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I'm a she and just turned 18. I have these complications in my life. I don't know maybe it's an age thing and my hormones are just acting up or something but here goes.
As I got older me and me parents started drifting apart. Nowadays we're being short with eachother not always but most days. Both of them work hard the whole day and I understand that they're tired so that maybe is why they're being rather nechnacha and unsatisfied. I totally understand and sympathize with them. And with that I mostly am responsible with doing a big much of the house work. I don't mind. I'm helping out and it's nice. But the one thing they don't seem to get is that I too get tired cause any type of house work you're thinking of I'm doing. They think I can multitask. After I'm done with the work I move on to my studies. I'm an average student. I deliver a satisfying grade. Semonun tho I've been lagging on my studies. I just can't seem to balance out the work with it. By the time I'm done with the work I get tired and I just shut down. So it's been hard to keep up. A little while back demo I broke up with my boyfriend. We were long distance and I love him. He was the one that made me take a breath. With all the work, the arguments with my parents and the pile of unfinished assignments and studies he was the one that made me feel like I could take a break and made me move in a constant and calm pace. All the chaos and messed up lanes would fall back into place. He was my litral ereft and I loved that. A day without talking to him is just broad and empty. A few days before the break up my mind just gave up on me. I suddenly started to miss him like betam, the house work, the endi sataregi yehen satseri became unbearable and endless. So my brain said you can't anymore. You can't do all the work. You can't stand not seeing him everyday. You can't do long-distance and you can't keep failing your classes. The weight just beza. So then I went with my brain and cut back from the things that I needed to. We broke up. I won't lie the first few days I was fine. I don't think I accepted that we actually really broke up yehun enja I was fine. Until I wasn't. Ahun no safe space, no breath, no nothing. All void.
I don't even know know if there's a question in that or anything I just felt like letting it out and hear what anyone has to say about it. Thank you if you've made it this far.
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Hello????
I'm just gonna spit what's been on my mind. It'll be long so brace yourselves.
I'm a she and just turned 18. I have these complications in my life. I don't know maybe it's an age thing and my hormones are just acting up or something but here goes.
As I got older me and me parents started drifting apart. Nowadays we're being short with eachother not always but most days. Both of them work hard the whole day and I understand that they're tired so that maybe is why they're being rather nechnacha and unsatisfied. I totally understand and sympathize with them. And with that I mostly am responsible with doing a big much of the house work. I don't mind. I'm helping out and it's nice. But the one thing they don't seem to get is that I too get tired cause any type of house work you're thinking of I'm doing. They think I can multitask. After I'm done with the work I move on to my studies. I'm an average student. I deliver a satisfying grade. Semonun tho I've been lagging on my studies. I just can't seem to balance out the work with it. By the time I'm done with the work I get tired and I just shut down. So it's been hard to keep up. A little while back demo I broke up with my boyfriend. We were long distance and I love him. He was the one that made me take a breath. With all the work, the arguments with my parents and the pile of unfinished assignments and studies he was the one that made me feel like I could take a break and made me move in a constant and calm pace. All the chaos and messed up lanes would fall back into place. He was my litral ereft and I loved that. A day without talking to him is just broad and empty. A few days before the break up my mind just gave up on me. I suddenly started to miss him like betam, the house work, the endi sataregi yehen satseri became unbearable and endless. So my brain said you can't anymore. You can't do all the work. You can't stand not seeing him everyday. You can't do long-distance and you can't keep failing your classes. The weight just beza. So then I went with my brain and cut back from the things that I needed to. We broke up. I won't lie the first few days I was fine. I don't think I accepted that we actually really broke up yehun enja I was fine. Until I wasn't. Ahun no safe space, no breath, no nothing. All void.
I don't even know know if there's a question in that or anything I just felt like letting it out and hear what anyone has to say about it. Thank you if you've made it this far.
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Do u know what I'm really tired of?
I'm tired off pretending that I'm an innocent dude In front of my Fam, I'm tired of promising my self that I'm not gonna do it again. But next day BOOM! I didn't it again. I'm trying to stop since I started ( Grade 8). I'm G11 now.
I'm talking about Masturbation. I promised God more that 1000 times but I couldn't succeed. I know all the methods to stop. I just can't stop it. So anyone who feel me?????
Sometime I just give up and I will just feel like it's gonna last foreverπ
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Do u know what I'm really tired of?
I'm tired off pretending that I'm an innocent dude In front of my Fam, I'm tired of promising my self that I'm not gonna do it again. But next day BOOM! I didn't it again. I'm trying to stop since I started ( Grade 8). I'm G11 now.
I'm talking about Masturbation. I promised God more that 1000 times but I couldn't succeed. I know all the methods to stop. I just can't stop it. So anyone who feel me?????
Sometime I just give up and I will just feel like it's gonna last foreverπ
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I need someone to tell me that i ain't gonna end up in jail or arab ager or sth like that ........ i am just high school student but i feel like i am αα΅α°α³α°αͺαα a country
I overr thhhiiinnnkkk
Like i have good grades (technically they are fantastic ) but i still worry
I have so many "what if" s and it's driving me crazy
I fear this satan mind of me might end me up in comiting some kind of crime (sin)
I worry that i might die lonely with out asking for help(you don't know how much i struggle even to vent here) , i worry if asking for help is ααα²αα me i have built for years
i worry if our country is going to be destroyed completely in the next 5 years
I worry ...
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I need someone to tell me that i ain't gonna end up in jail or arab ager or sth like that ........ i am just high school student but i feel like i am αα΅α°α³α°αͺαα a country
I overr thhhiiinnnkkk
Like i have good grades (technically they are fantastic ) but i still worry
I have so many "what if" s and it's driving me crazy
I fear this satan mind of me might end me up in comiting some kind of crime (sin)
I worry that i might die lonely with out asking for help(you don't know how much i struggle even to vent here) , i worry if asking for help is ααα²αα me i have built for years
i worry if our country is going to be destroyed completely in the next 5 years
I worry ...
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I just don't get it. What is wrong with me. I'm exhausted..n I do not Know how to undo burn out. I'm but a shell of the greatness everyone expects me to be. I can't function like normal people ..I have undiagnosed issues ...I want to get help but it's far away. I hate this . It's exhausting. It's stressful. It gives me anxiety. And I spiral. The world is no fair. I'm broken. I need to be fixed for life to be easier. For life to be worth it. I just don't know what to do. It's exhausting. I'm tired.
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I just don't get it. What is wrong with me. I'm exhausted..n I do not Know how to undo burn out. I'm but a shell of the greatness everyone expects me to be. I can't function like normal people ..I have undiagnosed issues ...I want to get help but it's far away. I hate this . It's exhausting. It's stressful. It gives me anxiety. And I spiral. The world is no fair. I'm broken. I need to be fixed for life to be easier. For life to be worth it. I just don't know what to do. It's exhausting. I'm tired.
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Hi guys,
I rly need some advice am 24 and have a girlfriend who I love her with out limitations.
But before a week I found out that is she texting with another guy and rly got hurt but she ask for forgiveness and that she still love me. She start talking with him before a month and they meet several times but only talking and she lied me while meeting him that rly hurts.
I forgive her I rly do but am so scared that I don't want to lose her my mind is blowing. How can I trust her agian I rly want to trust her and have a healthy relationship. My only intentions is making us both happy and live till the end plz help
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Hi guys,
I rly need some advice am 24 and have a girlfriend who I love her with out limitations.
But before a week I found out that is she texting with another guy and rly got hurt but she ask for forgiveness and that she still love me. She start talking with him before a month and they meet several times but only talking and she lied me while meeting him that rly hurts.
I forgive her I rly do but am so scared that I don't want to lose her my mind is blowing. How can I trust her agian I rly want to trust her and have a healthy relationship. My only intentions is making us both happy and live till the end plz help
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Wassssup peeps how y'all been??me is doing great.lets get to the point
Let me take y'all back couple of years ago. So i had this spectacular, beautiful, smart and understanding gf which i fuckin loved right so we were those power couples u literally see in a movie or something. We have explored everything there is to explore about our sexuality and we both end up liking it kinky and rough (me being the dominant).
so let me take u to January19,2020 the day i decided to let go of her. These wasn't me being selfish. i decided to end the relationship because my toxicity was getting out of hand. I ain't gonna cut deep to wt i did but she was hurting alot but hiding her pain so i wouldn't feel guilty and shit. I ain't a bad person i was just lost on a reason i don't even know. Things end up n we went our own way. It took me more than 6month to recover n be myself again and i started dating right but i couldn't find any girl that can stand a bit close to what I had with my ex. everything was trash the connection n s (not them liking my dominance).... becha what should i do?? Should i go with the flow even if it means bad s n shit ?? I don't know what to doπ
Ps I'm 22 if it helps
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Wassssup peeps how y'all been??me is doing great.lets get to the point
Let me take y'all back couple of years ago. So i had this spectacular, beautiful, smart and understanding gf which i fuckin loved right so we were those power couples u literally see in a movie or something. We have explored everything there is to explore about our sexuality and we both end up liking it kinky and rough (me being the dominant).
so let me take u to January19,2020 the day i decided to let go of her. These wasn't me being selfish. i decided to end the relationship because my toxicity was getting out of hand. I ain't gonna cut deep to wt i did but she was hurting alot but hiding her pain so i wouldn't feel guilty and shit. I ain't a bad person i was just lost on a reason i don't even know. Things end up n we went our own way. It took me more than 6month to recover n be myself again and i started dating right but i couldn't find any girl that can stand a bit close to what I had with my ex. everything was trash the connection n s (not them liking my dominance).... becha what should i do?? Should i go with the flow even if it means bad s n shit ?? I don't know what to doπ
Ps I'm 22 if it helps
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I have been in love with this guy since the day i laid my eyes on him, its been over a year since we met. The feeling isn't mutual because if he loved me he would've made us exclusive. the past year, we see eachother about once a week or once every two weeks. Everything about him is all i ever want in a husband. He is humble, caring, smart, handsome, funny... etc. I think about him day and night. We can talk about anything and i feel extremely at home with him. I have never felt this way about anyone in my life. Usually i like someone and i lose that feeling after i get to know them more but with him, i like him more everyday. I feel so at peace with him. I dont want to lose him and he knows i care alot about him. I did so much for him out of love and sincere care. How do i move on from loving someone loves me back but wont make us official ?
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I have been in love with this guy since the day i laid my eyes on him, its been over a year since we met. The feeling isn't mutual because if he loved me he would've made us exclusive. the past year, we see eachother about once a week or once every two weeks. Everything about him is all i ever want in a husband. He is humble, caring, smart, handsome, funny... etc. I think about him day and night. We can talk about anything and i feel extremely at home with him. I have never felt this way about anyone in my life. Usually i like someone and i lose that feeling after i get to know them more but with him, i like him more everyday. I feel so at peace with him. I dont want to lose him and he knows i care alot about him. I did so much for him out of love and sincere care. How do i move on from loving someone loves me back but wont make us official ?
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I am girl 24,married happily and 5 months pregnant
So u can say wht do u want more in life that u gotta to vent.so the thing is mostly for women who has been pregnant or is pregnant and for men if ur girl was pregnant and know this symptoms ................. i am stressed 24/7 like stressed and the thing that stress me the most is wht if i die during child birth,wht if my baby die during child birth, wht if i canot push and it get asphyxiated,wht if i bleed to death,wht if i get amniotic fluid embolism and die becha i am doctor and i know wht goes in labour ward within minutes things can go south like that.......one minute babies heart can be beating next minute it can stop.........one minute mother be chilling drinking atmitit next minute she can be in shock............ and wht if i die who is gonna take care of her whoes gonna be there for her ......wht if my parentes want to take her(they r the best nzw) but wht if her dad wants her.......wht if he want to remarry and get her stepmom who treats her bad becha this things make me worry the whole day i finally cry .......... i donot wanna tell my partener i just donot worry him he just start new job,tmrt which is stressfull enough........so if u hv been in situation like this hw did u deal with it?
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I am girl 24,married happily and 5 months pregnant
So u can say wht do u want more in life that u gotta to vent.so the thing is mostly for women who has been pregnant or is pregnant and for men if ur girl was pregnant and know this symptoms ................. i am stressed 24/7 like stressed and the thing that stress me the most is wht if i die during child birth,wht if my baby die during child birth, wht if i canot push and it get asphyxiated,wht if i bleed to death,wht if i get amniotic fluid embolism and die becha i am doctor and i know wht goes in labour ward within minutes things can go south like that.......one minute babies heart can be beating next minute it can stop.........one minute mother be chilling drinking atmitit next minute she can be in shock............ and wht if i die who is gonna take care of her whoes gonna be there for her ......wht if my parentes want to take her(they r the best nzw) but wht if her dad wants her.......wht if he want to remarry and get her stepmom who treats her bad becha this things make me worry the whole day i finally cry .......... i donot wanna tell my partener i just donot worry him he just start new job,tmrt which is stressfull enough........so if u hv been in situation like this hw did u deal with it?
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I can't calm down anymore. Is it just me or what, I'm constantly resenting myself for what I did.I don't even know why I take things under action and it looks to me that I can't control myself and be responsible for the things I do. I feel trapped. I feel pain and I don't know where it comes from. My mind is constantly tricking me that everything I do is good but deep down know it's not and I can't help doing it. I hurt people. The people I love the most and still they tell me it's okay because I'm not aware of it. Despite being me , the kindness of the people I know is killing me slowly because I don't deserve any of it. I wish I could end it all
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I can't calm down anymore. Is it just me or what, I'm constantly resenting myself for what I did.I don't even know why I take things under action and it looks to me that I can't control myself and be responsible for the things I do. I feel trapped. I feel pain and I don't know where it comes from. My mind is constantly tricking me that everything I do is good but deep down know it's not and I can't help doing it. I hurt people. The people I love the most and still they tell me it's okay because I'm not aware of it. Despite being me , the kindness of the people I know is killing me slowly because I don't deserve any of it. I wish I could end it all
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Im so sad rn because im in a relationship that is so fun and exciting and i feel loved and love after a while. Im scared of being hurt like really really scared i never thought i will fall for him this muchπ we r so happy together i feel so happy when we meet and talk video call and when we meet i just get into a whole other world i love the feeling when he hugs me i fade away i feel so safe and relaxed. Im mentaly hurt and i have been for years and hes becoming the reason why im getting better. i love how we have fun. But its just so sad that we aint the same religion and i cant even think of a future with him his religion dosent let him marry a girl from another religion and neither does mine. Idk what to do everytime i get happy and excited to see him that thought comes in my head and i hold back my tears and act like im ok but im not i dont wanna lose him but i respect my religion too hes the most respectful guy i have ever met and the best thing that has eveΕ happened to me. I dont wanna ever lose him. Ive never talked about this to anyone this deeply. Idk what to do someone help me.
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Im so sad rn because im in a relationship that is so fun and exciting and i feel loved and love after a while. Im scared of being hurt like really really scared i never thought i will fall for him this muchπ we r so happy together i feel so happy when we meet and talk video call and when we meet i just get into a whole other world i love the feeling when he hugs me i fade away i feel so safe and relaxed. Im mentaly hurt and i have been for years and hes becoming the reason why im getting better. i love how we have fun. But its just so sad that we aint the same religion and i cant even think of a future with him his religion dosent let him marry a girl from another religion and neither does mine. Idk what to do everytime i get happy and excited to see him that thought comes in my head and i hold back my tears and act like im ok but im not i dont wanna lose him but i respect my religion too hes the most respectful guy i have ever met and the best thing that has eveΕ happened to me. I dont wanna ever lose him. Ive never talked about this to anyone this deeply. Idk what to do someone help me.
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Second vent...
'Why do I seek to make the people I value feel hurt?' was the question I'd in my mind while thinking about someone who's got a special preservation in my heart.
'What was I trying to prove really? Was I intentionally doing it?' followed. Maybe it was because I descried to be valued more than anything else. Sometimes, people try to hurt us to see how much we can stand them. Depending on the amount we value them, we make decisions whether to stay or to let go. Intentionally or not we try to become these toxic beings to see who can stay on the same train we've boarded on. And, it takes lots of observation and time to realize this. The root for this might be because we want to feel truly valued and be given unconditional affection. We seek for people who can unrelentingly keep on fighting for us. This advocates to embark toxicity in our lives; it becomes the root of our misery. Instead of looking for such value from another being, we should first like the image of ourselves in the mirror(metaphorically). Self-love, should be what we focus our energy on. To how much extent do you value youtself, eh? This isn't intended to advocate selfishness. When people learn to love and value themselves, then they can learn to truly love others. Acknowledge your feelings for yourself. Build your own self image first(self love and self respect included).
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'Why do I seek to make the people I value feel hurt?' was the question I'd in my mind while thinking about someone who's got a special preservation in my heart.
'What was I trying to prove really? Was I intentionally doing it?' followed. Maybe it was because I descried to be valued more than anything else. Sometimes, people try to hurt us to see how much we can stand them. Depending on the amount we value them, we make decisions whether to stay or to let go. Intentionally or not we try to become these toxic beings to see who can stay on the same train we've boarded on. And, it takes lots of observation and time to realize this. The root for this might be because we want to feel truly valued and be given unconditional affection. We seek for people who can unrelentingly keep on fighting for us. This advocates to embark toxicity in our lives; it becomes the root of our misery. Instead of looking for such value from another being, we should first like the image of ourselves in the mirror(metaphorically). Self-love, should be what we focus our energy on. To how much extent do you value youtself, eh? This isn't intended to advocate selfishness. When people learn to love and value themselves, then they can learn to truly love others. Acknowledge your feelings for yourself. Build your own self image first(self love and self respect included).
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Since grade 8, I had been a friend with this girl who is now learning at axum university and am at jimma univ. she was so perfect in everything...not like she is beautiful and thing, she has passed that level and her inner siide is o clean. I mean I don't want her to goof around with as couples these days. I want to live for her and live with her. and when I was in grade 8, I put her a post in her ex. book and then she read it. The next day, she came and said ok...I was afraid, thus I said "ok, what?"...too bad that she was afraid too, she said, never mind, I forgot it. I busted my chance there. Then we departed after gade 8, and I heard from a friend where she learned, and I got out of the school that I used to learn at and registered in there. Then, here comes the dumbest thing I have ever done, I went to her and told her that I loved her as we haven't been apart for a second..she went and told her friends (to be honest, that was bitchy...why would she tell them? just to get that attention?anyway...I forgive you). And we never started out since then..I just see her from far. i had some chances to hook up with some girls tho I never took it, cuz i thought it was an affair :) anyway, I still have put my feeling sealed in the heart. sometimes, it acts as it's about to erupt like a volcano, and other times, it kinda tries to give its place to another girl. I met a girl in campus and she is super cute. But I don't know if she is also cute in the inner side. I am in between now. any professional help?
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Since grade 8, I had been a friend with this girl who is now learning at axum university and am at jimma univ. she was so perfect in everything...not like she is beautiful and thing, she has passed that level and her inner siide is o clean. I mean I don't want her to goof around with as couples these days. I want to live for her and live with her. and when I was in grade 8, I put her a post in her ex. book and then she read it. The next day, she came and said ok...I was afraid, thus I said "ok, what?"...too bad that she was afraid too, she said, never mind, I forgot it. I busted my chance there. Then we departed after gade 8, and I heard from a friend where she learned, and I got out of the school that I used to learn at and registered in there. Then, here comes the dumbest thing I have ever done, I went to her and told her that I loved her as we haven't been apart for a second..she went and told her friends (to be honest, that was bitchy...why would she tell them? just to get that attention?anyway...I forgive you). And we never started out since then..I just see her from far. i had some chances to hook up with some girls tho I never took it, cuz i thought it was an affair :) anyway, I still have put my feeling sealed in the heart. sometimes, it acts as it's about to erupt like a volcano, and other times, it kinda tries to give its place to another girl. I met a girl in campus and she is super cute. But I don't know if she is also cute in the inner side. I am in between now. any professional help?
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Iβm in love with a girl who is in love with someone else and is also my friend. Never felt the shit I feel with her ever before. I never believed in soulmates before but damn. But I also feel like Iβm feeling this cause of the βchaseβ. The thing that keeps me going till I get her then poof all the feelings are gone. I donβt want that to be the case. Plus the boyfriend thing ohhh how much it kills me every time I think of her. So there are 3 options I guess 1. Tell her how I feel and destroy what we have. 2. Not say anything and let it destroy me. 3. Hope she notices how I feel about her and give it to me straight(this one is more my style tho)
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Iβm in love with a girl who is in love with someone else and is also my friend. Never felt the shit I feel with her ever before. I never believed in soulmates before but damn. But I also feel like Iβm feeling this cause of the βchaseβ. The thing that keeps me going till I get her then poof all the feelings are gone. I donβt want that to be the case. Plus the boyfriend thing ohhh how much it kills me every time I think of her. So there are 3 options I guess 1. Tell her how I feel and destroy what we have. 2. Not say anything and let it destroy me. 3. Hope she notices how I feel about her and give it to me straight(this one is more my style tho)
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ugh i hate you so fucking much and wish i never met you. because i know for a fact if i didnt then i would've have met them, our friends, and i wouldn't have met him. and to him...if i wouldve never met you...my mind wouldn't be as fucked up as it is. you helped them. you helped them fuck up my mind. you knew they were doing it and you promised to help me. to help make me better. to help me stop hurting myself. but you made it worse. you made it so much fucking worse. and even now i struggle so fucking much because of it. because of you and because of them. years later i'm even worse. but i am starting to get better. because i met someone who actually cares. and actually shows me that i matter. every day. especially on days that i think i dont. and i randomly think back to you...and think of how i wouldve been if i talked to you again before i met him...and i probabky wouldve been so much worse. i wouldve been crying and begging you to take me back. that i would do anything. as long as you would tell me that you loved me. as long as you would talk to me every day. as long as you would still rp with me and any other friends you want to. but now all i think of you and all i wanna say to you is this. i hope you rot in hell you sick fucking bastard. i hate you.
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ugh i hate you so fucking much and wish i never met you. because i know for a fact if i didnt then i would've have met them, our friends, and i wouldn't have met him. and to him...if i wouldve never met you...my mind wouldn't be as fucked up as it is. you helped them. you helped them fuck up my mind. you knew they were doing it and you promised to help me. to help make me better. to help me stop hurting myself. but you made it worse. you made it so much fucking worse. and even now i struggle so fucking much because of it. because of you and because of them. years later i'm even worse. but i am starting to get better. because i met someone who actually cares. and actually shows me that i matter. every day. especially on days that i think i dont. and i randomly think back to you...and think of how i wouldve been if i talked to you again before i met him...and i probabky wouldve been so much worse. i wouldve been crying and begging you to take me back. that i would do anything. as long as you would tell me that you loved me. as long as you would talk to me every day. as long as you would still rp with me and any other friends you want to. but now all i think of you and all i wanna say to you is this. i hope you rot in hell you sick fucking bastard. i hate you.
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Hey guys...first time venting.
So here's what i wanted your opinions on...i have a genetic disorder called klinefetler syndrome which basically means i have an extra x chromosome so i kinda have some physical femal attributes even tho I'm a male and it also comes with other mental health complications. I haven't told ANYONE about it cause well i don't think they'll understand. I sometimes used to resent my self cause i was not at peace with it and all but now I'm making progress but still i have some ways to go. So if you have some advices that could potentially help me that would be GREAT. Thank youπ
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Hey guys...first time venting.
So here's what i wanted your opinions on...i have a genetic disorder called klinefetler syndrome which basically means i have an extra x chromosome so i kinda have some physical femal attributes even tho I'm a male and it also comes with other mental health complications. I haven't told ANYONE about it cause well i don't think they'll understand. I sometimes used to resent my self cause i was not at peace with it and all but now I'm making progress but still i have some ways to go. So if you have some advices that could potentially help me that would be GREAT. Thank youπ
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So the thing is. I want to be a singer. But I'm so shy and shit so i never sing for people cuz my voice ain't good. Its like an empty stupid dream that I'll never achieve. And once i thought that i should look for other options but i started to freak out cuz i don't know what to do with life. I started writing songs and took singing lessons on youtube but i still feel like I'm nobody. I don't know if this vent even makes sense. So yeah. What should i do
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So the thing is. I want to be a singer. But I'm so shy and shit so i never sing for people cuz my voice ain't good. Its like an empty stupid dream that I'll never achieve. And once i thought that i should look for other options but i started to freak out cuz i don't know what to do with life. I started writing songs and took singing lessons on youtube but i still feel like I'm nobody. I don't know if this vent even makes sense. So yeah. What should i do
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This is hard for me to admit. But I am severely depressed. I am always on edge all the time. I have passive suicidal thoughts. I am never going to act on them because it would destroy my family and friends. And the other reason is I don't want to try it and fail and become a vegetable that has to be taken care of. From what I can tell my depression comes from a deep sense of failure. I have a good family. My relationships are healthy apart from one member of my family. But I feel like I have failed to reach the minimum of my expectations in life by a far distance. And the fact that I argue with one of my family members about how I conduct my life and How I never want to be told what to do and the fact that I am way too old to be in this situation. And the fact that this member of my family makes me feel more of a failure than I already am. And I don't want to cut this person out of my life. I just think they want the best for me and don't know the best way to make their point. And don't give me that "failure is your friend" crap. If any motivational speech helped me through this deep sense of failure I wouldn't be here venting about it. Bringing me to my point, Has anyone went through a severe depression on here due to different reasons? Does therapy really help? Are there good counslers here in Ethiopia? I feel like I have tried everything but this. And I want to know if it really helps.
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This is hard for me to admit. But I am severely depressed. I am always on edge all the time. I have passive suicidal thoughts. I am never going to act on them because it would destroy my family and friends. And the other reason is I don't want to try it and fail and become a vegetable that has to be taken care of. From what I can tell my depression comes from a deep sense of failure. I have a good family. My relationships are healthy apart from one member of my family. But I feel like I have failed to reach the minimum of my expectations in life by a far distance. And the fact that I argue with one of my family members about how I conduct my life and How I never want to be told what to do and the fact that I am way too old to be in this situation. And the fact that this member of my family makes me feel more of a failure than I already am. And I don't want to cut this person out of my life. I just think they want the best for me and don't know the best way to make their point. And don't give me that "failure is your friend" crap. If any motivational speech helped me through this deep sense of failure I wouldn't be here venting about it. Bringing me to my point, Has anyone went through a severe depression on here due to different reasons? Does therapy really help? Are there good counslers here in Ethiopia? I feel like I have tried everything but this. And I want to know if it really helps.
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I feel like I need to vent cuz I know am not the only one who's feeling this...
How how in the actual fuck u just love someone until it feels soo hard to unloved them? Just how u like the pain n be willing to sacrifice anything for it? Knowing ur heart n mind is fighting day n night, knowing that ur friends are gonna run away if u decide to stay with her? But u just want to be with her forever? I just can't imagine how things would be nice if they don't even know eachother...But tell me how is it even possible to get not only attached but addicted to someone...ugh just getting turned on by just thinking abt her remembering what she smells like, what she looks like, hw she walks, how she talks, hw careful n neat she is, am in love I swearπ§βπ¦―
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I feel like I need to vent cuz I know am not the only one who's feeling this...
How how in the actual fuck u just love someone until it feels soo hard to unloved them? Just how u like the pain n be willing to sacrifice anything for it? Knowing ur heart n mind is fighting day n night, knowing that ur friends are gonna run away if u decide to stay with her? But u just want to be with her forever? I just can't imagine how things would be nice if they don't even know eachother...But tell me how is it even possible to get not only attached but addicted to someone...ugh just getting turned on by just thinking abt her remembering what she smells like, what she looks like, hw she walks, how she talks, hw careful n neat she is, am in love I swearπ§βπ¦―
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Am a girl and am 21.
The thing is after being dumped (not only once)and lossing almost every one that i thought I have great intimacy with am scared asf. Scared of every thing and every one and start isolating my self from the out side world cause every time i think of what the end will be ik am going to end up crying in my bed.idk how to change my mind set and start seeing someone's good side instead of their bad side and run away like a child.
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Hey guys
Am a girl and am 21.
The thing is after being dumped (not only once)and lossing almost every one that i thought I have great intimacy with am scared asf. Scared of every thing and every one and start isolating my self from the out side world cause every time i think of what the end will be ik am going to end up crying in my bed.idk how to change my mind set and start seeing someone's good side instead of their bad side and run away like a child.
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Me and this guy been having sex for a while and we are sort of kinky, its fun but we want to try more things, like incorporating other people into our sexual endeavours ...we kind had the idea of trying a three some with another girl.any girl who have tried this before what did sharing your man with another girl feels like? I want to hear your experience.Because I really need to try this even tho I'm a little bit anxious.Also we dont know where to find bi girls who is willing for a threesome ... and it's kinda weird to ask a friend to join us. Any better ideas?
Thanks in advance.
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Me and this guy been having sex for a while and we are sort of kinky, its fun but we want to try more things, like incorporating other people into our sexual endeavours ...we kind had the idea of trying a three some with another girl.any girl who have tried this before what did sharing your man with another girl feels like? I want to hear your experience.Because I really need to try this even tho I'm a little bit anxious.Also we dont know where to find bi girls who is willing for a threesome ... and it's kinda weird to ask a friend to join us. Any better ideas?
Thanks in advance.
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Hey guys. I'm a guy &I'm 23 READ THIS!!!! because i need help. And got an advice for you too! We said"if we are meant for each other God will bring her back to me in the future"you want God to bring the women you push away? You have noticed a change?She doesn't text you as often.she never calls you anymore. When she does text you. she never says sweet things to you anymore. You notice that she's moving on. Talking to another guys &now you starting to realize how amazing,goofy, caring, beautiful she is? I'm the guy who's facing all this. The funny thing is my half used to tell me she will be here to ask you again after I pushed her after I miss her soooo bad!! I want to get back with her. There was times where I could fix all things!!! But it was her fault! But me instead of fixing things I left her. She was hurting at first,I was hurting too but now it's worse!! It's been 5 months I still miss those late night talks.she was soo sweet.I delete everything to forget her. it didn't work!! Even i used to watch YouTube videos to move on whenever I think about her but the funny thing is, it made me feel better for hours and some shit still my mind keep going to her. I started a new life, seeing new gurls to forget her. It didn't work too! That kept reminding me of her that she was really different.I kept looking the same thing I saw in her which I didn't find. I had a future with her! How stupid of me That I to break up this angel? I thought she didn't love me but she did. Was i blind to see that? Guys told me she wasn't the one? Was I that dumb to listen to my heart? they don't know her. I start regretting things and I asked her to get back with me.I never thought she could say no to our relationship! in fact I asked after 4 months. And she said" if you were here to ask me this question before 2months ago I could gladly say yes but now it's too late" isn't it hurtful?and I can't keep fighting without her anymore! I thought my success would make me forget her. But it didn't. what's my success without her? now I need her more than ever!! I can't keep doing this,trying to forget someone you love and deep down your heart knows you can'ttt.I don't know what to do. And if there are guys out there reading this and if you got a chance you are lucky!! If there are guys who stays with silent because of ego or afraid to get hurt again? Brother I'm telling you to ask her now before it's too late! Hurting is a normal process of life, healing your relationship is a normal process of life.It's okay if she rejects your sorry! At least you tried. No matter the situation is TRY. Don't break up. Fix the problem Work on winning each other over again. This is why there are so many failed relationships. If you love each other and you guys are best friends that is rare man then breaking up is not the answer. what do I have to do to her back now???
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Hey guys. I'm a guy &I'm 23 READ THIS!!!! because i need help. And got an advice for you too! We said"if we are meant for each other God will bring her back to me in the future"you want God to bring the women you push away? You have noticed a change?She doesn't text you as often.she never calls you anymore. When she does text you. she never says sweet things to you anymore. You notice that she's moving on. Talking to another guys &now you starting to realize how amazing,goofy, caring, beautiful she is? I'm the guy who's facing all this. The funny thing is my half used to tell me she will be here to ask you again after I pushed her after I miss her soooo bad!! I want to get back with her. There was times where I could fix all things!!! But it was her fault! But me instead of fixing things I left her. She was hurting at first,I was hurting too but now it's worse!! It's been 5 months I still miss those late night talks.she was soo sweet.I delete everything to forget her. it didn't work!! Even i used to watch YouTube videos to move on whenever I think about her but the funny thing is, it made me feel better for hours and some shit still my mind keep going to her. I started a new life, seeing new gurls to forget her. It didn't work too! That kept reminding me of her that she was really different.I kept looking the same thing I saw in her which I didn't find. I had a future with her! How stupid of me That I to break up this angel? I thought she didn't love me but she did. Was i blind to see that? Guys told me she wasn't the one? Was I that dumb to listen to my heart? they don't know her. I start regretting things and I asked her to get back with me.I never thought she could say no to our relationship! in fact I asked after 4 months. And she said" if you were here to ask me this question before 2months ago I could gladly say yes but now it's too late" isn't it hurtful?and I can't keep fighting without her anymore! I thought my success would make me forget her. But it didn't. what's my success without her? now I need her more than ever!! I can't keep doing this,trying to forget someone you love and deep down your heart knows you can'ttt.I don't know what to do. And if there are guys out there reading this and if you got a chance you are lucky!! If there are guys who stays with silent because of ego or afraid to get hurt again? Brother I'm telling you to ask her now before it's too late! Hurting is a normal process of life, healing your relationship is a normal process of life.It's okay if she rejects your sorry! At least you tried. No matter the situation is TRY. Don't break up. Fix the problem Work on winning each other over again. This is why there are so many failed relationships. If you love each other and you guys are best friends that is rare man then breaking up is not the answer. what do I have to do to her back now???
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