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I am in love with this guy, he is everything i wanted and he id "potential husband" and we known eachother for over a year now but things are becoming serious just about 15 days ago...so the problem is that i have to go to abroad for class and am afried he might fined a new gf when am gone its just one year...but am super super afried...idk what to do...i feel like not going if amma lose him...demo am 25, after a year i will be 26 and i might not fined person like him...so am thinking not to go, pls help me...do u guys think he will go to another girl.
Btw we like eachother ...not love, he didnt say he love me but he take care of me betam and what is scaring me is out relation ship is not that strong for him to wait me...gena it was getting serious...help
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I am in love with this guy, he is everything i wanted and he id "potential husband" and we known eachother for over a year now but things are becoming serious just about 15 days ago...so the problem is that i have to go to abroad for class and am afried he might fined a new gf when am gone its just one year...but am super super afried...idk what to do...i feel like not going if amma lose him...demo am 25, after a year i will be 26 and i might not fined person like him...so am thinking not to go, pls help me...do u guys think he will go to another girl.
Btw we like eachother ...not love, he didnt say he love me but he take care of me betam and what is scaring me is out relation ship is not that strong for him to wait me...gena it was getting serious...help
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I was sexually assaulted for some period of time by the same sex (women ) when I was a kid but I didn't remember the full part of it cuz I was a kid but lately I remember everything the pain ...the way I cried n the way if I tell anyone they would do Stn to my family it's really messing wiz my head lately it's making me sad ,my mood is down n evt
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I was sexually assaulted for some period of time by the same sex (women ) when I was a kid but I didn't remember the full part of it cuz I was a kid but lately I remember everything the pain ...the way I cried n the way if I tell anyone they would do Stn to my family it's really messing wiz my head lately it's making me sad ,my mood is down n evt
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I just feel so lonely and at this point I’m willing to do the craziest things to fill this empty void. it’s not even loneliness it’s just emptiness but I need distractions. and I’m open to any distractions at this point.. sex, drugs, anything just as long as I’m numb. I know this isn’t like me but I barely even know myself at this point and my depressive disorder doesn’t seem to be getting better. I’m no longer the same as the sweet young girl I used to be and everything just feels fucked up. not like my problems even matter but I just felt like venting.
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I just feel so lonely and at this point I’m willing to do the craziest things to fill this empty void. it’s not even loneliness it’s just emptiness but I need distractions. and I’m open to any distractions at this point.. sex, drugs, anything just as long as I’m numb. I know this isn’t like me but I barely even know myself at this point and my depressive disorder doesn’t seem to be getting better. I’m no longer the same as the sweet young girl I used to be and everything just feels fucked up. not like my problems even matter but I just felt like venting.
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Heyy guys... I have a question and I need help, girls plz help and tell me the answer from ur perspective. So the thing is I've been dating my girl for 2 months and it's a month since we started having sex... And we do it relatively often since we live around the same sefer... So when we do it I've gone both ways like rough non stop just going at it and slow intimate and stuff. I feel like the screams and how her hands and legs react me feel like she's into the rough and when she rolls her eyes and moans deeply then I think she's into the slow intimate stuff...
Like I straight up asked her which is better gin I feel like if she said the hard ore rough on she fears I might judge her ena since we're in a relationship demo the intimate slow one feels real too
Girls plz help, like how wud u prefer ur man to do it?
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Heyy guys... I have a question and I need help, girls plz help and tell me the answer from ur perspective. So the thing is I've been dating my girl for 2 months and it's a month since we started having sex... And we do it relatively often since we live around the same sefer... So when we do it I've gone both ways like rough non stop just going at it and slow intimate and stuff. I feel like the screams and how her hands and legs react me feel like she's into the rough and when she rolls her eyes and moans deeply then I think she's into the slow intimate stuff...
Like I straight up asked her which is better gin I feel like if she said the hard ore rough on she fears I might judge her ena since we're in a relationship demo the intimate slow one feels real too
Girls plz help, like how wud u prefer ur man to do it?
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So the thing is i had sex recently and she felt nothing i guess. She told me she only had sex once or twice before but he vagina was not tight like can these things happen naturally? My d is medium around 6 inch. I am thìnking that it is because my dick is small and i am having a bad time here. It was my second time and the first one was with a virgin one, so there was no problem. So guys have u exprienced something like this before? Not being able to satisfying your girl? And girls, have u exprienced this before? A guy with a small d?
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So the thing is i had sex recently and she felt nothing i guess. She told me she only had sex once or twice before but he vagina was not tight like can these things happen naturally? My d is medium around 6 inch. I am thìnking that it is because my dick is small and i am having a bad time here. It was my second time and the first one was with a virgin one, so there was no problem. So guys have u exprienced something like this before? Not being able to satisfying your girl? And girls, have u exprienced this before? A guy with a small d?
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Hey guys sup i need your advice i'm boy 20 the thing is yehonech lj alech she is ma friend and i like her but she is a mysterious girl hard to understand and me i can't talk that much ma feeling demo leso yalegn betam eyechemere meta like wede mafker eyetekeyere ena lnegrat efelgalew gn malnegrbet mknyat i'm afraid if she don't see me the way i saw her beza lay mnm feelingen beglts menager alchlm feralew mn larg?
Lela demo sleso lteykat sl hulunm wedekeld twesdewalech betam lawkat alchalkum gn endim hono eson maggnetu mnamn des ylegnal yhenn vent erasu bedenb masredat alchalkum wste bzu neger ale gn meglets alchlm chgre esu new🤦🏾♂ pls help what should i do.
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Hey guys sup i need your advice i'm boy 20 the thing is yehonech lj alech she is ma friend and i like her but she is a mysterious girl hard to understand and me i can't talk that much ma feeling demo leso yalegn betam eyechemere meta like wede mafker eyetekeyere ena lnegrat efelgalew gn malnegrbet mknyat i'm afraid if she don't see me the way i saw her beza lay mnm feelingen beglts menager alchlm feralew mn larg?
Lela demo sleso lteykat sl hulunm wedekeld twesdewalech betam lawkat alchalkum gn endim hono eson maggnetu mnamn des ylegnal yhenn vent erasu bedenb masredat alchalkum wste bzu neger ale gn meglets alchlm chgre esu new🤦🏾♂ pls help what should i do.
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Hey. It's my first vent here. I've been reading every comments from you ppl ena I decided ahun I need this betam.
It might be a silly thing for y'all but it's silly when it's not bothering you right?
I have this friend (a girl) betam intimate honen secret menegager jemern ena a bit linked honen.
I lust her and I really hate that feeling. I don't want to. She told me I should have to stop that feeling and we agreed.
But I can't do this.
I'm so stressing. I'm so sick of my unchanging dick head that couldn't be tired of lust. and I can't see her loving me and caring for me as a dear friend and me, my self lusting on her. This is making my head so close to go nuts.
She used to tell me her past sex story mnamn and that used to turn me on asf. That might be somehow a silly thing for her to kiss a guy and leave. Yehone ken kiss aderegn and then she left it. But I'm so linked to these things after that all stuffs those chats and that kiss I didn't leave it as nothing was happened. That was my first kiss. We described love yehone ken these things should hav been drown but they're still here.
Now she completely left all these behind and want us to be just friends. But I don't deserve her. I don't deserve the love she's giving me when I in return lust. Ye esua a good friend mehon lene is in the inverse putting me in pain.
What should I do?
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Hey. It's my first vent here. I've been reading every comments from you ppl ena I decided ahun I need this betam.
It might be a silly thing for y'all but it's silly when it's not bothering you right?
I have this friend (a girl) betam intimate honen secret menegager jemern ena a bit linked honen.
I lust her and I really hate that feeling. I don't want to. She told me I should have to stop that feeling and we agreed.
But I can't do this.
I'm so stressing. I'm so sick of my unchanging dick head that couldn't be tired of lust. and I can't see her loving me and caring for me as a dear friend and me, my self lusting on her. This is making my head so close to go nuts.
She used to tell me her past sex story mnamn and that used to turn me on asf. That might be somehow a silly thing for her to kiss a guy and leave. Yehone ken kiss aderegn and then she left it. But I'm so linked to these things after that all stuffs those chats and that kiss I didn't leave it as nothing was happened. That was my first kiss. We described love yehone ken these things should hav been drown but they're still here.
Now she completely left all these behind and want us to be just friends. But I don't deserve her. I don't deserve the love she's giving me when I in return lust. Ye esua a good friend mehon lene is in the inverse putting me in pain.
What should I do?
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I met this person through telegram, mawrat jemren through time-we were almost a in a relationship we clicked. We talked a lot, keza and qen silke tefana I couldn’t recover my number, I didn’t have her username or number felku felku athuat, i tried to search her in groups using her name gin alagegnehuatem. Minorew Ethiopia adelem ena ahun wede ethiopia limeta slone efelegatalew byalew but I dont know where to start, beyemendgedu alzor adel? Seferuan enkuan alaqewm ena keyet biye flega lijemr? If anyone been through this I would appreciate all the help
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I met this person through telegram, mawrat jemren through time-we were almost a in a relationship we clicked. We talked a lot, keza and qen silke tefana I couldn’t recover my number, I didn’t have her username or number felku felku athuat, i tried to search her in groups using her name gin alagegnehuatem. Minorew Ethiopia adelem ena ahun wede ethiopia limeta slone efelegatalew byalew but I dont know where to start, beyemendgedu alzor adel? Seferuan enkuan alaqewm ena keyet biye flega lijemr? If anyone been through this I would appreciate all the help
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Am sick sick worried about my family in tigray ???????????? i cant stop wondering what might happen to them at any moment ???? i dont want to lose anyone of them ???????? everyday i feel like its the last day i talk to them and i have never felt this hopeless and hurt in my whole entire life ???????????????? imagine preparing urself to lose them at any moment ????????
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Am sick sick worried about my family in tigray ???????????? i cant stop wondering what might happen to them at any moment ???? i dont want to lose anyone of them ???????? everyday i feel like its the last day i talk to them and i have never felt this hopeless and hurt in my whole entire life ???????????????? imagine preparing urself to lose them at any moment ????????
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I don't see any women resciprocating to me any time soon. I can't even visualize it. I get ghosted and blocked every time I try to speak to women. Every time I see a girl I like there is a voice in my head going why on Earth would she fall for you? You are not funny and every conversation you've had ended up blowing at your face so sit the fuck down. I actually invested on my self. I workout. I thought maybe if I had the physique then maybe I would stand out from the other guys and become appealing to women. Sure, some check me out but nothing happens. I fail miserably when I go and talk to them. and I have a feeling it's only going to get worse. I've had enough if I'm being honest. I'm going to sleep with an escort this week. And my question is can a person still function properly if one was to indulge in this kind of activity constantly with out having a girlfriend? I'm well aware of the ramifications of my actions but it's better than being rejected Everytime.
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I don't see any women resciprocating to me any time soon. I can't even visualize it. I get ghosted and blocked every time I try to speak to women. Every time I see a girl I like there is a voice in my head going why on Earth would she fall for you? You are not funny and every conversation you've had ended up blowing at your face so sit the fuck down. I actually invested on my self. I workout. I thought maybe if I had the physique then maybe I would stand out from the other guys and become appealing to women. Sure, some check me out but nothing happens. I fail miserably when I go and talk to them. and I have a feeling it's only going to get worse. I've had enough if I'm being honest. I'm going to sleep with an escort this week. And my question is can a person still function properly if one was to indulge in this kind of activity constantly with out having a girlfriend? I'm well aware of the ramifications of my actions but it's better than being rejected Everytime.
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So here's the thing am 19 y/o girl kinda cute ???? but i hv big breast nt that big big gn can't live with out a bra big so i can't wear what i want smt it heavy......but most of all am so insecure about it i hv good body good shape in all but my breasts i don't like them so guys what should i do pls help me it's not that bad but i can't comfort my self by that is it just me or anyone else?
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So here's the thing am 19 y/o girl kinda cute ???? but i hv big breast nt that big big gn can't live with out a bra big so i can't wear what i want smt it heavy......but most of all am so insecure about it i hv good body good shape in all but my breasts i don't like them so guys what should i do pls help me it's not that bad but i can't comfort my self by that is it just me or anyone else?
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I didnt really understand when girls said I got daddy issues and stuff it was bizarre for me hehe. I dont know if I have it or not but like I'm more attracted to men who are REALLY older than me like men in their 30s and I'm only 18. I mean yeah I find boys my age attractive too but like nothing more than hes cute or something but like with older men... I dont even know how to explain it I just think they know how to take care of me and are more mature. And some of my friends say I have daddy issues but my relationship with my father is good we dont see each other much because we both work but we make time. And I also dont think I have daddy issues I mean it's not wrong to have huge crushes on older men right?
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I didnt really understand when girls said I got daddy issues and stuff it was bizarre for me hehe. I dont know if I have it or not but like I'm more attracted to men who are REALLY older than me like men in their 30s and I'm only 18. I mean yeah I find boys my age attractive too but like nothing more than hes cute or something but like with older men... I dont even know how to explain it I just think they know how to take care of me and are more mature. And some of my friends say I have daddy issues but my relationship with my father is good we dont see each other much because we both work but we make time. And I also dont think I have daddy issues I mean it's not wrong to have huge crushes on older men right?
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Hi,I'm a 23years old girl. My problem is that I lack motivation to do even the simplest things like cleaning my room, taking a shower, exercising and such. There's a lot I want to do most of them are simple but I never get around to doing them. I get tired just thinking about doing them. I get more done when I get random energy outbursts but most of the time I'm unmotivated just lying on my bed thinking so hard even to do a simple task like showering. At the slightest of inconvenience, I have thoughts of suicide. Not how to kill myself but just dying and not having to deal with life. I have such thoughts now and then because like I said life is just tiring even though I don't do much. Very few things excite me and even with them I'm not fully committed and I find them tiring at times. Can anyone relate? Pls help
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Hi,I'm a 23years old girl. My problem is that I lack motivation to do even the simplest things like cleaning my room, taking a shower, exercising and such. There's a lot I want to do most of them are simple but I never get around to doing them. I get tired just thinking about doing them. I get more done when I get random energy outbursts but most of the time I'm unmotivated just lying on my bed thinking so hard even to do a simple task like showering. At the slightest of inconvenience, I have thoughts of suicide. Not how to kill myself but just dying and not having to deal with life. I have such thoughts now and then because like I said life is just tiring even though I don't do much. Very few things excite me and even with them I'm not fully committed and I find them tiring at times. Can anyone relate? Pls help
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I’m 24 and I am kinda depressed. I don’t know how to say it exactly. But these past few days I got better by talking to someone. And now I fear that I’m in love with her. I don’t want to but I just can’t help it. She’s just so amazing. But I can’t let myself fall in love again because I know she’s getting over someone else and I don’t wanna be hurt. What do I do?
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I’m 24 and I am kinda depressed. I don’t know how to say it exactly. But these past few days I got better by talking to someone. And now I fear that I’m in love with her. I don’t want to but I just can’t help it. She’s just so amazing. But I can’t let myself fall in love again because I know she’s getting over someone else and I don’t wanna be hurt. What do I do?
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hi, so i’m writing this because i know there’s a large or atleast existing queer community in vent here and i need advice. i’d just like to start by saying i’m definitely into men so im not a lesbian but im also attracted to women, but i’ve been confused about being attracted to girls. lesbian porn turns me on a lot and even though i am into straight porn i prefer either lesbian or threesome where there’s heavy girl on girl, i’ve always had this nagging feeling in the back of my head since idk i was like maybe 9 like a tiny urge to kiss my friends or like fantasies about being in relationships with them and all of that stuff and in the past few days i’ve been coming to terms with it, but i’ve never really been holding it back or like suppressing it so it wasn’t hard but recently i saw this meme that said “do i actually like girls or do i feel conditioned to like them because they’re seen as sex symbols in society” and i’ve just been so confused because it makes sense because i’ve been watching these shows and movies that over sexualize women since such a young age that i don’t know if i’m actually attracted to them or if i think i am because it’s made to look like they ARE attraction. anyway, again if you’re homophobic pls do not say anything, i can not stress this enough, i couldn’t give less of a fuck about your opinion, but queer community, help plss
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hi, so i’m writing this because i know there’s a large or atleast existing queer community in vent here and i need advice. i’d just like to start by saying i’m definitely into men so im not a lesbian but im also attracted to women, but i’ve been confused about being attracted to girls. lesbian porn turns me on a lot and even though i am into straight porn i prefer either lesbian or threesome where there’s heavy girl on girl, i’ve always had this nagging feeling in the back of my head since idk i was like maybe 9 like a tiny urge to kiss my friends or like fantasies about being in relationships with them and all of that stuff and in the past few days i’ve been coming to terms with it, but i’ve never really been holding it back or like suppressing it so it wasn’t hard but recently i saw this meme that said “do i actually like girls or do i feel conditioned to like them because they’re seen as sex symbols in society” and i’ve just been so confused because it makes sense because i’ve been watching these shows and movies that over sexualize women since such a young age that i don’t know if i’m actually attracted to them or if i think i am because it’s made to look like they ARE attraction. anyway, again if you’re homophobic pls do not say anything, i can not stress this enough, i couldn’t give less of a fuck about your opinion, but queer community, help plss
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Hey y'all so am 19 a girl btw.. the thing is am second year in campus and u know its really hard just learning nowadays so I do work as well I can't do full time job obviously.... then me and my sister started tutoring job and was doing well the thing is my class keep making me so busy if u are 2020 freshman u know what am talking about so sometimes couldn't make it but still I gave her makeup class and stuff never miss any days. But her parents bruh????????♀????????♀ they are so toxic specially her dad becha I got text from him and it said take your payment for last months and thanks for everything I said tf and called him u know what he said to me your playing because I couldn't make it today so we are done stuff I mean I won't lie I was so emotional because in this time working was the most nice thing I can do to keep my life on track and now I don't have it anymore am feeling so ashamed about my self I just felt I can't do shit that am so stupid I don't even know how to tell my mom and my sister
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Hey y'all so am 19 a girl btw.. the thing is am second year in campus and u know its really hard just learning nowadays so I do work as well I can't do full time job obviously.... then me and my sister started tutoring job and was doing well the thing is my class keep making me so busy if u are 2020 freshman u know what am talking about so sometimes couldn't make it but still I gave her makeup class and stuff never miss any days. But her parents bruh????????♀????????♀ they are so toxic specially her dad becha I got text from him and it said take your payment for last months and thanks for everything I said tf and called him u know what he said to me your playing because I couldn't make it today so we are done stuff I mean I won't lie I was so emotional because in this time working was the most nice thing I can do to keep my life on track and now I don't have it anymore am feeling so ashamed about my self I just felt I can't do shit that am so stupid I don't even know how to tell my mom and my sister
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Hi im 22.female.and i am loney. i have been i a preety emotionally abusive r/ship before and since then i have never really could fall in love... but last week someone for the first time in a really long time approched me and my heart raced..but it turns out he is just another ladies man...then my heart sank. why is this is easy for other girls and not me... i mean the only thing i ask for is hugs,laughs and just kisses..why dont guys approach me! They tell me im beautiful but nothing else.. i just want someone i can love,someone i can hug
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Hi im 22.female.and i am loney. i have been i a preety emotionally abusive r/ship before and since then i have never really could fall in love... but last week someone for the first time in a really long time approched me and my heart raced..but it turns out he is just another ladies man...then my heart sank. why is this is easy for other girls and not me... i mean the only thing i ask for is hugs,laughs and just kisses..why dont guys approach me! They tell me im beautiful but nothing else.. i just want someone i can love,someone i can hug
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hey, am ventin bc its not an easy thing to share wiz my friends doe i still tried gn doesn't help so here is the thing i simply fall in love am not even sure to call it that but then it only lasts for days like 5 or max a week even if they liked me back or not , but thats not the problem the problem is that i started getting feelings for the same gender as mine n it lasts longer, i just started complimenting alot n even started to masturbate thinkin abt the same gender n i started to think that maybe am "bi" or sth but also i dont actually believe that exists cause straight is all there is ig n i just cant hold it anymore doe once i tried kissing the opposite gender n i didnt enjoy it i literally hated it like i never wanna chat wiz them n am thinkin about making-out wiz both then decide but wht if i got interested wiz the same gender wht to do ? ????
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hey, am ventin bc its not an easy thing to share wiz my friends doe i still tried gn doesn't help so here is the thing i simply fall in love am not even sure to call it that but then it only lasts for days like 5 or max a week even if they liked me back or not , but thats not the problem the problem is that i started getting feelings for the same gender as mine n it lasts longer, i just started complimenting alot n even started to masturbate thinkin abt the same gender n i started to think that maybe am "bi" or sth but also i dont actually believe that exists cause straight is all there is ig n i just cant hold it anymore doe once i tried kissing the opposite gender n i didnt enjoy it i literally hated it like i never wanna chat wiz them n am thinkin about making-out wiz both then decide but wht if i got interested wiz the same gender wht to do ? ????
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nder which hurts more someone talking behind your back not onowing that you are listening or someone telling bad stuff about you straight forward. By someone i mean my eldest brother and mom. i love mom but sometimes i wish that she could stand up for me instead of just listening to him talk shit about me. I cant even count how many times this happened you would it think i wouldve developed immunity by now but no it hurts the same if not more. so apparently my only quality is having good grades many things have been said today but this one stuck. i know am not the perfet daughter or sister but is this rly my worth. why why is this affecting me am i this weak i hate it i hate how weak i am not even being able to stand up for myself. maybe its the way i grew up or maybe im just giving excuses like usual either way at the end of the day i cried more because of my family more than anyone else combined. how can a person say that u can talk to them abt anything tell you that they should be your go to person and do this. i dont think i can look at you the same way again my respect for you have been going down but this is the last straw. now whenever i see you i wont see my brother i see someone selfish who cant see his own faults but is ready to make assumptions about me. you rly think uk me huh you think you have figured me out but you dont even know a fraction. you think my only worth is getting good grades good for you. you rly managed to hurt me deeply so i wont even bother anymore its hard loving you but ik i will anyway coz if love is conditional is it even love. but the thing about love is that it can get dim . i promise this will be the last time your words will get to me.
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nder which hurts more someone talking behind your back not onowing that you are listening or someone telling bad stuff about you straight forward. By someone i mean my eldest brother and mom. i love mom but sometimes i wish that she could stand up for me instead of just listening to him talk shit about me. I cant even count how many times this happened you would it think i wouldve developed immunity by now but no it hurts the same if not more. so apparently my only quality is having good grades many things have been said today but this one stuck. i know am not the perfet daughter or sister but is this rly my worth. why why is this affecting me am i this weak i hate it i hate how weak i am not even being able to stand up for myself. maybe its the way i grew up or maybe im just giving excuses like usual either way at the end of the day i cried more because of my family more than anyone else combined. how can a person say that u can talk to them abt anything tell you that they should be your go to person and do this. i dont think i can look at you the same way again my respect for you have been going down but this is the last straw. now whenever i see you i wont see my brother i see someone selfish who cant see his own faults but is ready to make assumptions about me. you rly think uk me huh you think you have figured me out but you dont even know a fraction. you think my only worth is getting good grades good for you. you rly managed to hurt me deeply so i wont even bother anymore its hard loving you but ik i will anyway coz if love is conditional is it even love. but the thing about love is that it can get dim . i promise this will be the last time your words will get to me.
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Tonight I was finally able to let go someone I really love, this is not a vent, I just wanted to share my thoughts.
Yesterday night I didn't sleep at all I was sitting in my bed, watching my heart battle against my mind. it was only after today's afternoon that the battle seized. Although my heart will always love u, even as I hated u I never stopped loving u, I still choose reality. I love u but I was never able to understand u despite me trying my best to, I am sorry. I still am not sure whether u loved me or not, whether u said all those things because of guilt or if u really meant them. u r the most confusing person I've ever met in my life. One thing I am sure about u is that I have no chance with u and it's okay😊 I have accepted it now. I want to thank u for sending me that beautiful book, I will always cherish it, also thank u for giving me the closure I needed, I will finally be able to move on for real this time, without all the hate and bitterness that have been weighing on me for months now. I might even be able to find love, although it will never equal to the love I had for u. U will always be that love that I'll compare whenever I meet someone new, but will never dare to talk about u to another soul again as this chapter is now closed. I think I am done here, so instead of good bye I will say thank you, thank you love.
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I need to vent
Tonight I was finally able to let go someone I really love, this is not a vent, I just wanted to share my thoughts.
Yesterday night I didn't sleep at all I was sitting in my bed, watching my heart battle against my mind. it was only after today's afternoon that the battle seized. Although my heart will always love u, even as I hated u I never stopped loving u, I still choose reality. I love u but I was never able to understand u despite me trying my best to, I am sorry. I still am not sure whether u loved me or not, whether u said all those things because of guilt or if u really meant them. u r the most confusing person I've ever met in my life. One thing I am sure about u is that I have no chance with u and it's okay😊 I have accepted it now. I want to thank u for sending me that beautiful book, I will always cherish it, also thank u for giving me the closure I needed, I will finally be able to move on for real this time, without all the hate and bitterness that have been weighing on me for months now. I might even be able to find love, although it will never equal to the love I had for u. U will always be that love that I'll compare whenever I meet someone new, but will never dare to talk about u to another soul again as this chapter is now closed. I think I am done here, so instead of good bye I will say thank you, thank you love.
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