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Ok I'm worried abt my little sister. She just got her heartbroken, they stayed together for abt 4 years and I always joked abt her being in a marriage or sth cuz I dont stay longer than 6 months with girls. But my sis loved him and two months ago he decided to end it. I don't really know what happened between them I really dont cuz she said I wont tell u details. But she cries almost every single day. Bruhhh I can hear her sobbing and she pretends like she is okay, at first I thought she was okay too but I accidentally read what she wrote on her telegram, saved messages lay and tbh reading it I didnt know she loved this motherfuker this much. i personally dont know how to deal with this kind of thing cuz am a guy and girls are more good at this kinda stuff I think like comforting ppl mnamn so I really dont know how to act. it's like she is broken. I've imagined abt killing him few times and beating him up more than I can count. He fucked my sister up real good bruh, she doesn't leave her room, she doesn't eat like she used to and she lost a bunch of weight, mom is like what's is wrong with her, her eyes dont look right cuz of her crying too much. Seeing her like this hurts me too more than she could ever know. not that I would ever tell her cuz it would make her feel worse, I think her staying home is what made it worse cuz it makes her think of him but I tried to tell her to go outside but she says no, I've suggested some movies too but she doesnt seem to get better she is purely depressed and doesn't leave her room. She cried in front of me once when I told her if I see him I would beat him up for u at first she was laughing, then she started to cry, so they say if u mababel someone they'll cry even more ryt so I pretended like I thought she cried cuz of laughing and I didnt want to embarrass her, it just hurts. The fucked up part is that I've may have hurt other girls too but I may never know how much I've hurt them cuz, well I dont live with them but seeing my lil sis hurting this much it just hit me damn girls do hurt this bad and I would never want to put any girl through this.
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Ok I'm worried abt my little sister. She just got her heartbroken, they stayed together for abt 4 years and I always joked abt her being in a marriage or sth cuz I dont stay longer than 6 months with girls. But my sis loved him and two months ago he decided to end it. I don't really know what happened between them I really dont cuz she said I wont tell u details. But she cries almost every single day. Bruhhh I can hear her sobbing and she pretends like she is okay, at first I thought she was okay too but I accidentally read what she wrote on her telegram, saved messages lay and tbh reading it I didnt know she loved this motherfuker this much. i personally dont know how to deal with this kind of thing cuz am a guy and girls are more good at this kinda stuff I think like comforting ppl mnamn so I really dont know how to act. it's like she is broken. I've imagined abt killing him few times and beating him up more than I can count. He fucked my sister up real good bruh, she doesn't leave her room, she doesn't eat like she used to and she lost a bunch of weight, mom is like what's is wrong with her, her eyes dont look right cuz of her crying too much. Seeing her like this hurts me too more than she could ever know. not that I would ever tell her cuz it would make her feel worse, I think her staying home is what made it worse cuz it makes her think of him but I tried to tell her to go outside but she says no, I've suggested some movies too but she doesnt seem to get better she is purely depressed and doesn't leave her room. She cried in front of me once when I told her if I see him I would beat him up for u at first she was laughing, then she started to cry, so they say if u mababel someone they'll cry even more ryt so I pretended like I thought she cried cuz of laughing and I didnt want to embarrass her, it just hurts. The fucked up part is that I've may have hurt other girls too but I may never know how much I've hurt them cuz, well I dont live with them but seeing my lil sis hurting this much it just hit me damn girls do hurt this bad and I would never want to put any girl through this.
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Hey, so me is a girl 22 going to 23
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In any ways I think I like my best friend well yeah she is a girl actually we talked about it like both of us how we feel. The point is "I think" as for me it's the lack of dick which makes me think this kind of stuff, but when start to think like that I don't like seeing other girl like what I mean is i don't see my self dating girl forgot the dating I don't see my self hugging girls rasu makes me disgusted.But when it comes to her I just can't control my self.last week me and her talked and decided to try it out and if it's not working we are just gone remain friends.
Its just couldn't sleep it's been 4 days and someone help me am excited and don't know how to act when I meet her.We are both busy and hadn't meet after the talk. I seriously don't care for your homophobia ass comment.pls someone tell me what to do. thank you and love u homophobic people β€οΈ
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Hey, so me is a girl 22 going to 23
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In any ways I think I like my best friend well yeah she is a girl actually we talked about it like both of us how we feel. The point is "I think" as for me it's the lack of dick which makes me think this kind of stuff, but when start to think like that I don't like seeing other girl like what I mean is i don't see my self dating girl forgot the dating I don't see my self hugging girls rasu makes me disgusted.But when it comes to her I just can't control my self.last week me and her talked and decided to try it out and if it's not working we are just gone remain friends.
Its just couldn't sleep it's been 4 days and someone help me am excited and don't know how to act when I meet her.We are both busy and hadn't meet after the talk. I seriously don't care for your homophobia ass comment.pls someone tell me what to do. thank you and love u homophobic people β€οΈ
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Hereβs the thing...Iβm in love with this guy for over 3 years and itβs been over 2years since I last saw him...Iβm holding on for reasons I donβt know π€·ββοΈ..I tell my friends that Iβve moved on but the truth is Iβm so far from moving on. Am at peace with the feeling Iβve. Iβm not even trying to get him to even like me we donβt even talk and am confused at this point idk what to do and idk shit... Please help me please
Heβs not a type of person who cares about certain things. He confused my ass for a long time but not anymore.... I wish I could move on for real and find a flawless guy... idk why he canβt love meπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ£π£ππ everyone who got a minute to talk to me literally tells me that they like me and the guys they tell me am perfect and would die to be on a date with me but him, idk ππππ so please help
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Hereβs the thing...Iβm in love with this guy for over 3 years and itβs been over 2years since I last saw him...Iβm holding on for reasons I donβt know π€·ββοΈ..I tell my friends that Iβve moved on but the truth is Iβm so far from moving on. Am at peace with the feeling Iβve. Iβm not even trying to get him to even like me we donβt even talk and am confused at this point idk what to do and idk shit... Please help me please
Heβs not a type of person who cares about certain things. He confused my ass for a long time but not anymore.... I wish I could move on for real and find a flawless guy... idk why he canβt love meπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ£π£ππ everyone who got a minute to talk to me literally tells me that they like me and the guys they tell me am perfect and would die to be on a date with me but him, idk ππππ so please help
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Hey guys i'm having a bad time trying to forget my ex gf its because i'm seeing her everyday when i go out for lunch and dinner . By the way i'm in campus and its hard not to see each other here...and i was the one got broken believing she will love me back butπ...and i begged her so many times humiliating my self cuz it wz ma first time even hanging out wz a girl too ...i just spent depressing lonely full of tears nights hoping she will love me back one day butππ didn't happen she just keeps flirting wz me like a couples and i acted like a normal friend to her hiding all my love and pain and the thing gets worse on the past summer during quarantine days and she still continued flitting and i'm sure she knows how much i love her but why she keeps playing ??π...IT HURTS ME SO BAD! Then i decided to distant my self from her and after a while she texted me like" if u wanna break up ok" i thought breakup wz for couples anyhow i wz tired of her flirting me and her games...then she starred to act weird when she saw me whenever she found me and all my grades were fucked up for 2 semester wasting my time thinking abt herπ ..Now i'm fixing my grades by working hard and focusing on education and i'm tired of watching her face when i'm on my way to eat lunch and dinner cuz its igniting the pain i buried 2months ago...and now i'm fixing my pains and restoring my self...and her soul is disturbing my heart and scratching the wound on my heart π...
Anyone willing to help me is welcome and need ur advice tho.πππ
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Hey guys i'm having a bad time trying to forget my ex gf its because i'm seeing her everyday when i go out for lunch and dinner . By the way i'm in campus and its hard not to see each other here...and i was the one got broken believing she will love me back butπ...and i begged her so many times humiliating my self cuz it wz ma first time even hanging out wz a girl too ...i just spent depressing lonely full of tears nights hoping she will love me back one day butππ didn't happen she just keeps flirting wz me like a couples and i acted like a normal friend to her hiding all my love and pain and the thing gets worse on the past summer during quarantine days and she still continued flitting and i'm sure she knows how much i love her but why she keeps playing ??π...IT HURTS ME SO BAD! Then i decided to distant my self from her and after a while she texted me like" if u wanna break up ok" i thought breakup wz for couples anyhow i wz tired of her flirting me and her games...then she starred to act weird when she saw me whenever she found me and all my grades were fucked up for 2 semester wasting my time thinking abt herπ ..Now i'm fixing my grades by working hard and focusing on education and i'm tired of watching her face when i'm on my way to eat lunch and dinner cuz its igniting the pain i buried 2months ago...and now i'm fixing my pains and restoring my self...and her soul is disturbing my heart and scratching the wound on my heart π...
Anyone willing to help me is welcome and need ur advice tho.πππ
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hi, so am in a relationship with my best friend that i have known since 7 grade we're now second year in college and its been almost two years. its perfect too good infact. kind of have a promising future We both have big dreams n support each other. But the situation at my home is really ugly n i can't move out cuz they pay my tuition which is like 100k a year and my sister is pushing me to learn abroad and frankly thats my only option to escape home n have a better future at the same time but if i do we both can't do long distance relationship n i can't even learn the field i want but at the same time i won't be success full at my field now if i can't find peace at home. When i told him that he said to give him 2 years n for me to move out n he handle the payments...
but i can't let him do that n i don't want to be dependent on him to this length , so pls what do u think i should do
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hi, so am in a relationship with my best friend that i have known since 7 grade we're now second year in college and its been almost two years. its perfect too good infact. kind of have a promising future We both have big dreams n support each other. But the situation at my home is really ugly n i can't move out cuz they pay my tuition which is like 100k a year and my sister is pushing me to learn abroad and frankly thats my only option to escape home n have a better future at the same time but if i do we both can't do long distance relationship n i can't even learn the field i want but at the same time i won't be success full at my field now if i can't find peace at home. When i told him that he said to give him 2 years n for me to move out n he handle the payments...
but i can't let him do that n i don't want to be dependent on him to this length , so pls what do u think i should do
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Whatβs this void inside me?
That makes me feel so hollow
So filled with wrath that I donβt know
Enraged with no point
Carrying a lump inside my heart
That no one seems to get
Waging war unto thyself
Fearing that this would be the end of me
But is it?
Not yet, Iβd say to myself
Playing this twisted game over and over
Trying to save my sanity;
but ironically, losing it slenderly
What is the missing piece
That I used to have all the way up
Up to my teenage-hood, eh?
When did I start battering for joy;
Thwarting myself to be pleased everyday
Living with shallow emotions
Dreading of my capableness
To look for shortcuts;
To end all roots of misery
Seeking to find what Iβve seem to lost
Something to fill that void with
To end this wretchedness
Which took away my joy
along the spirit I used to enjoy living
I want to be me again
Patch up that hollowness
With some faith, so shall I
Regain myself again
By that time I shall feel
That hollow being sealed
My heart fare with my mind
Reconciled to never depart.
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Whatβs this void inside me?
That makes me feel so hollow
So filled with wrath that I donβt know
Enraged with no point
Carrying a lump inside my heart
That no one seems to get
Waging war unto thyself
Fearing that this would be the end of me
But is it?
Not yet, Iβd say to myself
Playing this twisted game over and over
Trying to save my sanity;
but ironically, losing it slenderly
What is the missing piece
That I used to have all the way up
Up to my teenage-hood, eh?
When did I start battering for joy;
Thwarting myself to be pleased everyday
Living with shallow emotions
Dreading of my capableness
To look for shortcuts;
To end all roots of misery
Seeking to find what Iβve seem to lost
Something to fill that void with
To end this wretchedness
Which took away my joy
along the spirit I used to enjoy living
I want to be me again
Patch up that hollowness
With some faith, so shall I
Regain myself again
By that time I shall feel
That hollow being sealed
My heart fare with my mind
Reconciled to never depart.
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Hey gyes it has been years since I joined vent here but I never actually vent I read your vents and I found answers in your vents but actually today I need you gyes
Am a girl 19 years old and I relly love my dad more than anything he build up hopes on me he invested his life on me there that something he relly hates is seeing me with a guy let me tell you shortly about my bf we met at my grandfather funeral and he is a very loving guy at first it was amezing then I got back at home then our relationship changed in to LDR (long distance relationship ) u know I go there le 40 le 80 and so on so I get the chance to see him btw he is there gorebet so it is very easy for us to meet then l came home when I asked him to come and see me he always have a reason not to come he always having fun with his frends he will die for them when his frends have fights with there gf he will go any were to seatel that but he doesn't wanna come to see me compareing myself to them they are more inportant to him than me π€§π€§π€§ and I never got the chance to met his frends and we talk alot I mean alot on the phone and last night my mom heard what we were talking on the phone and she told me she is going to tell my dad about it I begged her not to but she promised in the name of God what should I do btw me and my bf also are having a huge aregument he doesn't trust me at all plus I lost my grandmother last weak
I took university entrance exam I am worried about the results too and I also have a serious health issue that no body knows except my family my head is going to explode π€―π€―π€―π€― gyes plsss help me I also have anxiety pls don't be rude on me
Thank you πππ
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Hey gyes it has been years since I joined vent here but I never actually vent I read your vents and I found answers in your vents but actually today I need you gyes
Am a girl 19 years old and I relly love my dad more than anything he build up hopes on me he invested his life on me there that something he relly hates is seeing me with a guy let me tell you shortly about my bf we met at my grandfather funeral and he is a very loving guy at first it was amezing then I got back at home then our relationship changed in to LDR (long distance relationship ) u know I go there le 40 le 80 and so on so I get the chance to see him btw he is there gorebet so it is very easy for us to meet then l came home when I asked him to come and see me he always have a reason not to come he always having fun with his frends he will die for them when his frends have fights with there gf he will go any were to seatel that but he doesn't wanna come to see me compareing myself to them they are more inportant to him than me π€§π€§π€§ and I never got the chance to met his frends and we talk alot I mean alot on the phone and last night my mom heard what we were talking on the phone and she told me she is going to tell my dad about it I begged her not to but she promised in the name of God what should I do btw me and my bf also are having a huge aregument he doesn't trust me at all plus I lost my grandmother last weak
I took university entrance exam I am worried about the results too and I also have a serious health issue that no body knows except my family my head is going to explode π€―π€―π€―π€― gyes plsss help me I also have anxiety pls don't be rude on me
Thank you πππ
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You know... After months and years of having friends n doing stupid shit, I've decided what I actually need is girl-friends. All my homies are guys and man so we do stupid shit together but there comes a time where u just want someone to talk to and get some mature non judgmental advice and sadly non of my guy friends can give me that, so I've decided to have more smart and caring women around me. It's short but it's honestly what I feel.
What do u guys think tho?
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You know... After months and years of having friends n doing stupid shit, I've decided what I actually need is girl-friends. All my homies are guys and man so we do stupid shit together but there comes a time where u just want someone to talk to and get some mature non judgmental advice and sadly non of my guy friends can give me that, so I've decided to have more smart and caring women around me. It's short but it's honestly what I feel.
What do u guys think tho?
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I wasnβt sure if I should vent about this but I donβt have anyone to talk to. I feel like I was sexually abused as a child. Maybe not sexually but abused or was exposed to some form of trauma. I barely remember anything from my childhood and Iβve been told thatβs also a sign of childhood trauma. Other than that Iβm extremely hyper sexual, to the point where I canβt view anyone in anyway unless I sexualize them, I have trouble setting boundaries( saying no) and a few other things but they could all be a sign of something else but the thing that really worries me is that when I hook up with someone, I dissociate, itβs like my mind goes completely blank, and my body is responsive but Iβm not the one responding. Itβs like I leave my body and after it happens I donβt remember anything of the hook up, just bits and pieces like when I opened my eyes or felt subconscious or was startled, and I donβt know if thatβs normal or not but itβs been bothering me. Other than that when I was in 9th grade I was sexually assaulted by a boy in my class but I didnβt know it was sexual assault then, I though what he was doing meant I was desired and wanted by men and it was a form of affection and I gave in despite it completely disgusting me and making me feel cheap. It happened till the end of the year and it increased and another boy got involved. This time I tried my best to set boundaries but he used to hold my legs open with his knees in class and grope me whenever he didnβt think anyone was watching, and sometimes purposely when someone was watching. I didnβt really process any of this and brushed it off but I saw reflections of this in all my of my other relationships, the disassociating, the inability to set boundaries, completely having no control in my body or what happens to it, and Iβm trying to come face to face with all these things including the maybe sexually abused as a child bit but itβs very difficult because itβs very hard to think about them without breaking down completely and I feel the only way I can overcome it is by detaching myself from these memories which Iβve been unable to do. I donβt know what Iβm doing or what I should be doing or who to talk to or if itβs all in my head.
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I wasnβt sure if I should vent about this but I donβt have anyone to talk to. I feel like I was sexually abused as a child. Maybe not sexually but abused or was exposed to some form of trauma. I barely remember anything from my childhood and Iβve been told thatβs also a sign of childhood trauma. Other than that Iβm extremely hyper sexual, to the point where I canβt view anyone in anyway unless I sexualize them, I have trouble setting boundaries( saying no) and a few other things but they could all be a sign of something else but the thing that really worries me is that when I hook up with someone, I dissociate, itβs like my mind goes completely blank, and my body is responsive but Iβm not the one responding. Itβs like I leave my body and after it happens I donβt remember anything of the hook up, just bits and pieces like when I opened my eyes or felt subconscious or was startled, and I donβt know if thatβs normal or not but itβs been bothering me. Other than that when I was in 9th grade I was sexually assaulted by a boy in my class but I didnβt know it was sexual assault then, I though what he was doing meant I was desired and wanted by men and it was a form of affection and I gave in despite it completely disgusting me and making me feel cheap. It happened till the end of the year and it increased and another boy got involved. This time I tried my best to set boundaries but he used to hold my legs open with his knees in class and grope me whenever he didnβt think anyone was watching, and sometimes purposely when someone was watching. I didnβt really process any of this and brushed it off but I saw reflections of this in all my of my other relationships, the disassociating, the inability to set boundaries, completely having no control in my body or what happens to it, and Iβm trying to come face to face with all these things including the maybe sexually abused as a child bit but itβs very difficult because itβs very hard to think about them without breaking down completely and I feel the only way I can overcome it is by detaching myself from these memories which Iβve been unable to do. I donβt know what Iβm doing or what I should be doing or who to talk to or if itβs all in my head.
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Ok here is the thing,I recently got 22 and i was in a relationship for abt 4 yrs and still i am but when we were in our 2 yrs of time ma girl cheated on me at that time I lost ma true self became very depressed and even tried to commit a suicide yea ik i was too young too dumb to realize such things and after a while she regretted it and apologized but the thing is that she didn't got the comfort she expected from the boy so she came right back to me which i accepted her cus i was madly in love with her at that time and promised to forget everything which was very hard. inshort, we become as we were before but through time i started to lose the senses,the feelings,the goosebumps over her i know its weird but it's what I'm feeling i still had a thing for her but not like before what should I do ?pls am afraid not to hurt her because she is know planning a future with me she even introduced me her parents and i don't wanna break her hurt am not that boy I don't want any soul to drop a tear because of me so yea i need ur advice pls
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Ok here is the thing,I recently got 22 and i was in a relationship for abt 4 yrs and still i am but when we were in our 2 yrs of time ma girl cheated on me at that time I lost ma true self became very depressed and even tried to commit a suicide yea ik i was too young too dumb to realize such things and after a while she regretted it and apologized but the thing is that she didn't got the comfort she expected from the boy so she came right back to me which i accepted her cus i was madly in love with her at that time and promised to forget everything which was very hard. inshort, we become as we were before but through time i started to lose the senses,the feelings,the goosebumps over her i know its weird but it's what I'm feeling i still had a thing for her but not like before what should I do ?pls am afraid not to hurt her because she is know planning a future with me she even introduced me her parents and i don't wanna break her hurt am not that boy I don't want any soul to drop a tear because of me so yea i need ur advice pls
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I'm a girl and in a teenager
I often find things odd or irregular to be interesting I've always been conservative and very strong on my religion and in time people started saying that not sharing my feeling is gonna end up hurting me or the ones around me .I've been through some things and I always found my religion to be my pillar and don't really need to talk much about my problems .my freinds often think I'm hiding something from them .and one of the reasons they feel that way is that I've never talked about having any type of feeling towards boys and the reason isn't anyone I find to be unique and then I see someone I actually like land in a week bam they're the most boring person ever and I think I'm afraid of getting hurt even though I'm a teenager and don't know much about life one thing I'm over protective of is my heart and I plan to keep it that way. I feel sorry for lying to my freinds saying I'm fine but I'm just better off this way at least that's what I think
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I'm a girl and in a teenager
I often find things odd or irregular to be interesting I've always been conservative and very strong on my religion and in time people started saying that not sharing my feeling is gonna end up hurting me or the ones around me .I've been through some things and I always found my religion to be my pillar and don't really need to talk much about my problems .my freinds often think I'm hiding something from them .and one of the reasons they feel that way is that I've never talked about having any type of feeling towards boys and the reason isn't anyone I find to be unique and then I see someone I actually like land in a week bam they're the most boring person ever and I think I'm afraid of getting hurt even though I'm a teenager and don't know much about life one thing I'm over protective of is my heart and I plan to keep it that way. I feel sorry for lying to my freinds saying I'm fine but I'm just better off this way at least that's what I think
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Hey guys am grl the thing is I hv a bf like we been through 1 yr r.p ena like am expressive grl ena amnot patient too I told him I loved him so much yaw abren honen gn time to time he changed ,lagnew sfleg aygnegnm ,mnamn ena ktenat wedya tetalan bebzat ansemamam malet I expect to much esu dmo ntng care aydergm bcha tdgagem gn betam nw ymwedw lataw alflgm ena bzum eyawerahgn aydelm mn maderg albgn yikerta tykwalhu like endene tfat kotere gn ngeroch tlwawetu like slchwe mselgn esum ena how can i bridge our relationship again. Endet wededrow lemlesw echlalahu.
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Hey guys am grl the thing is I hv a bf like we been through 1 yr r.p ena like am expressive grl ena amnot patient too I told him I loved him so much yaw abren honen gn time to time he changed ,lagnew sfleg aygnegnm ,mnamn ena ktenat wedya tetalan bebzat ansemamam malet I expect to much esu dmo ntng care aydergm bcha tdgagem gn betam nw ymwedw lataw alflgm ena bzum eyawerahgn aydelm mn maderg albgn yikerta tykwalhu like endene tfat kotere gn ngeroch tlwawetu like slchwe mselgn esum ena how can i bridge our relationship again. Endet wededrow lemlesw echlalahu.
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Hey guys!! So the thing is I'm kinda in a long distance relationship with a guy...Its been almost a year Im with him. He is a bit older than me. And we are pretty sure that we wont get married . So In the beginning I thought I would be in this relation for few days and just leave him . But I have got serious but Im completely aware that we wont be together. Today I texted him. He replied me after a few minutes when he came online. And after few minutes I saw the reply and he was still online. So I started to type him and he just Went offline the exact moment. I felt so bad, I got emotional, I started tearing up. Its not the first time Im crying over him for such a silly things. Realising those things I tried almost 6-7 months trying to get over him. But I failed . So I dont know what to do . I dont wanna go depressed when he leaves me . So I really want to get over him. But the other fact is I want to spend time with him until he wants to end this relation. So can you guys instruct me some ways to get rid of getting sensitive to silly matters
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Hey guys!! So the thing is I'm kinda in a long distance relationship with a guy...Its been almost a year Im with him. He is a bit older than me. And we are pretty sure that we wont get married . So In the beginning I thought I would be in this relation for few days and just leave him . But I have got serious but Im completely aware that we wont be together. Today I texted him. He replied me after a few minutes when he came online. And after few minutes I saw the reply and he was still online. So I started to type him and he just Went offline the exact moment. I felt so bad, I got emotional, I started tearing up. Its not the first time Im crying over him for such a silly things. Realising those things I tried almost 6-7 months trying to get over him. But I failed . So I dont know what to do . I dont wanna go depressed when he leaves me . So I really want to get over him. But the other fact is I want to spend time with him until he wants to end this relation. So can you guys instruct me some ways to get rid of getting sensitive to silly matters
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I can't write properly becuz, I just can't don't have the ability to so I'll just butcher it
My last year as a teen I'm 19 my mother went away, our neighbor tired to seduce my Dad and she's married, my old man taught me how to shoot and load a gun, this guy who helps my dad with his taxes said things like let me paint you're face white, its shorties like you that have that fire throat, you wanna try and fuck. One top of all of that bullshit I had sleep paralysis a day go and today I got 3hrs of sleep. I pray I do I'm really grateful for everything in my life, there's this mantra I say to myself have courage and be kind I'd rather be hurt than to see someone sad for a single moment
I find my self always dealing with situations and trying to affiliate my feelings to what was going on but at the end of the day I don't even know
I ate an edible and smoked weed guess what I was never even high I tried for 2 days it didnt work I've tried it ,I've done I'm over it, that was my first time ever doing something badass like that 2weeks before that I had a sip of scotch and it was absolutely dreadful
You see I've always been the good girl to good actually and the first time i did those things was the first time I stepped out of my comfort zone and UK I'm not happy i did those things but I experienced it and won't do it ever again. That felt good blurting everything out.
Enjoy the rest of you're day and thank you!!????
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I can't write properly becuz, I just can't don't have the ability to so I'll just butcher it
My last year as a teen I'm 19 my mother went away, our neighbor tired to seduce my Dad and she's married, my old man taught me how to shoot and load a gun, this guy who helps my dad with his taxes said things like let me paint you're face white, its shorties like you that have that fire throat, you wanna try and fuck. One top of all of that bullshit I had sleep paralysis a day go and today I got 3hrs of sleep. I pray I do I'm really grateful for everything in my life, there's this mantra I say to myself have courage and be kind I'd rather be hurt than to see someone sad for a single moment
I find my self always dealing with situations and trying to affiliate my feelings to what was going on but at the end of the day I don't even know
I ate an edible and smoked weed guess what I was never even high I tried for 2 days it didnt work I've tried it ,I've done I'm over it, that was my first time ever doing something badass like that 2weeks before that I had a sip of scotch and it was absolutely dreadful
You see I've always been the good girl to good actually and the first time i did those things was the first time I stepped out of my comfort zone and UK I'm not happy i did those things but I experienced it and won't do it ever again. That felt good blurting everything out.
Enjoy the rest of you're day and thank you!!????
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Hey guys this is my first time venting and me is a boy..
So what i want to vent about ot u can say ask is. I see a lotta ppl sad asf cuz of love or the thing they ache to find (true love)....
And i thing that's a fantasy cuz there ain't ntn called true love there is just love.... the shit ppl refer as a true love is perfect.. flawless.... but we can't have that shit... so if ppl want that true love and if you know you're not gonna have it then why are you giving your heart out for someone that one day is gonna break it and make you feel worthless?
Btw am just 19 nad ik you prolly gonna say youe haven't seen ntn that's why you're talkin like this but even if it doesn't happen to me i see it on ppl... so what am gonna say is just don't do give your heart cuz u already know that one day it's gonna be an ash and that's inevitable and you all know it...
Am open for suggestions
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I am πͺπΉβοΈSamisha
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Hey guys this is my first time venting and me is a boy..
So what i want to vent about ot u can say ask is. I see a lotta ppl sad asf cuz of love or the thing they ache to find (true love)....
And i thing that's a fantasy cuz there ain't ntn called true love there is just love.... the shit ppl refer as a true love is perfect.. flawless.... but we can't have that shit... so if ppl want that true love and if you know you're not gonna have it then why are you giving your heart out for someone that one day is gonna break it and make you feel worthless?
Btw am just 19 nad ik you prolly gonna say youe haven't seen ntn that's why you're talkin like this but even if it doesn't happen to me i see it on ppl... so what am gonna say is just don't do give your heart cuz u already know that one day it's gonna be an ash and that's inevitable and you all know it...
Am open for suggestions
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I don't know how I exactly feel tbh, I've discussed other things on this bot now imma cover dating and stuff. You see I never had any real relationships. one just used me as a simp and another cheated on me they never even gave me head and that convinced me of hypergamy (look it up) and now I think it's over. I'm an average looking guy with an average height and physique but thing is ....most girls I ran into look for extraordinary model figure (ofc they don't bring anything to the table) and reject me with dumb excuses so my message for other guys if you are below average looking or don't posses a high status, it's basically game over. Forget getting laid and yeah falling in love is a meme. I'm 20 ....you guys millenials might say those cringy remarks like "wait for her" or "you're just a kid" yeah I know tons of 50 and 60 year olds and guys in their 30's who are suffering .... again...look up hypergamy. So yeah I have many other things to say but enough for now
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I don't know how I exactly feel tbh, I've discussed other things on this bot now imma cover dating and stuff. You see I never had any real relationships. one just used me as a simp and another cheated on me they never even gave me head and that convinced me of hypergamy (look it up) and now I think it's over. I'm an average looking guy with an average height and physique but thing is ....most girls I ran into look for extraordinary model figure (ofc they don't bring anything to the table) and reject me with dumb excuses so my message for other guys if you are below average looking or don't posses a high status, it's basically game over. Forget getting laid and yeah falling in love is a meme. I'm 20 ....you guys millenials might say those cringy remarks like "wait for her" or "you're just a kid" yeah I know tons of 50 and 60 year olds and guys in their 30's who are suffering .... again...look up hypergamy. So yeah I have many other things to say but enough for now
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What the fuck happenned to us,our generation,...teens confused as fuck,everyone I see around here including me is not handling it everything is out of our control kemr exaggerate eyareku sayhon I observe people ena every person,my friends,serategnochu mnamn are so broken I can see it in their face.i feel like the system is fucking us up,we're not even using our minds properly eko kemr bezi edmeyachen endedrow sew tenkara binhon(yawm ketechnology erdata gar)yet endemnders eko but now look at us...suicidal thoughts,drug addicts, taking pills to sleep at this ageπ(that's so disturbing for Gods sake)..let us hope we will be better soon my young fellas
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What the fuck happenned to us,our generation,...teens confused as fuck,everyone I see around here including me is not handling it everything is out of our control kemr exaggerate eyareku sayhon I observe people ena every person,my friends,serategnochu mnamn are so broken I can see it in their face.i feel like the system is fucking us up,we're not even using our minds properly eko kemr bezi edmeyachen endedrow sew tenkara binhon(yawm ketechnology erdata gar)yet endemnders eko but now look at us...suicidal thoughts,drug addicts, taking pills to sleep at this ageπ(that's so disturbing for Gods sake)..let us hope we will be better soon my young fellas
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I love you B yemr I thought I would get over you by now but it's not that easy. I don't even know how to do that. I've tried so hard and I actually thought I was over you at some point but nope. I have actually thought I was over you way too many times but as soon as I see you it all comes rushing back every fucking time. Am not saying I hate loving you but I hate myself for not giving you a chance. I tried to save you for later but I guess I wasn't the critical thinker I thought I am and now I think I lost my shots. Because you are a guy any girl would fall for with out even thinking twice and you can get absolutely any girl you want. So I don't have the nerve to blame you if you have moved on and forgotten about me. I know it's all my fault that I pushed you away. The worst part is I don't even know if I'm seeing what I wanna see or if it's real but I can see the love in your eyes. And I wish you could try one more time so that I can make a better choice and be yours this time. And I know we can make it last. TBH I can't see myself with anyone except you. But I'm sorry I ruined it for both of us.I'm sorry????
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I love you B yemr I thought I would get over you by now but it's not that easy. I don't even know how to do that. I've tried so hard and I actually thought I was over you at some point but nope. I have actually thought I was over you way too many times but as soon as I see you it all comes rushing back every fucking time. Am not saying I hate loving you but I hate myself for not giving you a chance. I tried to save you for later but I guess I wasn't the critical thinker I thought I am and now I think I lost my shots. Because you are a guy any girl would fall for with out even thinking twice and you can get absolutely any girl you want. So I don't have the nerve to blame you if you have moved on and forgotten about me. I know it's all my fault that I pushed you away. The worst part is I don't even know if I'm seeing what I wanna see or if it's real but I can see the love in your eyes. And I wish you could try one more time so that I can make a better choice and be yours this time. And I know we can make it last. TBH I can't see myself with anyone except you. But I'm sorry I ruined it for both of us.I'm sorry????
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So I'm 20 and I need your help
I'm the type of person who don't like opening up to others so I have never shared my story even my emotions and growing up I had lots of problems like my life changed after the death of my father I was really attached to my father and before he died my mom heard that he had another family and he married my mom knowing that he had HIV and when he knew that my mom discovered all his lies he killed him self and after that we had to live a miserable life u can't even guess what we had to go thru so I have never had a stable life but i pretend like I have the best life I try to make everybody laugh but I'm crying inside I just do that for the sake of my mom she have been thru alot so I don't want to be one of her problems and all these things has changed my behavior like before I knew all of these I was an extrovert and I was one of the top students at the school but in the past few years i just don't like being with others and my grades kept getting low and low and I'm not good at keeping relationships cause I don't trust others and I'm afraid of the attachment because ik I will get hurt if i give my self to others but i wanna change all these cause idk what I'm going to do in the long run
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So I'm 20 and I need your help
I'm the type of person who don't like opening up to others so I have never shared my story even my emotions and growing up I had lots of problems like my life changed after the death of my father I was really attached to my father and before he died my mom heard that he had another family and he married my mom knowing that he had HIV and when he knew that my mom discovered all his lies he killed him self and after that we had to live a miserable life u can't even guess what we had to go thru so I have never had a stable life but i pretend like I have the best life I try to make everybody laugh but I'm crying inside I just do that for the sake of my mom she have been thru alot so I don't want to be one of her problems and all these things has changed my behavior like before I knew all of these I was an extrovert and I was one of the top students at the school but in the past few years i just don't like being with others and my grades kept getting low and low and I'm not good at keeping relationships cause I don't trust others and I'm afraid of the attachment because ik I will get hurt if i give my self to others but i wanna change all these cause idk what I'm going to do in the long run
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I'm so sick of all the people around me these days, idk how I lived with these people beka I get so annoyed by everything they do! No respect for privacy! Always dependent and will never do anything alone!! (They go to eat together, they go to class together no π§’ but they shit together!)
How am I supposed to live with these mindless herd I've gathered around me! Sometimes all I want is a good conversation with them and the things they talk about is just soooo basic beka, since they experience everything together, they don't have nothing to add on their own! Bunch of niggas is what they are!
I on the other hand have decided to have woman friends from now on, they r not judgmental as men are, they r very helpful omg( one time I asked this random chick at my class for some advice and just wow!!!) ,
I don't want a girlfriend tho because I've been in meaningless groups and relationships for far too long and now I wanna simply enjoy myself.
If y'all wanna reach out maybe get to know each other better, I'd really like that and Please write some well thought comments or don't write anything at all!!!
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I'm so sick of all the people around me these days, idk how I lived with these people beka I get so annoyed by everything they do! No respect for privacy! Always dependent and will never do anything alone!! (They go to eat together, they go to class together no π§’ but they shit together!)
How am I supposed to live with these mindless herd I've gathered around me! Sometimes all I want is a good conversation with them and the things they talk about is just soooo basic beka, since they experience everything together, they don't have nothing to add on their own! Bunch of niggas is what they are!
I on the other hand have decided to have woman friends from now on, they r not judgmental as men are, they r very helpful omg( one time I asked this random chick at my class for some advice and just wow!!!) ,
I don't want a girlfriend tho because I've been in meaningless groups and relationships for far too long and now I wanna simply enjoy myself.
If y'all wanna reach out maybe get to know each other better, I'd really like that and Please write some well thought comments or don't write anything at all!!!
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Hey How Are You There?
Are You Fine? Did You Eat Well?
I Think Your Insomnia And Depressed Issue Already Gone Since It Must Be Calm Up There Right? Also There Must Be Pretty Angels Up There. Maybe You Enjoying Your Time There With Them But Dont Forget You Little Friend Here Okay Eventho They Are Way More Pretty.
You Know. There Is A Lot Of Things Happen To Me Since You Left. Betrayal. Hatred. Problems. I Feel Lost. Most Of Time. Wish You Here But You Already Happy Up There. You Should Bring Me Together Haha.
Its Been Years Since You Left And I Cant Get Over It. Never. Your Hoodie Still With Me You Know. Sometimes I Prefer To Use Your Hoodie More Because Thats One Of The Thing That Will Make Me Feel So Close To You. So Far Yet So Close. It Is Two Different Realm How Can It Not Be So Far Haha.
Also, I Already Watch A Lot Of Mcu Movies. Wish You Were Here Because Its Our Favourite One. I Am The Most Excited When The New Movies Came Up And You Are The One Who Will Offer The Ride. Everytime. The Latest Movie Make My Cry My Eyes Out Lol. I'm Sure If You Could Read This, You Will Shake Your Head And Laugh.
So Yeah. I'm In The Process Of Healing Myself. But Everytime I Did That, There Is Always Someone Or Something That Bring Me Down Again. Still, I Have To Heal Eventho It Takes A Long Long Time. Its Like You Downloading A Big File With A Problematic Internet Lol.
So Yeah. Im Here. Missing You So Much. Do You Miss Me? Do You Look Upon Me From Up There? Its Already Fasting Month So Can You Please Tell Him That I Want To See You? Also Tell The Angels Of Our Stories And If You Meet My Grandma, Tell Her I Love Her. I Didnt Get To Say That Word When She Alive. Tell Her That Her Husband Still Love Her The Same. Dont Talk About Me With Her Behind My Back Okay Its Not Fair.
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Hey How Are You There?
Are You Fine? Did You Eat Well?
I Think Your Insomnia And Depressed Issue Already Gone Since It Must Be Calm Up There Right? Also There Must Be Pretty Angels Up There. Maybe You Enjoying Your Time There With Them But Dont Forget You Little Friend Here Okay Eventho They Are Way More Pretty.
You Know. There Is A Lot Of Things Happen To Me Since You Left. Betrayal. Hatred. Problems. I Feel Lost. Most Of Time. Wish You Here But You Already Happy Up There. You Should Bring Me Together Haha.
Its Been Years Since You Left And I Cant Get Over It. Never. Your Hoodie Still With Me You Know. Sometimes I Prefer To Use Your Hoodie More Because Thats One Of The Thing That Will Make Me Feel So Close To You. So Far Yet So Close. It Is Two Different Realm How Can It Not Be So Far Haha.
Also, I Already Watch A Lot Of Mcu Movies. Wish You Were Here Because Its Our Favourite One. I Am The Most Excited When The New Movies Came Up And You Are The One Who Will Offer The Ride. Everytime. The Latest Movie Make My Cry My Eyes Out Lol. I'm Sure If You Could Read This, You Will Shake Your Head And Laugh.
So Yeah. I'm In The Process Of Healing Myself. But Everytime I Did That, There Is Always Someone Or Something That Bring Me Down Again. Still, I Have To Heal Eventho It Takes A Long Long Time. Its Like You Downloading A Big File With A Problematic Internet Lol.
So Yeah. Im Here. Missing You So Much. Do You Miss Me? Do You Look Upon Me From Up There? Its Already Fasting Month So Can You Please Tell Him That I Want To See You? Also Tell The Angels Of Our Stories And If You Meet My Grandma, Tell Her I Love Her. I Didnt Get To Say That Word When She Alive. Tell Her That Her Husband Still Love Her The Same. Dont Talk About Me With Her Behind My Back Okay Its Not Fair.
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