Kya jalun, kya bujhun,
Bikhra hua khak mai, raakh hu mai, samshan hu khud ke hi arman ka, jal rahi hai meri tadpan, jal rahi meri yaad hai, kya jalun ab aur mai, sab to bikhra raakh hai

Sawal ye uthta hai kabhi man me ki, kyu dekhti hai wo mujhe is kadar, ki uski nigahe cheer jaati hai mere har jazbaat ko, kya hi dhundhti hai wo mujhme jab uska chand koi aur hai?

Sukhe patton ki tarah bikhda pada hu is zameen pae, samet le koi aag lagane ko sahi, tadap to mite na hone ka teri, banke raakh hi simat jaun mai is zameen me meri, na bache ek tukda, na rahe nishan koi, bas is tarah mit jaye yaad teri, osh bhari raaton me jaga pura din sahi, dopher ka intezar hai ki suraz hi jala de kahi.

It's been a while since I am reading this book, I don't know why, I am still stuck on this page still ?

Befallen are the leaves,
On fall of that thunder,
Makes my heart ache,
Makes me wonder, is it the fault of those eyes, or was it undecember.

I don't know where to go, where to exist anymore, just living the life which doesn't feel mine, I don't know where I belong, and I hate this feeling of not being able to live, I wish I were dead but, but dying isn't that easy afterall.

Like withered leaves of autumn, hanging by the last hope upon thy,
The ground is covered open is the sky,
Naked are the trees besides,
Empty are the thoughts,
Branches sway with the wind,
So do flutter I, hanging by the last thread,
Wishing not to die.

Maut pe na aana meri sham der ho gyi hogi,
Maut pe na aana meri sham der ho gayi hogi,
Ho sake to milna aana agli subah,
Agar mil jau fir bhi tumhe mai, to samajh lena ab kaafi der ho gayi hogi.

I would like to ask the person who's reacting '💩' on my each post, can you please explain what's wrong with what I write and if it is bad why don't you leave me alone?

It may be very bad, it may be the worst, but still they're my feelings which I write, I am not writing something to please others, it's just a place where I try to express myself, so please leave.

Randiya reh gayi randikhane me apna baccha chor gayi mere thikane me

Khwab ki talash me kho baithe neend hum, Khwab ki talash me kho baithe neend hum.
Guzare din raat bhar bas tere hi saath hum.
Humsafar na hue , hue humraaz hum.
Baatein kaafi kar gaye in takiyon ke saath hum.
Na aayi neend hume, chain ki kya baat karein.

Thandi hawa ka mehka jhonka,
Haath mein bowl, dil mein tonka,
Steam uthe jaise khwabon ka dhuaan,
Ek ek bite mein mile sukoon ka nasha.

Barish ke baad ka woh thoda sa chill,
Window ke paas, Maggie aur thrill,
Na chai chahiye, na coffee ka junoon,
Bas tu, main aur ye Maggie ka sukoon.

Ungliyon se lipatti garam noodles ki raah,
Har fork ke saath dil kahe "wah!",
Sardi bhi muskuraye us pal ke junoon,
Kyuki Maggie ke saath hi milta hai sukoon.

What's the point of giving flowers to them, when flowers lay beneath their feet, wherever they step.

Snowflakes have melted a long ago in my hands, I have been staring at my empty palms, seasons have changed through and through. New winter has arrived, weather's gotten cold yet my hands are empty, no snowflakes to be found. Yet, I look at that blue sky to turn grey and hope, that a small snowflake will fall again, make my hands cold again, make me feel warm again.

Khud ko samjhane ki fikar me kho chuka hu is kadar, ki abb khabar nahi mujhe batlana kya tha, ab sabar nahi samjhana kya tha, khak se ja mila hu mai ab to, fadak hi kya jo ab samjhana mujhko.

Class mein baithti hoon par dimaag ho jata hai buffering,
Board pe numbers dekhu toh lagta hai they’re suffering.
Teacher boli — “Solve it!” … main bolu smiling,
“Ma'am , kya hi solve karun… my maths is not mathing 😭!"

Biryani toh ban gayi hai mohabbat se,
Par raita na tha… isliye zayqa udaas sa tha.
Jaise tu saath na ho toh dil bhi adhura lage,
Waise hi yeh plate bhi bina tere bechaari si lagi...

They look at me with hope in their eyes, that I may bring a miracle and save them. But how can I bring myself to tell them, that I am nothing as special as they thought. I am as miserable as they come, how come someone as miserable as myself will bring peace to them. How come me who is full of chaos may hope to bring peace to others. I am nothing but embodiment of chaos and misery myself. With knowledge of all the truths, trying to be as delusional as possible. How can someone like that break other's delusion.

Knowledge brings curiosity, curiosity brews chaos and engulfs you in desire to find peace and desire is ultimately a sin, even if it is of peace.

Rakhke sirhane, khat tere raat bhar, sochta hu pal wo jo na hui aaj tak, baatein to bahut batayi tumne khudki, kash sun leti ek do meri bhi