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Hi swoche???? endet nachu pls ldtredugn mokeru its serious
I have this problem it started 5 months ago ena mata mata yaschohegnal keza yanketektgnal keza arefa defke keza rasen setalw mata tegnche bcha nw yhe mikesetew ena bezan seat melasen betam eneksewalw ykoslal
ena ene yhen mnm alastawesm seneka atgebe ynberu sewoch nachew minegerugn keza gn tewat senesa sewnete lk endeteketekte sew nw mihonew yezlal betam be 5 wer west 5 gize endezi hongnalw
Keza hospital hedku keza EEG ena MRI mibal ngr anesu ena seizure disorder or Epilepsy nw alugn keza le 3 amet miwesed medanit endale negerugn ena medanitun lemewsed selferahugn nw ezi channel lay ymtawet
Ena kene gar temesasay chgr yalebet sew kale pls negerugn eski or medanit wesdo miyawek kale medanitu yametabachu side effects ena tshalachu weys ...... bcha hulunm negerugn
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Hi swoche???? endet nachu pls ldtredugn mokeru its serious
I have this problem it started 5 months ago ena mata mata yaschohegnal keza yanketektgnal keza arefa defke keza rasen setalw mata tegnche bcha nw yhe mikesetew ena bezan seat melasen betam eneksewalw ykoslal
ena ene yhen mnm alastawesm seneka atgebe ynberu sewoch nachew minegerugn keza gn tewat senesa sewnete lk endeteketekte sew nw mihonew yezlal betam be 5 wer west 5 gize endezi hongnalw
Keza hospital hedku keza EEG ena MRI mibal ngr anesu ena seizure disorder or Epilepsy nw alugn keza le 3 amet miwesed medanit endale negerugn ena medanitun lemewsed selferahugn nw ezi channel lay ymtawet
Ena kene gar temesasay chgr yalebet sew kale pls negerugn eski or medanit wesdo miyawek kale medanitu yametabachu side effects ena tshalachu weys ...... bcha hulunm negerugn
please try to help me
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So am guy college student Ina the thing is I been going through genuinely heartbreaking stuff,like everyone around me itches to see me fucked over,I been betrayed a lot,and who the betrayal came from is fucking with my head I mean it,friends,family members i loved the most are the ones that betrayed me.I will just name it betrayal enji tewerto ayalkm and all I tried to give was love I swear.so lately I just couldnβt cope with it anymore I either must be high Af to forget it all or Iβm fighting back tears one minute and psychotic laugh the next minute,Iβm going insane gradually.i be in a taxi or on the road fighting a tear not to drop with all I got????or Iβm laughing alone Ina these people be like mtsm mtsm itβs so fucking annoying rasachew asabdew mtsm mamn silu I swear.Its better to let it out biye new thanks for reading and please love genuinely or come clean as an enemy,disguised people atmechugnm????
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So am guy college student Ina the thing is I been going through genuinely heartbreaking stuff,like everyone around me itches to see me fucked over,I been betrayed a lot,and who the betrayal came from is fucking with my head I mean it,friends,family members i loved the most are the ones that betrayed me.I will just name it betrayal enji tewerto ayalkm and all I tried to give was love I swear.so lately I just couldnβt cope with it anymore I either must be high Af to forget it all or Iβm fighting back tears one minute and psychotic laugh the next minute,Iβm going insane gradually.i be in a taxi or on the road fighting a tear not to drop with all I got????or Iβm laughing alone Ina these people be like mtsm mtsm itβs so fucking annoying rasachew asabdew mtsm mamn silu I swear.Its better to let it out biye new thanks for reading and please love genuinely or come clean as an enemy,disguised people atmechugnm????
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There's this friend of a friend of mine who is cool. He's in his 30s and he's not one of those menkeshekezu guys. He says hi to my friend betam but ignores me I tried to say hi to him once then avoided him when we met after that. Now I keep seeking validation from him on our meetings menamen like I want his approval.
I hate hate that I'm but I don't know how to stop it.
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There's this friend of a friend of mine who is cool. He's in his 30s and he's not one of those menkeshekezu guys. He says hi to my friend betam but ignores me I tried to say hi to him once then avoided him when we met after that. Now I keep seeking validation from him on our meetings menamen like I want his approval.
I hate hate that I'm but I don't know how to stop it.
If you've been through this or know how I can get over this. Help please
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hey hope everyone is good. I've got a genuine question to ask? so my girl friend cheated on me and long ass story short when she was explaining herself, she told me that I loved her too much, and in a blatant remark told me that I was too easy to trick. First of all who says that but secondly I just don't get it. I poured my heart into this person like I wanted to be the sculptor of everything she desired but what do I do now, how can i ever trust another single person again ... how do people in relationships trust and seek comfort in their spouses, how do single people strive to achieve that mindset of someday i'll find that right person when they have a negative experience such as being cheated, lied to humiliated in front of their whole friend group and family. How do I ever love again? guys how do you love and give it all to people who just don't give it back. I know i never want to be in a relationship where i'm loved 40 or 50 percent of the time, I want to love someone who gives me 100 glass full love and who can rely on me but how do you find that? do you women really want an asshole or that someone special who treats you right, right in the way lemmony snickets describes his love in his writting, love found in reality where the commitment is constant and growing ? I'm genuinely curious like actually curious because i know this might be a stupid thought but like idk if it's the post breakup jitters or something but i don't think i've crossed paths with someone like that . so can you guys please just tell me how to move on from this mentality and lead a normal life because i might have undersold it enji i'm in serious agony and doubt and resentment. can you guys give me advice on how to ever approach a decent very well hinged woman? please admins approve this
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hey hope everyone is good. I've got a genuine question to ask? so my girl friend cheated on me and long ass story short when she was explaining herself, she told me that I loved her too much, and in a blatant remark told me that I was too easy to trick. First of all who says that but secondly I just don't get it. I poured my heart into this person like I wanted to be the sculptor of everything she desired but what do I do now, how can i ever trust another single person again ... how do people in relationships trust and seek comfort in their spouses, how do single people strive to achieve that mindset of someday i'll find that right person when they have a negative experience such as being cheated, lied to humiliated in front of their whole friend group and family. How do I ever love again? guys how do you love and give it all to people who just don't give it back. I know i never want to be in a relationship where i'm loved 40 or 50 percent of the time, I want to love someone who gives me 100 glass full love and who can rely on me but how do you find that? do you women really want an asshole or that someone special who treats you right, right in the way lemmony snickets describes his love in his writting, love found in reality where the commitment is constant and growing ? I'm genuinely curious like actually curious because i know this might be a stupid thought but like idk if it's the post breakup jitters or something but i don't think i've crossed paths with someone like that . so can you guys please just tell me how to move on from this mentality and lead a normal life because i might have undersold it enji i'm in serious agony and doubt and resentment. can you guys give me advice on how to ever approach a decent very well hinged woman? please admins approve this
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Hey guys i really need your help...i told my parents that i want to study abored and they said "ok fine go for it"ngr but the main problem is am scared asf..i don't even know a single soul there...it's just me but Ik if things turn out to be good I'll definitely be the girl that i always wanted to be..so what do u think guys should i go there and face what ever happens and achieve my dreams or should i stay here with my parents and study here with comfort.
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Hey guys i really need your help...i told my parents that i want to study abored and they said "ok fine go for it"ngr but the main problem is am scared asf..i don't even know a single soul there...it's just me but Ik if things turn out to be good I'll definitely be the girl that i always wanted to be..so what do u think guys should i go there and face what ever happens and achieve my dreams or should i stay here with my parents and study here with comfort.
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hey peeps. can you be sexually attracted your ex but not want anything more than that? my ex kind of gave me that as a reason when i asked why we shouldn't met. i know it feels weird and it sucks for me too and there are times when i think about how awesome making out with him used to be. but is that even a solid reason? and how do i stop thinking about him? i seriously couldn't get him out of my mind. he was amazing and i initiated the break up though he fully agreed to it and we both didnt hurt that much(i hope). but he looks amazing these days and im struggling to hold myself together when i think of him. i dont want him back or anything i mean after all the talks it would be humiliating to even think about it???? but i just want to hug and kiss him and stuff and these feeling are freaking me out:????β . so please, a little help for a confused lady????
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hey peeps. can you be sexually attracted your ex but not want anything more than that? my ex kind of gave me that as a reason when i asked why we shouldn't met. i know it feels weird and it sucks for me too and there are times when i think about how awesome making out with him used to be. but is that even a solid reason? and how do i stop thinking about him? i seriously couldn't get him out of my mind. he was amazing and i initiated the break up though he fully agreed to it and we both didnt hurt that much(i hope). but he looks amazing these days and im struggling to hold myself together when i think of him. i dont want him back or anything i mean after all the talks it would be humiliating to even think about it???? but i just want to hug and kiss him and stuff and these feeling are freaking me out:????β . so please, a little help for a confused lady????
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it just that I'm being "Actually weird" I'm 20 btw ... I was what u call "talkative and crazy" in highchool...
I've learned my lessons there tbh but after I got into campus I needed a change growth behaving like an adult mnamnπ and I GET ANXIOUS around new people idk what to talk I get weird bcha I was the one who tell people to be themselves turns out I can't be that I mean I get different around different people ( and I know its because I have different comfort zones) but still it bothers me that I have to wear a mask to fit inπ£ and IT BOTHERS ME SO MUCH that I need to be conscious all the time cause I was veryyyy careless person back then..its like I'm in my head all the time and I get scared if I'm not.
It's not even mood swing btw like besne sreat elewawetalehu and good thing Idc abt what people think but I'm concerned betam.
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it just that I'm being "Actually weird" I'm 20 btw ... I was what u call "talkative and crazy" in highchool...
I've learned my lessons there tbh but after I got into campus I needed a change growth behaving like an adult mnamnπ and I GET ANXIOUS around new people idk what to talk I get weird bcha I was the one who tell people to be themselves turns out I can't be that I mean I get different around different people ( and I know its because I have different comfort zones) but still it bothers me that I have to wear a mask to fit inπ£ and IT BOTHERS ME SO MUCH that I need to be conscious all the time cause I was veryyyy careless person back then..its like I'm in my head all the time and I get scared if I'm not.
It's not even mood swing btw like besne sreat elewawetalehu and good thing Idc abt what people think but I'm concerned betam.
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This happened a few hours ago and I literally have not stopped thinking about it BOOM! i see my dads picture on his phone sitting half naked on his bed π naturally i froze I tried not to scream I'm not really sure what i expected to come of it if his intension was to send it to other women ughhhhh my brainπ anddddd my younger sister was searched a lesbians pornography duhhhhhh she is getting off in her room when its locked ena idk how i sawed on her browser history z shit
what should I do ???
Um in z family living with a father and children's ehmm anyways I don't now what to do I want to die or smth idk ...............
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This happened a few hours ago and I literally have not stopped thinking about it BOOM! i see my dads picture on his phone sitting half naked on his bed π naturally i froze I tried not to scream I'm not really sure what i expected to come of it if his intension was to send it to other women ughhhhh my brainπ anddddd my younger sister was searched a lesbians pornography duhhhhhh she is getting off in her room when its locked ena idk how i sawed on her browser history z shit
what should I do ???
Um in z family living with a father and children's ehmm anyways I don't now what to do I want to die or smth idk ...............
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Hey everyone this is my second time venting the thing is always in my mind .....am a boy 21 years old Do you realize what it means to have a song that resembles you, when you touch all the memories that are inside you, when you know that it is difficult to continue next to you, to run away from it and replace it with another because you are afraid of it, to collapse suddenly, to go with it to places you were before you saw it in years? The age that departed from you, to have an old feeling, a sense of life that you left one side of on the other shore that you did not want to reach with whatever desire you had, to see it as a quiet ocean without swimming in it, and you were trying to wave to it from the other area only in your dreams. You were clinging to something very small when you got old, but when this melody engulfs you, it stiffens like a trunk of a tree in a wide desert, you have nothing with you but those memories that come to see you unable to move alone in the ultimate in unity, because the rhythm is still similar to you.
Dreams that remain dreams do not hurt us, we do not mourn for something we hoped for and did not happen. Deep pain is for what happened once and what we knew would not be repeated.
We are all birds whose wings have been trimmed and their instinct to fly is disrupted, so their concern is the cage is a larger cage, a more luxurious cage, a cage among the flowers, a cage of iron or silver, and we forgot that the cage remains a cage even if it is of gold.....I need somebody !! is there anyone there who has the same ideology
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Hey everyone this is my second time venting the thing is always in my mind .....am a boy 21 years old Do you realize what it means to have a song that resembles you, when you touch all the memories that are inside you, when you know that it is difficult to continue next to you, to run away from it and replace it with another because you are afraid of it, to collapse suddenly, to go with it to places you were before you saw it in years? The age that departed from you, to have an old feeling, a sense of life that you left one side of on the other shore that you did not want to reach with whatever desire you had, to see it as a quiet ocean without swimming in it, and you were trying to wave to it from the other area only in your dreams. You were clinging to something very small when you got old, but when this melody engulfs you, it stiffens like a trunk of a tree in a wide desert, you have nothing with you but those memories that come to see you unable to move alone in the ultimate in unity, because the rhythm is still similar to you.
Dreams that remain dreams do not hurt us, we do not mourn for something we hoped for and did not happen. Deep pain is for what happened once and what we knew would not be repeated.
We are all birds whose wings have been trimmed and their instinct to fly is disrupted, so their concern is the cage is a larger cage, a more luxurious cage, a cage among the flowers, a cage of iron or silver, and we forgot that the cage remains a cage even if it is of gold.....I need somebody !! is there anyone there who has the same ideology
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Well hey guys hope ya'll r doing good. So here is the thing I've never got drunk mnamn but i remember when i was a little my families used to buy a beer for my grandfather so i kinda i try it all the time and i loved it like alot and even i tried to smoke nd am actually not in to that one but drinking is my thing rly...so its been a little while since this happened but just a few months ago i was at my cousins and her spouse was out of town so we spent there together me my sibling and the 2 of my cousins and we bought a beer and i guess i drink 3 bottles but i wasn't drunk af. But after that day am always craving for drink rly even this week i planned how to get a drink and drink it at night but the thing is am kinda half of wanna do it and the other half says no i wanna try it but i felt like wt if i become an addict so guys shall i do it or...? Help me pls am a girl btw.
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Well hey guys hope ya'll r doing good. So here is the thing I've never got drunk mnamn but i remember when i was a little my families used to buy a beer for my grandfather so i kinda i try it all the time and i loved it like alot and even i tried to smoke nd am actually not in to that one but drinking is my thing rly...so its been a little while since this happened but just a few months ago i was at my cousins and her spouse was out of town so we spent there together me my sibling and the 2 of my cousins and we bought a beer and i guess i drink 3 bottles but i wasn't drunk af. But after that day am always craving for drink rly even this week i planned how to get a drink and drink it at night but the thing is am kinda half of wanna do it and the other half says no i wanna try it but i felt like wt if i become an addict so guys shall i do it or...? Help me pls am a girl btw.
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I hope all of you guys are doing okay.
What im going, to be writing it is very sensitive and vivid, it may be hard for some of you to read. It took everything in me to write this and still is.
6Γ3 is not eighteen, its twelve she said and beat me with this plant, if im not mistaken its found in Ethiopia, and it burns youre body. Im really light skinned and you can imagine what my body looked like to a point where my skin started to hold up water.
My grandmother hit me everyday for something, i never even did, Im 19 now I started to think about how my anxiety started and its that 6Γ3. I couldnt even tell her that it was 18, and sometimes my anxiety goes to a dead end to a point where it gets hard for me to breathe.
This woman broke me from limb to limb, she would call me lesbian for reasons i dont even know why. I remember this one time, I was 16 when she came running and pulled my hair and slammed me against the door. I just want to be this rude, arrogant, narcissistic woman sometimes but I cant.
It felt like I was in the middle of the streets and no one can see me dying.
I loved finding Nemo, and I always tell my self just keep swimming, just keep swimming.
Btw I plan on getting tattoos starting from my clavicle, cleavage, belly, thighs, my back, arms, fingers, for she has left scars that are not beautiful for, I need to cover them, "the act of saving, someone from sin or evil" thats the definition of Isaiah, which will be my sons name and i want it inscripted on me, for he will save me from the act of evil and man oh man will i love him to death.
If you came this far thank you for reading.ππ
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I hope all of you guys are doing okay.
What im going, to be writing it is very sensitive and vivid, it may be hard for some of you to read. It took everything in me to write this and still is.
6Γ3 is not eighteen, its twelve she said and beat me with this plant, if im not mistaken its found in Ethiopia, and it burns youre body. Im really light skinned and you can imagine what my body looked like to a point where my skin started to hold up water.
My grandmother hit me everyday for something, i never even did, Im 19 now I started to think about how my anxiety started and its that 6Γ3. I couldnt even tell her that it was 18, and sometimes my anxiety goes to a dead end to a point where it gets hard for me to breathe.
This woman broke me from limb to limb, she would call me lesbian for reasons i dont even know why. I remember this one time, I was 16 when she came running and pulled my hair and slammed me against the door. I just want to be this rude, arrogant, narcissistic woman sometimes but I cant.
It felt like I was in the middle of the streets and no one can see me dying.
I loved finding Nemo, and I always tell my self just keep swimming, just keep swimming.
Btw I plan on getting tattoos starting from my clavicle, cleavage, belly, thighs, my back, arms, fingers, for she has left scars that are not beautiful for, I need to cover them, "the act of saving, someone from sin or evil" thats the definition of Isaiah, which will be my sons name and i want it inscripted on me, for he will save me from the act of evil and man oh man will i love him to death.
If you came this far thank you for reading.ππ
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I don knw frm where should i start... but one thing i knw is i had a terrible past .. i'v always think of ma self as asexual human being am( 25 and female ,) i v never fall for someone but i tried a lot.. i got so may pains in ma life ... but now something changed, i fall for someone. i don even knw how and why... its not about his personality and the way he treat me, but its because his touch brings life to me, i feels alive, i feel something deep and high. But he is not sure about our relationship ,he didnt realize how he is especial for me. I tried to show him z reality but he choose to run. Do you think there is another way a woman go through to make this happen?
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I don knw frm where should i start... but one thing i knw is i had a terrible past .. i'v always think of ma self as asexual human being am( 25 and female ,) i v never fall for someone but i tried a lot.. i got so may pains in ma life ... but now something changed, i fall for someone. i don even knw how and why... its not about his personality and the way he treat me, but its because his touch brings life to me, i feels alive, i feel something deep and high. But he is not sure about our relationship ,he didnt realize how he is especial for me. I tried to show him z reality but he choose to run. Do you think there is another way a woman go through to make this happen?
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Hi my people. Mine is more of a question than the typical vent. I'm 21 Yo boy. And I've had sex with 4 girls so far and I truly love to eat them out(oral job). But three of the girls I had sex with, were reluctant to spread out their legs even though we really had an amazing foreplay till the point they can't breathe no more. But after I get them to spread they shake really hard out of orgasm, the two even went as far as crying. After that they never hesitated to be open (the one girl that didn't cry was because she was my first and I was amateur). So my question is, do you girls feel insecurities when a guy goes down to eat you out or do you think you'll ever think that way? I personally believe you should feel very open and free because sex, I believe is a work of art and we should enjoy it to the fullest. So do you feel insecurities when a man tries to eat you out? Don't you think you deserve that?. My second question is what do you girls feel about a very slightly dominant guy (not those hardcores), who would give you a hickey, or a little slap on the bt, or a slight tie on the hand or a slight choke on the neck? (I've some little ideas to try that if my girl is 100% consenting). It's because I believe sexual freedom should be normalised when the other person is fully consentual. Thanks in advance!!
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Hi my people. Mine is more of a question than the typical vent. I'm 21 Yo boy. And I've had sex with 4 girls so far and I truly love to eat them out(oral job). But three of the girls I had sex with, were reluctant to spread out their legs even though we really had an amazing foreplay till the point they can't breathe no more. But after I get them to spread they shake really hard out of orgasm, the two even went as far as crying. After that they never hesitated to be open (the one girl that didn't cry was because she was my first and I was amateur). So my question is, do you girls feel insecurities when a guy goes down to eat you out or do you think you'll ever think that way? I personally believe you should feel very open and free because sex, I believe is a work of art and we should enjoy it to the fullest. So do you feel insecurities when a man tries to eat you out? Don't you think you deserve that?. My second question is what do you girls feel about a very slightly dominant guy (not those hardcores), who would give you a hickey, or a little slap on the bt, or a slight tie on the hand or a slight choke on the neck? (I've some little ideas to try that if my girl is 100% consenting). It's because I believe sexual freedom should be normalised when the other person is fully consentual. Thanks in advance!!
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So hey its me so i previously vented about my depression anxiety and other stuff suicide too I usually get up in the middle of the night stressing and anxious and think how im empty lonely and how i am a big failure its seems like that every one that walks in my life seems to leave it feels like im nobody sm times im with family or friends sitting n stuff then i zone out to another place its like im here but not its kinda hard i have become so antisocial i dn trust any one who says i can help you sm people suggested therapy for me not ppl close but sm people but im to ashamed to see one the thing is how did be like this i was a confident kid with goals n always thought i could do great things n now i dn see any future in my life sm times i pray i would never wake up again. N the only reason im here is because of my mom i dn want her to suffer bc i have watched her suffer all my life n now she is finally becoming happy n i dn wanna ruin anything for her so yeah im that kid who had a light in him believed that he can achieve great things but then i lost my purpose i dn fit in with society these days like u may think i do if u saw me in person but thats just a mask just to survive it is really hard watching people come n go out of ur life n forget about watching people around u being happy n ur sad n u cannot cry out for help even if i did cry out a couple of times with ppl i trusted its the same out come at first they start helping talking to you everyday making sure ur fine then they slowly fade away putting me in a worse position than i was it feels like im the problem n the people who was intended to help hurt me n yeah thats my life writing kinda makes it a lil better n maybe this my cry out for help
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So hey its me so i previously vented about my depression anxiety and other stuff suicide too I usually get up in the middle of the night stressing and anxious and think how im empty lonely and how i am a big failure its seems like that every one that walks in my life seems to leave it feels like im nobody sm times im with family or friends sitting n stuff then i zone out to another place its like im here but not its kinda hard i have become so antisocial i dn trust any one who says i can help you sm people suggested therapy for me not ppl close but sm people but im to ashamed to see one the thing is how did be like this i was a confident kid with goals n always thought i could do great things n now i dn see any future in my life sm times i pray i would never wake up again. N the only reason im here is because of my mom i dn want her to suffer bc i have watched her suffer all my life n now she is finally becoming happy n i dn wanna ruin anything for her so yeah im that kid who had a light in him believed that he can achieve great things but then i lost my purpose i dn fit in with society these days like u may think i do if u saw me in person but thats just a mask just to survive it is really hard watching people come n go out of ur life n forget about watching people around u being happy n ur sad n u cannot cry out for help even if i did cry out a couple of times with ppl i trusted its the same out come at first they start helping talking to you everyday making sure ur fine then they slowly fade away putting me in a worse position than i was it feels like im the problem n the people who was intended to help hurt me n yeah thats my life writing kinda makes it a lil better n maybe this my cry out for help
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Hello how's everyone doing I feel like my vent is said before but maybe I will try my chance so the thing is I have Hiv when I was born ever since I heard I had it I felt I was pushed away, even tho people say it normal it isn't I couldnt have a normal relationship cause I know it won't last every girl I have been with has left me after I have told them my problem is its not their fault its a bad thing so I came here to ask is any other people like me been in lonely for most of my life I just need someone too relate to.
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Hello how's everyone doing I feel like my vent is said before but maybe I will try my chance so the thing is I have Hiv when I was born ever since I heard I had it I felt I was pushed away, even tho people say it normal it isn't I couldnt have a normal relationship cause I know it won't last every girl I have been with has left me after I have told them my problem is its not their fault its a bad thing so I came here to ask is any other people like me been in lonely for most of my life I just need someone too relate to.
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When you are really progressive and liberal like me in a society full of conservative and fundamentalist people, itβs so hard to think youβd ever find people whom you can connect with meaningfully and not just in a superficial level.
This makes you feel so lonely and so misunderstood that youβd feel like a complete alien in the society you grew up in. Youβd feel so disturbed and bored by everything that you observe that itβll take a huge toll on your mental health to the point of severe depression.
And itβs not even that you havenβt tried to somehow compromise your interests and convictions to try and involve yourself with the society and some people in a personal level. Yet, all these dire attempts end up in absolute disappointment because you canβt really get anything that comes close to your expectation every time you try this. Ignorant parents, dense friends, damaged and toxic romantic partners, theyβll all keep proving to you that anything that comes close to a meaningful human interaction is impossible for you.
Finding yourself looking down on everyone like you are the only adult in town feels so frustrating when you arenβt some priest or chauvinist dictator.
I hope yβall are okay, and you find a solace, Iβve luckily found some.
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When you are really progressive and liberal like me in a society full of conservative and fundamentalist people, itβs so hard to think youβd ever find people whom you can connect with meaningfully and not just in a superficial level.
This makes you feel so lonely and so misunderstood that youβd feel like a complete alien in the society you grew up in. Youβd feel so disturbed and bored by everything that you observe that itβll take a huge toll on your mental health to the point of severe depression.
And itβs not even that you havenβt tried to somehow compromise your interests and convictions to try and involve yourself with the society and some people in a personal level. Yet, all these dire attempts end up in absolute disappointment because you canβt really get anything that comes close to your expectation every time you try this. Ignorant parents, dense friends, damaged and toxic romantic partners, theyβll all keep proving to you that anything that comes close to a meaningful human interaction is impossible for you.
Finding yourself looking down on everyone like you are the only adult in town feels so frustrating when you arenβt some priest or chauvinist dictator.
I hope yβall are okay, and you find a solace, Iβve luckily found some.
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So why did the ebs host need to apologise I don't get it ? Jesus was born human and every human inherited sin from Adam and Eve so if that's the case jesus was born from merry he was sinful because he inherited the same sin from Adam and Eve that's why he got baptized the god himself acknowledged jesus christ as his rightfull son infront of john " Jesus came to John the Baptist while he was baptising people in the River Jordan. John tried to make him change his mind, but Jesus answered, βIn this way we will do all that God requires.β So John agreed. As soon as Jesus was baptised, he came up out of the water. Heaven was opened and he saw the spirit of God descending like a dove and alighting on him. Then a voice said from heaven, βThis is my own dear son with whom I am pleased.β" so until then jesus had the sin nature and after the baptism jesus became absolute and became the savior we all know . Try to read the Bible before criticizing and insulting other people.... christianity is not about insults and make people regret what they believe y'all should be ashamed. We listen to the priests too much instead of reading for ourselves that's our problem. how long are we going to harass others for what they believe ?
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So why did the ebs host need to apologise I don't get it ? Jesus was born human and every human inherited sin from Adam and Eve so if that's the case jesus was born from merry he was sinful because he inherited the same sin from Adam and Eve that's why he got baptized the god himself acknowledged jesus christ as his rightfull son infront of john " Jesus came to John the Baptist while he was baptising people in the River Jordan. John tried to make him change his mind, but Jesus answered, βIn this way we will do all that God requires.β So John agreed. As soon as Jesus was baptised, he came up out of the water. Heaven was opened and he saw the spirit of God descending like a dove and alighting on him. Then a voice said from heaven, βThis is my own dear son with whom I am pleased.β" so until then jesus had the sin nature and after the baptism jesus became absolute and became the savior we all know . Try to read the Bible before criticizing and insulting other people.... christianity is not about insults and make people regret what they believe y'all should be ashamed. We listen to the priests too much instead of reading for ourselves that's our problem. how long are we going to harass others for what they believe ?
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This is my 2nd time trying to vent. Hello i am a guy, 22 my problem is i don't usually get the type of girl that i want i always dream of having a dominant type of female like i love when a girl is dominant and is there any type of help i can get from you guys?
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This is my 2nd time trying to vent. Hello i am a guy, 22 my problem is i don't usually get the type of girl that i want i always dream of having a dominant type of female like i love when a girl is dominant and is there any type of help i can get from you guys?
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I'm a girl...and this is gonna be long asf.
I'm an introvert, betam shy in person(textrovert), insecure about my whole body, gets self conscious if a person stares at me for a beat longer and i hate the outside.
Like I hate the outside so much, my mom tells me to 'go out n have fun esti'πand I refuse.
Bcha I'm getting older(I'm 19) and I get that I'm going to have to start socializing and shit(π¬) but I don't even know the basic stuff. I get anxious whenever I even think about going out with friends or on a date mnamn. Like what do we talk about? If we're gonna eat, what do I order? And who pays? Where r we going? (I don't like fancy places and expensive stuff mnamn, i just wanna live simple and be happy) Do we kiss? (I've been in relationships and made out n stuff but not knowing just unnerves me) Like I need to have each and every action figured out before I even go there and doing that just gives me headaches and i drop the whole meeting up thing. And I don't know how to stop thatπ³.
Ohhh and the 'what do I wear?' StuffππΎi don't sleep the whole night think about that. I like to wear comfortable clothes and I feel like guys want me to dress fancy or sexy and I HATE thatπ
I'm the calm and quiet type of person and I don't jump around and be free around other people...I'm betam collected. I'm in my head even when there is company..I think weird thoughts ,like, I'd be sittin with someone and two flies land on the table n do stuffπ and in my head, I'm like, so do u love her or is this just a 'satisfying my needs' thing? U gonna ignore her n do u your own thing after?
I have a whole world in my head and I'm sooo used to living that, that I'm scared to leave that n start living in the real world now. The real world sucksπlike, people, I can't flyπ³
Bchaa I don't even know what I'm asking u guysπ just say something, I guess. Or maybe I'm just writing all this to hear(read) myself talkπ€idk...thanks anywayπ
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I'm a girl...and this is gonna be long asf.
I'm an introvert, betam shy in person(textrovert), insecure about my whole body, gets self conscious if a person stares at me for a beat longer and i hate the outside.
Like I hate the outside so much, my mom tells me to 'go out n have fun esti'πand I refuse.
Bcha I'm getting older(I'm 19) and I get that I'm going to have to start socializing and shit(π¬) but I don't even know the basic stuff. I get anxious whenever I even think about going out with friends or on a date mnamn. Like what do we talk about? If we're gonna eat, what do I order? And who pays? Where r we going? (I don't like fancy places and expensive stuff mnamn, i just wanna live simple and be happy) Do we kiss? (I've been in relationships and made out n stuff but not knowing just unnerves me) Like I need to have each and every action figured out before I even go there and doing that just gives me headaches and i drop the whole meeting up thing. And I don't know how to stop thatπ³.
Ohhh and the 'what do I wear?' StuffππΎi don't sleep the whole night think about that. I like to wear comfortable clothes and I feel like guys want me to dress fancy or sexy and I HATE thatπ
I'm the calm and quiet type of person and I don't jump around and be free around other people...I'm betam collected. I'm in my head even when there is company..I think weird thoughts ,like, I'd be sittin with someone and two flies land on the table n do stuffπ and in my head, I'm like, so do u love her or is this just a 'satisfying my needs' thing? U gonna ignore her n do u your own thing after?
I have a whole world in my head and I'm sooo used to living that, that I'm scared to leave that n start living in the real world now. The real world sucksπlike, people, I can't flyπ³
Bchaa I don't even know what I'm asking u guysπ just say something, I guess. Or maybe I'm just writing all this to hear(read) myself talkπ€idk...thanks anywayπ
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This is going to be a really long message but please hear me out. Those of you who are going to get married, those of you who plan to eventually get married this concerns you. I am a just a guy in an almost broken up house hold and this is my message. Before you get married α°α αα i know some people use this as an excuse for pushing time away but you need to do it. Live together for a while. See what both of you would do in good and bad times be it economically, health wise, or even in just bad times see what would you do if you happen to make better money than before and how your behaviour would change. How you act around people and your partner. Before jumping into marriages plan your family together how many kids you want, what kind of place you want to live in, how you want to parent your kids and so on. For the sake of your kids, you don't want them to go through hell. You don't want them to live in a dysfunctional household where there are fights every day, you don't want them to hate holidays because their mom is always in the kitchen to avoid fighting with your dad, you don't want them to live in a house which will eventually be sold after the divorce, you don't want them to contemplate suicide, you don't want them to try to break up fights between you two and get hurt, you don't want them to worry that there is a fight everytime you two speak loudly, you don't want them to loose hope in getting married and start a family because they think they will end up like their parents. And those of you who already got married and are not in a good place if it doesn't work it doesn't work, it is better to end up devorced than to live in suffering. Living together while hating each other is NOT better than divorce. If it has to end it has to end. For those of you who are living in this type of house hold don't loose hope. Focus on your education and get yourselves out of that house and start your family where you learned from mistakes your parents done.
P.S for the ladies please have an income before you get into a marriage(or even after) if you have an income you can survive lots of things.
Thank you so much for reading this far.
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This is going to be a really long message but please hear me out. Those of you who are going to get married, those of you who plan to eventually get married this concerns you. I am a just a guy in an almost broken up house hold and this is my message. Before you get married α°α αα i know some people use this as an excuse for pushing time away but you need to do it. Live together for a while. See what both of you would do in good and bad times be it economically, health wise, or even in just bad times see what would you do if you happen to make better money than before and how your behaviour would change. How you act around people and your partner. Before jumping into marriages plan your family together how many kids you want, what kind of place you want to live in, how you want to parent your kids and so on. For the sake of your kids, you don't want them to go through hell. You don't want them to live in a dysfunctional household where there are fights every day, you don't want them to hate holidays because their mom is always in the kitchen to avoid fighting with your dad, you don't want them to live in a house which will eventually be sold after the divorce, you don't want them to contemplate suicide, you don't want them to try to break up fights between you two and get hurt, you don't want them to worry that there is a fight everytime you two speak loudly, you don't want them to loose hope in getting married and start a family because they think they will end up like their parents. And those of you who already got married and are not in a good place if it doesn't work it doesn't work, it is better to end up devorced than to live in suffering. Living together while hating each other is NOT better than divorce. If it has to end it has to end. For those of you who are living in this type of house hold don't loose hope. Focus on your education and get yourselves out of that house and start your family where you learned from mistakes your parents done.
P.S for the ladies please have an income before you get into a marriage(or even after) if you have an income you can survive lots of things.
Thank you so much for reading this far.
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Hello guys so I am a 22 yo girl please I need your opinion so I had a bf for about 4 yrs but we started spending less time together once the pandemic hit. Eventually there was a disagreement between us that we decided to break up. Like I loved him sooo much but I was having a bad day at home when he said some words which made me even more sad. I am a crybaby. After the break up now, like I have been sick for months I dont eat and I am like always sick I get even worse when I take medicines like I lived with medicines for months now for a disease I dont know what it is. Just I feel myself burning. That was when I went to my parents and begged them to send me abroad. Like they agreed finally and I started the process. I felt like I would forget him once I stay far from him. I had a hope that I would heal. But then again a few weeks ago I met this boy on somewhere we were both supposed to be at. Like he treated me as he always did like before break up. Disclaimer: I am the type of girl who doesnt like to talk straight forward about smtn. Be that as it may, I cannot like forget about him now that I met him. I sometimes think should I let go of everything and tell him the truth apologize, leave evrtn and be with him....but then again how about my parents they have got to know I am hurt becoz of smtn and spent a lot of money to send me abroad what should I do please I need advice.
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Hello guys so I am a 22 yo girl please I need your opinion so I had a bf for about 4 yrs but we started spending less time together once the pandemic hit. Eventually there was a disagreement between us that we decided to break up. Like I loved him sooo much but I was having a bad day at home when he said some words which made me even more sad. I am a crybaby. After the break up now, like I have been sick for months I dont eat and I am like always sick I get even worse when I take medicines like I lived with medicines for months now for a disease I dont know what it is. Just I feel myself burning. That was when I went to my parents and begged them to send me abroad. Like they agreed finally and I started the process. I felt like I would forget him once I stay far from him. I had a hope that I would heal. But then again a few weeks ago I met this boy on somewhere we were both supposed to be at. Like he treated me as he always did like before break up. Disclaimer: I am the type of girl who doesnt like to talk straight forward about smtn. Be that as it may, I cannot like forget about him now that I met him. I sometimes think should I let go of everything and tell him the truth apologize, leave evrtn and be with him....but then again how about my parents they have got to know I am hurt becoz of smtn and spent a lot of money to send me abroad what should I do please I need advice.
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