anyone all too much, but, I am at a loss for what to do other than this, so here goes.
I feel that this is necessary to do, so I am going to bite the bullet and say it. I created a GoFundMe page for my cat, Franklin. Recently, he was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease that is ultimately incurable, but is not untreatable.
He’s unrecognisable, as he used to be this bundle furball of joy, but now he is lethargic and lame. It’s a horrible sight, I cannot even bring myself to see him anymore because I get so damn emotional.
So, I am only asking for small bits of help. Don’t feel forced that you have to give anything, but if you can, please spare something. Anything will do. I don’t want to see my best friend suffer like this.
https://gofund.me/0c108e0a
I feel that this is necessary to do, so I am going to bite the bullet and say it. I created a GoFundMe page for my cat, Franklin. Recently, he was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease that is ultimately incurable, but is not untreatable.
He’s unrecognisable, as he used to be this bundle furball of joy, but now he is lethargic and lame. It’s a horrible sight, I cannot even bring myself to see him anymore because I get so damn emotional.
So, I am only asking for small bits of help. Don’t feel forced that you have to give anything, but if you can, please spare something. Anything will do. I don’t want to see my best friend suffer like this.
https://gofund.me/0c108e0a
gofundme.com
Let Franklin Live Well, organized by R F
Hello,
I wish to be relatively anonymous in this, as I am not too certain who will see this, but my little… R F needs your support for Let Franklin Live Well
I wish to be relatively anonymous in this, as I am not too certain who will see this, but my little… R F needs your support for Let Franklin Live Well
Well. Unfortunately, Franklin immediately fell into a spell of lethargy and has lost an incredible amount of weight. My mom has decided that he must be put down and this is out of our hands.
I’m so thankful that any of you even donated, I do not know what to do with what I’ve been given.
I’m so thankful that any of you even donated, I do not know what to do with what I’ve been given.
Hello! I will be busy at a festival from Thursday, May 9th to Saturday, May 11th.
Hello. I’m going to be facing a lot of financial issues moving forward. I may open emergency commissions to make sure I don’t go fucking homeless.
With the new school year comes business for your old pal Sailor! Will be starting to work on 8/26, back doing teacher’s aide work. I also will no longer be working my second job come this September. I plan to start up doing my own education again and will be much busier over the months. This means less contact throughout the day, generally! I’m sorry to say :{
This also means my art may slow as a whole, as my art is wholly a hobby and not a means to an end. I don’t intend on making art a career. Just something I do on the side.
Continuing from this, my art may generally stop for a while. I’ve been facing a huge art block and I think taking a small break will get the creativity flowing. I’ve learned that I really get drawing when under some kind of constraint or pressure, and limited time to engage is definitely one of those constraints.
This also means my art may slow as a whole, as my art is wholly a hobby and not a means to an end. I don’t intend on making art a career. Just something I do on the side.
Continuing from this, my art may generally stop for a while. I’ve been facing a huge art block and I think taking a small break will get the creativity flowing. I’ve learned that I really get drawing when under some kind of constraint or pressure, and limited time to engage is definitely one of those constraints.
No-Nut November is stupid, jack off if you want to.
I personally don’t engage in it but if it makes you happy why stop?
I personally don’t engage in it but if it makes you happy why stop?
Bonne année!
… Forgive me, but, this may be a little sappy and personal. Discretion is advised!
As many folks know, New Years Day is the time of fresh beginnings, excuses to work out, and sweet, sweet "cheat days", so I wanted to tell you all something pretty important.
I think that I may be leaving a lot of groups, as I’m personally trying to be better about just what exactly I consume, media wise. I’ve noticed a pattern within myself that I can’t seem to shake off.
In my very unprofessional derg-brained opinion, I’m becoming unhealthily attached to a sense of escapism and pushing away from reality in order to relieve anxieties and stressors that I see each and every day.
Of this escapism, I often seek out porn or otherwise adult media in order to satiate feelings of love I feel I don’t get. I don’t mean romance or friendliness, but frankly I feel an odd sense of sexuality that I can’t pinpoint, and have often attributed to "the Ace experience".
After some much-needed "soul searching", I’ve realised that I’m just addicted to the pleasures I get from watching lewd media. If you know me well enough, you’d know that I don’t masturbate (or, paw, if you’re furry enough). I haven’t done so since 17, and it’s been kinda relieving.
Masturbation isn’t something that I did for fun or every once in a while. I genuinely was addicted to it, and did it out of what felt like a necessity. I went cold turkey in 2021, and I am thankful I did.
However, this is kinda confusing for some. "Why do you view pornographic material if you don’t jack off to it?" Well, it makes me feel like I’m someone else, really. Call it self-insertion. I don’t like how little sexual thought I feel.
Unfortunately, when I was younger, I brought myself to NSFW groups in order to escape. I roleplayed frequently, I ERP’d, I drew porn. I still do, though, just much less. This also means I’ve made friendships that are built on the idea that sexual content is something that I want to engage in.
As of 2025, I think my main "resolution" is to simply be in my world more and fantasy less, and I’m going to start by slowly cutting out excessive consumption of sexual media(s).
This means leaving groups, channels, and other activities built on this. I think it’s generally just healthier that I do this, anyway.
I still will have social media, but I’ll be trying to engage in sexual "activity" less. You can still DM me, talk to me, etc. I will just be trying not to be as sexual as before. That’s all.
There’s another thing I wish to talk about, but it’s loads more serious.
… I’ve been struggling a lot with mental health and I think that it’s become worse and worse as the days go on. This has been mostly because of family issues, but also because of political issues. Frankly, I’m not gonna get into this conversation, but know that I’m afraid.
All of this is to say that… I’ve been close to putting attempts on my life. Within the past month, I’ve had aggressive amounts of passive ideation, wondering what would happen if I went off the deep end. Of course, I’ve never gone through with it (I wouldn’t be writing this if I had), but it’s been on my mind.
There’s no need to panic, I’m OK and well, I just wanted you, the reader, to know how I’ve been feeling. Not well, if you haven’t gathered that already.
I really want to say that I love you all, no matter what happens. I’ll be leaving a lot of NSFW-oriented groups soon as to try and go cold turkey with it in some fashion, and see how I feel.
Something to note: I won’t be leaving groups that allow porn, just groups that encourage NSFW activity like ERP or posting porn.
I also will be using this account a whole lot less. I’m not leaving the internet, but, I am pushing away from Telegram little by little. Sorry.
If you really do want to reach out to me and I’m not responding to Telegram messages, I’ll be available on Discord at @/winterhead. You’ll know it’s me, trust me.
This is all for the greater good of the derg. I love you. Continue de briller, et au revoir pour l’instant.
… Forgive me, but, this may be a little sappy and personal. Discretion is advised!
As many folks know, New Years Day is the time of fresh beginnings, excuses to work out, and sweet, sweet "cheat days", so I wanted to tell you all something pretty important.
I think that I may be leaving a lot of groups, as I’m personally trying to be better about just what exactly I consume, media wise. I’ve noticed a pattern within myself that I can’t seem to shake off.
In my very unprofessional derg-brained opinion, I’m becoming unhealthily attached to a sense of escapism and pushing away from reality in order to relieve anxieties and stressors that I see each and every day.
Of this escapism, I often seek out porn or otherwise adult media in order to satiate feelings of love I feel I don’t get. I don’t mean romance or friendliness, but frankly I feel an odd sense of sexuality that I can’t pinpoint, and have often attributed to "the Ace experience".
After some much-needed "soul searching", I’ve realised that I’m just addicted to the pleasures I get from watching lewd media. If you know me well enough, you’d know that I don’t masturbate (or, paw, if you’re furry enough). I haven’t done so since 17, and it’s been kinda relieving.
Masturbation isn’t something that I did for fun or every once in a while. I genuinely was addicted to it, and did it out of what felt like a necessity. I went cold turkey in 2021, and I am thankful I did.
However, this is kinda confusing for some. "Why do you view pornographic material if you don’t jack off to it?" Well, it makes me feel like I’m someone else, really. Call it self-insertion. I don’t like how little sexual thought I feel.
Unfortunately, when I was younger, I brought myself to NSFW groups in order to escape. I roleplayed frequently, I ERP’d, I drew porn. I still do, though, just much less. This also means I’ve made friendships that are built on the idea that sexual content is something that I want to engage in.
As of 2025, I think my main "resolution" is to simply be in my world more and fantasy less, and I’m going to start by slowly cutting out excessive consumption of sexual media(s).
This means leaving groups, channels, and other activities built on this. I think it’s generally just healthier that I do this, anyway.
I still will have social media, but I’ll be trying to engage in sexual "activity" less. You can still DM me, talk to me, etc. I will just be trying not to be as sexual as before. That’s all.
There’s another thing I wish to talk about, but it’s loads more serious.
… I’ve been struggling a lot with mental health and I think that it’s become worse and worse as the days go on. This has been mostly because of family issues, but also because of political issues. Frankly, I’m not gonna get into this conversation, but know that I’m afraid.
All of this is to say that… I’ve been close to putting attempts on my life. Within the past month, I’ve had aggressive amounts of passive ideation, wondering what would happen if I went off the deep end. Of course, I’ve never gone through with it (I wouldn’t be writing this if I had), but it’s been on my mind.
There’s no need to panic, I’m OK and well, I just wanted you, the reader, to know how I’ve been feeling. Not well, if you haven’t gathered that already.
I really want to say that I love you all, no matter what happens. I’ll be leaving a lot of NSFW-oriented groups soon as to try and go cold turkey with it in some fashion, and see how I feel.
Something to note: I won’t be leaving groups that allow porn, just groups that encourage NSFW activity like ERP or posting porn.
I also will be using this account a whole lot less. I’m not leaving the internet, but, I am pushing away from Telegram little by little. Sorry.
If you really do want to reach out to me and I’m not responding to Telegram messages, I’ll be available on Discord at @/winterhead. You’ll know it’s me, trust me.
This is all for the greater good of the derg. I love you. Continue de briller, et au revoir pour l’instant.
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Not that anyone may particularly care, but May 5th marks me being clean of self harm for a whole 1,000 days.
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