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So....I'm pretty messed up. I don't know what's wrong with me and I'm at a point in my life where i keep daydreaming about my own death. I'm only 15. I know. People tell me I've got a long way to go and so much life to live which makes me want to hurl because i cannot live my life like this. I live in a really religious house and i sometimes pray and stuff like that but still i feel like there's some kind of darkness inside me and it really scares me. I fantasize about killing everyone around me and then myself to let the anger inside of me out. Though it barely helps. I'm always on the verge of punching someone or just shouting on the top of my lungs. And i...sometimes hate my family. Really hate them even when they aren't doing anything wrong. I'm sorry if i sound melodramatic and attention seeking but i just needed to let that out because i don't even know what the cause of my problem is and i really really want to be a good person and actually feel affection.
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So....I'm pretty messed up. I don't know what's wrong with me and I'm at a point in my life where i keep daydreaming about my own death. I'm only 15. I know. People tell me I've got a long way to go and so much life to live which makes me want to hurl because i cannot live my life like this. I live in a really religious house and i sometimes pray and stuff like that but still i feel like there's some kind of darkness inside me and it really scares me. I fantasize about killing everyone around me and then myself to let the anger inside of me out. Though it barely helps. I'm always on the verge of punching someone or just shouting on the top of my lungs. And i...sometimes hate my family. Really hate them even when they aren't doing anything wrong. I'm sorry if i sound melodramatic and attention seeking but i just needed to let that out because i don't even know what the cause of my problem is and i really really want to be a good person and actually feel affection.
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Happy new years guys. This year was as hard as any other year. Idk why people are saying it's the worst... anyways, things I've learnt this year...
1) Love doesn't really fade away. Most of the time, people just have high expectations when they enter a relationship and get bored when they don't see them fulfilled... Low standards and expectations are better because we're all flawed in some way (plus it's more surprising and fun that way)
2) Being mean is not cool. But being too nice can get toxic too
3) Your parents aren't experts at life as they tried so hard to show you. They're just as clueless and lost.
4) Interrupting people while they're talking is actually a really annoying habit and if you have it, get rid of it at all costs
5) communication fixes everything in a relationship. Even if it means resulting the relationship to end.
6) Whoever told you anything is possible was nust assuming you'd be an ambitious, creative hard worker and forgot all the little things in life that are too dreadful to ignore
7) Save money. Nothing sucks more than being helpless (hopelss) in an emergency situation (hekemena mnamn). It's in the little, cheap things that happiness is found often anyway
8) Try to learn as much skills as you can. Even little things like carving coap, crocheting, gardening... just know insignificant things and make them fun
9) Never date someone who's serious about everything. Or wait for life to make them laugh at how absurd everything is. It's all silly and weird. Who knows why we're here?
10) Don't worry too much about your looks. Personality doesn't matter either (since it's affected by your upbringing and is often out of your control until your 40s, 50s anyway). What matters is intention. No one is inherently good. But some people intend to be. Look for those kinds of people
Bonus: Friendshipwise, funny introverts are a bonus. They're really interesting and know a lot. They just need a push
This is MY opinion, what I learned. Maybe I'm not right. Maybe I'll say "wtf was I thinking" when I read this next year. But I just wanted to share a perspective. Again, Happy new year
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Happy new years guys. This year was as hard as any other year. Idk why people are saying it's the worst... anyways, things I've learnt this year...
1) Love doesn't really fade away. Most of the time, people just have high expectations when they enter a relationship and get bored when they don't see them fulfilled... Low standards and expectations are better because we're all flawed in some way (plus it's more surprising and fun that way)
2) Being mean is not cool. But being too nice can get toxic too
3) Your parents aren't experts at life as they tried so hard to show you. They're just as clueless and lost.
4) Interrupting people while they're talking is actually a really annoying habit and if you have it, get rid of it at all costs
5) communication fixes everything in a relationship. Even if it means resulting the relationship to end.
6) Whoever told you anything is possible was nust assuming you'd be an ambitious, creative hard worker and forgot all the little things in life that are too dreadful to ignore
7) Save money. Nothing sucks more than being helpless (hopelss) in an emergency situation (hekemena mnamn). It's in the little, cheap things that happiness is found often anyway
8) Try to learn as much skills as you can. Even little things like carving coap, crocheting, gardening... just know insignificant things and make them fun
9) Never date someone who's serious about everything. Or wait for life to make them laugh at how absurd everything is. It's all silly and weird. Who knows why we're here?
10) Don't worry too much about your looks. Personality doesn't matter either (since it's affected by your upbringing and is often out of your control until your 40s, 50s anyway). What matters is intention. No one is inherently good. But some people intend to be. Look for those kinds of people
Bonus: Friendshipwise, funny introverts are a bonus. They're really interesting and know a lot. They just need a push
This is MY opinion, what I learned. Maybe I'm not right. Maybe I'll say "wtf was I thinking" when I read this next year. But I just wanted to share a perspective. Again, Happy new year
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So I had this happy place to think off when I'm sad or depressed it's been soo long gn lately things kept depressing me always n I'm always fucked so I started fantasizing about this happy place more often, like really seriously. N now it's out of my control I spend 95% of my day daydreaming, I even have an imaginary characters I talk to them literally when alone. Beqa my brain is totally into this shit n I can't control that I can't focus in the class room or while chatting with anyone and I really don't like this cause I'm wayy far from the reality n I keep complaining alot bout the world n how it lacks drama π€¦ββ I rather fantasize than spending time with friends or family or anybody else. I feel like I'm in a serious condition I even get headaches every day. And I get distracted even when crossing the road, I'm venting here cause I thought that none of ma friends would understand being judged by strangers is better than being judged by friends or family. So u guys be free to judge me n tell me ur thoughts bout ma situation. Thanks
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So I had this happy place to think off when I'm sad or depressed it's been soo long gn lately things kept depressing me always n I'm always fucked so I started fantasizing about this happy place more often, like really seriously. N now it's out of my control I spend 95% of my day daydreaming, I even have an imaginary characters I talk to them literally when alone. Beqa my brain is totally into this shit n I can't control that I can't focus in the class room or while chatting with anyone and I really don't like this cause I'm wayy far from the reality n I keep complaining alot bout the world n how it lacks drama π€¦ββ I rather fantasize than spending time with friends or family or anybody else. I feel like I'm in a serious condition I even get headaches every day. And I get distracted even when crossing the road, I'm venting here cause I thought that none of ma friends would understand being judged by strangers is better than being judged by friends or family. So u guys be free to judge me n tell me ur thoughts bout ma situation. Thanks
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Hi okay I'm actually lost not depressed but lost dunno why but my 20's are still filled with anxiety and getting worse I used to think if my own family wont live me who will they are shitty people tho but I dont know anymore when I try it gets worse I'm loosing all hope and my relationships are getting worse with people if you have been in this situation please tell me how to get out of it
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Hi okay I'm actually lost not depressed but lost dunno why but my 20's are still filled with anxiety and getting worse I used to think if my own family wont live me who will they are shitty people tho but I dont know anymore when I try it gets worse I'm loosing all hope and my relationships are getting worse with people if you have been in this situation please tell me how to get out of it
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I am a man. I 'm 23. ke 3 amet belay abragn yekoyech echogna alechgn. And what I want to share with you is ke echognaye ga be holy way(church) nw lenegaba ekedachn ena. We are both V. mnm sex yemadreg felagotm yelenm.gn. But when kesua ga sehon, kesua ga sesek, kesua ga sechawet, ejuan seyez, menged lay ande lay senhed α₯αα΄ αααα. And I'm very, very eyeteshemaqequ nw sew endayayegn. is this my only problem? weys hulum sew endi yehonal? And please advise me how to get out of this situation. Please don't jokeπ beteleye endi aynet huneta yagatemachu plz...endet tewetachut???
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I am a man. I 'm 23. ke 3 amet belay abragn yekoyech echogna alechgn. And what I want to share with you is ke echognaye ga be holy way(church) nw lenegaba ekedachn ena. We are both V. mnm sex yemadreg felagotm yelenm.gn. But when kesua ga sehon, kesua ga sesek, kesua ga sechawet, ejuan seyez, menged lay ande lay senhed α₯αα΄ αααα. And I'm very, very eyeteshemaqequ nw sew endayayegn. is this my only problem? weys hulum sew endi yehonal? And please advise me how to get out of this situation. Please don't jokeπ beteleye endi aynet huneta yagatemachu plz...endet tewetachut???
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Hi idk who needs to hear this but here goes
Your neck is not a shirt so dn hang it
Your wrist is not paper so dn cut it
Your heart is not a lock so dn lock it
Your life is not a film so dn end it
Because in my eyes u are not worthless
If anything you are most priceless
You are a great person n will do amazing things in life and for that u have me respect
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Hi idk who needs to hear this but here goes
Your neck is not a shirt so dn hang it
Your wrist is not paper so dn cut it
Your heart is not a lock so dn lock it
Your life is not a film so dn end it
Because in my eyes u are not worthless
If anything you are most priceless
You are a great person n will do amazing things in life and for that u have me respect
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One of ma parents an addict
Porn addict, alcoholic with black tooth obviously showing about how much cigarettes burnt in that mouth, irresponsible and bad role model
The thing is I have been keeping these things a secret from others of ma fam members for past couple of years,they have no idea what's going on and I don't want them to know but now a days it's eating me alive from inside out,in every second ,Idk what to do
Someone just tell me if I will ever be okay again
I'm giving up, but if I do something I know ma whole family is going to be ruined
I don't want ma younger siblings to be raised in divorced fam,I'm doing this for them but I'm dying
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Highschool girl with a heavy burden on ma shoulders,
One of ma parents an addict
Porn addict, alcoholic with black tooth obviously showing about how much cigarettes burnt in that mouth, irresponsible and bad role model
The thing is I have been keeping these things a secret from others of ma fam members for past couple of years,they have no idea what's going on and I don't want them to know but now a days it's eating me alive from inside out,in every second ,Idk what to do
Someone just tell me if I will ever be okay again
I'm giving up, but if I do something I know ma whole family is going to be ruined
I don't want ma younger siblings to be raised in divorced fam,I'm doing this for them but I'm dying
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Hey guys....First time venting....
Im a man, 26...
so the thing is, I don even know how to say it????ββ
Owkay i slept with our maid....ahhhh you guys have no idea????
But wait the fuck back....idk why im even calling her a Maid!?
i mean this girl is so beyond perfect in many ways....
Look my parents brought her from geter like 2 years or sth ago ena i wasnt there at the time, i was at campus with my aunt and when i came back.....she was just there
like family brought her so she can learn nd help out nd stuff....
SHE is so fuckin beautiful plus she's now learning as a management student nd she has this undescribable personality, her politeness her sense of humor...the way she grew up her background beka just tells how much of a wonderful person she is....
After her ethg started to fall in line for me...family is in a better situation, got a job(that pays realllyyy well) and ethg is just bright u know
Ena beka With her demo we got to know each other over the years and idk the sleeping together just happened!
so....im not gonna bail out or stg u know, im just thinking to man up and ask my parents if i could marry her
cause i think im in love I swear and i hope she does too...
What do you guys think?
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Hey guys....First time venting....
Im a man, 26...
so the thing is, I don even know how to say it????ββ
Owkay i slept with our maid....ahhhh you guys have no idea????
But wait the fuck back....idk why im even calling her a Maid!?
i mean this girl is so beyond perfect in many ways....
Look my parents brought her from geter like 2 years or sth ago ena i wasnt there at the time, i was at campus with my aunt and when i came back.....she was just there
like family brought her so she can learn nd help out nd stuff....
SHE is so fuckin beautiful plus she's now learning as a management student nd she has this undescribable personality, her politeness her sense of humor...the way she grew up her background beka just tells how much of a wonderful person she is....
After her ethg started to fall in line for me...family is in a better situation, got a job(that pays realllyyy well) and ethg is just bright u know
Ena beka With her demo we got to know each other over the years and idk the sleeping together just happened!
so....im not gonna bail out or stg u know, im just thinking to man up and ask my parents if i could marry her
cause i think im in love I swear and i hope she does too...
What do you guys think?
please help a brother out
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well I fucking hate my life because asbute esti a father who have low confidence and can't do anything and blaming his wife for his avery fucking mistake in his life.
Well I am 18 and I live with my mom and dad and one older sister she 19 but she is disabled and we didn't even know what her problem is (I think it's mental retardation, a person who have a low IQ than the averge) since she never got checked in hospital because of my dadπ‘ he don't know how to handle thing like this and expect me to do it and he didn't have a clue on how to raise a child.i don't even know why he got as in the first place and he always told as he wish he never had as because we are not worth it and always compare as with other people's children.he never let me go out and have fun with my friends because my sister didn't have friends so I have to stay home with her all day(except going to school) sometimes he told me to take her avery where I go asbute esti she is not a bug eko esuwane yesha bahadkubate yamezorewe damo
leke kasra semata he start yelling at as mnamne ena moral ymenaka sedebe yesdbanale and my sister damo since she is disabled she can't read or write anything ena basu mekenyate morlwane yenkawale she even learn in a government school which she can't feet in there because of her mental problems and me In private school baze mekenyate erasu people lana yatdaladala ena yatmachacha life yemnore yemaslachwale gene its not like that kamere I have no one else to talk to and going crazy.
she have some wired behaviour like...guroro matrarge newe mebalewe becha she did that and it's fucking annoying and since we shared a room she keeps saying that and I can't even sleep and do anything.i am kinda having depression and mood swings gene eze hagere esu enda basheta selamykotere mamne zore belo yameyaye yalme cherashe compare me with my sister people told me I have to be strong and do things for my self and to my sister and that shit scared me off.I always thinking about suicide a lot of times because I don't even know how to take care and do shit to my self and I have a lot's of problem .i know my sister is going to be a burden in my hole life and because of that I fucking hate her sometimes and hate my self because I am being selfish.
so if anyone have anything in common with or any advice plse...am losing my mind here sitting home all day damo is not helping me bezume watecha esrau selamalke fantasy ena reality erasu tadbalkobeyale.
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well I fucking hate my life because asbute esti a father who have low confidence and can't do anything and blaming his wife for his avery fucking mistake in his life.
Well I am 18 and I live with my mom and dad and one older sister she 19 but she is disabled and we didn't even know what her problem is (I think it's mental retardation, a person who have a low IQ than the averge) since she never got checked in hospital because of my dadπ‘ he don't know how to handle thing like this and expect me to do it and he didn't have a clue on how to raise a child.i don't even know why he got as in the first place and he always told as he wish he never had as because we are not worth it and always compare as with other people's children.he never let me go out and have fun with my friends because my sister didn't have friends so I have to stay home with her all day(except going to school) sometimes he told me to take her avery where I go asbute esti she is not a bug eko esuwane yesha bahadkubate yamezorewe damo
leke kasra semata he start yelling at as mnamne ena moral ymenaka sedebe yesdbanale and my sister damo since she is disabled she can't read or write anything ena basu mekenyate morlwane yenkawale she even learn in a government school which she can't feet in there because of her mental problems and me In private school baze mekenyate erasu people lana yatdaladala ena yatmachacha life yemnore yemaslachwale gene its not like that kamere I have no one else to talk to and going crazy.
she have some wired behaviour like...guroro matrarge newe mebalewe becha she did that and it's fucking annoying and since we shared a room she keeps saying that and I can't even sleep and do anything.i am kinda having depression and mood swings gene eze hagere esu enda basheta selamykotere mamne zore belo yameyaye yalme cherashe compare me with my sister people told me I have to be strong and do things for my self and to my sister and that shit scared me off.I always thinking about suicide a lot of times because I don't even know how to take care and do shit to my self and I have a lot's of problem .i know my sister is going to be a burden in my hole life and because of that I fucking hate her sometimes and hate my self because I am being selfish.
so if anyone have anything in common with or any advice plse...am losing my mind here sitting home all day damo is not helping me bezume watecha esrau selamalke fantasy ena reality erasu tadbalkobeyale.
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Girls...i need advice. And i said girls cuz most guys are afraid to talk about this stuff. The thing is i hate having my periodπ. I mean really really hate it. I'm always like "Why god. WHY??" Seriously. What should i do??? I know this is stupid but I'm tired of going through this every month. I've searched on how to stop your period forever and now I've found this stuff called subliminals...i don't know if it's an occult or something but should i use it? Or should i just deal with being a girl.
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Girls...i need advice. And i said girls cuz most guys are afraid to talk about this stuff. The thing is i hate having my periodπ. I mean really really hate it. I'm always like "Why god. WHY??" Seriously. What should i do??? I know this is stupid but I'm tired of going through this every month. I've searched on how to stop your period forever and now I've found this stuff called subliminals...i don't know if it's an occult or something but should i use it? Or should i just deal with being a girl.
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Okay, I want to kill her. Kill her for being so beautiful and well fashioned. I want to make her swallow a knife so her mesmerizing voice won't overshadow mine. I can't even look in the mirror anymore. He chose her because she's everything a man can ever want. He chose her because she's slim and the right height and she laughs at his jokes even if her laugh is too obviously fake you can't say anything about it because it's beautiful. I hate her. She doesn't deserve him. He used to like me before her. I worked sooo hard to get his attention. But he can't help it, she's a catch. She's the definition of a girl. I'm a fat, ugly, dumb slob he has nothing in common with. He's sweet and innocent and pure and has all the best intentions. Girls such as her will hurt him. I must kill her. I'm not joking guys, I'm in a really dark anger right now. I'm becoming bitter and easily angered. I feel my heart turn into a rigid cold shield. I feel unfairly treated by my existence. I'm a grown ass woman. What is happening to me? This isn't just jealousy. I feel like something lawfully mine has been taken away.
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Okay, I want to kill her. Kill her for being so beautiful and well fashioned. I want to make her swallow a knife so her mesmerizing voice won't overshadow mine. I can't even look in the mirror anymore. He chose her because she's everything a man can ever want. He chose her because she's slim and the right height and she laughs at his jokes even if her laugh is too obviously fake you can't say anything about it because it's beautiful. I hate her. She doesn't deserve him. He used to like me before her. I worked sooo hard to get his attention. But he can't help it, she's a catch. She's the definition of a girl. I'm a fat, ugly, dumb slob he has nothing in common with. He's sweet and innocent and pure and has all the best intentions. Girls such as her will hurt him. I must kill her. I'm not joking guys, I'm in a really dark anger right now. I'm becoming bitter and easily angered. I feel my heart turn into a rigid cold shield. I feel unfairly treated by my existence. I'm a grown ass woman. What is happening to me? This isn't just jealousy. I feel like something lawfully mine has been taken away.
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Hey there.... i don't even want to talk about it gin lemme try I just hate my self I feel like am not lucky am a kinda girl who fall in love easily n think abt some stranger all the time n get hurt I mean its bulshit how fast I get a feeling for some body n how my weight decrease by that stress its amazing how I spend my whole time by thinking not to think I don't even knw why am I venting here I just want cry beka I feel like am such π
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Hey there.... i don't even want to talk about it gin lemme try I just hate my self I feel like am not lucky am a kinda girl who fall in love easily n think abt some stranger all the time n get hurt I mean its bulshit how fast I get a feeling for some body n how my weight decrease by that stress its amazing how I spend my whole time by thinking not to think I don't even knw why am I venting here I just want cry beka I feel like am such π
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I'm a woman at early 20's
My problem is I don't have woman friends ...I mean I have lots of male friends. But when it comes to woman they will ignore me without a reason, they will shut me up.. alot
Is there anyone who has been in this situation ?? What should I have to do to have women friends ?? Please help me out ...I'm stressed
And if there is any woman who would like to hangout sometime let me know on the comment section
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I'm a woman at early 20's
My problem is I don't have woman friends ...I mean I have lots of male friends. But when it comes to woman they will ignore me without a reason, they will shut me up.. alot
Is there anyone who has been in this situation ?? What should I have to do to have women friends ?? Please help me out ...I'm stressed
And if there is any woman who would like to hangout sometime let me know on the comment section
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so i am 22 female, i was extremly emotional as a kid but i grew up in an emotionally distant family, after years of trying and failing to connect with them finally i coped with it by detaching myself from everyone. i can be ur bestfriend for years, know about ur deepest secrets and all and if u decide not to talk to me one day without any reason i would leave u without batting my eyes, not being bothered one bit..yeah i never developed attachment with anyone, i always enjoyed being by myself. but i also believed in soulmates, i was a hopless romantic silly me. 2yrs ago u came around and ruin it for me. i was emotionally crippeled, hanging on by the only line that was any hope for me, u burned that. i wish i never met u, then at least i would have been able to love someone who wouldn't abuse my very fragile trust. i gave u all my heart and trust but for u it was just a game. for many people it might not be a big deal but for me it was very precious, i spent years thinking about meeting my one and only, always protecting and cradling my heart in my arms,but when i gave it to u, u squashed it to the ground, leaving it to die. for that i hate u, i honestly hate u from the bottom of my heart because u ruined my chance of experiencing love. now i am all empty with nothing left to offer. u left me empty handed. even after all u did i tried to love u again because i couldn't handle the total emptiness eclipsing my heart but all i could muster up is hate and disgust for u. i met so many nice people after u but i was unable to attach because i was robbed of the last thing i had, i rly wish karma gets u. last time we talked i told u i hate love, it was a big lie, i only said that because for me it was a lost cause. God what kind of existance would i live from now.
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so i am 22 female, i was extremly emotional as a kid but i grew up in an emotionally distant family, after years of trying and failing to connect with them finally i coped with it by detaching myself from everyone. i can be ur bestfriend for years, know about ur deepest secrets and all and if u decide not to talk to me one day without any reason i would leave u without batting my eyes, not being bothered one bit..yeah i never developed attachment with anyone, i always enjoyed being by myself. but i also believed in soulmates, i was a hopless romantic silly me. 2yrs ago u came around and ruin it for me. i was emotionally crippeled, hanging on by the only line that was any hope for me, u burned that. i wish i never met u, then at least i would have been able to love someone who wouldn't abuse my very fragile trust. i gave u all my heart and trust but for u it was just a game. for many people it might not be a big deal but for me it was very precious, i spent years thinking about meeting my one and only, always protecting and cradling my heart in my arms,but when i gave it to u, u squashed it to the ground, leaving it to die. for that i hate u, i honestly hate u from the bottom of my heart because u ruined my chance of experiencing love. now i am all empty with nothing left to offer. u left me empty handed. even after all u did i tried to love u again because i couldn't handle the total emptiness eclipsing my heart but all i could muster up is hate and disgust for u. i met so many nice people after u but i was unable to attach because i was robbed of the last thing i had, i rly wish karma gets u. last time we talked i told u i hate love, it was a big lie, i only said that because for me it was a lost cause. God what kind of existance would i live from now.
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I've been wishing I found a girl who was a sexual deviant. Someone as wierd as me if not weirder. Someone to test the limits with. I'm a bit of a sadist so someone who can take abuse well and would enjoy it. I was with a girl like that a while ago but it took a tool on both of us. Lately tho my depression been creeping back triggering my self destructive tendencies hence the fantasy of finding someone to explore the bottom with. Other girls I've been with either think I'm wierd or dont have much experience. Anyways just wanted to get that off my chest before I go back to pretending that I'm fine. Peace and love.
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I've been wishing I found a girl who was a sexual deviant. Someone as wierd as me if not weirder. Someone to test the limits with. I'm a bit of a sadist so someone who can take abuse well and would enjoy it. I was with a girl like that a while ago but it took a tool on both of us. Lately tho my depression been creeping back triggering my self destructive tendencies hence the fantasy of finding someone to explore the bottom with. Other girls I've been with either think I'm wierd or dont have much experience. Anyways just wanted to get that off my chest before I go back to pretending that I'm fine. Peace and love.
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Hi, I am so confused about everything. I dont know what to do. I daydream things that won't be possible, I hate it. I want to stop it but I couldn't. I am uncertain about things, it affects my confidence. My best friend died earlier this year, that made me hate relationships like a disease. I dont open up for people, it is very hard for me. Mostly I feel lonely, a person surrounded by many people but no one that understand me. I want to change, I want it so badly but I dont know where to start, what to do.
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Hi, I am so confused about everything. I dont know what to do. I daydream things that won't be possible, I hate it. I want to stop it but I couldn't. I am uncertain about things, it affects my confidence. My best friend died earlier this year, that made me hate relationships like a disease. I dont open up for people, it is very hard for me. Mostly I feel lonely, a person surrounded by many people but no one that understand me. I want to change, I want it so badly but I dont know where to start, what to do.
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Hey guys, I pretty new here but as far as I have read there has been pretty bad situation vented here and my request might seem little in comparison, but here.
I am a very confident girl and I am not saying that to brag but just so you understand, and I am bold. Most people tell me I am to bold, and I try my best not to hurt people's emotions but I have the tendency to speak what's in my mind and not sugar coat it. My friends say they like my boldness and honesty, but I have been getting harassed lately by a couple of boys in my class because they say, I think I am better than them. It all started when I insulted one of them(I called him a moran who behaves worse than a pig), I know not my best time but in my defence he kept commenting on females body, so when he asked if he could kiss me, I told him what I thought of him.
But that is not what surprised me what did was how many people were quick to agree with him that I act like I am better than everyone, even most girls.
I didn't tell anyone what he asked me because I honestly don't care enough to do so. I got nothing to prove!
And I really don't think I am better than everyone one but I do think I am better behaved and certainly wiser. Is that wrong? Should I be more sugar coating of my words? and to the guys out there, was I too harsh on the rejection?
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Hey guys, I pretty new here but as far as I have read there has been pretty bad situation vented here and my request might seem little in comparison, but here.
I am a very confident girl and I am not saying that to brag but just so you understand, and I am bold. Most people tell me I am to bold, and I try my best not to hurt people's emotions but I have the tendency to speak what's in my mind and not sugar coat it. My friends say they like my boldness and honesty, but I have been getting harassed lately by a couple of boys in my class because they say, I think I am better than them. It all started when I insulted one of them(I called him a moran who behaves worse than a pig), I know not my best time but in my defence he kept commenting on females body, so when he asked if he could kiss me, I told him what I thought of him.
But that is not what surprised me what did was how many people were quick to agree with him that I act like I am better than everyone, even most girls.
I didn't tell anyone what he asked me because I honestly don't care enough to do so. I got nothing to prove!
And I really don't think I am better than everyone one but I do think I am better behaved and certainly wiser. Is that wrong? Should I be more sugar coating of my words? and to the guys out there, was I too harsh on the rejection?
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Ok, ik what ya'lls responses are gonna be after I write this and you're all proably justified in saying that heck I would have given myself the same advice if I was in your position but the problem with me is that I dont make the right decisions even if its staring at me. I guess I'm writing this in defiance of my better judgement so I can get somewhat validated by you guys to make the wrong decision twisted right? Well that's what love can do to ya or infatuation . Becha this what happened I'll try to keep it short. So I was in this long distance relationship a few years back. We were together for about 2 years and we broke up almost a year ago. Everything was perfect until we broke up that is. The reason we broke up was that she had some doubts about our relationship succeeding because of the distance and how shed rather be with a guy who was in the same vicinity as her...basically she left me to persue a relationship some other guy. It hurt but it's TRUE what they say time heals BUT fast forward to a few weeks back. i saw her post something on her social media( we both follow each other even after we broke up on all platforms) saying something along the lines of her being In love and I just felt my heart sink after seeing that post and now I'm depressed as ever I'm even thinking of actually talking to her idk what to do this is a genuine cry for help!
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Ok, ik what ya'lls responses are gonna be after I write this and you're all proably justified in saying that heck I would have given myself the same advice if I was in your position but the problem with me is that I dont make the right decisions even if its staring at me. I guess I'm writing this in defiance of my better judgement so I can get somewhat validated by you guys to make the wrong decision twisted right? Well that's what love can do to ya or infatuation . Becha this what happened I'll try to keep it short. So I was in this long distance relationship a few years back. We were together for about 2 years and we broke up almost a year ago. Everything was perfect until we broke up that is. The reason we broke up was that she had some doubts about our relationship succeeding because of the distance and how shed rather be with a guy who was in the same vicinity as her...basically she left me to persue a relationship some other guy. It hurt but it's TRUE what they say time heals BUT fast forward to a few weeks back. i saw her post something on her social media( we both follow each other even after we broke up on all platforms) saying something along the lines of her being In love and I just felt my heart sink after seeing that post and now I'm depressed as ever I'm even thinking of actually talking to her idk what to do this is a genuine cry for help!
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They say "communication is key" but what do you do when the person acts like he can talk about it But doesn't even know what talking means
Here it goes...yeah First thing I know this dude in highchool for two years ...he asked me multiple times and I said no caused I wasn't ready so after we got in to college he asked me to meet and we did ...and on that day beka anberen enhun ena enyew tebabaln.( which I regretted after 2 secs)
And it has been almost 5 months ena betam bzu chgr ale and I kept quiet cause betnshum betlkum drama mefter alfelekum gn be qoye qutr its eating me getan...only agreed to try it days and weeks past with my silence whenever I saw a problem and ignored my feelings and protected my emotions every single time ....And I try to reveal the facts that this ain't healthy relationship so we can work on it but the dude can't even listen besnesrat begetaπ€¦π½ββ
Lack of self awareness,confidence,immaturity...yeah I'm with someone like that and I hesitate breaking it off with him because I'm SCARED I get scared about losing people and regretting, I'm scared because what if no one could love me like he did, I'm scared of my behaviour I'm scared of ME ...but I try to hide with "HE might change,he needs me, I don wanna hurt him " shittss! that's why I couldn't just break it off I swear i wasn't like this I never hestitated cutting off toxic people, once I see them disturbing my peace then snip snip ππbut thanks to my fear now I'm becoming toxic and I hate it
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They say "communication is key" but what do you do when the person acts like he can talk about it But doesn't even know what talking means
Here it goes...yeah First thing I know this dude in highchool for two years ...he asked me multiple times and I said no caused I wasn't ready so after we got in to college he asked me to meet and we did ...and on that day beka anberen enhun ena enyew tebabaln.( which I regretted after 2 secs)
And it has been almost 5 months ena betam bzu chgr ale and I kept quiet cause betnshum betlkum drama mefter alfelekum gn be qoye qutr its eating me getan...only agreed to try it days and weeks past with my silence whenever I saw a problem and ignored my feelings and protected my emotions every single time ....And I try to reveal the facts that this ain't healthy relationship so we can work on it but the dude can't even listen besnesrat begetaπ€¦π½ββ
Lack of self awareness,confidence,immaturity...yeah I'm with someone like that and I hesitate breaking it off with him because I'm SCARED I get scared about losing people and regretting, I'm scared because what if no one could love me like he did, I'm scared of my behaviour I'm scared of ME ...but I try to hide with "HE might change,he needs me, I don wanna hurt him " shittss! that's why I couldn't just break it off I swear i wasn't like this I never hestitated cutting off toxic people, once I see them disturbing my peace then snip snip ππbut thanks to my fear now I'm becoming toxic and I hate it
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Hiii uhmm so I wanted to ask for ur advice people... Iβm a high school girl n I like this boy. We dated for almost a year before we broke up. The decision was made by me. Our relationship was a secret from our school bc the rumors there just make ppl break up for no reason. We were cool about it tho we txted n didnβt lose contact with each other. When school opened this year he kept asking y I was avoiding him n stuff n I told him I didnβt want it to look weird n he said he didnβt mind. I never rly got a lot of chances to talk to him at school bc of all his friends n girl friends who r soooo fukin hottt. Me n one of my friends just walk around this shop where practically everyone hangs out when we go out from school. I see him looking at me a lottt of times. I talked to him once a couple of days ago n all I could do was stare at his lips idkyπ I rly wanted to kiss him thatβs what google told me apparently lol. He kept asking if smthn was wrong or if he had smthn on his teeth n at one point he said βgebagnβ. I think he knew I wanted to kiss him or smthn idk. I got sooo nervous that I told him weβd talk some other day mnamn. Ig I still like him. What should I do? Do u guys have any thoughts or ideas. Have anyone of u been thru this? Thanks for reading!! Hope yβall have a smooth day and donβt forget to be happy!! LOVE YOURSELFπ!
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Hiii uhmm so I wanted to ask for ur advice people... Iβm a high school girl n I like this boy. We dated for almost a year before we broke up. The decision was made by me. Our relationship was a secret from our school bc the rumors there just make ppl break up for no reason. We were cool about it tho we txted n didnβt lose contact with each other. When school opened this year he kept asking y I was avoiding him n stuff n I told him I didnβt want it to look weird n he said he didnβt mind. I never rly got a lot of chances to talk to him at school bc of all his friends n girl friends who r soooo fukin hottt. Me n one of my friends just walk around this shop where practically everyone hangs out when we go out from school. I see him looking at me a lottt of times. I talked to him once a couple of days ago n all I could do was stare at his lips idkyπ I rly wanted to kiss him thatβs what google told me apparently lol. He kept asking if smthn was wrong or if he had smthn on his teeth n at one point he said βgebagnβ. I think he knew I wanted to kiss him or smthn idk. I got sooo nervous that I told him weβd talk some other day mnamn. Ig I still like him. What should I do? Do u guys have any thoughts or ideas. Have anyone of u been thru this? Thanks for reading!! Hope yβall have a smooth day and donβt forget to be happy!! LOVE YOURSELFπ!
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