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Bf nbrgn and ke 1ndm 2geze cheat argobgn yekerta arkult ahun gn betam kebdgn ke lela set gar sex arku algn ke tensh time bohala ykerta explain larglsh belogn alarkum kiss bcha new yarkut algn eshi alkut tesemaman abern keteln gn lebe lekbelew alchalm hulea ende tenadedkubt na ende techkachkn new keza enleyaye algn ene melyet alfelgm
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Hey guys..im a teenager and this is my first time venting..so the thing is im fat and shy and introverted type and i have had many insults and comebacks from many ppls that made me lose my confidence..i mean u started thinking about what would ppl say if i wear this ..i look too fat in this cloth and stuff..and i know many of you say that this is my problem i should start gym..and i am doing gym i excercise a lot im even green belt at wushu training but ppls perception among my body is killing me..i have the ability to move how i want to. And i dont have a friend ..maybe thats why i feel lonely in this matter..anyway i just felt like writing my emotions
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Hey guys..im a teenager and this is my first time venting..so the thing is im fat and shy and introverted type and i have had many insults and comebacks from many ppls that made me lose my confidence..i mean u started thinking about what would ppl say if i wear this ..i look too fat in this cloth and stuff..and i know many of you say that this is my problem i should start gym..and i am doing gym i excercise a lot im even green belt at wushu training but ppls perception among my body is killing me..i have the ability to move how i want to. And i dont have a friend ..maybe thats why i feel lonely in this matter..anyway i just felt like writing my emotions
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After one week matrik efetenalew ene ye campass guday tolo new midersew alu
Ena mn meslachu mulech yalku yebet lij negn mnm kezih generation gar fit aladergm bechrash aygebagnem hula bezu nger
Ke sefere wechi rasu sefer alakm home school church new yene hiwot ena A.A new menorew
Ahun campass lela hager bidersesh gudesh milegn sew beza
Selezih sele campass hiwot metfo metluten nger negerugn enante yayachutn mezegajet wey rasen masamen yalebegn negeroch addis selehonku siketel demo zmtegna ena shy selehonku hulunm metakuten chger yehonbatal metluten tekumugn i am girl
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After one week matrik efetenalew ene ye campass guday tolo new midersew alu
Ena mn meslachu mulech yalku yebet lij negn mnm kezih generation gar fit aladergm bechrash aygebagnem hula bezu nger
Ke sefere wechi rasu sefer alakm home school church new yene hiwot ena A.A new menorew
Ahun campass lela hager bidersesh gudesh milegn sew beza
Selezih sele campass hiwot metfo metluten nger negerugn enante yayachutn mezegajet wey rasen masamen yalebegn negeroch addis selehonku siketel demo zmtegna ena shy selehonku hulunm metakuten chger yehonbatal metluten tekumugn i am girl
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What to do if ur female 9th grade with a pedophile teachrr
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Hey guys I'm here to ask for help I've been dating this guy for over 8month on and off and at first he was the one who's calling and you know doing the typical man thing but then all of the sudden when I started being attached he disappears on me he says it's his work mnamn and then comes back and sadly I open the door again but still he kept doing that he doesn't answer my calls my texts and people around me tell me that he's a "sesega" but what I see in him is different he always say he loves me but doesn't show it hulem I feel like I'm the one who's in love and when ever I call him or text him I feel like I'm bothering him and that kills me how can a person tell you that they love you insanely but never make time for you never call never text last night I called him like hundred times and he answered and I asked him if he was free to spend Sunday with me but he said no I got meetings to go to I need to work and said ahun amogal keza I didn't even finished talking he hanged up what am I gonna do endi eyadregeg rasu I love him somebody help me tell me what I should do because it's driving me crazy
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Hey guys I'm here to ask for help I've been dating this guy for over 8month on and off and at first he was the one who's calling and you know doing the typical man thing but then all of the sudden when I started being attached he disappears on me he says it's his work mnamn and then comes back and sadly I open the door again but still he kept doing that he doesn't answer my calls my texts and people around me tell me that he's a "sesega" but what I see in him is different he always say he loves me but doesn't show it hulem I feel like I'm the one who's in love and when ever I call him or text him I feel like I'm bothering him and that kills me how can a person tell you that they love you insanely but never make time for you never call never text last night I called him like hundred times and he answered and I asked him if he was free to spend Sunday with me but he said no I got meetings to go to I need to work and said ahun amogal keza I didn't even finished talking he hanged up what am I gonna do endi eyadregeg rasu I love him somebody help me tell me what I should do because it's driving me crazy
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I make connections I make friends I make best friends but it doesn't last because 1. I get lost in my work and don't meet them 2. Maybe one of us catch feelings and the other person don't feel the same 3. I see something that I don't like from that person so I walk away. So I'm not the social butterfly that I used to be I'm awkward that can sit next to you and say nothing for an hour and not feel anything. . Why would I want to make a connection for it to last a few months or a year then lose it it's a kind of investment especially when it's a relationship. So now my question is how do I build better friendships and relationships and open up.
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I make connections I make friends I make best friends but it doesn't last because 1. I get lost in my work and don't meet them 2. Maybe one of us catch feelings and the other person don't feel the same 3. I see something that I don't like from that person so I walk away. So I'm not the social butterfly that I used to be I'm awkward that can sit next to you and say nothing for an hour and not feel anything. . Why would I want to make a connection for it to last a few months or a year then lose it it's a kind of investment especially when it's a relationship. So now my question is how do I build better friendships and relationships and open up.
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I've a bad breath sometimes. I think unusually it's because of my gastric as I have acid reflux. So it's hard to socialize or be extra cautious when people are sitting really close to you. So my question is for anyone who has been through this or for doctors to tell me if there's anything that I can do to avoid it.
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I've a bad breath sometimes. I think unusually it's because of my gastric as I have acid reflux. So it's hard to socialize or be extra cautious when people are sitting really close to you. So my question is for anyone who has been through this or for doctors to tell me if there's anything that I can do to avoid it.
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I need to tell you something the world is broke this days emotionally, spiritually and almost everything that a person needs to be fully them selves r being drowned from them, let me give you some advice
If you are heart broken believe me if that was love that u have with that person they won't go anywhere and don't force love seriously just build your self n eventually you will find someone that deserves your time.
If you are depressed in whatever situation you are tomorrow will be better I have been through depression all you need to not be depressed is get up from your bed clean your room read books write what you are feeling but never post them in direct ways cuz people will use it against you and do things that inspire you
If you have anxiety I know you can't control everything so sometimes learn to pray and give it to God and do things by your own capacity.
Lots of love❤, build your best self
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I need to tell you something the world is broke this days emotionally, spiritually and almost everything that a person needs to be fully them selves r being drowned from them, let me give you some advice
If you are heart broken believe me if that was love that u have with that person they won't go anywhere and don't force love seriously just build your self n eventually you will find someone that deserves your time.
If you are depressed in whatever situation you are tomorrow will be better I have been through depression all you need to not be depressed is get up from your bed clean your room read books write what you are feeling but never post them in direct ways cuz people will use it against you and do things that inspire you
If you have anxiety I know you can't control everything so sometimes learn to pray and give it to God and do things by your own capacity.
Lots of love❤, build your best self
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I can only speak for myself but YES!!! I love chubby girls. Whatever you call them . . . thick, fat, obese, bbw, plus size. I got extreme love for them, I never mind their belly fat. I enjoy their everything.
My ex was a plus size. She went on a mass weight loss journey and although I was happy for her feeling better about herself, my attraction to her simply went away. I was very attracted to her soft plump body and womanly curves.
She could not believe it and said that I “had to like her better now”. . . we eventually broke up for some other reason. I am happy for her but I hope to find that woman who is happy in her own skin, does NOT want to go on a diet and can be her true self. I want her to be happy with who she is, know that I love her fat chubby body exactly as it is and see her as sexy and beautiful.
My question . . . Is it being selfish encouraging your girl to keep her weight evenif she wants to lose some? And am I being abusive? I would like to hear your advice and reconsider it for my next relationship.
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I can only speak for myself but YES!!! I love chubby girls. Whatever you call them . . . thick, fat, obese, bbw, plus size. I got extreme love for them, I never mind their belly fat. I enjoy their everything.
My ex was a plus size. She went on a mass weight loss journey and although I was happy for her feeling better about herself, my attraction to her simply went away. I was very attracted to her soft plump body and womanly curves.
She could not believe it and said that I “had to like her better now”. . . we eventually broke up for some other reason. I am happy for her but I hope to find that woman who is happy in her own skin, does NOT want to go on a diet and can be her true self. I want her to be happy with who she is, know that I love her fat chubby body exactly as it is and see her as sexy and beautiful.
My question . . . Is it being selfish encouraging your girl to keep her weight evenif she wants to lose some? And am I being abusive? I would like to hear your advice and reconsider it for my next relationship.
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Hey, I just felt like I was going to explode like a volcano. There is something going on in my family, a huge drama. One that can destroy the family, also me in the process. I have so many bad (at least for now) behaviors like I suspect everybody, even my own blood.(judge me but I have my own reasons) I over think too much, I dont share things or feelings with anyone, I contain everything inside. With all this things, I feel like I am going to die. Every time somebody mention something about it, I think the worst of all. I don't know what to do. Thanks in advance.
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Hey, I just felt like I was going to explode like a volcano. There is something going on in my family, a huge drama. One that can destroy the family, also me in the process. I have so many bad (at least for now) behaviors like I suspect everybody, even my own blood.(judge me but I have my own reasons) I over think too much, I dont share things or feelings with anyone, I contain everything inside. With all this things, I feel like I am going to die. Every time somebody mention something about it, I think the worst of all. I don't know what to do. Thanks in advance.
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Hello so this is ma first time venting i hv been addicted with masturbating for like 10 years and after some,years i cnt feel anything about it i just cum with no sense and now a days am starting a relation ship and am really worried about that stuff i cnt last more that 10 seconds and i dnt feel anything abt it is there anyone here who can help me am really wortied
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Hello so this is ma first time venting i hv been addicted with masturbating for like 10 years and after some,years i cnt feel anything about it i just cum with no sense and now a days am starting a relation ship and am really worried about that stuff i cnt last more that 10 seconds and i dnt feel anything abt it is there anyone here who can help me am really wortied
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Hello everyone I'm a guy and i need to complain.
I've a new neighbor, a single dad of two, and i can't stand him. I am the type of person who hates most interactions and i really want to be left alone mostly and this guy is the total opposite of that.
His greeting alone will take a solid 5 or 6 min. Then he goes on and on and on talking about his work, his kids, the country menamen without noticing how little care i give about any of it. He will either invite me to his house or tries to come in to mine. If he even pass infront of my door he will start one of his long greetings and keep talking till i either get outside or invite him in. This all may not seem like a problem for all of you social butterflies but for me it's a nightmare. It has gotten to a point where I'm actively avoiding this guy by studying his routine. I would rather evict him than tell him the truth. But i can't do that to his kids so What should i do?
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Hello everyone I'm a guy and i need to complain.
I've a new neighbor, a single dad of two, and i can't stand him. I am the type of person who hates most interactions and i really want to be left alone mostly and this guy is the total opposite of that.
His greeting alone will take a solid 5 or 6 min. Then he goes on and on and on talking about his work, his kids, the country menamen without noticing how little care i give about any of it. He will either invite me to his house or tries to come in to mine. If he even pass infront of my door he will start one of his long greetings and keep talking till i either get outside or invite him in. This all may not seem like a problem for all of you social butterflies but for me it's a nightmare. It has gotten to a point where I'm actively avoiding this guy by studying his routine. I would rather evict him than tell him the truth. But i can't do that to his kids so What should i do?
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I am a university student.. and I been feeling kinda lost these days. I feel like everyone is just faking it. I don't wana talk to other either online or in person. I don't wana answer my phone. A thought comes to my mind everytime what's the point and I put them down everyone and their grandma's are trying to help me but no change in my emotional health I feel lost like I need someone to save or stg if their is anyone who is feeling like me I wana talk to you I really need this thanks
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I am a university student.. and I been feeling kinda lost these days. I feel like everyone is just faking it. I don't wana talk to other either online or in person. I don't wana answer my phone. A thought comes to my mind everytime what's the point and I put them down everyone and their grandma's are trying to help me but no change in my emotional health I feel lost like I need someone to save or stg if their is anyone who is feeling like me I wana talk to you I really need this thanks
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So I have been reading alot of vent about how hard life is, how depressing and boring it is mnamn almost all of us ezi group west yalenew wetatoch nen k 19 eske 25 mnamn ena this must be the best time of our life, but look at us, asking for therapy mnamn, um not saying this is wrong gn hulachnm yrasachen chger albegn gn also chill, it's okay to feel down but dont stay there , focus on the nice things, we ONLY live once so fuck it. Make mistakes, have fun , do what you want, cry, scream, laugh louder, smile whatever becha get your lazy dipresses ass and start living for the love of God.
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So I have been reading alot of vent about how hard life is, how depressing and boring it is mnamn almost all of us ezi group west yalenew wetatoch nen k 19 eske 25 mnamn ena this must be the best time of our life, but look at us, asking for therapy mnamn, um not saying this is wrong gn hulachnm yrasachen chger albegn gn also chill, it's okay to feel down but dont stay there , focus on the nice things, we ONLY live once so fuck it. Make mistakes, have fun , do what you want, cry, scream, laugh louder, smile whatever becha get your lazy dipresses ass and start living for the love of God.
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So I’m 16 and I’ll try to make this as short as possible. So I haven’t spoke to my ex in months and I met him a few days ago. I’m still not over him but I’m afraid to tell him because he’s in a relationship with my best friend. Any advice would help and I don’t want anybody telling that I’m too young to be in a relationship. I am mentally mature and I have rights to make my own decisions.
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So I’m 16 and I’ll try to make this as short as possible. So I haven’t spoke to my ex in months and I met him a few days ago. I’m still not over him but I’m afraid to tell him because he’s in a relationship with my best friend. Any advice would help and I don’t want anybody telling that I’m too young to be in a relationship. I am mentally mature and I have rights to make my own decisions.
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I have an upcoming exam soon (aka the awaited national exam) but I'm losing interest in studying. I swear I start breathing heavily everytime I open my texts. Esti motivate me. And my fellow 13th grade victims, reach out to me. I might be inspired to study in a group setting. Even if its virtually.
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I have an upcoming exam soon (aka the awaited national exam) but I'm losing interest in studying. I swear I start breathing heavily everytime I open my texts. Esti motivate me. And my fellow 13th grade victims, reach out to me. I might be inspired to study in a group setting. Even if its virtually.
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Before i start my vent i have to say No offence on those who are atheist, agnostic, protestant or catholic, i respect you all
My boyfriend is skeptical on existence of God in short agnostics, but deep down i know he is more into believing, because I found him saying "...God knows the rest " God sent you to me... " and stuffs and he even said "being a believer makes me sane , even tho i better say i don't know about it" I slowly started realizing that he disagrees with the system of religion not the faith on god. Before we met he was catholic and then Protestant. I am an Orthodox. I believe that God does exist. As i believe, believing is not finding evidence to know something does exist, you just believe with no doubt. First you believe and then you know! if you believe humans, plants, animal and other creators do exist then it leads you to believe in the creator. God's existence is mysterious tho .
And we argue about this in a peacefully way , but i accept and love him just the way he is, so does he. I wish he tried not to follow western shits all the way down but I dont want to push him to change for me ,so does he.
So we were thinking to live together but i am feeling a bit awkward. I'm afraid it will be uncomfortable related to religion stuff, since we live in the same house a lot of disagreements might happen, might make fun of the things that i am going to do. He is positive tho he says enkuan aderesesh and stuff for holidays but as i feel he thinks I'm dump related to religion. In addition if we are gonna have a baby he may not agreed to baptise our baby, we both must be orthodox for that. Ene demo i want raise my baby as an Orthodox kid. I don't want my child to live with this kinda of confusion but i will let him to decided by him self when our baby gets matured.
I sometimes blame my self being with him cause our relationship makes me to feel that i deny my faith in god . But then i found my self missing him so bad, being in his arms, loving him. Cant blame love !
So share me your thoughts please! Specially if this kind of thing ever happened to you and also those who have Orthodox based thoughts.
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Before i start my vent i have to say No offence on those who are atheist, agnostic, protestant or catholic, i respect you all
My boyfriend is skeptical on existence of God in short agnostics, but deep down i know he is more into believing, because I found him saying "...God knows the rest " God sent you to me... " and stuffs and he even said "being a believer makes me sane , even tho i better say i don't know about it" I slowly started realizing that he disagrees with the system of religion not the faith on god. Before we met he was catholic and then Protestant. I am an Orthodox. I believe that God does exist. As i believe, believing is not finding evidence to know something does exist, you just believe with no doubt. First you believe and then you know! if you believe humans, plants, animal and other creators do exist then it leads you to believe in the creator. God's existence is mysterious tho .
And we argue about this in a peacefully way , but i accept and love him just the way he is, so does he. I wish he tried not to follow western shits all the way down but I dont want to push him to change for me ,so does he.
So we were thinking to live together but i am feeling a bit awkward. I'm afraid it will be uncomfortable related to religion stuff, since we live in the same house a lot of disagreements might happen, might make fun of the things that i am going to do. He is positive tho he says enkuan aderesesh and stuff for holidays but as i feel he thinks I'm dump related to religion. In addition if we are gonna have a baby he may not agreed to baptise our baby, we both must be orthodox for that. Ene demo i want raise my baby as an Orthodox kid. I don't want my child to live with this kinda of confusion but i will let him to decided by him self when our baby gets matured.
I sometimes blame my self being with him cause our relationship makes me to feel that i deny my faith in god . But then i found my self missing him so bad, being in his arms, loving him. Cant blame love !
So share me your thoughts please! Specially if this kind of thing ever happened to you and also those who have Orthodox based thoughts.
#religion
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hey everyone 21 yr guy am in bad situation i have no idea what i am doing here why am i alive i felt like am just breathing nothing make me happy everywhere i make a move things got complicated aza yehonalu and am just sicking tired of my life there are no excitment when i wake up plus i live with my fam there is always chekechek the thing i hate the most i cant hold it anymore i wanna get out and live my own life but my mom alech she need a person by her side idk how to get away from this mess all i do is get high or be alone atleast that make me feel fine and safe
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hey everyone 21 yr guy am in bad situation i have no idea what i am doing here why am i alive i felt like am just breathing nothing make me happy everywhere i make a move things got complicated aza yehonalu and am just sicking tired of my life there are no excitment when i wake up plus i live with my fam there is always chekechek the thing i hate the most i cant hold it anymore i wanna get out and live my own life but my mom alech she need a person by her side idk how to get away from this mess all i do is get high or be alone atleast that make me feel fine and safe
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Hey guys emm i haven't asked anyone about it before so i decided to do it now. I'm 18 y/o boy and i have squinting eyes. Which is my biggest insecurity. It just made me an introvert cuz I can't see ppl straight and this is literally killing me. There is a girl i love and i know she likes me too but because of my eye i usually back off. The good news is that i will have surgery after a few months but i am losing my girl here. What am i supposed to do ? Please guys say something to me
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Hey guys emm i haven't asked anyone about it before so i decided to do it now. I'm 18 y/o boy and i have squinting eyes. Which is my biggest insecurity. It just made me an introvert cuz I can't see ppl straight and this is literally killing me. There is a girl i love and i know she likes me too but because of my eye i usually back off. The good news is that i will have surgery after a few months but i am losing my girl here. What am i supposed to do ? Please guys say something to me
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Hey guys please please don't scroll this vent away it took me a lot to write this vent cuz I'm not an articulated person.
pls help me I'm a teenager and a girl so the thing is I think I'm depressed. I fought with myself saying that I'm not but I'm finally giving in. I'm depressed.
When I was 11 or sth I didn't grew up like a normal child not because of my parents or families but because of myself. I always tried to kill myself. I prayed to God to take me away and that thing grew up with me as I grew.
but these days it got worse. I'm not willing to do anything. I just sit and sleep to the point my back hurts and trying to fight with my brain is even giving me more depression.
Ik what I'm capable of. Ik that I can get thru this and become a better person, but this hopelessness that I'm feeling inside, ain't letting me. I'm a disgrace to my family. And they don't understand what kinda situation that I am in. They always tell me "Why don't u get up and work?" "Why are u so lazy?" "Ere anchi lej why are u always on ur phone" mnamn eyalu.
On top of that demo I have anger issues so when they say this to me I lash out and make it even worse by shouting and yelling and this voice in my mind keeps repeating "Kill urself kill urself" so I go around trying to find ways to actually end this life but unfortunately I never got to do it.
What if I do one day tho?
I'm stressed, I have anxiety. My head is hurting from all the overthinking. Why am I like this??
Oh I forgot to mention that I'm addicted to porn which makes it all even worse yes I got addicted to porn when I was young too and I masturbate to it and now let's say it became my coping mechanism. Idk where to turn to, where to go, how to chase my dreams, I lost my path or maybe I never found it????????♀I seriously need help the guilt abt everything is eating me.
I want to be a normal person(Well ofc if the term "Normal" exists) and if it doesn't I want sth better than this don't tell me to go to church, pray, repent or get baptized lmao I'm not even willing to get up from the couch let alone do this thing. Don't get me wrong I love God I still have hope he will get me thru this buttt...it's my brain that I'm having a battle with. Things wants me to give up when I don't want to give up is there any psychologists, therapists here? Pls reach out and help me. I don't want to deny it anymore I'm asking for help. It feels dark. It just feels hopless to know that there is so much power inside of me but I just can't seem to let it out. Hmph sucha disappointment.
If u made it thru this point thank u for reading and also thank you in advance for the advices u're gonna give me????
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Hey guys please please don't scroll this vent away it took me a lot to write this vent cuz I'm not an articulated person.
pls help me I'm a teenager and a girl so the thing is I think I'm depressed. I fought with myself saying that I'm not but I'm finally giving in. I'm depressed.
When I was 11 or sth I didn't grew up like a normal child not because of my parents or families but because of myself. I always tried to kill myself. I prayed to God to take me away and that thing grew up with me as I grew.
but these days it got worse. I'm not willing to do anything. I just sit and sleep to the point my back hurts and trying to fight with my brain is even giving me more depression.
Ik what I'm capable of. Ik that I can get thru this and become a better person, but this hopelessness that I'm feeling inside, ain't letting me. I'm a disgrace to my family. And they don't understand what kinda situation that I am in. They always tell me "Why don't u get up and work?" "Why are u so lazy?" "Ere anchi lej why are u always on ur phone" mnamn eyalu.
On top of that demo I have anger issues so when they say this to me I lash out and make it even worse by shouting and yelling and this voice in my mind keeps repeating "Kill urself kill urself" so I go around trying to find ways to actually end this life but unfortunately I never got to do it.
What if I do one day tho?
I'm stressed, I have anxiety. My head is hurting from all the overthinking. Why am I like this??
Oh I forgot to mention that I'm addicted to porn which makes it all even worse yes I got addicted to porn when I was young too and I masturbate to it and now let's say it became my coping mechanism. Idk where to turn to, where to go, how to chase my dreams, I lost my path or maybe I never found it????????♀I seriously need help the guilt abt everything is eating me.
I want to be a normal person(Well ofc if the term "Normal" exists) and if it doesn't I want sth better than this don't tell me to go to church, pray, repent or get baptized lmao I'm not even willing to get up from the couch let alone do this thing. Don't get me wrong I love God I still have hope he will get me thru this buttt...it's my brain that I'm having a battle with. Things wants me to give up when I don't want to give up is there any psychologists, therapists here? Pls reach out and help me. I don't want to deny it anymore I'm asking for help. It feels dark. It just feels hopless to know that there is so much power inside of me but I just can't seem to let it out. Hmph sucha disappointment.
If u made it thru this point thank u for reading and also thank you in advance for the advices u're gonna give me????
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