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Hi... I'm 17 year old girl nearly to be 18 soon.
It's been abt 4 months that I have a controlled depression. These days I talk to a psychologist and I am getting a lil better. Idk really what happened to me!!! I used to be a very happy,satisfied, thankful, energetic, hopeful and optimistic. Suddenly I changed. I changed a lot and it bothers me. I wish I went to doctor sooner to control my depression. I became super delicate and sensitive. You can't believe how testy I've become.
I'm sick of everything and everyone.... really tired...
I would like to end my life .
But I can't. That bothers me too
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Hi... I'm 17 year old girl nearly to be 18 soon.
It's been abt 4 months that I have a controlled depression. These days I talk to a psychologist and I am getting a lil better. Idk really what happened to me!!! I used to be a very happy,satisfied, thankful, energetic, hopeful and optimistic. Suddenly I changed. I changed a lot and it bothers me. I wish I went to doctor sooner to control my depression. I became super delicate and sensitive. You can't believe how testy I've become.
I'm sick of everything and everyone.... really tired...
I would like to end my life .
But I can't. That bothers me too
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I score 452 in this year matric exam and i was planning to join astu but i have high interest in social courses that means I have to decide whether astu or any university.I rly don't want to go to private collage.so am confused and don't know what to do..what if the placement doesn't go the way i wanna it.my friends told me that i can change my stream from natural to social.which one should i choose
Astu with the course that i didn't want to learn at all or joining any university and study some thing i want.
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I score 452 in this year matric exam and i was planning to join astu but i have high interest in social courses that means I have to decide whether astu or any university.I rly don't want to go to private collage.so am confused and don't know what to do..what if the placement doesn't go the way i wanna it.my friends told me that i can change my stream from natural to social.which one should i choose
Astu with the course that i didn't want to learn at all or joining any university and study some thing i want.
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Hey guys i need ur help ... i am in love with a man who is married.. mejemeriya asbebet alneberem gn beka ke manm belay sleminkebakebegn wededkut keza esum flagot endalew asayegn ... ena he kissed me mnamn ...lik endalhone bawkm lakom alchalkum .. hule aladergewm huletegna bye wesgne... dgami rasen eza tarik west agegnewalew
... i don't know what to do ... please i need ur help
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Hey guys i need ur help ... i am in love with a man who is married.. mejemeriya asbebet alneberem gn beka ke manm belay sleminkebakebegn wededkut keza esum flagot endalew asayegn ... ena he kissed me mnamn ...lik endalhone bawkm lakom alchalkum .. hule aladergewm huletegna bye wesgne... dgami rasen eza tarik west agegnewalew
... i don't know what to do ... please i need ur help
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will anyone re define love for u after u get the whole definition wrong,like now u see anyonwe approching u is here to use u,or to ease their pain.it has changed me to the point i dont even who i was before him u know,its not like am still in love but its like would it be better if i did my good byes,its likei pushed him away but he didnt try enough,well even close to enough, to assure me that the whole US thing really works,idk right now i dont care who stays in my life anymore its like fuck it for everthing ,like its really a good feeling to not get hurt agian but at the same time i cant approch no one no mo,idk why i vented this but its like this is my only safe place.leave what ever u feel about not saying goodbye and HURT
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will anyone re define love for u after u get the whole definition wrong,like now u see anyonwe approching u is here to use u,or to ease their pain.it has changed me to the point i dont even who i was before him u know,its not like am still in love but its like would it be better if i did my good byes,its likei pushed him away but he didnt try enough,well even close to enough, to assure me that the whole US thing really works,idk right now i dont care who stays in my life anymore its like fuck it for everthing ,like its really a good feeling to not get hurt agian but at the same time i cant approch no one no mo,idk why i vented this but its like this is my only safe place.leave what ever u feel about not saying goodbye and HURT
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Hello there guys...im in a very disgusting&confusing mood im a girl ...the thing is....i was in a horrible lonliness before ...i had a special place for the moon rather than human&i love her so muchโบ i was more dependent on her sagegnat i talked abt my shits mnamn ende ebd but then someone came to my life i was very happy with him he is not my bf either.. he is my bff he is so patient honest mnamn from the beginning i begged god not to take him from me i was so comfortable with him sawera rasu kal almertm endmetalgn๐คทโโ asteway new mnamn gn "don find someone to make u happy make ur self happy and then find someone"endembalw and kn we parted our ways overtime although i knew that God had brought him to me to learn the lessons of my life... but then when he left(letewsne gize bihonm๐) it was all dark for me again &i lost happiness(awkalhu kal endegebahu strong endemhonlh) n one thing I've learned is that happiness comes from human is gone no matter how long stays boom someday shit will happen and i decided to find my own happiness by my own gn how?...its nat easy like i write...miyasdestegn ngr simeta yaslksegn jemruwal bizu sew teyku gn idk ...how can i be happy brase sew ena cherka lay depend salarg gn idk๐ yrdatal kalachu share me
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Hello there guys...im in a very disgusting&confusing mood im a girl ...the thing is....i was in a horrible lonliness before ...i had a special place for the moon rather than human&i love her so muchโบ i was more dependent on her sagegnat i talked abt my shits mnamn ende ebd but then someone came to my life i was very happy with him he is not my bf either.. he is my bff he is so patient honest mnamn from the beginning i begged god not to take him from me i was so comfortable with him sawera rasu kal almertm endmetalgn๐คทโโ asteway new mnamn gn "don find someone to make u happy make ur self happy and then find someone"endembalw and kn we parted our ways overtime although i knew that God had brought him to me to learn the lessons of my life... but then when he left(letewsne gize bihonm๐) it was all dark for me again &i lost happiness(awkalhu kal endegebahu strong endemhonlh) n one thing I've learned is that happiness comes from human is gone no matter how long stays boom someday shit will happen and i decided to find my own happiness by my own gn how?...its nat easy like i write...miyasdestegn ngr simeta yaslksegn jemruwal bizu sew teyku gn idk ...how can i be happy brase sew ena cherka lay depend salarg gn idk๐ yrdatal kalachu share me
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Hello,so i had this huge crush back in elementary school.now am gc and i couldn't forget about him. I mean we have never talked eko dmo. i have never felt that way again in my entire life. I did develope some feeling for a few guys but its easy for me to forget about them and it is not even close to the feeling i have for him. i know i messed up things for us. Dont have to explain that here. Bicha,what should i do am i crazy?.who get obsessed with elementary crush for all those year. Am i a psychopath?
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Hello,so i had this huge crush back in elementary school.now am gc and i couldn't forget about him. I mean we have never talked eko dmo. i have never felt that way again in my entire life. I did develope some feeling for a few guys but its easy for me to forget about them and it is not even close to the feeling i have for him. i know i messed up things for us. Dont have to explain that here. Bicha,what should i do am i crazy?.who get obsessed with elementary crush for all those year. Am i a psychopath?
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Hey ,its ma first time venting here ,am 19 yo boy and what i wanted to vent abt is im sick of every thing i mean beka everything in my life sucks i dont have anyone to talk to or any rlship mnamn bcha im lonely and school also like every time i try to study i get lost in some silly thoughts or easly get distracted and my grades are low af. My parents yell everytime they just like yelling at me meselegn beka hule endechohubgn new. Recently i just think that if i could find someone to share my feelings with maybe this wont be hard but teens these day๐คฆโโ i dont know whats got into us, we r being selfish and being idiots mnamn bcha thanks in advance for hearing me out
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Hey ,its ma first time venting here ,am 19 yo boy and what i wanted to vent abt is im sick of every thing i mean beka everything in my life sucks i dont have anyone to talk to or any rlship mnamn bcha im lonely and school also like every time i try to study i get lost in some silly thoughts or easly get distracted and my grades are low af. My parents yell everytime they just like yelling at me meselegn beka hule endechohubgn new. Recently i just think that if i could find someone to share my feelings with maybe this wont be hard but teens these day๐คฆโโ i dont know whats got into us, we r being selfish and being idiots mnamn bcha thanks in advance for hearing me out
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Hey guys so I'm 22 guy so Something happend and things change from that day forward. I lost Intrest in everything that gives me joy and Idk how to be back to old me. Sharing this to ur friends is good thing but when Ever I did at the end I be like what changed I fell the say way... They can't take the way am feeling and be me again noo at the end I felt worthless... Am sickin tired of ppl tbh acting dumb and silent while knowing what's up... Maybe I don't yet understand this world or life but we will see...
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Hey guys so I'm 22 guy so Something happend and things change from that day forward. I lost Intrest in everything that gives me joy and Idk how to be back to old me. Sharing this to ur friends is good thing but when Ever I did at the end I be like what changed I fell the say way... They can't take the way am feeling and be me again noo at the end I felt worthless... Am sickin tired of ppl tbh acting dumb and silent while knowing what's up... Maybe I don't yet understand this world or life but we will see...
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Hey guys so im a boy on the age of 17 and am about to get 18 i only have days left and i have issues with girls they try to show me that they want something in many ways but i always let them down like they want to makeout but i always get afraid of makingout i dont know why but i always resist them and when i get home or when im alone i feel bad by what i have done,i regret it but when i get a second chance i ruin it again and again i dont know what to do i need answer plzz
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Hey guys so im a boy on the age of 17 and am about to get 18 i only have days left and i have issues with girls they try to show me that they want something in many ways but i always let them down like they want to makeout but i always get afraid of makingout i dont know why but i always resist them and when i get home or when im alone i feel bad by what i have done,i regret it but when i get a second chance i ruin it again and again i dont know what to do i need answer plzz
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Well hello everyone so I want to get some advice from you .. soo the problem is that I am in love with someone for about 5 years now.. 4 months ago we were together and it felt like a dream I loved him truly and things didn't work out so we broke up but I still love him truly even tho he doesn't care and also now I'm kinda with someone idk if I have feelings for him but I don't think so .. but he loves me and he is a nice a guy.. he didn't even ask me to be his gf we started talking and we just found ourselves in this situation idk what to do I really love the first guy ... should I tell the second guy?
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Well hello everyone so I want to get some advice from you .. soo the problem is that I am in love with someone for about 5 years now.. 4 months ago we were together and it felt like a dream I loved him truly and things didn't work out so we broke up but I still love him truly even tho he doesn't care and also now I'm kinda with someone idk if I have feelings for him but I don't think so .. but he loves me and he is a nice a guy.. he didn't even ask me to be his gf we started talking and we just found ourselves in this situation idk what to do I really love the first guy ... should I tell the second guy?
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I need to say this cause i know it will change someone The one thing i learned in this horrible world is that when the weight of the world feels heavy, remember that your shoulders have held up galaxies, that ur eyes tell stories that some people may never believe and ur heart, as battered or bruised as it may be, it has crossed oceans just to get u here. You see, ur body, ur soul, YOU were made to bend but not break, to sway in the wind but never fall and when the rest of the world feels like its crumbling at its edges we will still be here together, i mean adrift in this galaxy and planet we call home.
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I need to say this cause i know it will change someone The one thing i learned in this horrible world is that when the weight of the world feels heavy, remember that your shoulders have held up galaxies, that ur eyes tell stories that some people may never believe and ur heart, as battered or bruised as it may be, it has crossed oceans just to get u here. You see, ur body, ur soul, YOU were made to bend but not break, to sway in the wind but never fall and when the rest of the world feels like its crumbling at its edges we will still be here together, i mean adrift in this galaxy and planet we call home.
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Am Broken๐๐ Am Hurt I Dono What To Do I Hurted Someone In Way I Canrt Explain He Was Ma Everything i Thought He Was Like Ma Breath We Talked So Much About The Past ,Present And Our Future But Now Its All Shattered In To Pieces To Never Get Back To Its Place ,I Can't Function Well When He's Not Around I tried To Forget Him But I Couldn't Every Secon I Try I Fail All The Memories Slip In Slowly It Hurts I Can't Control Ma Self Yea I Made A Big Mistake But I Never Thought He Would Curse Me Like This He Never Loved Me I Guess It Hurts I Tried To Forget Him By Blocking Him After His Long Insults But End Up Finding Ma Self Soaked In TearS Begging God To Take Maa Sadness And All It Hurts And When I Am Depressed This Deep All I Wanna Do Is Cut Ma Body Wiz Blade I Dono I Get Satisfied When I See Ma Blood I Am Fearing Betam I Dono ThiS Year Is The Worst , I Don Think I Will Everr Get In To Relationship Ita Just Became Ugly Love It Hurts
I dono What To Do I Wish NightS Were Not Ther To Be Found Its Heavy When Night Comes๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ It Hurts
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Am Broken๐๐ Am Hurt I Dono What To Do I Hurted Someone In Way I Canrt Explain He Was Ma Everything i Thought He Was Like Ma Breath We Talked So Much About The Past ,Present And Our Future But Now Its All Shattered In To Pieces To Never Get Back To Its Place ,I Can't Function Well When He's Not Around I tried To Forget Him But I Couldn't Every Secon I Try I Fail All The Memories Slip In Slowly It Hurts I Can't Control Ma Self Yea I Made A Big Mistake But I Never Thought He Would Curse Me Like This He Never Loved Me I Guess It Hurts I Tried To Forget Him By Blocking Him After His Long Insults But End Up Finding Ma Self Soaked In TearS Begging God To Take Maa Sadness And All It Hurts And When I Am Depressed This Deep All I Wanna Do Is Cut Ma Body Wiz Blade I Dono I Get Satisfied When I See Ma Blood I Am Fearing Betam I Dono ThiS Year Is The Worst , I Don Think I Will Everr Get In To Relationship Ita Just Became Ugly Love It Hurts
I dono What To Do I Wish NightS Were Not Ther To Be Found Its Heavy When Night Comes๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ It Hurts
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I'm a boy
So here it goes
My life is a literal mess right now I can't control my life
My weight is getting more and more
My grades are getting low I'm good at my grades I don't usually read but when I do it always clicks I'm getting the worst grades I could imagine
My hygiene is at it's worst my room is a mess I clean it the next day back like before
I do my assignment when the dead line is at it's nearest and people would ask me to do there's when I'm not done with mine I say I aint done this dude said he was on a trip and his just coming back that he doesn't have time and that I should understand him and I would be the bad guy in the story I'm crying just thinking what my life has become my friends love me very much but that's not what my mind tells me
People don't know this so when they say the simplest things it makes me self conscious it makes me cry I'm too young to take this
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My life is a literal mess right now I can't control my life
My weight is getting more and more
My grades are getting low I'm good at my grades I don't usually read but when I do it always clicks I'm getting the worst grades I could imagine
My hygiene is at it's worst my room is a mess I clean it the next day back like before
I do my assignment when the dead line is at it's nearest and people would ask me to do there's when I'm not done with mine I say I aint done this dude said he was on a trip and his just coming back that he doesn't have time and that I should understand him and I would be the bad guy in the story I'm crying just thinking what my life has become my friends love me very much but that's not what my mind tells me
People don't know this so when they say the simplest things it makes me self conscious it makes me cry I'm too young to take this
Say sth that could help
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Its so funny that so many girls/women in here, state that they are single and couldn't be in rship or has been broken by their partner. The same thing is being vented by the male group.
"แแแฝแแ แแ แ แแต แฅแแตแณแแแต แจแแแแแ แแแญ(แ แฐแแญ แดแถแฝ)แก แแแถแฝ แแแ แแแถแฝ แ แดแต แ แแ แฐแแแข แญแ fact แแแข แ แดแต แตแแ แฐแ แแญ แฝแแต แคแต แแญ แแ แฆแณ แฅแปแฝแแ แแแ แฅแแฃแฝแ แแแฃแ แญ แฅแตแชแซแ แฐแ แฅแแแแแแข แแ แ แแณแจแแแขแแแ แแแต แ แแ แแตแฅ แ แแแ แ แซแแแแแข
But still here we're on both side saying "we're broken, we're alone, we're lonely bla bla". Im a male and i felt it to. I remember venting it here too. Anyway, what im venting is, those of us on both sexes who are lonely,who have experienced breakup, should speak to one another. We should get to know each other. แแแแฃแต แ แแต แตแญแญแแแ แฐแ แ แตแแแฐแแฃแ แแ แญแแแ fail แฅแซแฐแจแแ แจแแ แจแแข so here we're all failed from the past rship. I think would should check if the right person is here. There are a lot of broken hearts in here. Lets fix them if we think we're the right, correct ones
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Its so funny that so many girls/women in here, state that they are single and couldn't be in rship or has been broken by their partner. The same thing is being vented by the male group.
"แแแฝแแ แแ แ แแต แฅแแตแณแแแต แจแแแแแ แแแญ(แ แฐแแญ แดแถแฝ)แก แแแถแฝ แแแ แแแถแฝ แ แดแต แ แแ แฐแแแข แญแ fact แแแข แ แดแต แตแแ แฐแ แแญ แฝแแต แคแต แแญ แแ แฆแณ แฅแปแฝแแ แแแ แฅแแฃแฝแ แแแฃแ แญ แฅแตแชแซแ แฐแ แฅแแแแแแข แแ แ แแณแจแแแขแแแ แแแต แ แแ แแตแฅ แ แแแ แ แซแแแแแข
But still here we're on both side saying "we're broken, we're alone, we're lonely bla bla". Im a male and i felt it to. I remember venting it here too. Anyway, what im venting is, those of us on both sexes who are lonely,who have experienced breakup, should speak to one another. We should get to know each other. แแแแฃแต แ แแต แตแญแญแแแ แฐแ แ แตแแแฐแแฃแ แแ แญแแแ fail แฅแซแฐแจแแ แจแแ แจแแข so here we're all failed from the past rship. I think would should check if the right person is here. There are a lot of broken hearts in here. Lets fix them if we think we're the right, correct ones
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I sang all night in the loudest volume in my silence zone room. And cried. I prayed to God mid dancing in pain writhed body. Hey, please send someone in my life. Someone whom I can love beyond myself. Someone who can take my feelings and I don't feel bottled up. And then repeat the same cycle again. Over being so scared for more than a month I had decided I wanted to feel my overwhelming heart over the not being able to feel (dead) body. And don't know what made me so stupid in the same instance, that I prayed, that lord give me someone who I can love so much and when he leaves I get amputated in places tht cannot to be replaced. Break my heart so badly, that breaking bones, seems like a funny trick of distraction.
And then I askwed him to lift me frm that burnt up ash. And make me the unfathomable sword you have ever encountered, as well. I prayed with tears in my eyes. And doubts in my head. But with belief in my heart. And I knew he heard. Two weaks later through a wrong. No. I met a very famous guy. I could not believe it was happening. And all the above was lost in my head, ididnt even remember. And then everything said above followed in the course of 3years. Yeah I had my heart broken and fixed and broken again.... On so many occasions that I was left with nthg but dried powder.
It broke me to the point where nothing and everything met.
And I felt the pain. And i still prefer the pain over nothingness. And that part was scarey and now that I look back at it. The way I asked for it. And everything just followed it blows my mind. I rise from that pain everyday and do things that some of the people can't even imagine. But I am better now. I know I'm in process of the last step. I know it is happening I am not scared anymore. But I wished for it.
Strange things happen, at the strangest times.
Later I had a surprising revelation.
And in short. I was glad..
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I sang all night in the loudest volume in my silence zone room. And cried. I prayed to God mid dancing in pain writhed body. Hey, please send someone in my life. Someone whom I can love beyond myself. Someone who can take my feelings and I don't feel bottled up. And then repeat the same cycle again. Over being so scared for more than a month I had decided I wanted to feel my overwhelming heart over the not being able to feel (dead) body. And don't know what made me so stupid in the same instance, that I prayed, that lord give me someone who I can love so much and when he leaves I get amputated in places tht cannot to be replaced. Break my heart so badly, that breaking bones, seems like a funny trick of distraction.
And then I askwed him to lift me frm that burnt up ash. And make me the unfathomable sword you have ever encountered, as well. I prayed with tears in my eyes. And doubts in my head. But with belief in my heart. And I knew he heard. Two weaks later through a wrong. No. I met a very famous guy. I could not believe it was happening. And all the above was lost in my head, ididnt even remember. And then everything said above followed in the course of 3years. Yeah I had my heart broken and fixed and broken again.... On so many occasions that I was left with nthg but dried powder.
It broke me to the point where nothing and everything met.
And I felt the pain. And i still prefer the pain over nothingness. And that part was scarey and now that I look back at it. The way I asked for it. And everything just followed it blows my mind. I rise from that pain everyday and do things that some of the people can't even imagine. But I am better now. I know I'm in process of the last step. I know it is happening I am not scared anymore. But I wished for it.
Strange things happen, at the strangest times.
Later I had a surprising revelation.
And in short. I was glad..
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Have u ever been in love with a broken person? I really love this girl, I truly believe she is the one but she was badly hurt by her past lover that she is terrified to let me in, I can sense her doubts in me and it's the worst feeling in the world, having someone repeatedly tell you they trust u but does things that contradicts it. I understand it's hard to trust ppl these days I wasnt a trustworthy person until recently too. But I believe we all change, I've given up my player ways and now ready to settle down. I tried everything in my power to make her realize that it ain't gon be like her past but she doesnt belive it. If I dont call her for a day she immediately believes and concludes that I want to break up with her, not that am busy not that my phn battery died, she chooses to c it negatively,๐โโ because it got very difficult I told her let's take a break and get back to it. And She nearly shut me off her life with a single phn call crying, yalling I told u so, not once but twice did she cry while we were having sex. the first time I jumped off the bed cuz I though she was in pain mnamn but then she tells me ik u would leave me after u fuck me, bruh I litrally froze forgot what the heck I was doing, then I told her I'm having sex with her cuz I love her and not just for the fun of it. Then the next time we had sex she cried again. After she stopped crying I told her let's hold off on the sex for now and after u work on ur trust issues we will get back to it then she tells me u will get bored and leave me, I'm confused, its like idk how to go abt things, I'm not even myself when am with her anymore every move I make I think it throughly, cuz there's always what ifs, because ik her, ik she choses to interpret everything I do in her own negative way, in her mind I'm out to get her, ik it made sense to her not to trust me. I want to punch her ex for making her this miserable but above all thank him cuz she is amazing, even being this confusingly broken I love her I'm just tired and I'm hurting too in the process of trying to make her realize i ain't the same. Help a brother out cuz am tired.
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Have u ever been in love with a broken person? I really love this girl, I truly believe she is the one but she was badly hurt by her past lover that she is terrified to let me in, I can sense her doubts in me and it's the worst feeling in the world, having someone repeatedly tell you they trust u but does things that contradicts it. I understand it's hard to trust ppl these days I wasnt a trustworthy person until recently too. But I believe we all change, I've given up my player ways and now ready to settle down. I tried everything in my power to make her realize that it ain't gon be like her past but she doesnt belive it. If I dont call her for a day she immediately believes and concludes that I want to break up with her, not that am busy not that my phn battery died, she chooses to c it negatively,๐โโ because it got very difficult I told her let's take a break and get back to it. And She nearly shut me off her life with a single phn call crying, yalling I told u so, not once but twice did she cry while we were having sex. the first time I jumped off the bed cuz I though she was in pain mnamn but then she tells me ik u would leave me after u fuck me, bruh I litrally froze forgot what the heck I was doing, then I told her I'm having sex with her cuz I love her and not just for the fun of it. Then the next time we had sex she cried again. After she stopped crying I told her let's hold off on the sex for now and after u work on ur trust issues we will get back to it then she tells me u will get bored and leave me, I'm confused, its like idk how to go abt things, I'm not even myself when am with her anymore every move I make I think it throughly, cuz there's always what ifs, because ik her, ik she choses to interpret everything I do in her own negative way, in her mind I'm out to get her, ik it made sense to her not to trust me. I want to punch her ex for making her this miserable but above all thank him cuz she is amazing, even being this confusingly broken I love her I'm just tired and I'm hurting too in the process of trying to make her realize i ain't the same. Help a brother out cuz am tired.
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Hi . Im 23 and i am tired .i even wake up tired.i feel exausted ,im graduating this year i study law during the day and business management in night classes .. i hate law , im only learning that cause of my family,its really hard studying some thing u hate just b/c of ur fam.i am the first child ( a female ) so im not really allowed to go agianst any of my families wishes. So i joined business which i absolutely love. i am busy with both universties all day, i wish i could take a break from the law class but i cant disappoint my fam.
my younger siblings get to do what ever they want and im basically the emotional punching bag of the house so im 24 hours pretending like it doesnt bother me,like an unemotional bitch, but it really hurts me.. my parents are getting tired of me , asking when ill move out or graduate,which is really killing me .. my emotional issues are killing me and i cant tell them this b/c they will laugh at me or think im a disappointment ,my younger siblings get regular therapy but i cant even make a sad face when im at home.. i cant tell this to no one b/c i have no friends.i dont even know how to make friends.. i grew up fighting with my mom.. so i never really got along with girls and all the bulliying in highschool cause of my looks really just added to all my insecurities...im not even allowed to dress preety to lift up my mood, they will ask me why im dressing up or if i am chasing a boy.while my siblings are allowed to dress even fucking way they want... one of my siblings was literally caught with a boy and they laughed it of.im not even allowed to fix my hair like them.they will say แแ แ แตแ แฝ แแแข
i act happy all day ,anyone that knows me will tell u i am just an unemotional bitch.i would be really be happy if some one really asked me how i felt and just hugged me for a while.
I really dont need any advice cause i dont think anyone would help me.i just wanted to vent my heart out,this is the only time i get to pour my heart out ,in my room on my phone..
the only thing keeping me from killing myself is my dreams and goals.. maybe one day all my hardwork will payoff and ill be the entrepreneur i dream of.
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Hi . Im 23 and i am tired .i even wake up tired.i feel exausted ,im graduating this year i study law during the day and business management in night classes .. i hate law , im only learning that cause of my family,its really hard studying some thing u hate just b/c of ur fam.i am the first child ( a female ) so im not really allowed to go agianst any of my families wishes. So i joined business which i absolutely love. i am busy with both universties all day, i wish i could take a break from the law class but i cant disappoint my fam.
my younger siblings get to do what ever they want and im basically the emotional punching bag of the house so im 24 hours pretending like it doesnt bother me,like an unemotional bitch, but it really hurts me.. my parents are getting tired of me , asking when ill move out or graduate,which is really killing me .. my emotional issues are killing me and i cant tell them this b/c they will laugh at me or think im a disappointment ,my younger siblings get regular therapy but i cant even make a sad face when im at home.. i cant tell this to no one b/c i have no friends.i dont even know how to make friends.. i grew up fighting with my mom.. so i never really got along with girls and all the bulliying in highschool cause of my looks really just added to all my insecurities...im not even allowed to dress preety to lift up my mood, they will ask me why im dressing up or if i am chasing a boy.while my siblings are allowed to dress even fucking way they want... one of my siblings was literally caught with a boy and they laughed it of.im not even allowed to fix my hair like them.they will say แแ แ แตแ แฝ แแแข
i act happy all day ,anyone that knows me will tell u i am just an unemotional bitch.i would be really be happy if some one really asked me how i felt and just hugged me for a while.
I really dont need any advice cause i dont think anyone would help me.i just wanted to vent my heart out,this is the only time i get to pour my heart out ,in my room on my phone..
the only thing keeping me from killing myself is my dreams and goals.. maybe one day all my hardwork will payoff and ill be the entrepreneur i dream of.
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So here's the thing... about a year ago i met a guy through work stuff for only 2 days and then he contacted me online and we chatted for a little while and he asked me out and went for a date and I texted him about work a week after the date no contact whatsoever and i also did not text since. But hear me out I'm not your typical easily btoken, non confident with low self esteem kinda girl I truly value myself a lot But it sort of is in my head and I dont think it will leave my mind. Ladies and Men did this ever happen to you and if it did what will you do?
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So here's the thing... about a year ago i met a guy through work stuff for only 2 days and then he contacted me online and we chatted for a little while and he asked me out and went for a date and I texted him about work a week after the date no contact whatsoever and i also did not text since. But hear me out I'm not your typical easily btoken, non confident with low self esteem kinda girl I truly value myself a lot But it sort of is in my head and I dont think it will leave my mind. Ladies and Men did this ever happen to you and if it did what will you do?
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Hi am 20 years old girl...so the thing is I decided to move out from my parents house because a lot of reasons but zat not my current problem The problem is my sis failed G12 and now she's crying like someone died and I dont now what to do i asked her if she wants 2 move out with me she is not even talking to me am so frustrated please help me i have never vented befor not even when I decided to move out bu now i can't even listen my on voice if u know anything to say to my sis to make her calm..I don't know how to hide my Identity on vent but even if i see my account i don't mind just hep me please
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Hi am 20 years old girl...so the thing is I decided to move out from my parents house because a lot of reasons but zat not my current problem The problem is my sis failed G12 and now she's crying like someone died and I dont now what to do i asked her if she wants 2 move out with me she is not even talking to me am so frustrated please help me i have never vented befor not even when I decided to move out bu now i can't even listen my on voice if u know anything to say to my sis to make her calm..I don't know how to hide my Identity on vent but even if i see my account i don't mind just hep me please
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So hello dear members
I have question for u so i am an ethiopian and raised in ethiopia as in many household my parentes belivied in physical punishement and they used it when i do wrong and they didnot stoped it when there relativies or friends do it to me mostly i think i was the aschegari kid compared to my sibilings and now i am about to hv a child and when i talk abt the past with my family and they say punishement it needed to raise a kid mnamn becha i donot wanna cry abt spilled milk it gave me enough trauma the physical punishement ......caused many things afterward
So to make this short wht do u guys think about physical punishement like spanking,bitting,meqontatzkicking is it a right way to raise a kid?
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So hello dear members
I have question for u so i am an ethiopian and raised in ethiopia as in many household my parentes belivied in physical punishement and they used it when i do wrong and they didnot stoped it when there relativies or friends do it to me mostly i think i was the aschegari kid compared to my sibilings and now i am about to hv a child and when i talk abt the past with my family and they say punishement it needed to raise a kid mnamn becha i donot wanna cry abt spilled milk it gave me enough trauma the physical punishement ......caused many things afterward
So to make this short wht do u guys think about physical punishement like spanking,bitting,meqontatzkicking is it a right way to raise a kid?
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I really need to vent this cause I know this will help some one so here u go ....... People talk about faith or destiny like somethings are meant to be but i dont believe in destiny ,our lives are the result of the choices we make, Big or small and when it comes to love, thats when our choices matter the most. We choose when to open up to it, how to define it or if we even need to, we choose when to let it back in and how to move forward, we can even choose the kind of love we need. Love doesnt always go the way you hoped it will, sometimes the timing just isnt right. And even though i don't believe in destiny, i do believe in second chances. You just have to be ready for it when it comes
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I really need to vent this cause I know this will help some one so here u go ....... People talk about faith or destiny like somethings are meant to be but i dont believe in destiny ,our lives are the result of the choices we make, Big or small and when it comes to love, thats when our choices matter the most. We choose when to open up to it, how to define it or if we even need to, we choose when to let it back in and how to move forward, we can even choose the kind of love we need. Love doesnt always go the way you hoped it will, sometimes the timing just isnt right. And even though i don't believe in destiny, i do believe in second chances. You just have to be ready for it when it comes
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