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Hello there. Could you please tell me how to help a person with binge eating disorder and bulimia nervosa. My sister has been in the constant cycle of anorexia nervosa, bulimia nervosa and binge eating disorder for the last 10 months. I feel like she's fucking trying to kill herself by the amount she eats. We tried helping but it's no use. And the fact that she's scared to be obese makes everything worse . πͺπͺπͺ
I'm honestly tired like so freaking tired of all this shit. Like I don't know if I should worry about my life or just put everything on hold like I did because she's severely sick. It's draining me and I don't even want to know what it's doing to my mom. I just don't know what to do to fucking help her. Her fucking mindset is so toxic for herself and she can't get out of there. If there any psychologists out here please tell me how to help her before she fucking kills herself from all the food she's consuming.
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Hello there. Could you please tell me how to help a person with binge eating disorder and bulimia nervosa. My sister has been in the constant cycle of anorexia nervosa, bulimia nervosa and binge eating disorder for the last 10 months. I feel like she's fucking trying to kill herself by the amount she eats. We tried helping but it's no use. And the fact that she's scared to be obese makes everything worse . πͺπͺπͺ
I'm honestly tired like so freaking tired of all this shit. Like I don't know if I should worry about my life or just put everything on hold like I did because she's severely sick. It's draining me and I don't even want to know what it's doing to my mom. I just don't know what to do to fucking help her. Her fucking mindset is so toxic for herself and she can't get out of there. If there any psychologists out here please tell me how to help her before she fucking kills herself from all the food she's consuming.
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Hello y'all I need ur serious advice on this... I got a phn call yesterday n it was frm a guy who claimed to b a federal police who's inside our campus, he said he got my number frm my id and other documents frm one of the fucking damaged office of our campus, u guessed it right am taking abt ADU (fr those who kno it), he said he liked my photo n tht he is in love with me now, telling me he will b waiting for my arrival. I was confused since I ws receiving a lot of stange phn calls these days frm different men n tried to relate'em all but I couldn't, I talked to him calmly to know if smn ws jst bluffing or if this is really happening u kno, so wt I found out it really happening, it's fr sure that am going there when we're officially called. I am nt in the position to quit ,gn demo the sexual abuses am hearing frm there r a lot even tho mine seems to hv started alreadyπ... now tell me wt the heck am supposed to do now, cn i b safe frm this stupid guy by jst changing my number? Wt he hv seen is a passport size photo n glasses cn change my look fr tht, am so fkn down right now I need ur help.
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Hello y'all I need ur serious advice on this... I got a phn call yesterday n it was frm a guy who claimed to b a federal police who's inside our campus, he said he got my number frm my id and other documents frm one of the fucking damaged office of our campus, u guessed it right am taking abt ADU (fr those who kno it), he said he liked my photo n tht he is in love with me now, telling me he will b waiting for my arrival. I was confused since I ws receiving a lot of stange phn calls these days frm different men n tried to relate'em all but I couldn't, I talked to him calmly to know if smn ws jst bluffing or if this is really happening u kno, so wt I found out it really happening, it's fr sure that am going there when we're officially called. I am nt in the position to quit ,gn demo the sexual abuses am hearing frm there r a lot even tho mine seems to hv started alreadyπ... now tell me wt the heck am supposed to do now, cn i b safe frm this stupid guy by jst changing my number? Wt he hv seen is a passport size photo n glasses cn change my look fr tht, am so fkn down right now I need ur help.
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Hello ma ppl!
I'm really getting trouble these days. I was a fresh man last year malet ketay semester 2nd year college student negn. Ena my mind couldn't rest for a while... The department I chose last year seems worthless for me by now. I don't really know what to do... I'm even thinking of pausing this semester and think over it for once and last. I feel like switching the major I am currently placed to to tech staffs like engineering or CS would help me work by myself in future.
I generally feel like I was in complete fantasy last year and made such a mistake before the pandemic... I could have joined med school. So guys I really need ur help. Should I withdraw from school and think about it in detail or should I apply for a transfer to another department? I really messed up with my own idiot thought.
I only want to hear from those who are willing to help me through this hell situation.
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Hello ma ppl!
I'm really getting trouble these days. I was a fresh man last year malet ketay semester 2nd year college student negn. Ena my mind couldn't rest for a while... The department I chose last year seems worthless for me by now. I don't really know what to do... I'm even thinking of pausing this semester and think over it for once and last. I feel like switching the major I am currently placed to to tech staffs like engineering or CS would help me work by myself in future.
I generally feel like I was in complete fantasy last year and made such a mistake before the pandemic... I could have joined med school. So guys I really need ur help. Should I withdraw from school and think about it in detail or should I apply for a transfer to another department? I really messed up with my own idiot thought.
I only want to hear from those who are willing to help me through this hell situation.
Thanks βΊοΈ
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Is there any one that is dealing with a family member with aids cuz all im doing is pretending like I dnt know.. I some times feel guilty for not talking to him about it and I know he is having a hard time and I'll always love him nothings changed on my end but how do u tell some u know they have aids and that its okay.. and that u have known for a year but u chose to stay quite I'm pretty much waiting for him to come out of the aids closet and I'll just throw a party when he does I forget it sometimes I only remember he is posetive when he starts feeling depressed r u OK usually he would tell me what is wrong with him but now he doesn't..
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Is there any one that is dealing with a family member with aids cuz all im doing is pretending like I dnt know.. I some times feel guilty for not talking to him about it and I know he is having a hard time and I'll always love him nothings changed on my end but how do u tell some u know they have aids and that its okay.. and that u have known for a year but u chose to stay quite I'm pretty much waiting for him to come out of the aids closet and I'll just throw a party when he does I forget it sometimes I only remember he is posetive when he starts feeling depressed r u OK usually he would tell me what is wrong with him but now he doesn't..
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Hey guys..so the thing is i wanna learn medicine but there seems to be many things goin on in my mind..like my friends tellin me not to learn 8 whole yrs and i would drop out anyway and stuff but i rly want to study it so here is my question
Which field in medicine is more profitable?
How many yrs does it take?
Is it much sophisticated?
So pls..any one who is a medical student or knows about this stuff..i would appreciate it if u help meπ
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Hey guys..so the thing is i wanna learn medicine but there seems to be many things goin on in my mind..like my friends tellin me not to learn 8 whole yrs and i would drop out anyway and stuff but i rly want to study it so here is my question
Which field in medicine is more profitable?
How many yrs does it take?
Is it much sophisticated?
So pls..any one who is a medical student or knows about this stuff..i would appreciate it if u help meπ
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Hey, am here to share some of my thoughts. Am a college 5th year medical student and what i see everyday is just horrfying to bear. Yesterday a mother and child were admitted. There was a fire which started in the kitchen, which lets just it in lay terms, the child got disfigured from face to toe, the mother also the same but she didnt wake up yet. I see such things everyday and it makes you wonder, what/who is protecting me?! Even more, what/who is protecting my beloved ones?! And even more, why is this generation so obssesed with social network, digital appearance, politics, money, that we always forget how human we are?!
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Hey, am here to share some of my thoughts. Am a college 5th year medical student and what i see everyday is just horrfying to bear. Yesterday a mother and child were admitted. There was a fire which started in the kitchen, which lets just it in lay terms, the child got disfigured from face to toe, the mother also the same but she didnt wake up yet. I see such things everyday and it makes you wonder, what/who is protecting me?! Even more, what/who is protecting my beloved ones?! And even more, why is this generation so obssesed with social network, digital appearance, politics, money, that we always forget how human we are?!
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Hello everyone This is not really a Vent but a topic that i have been thinking about. so do you all think that our generation have had dating easy? I mean with social media in the picture one can easily talk to his significant other, plan a day too meet & voΓala you have a date. You don't have to go all through all those tiresome & nerve wracking processes just to get a date which i now am thinking is the natural way. I mean, to be honest people will appreciate a person that engaged in a conversation face to face rather than a smooth talker on social media so i really think social media although it has its own benefits is really changing the way of life for the worse. Comment what y'all think about this down belowπ
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Hello everyone This is not really a Vent but a topic that i have been thinking about. so do you all think that our generation have had dating easy? I mean with social media in the picture one can easily talk to his significant other, plan a day too meet & voΓala you have a date. You don't have to go all through all those tiresome & nerve wracking processes just to get a date which i now am thinking is the natural way. I mean, to be honest people will appreciate a person that engaged in a conversation face to face rather than a smooth talker on social media so i really think social media although it has its own benefits is really changing the way of life for the worse. Comment what y'all think about this down belowπ
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Let me tell yall girls what we men are going through, we horny af and we know u r too the difference is that we men wanna do something abt it but u girls wont understand, when nature calls try to answer if we have to fuck lets do it i know for sure 70% or more mans are thirsty for some pussy right now in this group my question is why cant you do something abt it girls why?
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Let me tell yall girls what we men are going through, we horny af and we know u r too the difference is that we men wanna do something abt it but u girls wont understand, when nature calls try to answer if we have to fuck lets do it i know for sure 70% or more mans are thirsty for some pussy right now in this group my question is why cant you do something abt it girls why?
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I worry so much about every thing , i over think every step i take and recently it is making me to break down and stop functioning like i can't even read.... pls hhheeepllllppp
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I worry so much about every thing , i over think every step i take and recently it is making me to break down and stop functioning like i can't even read.... pls hhheeepllllppp
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I'm just gonna spit what's been on my mind. It'll be long so brace yourselves.
I'm a she and just turned 18. I have these complications in my life. I don't know maybe it's an age thing and my hormones are just acting up or something but here goes.
As I got older me and me parents started drifting apart. Nowadays we're being short with eachother not always but most days. Both of them work hard the whole day and I understand that they're tired so that maybe is why they're being rather nechnacha and unsatisfied. I totally understand and sympathize with them. And with that I mostly am responsible with doing a big much of the house work. I don't mind. I'm helping out and it's nice. But the one thing they don't seem to get is that I too get tired cause any type of house work you're thinking of I'm doing. They think I can multitask. After I'm done with the work I move on to my studies. I'm an average student. I deliver a satisfying grade. Semonun tho I've been lagging on my studies. I just can't seem to balance out the work with it. By the time I'm done with the work I get tired and I just shut down. So it's been hard to keep up. A little while back demo I broke up with my boyfriend. We were long distance and I love him. He was the one that made me take a breath. With all the work, the arguments with my parents and the pile of unfinished assignments and studies he was the one that made me feel like I could take a break and made me move in a constant and calm pace. All the chaos and messed up lanes would fall back into place. He was my litral ereft and I loved that. A day without talking to him is just broad and empty. A few days before the break up my mind just gave up on me. I suddenly started to miss him like betam, the house work, the endi sataregi yehen satseri became unbearable and endless. So my brain said you can't anymore. You can't do all the work. You can't stand not seeing him everyday. You can't do long-distance and you can't keep failing your classes. The weight just beza. So then I went with my brain and cut back from the things that I needed to. We broke up. I won't lie the first few days I was fine. I don't think I accepted that we actually really broke up yehun enja I was fine. Until I wasn't. Ahun no safe space, no breath, no nothing. All void.
I don't even know know if there's a question in that or anything I just felt like letting it out and hear what anyone has to say about it. Thank you if you've made it this far.
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I'm just gonna spit what's been on my mind. It'll be long so brace yourselves.
I'm a she and just turned 18. I have these complications in my life. I don't know maybe it's an age thing and my hormones are just acting up or something but here goes.
As I got older me and me parents started drifting apart. Nowadays we're being short with eachother not always but most days. Both of them work hard the whole day and I understand that they're tired so that maybe is why they're being rather nechnacha and unsatisfied. I totally understand and sympathize with them. And with that I mostly am responsible with doing a big much of the house work. I don't mind. I'm helping out and it's nice. But the one thing they don't seem to get is that I too get tired cause any type of house work you're thinking of I'm doing. They think I can multitask. After I'm done with the work I move on to my studies. I'm an average student. I deliver a satisfying grade. Semonun tho I've been lagging on my studies. I just can't seem to balance out the work with it. By the time I'm done with the work I get tired and I just shut down. So it's been hard to keep up. A little while back demo I broke up with my boyfriend. We were long distance and I love him. He was the one that made me take a breath. With all the work, the arguments with my parents and the pile of unfinished assignments and studies he was the one that made me feel like I could take a break and made me move in a constant and calm pace. All the chaos and messed up lanes would fall back into place. He was my litral ereft and I loved that. A day without talking to him is just broad and empty. A few days before the break up my mind just gave up on me. I suddenly started to miss him like betam, the house work, the endi sataregi yehen satseri became unbearable and endless. So my brain said you can't anymore. You can't do all the work. You can't stand not seeing him everyday. You can't do long-distance and you can't keep failing your classes. The weight just beza. So then I went with my brain and cut back from the things that I needed to. We broke up. I won't lie the first few days I was fine. I don't think I accepted that we actually really broke up yehun enja I was fine. Until I wasn't. Ahun no safe space, no breath, no nothing. All void.
I don't even know know if there's a question in that or anything I just felt like letting it out and hear what anyone has to say about it. Thank you if you've made it this far.
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Do u know what I'm really tired of?
I'm tired off pretending that I'm an innocent dude In front of my Fam, I'm tired of promising my self that I'm not gonna do it again. But next day BOOM! I didn't it again. I'm trying to stop since I started ( Grade 8). I'm G11 now.
I'm talking about Masturbation. I promised God more that 1000 times but I couldn't succeed. I know all the methods to stop. I just can't stop it. So anyone who feel me?????
Sometime I just give up and I will just feel like it's gonna last foreverπ
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Do u know what I'm really tired of?
I'm tired off pretending that I'm an innocent dude In front of my Fam, I'm tired of promising my self that I'm not gonna do it again. But next day BOOM! I didn't it again. I'm trying to stop since I started ( Grade 8). I'm G11 now.
I'm talking about Masturbation. I promised God more that 1000 times but I couldn't succeed. I know all the methods to stop. I just can't stop it. So anyone who feel me?????
Sometime I just give up and I will just feel like it's gonna last foreverπ
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I need someone to tell me that i ain't gonna end up in jail or arab ager or sth like that ........ i am just high school student but i feel like i am αα΅α°α³α°αͺαα a country
I overr thhhiiinnnkkk
Like i have good grades (technically they are fantastic ) but i still worry
I have so many "what if" s and it's driving me crazy
I fear this satan mind of me might end me up in comiting some kind of crime (sin)
I worry that i might die lonely with out asking for help(you don't know how much i struggle even to vent here) , i worry if asking for help is ααα²αα me i have built for years
i worry if our country is going to be destroyed completely in the next 5 years
I worry ...
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I need someone to tell me that i ain't gonna end up in jail or arab ager or sth like that ........ i am just high school student but i feel like i am αα΅α°α³α°αͺαα a country
I overr thhhiiinnnkkk
Like i have good grades (technically they are fantastic ) but i still worry
I have so many "what if" s and it's driving me crazy
I fear this satan mind of me might end me up in comiting some kind of crime (sin)
I worry that i might die lonely with out asking for help(you don't know how much i struggle even to vent here) , i worry if asking for help is ααα²αα me i have built for years
i worry if our country is going to be destroyed completely in the next 5 years
I worry ...
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I just don't get it. What is wrong with me. I'm exhausted..n I do not Know how to undo burn out. I'm but a shell of the greatness everyone expects me to be. I can't function like normal people ..I have undiagnosed issues ...I want to get help but it's far away. I hate this . It's exhausting. It's stressful. It gives me anxiety. And I spiral. The world is no fair. I'm broken. I need to be fixed for life to be easier. For life to be worth it. I just don't know what to do. It's exhausting. I'm tired.
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I just don't get it. What is wrong with me. I'm exhausted..n I do not Know how to undo burn out. I'm but a shell of the greatness everyone expects me to be. I can't function like normal people ..I have undiagnosed issues ...I want to get help but it's far away. I hate this . It's exhausting. It's stressful. It gives me anxiety. And I spiral. The world is no fair. I'm broken. I need to be fixed for life to be easier. For life to be worth it. I just don't know what to do. It's exhausting. I'm tired.
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Hi guys,
I rly need some advice am 24 and have a girlfriend who I love her with out limitations.
But before a week I found out that is she texting with another guy and rly got hurt but she ask for forgiveness and that she still love me. She start talking with him before a month and they meet several times but only talking and she lied me while meeting him that rly hurts.
I forgive her I rly do but am so scared that I don't want to lose her my mind is blowing. How can I trust her agian I rly want to trust her and have a healthy relationship. My only intentions is making us both happy and live till the end plz help
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I rly need some advice am 24 and have a girlfriend who I love her with out limitations.
But before a week I found out that is she texting with another guy and rly got hurt but she ask for forgiveness and that she still love me. She start talking with him before a month and they meet several times but only talking and she lied me while meeting him that rly hurts.
I forgive her I rly do but am so scared that I don't want to lose her my mind is blowing. How can I trust her agian I rly want to trust her and have a healthy relationship. My only intentions is making us both happy and live till the end plz help
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Wassssup peeps how y'all been??me is doing great.lets get to the point
Let me take y'all back couple of years ago. So i had this spectacular, beautiful, smart and understanding gf which i fuckin loved right so we were those power couples u literally see in a movie or something. We have explored everything there is to explore about our sexuality and we both end up liking it kinky and rough (me being the dominant).
so let me take u to January19,2020 the day i decided to let go of her. These wasn't me being selfish. i decided to end the relationship because my toxicity was getting out of hand. I ain't gonna cut deep to wt i did but she was hurting alot but hiding her pain so i wouldn't feel guilty and shit. I ain't a bad person i was just lost on a reason i don't even know. Things end up n we went our own way. It took me more than 6month to recover n be myself again and i started dating right but i couldn't find any girl that can stand a bit close to what I had with my ex. everything was trash the connection n s (not them liking my dominance).... becha what should i do?? Should i go with the flow even if it means bad s n shit ?? I don't know what to doπ
Ps I'm 22 if it helps
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Wassssup peeps how y'all been??me is doing great.lets get to the point
Let me take y'all back couple of years ago. So i had this spectacular, beautiful, smart and understanding gf which i fuckin loved right so we were those power couples u literally see in a movie or something. We have explored everything there is to explore about our sexuality and we both end up liking it kinky and rough (me being the dominant).
so let me take u to January19,2020 the day i decided to let go of her. These wasn't me being selfish. i decided to end the relationship because my toxicity was getting out of hand. I ain't gonna cut deep to wt i did but she was hurting alot but hiding her pain so i wouldn't feel guilty and shit. I ain't a bad person i was just lost on a reason i don't even know. Things end up n we went our own way. It took me more than 6month to recover n be myself again and i started dating right but i couldn't find any girl that can stand a bit close to what I had with my ex. everything was trash the connection n s (not them liking my dominance).... becha what should i do?? Should i go with the flow even if it means bad s n shit ?? I don't know what to doπ
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I have been in love with this guy since the day i laid my eyes on him, its been over a year since we met. The feeling isn't mutual because if he loved me he would've made us exclusive. the past year, we see eachother about once a week or once every two weeks. Everything about him is all i ever want in a husband. He is humble, caring, smart, handsome, funny... etc. I think about him day and night. We can talk about anything and i feel extremely at home with him. I have never felt this way about anyone in my life. Usually i like someone and i lose that feeling after i get to know them more but with him, i like him more everyday. I feel so at peace with him. I dont want to lose him and he knows i care alot about him. I did so much for him out of love and sincere care. How do i move on from loving someone loves me back but wont make us official ?
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I have been in love with this guy since the day i laid my eyes on him, its been over a year since we met. The feeling isn't mutual because if he loved me he would've made us exclusive. the past year, we see eachother about once a week or once every two weeks. Everything about him is all i ever want in a husband. He is humble, caring, smart, handsome, funny... etc. I think about him day and night. We can talk about anything and i feel extremely at home with him. I have never felt this way about anyone in my life. Usually i like someone and i lose that feeling after i get to know them more but with him, i like him more everyday. I feel so at peace with him. I dont want to lose him and he knows i care alot about him. I did so much for him out of love and sincere care. How do i move on from loving someone loves me back but wont make us official ?
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I am girl 24,married happily and 5 months pregnant
So u can say wht do u want more in life that u gotta to vent.so the thing is mostly for women who has been pregnant or is pregnant and for men if ur girl was pregnant and know this symptoms ................. i am stressed 24/7 like stressed and the thing that stress me the most is wht if i die during child birth,wht if my baby die during child birth, wht if i canot push and it get asphyxiated,wht if i bleed to death,wht if i get amniotic fluid embolism and die becha i am doctor and i know wht goes in labour ward within minutes things can go south like that.......one minute babies heart can be beating next minute it can stop.........one minute mother be chilling drinking atmitit next minute she can be in shock............ and wht if i die who is gonna take care of her whoes gonna be there for her ......wht if my parentes want to take her(they r the best nzw) but wht if her dad wants her.......wht if he want to remarry and get her stepmom who treats her bad becha this things make me worry the whole day i finally cry .......... i donot wanna tell my partener i just donot worry him he just start new job,tmrt which is stressfull enough........so if u hv been in situation like this hw did u deal with it?
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I am girl 24,married happily and 5 months pregnant
So u can say wht do u want more in life that u gotta to vent.so the thing is mostly for women who has been pregnant or is pregnant and for men if ur girl was pregnant and know this symptoms ................. i am stressed 24/7 like stressed and the thing that stress me the most is wht if i die during child birth,wht if my baby die during child birth, wht if i canot push and it get asphyxiated,wht if i bleed to death,wht if i get amniotic fluid embolism and die becha i am doctor and i know wht goes in labour ward within minutes things can go south like that.......one minute babies heart can be beating next minute it can stop.........one minute mother be chilling drinking atmitit next minute she can be in shock............ and wht if i die who is gonna take care of her whoes gonna be there for her ......wht if my parentes want to take her(they r the best nzw) but wht if her dad wants her.......wht if he want to remarry and get her stepmom who treats her bad becha this things make me worry the whole day i finally cry .......... i donot wanna tell my partener i just donot worry him he just start new job,tmrt which is stressfull enough........so if u hv been in situation like this hw did u deal with it?
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I can't calm down anymore. Is it just me or what, I'm constantly resenting myself for what I did.I don't even know why I take things under action and it looks to me that I can't control myself and be responsible for the things I do. I feel trapped. I feel pain and I don't know where it comes from. My mind is constantly tricking me that everything I do is good but deep down know it's not and I can't help doing it. I hurt people. The people I love the most and still they tell me it's okay because I'm not aware of it. Despite being me , the kindness of the people I know is killing me slowly because I don't deserve any of it. I wish I could end it all
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I can't calm down anymore. Is it just me or what, I'm constantly resenting myself for what I did.I don't even know why I take things under action and it looks to me that I can't control myself and be responsible for the things I do. I feel trapped. I feel pain and I don't know where it comes from. My mind is constantly tricking me that everything I do is good but deep down know it's not and I can't help doing it. I hurt people. The people I love the most and still they tell me it's okay because I'm not aware of it. Despite being me , the kindness of the people I know is killing me slowly because I don't deserve any of it. I wish I could end it all
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Im so sad rn because im in a relationship that is so fun and exciting and i feel loved and love after a while. Im scared of being hurt like really really scared i never thought i will fall for him this muchπ we r so happy together i feel so happy when we meet and talk video call and when we meet i just get into a whole other world i love the feeling when he hugs me i fade away i feel so safe and relaxed. Im mentaly hurt and i have been for years and hes becoming the reason why im getting better. i love how we have fun. But its just so sad that we aint the same religion and i cant even think of a future with him his religion dosent let him marry a girl from another religion and neither does mine. Idk what to do everytime i get happy and excited to see him that thought comes in my head and i hold back my tears and act like im ok but im not i dont wanna lose him but i respect my religion too hes the most respectful guy i have ever met and the best thing that has eveΕ happened to me. I dont wanna ever lose him. Ive never talked about this to anyone this deeply. Idk what to do someone help me.
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Im so sad rn because im in a relationship that is so fun and exciting and i feel loved and love after a while. Im scared of being hurt like really really scared i never thought i will fall for him this muchπ we r so happy together i feel so happy when we meet and talk video call and when we meet i just get into a whole other world i love the feeling when he hugs me i fade away i feel so safe and relaxed. Im mentaly hurt and i have been for years and hes becoming the reason why im getting better. i love how we have fun. But its just so sad that we aint the same religion and i cant even think of a future with him his religion dosent let him marry a girl from another religion and neither does mine. Idk what to do everytime i get happy and excited to see him that thought comes in my head and i hold back my tears and act like im ok but im not i dont wanna lose him but i respect my religion too hes the most respectful guy i have ever met and the best thing that has eveΕ happened to me. I dont wanna ever lose him. Ive never talked about this to anyone this deeply. Idk what to do someone help me.
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Second vent...
'Why do I seek to make the people I value feel hurt?' was the question I'd in my mind while thinking about someone who's got a special preservation in my heart.
'What was I trying to prove really? Was I intentionally doing it?' followed. Maybe it was because I descried to be valued more than anything else. Sometimes, people try to hurt us to see how much we can stand them. Depending on the amount we value them, we make decisions whether to stay or to let go. Intentionally or not we try to become these toxic beings to see who can stay on the same train we've boarded on. And, it takes lots of observation and time to realize this. The root for this might be because we want to feel truly valued and be given unconditional affection. We seek for people who can unrelentingly keep on fighting for us. This advocates to embark toxicity in our lives; it becomes the root of our misery. Instead of looking for such value from another being, we should first like the image of ourselves in the mirror(metaphorically). Self-love, should be what we focus our energy on. To how much extent do you value youtself, eh? This isn't intended to advocate selfishness. When people learn to love and value themselves, then they can learn to truly love others. Acknowledge your feelings for yourself. Build your own self image first(self love and self respect included).
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'Why do I seek to make the people I value feel hurt?' was the question I'd in my mind while thinking about someone who's got a special preservation in my heart.
'What was I trying to prove really? Was I intentionally doing it?' followed. Maybe it was because I descried to be valued more than anything else. Sometimes, people try to hurt us to see how much we can stand them. Depending on the amount we value them, we make decisions whether to stay or to let go. Intentionally or not we try to become these toxic beings to see who can stay on the same train we've boarded on. And, it takes lots of observation and time to realize this. The root for this might be because we want to feel truly valued and be given unconditional affection. We seek for people who can unrelentingly keep on fighting for us. This advocates to embark toxicity in our lives; it becomes the root of our misery. Instead of looking for such value from another being, we should first like the image of ourselves in the mirror(metaphorically). Self-love, should be what we focus our energy on. To how much extent do you value youtself, eh? This isn't intended to advocate selfishness. When people learn to love and value themselves, then they can learn to truly love others. Acknowledge your feelings for yourself. Build your own self image first(self love and self respect included).
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Hello,
Since grade 8, I had been a friend with this girl who is now learning at axum university and am at jimma univ. she was so perfect in everything...not like she is beautiful and thing, she has passed that level and her inner siide is o clean. I mean I don't want her to goof around with as couples these days. I want to live for her and live with her. and when I was in grade 8, I put her a post in her ex. book and then she read it. The next day, she came and said ok...I was afraid, thus I said "ok, what?"...too bad that she was afraid too, she said, never mind, I forgot it. I busted my chance there. Then we departed after gade 8, and I heard from a friend where she learned, and I got out of the school that I used to learn at and registered in there. Then, here comes the dumbest thing I have ever done, I went to her and told her that I loved her as we haven't been apart for a second..she went and told her friends (to be honest, that was bitchy...why would she tell them? just to get that attention?anyway...I forgive you). And we never started out since then..I just see her from far. i had some chances to hook up with some girls tho I never took it, cuz i thought it was an affair :) anyway, I still have put my feeling sealed in the heart. sometimes, it acts as it's about to erupt like a volcano, and other times, it kinda tries to give its place to another girl. I met a girl in campus and she is super cute. But I don't know if she is also cute in the inner side. I am in between now. any professional help?
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Hello,
Since grade 8, I had been a friend with this girl who is now learning at axum university and am at jimma univ. she was so perfect in everything...not like she is beautiful and thing, she has passed that level and her inner siide is o clean. I mean I don't want her to goof around with as couples these days. I want to live for her and live with her. and when I was in grade 8, I put her a post in her ex. book and then she read it. The next day, she came and said ok...I was afraid, thus I said "ok, what?"...too bad that she was afraid too, she said, never mind, I forgot it. I busted my chance there. Then we departed after gade 8, and I heard from a friend where she learned, and I got out of the school that I used to learn at and registered in there. Then, here comes the dumbest thing I have ever done, I went to her and told her that I loved her as we haven't been apart for a second..she went and told her friends (to be honest, that was bitchy...why would she tell them? just to get that attention?anyway...I forgive you). And we never started out since then..I just see her from far. i had some chances to hook up with some girls tho I never took it, cuz i thought it was an affair :) anyway, I still have put my feeling sealed in the heart. sometimes, it acts as it's about to erupt like a volcano, and other times, it kinda tries to give its place to another girl. I met a girl in campus and she is super cute. But I don't know if she is also cute in the inner side. I am in between now. any professional help?
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