It may be very bad, it may be the worst, but still they're my feelings which I write, I am not writing something to please others, it's just a place where I try to express myself, so please leave.

Randiya reh gayi randikhane me apna baccha chor gayi mere thikane me

Khwab ki talash me kho baithe neend hum, Khwab ki talash me kho baithe neend hum.
Guzare din raat bhar bas tere hi saath hum.
Humsafar na hue , hue humraaz hum.
Baatein kaafi kar gaye in takiyon ke saath hum.
Na aayi neend hume, chain ki kya baat karein.

Thandi hawa ka mehka jhonka,
Haath mein bowl, dil mein tonka,
Steam uthe jaise khwabon ka dhuaan,
Ek ek bite mein mile sukoon ka nasha.

Barish ke baad ka woh thoda sa chill,
Window ke paas, Maggie aur thrill,
Na chai chahiye, na coffee ka junoon,
Bas tu, main aur ye Maggie ka sukoon.

Ungliyon se lipatti garam noodles ki raah,
Har fork ke saath dil kahe "wah!",
Sardi bhi muskuraye us pal ke junoon,
Kyuki Maggie ke saath hi milta hai sukoon.

What's the point of giving flowers to them, when flowers lay beneath their feet, wherever they step.

Snowflakes have melted a long ago in my hands, I have been staring at my empty palms, seasons have changed through and through. New winter has arrived, weather's gotten cold yet my hands are empty, no snowflakes to be found. Yet, I look at that blue sky to turn grey and hope, that a small snowflake will fall again, make my hands cold again, make me feel warm again.

Khud ko samjhane ki fikar me kho chuka hu is kadar, ki abb khabar nahi mujhe batlana kya tha, ab sabar nahi samjhana kya tha, khak se ja mila hu mai ab to, fadak hi kya jo ab samjhana mujhko.

Class mein baithti hoon par dimaag ho jata hai buffering,
Board pe numbers dekhu toh lagta hai they’re suffering.
Teacher boli — “Solve it!” … main bolu smiling,
“Ma'am , kya hi solve karun… my maths is not mathing 😭!"

Biryani toh ban gayi hai mohabbat se,
Par raita na tha… isliye zayqa udaas sa tha.
Jaise tu saath na ho toh dil bhi adhura lage,
Waise hi yeh plate bhi bina tere bechaari si lagi...

They look at me with hope in their eyes, that I may bring a miracle and save them. But how can I bring myself to tell them, that I am nothing as special as they thought. I am as miserable as they come, how come someone as miserable as myself will bring peace to them. How come me who is full of chaos may hope to bring peace to others. I am nothing but embodiment of chaos and misery myself. With knowledge of all the truths, trying to be as delusional as possible. How can someone like that break other's delusion.

Knowledge brings curiosity, curiosity brews chaos and engulfs you in desire to find peace and desire is ultimately a sin, even if it is of peace.

Rakhke sirhane, khat tere raat bhar, sochta hu pal wo jo na hui aaj tak, baatein to bahut batayi tumne khudki, kash sun leti ek do meri bhi

Rou bhi kya ab sukhe ansu mere, ret bhi gila hoga in ankhon se mere, fislte jaaye haathon se saanse ye meri kisi malmal ki tarah, Roku kaise hathe bhiche , jab lathpath mere haath ye, lahu hai mera ya fir fislan un sukhe ansuon ka.