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Have u ever been in love with a broken person? I really love this girl, I truly believe she is the one but she was badly hurt by her past lover that she is terrified to let me in, I can sense her doubts in me and it's the worst feeling in the world, having someone repeatedly tell you they trust u but does things that contradicts it. I understand it's hard to trust ppl these days I wasnt a trustworthy person until recently too. But I believe we all change, I've given up my player ways and now ready to settle down. I tried everything in my power to make her realize that it ain't gon be like her past but she doesnt belive it. If I dont call her for a day she immediately believes and concludes that I want to break up with her, not that am busy not that my phn battery died, she chooses to c it negatively,🙇‍♂ because it got very difficult I told her let's take a break and get back to it. And She nearly shut me off her life with a single phn call crying, yalling I told u so, not once but twice did she cry while we were having sex. the first time I jumped off the bed cuz I though she was in pain mnamn but then she tells me ik u would leave me after u fuck me, bruh I litrally froze forgot what the heck I was doing, then I told her I'm having sex with her cuz I love her and not just for the fun of it. Then the next time we had sex she cried again. After she stopped crying I told her let's hold off on the sex for now and after u work on ur trust issues we will get back to it then she tells me u will get bored and leave me, I'm confused, its like idk how to go abt things, I'm not even myself when am with her anymore every move I make I think it throughly, cuz there's always what ifs, because ik her, ik she choses to interpret everything I do in her own negative way, in her mind I'm out to get her, ik it made sense to her not to trust me. I want to punch her ex for making her this miserable but above all thank him cuz she is amazing, even being this confusingly broken I love her I'm just tired and I'm hurting too in the process of trying to make her realize i ain't the same. Help a brother out cuz am tired.

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Hi . Im 23 and i am tired .i even wake up tired.i feel exausted ,im graduating this year i study law during the day and business management in night classes .. i hate law , im only learning that cause of my family,its really hard studying some thing u hate just b/c of ur fam.i am the first child ( a female ) so im not really allowed to go agianst any of my families wishes. So i joined business which i absolutely love. i am busy with both universties all day, i wish i could take a break from the law class but i cant disappoint my fam.
my younger siblings get to do what ever they want and im basically the emotional punching bag of the house so im 24 hours pretending like it doesnt bother me,like an unemotional bitch, but it really hurts me.. my parents are getting tired of me , asking when ill move out or graduate,which is really killing me .. my emotional issues are killing me and i cant tell them this b/c they will laugh at me or think im a disappointment ,my younger siblings get regular therapy but i cant even make a sad face when im at home.. i cant tell this to no one b/c i have no friends.i dont even know how to make friends.. i grew up fighting with my mom.. so i never really got along with girls and all the bulliying in highschool cause of my looks really just added to all my insecurities...im not even allowed to dress preety to lift up my mood, they will ask me why im dressing up or if i am chasing a boy.while my siblings are allowed to dress even fucking way they want... one of my siblings was literally caught with a boy and they laughed it of.im not even allowed to fix my hair like them.they will say ምን አስበሽ ነው።
i act happy all day ,anyone that knows me will tell u i am just an unemotional bitch.i would be really be happy if some one really asked me how i felt and just hugged me for a while.
I really dont need any advice cause i dont think anyone would help me.i just wanted to vent my heart out,this is the only time i get to pour my heart out ,in my room on my phone..
the only thing keeping me from killing myself is my dreams and goals.. maybe one day all my hardwork will payoff and ill be the entrepreneur i dream of.

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So here's the thing... about a year ago i met a guy through work stuff for only 2 days and then he contacted me online and we chatted for a little while and he asked me out and went for a date and I texted him about work a week after the date no contact whatsoever and i also did not text since. But hear me out I'm not your typical easily btoken, non confident with low self esteem kinda girl I truly value myself a lot But it sort of is in my head and I dont think it will leave my mind. Ladies and Men did this ever happen to you and if it did what will you do?

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Hi am 20 years old girl...so the thing is I decided to move out from my parents house because a lot of reasons but zat not my current problem The problem is my sis failed G12 and now she's crying like someone died and I dont now what to do i asked her if she wants 2 move out with me she is not even talking to me am so frustrated please help me i have never vented befor not even when I decided to move out bu now i can't even listen my on voice if u know anything to say to my sis to make her calm..I don't know how to hide my Identity on vent but even if i see my account i don't mind just hep me please

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So hello dear members
I have question for u so i am an ethiopian and raised in ethiopia as in many household my parentes belivied in physical punishement and they used it when i do wrong and they didnot stoped it when there relativies or friends do it to me mostly i think i was the aschegari kid compared to my sibilings and now i am about to hv a child and when i talk abt the past with my family and they say punishement it needed to raise a kid mnamn becha i donot wanna cry abt spilled milk it gave me enough trauma the physical punishement ......caused many things afterward
So to make this short wht do u guys think about physical punishement like spanking,bitting,meqontatzkicking is it a right way to raise a kid?

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I really need to vent this cause I know this will help some one so here u go ....... People talk about faith or destiny like somethings are meant to be but i dont believe in destiny ,our lives are the result of the choices we make, Big or small and when it comes to love, thats when our choices matter the most. We choose when to open up to it, how to define it or if we even need to, we choose when to let it back in and how to move forward, we can even choose the kind of love we need. Love doesnt always go the way you hoped it will, sometimes the timing just isnt right. And even though i don't believe in destiny, i do believe in second chances. You just have to be ready for it when it comes

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Hey i think i need help and i dont know where to go so here i am...

Am having these loud voices in my head not those kinda when you tell yourself to lock the door or when you're about to start a conversation you try to form the sentences in your head mnamn, not that type
Like mine are so chaotic and it is so loud am serious like am so scared
It used to happen when i was a kid like when i was 10 or 11 now am 18
Yezane le ehete lenegerat mokere nber she brushed it off and told me to pray mnamn then it stopped at some point
Then today when i was taking a chemistry model exam and its back actually she is back its woman voice its is so loud i dont know what she or they're saying i was literally about to scream i controlled myself tho, i couldn't the exam

Guys emebten am not kidding mnden nw enatem endzi tehonalachu? What is it am going crazy?????

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hey everyone hope this vent gets approved.. For the love of God! is it me or there are other people experiencing this too😳.. it's already been 3 years in campus but I don't have any friends(real) like every time I go home I'm worried to death thinking about who I'm gonna be calling to help me with my bags n even eat with me.. that stopped being a problem at sm point cz I eventually found a friend bt then she left here n I got left alone plus she was kinda in bad blood with the girls ik so tho we talk mnamn ik deep down they are nat happy so I can't really be with them.. ryt now I'm kinda living in an empty dorm alone cz the girl who was here went to her friends dorm meanwhile me who has no one is left here with ma thoughts.. I tried meeting new people but it always ends up being the same story the ppl either need sm money or other things nat anything to do with me... idk it's rly hard especially for a girl in campus, ik it might seem like I have a bad personality mnamn but trust me I'm nat a bad person...I've seen ppl do sm bad shit n still have friends tho
idk why bt whether it's bad or good when I do it it becomes bad! whoever is standing nxt to me is always right n appreciated for some reason idk bt doesn't apply to me.and even outside of campus idk why bt I don't hv much friends😞
yesterday I thought of all possibilities bt there's non I can't go back home cz dad wd be disappointed n I wd hate for that to happen plus it's my own future I'm gonna ruin.. I even thought of ending my life since I'm at the point where I believe I'm nat good enough for anything... so is there anything I can do to escape this madness before I...

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This is my first vent, I'm a guy 19 and here is my story. All my life my father had been an alcoholic and I used to say it doesn't affect me but later on the more I think about it, he had put me my mom and my little brother through lot; he retired at the age of 42 'now he is 52' because he is in some kind of compitition with my mom since she is a housewife i guess may be he wanted to be a househusband also, so he used to drink every day and when he gets home he starts to insult and sometimes hit my mom and me each night for 6 years straight until their divorce which was because of me, as I hit my hormonal teenager years, I started to respond to his insult and sometimes engage in a physical fight, once I've put a kitchen knife to his throat and threatened to kill him, ya I've gone this far and one day when I've gotten home I saw my mom outside crying, when I enter the the living room everything was broken the windows, the eating plates the house was really messed up and there is my dad sitting in the couch like he won or sth, and I was fed up so I talked my mom into divorcing him which she eventually agreed and threw him out 'we are still in contact with him'. And after time we had gotten over him and my mom started to be happy again; her dark circles around her eyes started fading and I thought I did good getting her out of this toxic marriage until one day I'd got in a huge fight with her about why i hit my little brother and she said "do I have to lose everyone because of you" thinking about this led me to this depression 'latter on after 2 years I've confronted her and she said it's is not what she ment to say and I believe her but the damage was already done'. All this led to so many insecurities and stress; I've a very low self seem, I'm insecure about my looks, I stress about people living me to a point i watch youtube videos about it and I'm basically lonely I don't even know to to engage in a conversation anymore, I also stress about where my life is going I'm currently 2 year civil engineering student which by the way I hate but I've got no other options, my dad used to give me allowance but he always looks for reason not to give me and also I stress about God and it's worse than all those combined to a point giving me a panic attack regularly and going to hospital once to get my heart checked and lastly I'm insecure to a point I feel inferior to everyone. I'd started using drugs when I was in 12th grade, I've stopped now I only drink once in a while, and almost forgot I've a bad relationship history which it made me insecure about approaching women. Now I've chronic depression and anxiety leaving me disconnected with reality I'm basically on autopilot everyday for the past 4 years and nothing interesting is going on in my life, So please care to comment!

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It's over i mean it this time. Since last night my breathing is not the same and i feel this bad feeling in my stomach like I want to throw up or sth u broke me. I cant even count how many times I broke in to sobs. The mascara i put on last night looks dreadful on my face. It was meant a surprise party for u instead u surprised me, i dressed up for u even wore that dress u say I look hot in, planned everything with the boys, u said u loved me and not just as a frnd, but u showed up with another girl, kissing her, infront of me, trying ur best not to look at me. Glad u didnt trust me u dont want that pained smile hunting u till the end of ur days. U acted as if I was one of ur dude frnds, I am ur frnd except the frnd who u tease with false hopes. I will never forget that awkward hug u gave me when u two walked in, I spent the whole day running around for ur party, being frantically excited till u show up, and when u did show up I felt my heart coming out and my eyes betraying me. I sucked those tears back but felt my heart being ripped in half after I took my shot i went for the door, I didnt even care how that look to everyone else, I didnt care to give u the satisfaction of seeing me fall apart like that just wanted to get tf out of there, our frnds well from now on, ur frnds since they're ur boys and more close to u am sure I've lost them too last night, they begged me to stay so I did. They pitied me I saw it in their eyes. Poor ruth. It was the worst night of my life. I was looking down. if my head was any lower I'd be scraping the ground. When everyone shouted, u gulping down ur drink as u cut the cake I kinda know deep down it felt like cutting Ruth's heart I bet u thought abt it. I did too. I also felt like snatching the knife and stab u with it, even tho I would never do that to u, I wish u knew how it felt to be me for once. U cant even wait till I recover from ur last hit, how cruel are u gn my love. I ask my self how could I love someone so vicious and cruel. Ur cruelty have blown me away. When i try to run, u pull me in and bury ur claws deeper. I wonder what do u get out of this, I'm sure u love playing games with me but I never thought u will take it this far. I even asked u that and u said its fun to mess with u, too bad it's over now. I decided no more crying ever since I befriended the great bini all I do is cry. From now on I'll be as far as humanly possible from u. I'll withdraw this field, its lame to withdraw but my heart if theres anything left of it said last night was enough. i deleted the I love u chats on telegram, and I saw a bunch of thank you for the party texts and ur 11 missed calls I wonder what lies u want to feed me now. U won. The truth is u always did. I dont care abt that anymore. I'm sure you have enjoyed tormenting me for so long ik it would be so boring for u to c me go. From now on u wont ever c me, or hear a single word from me. consider me ur dead frnd. ik I dont deserve this no human deserves this. Good bye my wicked love.

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Hello guys .
How are you doing .
Let me tell you my story which is different from yours .
I am guy who survived death 3 times .
Like car accident , construction accident , and people who came to kill me .
I survived these all with out even simple scar when people died around me die for that.
Tho I am Christian and pray lot.
What do u think does God have message for me ? . That I survived these all .
Believe it or not these is true story .

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How are you guys. I'm a teenager pretty young I'll just tell you a little about myself
I'm very introvent except when I'm with people I trust even so I don't like sharingy feelings .so the day after my 14th birthday I woke up In the middle of the night with an excruciating pain in my stomach I've had stomach aches before but this time I couldn't move l couldn't do anything thankfully my sister's a doctor and I had just gotten a phone so I climbed back onto the bed and manages to call her and all I could say was"please help me" as I told you I'm very introvent so this was very weird for me as I never ask for help so she rushed to me and this was during covid so she was staying at the guest house wich was outside the main house .so she had to knock and wake up my sister first to come to me during this time I was feeling so much pain I felt like dying after that she came and checked on me and she understood that this was serious a little more info my mom has high blood pressure and can't be startled so I had to be very careful as when it came to her children she would just cry over the smallest things so when they finally told her that I was in pain she came in crying after I saw that I knew that my next moves were very crucial so I knew that I couldn't scream or cry so I had to stay silent while I felt like I was dying inside so I kept making excuses for her to leave the room like I needed some water and when she'd leave I'd scream and cry so after that I was carried into the car and driven to the hospital where they said that it was just cramps but my sister was sceptical so she asked for extra tests after various tests the doctors told us that I had to get surgery quickly so there I was stunned by all this and I kept silent and we had to travel to another hospital and thankfully it was dark and I told them I was tired and wanted to sleep and pulled the duvet over my head and silently cried upon reaching the hospital I wiped my tears and put on a straight face and all through this my mom was a crying mess and the last thing I wanted to do was to cause more stress
I got some tests done and I got prepped for surgery and I had to be sleep for a while and so I asked my mom if I could be alone during that time I knew that there's a chance I might not survive a little while later my sister came in to comfort me and at that time I looked straight into her eyes and asked her"am I gonna die?" And I could see the tears in her eyes so I just smiled and acted like I was alright and so I was on my way to surgery and my family had to wait by the door after I was out of their sight and I broke down I started asking god why me?am I a bad person the nurse saw me and told me to be strong and I started praying to God to make me strong and that I'm okay with dying and toake my family strong and the I fell unconscious .later on I woke up and saw my family and I smiled and I heard the surgery went well and that I was ok but they'll have to keep me for a few days and I felt so good I thanked god for helping me and a few days later I was allowed to go back home .I felt so weak at that time but I feel that I'm stronger know and no one really knows the whole story except you guys . Thank you for giving me a platform to speak without fear.

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So I'm 25 ...I was born and raised in an abusive house hold . My father is pretty verbally and physically abusive. The man laughed at me when I I him I wanted to pursue my Masters. He said I would amount to nothing. My childhood was pretty unstable to say the least. I was sexually abused by my uncle from the age of 6 upto 11 and have a very vivid recollection of the event. To say I'm emotionally unstable would be an understatement of the century. I tend to get into a depressive state way too often and my anxiety level has gotten worst over the years. I have trouble sleeping on rainy night cause I remember the nights of the sexual abuse ...my dreams are about that. I used to be a sleeping meds addict for over year but I been sober for 6 months now.
I guess in a way ..my memories are attached to the season change or certain smell.
I can't stand the smell of raw meat cause my uncle used to eat that and come and shove his tongue down my throat while sexually abusing me.

5 years ago I decided to leave my house and pursue my education abroad far from home....far from all the abuse and I did. The thing is I am back here again after finishing my studies...and I just feel like I am child who just can't control her anxiety...everything seems to rub me off the wrong way . I'm a fun person to talk to but the moment a man streches his hand to even shake or hold my hand ...I feel all the red alarms in my head go off and get really anxious. I have abandonment issues and if I vibe with someone and try and get comfortable with them ...I have difficulty emotionally attaching with them.
I recently lost my virginity to my guy friend and I felt nothing. My body went numb and so did I. I felt foreign to my own body. I just didn't understand anything. So I just ghosted him after that ...blamed it on work and my depression and let the whole thing die out.
I go to therapy and all, it helps a lot but I'm just having troubles with everything. I liked it better being away from home and everything and my work place isn't helping my situation cause I have a colleague who continuously tries to grope me and stuff ..last time he kissed me...I went frantic in the office and he just said I'm too uptight and that I am lucky to have his lips touch mine (those were his exact words)
And recently I realised my mom knew about the sexual assault and even saw it ones and told me that she didn't think much of it. So she let it be. I feel like things could have been different if she had said sth or done sth...and I was blamed for what happened to me that I should have said sth at the time.
I told her I was too scared and she said it was my fault
And lately it feels like I have this weird resentment towards her but it's coming in sudden moments I just snap at her.
What I wanna ask is, is there anyone going through what I am going through? Cause I just feel like my life is just a huge ball of disappointment and pain. My bestfriend has been awol and plus I think he is being weird after I told I had feelings for him. I just need to know if I can overcome this in way. I know we all have our own problems but I just feel like mine is just taking a lot away from me.
Thank you for taking your time to read this

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Okay so I'm a girl and sth happend to me earlier this week and I've been thinking abt it a lot, it didn't happen TO ME persay it just happened......... so like I said I'm a girl but not what u would call a typical feminist. I mean I support it bedemb gn I'm not the kind of person that talks about it all the time, like I won't purposely bring it up in the middle of a convo and stuff. That being said here's what happened I was in the taxi and it wasn't full so we were waiting eskemimola and some guys were arguing out side about their shifts and stuff, turns out the taxi teraw alneberem and the other guy was so pissed ena he came to us ena weredu mnamn alen. We didn't at first because egna wedemenehedebet yemichn lela taxi alneberem and we just stayed but then the dude was being too loud and mesadeb mnamn jemere to the redat of our taxi so ppl started gathering and they tried to calm him down ena to negotiate (yaleterachew sigebu bekefeya yesmamalu apparently) ena yekefelehal silutm he said no he was like 'lela taxi baynor enkuan ehe yetm aychenm because i said so' ena egnanm begd aswereden and there was no other taxi we were just standing there demoko he's not even a driver tera askebari nw but he was being illogical and absudr, he just wanted it that way because he didn't want his ego to be compromised keza he said "EHE TAXI KECHANE ENE WEND ADELEHUM SET NEGN" those exact words and out loud to our faces. I wanted to kill him algebachum😤😤 like we were all girls ezaga yewerednew and 1 guy, arogitoch hula neberu and I was the youngest one there, I'm 18 fyi, but they were all grown ups and what was most shocking was no one said nothing. WHAT THE FUCK. I was seriously about to insult him gn he was too aggressive even for his friends like mad af and ready to fight kinda mad so I kept quite, like everyone else there!!! And I'm really disappointed in myself for doing that, malet he is the most irrational person I've ever seen......... exaggeration limeslachu yechelal gn u had to be there to understand the way he acted, the level of his disrespect even to the elderly women........ I ain't got no words for it. It's gonna take more than an insult to fix a bone head like him but still I feel like I let myself down. Do u guys think I should have said sth, it's bothering me that I didn't , obviously I would have gotten myself into trouble but still I wish I said sth😡 What is wrong with men gn egnam eko sewoch nen why can't u just respect us as human beings?????💔

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I need to vent ...i need to share this..... Hope it will help someone

Sometimes its the simplest things that are the most profounding reminders of whats important. Like love, how it can heal the past or give us hope for the future or family knowing no matter what happens we dont have to fight alone because faith isnt just about religion. It's about realizing we are all in this together. Its easy to forget how connected we all are. Its easy to feel scared or lost or angry but thats not the same thing as losing faith. And sometimes it takes someone new to remind us of that it is never too late to find the faith we have lost.

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Hello everyone hope ur doing great am 25 years old dude i have a girl friend i am really in love with her for about 3 years. So the thing is what would u feel if u see ur girl holding another boy hand and walking with him.
I just saw her with her friend (boy) and i was really upset. She introduced me as her boyfriend but still didn't feel comfort.
so my questions is will u be upset if this was happend to you?plz share ur ideas
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Hello kind people. It's been a while since I vented and I'm really grateful to this community for listening to my problems.

So basically I've been in that constant sad mood as if for ages. But I somehow managed, the thing is I've lost myself, my identity, everything. If I were to explain anything about myself I don't have anything to say. I keep saying I'm nothing it's not out of humility it's out of disappointment, so what bothers me even more is the question my mind keeps asking me i.e, "What next?".

I am so so soo lost that I don't even remember the basics, like the way of holding a conversation or when to laugh and when to nod or anything.

As long as it's a task that I've to perform I'm good, I'll try to do it thinking I'm being helpful perhaps. But when it comes to something that I've to use my own brains or my suggestions are required I literally become a dead body, my response is always weird people always become annoyed.

The thing is I don't understand anymore what I'm doing, I understand anything anymore. I'm not saying this metaphorically, I'm being honest.

I'm tired and scared and for some reason detest my existence (I feel bad for feeling so).

I used to go to the therapist but I gave it up. I don't feel like I am competent, I believe I'm incompetent. I want to work on it but I really don't, I don't do anything at all I become super numb and begin to cry and all, it's as if I'm making excuses and I'm being dishonest to myself.

I'm tired.

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Hi; so I'm going to go straight to the point...
I'm a girl, 19 and I have a lazy eye and it's bothering me a lot lately... I am overly insecure about it and I try to avoid eye contact with anyone at all costs... but now I just want to have a normal eye you know; and if any of you here know how i can treat it or if u know a doctor/hospital, please let me know 🥺
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Hey guys, so i have a question so anyone who thinks can help pls dm me, so my period is late and i think i am pregnant even tho i never had sex pls dont judge, so me and my ex were making out and suddenly we were naked idk how to say this, but our sexual organs touched(trying to make it formal) but then we decided to wait so we just stopped, so my question is, is there any possibility that his sperm might have gotten in somehow, and plus ive been having some stomach aches since then im so scared and confussed right now, i might just be overthing but what if i was right , guys pls pls help, i dont have anyone to talk to

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