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So Iβm 16 and Iβll try to make this as short as possible. So I havenβt spoke to my ex in months and I met him a few days ago. Iβm still not over him but Iβm afraid to tell him because heβs in a relationship with my best friend. Any advice would help and I donβt want anybody telling that Iβm too young to be in a relationship. I am mentally mature and I have rights to make my own decisions.
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I have an upcoming exam soon (aka the awaited national exam) but I'm losing interest in studying. I swear I start breathing heavily everytime I open my texts. Esti motivate me. And my fellow 13th grade victims, reach out to me. I might be inspired to study in a group setting. Even if its virtually.
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I have an upcoming exam soon (aka the awaited national exam) but I'm losing interest in studying. I swear I start breathing heavily everytime I open my texts. Esti motivate me. And my fellow 13th grade victims, reach out to me. I might be inspired to study in a group setting. Even if its virtually.
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Before i start my vent i have to say No offence on those who are atheist, agnostic, protestant or catholic, i respect you all
My boyfriend is skeptical on existence of God in short agnostics, but deep down i know he is more into believing, because I found him saying "...God knows the rest " God sent you to me... " and stuffs and he even said "being a believer makes me sane , even tho i better say i don't know about it" I slowly started realizing that he disagrees with the system of religion not the faith on god. Before we met he was catholic and then Protestant. I am an Orthodox. I believe that God does exist. As i believe, believing is not finding evidence to know something does exist, you just believe with no doubt. First you believe and then you know! if you believe humans, plants, animal and other creators do exist then it leads you to believe in the creator. God's existence is mysterious tho .
And we argue about this in a peacefully way , but i accept and love him just the way he is, so does he. I wish he tried not to follow western shits all the way down but I dont want to push him to change for me ,so does he.
So we were thinking to live together but i am feeling a bit awkward. I'm afraid it will be uncomfortable related to religion stuff, since we live in the same house a lot of disagreements might happen, might make fun of the things that i am going to do. He is positive tho he says enkuan aderesesh and stuff for holidays but as i feel he thinks I'm dump related to religion. In addition if we are gonna have a baby he may not agreed to baptise our baby, we both must be orthodox for that. Ene demo i want raise my baby as an Orthodox kid. I don't want my child to live with this kinda of confusion but i will let him to decided by him self when our baby gets matured.
I sometimes blame my self being with him cause our relationship makes me to feel that i deny my faith in god . But then i found my self missing him so bad, being in his arms, loving him. Cant blame love !
So share me your thoughts please! Specially if this kind of thing ever happened to you and also those who have Orthodox based thoughts.
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Before i start my vent i have to say No offence on those who are atheist, agnostic, protestant or catholic, i respect you all
My boyfriend is skeptical on existence of God in short agnostics, but deep down i know he is more into believing, because I found him saying "...God knows the rest " God sent you to me... " and stuffs and he even said "being a believer makes me sane , even tho i better say i don't know about it" I slowly started realizing that he disagrees with the system of religion not the faith on god. Before we met he was catholic and then Protestant. I am an Orthodox. I believe that God does exist. As i believe, believing is not finding evidence to know something does exist, you just believe with no doubt. First you believe and then you know! if you believe humans, plants, animal and other creators do exist then it leads you to believe in the creator. God's existence is mysterious tho .
And we argue about this in a peacefully way , but i accept and love him just the way he is, so does he. I wish he tried not to follow western shits all the way down but I dont want to push him to change for me ,so does he.
So we were thinking to live together but i am feeling a bit awkward. I'm afraid it will be uncomfortable related to religion stuff, since we live in the same house a lot of disagreements might happen, might make fun of the things that i am going to do. He is positive tho he says enkuan aderesesh and stuff for holidays but as i feel he thinks I'm dump related to religion. In addition if we are gonna have a baby he may not agreed to baptise our baby, we both must be orthodox for that. Ene demo i want raise my baby as an Orthodox kid. I don't want my child to live with this kinda of confusion but i will let him to decided by him self when our baby gets matured.
I sometimes blame my self being with him cause our relationship makes me to feel that i deny my faith in god . But then i found my self missing him so bad, being in his arms, loving him. Cant blame love !
So share me your thoughts please! Specially if this kind of thing ever happened to you and also those who have Orthodox based thoughts.
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hey everyone 21 yr guy am in bad situation i have no idea what i am doing here why am i alive i felt like am just breathing nothing make me happy everywhere i make a move things got complicated aza yehonalu and am just sicking tired of my life there are no excitment when i wake up plus i live with my fam there is always chekechek the thing i hate the most i cant hold it anymore i wanna get out and live my own life but my mom alech she need a person by her side idk how to get away from this mess all i do is get high or be alone atleast that make me feel fine and safe
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hey everyone 21 yr guy am in bad situation i have no idea what i am doing here why am i alive i felt like am just breathing nothing make me happy everywhere i make a move things got complicated aza yehonalu and am just sicking tired of my life there are no excitment when i wake up plus i live with my fam there is always chekechek the thing i hate the most i cant hold it anymore i wanna get out and live my own life but my mom alech she need a person by her side idk how to get away from this mess all i do is get high or be alone atleast that make me feel fine and safe
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Hey guys emm i haven't asked anyone about it before so i decided to do it now. I'm 18 y/o boy and i have squinting eyes. Which is my biggest insecurity. It just made me an introvert cuz I can't see ppl straight and this is literally killing me. There is a girl i love and i know she likes me too but because of my eye i usually back off. The good news is that i will have surgery after a few months but i am losing my girl here. What am i supposed to do ? Please guys say something to me
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Hey guys emm i haven't asked anyone about it before so i decided to do it now. I'm 18 y/o boy and i have squinting eyes. Which is my biggest insecurity. It just made me an introvert cuz I can't see ppl straight and this is literally killing me. There is a girl i love and i know she likes me too but because of my eye i usually back off. The good news is that i will have surgery after a few months but i am losing my girl here. What am i supposed to do ? Please guys say something to me
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Hey guys please please don't scroll this vent away it took me a lot to write this vent cuz I'm not an articulated person.
pls help me I'm a teenager and a girl so the thing is I think I'm depressed. I fought with myself saying that I'm not but I'm finally giving in. I'm depressed.
When I was 11 or sth I didn't grew up like a normal child not because of my parents or families but because of myself. I always tried to kill myself. I prayed to God to take me away and that thing grew up with me as I grew.
but these days it got worse. I'm not willing to do anything. I just sit and sleep to the point my back hurts and trying to fight with my brain is even giving me more depression.
Ik what I'm capable of. Ik that I can get thru this and become a better person, but this hopelessness that I'm feeling inside, ain't letting me. I'm a disgrace to my family. And they don't understand what kinda situation that I am in. They always tell me "Why don't u get up and work?" "Why are u so lazy?" "Ere anchi lej why are u always on ur phone" mnamn eyalu.
On top of that demo I have anger issues so when they say this to me I lash out and make it even worse by shouting and yelling and this voice in my mind keeps repeating "Kill urself kill urself" so I go around trying to find ways to actually end this life but unfortunately I never got to do it.
What if I do one day tho?
I'm stressed, I have anxiety. My head is hurting from all the overthinking. Why am I like this??
Oh I forgot to mention that I'm addicted to porn which makes it all even worse yes I got addicted to porn when I was young too and I masturbate to it and now let's say it became my coping mechanism. Idk where to turn to, where to go, how to chase my dreams, I lost my path or maybe I never found it????????ββI seriously need help the guilt abt everything is eating me.
I want to be a normal person(Well ofc if the term "Normal" exists) and if it doesn't I want sth better than this don't tell me to go to church, pray, repent or get baptized lmao I'm not even willing to get up from the couch let alone do this thing. Don't get me wrong I love God I still have hope he will get me thru this buttt...it's my brain that I'm having a battle with. Things wants me to give up when I don't want to give up is there any psychologists, therapists here? Pls reach out and help me. I don't want to deny it anymore I'm asking for help. It feels dark. It just feels hopless to know that there is so much power inside of me but I just can't seem to let it out. Hmph sucha disappointment.
If u made it thru this point thank u for reading and also thank you in advance for the advices u're gonna give me????
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Hey guys please please don't scroll this vent away it took me a lot to write this vent cuz I'm not an articulated person.
pls help me I'm a teenager and a girl so the thing is I think I'm depressed. I fought with myself saying that I'm not but I'm finally giving in. I'm depressed.
When I was 11 or sth I didn't grew up like a normal child not because of my parents or families but because of myself. I always tried to kill myself. I prayed to God to take me away and that thing grew up with me as I grew.
but these days it got worse. I'm not willing to do anything. I just sit and sleep to the point my back hurts and trying to fight with my brain is even giving me more depression.
Ik what I'm capable of. Ik that I can get thru this and become a better person, but this hopelessness that I'm feeling inside, ain't letting me. I'm a disgrace to my family. And they don't understand what kinda situation that I am in. They always tell me "Why don't u get up and work?" "Why are u so lazy?" "Ere anchi lej why are u always on ur phone" mnamn eyalu.
On top of that demo I have anger issues so when they say this to me I lash out and make it even worse by shouting and yelling and this voice in my mind keeps repeating "Kill urself kill urself" so I go around trying to find ways to actually end this life but unfortunately I never got to do it.
What if I do one day tho?
I'm stressed, I have anxiety. My head is hurting from all the overthinking. Why am I like this??
Oh I forgot to mention that I'm addicted to porn which makes it all even worse yes I got addicted to porn when I was young too and I masturbate to it and now let's say it became my coping mechanism. Idk where to turn to, where to go, how to chase my dreams, I lost my path or maybe I never found it????????ββI seriously need help the guilt abt everything is eating me.
I want to be a normal person(Well ofc if the term "Normal" exists) and if it doesn't I want sth better than this don't tell me to go to church, pray, repent or get baptized lmao I'm not even willing to get up from the couch let alone do this thing. Don't get me wrong I love God I still have hope he will get me thru this buttt...it's my brain that I'm having a battle with. Things wants me to give up when I don't want to give up is there any psychologists, therapists here? Pls reach out and help me. I don't want to deny it anymore I'm asking for help. It feels dark. It just feels hopless to know that there is so much power inside of me but I just can't seem to let it out. Hmph sucha disappointment.
If u made it thru this point thank u for reading and also thank you in advance for the advices u're gonna give me????
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Hello guys am 22 ???? ????i have been thinking a lot lately and decided to vent may be that can help me out with it.. So here is the thing there is this guy I have been chatting for like 8months we live far apart never seen each other in person and he always tells me that he likes me and I do too actually I like him a lot... And then this guy kept asking me to send him my nude pic so that he could see and enjoy my body(shape) which he loves a lot about me and I refused to do so and then we had a little argument and i decided to do that just for him to make him happier and we enjoyed that night but right after that moment he keeps saying I love u and that made me fall in love with him but I am not really sure if he is in love with me or not and the irritating part is I think about this guy like all days and night along couldn't even focus on my school things.. . Please guys do u think this guy realy loves me or he's just using me I couldn't figure out.. Help please
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Hello guys am 22 ???? ????i have been thinking a lot lately and decided to vent may be that can help me out with it.. So here is the thing there is this guy I have been chatting for like 8months we live far apart never seen each other in person and he always tells me that he likes me and I do too actually I like him a lot... And then this guy kept asking me to send him my nude pic so that he could see and enjoy my body(shape) which he loves a lot about me and I refused to do so and then we had a little argument and i decided to do that just for him to make him happier and we enjoyed that night but right after that moment he keeps saying I love u and that made me fall in love with him but I am not really sure if he is in love with me or not and the irritating part is I think about this guy like all days and night along couldn't even focus on my school things.. . Please guys do u think this guy realy loves me or he's just using me I couldn't figure out.. Help please
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This might sound weird but I lick dust ' abuara' off my window door mnamn and lately I've been eating chalk , kebad shita yalachewn negeroch sambaye eskifeneda new mashetachew ende ye chama kelem mnamn blocket eyefereferku ebelalw mnamn kebad sheta yalachew negeroch ashetalw mn hogne nw endeza kalareku mewal alchlm I'm panicking π°π°π°π°
Seriously tho am so worried and terrified what do you know about such things? Help
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This might sound weird but I lick dust ' abuara' off my window door mnamn and lately I've been eating chalk , kebad shita yalachewn negeroch sambaye eskifeneda new mashetachew ende ye chama kelem mnamn blocket eyefereferku ebelalw mnamn kebad sheta yalachew negeroch ashetalw mn hogne nw endeza kalareku mewal alchlm I'm panicking π°π°π°π°
Seriously tho am so worried and terrified what do you know about such things? Help
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so my problems are so many that i lost track. I decided i will vent about each and everything but for now I'll just say out whats bothering me the most right now.
---so my dad idk whether its deliberately or not he punches me so hard with harsh words i shutdown, i mean i strive so hard for his approval and nothing comes out of it he is never satisfied, he always criticizes????ββ --- so, "simply breakable me", wants to fight back but he is my father and i can't and that puts more in to what i'm feeling which is negative by the way. My question is, I already concluded he will not regardless my hard work, How do you just not give a frank when someone you look up to the most just rodent appreciate your help, yor work, and the hard laughs you keep even tho nothing funny happened. I work hard in the house, i try to keep up at school but still he doesn't know its too much for me, AND he has guts to criticize and find the worst in what i do and make me feel like its my fault. the worst part being i cant say anything back to him because he in his eyes is working his ass off too.
I'm just too tired of playing volleyball with thoughts in my head not being able to do anything!
can anyone relate?
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so my problems are so many that i lost track. I decided i will vent about each and everything but for now I'll just say out whats bothering me the most right now.
---so my dad idk whether its deliberately or not he punches me so hard with harsh words i shutdown, i mean i strive so hard for his approval and nothing comes out of it he is never satisfied, he always criticizes????ββ --- so, "simply breakable me", wants to fight back but he is my father and i can't and that puts more in to what i'm feeling which is negative by the way. My question is, I already concluded he will not regardless my hard work, How do you just not give a frank when someone you look up to the most just rodent appreciate your help, yor work, and the hard laughs you keep even tho nothing funny happened. I work hard in the house, i try to keep up at school but still he doesn't know its too much for me, AND he has guts to criticize and find the worst in what i do and make me feel like its my fault. the worst part being i cant say anything back to him because he in his eyes is working his ass off too.
I'm just too tired of playing volleyball with thoughts in my head not being able to do anything!
can anyone relate?
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Hello am a 20 year old, I used to dream about anal sex. But I don't think it is acceptable in a religious society.
I tried to do research of my own and there is no place in the bible that forbids anal sex. There is only the part that men wanted to have sex with the male angel which made god angry.
Is being in to anal sex gay? I absolutely mortified by the idea of gay people. I tried to move my thoughts from anal sex but the vagina is not interesting to me at all. And am worried my sexual life is gonna be hard.
Also I like religious girls but am scared to be in a relationship with them since I might be sexually unfulfilled.
What should I do???
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Hello am a 20 year old, I used to dream about anal sex. But I don't think it is acceptable in a religious society.
I tried to do research of my own and there is no place in the bible that forbids anal sex. There is only the part that men wanted to have sex with the male angel which made god angry.
Is being in to anal sex gay? I absolutely mortified by the idea of gay people. I tried to move my thoughts from anal sex but the vagina is not interesting to me at all. And am worried my sexual life is gonna be hard.
Also I like religious girls but am scared to be in a relationship with them since I might be sexually unfulfilled.
What should I do???
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Hi. I'm a girl, almost 20 and I'm in a complete crisis! Like someone promised to take me abroad to learn and I was looking forward to it so freaking much and now he told me that the process is postponed till September, which is almost a year from now! Idk what to do, idk what to think... I'm really confused. I'm a university student and I'm not in the mood to study at all, thinking that I'll leave in 7 months... idk what to do guys ???? what if the process doesn't work out?! What if I end up in a fucked up department?!(I'm a freshman and we haven't chosen our departments yet)
Guys, please just help me somehow????
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Hi. I'm a girl, almost 20 and I'm in a complete crisis! Like someone promised to take me abroad to learn and I was looking forward to it so freaking much and now he told me that the process is postponed till September, which is almost a year from now! Idk what to do, idk what to think... I'm really confused. I'm a university student and I'm not in the mood to study at all, thinking that I'll leave in 7 months... idk what to do guys ???? what if the process doesn't work out?! What if I end up in a fucked up department?!(I'm a freshman and we haven't chosen our departments yet)
Guys, please just help me somehow????
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So the thing is i am so insecure. About EVERYTHING. I'm socially awkward that i can't even talk with a person even my family without boring them. I want to be more outgoing and stuff but when i try i end up being annoying and clingy. I just feel like I'm not on the same page with everyone around me. I always stay silent and observe people. And the funny part is, i have been silent for too long that now when i talk people can barely hear me. I have to force my voice out to talk to people and sometimes it's painful. What the heck am i supposed to do?
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So the thing is i am so insecure. About EVERYTHING. I'm socially awkward that i can't even talk with a person even my family without boring them. I want to be more outgoing and stuff but when i try i end up being annoying and clingy. I just feel like I'm not on the same page with everyone around me. I always stay silent and observe people. And the funny part is, i have been silent for too long that now when i talk people can barely hear me. I have to force my voice out to talk to people and sometimes it's painful. What the heck am i supposed to do?
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Hey am 23 Christian,decent n cute girl ????lol when we comes to theαα ααα I've never been in a relationship.But I go out for dates and most of the guys I meet don't want anything real, so I quickly avoid them because i really want serious relationship, and andandochu dgmo α α£α decent n self-controlled woman endehonku ena endezi ayenet set endemayewedu yenegrungal. me i want someone matured n God-fearing man but this days I am feeling very lonely n tired of waiting and I am thinking of starting to compromise(changing myself..Letting go of the fact that I am serious about finding real man).i don't know what to do.. should I wait patiently for God??or the compromise thing yeshalengal?
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Hey am 23 Christian,decent n cute girl ????lol when we comes to theαα ααα I've never been in a relationship.But I go out for dates and most of the guys I meet don't want anything real, so I quickly avoid them because i really want serious relationship, and andandochu dgmo α α£α decent n self-controlled woman endehonku ena endezi ayenet set endemayewedu yenegrungal. me i want someone matured n God-fearing man but this days I am feeling very lonely n tired of waiting and I am thinking of starting to compromise(changing myself..Letting go of the fact that I am serious about finding real man).i don't know what to do.. should I wait patiently for God??or the compromise thing yeshalengal?
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These days I'm feeling empty there's nothing specific that happened. I just lose interest in things and im beginning to question myself. Like music and movies which were some of my favourite past times just seem like a bother. Same with people. I love my friends but i keep questioning everything. Im sort of the pacifier in the family everyone is on thin ice with everyone else, but these days i keep lashing out whenever they use me as person to vent too. its always a cycle with me. I keep questioning everything whether i really like something or someone or if its just a matter of comfort. Relationship wise its always dry conversations and i have neither the conversational skills nor the will power to try. I thought maybe it was because the quarantine was a specially difficult time, but its been at least two month since that ended and im still the same. I just feel tired for no reason all the time but i don't have any reason or excuse. Does this make sense? Does it happen to you guys too?
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These days I'm feeling empty there's nothing specific that happened. I just lose interest in things and im beginning to question myself. Like music and movies which were some of my favourite past times just seem like a bother. Same with people. I love my friends but i keep questioning everything. Im sort of the pacifier in the family everyone is on thin ice with everyone else, but these days i keep lashing out whenever they use me as person to vent too. its always a cycle with me. I keep questioning everything whether i really like something or someone or if its just a matter of comfort. Relationship wise its always dry conversations and i have neither the conversational skills nor the will power to try. I thought maybe it was because the quarantine was a specially difficult time, but its been at least two month since that ended and im still the same. I just feel tired for no reason all the time but i don't have any reason or excuse. Does this make sense? Does it happen to you guys too?
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the love that drained me....To make long story short there was this guy who i used to be friends with i remember he was 2nd yr when i was fresh we frequently hangout bt it was never beyond friendship that's why at z end of the yr i dated some other guy he was actually 2yrs older than me but my friend just become annoyed with out saying anything how could i know ur love ?? After some time when we get distant i felt something different for him he did tho so we tried to talk about it but he is very egoistic nd we can't clear the air bcuz of him i broke up with my bf after ...we hang out several times mnamn gn esu eyale lela mtbse comfort yensawal so he cheated on me i forgave him without asking bcuz i loved him so he did it again nd again with different girls i was actually sick of him my friends told him to get distant but he won't what he need is for me to be his permanent one wify material but he can't be loyal ik he loved me unconditionally...idk why sle hultachn miyawku guadgnoche endi aynt fkr aytn anawkm nw milugn kset ga aychw hula tnadje chelalw enji mlyayt it was never my option gn finally wesnku na idk about him tbso lihonm ychelalw salayw almost a yr ....now it has been 4 yrs he will graduate this yr i am dating some other guy gn i can't get him out of my mind Tbh i am deeply in love with my new bf gn hulem yzan sm mention adrgalw im irritating my bf what can i do ???
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the love that drained me....To make long story short there was this guy who i used to be friends with i remember he was 2nd yr when i was fresh we frequently hangout bt it was never beyond friendship that's why at z end of the yr i dated some other guy he was actually 2yrs older than me but my friend just become annoyed with out saying anything how could i know ur love ?? After some time when we get distant i felt something different for him he did tho so we tried to talk about it but he is very egoistic nd we can't clear the air bcuz of him i broke up with my bf after ...we hang out several times mnamn gn esu eyale lela mtbse comfort yensawal so he cheated on me i forgave him without asking bcuz i loved him so he did it again nd again with different girls i was actually sick of him my friends told him to get distant but he won't what he need is for me to be his permanent one wify material but he can't be loyal ik he loved me unconditionally...idk why sle hultachn miyawku guadgnoche endi aynt fkr aytn anawkm nw milugn kset ga aychw hula tnadje chelalw enji mlyayt it was never my option gn finally wesnku na idk about him tbso lihonm ychelalw salayw almost a yr ....now it has been 4 yrs he will graduate this yr i am dating some other guy gn i can't get him out of my mind Tbh i am deeply in love with my new bf gn hulem yzan sm mention adrgalw im irritating my bf what can i do ???
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Sooo it all started when i was 11 years old i went to my aunts house for summer and all my cousins were there... sooo my one cousin is almost 18 at the time i think and we were alone and i felt kind of scratch around my thighs and he said he could help and he slowly started going up but i didnt know what that was so i ddnt stop him and he got under my pants and i told him that it hurts and he said its okay it would get better then give me his phone to play a game on it and tbh it did so i kept quiet and that was it .... years passed but my brain never remembered that memory until i started meeting guys.when i had my first bf and when he kissed me mnamn when we get to that stuff everything came back and ever since that day i cant get it out of my head but the worst part is i always got the feeling that i enjoyed it but i am not suppose to right ?..and i really want to be in a serious rship and enjoy it but i cant cause everything sexual just reminds me of that moment. And ik rship is not all about that gen it is a part of it .soooo how do i get past this ?How do i forget it and move on with my life?
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Sooo it all started when i was 11 years old i went to my aunts house for summer and all my cousins were there... sooo my one cousin is almost 18 at the time i think and we were alone and i felt kind of scratch around my thighs and he said he could help and he slowly started going up but i didnt know what that was so i ddnt stop him and he got under my pants and i told him that it hurts and he said its okay it would get better then give me his phone to play a game on it and tbh it did so i kept quiet and that was it .... years passed but my brain never remembered that memory until i started meeting guys.when i had my first bf and when he kissed me mnamn when we get to that stuff everything came back and ever since that day i cant get it out of my head but the worst part is i always got the feeling that i enjoyed it but i am not suppose to right ?..and i really want to be in a serious rship and enjoy it but i cant cause everything sexual just reminds me of that moment. And ik rship is not all about that gen it is a part of it .soooo how do i get past this ?How do i forget it and move on with my life?
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Hello there, Male 24 years old and I just felt the need to get this off my chest i dont really know why am venting but here it is
So since u dont know me imma go ahead and be brutally honest and tell u that I'm probably one of the most horrible, emotionally detached uncaring, heartless human being out there. I ruined so many things because ..well am selfish, I only care about me. every person I've approached I managed to inflict pain on them but hers was a diffrent kind of hurt... she was so pure, so kind, so sweet, the kind of girl who blushes when I compliment the little things, the type of girl that stayed up late to talk to me, she was always so eager to find the good in people, even for someone like me which was annoying to me, i found my self wondering why cant she accept theres bad in ppl too... why cant she accept how cruel this world is. I still remember how she cried holding her stomach when she found out what I did. eventho I saw her cry her heart out I didn't chase her its not that I didn't care, trust me I'm not that cold hearted, it's just that I didnt think it was possible to actually shed tears for someone like me , I've never met someone who was so open with their emotions like that, the reason being me. I guess I just froze and watched her call a ride to go home. I told u am a piece of shit anyway.
These days I'm constantly thinking abt her. about what I did, its not that I want to make it up to her or want to be with her, that's not it. I just felt this enormous guilt and a deep feeling of loss and somehow I found my self wishing I never laid eyes on her, why did I approach her? only to break her heart. she is diffrent now though, I was too much of an asshole to see how beautiful she really was, her heart was beautiful, she cared so much about me and i never understood why... yet I treated her like shit ..why? because her love scared me, her love was intense.... I could've been happy with her. I saw a picture just now on telegram and she is smiling I almost forgot how beautiful her smile was, I forgot because she didnt smile when she was with me, she cried. It was a shame . She wasted so many tears for someone like me.
Thanks.
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Hide my Identity
I need to vent
Hello there, Male 24 years old and I just felt the need to get this off my chest i dont really know why am venting but here it is
So since u dont know me imma go ahead and be brutally honest and tell u that I'm probably one of the most horrible, emotionally detached uncaring, heartless human being out there. I ruined so many things because ..well am selfish, I only care about me. every person I've approached I managed to inflict pain on them but hers was a diffrent kind of hurt... she was so pure, so kind, so sweet, the kind of girl who blushes when I compliment the little things, the type of girl that stayed up late to talk to me, she was always so eager to find the good in people, even for someone like me which was annoying to me, i found my self wondering why cant she accept theres bad in ppl too... why cant she accept how cruel this world is. I still remember how she cried holding her stomach when she found out what I did. eventho I saw her cry her heart out I didn't chase her its not that I didn't care, trust me I'm not that cold hearted, it's just that I didnt think it was possible to actually shed tears for someone like me , I've never met someone who was so open with their emotions like that, the reason being me. I guess I just froze and watched her call a ride to go home. I told u am a piece of shit anyway.
These days I'm constantly thinking abt her. about what I did, its not that I want to make it up to her or want to be with her, that's not it. I just felt this enormous guilt and a deep feeling of loss and somehow I found my self wishing I never laid eyes on her, why did I approach her? only to break her heart. she is diffrent now though, I was too much of an asshole to see how beautiful she really was, her heart was beautiful, she cared so much about me and i never understood why... yet I treated her like shit ..why? because her love scared me, her love was intense.... I could've been happy with her. I saw a picture just now on telegram and she is smiling I almost forgot how beautiful her smile was, I forgot because she didnt smile when she was with me, she cried. It was a shame . She wasted so many tears for someone like me.
Thanks.
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I am 22 years old. I have 3 siblings . The eldest one is around 6 years old . My dad is alive but My mom passed away before a week. I am really stressed about how life will continue.i am stressed about if we can get over it as a family. I feel numb, sad and worried and frightened a lot. Technically I am afraid of tomorrow.
If anyone pass this through this kind of situation and emotion please share me how you passed that awful time.
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I need to vent
I need to vent
I am 22 years old. I have 3 siblings . The eldest one is around 6 years old . My dad is alive but My mom passed away before a week. I am really stressed about how life will continue.i am stressed about if we can get over it as a family. I feel numb, sad and worried and frightened a lot. Technically I am afraid of tomorrow.
If anyone pass this through this kind of situation and emotion please share me how you passed that awful time.
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