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So I'm 20 and I need your help
I'm the type of person who don't like opening up to others so I have never shared my story even my emotions and growing up I had lots of problems like my life changed after the death of my father I was really attached to my father and before he died my mom heard that he had another family and he married my mom knowing that he had HIV and when he knew that my mom discovered all his lies he killed him self and after that we had to live a miserable life u can't even guess what we had to go thru so I have never had a stable life but i pretend like I have the best life I try to make everybody laugh but I'm crying inside I just do that for the sake of my mom she have been thru alot so I don't want to be one of her problems and all these things has changed my behavior like before I knew all of these I was an extrovert and I was one of the top students at the school but in the past few years i just don't like being with others and my grades kept getting low and low and I'm not good at keeping relationships cause I don't trust others and I'm afraid of the attachment because ik I will get hurt if i give my self to others but i wanna change all these cause idk what I'm going to do in the long run
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So I'm 20 and I need your help
I'm the type of person who don't like opening up to others so I have never shared my story even my emotions and growing up I had lots of problems like my life changed after the death of my father I was really attached to my father and before he died my mom heard that he had another family and he married my mom knowing that he had HIV and when he knew that my mom discovered all his lies he killed him self and after that we had to live a miserable life u can't even guess what we had to go thru so I have never had a stable life but i pretend like I have the best life I try to make everybody laugh but I'm crying inside I just do that for the sake of my mom she have been thru alot so I don't want to be one of her problems and all these things has changed my behavior like before I knew all of these I was an extrovert and I was one of the top students at the school but in the past few years i just don't like being with others and my grades kept getting low and low and I'm not good at keeping relationships cause I don't trust others and I'm afraid of the attachment because ik I will get hurt if i give my self to others but i wanna change all these cause idk what I'm going to do in the long run
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I'm so sick of all the people around me these days, idk how I lived with these people beka I get so annoyed by everything they do! No respect for privacy! Always dependent and will never do anything alone!! (They go to eat together, they go to class together no 🧢 but they shit together!)
How am I supposed to live with these mindless herd I've gathered around me! Sometimes all I want is a good conversation with them and the things they talk about is just soooo basic beka, since they experience everything together, they don't have nothing to add on their own! Bunch of niggas is what they are!
I on the other hand have decided to have woman friends from now on, they r not judgmental as men are, they r very helpful omg( one time I asked this random chick at my class for some advice and just wow!!!) ,
I don't want a girlfriend tho because I've been in meaningless groups and relationships for far too long and now I wanna simply enjoy myself.
If y'all wanna reach out maybe get to know each other better, I'd really like that and Please write some well thought comments or don't write anything at all!!!
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I'm so sick of all the people around me these days, idk how I lived with these people beka I get so annoyed by everything they do! No respect for privacy! Always dependent and will never do anything alone!! (They go to eat together, they go to class together no 🧢 but they shit together!)
How am I supposed to live with these mindless herd I've gathered around me! Sometimes all I want is a good conversation with them and the things they talk about is just soooo basic beka, since they experience everything together, they don't have nothing to add on their own! Bunch of niggas is what they are!
I on the other hand have decided to have woman friends from now on, they r not judgmental as men are, they r very helpful omg( one time I asked this random chick at my class for some advice and just wow!!!) ,
I don't want a girlfriend tho because I've been in meaningless groups and relationships for far too long and now I wanna simply enjoy myself.
If y'all wanna reach out maybe get to know each other better, I'd really like that and Please write some well thought comments or don't write anything at all!!!
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Hey How Are You There?
Are You Fine? Did You Eat Well?
I Think Your Insomnia And Depressed Issue Already Gone Since It Must Be Calm Up There Right? Also There Must Be Pretty Angels Up There. Maybe You Enjoying Your Time There With Them But Dont Forget You Little Friend Here Okay Eventho They Are Way More Pretty.
You Know. There Is A Lot Of Things Happen To Me Since You Left. Betrayal. Hatred. Problems. I Feel Lost. Most Of Time. Wish You Here But You Already Happy Up There. You Should Bring Me Together Haha.
Its Been Years Since You Left And I Cant Get Over It. Never. Your Hoodie Still With Me You Know. Sometimes I Prefer To Use Your Hoodie More Because Thats One Of The Thing That Will Make Me Feel So Close To You. So Far Yet So Close. It Is Two Different Realm How Can It Not Be So Far Haha.
Also, I Already Watch A Lot Of Mcu Movies. Wish You Were Here Because Its Our Favourite One. I Am The Most Excited When The New Movies Came Up And You Are The One Who Will Offer The Ride. Everytime. The Latest Movie Make My Cry My Eyes Out Lol. I'm Sure If You Could Read This, You Will Shake Your Head And Laugh.
So Yeah. I'm In The Process Of Healing Myself. But Everytime I Did That, There Is Always Someone Or Something That Bring Me Down Again. Still, I Have To Heal Eventho It Takes A Long Long Time. Its Like You Downloading A Big File With A Problematic Internet Lol.
So Yeah. Im Here. Missing You So Much. Do You Miss Me? Do You Look Upon Me From Up There? Its Already Fasting Month So Can You Please Tell Him That I Want To See You? Also Tell The Angels Of Our Stories And If You Meet My Grandma, Tell Her I Love Her. I Didnt Get To Say That Word When She Alive. Tell Her That Her Husband Still Love Her The Same. Dont Talk About Me With Her Behind My Back Okay Its Not Fair.
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Hey How Are You There?
Are You Fine? Did You Eat Well?
I Think Your Insomnia And Depressed Issue Already Gone Since It Must Be Calm Up There Right? Also There Must Be Pretty Angels Up There. Maybe You Enjoying Your Time There With Them But Dont Forget You Little Friend Here Okay Eventho They Are Way More Pretty.
You Know. There Is A Lot Of Things Happen To Me Since You Left. Betrayal. Hatred. Problems. I Feel Lost. Most Of Time. Wish You Here But You Already Happy Up There. You Should Bring Me Together Haha.
Its Been Years Since You Left And I Cant Get Over It. Never. Your Hoodie Still With Me You Know. Sometimes I Prefer To Use Your Hoodie More Because Thats One Of The Thing That Will Make Me Feel So Close To You. So Far Yet So Close. It Is Two Different Realm How Can It Not Be So Far Haha.
Also, I Already Watch A Lot Of Mcu Movies. Wish You Were Here Because Its Our Favourite One. I Am The Most Excited When The New Movies Came Up And You Are The One Who Will Offer The Ride. Everytime. The Latest Movie Make My Cry My Eyes Out Lol. I'm Sure If You Could Read This, You Will Shake Your Head And Laugh.
So Yeah. I'm In The Process Of Healing Myself. But Everytime I Did That, There Is Always Someone Or Something That Bring Me Down Again. Still, I Have To Heal Eventho It Takes A Long Long Time. Its Like You Downloading A Big File With A Problematic Internet Lol.
So Yeah. Im Here. Missing You So Much. Do You Miss Me? Do You Look Upon Me From Up There? Its Already Fasting Month So Can You Please Tell Him That I Want To See You? Also Tell The Angels Of Our Stories And If You Meet My Grandma, Tell Her I Love Her. I Didnt Get To Say That Word When She Alive. Tell Her That Her Husband Still Love Her The Same. Dont Talk About Me With Her Behind My Back Okay Its Not Fair.
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They say its hard when you lose your loved ones and that there isn't a grief much greater than that but I beg to differ there is nothing more painful than losing ones self, losing sense of who they are for that is where the most saddest and painful grief lies.
He felt like he was a stranger not to others but himself, he smiled and talked with people around him even tho his heart was aching even tho his soul was shredding apart but he had to had to be strong, he had to keep living, he had to survive, he was there he was breathing, he was alive, he knew for as long as he breathed, smiled and laughed how could anyone think he is lost? How could anyone see the sense of loss he feels every time he takes a breath?
He felt the loneliest when people were around him, its like with them around he was reminded of just how lost he was he felt like they were busy shadows and he was lost in the crowd; one stranger after the other, he felt like he was becoming more lost than found and he felt as if he will never be found.
His biggest grief wasn't the fact that he was lost no his biggest grief was that he didn't know how to find himself he felt like he was in a maze going around in circles with no way out he felt as if he was stuck somewhere, deep in a maze where the sun doesn't shine where thunderstorms and lightning of his fear and insecurities was all he could hear,
His biggest grief was that he was just as lost and gone from this world but can never be found, for no one knew he was lost, for no one saw the sadness he hid behind the smiles, for no one sees the death of his soul as the days go by
The biggest grief wasn't the loss of loved ones no the biggest grief was the loss of ones self and only for those that are lost that knows just how much of a sad thing that is.
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They say its hard when you lose your loved ones and that there isn't a grief much greater than that but I beg to differ there is nothing more painful than losing ones self, losing sense of who they are for that is where the most saddest and painful grief lies.
He felt like he was a stranger not to others but himself, he smiled and talked with people around him even tho his heart was aching even tho his soul was shredding apart but he had to had to be strong, he had to keep living, he had to survive, he was there he was breathing, he was alive, he knew for as long as he breathed, smiled and laughed how could anyone think he is lost? How could anyone see the sense of loss he feels every time he takes a breath?
He felt the loneliest when people were around him, its like with them around he was reminded of just how lost he was he felt like they were busy shadows and he was lost in the crowd; one stranger after the other, he felt like he was becoming more lost than found and he felt as if he will never be found.
His biggest grief wasn't the fact that he was lost no his biggest grief was that he didn't know how to find himself he felt like he was in a maze going around in circles with no way out he felt as if he was stuck somewhere, deep in a maze where the sun doesn't shine where thunderstorms and lightning of his fear and insecurities was all he could hear,
His biggest grief was that he was just as lost and gone from this world but can never be found, for no one knew he was lost, for no one saw the sadness he hid behind the smiles, for no one sees the death of his soul as the days go by
The biggest grief wasn't the loss of loved ones no the biggest grief was the loss of ones self and only for those that are lost that knows just how much of a sad thing that is.
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Hey guys. So this question goes to those who are Gc or those who already graduated. I want to ask you how was your campus life regardless of the field you study. Like was it really the life everybody talks about? Or it's just a life that got overhyped or exaggerated? Like if we dont have that kind of life are we missing out? Pls tell me honestly.
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Hey guys. So this question goes to those who are Gc or those who already graduated. I want to ask you how was your campus life regardless of the field you study. Like was it really the life everybody talks about? Or it's just a life that got overhyped or exaggerated? Like if we dont have that kind of life are we missing out? Pls tell me honestly.
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It's been a loooong time since my last vent. I'm not here to vent tho.
A place where I got help and also where I helped people who were going through the same thing as I was, Vent here. I don't mind if this gets approved or not but I just wanna thank those people who came up with the idea of creating a channel this big...I also want to thank each member of vent here family...Those who read but never comment, those who read and comment, those who skip, those who Vent....Thank you....This channel is one of the most helpful channels I know so I hope y'all are getting the help you need in some way.
I changed from a very depressed suicidal girl to a strong woman who doesn't let her thoughts from her dark side decide her steps. I'm not saying I'm very happy and things have changed, everything is the same but me. things that made me feel down still exist but the way I see them has changed. I have changed. For those of you who are going through so much shit, I won't tell you to listen to a good music and get enough sleep and read motivational books and all cuz ik it usually doesn't work that way. But I'll tell you to keep moving forward, do things you've never done before(not drugs and shits like that) idk....Something will click in your mind and you'll start seeing depression and the things that depressed you in a different way. Sometimes peace and happiness is not the absence of issues, it's about being stronger and bigger than your issues to a point where it seems like they don't exist. so be stronger and bigger than your problems.
I have so much to say but this is it for now.
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It's been a loooong time since my last vent. I'm not here to vent tho.
A place where I got help and also where I helped people who were going through the same thing as I was, Vent here. I don't mind if this gets approved or not but I just wanna thank those people who came up with the idea of creating a channel this big...I also want to thank each member of vent here family...Those who read but never comment, those who read and comment, those who skip, those who Vent....Thank you....This channel is one of the most helpful channels I know so I hope y'all are getting the help you need in some way.
I changed from a very depressed suicidal girl to a strong woman who doesn't let her thoughts from her dark side decide her steps. I'm not saying I'm very happy and things have changed, everything is the same but me. things that made me feel down still exist but the way I see them has changed. I have changed. For those of you who are going through so much shit, I won't tell you to listen to a good music and get enough sleep and read motivational books and all cuz ik it usually doesn't work that way. But I'll tell you to keep moving forward, do things you've never done before(not drugs and shits like that) idk....Something will click in your mind and you'll start seeing depression and the things that depressed you in a different way. Sometimes peace and happiness is not the absence of issues, it's about being stronger and bigger than your issues to a point where it seems like they don't exist. so be stronger and bigger than your problems.
I have so much to say but this is it for now.
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Okay so this is my first time venting and pleaseeeee helppp fuck. My friend is 15 years old and she had sex with someone and she only told me. And I am 15 years old too and obviously I don’t know what to do or say and she said the fucking condom broke shitt. (Btw I didn’t freak out when she told me I stayed calm cuz she was worried already sibeza and labsew alfelegm I just wanna help). But I don’t know how to help ...and ezigar adult nw yemiyasfelegew...when I say this am not saying she burdened me with a secret of hers am just saying am not the right person ...plus about the condom breaking thing ....am more worried about that...cuz she’s not willing to tell her parents and if she gets pregnant...yenem ej linorbet nw cuz if I keep the secret for her am preventing her from getting help and if anything happens I’ll regret it for the rest of my fucking life so eskahun yemetalegn hasab is to tell her to take these fucking contraceptive pills but it can cause complications in health. My aunt ande endezi tama neber ...she had a surgery...she almost died and when my mom told me and my sis about my aunt she begged us to stay away from this kinda stuff and she was crying when she told us(mom rarely cries). My aunt was young. So please help I don’t know what to do. I just want to know what to do about the condom breaking thing(excuse my grammatical errors). And my friend says she regrets it. I asked if she wanted to do it cuz maybe rape lihon yichelal biye asebku anyways she said “sort of, I think” and I replied with “he just made a move and u went along with it?” And she was like “that’s the universal rule” and am like “what’s the universal rule” she said “u say yes when someone makes a move on u” me “ so u felt like u were obligated at some point” and she was like “I mean sort of”. I thought she was smarter than this. What kinda bullshit is this the fuck. Anyways I don’t wanna come at her with “yamshal” cuz I don’t know everything...she might be lying ...the last thing I wanna do is judge her or anything ...plus she is probably not telling me everything. And about the contraceptive pills metosd kehone she has 5 days only and am hoping this vent tolo endemiders le anbabiwoch. And yeah I should tell someone but I can’t tell my mom... am thinking maybe I should tell my other friend so she could ask her mom for advice. I just wanna do the right thing. I know she put her trust in me but ene kaltenagerku it could leave a lifetime scar, I believe. Please help and for those who don’t know how to help, praying would help a lot please.
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Okay so this is my first time venting and pleaseeeee helppp fuck. My friend is 15 years old and she had sex with someone and she only told me. And I am 15 years old too and obviously I don’t know what to do or say and she said the fucking condom broke shitt. (Btw I didn’t freak out when she told me I stayed calm cuz she was worried already sibeza and labsew alfelegm I just wanna help). But I don’t know how to help ...and ezigar adult nw yemiyasfelegew...when I say this am not saying she burdened me with a secret of hers am just saying am not the right person ...plus about the condom breaking thing ....am more worried about that...cuz she’s not willing to tell her parents and if she gets pregnant...yenem ej linorbet nw cuz if I keep the secret for her am preventing her from getting help and if anything happens I’ll regret it for the rest of my fucking life so eskahun yemetalegn hasab is to tell her to take these fucking contraceptive pills but it can cause complications in health. My aunt ande endezi tama neber ...she had a surgery...she almost died and when my mom told me and my sis about my aunt she begged us to stay away from this kinda stuff and she was crying when she told us(mom rarely cries). My aunt was young. So please help I don’t know what to do. I just want to know what to do about the condom breaking thing(excuse my grammatical errors). And my friend says she regrets it. I asked if she wanted to do it cuz maybe rape lihon yichelal biye asebku anyways she said “sort of, I think” and I replied with “he just made a move and u went along with it?” And she was like “that’s the universal rule” and am like “what’s the universal rule” she said “u say yes when someone makes a move on u” me “ so u felt like u were obligated at some point” and she was like “I mean sort of”. I thought she was smarter than this. What kinda bullshit is this the fuck. Anyways I don’t wanna come at her with “yamshal” cuz I don’t know everything...she might be lying ...the last thing I wanna do is judge her or anything ...plus she is probably not telling me everything. And about the contraceptive pills metosd kehone she has 5 days only and am hoping this vent tolo endemiders le anbabiwoch. And yeah I should tell someone but I can’t tell my mom... am thinking maybe I should tell my other friend so she could ask her mom for advice. I just wanna do the right thing. I know she put her trust in me but ene kaltenagerku it could leave a lifetime scar, I believe. Please help and for those who don’t know how to help, praying would help a lot please.
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I sweat a lot. A LOT. it's too much. My cloth is always drenched in sweat by the time I get back from school. And it would have been okay if it's just it but there is always a smell even though I use deodorant and. It's like the sweats' smell and the deodrant clash. I have tried different deodorants and none are working. Sometimes when I use the deodorant it itches. it burns. I don't Kno what to do. I don't feel comfortable in stretching my arms any more, if I have to get sth I will ask them to throw it, I would never stretch my hand, or else it would smell , and it kinda have a color too. I literally have to wash my clothes every freaking day. My white shirt specially.
I guess the sweat thing started back in grade 6,and I don't Know if it smelled at that time. And of course my friends wouldn't say, hey, you smell!!
I am 100% sure that I smelled like trash when I was in grade 8. And I wouldn't use the deodorant because it itches. Now I started using it again and I don't see the point. once this guy said ( in public area, to the boy I had crush on, and who definitely had a crush on me too) " she smells, when she opens her armpits. WTF who does that!!!! Which says that!!!! I really wanted to crawl in to sth and never be seen again. I appreciate that he's being honest, but he'll couldn't he have called me and said that in private. Does he have to say that in front of the guy I like???
So guys if you have any advice,any thing that might help, any recommendation on deodorants. ANY THING. PLEASE. I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THIS!!! 🤷♀🤷♀🙍♀🙍♀.
I also googled and found sth about the exess sweat being some kinda disease. What do you say?? 💞💞💞
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I sweat a lot. A LOT. it's too much. My cloth is always drenched in sweat by the time I get back from school. And it would have been okay if it's just it but there is always a smell even though I use deodorant and. It's like the sweats' smell and the deodrant clash. I have tried different deodorants and none are working. Sometimes when I use the deodorant it itches. it burns. I don't Kno what to do. I don't feel comfortable in stretching my arms any more, if I have to get sth I will ask them to throw it, I would never stretch my hand, or else it would smell , and it kinda have a color too. I literally have to wash my clothes every freaking day. My white shirt specially.
I guess the sweat thing started back in grade 6,and I don't Know if it smelled at that time. And of course my friends wouldn't say, hey, you smell!!
I am 100% sure that I smelled like trash when I was in grade 8. And I wouldn't use the deodorant because it itches. Now I started using it again and I don't see the point. once this guy said ( in public area, to the boy I had crush on, and who definitely had a crush on me too) " she smells, when she opens her armpits. WTF who does that!!!! Which says that!!!! I really wanted to crawl in to sth and never be seen again. I appreciate that he's being honest, but he'll couldn't he have called me and said that in private. Does he have to say that in front of the guy I like???
So guys if you have any advice,any thing that might help, any recommendation on deodorants. ANY THING. PLEASE. I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THIS!!! 🤷♀🤷♀🙍♀🙍♀.
I also googled and found sth about the exess sweat being some kinda disease. What do you say?? 💞💞💞
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We where born free but we put ourselves in cages... story of my life.. siyastela eko.. I can chose to many different versions of my self I chose to be this one 😭...... its so sad like I've wasted nearly 2 decades in a cage never really being the raw me.. I remember when I used to run free till I was 6 I was a free soul ages 789 where freeish now I'm a prisoner in every relationship cuz I always have to keep up an act a characiture that makes other people comfortable... like I've lost track of who I am.. I avoid introducing my friends to each other cuz I'm completely different with each of them... and I dnt know which personality to keep which character is better... lesew endemichenekew lease bichenek yet bederesku.. tebelaw yemir gin from today onwards I want to revive myself I want to make new friends and be a version of my self that requires minimal effort I wanna be myself holding up this facade is exhausting... I just wanna be me...
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We where born free but we put ourselves in cages... story of my life.. siyastela eko.. I can chose to many different versions of my self I chose to be this one 😭...... its so sad like I've wasted nearly 2 decades in a cage never really being the raw me.. I remember when I used to run free till I was 6 I was a free soul ages 789 where freeish now I'm a prisoner in every relationship cuz I always have to keep up an act a characiture that makes other people comfortable... like I've lost track of who I am.. I avoid introducing my friends to each other cuz I'm completely different with each of them... and I dnt know which personality to keep which character is better... lesew endemichenekew lease bichenek yet bederesku.. tebelaw yemir gin from today onwards I want to revive myself I want to make new friends and be a version of my self that requires minimal effort I wanna be myself holding up this facade is exhausting... I just wanna be me...
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Hi guys...this might not be that deep of an issue for alot of you but for me...this has been my biggest insecurity and that is my crooked teeth...i can't even smile for a photo since childhood...and my parents weren't that rich too so i couldn't get braces,i couldn't even date anybody cuz am afraid they will see my teeth and they can't see that on social media cuz i don't post pictures smiling ..but now i can afford at some levels and do any of u know a place where i can get brace for a tolerable amount cuz i heard its 18,000 birr at dr emebet clinic and i can't afford that...please help ur girl out.
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Hi guys...this might not be that deep of an issue for alot of you but for me...this has been my biggest insecurity and that is my crooked teeth...i can't even smile for a photo since childhood...and my parents weren't that rich too so i couldn't get braces,i couldn't even date anybody cuz am afraid they will see my teeth and they can't see that on social media cuz i don't post pictures smiling ..but now i can afford at some levels and do any of u know a place where i can get brace for a tolerable amount cuz i heard its 18,000 birr at dr emebet clinic and i can't afford that...please help ur girl out.
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The ugly truth!
To feel like This is both liberating and confining at the same time. I've lately been feeling like we are value seeking beings. we all suck the " value" breast one way or another. I regurgitate at that fact.
The thing is every relationship is based on value seeking
Eg- the friend u seek because they have money, power, muscle, beauty(vise-versa). How ur parents or close ppl value ur presence when u have sth to bring to the table, if u were to be stripped of them(the values) u will be nth to them.
This makes me wanna jump of a 100 story building.
And Women are the devils minions when it comes to value seeking, they will gladly rip ur heart u out if u don't show value..
I feel like the parade to find the perfect ppl is a myth and a delusion. there are none. i mean we all shat/pissed our pants once, we all thought about killing our selves once, we all had gay thoughts we sorta liked once(the ugly truth), we all liked someone who didn't reciprocate the feeling..the list goes on and on..
i guess there is no solution and point to this but it's been eating on me so I thought I would vent.
I'm not depressed
I'm not pessimistic
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The ugly truth!
To feel like This is both liberating and confining at the same time. I've lately been feeling like we are value seeking beings. we all suck the " value" breast one way or another. I regurgitate at that fact.
The thing is every relationship is based on value seeking
Eg- the friend u seek because they have money, power, muscle, beauty(vise-versa). How ur parents or close ppl value ur presence when u have sth to bring to the table, if u were to be stripped of them(the values) u will be nth to them.
This makes me wanna jump of a 100 story building.
And Women are the devils minions when it comes to value seeking, they will gladly rip ur heart u out if u don't show value..
I feel like the parade to find the perfect ppl is a myth and a delusion. there are none. i mean we all shat/pissed our pants once, we all thought about killing our selves once, we all had gay thoughts we sorta liked once(the ugly truth), we all liked someone who didn't reciprocate the feeling..the list goes on and on..
i guess there is no solution and point to this but it's been eating on me so I thought I would vent.
I'm not depressed
I'm not pessimistic
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This vent is in hopes of the theory that talking about it will make me feel better
My mother and I have never really been that close, I grew up with my grandmother. My mother got married a few years back and now he's her entire world... I was happy for her at first but now it's got me feeling some type of way.
I mean it's not like I'm jealous but my mother would steal from me to provide for her husband and she has all these expectations about how I'm going to provide for him the same way she does, like a slave!
Right now I have all this resentment inside me and I know that my mother doesn't have a place in my life anymore but I also cant tell her this because well Ethiopian parents dont respond well to this type of honesty
So I guess what I'm asking for is that is any type of advice that I should hear before the decision for us to be separated becomes final
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My mother and I have never really been that close, I grew up with my grandmother. My mother got married a few years back and now he's her entire world... I was happy for her at first but now it's got me feeling some type of way.
I mean it's not like I'm jealous but my mother would steal from me to provide for her husband and she has all these expectations about how I'm going to provide for him the same way she does, like a slave!
Right now I have all this resentment inside me and I know that my mother doesn't have a place in my life anymore but I also cant tell her this because well Ethiopian parents dont respond well to this type of honesty
So I guess what I'm asking for is that is any type of advice that I should hear before the decision for us to be separated becomes final
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I am a boy and high school senior this year. I have this cool girl best friend of mine for now 4 years or maybe had a girl best friend coz am feeling about her the other way. I don't know what I actually feel about her but I like being around her, touching her and I even get jealous when she talks to other boys. The main problem is that I am Orthodox and she is Muslim we both are very strict in our religion's I dont know what to do about that and the other side I don't want to ruin our friendship. Recently our chat has changed a lil bit we flirt and stuff but I don't know what she thinks about me so what should I do?? help me figure this out.
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I am a boy and high school senior this year. I have this cool girl best friend of mine for now 4 years or maybe had a girl best friend coz am feeling about her the other way. I don't know what I actually feel about her but I like being around her, touching her and I even get jealous when she talks to other boys. The main problem is that I am Orthodox and she is Muslim we both are very strict in our religion's I dont know what to do about that and the other side I don't want to ruin our friendship. Recently our chat has changed a lil bit we flirt and stuff but I don't know what she thinks about me so what should I do?? help me figure this out.
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Hi guys I'm 17 my girlfriends parents have been divorced like three years ago and now she have made her believe in that love is fake and she's saying that we wont work that we aren't happy .....she laughs everytime i see her ....ik she can't tell me what's going inside of her heart....I want to make her happy...I want to help her I love her so much how can I help her through this
Tnks fam
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Hi guys I'm 17 my girlfriends parents have been divorced like three years ago and now she have made her believe in that love is fake and she's saying that we wont work that we aren't happy .....she laughs everytime i see her ....ik she can't tell me what's going inside of her heart....I want to make her happy...I want to help her I love her so much how can I help her through this
Tnks fam
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Hello guys how are u doing all.
I have been reading all your vents . I see different problems inside everyone.
I also have some problem it is I am just a guy who want to feel love like everybody but several girls before loved me but I don't feel that 🤷♂ .
Like I want to feel it first I tried and now I am giving up .
Bytheway i am 22 going 23 .
If u are going to say work first.
I am working too 😁.
Thanks all
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Hello guys how are u doing all.
I have been reading all your vents . I see different problems inside everyone.
I also have some problem it is I am just a guy who want to feel love like everybody but several girls before loved me but I don't feel that 🤷♂ .
Like I want to feel it first I tried and now I am giving up .
Bytheway i am 22 going 23 .
If u are going to say work first.
I am working too 😁.
Thanks all
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Hey ya all
I’m girl, 22 going to 23
The thing is eskahun bf norogn ayawkm ena am V, i don want to start sex currently i mean till marriage. offcourse there are guys around me who accepted my opinon lyk they told me that no prblm we can hold up eskeza. Gn demo ahun kalew situation antsar without sex relation sustain mareg michl aymeslegnm i dont think that a guy can stay for lyk a year or two mnamn with out having sex. I know its natural and everyone has that feeling and when he cant get this thing from lela gar endayhed, i fear to be cheated. What d u guys think about this??
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Hey ya all
I’m girl, 22 going to 23
The thing is eskahun bf norogn ayawkm ena am V, i don want to start sex currently i mean till marriage. offcourse there are guys around me who accepted my opinon lyk they told me that no prblm we can hold up eskeza. Gn demo ahun kalew situation antsar without sex relation sustain mareg michl aymeslegnm i dont think that a guy can stay for lyk a year or two mnamn with out having sex. I know its natural and everyone has that feeling and when he cant get this thing from lela gar endayhed, i fear to be cheated. What d u guys think about this??
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Hey guys...the thing is i am insecure abt my body i mean very much nowadays i dont even get out. am a girl whose soon to be 19 and 1.76cm tall and have board shoulder which literally makes me look like a dude.i hate that all my friends are like 1.64 and have the same height but me 🤦♀.it just sucks....am the only gaint girl in my family.and am used to be called 'abatu' where ever i go.it tears me down yemere nobody knows how it feels to be called a dude while you are a girl.i just dont know what to do😔.by any chance is there any way that minimize my heigt?...thanks
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Hey guys...the thing is i am insecure abt my body i mean very much nowadays i dont even get out. am a girl whose soon to be 19 and 1.76cm tall and have board shoulder which literally makes me look like a dude.i hate that all my friends are like 1.64 and have the same height but me 🤦♀.it just sucks....am the only gaint girl in my family.and am used to be called 'abatu' where ever i go.it tears me down yemere nobody knows how it feels to be called a dude while you are a girl.i just dont know what to do😔.by any chance is there any way that minimize my heigt?...thanks
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So um before i start this is just critical thinking and just thinking logically so in this world there are so many different religions and stuff but we don’t know if its the right one most of us just follow that religion cuz we were born from followers of that religion parents so there many religions and from those the major religions are found on the abrhamic religion which had several different branches including the two major religions christians and the islam so my concept is just thinking about it from all those religions what is that one thing that they have in common and almost exactly equal ? The devil the devil is described in the both religions exactly the same and depicted the same exact way and his deeds and all and stuff so what is the devil plans it caused humanity to be kicked out of eden the devil wants the followers of God to sin thats the thing the devil does so as we all know there are devil worshipers and the illuminati. Wt does the illuminati do it does is make people fall into sins by using powerful platforms like music and movies are one of their major assets so like connecting all the dots which religion is the true one the devil seems to be targeting one religion most the satanism followers and the illuminati targets the Christianity using inverted cross as their sign or666 which is a representation of how many times jesus was whipped during his crucifixion so why are they doing this targeting Christianity this much i think Christianity is the true religion out of this what do u guys think ? Comment ur ideas if there is some thing i missed. Thank you 🙏🏾
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So um before i start this is just critical thinking and just thinking logically so in this world there are so many different religions and stuff but we don’t know if its the right one most of us just follow that religion cuz we were born from followers of that religion parents so there many religions and from those the major religions are found on the abrhamic religion which had several different branches including the two major religions christians and the islam so my concept is just thinking about it from all those religions what is that one thing that they have in common and almost exactly equal ? The devil the devil is described in the both religions exactly the same and depicted the same exact way and his deeds and all and stuff so what is the devil plans it caused humanity to be kicked out of eden the devil wants the followers of God to sin thats the thing the devil does so as we all know there are devil worshipers and the illuminati. Wt does the illuminati do it does is make people fall into sins by using powerful platforms like music and movies are one of their major assets so like connecting all the dots which religion is the true one the devil seems to be targeting one religion most the satanism followers and the illuminati targets the Christianity using inverted cross as their sign or666 which is a representation of how many times jesus was whipped during his crucifixion so why are they doing this targeting Christianity this much i think Christianity is the true religion out of this what do u guys think ? Comment ur ideas if there is some thing i missed. Thank you 🙏🏾
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Hey everyone.i really need ur help so plz say sth it really matters. I hurted someone and it has been hurting me since then.here is the thing we were 2nd yr uni students ...we were close frds used to study all night together spend much time he used to help me stand on my feet whenever u felt giving up. overall he was just there for me after a time there was some feeling I cant call it neither love nor lust.after a while he asked me to be his girl n I couldnt accept because I needed a frd not a lover. He told me he couldnt be just frds..I know I didnt considered him as just as a frd but more than that.... somehow we ended up together long story. Nothing changed we just the frds before just which it made me more comfortable the only things that changed was the name from friendship to relationship. I started to realise as it get longer it will be hard to leave each other cause I know one day it will happen cause we are from different religion and different society.i tried many times to end the thing up but I couldnt he had a big part in my life . Suddenly I encountered daddy issue from that day I couldnt continue I tried to tell him I couldnt I decide to end the thing up because I couldnt continue for many reason.he made it so difficult to leave him we used to argue about it the only chance to make him leave me was make him hate me.btw I am not a bitch ,never considered to be this bad especially to him but I really hurted him...told him I dont love him anymore....then after some time he taught I was with someone else I said nth about it because I wanted him to leave me.he slowly started to give up n i was so rude but I swear me being like that hurted me .its been 2 yrs now but I still feel guilty it hurt me that I am bad in someone's story especially him ,I am the type of person who tries to please everyone before thinking about myself .I really wanna apologise even if it's too late because its killing me it is not who I am I had to do what I had to do that time because I knew that was the only way . I wannna explain everything and apologise I swear I have no intention of getting back together it is just killing me what I did to him.boys would u have accepted my apologies ,what would be ur respond and what would be ur image about me and girls what would u have done if u were me at this moment?!😔
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Hey everyone.i really need ur help so plz say sth it really matters. I hurted someone and it has been hurting me since then.here is the thing we were 2nd yr uni students ...we were close frds used to study all night together spend much time he used to help me stand on my feet whenever u felt giving up. overall he was just there for me after a time there was some feeling I cant call it neither love nor lust.after a while he asked me to be his girl n I couldnt accept because I needed a frd not a lover. He told me he couldnt be just frds..I know I didnt considered him as just as a frd but more than that.... somehow we ended up together long story. Nothing changed we just the frds before just which it made me more comfortable the only things that changed was the name from friendship to relationship. I started to realise as it get longer it will be hard to leave each other cause I know one day it will happen cause we are from different religion and different society.i tried many times to end the thing up but I couldnt he had a big part in my life . Suddenly I encountered daddy issue from that day I couldnt continue I tried to tell him I couldnt I decide to end the thing up because I couldnt continue for many reason.he made it so difficult to leave him we used to argue about it the only chance to make him leave me was make him hate me.btw I am not a bitch ,never considered to be this bad especially to him but I really hurted him...told him I dont love him anymore....then after some time he taught I was with someone else I said nth about it because I wanted him to leave me.he slowly started to give up n i was so rude but I swear me being like that hurted me .its been 2 yrs now but I still feel guilty it hurt me that I am bad in someone's story especially him ,I am the type of person who tries to please everyone before thinking about myself .I really wanna apologise even if it's too late because its killing me it is not who I am I had to do what I had to do that time because I knew that was the only way . I wannna explain everything and apologise I swear I have no intention of getting back together it is just killing me what I did to him.boys would u have accepted my apologies ,what would be ur respond and what would be ur image about me and girls what would u have done if u were me at this moment?!😔
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I was born on april fools day, April 1. So its my birthday I guess.
Once I was in love so bad that I still remember every curves on her. I remember how she laughed. I remember her scent.
That's the problem... her scent. She used to wear some type of nivea deodorant and some kinda perfume other times. I often don't find her scent in other girls, menged lay salfm yhun class wst or anywhere. But the perfume, chrash getmogn ayawkm.
Last night one of my bestfriends, girl to be specific, gave me that fuckin perfume as a gift. Efitua kefetkut, I was so surprised and happy too. She took it from my hands, sprayed it on me, told me I should wear this perfume for special occasions. She had no idea what she has done. Thanked her, gave her a hug, got back to my dorm.
I got full of tears, can't even sleep. I thought I moved on, I thought I was strong enough to confront my ex if she came back. But last night, i was really pathetic, weak, disturbed.... beka mn lbelachu... bubu. Took off my hoodie, threw it far away from me. & I was finally able to sleep a bit. I don't wanna tell my best friend what she has done, I just wanna hide that perfume where I can't see it. What do u guys think?
P.s Its my birthday on fools day
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I was born on april fools day, April 1. So its my birthday I guess.
Once I was in love so bad that I still remember every curves on her. I remember how she laughed. I remember her scent.
That's the problem... her scent. She used to wear some type of nivea deodorant and some kinda perfume other times. I often don't find her scent in other girls, menged lay salfm yhun class wst or anywhere. But the perfume, chrash getmogn ayawkm.
Last night one of my bestfriends, girl to be specific, gave me that fuckin perfume as a gift. Efitua kefetkut, I was so surprised and happy too. She took it from my hands, sprayed it on me, told me I should wear this perfume for special occasions. She had no idea what she has done. Thanked her, gave her a hug, got back to my dorm.
I got full of tears, can't even sleep. I thought I moved on, I thought I was strong enough to confront my ex if she came back. But last night, i was really pathetic, weak, disturbed.... beka mn lbelachu... bubu. Took off my hoodie, threw it far away from me. & I was finally able to sleep a bit. I don't wanna tell my best friend what she has done, I just wanna hide that perfume where I can't see it. What do u guys think?
P.s Its my birthday on fools day
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I'm 21 girl this is my first ... The thing is Idk what's wrong with me ... I see all my friends having bf mnamn they been through that stuff ... And me wef I have never been with anybody in my life never done anything like that... Ya I have issues I'm a complicated person probably its my family issues mnamn esu yehonal... Or demo cause I'm not confident... im insecure about my body...beca idk tf is wrong with me any thoughts?
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I'm 21 girl this is my first ... The thing is Idk what's wrong with me ... I see all my friends having bf mnamn they been through that stuff ... And me wef I have never been with anybody in my life never done anything like that... Ya I have issues I'm a complicated person probably its my family issues mnamn esu yehonal... Or demo cause I'm not confident... im insecure about my body...beca idk tf is wrong with me any thoughts?
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