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So my problem may seem simple compared to the other vents here and I won't be surprised if u guys think 'typical teenage' but I'm gonna go ahead and vent anyway. The thing is I worry. I worry too much for every single thing to the extent of being sick. I can't do my job correctly, I can't focus, I can't say no to people. No matter how my refusal to the other person maybe reasonable, no matter how it's the other person's fault I will always find a way to make it my fault. And I get eaten by the guilt creating scenarios in which the situation could have played out. I know part of it is due to the fact that i care abt what ppl think of me. I avoid conflicts. And that may seem like a good character but it's not when it's too much. To the point of taking the blame for something that i didn't do just to stop the bickering. I may pretend for the time being that i don't give a damn abt the whole thing, it is what it is, good riddance and all that bullshit in attempt to get me stop worrying but after a little while it all comes back renewed. At first i thought it was my nature but now I'm worrying abt my worrying. And yeah, i just wanted to let it out here cause i know what my friends or other people will say if i asked for advice. Easy to state what to do than doing it but i think it's easier to communicate anonymously so please let me know your thoughts.π€π€
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So my problem may seem simple compared to the other vents here and I won't be surprised if u guys think 'typical teenage' but I'm gonna go ahead and vent anyway. The thing is I worry. I worry too much for every single thing to the extent of being sick. I can't do my job correctly, I can't focus, I can't say no to people. No matter how my refusal to the other person maybe reasonable, no matter how it's the other person's fault I will always find a way to make it my fault. And I get eaten by the guilt creating scenarios in which the situation could have played out. I know part of it is due to the fact that i care abt what ppl think of me. I avoid conflicts. And that may seem like a good character but it's not when it's too much. To the point of taking the blame for something that i didn't do just to stop the bickering. I may pretend for the time being that i don't give a damn abt the whole thing, it is what it is, good riddance and all that bullshit in attempt to get me stop worrying but after a little while it all comes back renewed. At first i thought it was my nature but now I'm worrying abt my worrying. And yeah, i just wanted to let it out here cause i know what my friends or other people will say if i asked for advice. Easy to state what to do than doing it but i think it's easier to communicate anonymously so please let me know your thoughts.π€π€
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Hi guys I'm a girl ena i have a boy friend.we met at campus.Ena kequtantine behula tegenagnten anakim minawraw betelegram bicha nbr ...gn yalfut werat kebad nbru lene malet bzu gize break up enareg bilo teyikognal ene gn betam silemafkrew alchalkum ena lemnkut betam abrogn endikoy esum eshi blogn abren nen betam endemiyafkregm yingregnal hule gn binilelyay eyale eyawra hule libe yisebral yigodal ahun gn alchalkum hule bichayen malkes selechegn ena break up binareg ene betam endaligoda feralehu yalesu wend yalem aymeslegm even kewendoch gar chat mareg astelitognal ena esu degmo minim aymeslewim kene meleyet ena guys i need ur help tell me what to do I'm confused.
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Hi guys I'm a girl ena i have a boy friend.we met at campus.Ena kequtantine behula tegenagnten anakim minawraw betelegram bicha nbr ...gn yalfut werat kebad nbru lene malet bzu gize break up enareg bilo teyikognal ene gn betam silemafkrew alchalkum ena lemnkut betam abrogn endikoy esum eshi blogn abren nen betam endemiyafkregm yingregnal hule gn binilelyay eyale eyawra hule libe yisebral yigodal ahun gn alchalkum hule bichayen malkes selechegn ena break up binareg ene betam endaligoda feralehu yalesu wend yalem aymeslegm even kewendoch gar chat mareg astelitognal ena esu degmo minim aymeslewim kene meleyet ena guys i need ur help tell me what to do I'm confused.
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I have two problems I need help with the first one is im having panic Attacks these days my problem is i dream of this perfect life But then my life is full of Problems that you cant even Imagine when i think all of that i run out of Air everything gets blurry and i just its hard everytime it happens it feels like" this is it ,im Dying." How do i treat it do i go to Hospital what do i do ??
The other one is its been two weeks I see the same Dream over and over again And there is this song Stuck in my head even after i wake up i hear it in my dreams and after i wake up It plays in my head i tried to write it down the other day the words i write Couldnt rhyme or they dont make sense they not matching the song im hearing Sometimes its clear Sometimes its blurry
Why the song ? Why the same dream again and again ? Is it just a dream ?
Oh and the dream is I just walk and I get to some edge something like gedel ,while i walk the song plays idkkkkk from WHERE and While Standing at the edge somebody from the back push me down and i fall down before i reach the ground i wake up ππWTF???
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I have two problems I need help with the first one is im having panic Attacks these days my problem is i dream of this perfect life But then my life is full of Problems that you cant even Imagine when i think all of that i run out of Air everything gets blurry and i just its hard everytime it happens it feels like" this is it ,im Dying." How do i treat it do i go to Hospital what do i do ??
The other one is its been two weeks I see the same Dream over and over again And there is this song Stuck in my head even after i wake up i hear it in my dreams and after i wake up It plays in my head i tried to write it down the other day the words i write Couldnt rhyme or they dont make sense they not matching the song im hearing Sometimes its clear Sometimes its blurry
Why the song ? Why the same dream again and again ? Is it just a dream ?
Oh and the dream is I just walk and I get to some edge something like gedel ,while i walk the song plays idkkkkk from WHERE and While Standing at the edge somebody from the back push me down and i fall down before i reach the ground i wake up ππWTF???
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I am one of those people who us strict on time. If you say it'll be ready by 5:00, I'll be there at 5:00. Since I started my own work this side of me was supposed to change and it is little by little. Since I outsource most of the things to finish my product if it's not done within a timeframe set plus additional time for some unpredictable things happening I go crazy or react a little. My gastric reacts more even if I'm trying to stay calm. Just woke up from a dream where I was screaming because my order wasn't done, which might happen today. I don't want to put my health at risk but don't know what to do any advice ?
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I am one of those people who us strict on time. If you say it'll be ready by 5:00, I'll be there at 5:00. Since I started my own work this side of me was supposed to change and it is little by little. Since I outsource most of the things to finish my product if it's not done within a timeframe set plus additional time for some unpredictable things happening I go crazy or react a little. My gastric reacts more even if I'm trying to stay calm. Just woke up from a dream where I was screaming because my order wasn't done, which might happen today. I don't want to put my health at risk but don't know what to do any advice ?
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So i have very toxic r/ship with my mom. She throw very strong words that can damage ur brain, They are very deep it isn't like that of son and mom. she always curse me since my childhood for the thing i don't even know. She takes me as i ruined her chance. She always took me as bad.asebut she is the one who brought me to this world. Gena chekla eyalew bemalakew ngr tikesegn nbr. She broke up with my dad when am child and i grow up with her new family. I can say i helped her with something on her new family when am grown up. But She is even jealous of me, currently am senior med student and she say ahun ante doctor lethon nw mechem athonm mnamn, π’ ena becha sometimes i fear her words sometimes i dont care. Even i dont approach girls since she always took it as belgena. Recently we aggressively disagreed over one thing ena its been while since we talked. what do you guys think i have to do? Am really worried.
So i have to share this thing here since i haven't got no one to share serious issues, i got friends but we talk only fun stuffs
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So i have very toxic r/ship with my mom. She throw very strong words that can damage ur brain, They are very deep it isn't like that of son and mom. she always curse me since my childhood for the thing i don't even know. She takes me as i ruined her chance. She always took me as bad.asebut she is the one who brought me to this world. Gena chekla eyalew bemalakew ngr tikesegn nbr. She broke up with my dad when am child and i grow up with her new family. I can say i helped her with something on her new family when am grown up. But She is even jealous of me, currently am senior med student and she say ahun ante doctor lethon nw mechem athonm mnamn, π’ ena becha sometimes i fear her words sometimes i dont care. Even i dont approach girls since she always took it as belgena. Recently we aggressively disagreed over one thing ena its been while since we talked. what do you guys think i have to do? Am really worried.
So i have to share this thing here since i haven't got no one to share serious issues, i got friends but we talk only fun stuffs
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So ima try to make it short as possible,.... there is this guy which we met on a dating app and we really vibed like everything ever not to exaggerate but we even sometimes finish sentences and else.... and so we get so close less than 2 weeks, but he problem started when i kinda started liking him..... he kinda everytime tell me about his crush but says she's outa her league she so damn pretty and soon stuff (to speak the truth he got point on that) and again but tell me he kinda likes me mnamn ..... idk he gets me confused mixing signals becha my dum ass choose to confess my feeling (in which i regret that????ββοΈ) becha he said "he never been in love or else but wishes so" and said he just wanna be friends for now... which shocked me and i just tried to back off since then but couldn't i found myself falling for him the more i try to back off.... becha i told him i don't wanna be friends no more because i don't wanna alter with his thoughts mnamn and just said bye but didn't block him n he was like okay as u like i mean he didn't seem to be affected with my suggestion anyways now I'm missing him more like more than anything..... so guys any suggestions on how to forget him or get him back .... idk but he said he would choose to be with me than anyone else if he didn't get along with his crush......
P.S my dumass tried to make him jealous by mentioning that sm guys asked me out mnamn shit but i just came up to make him jealous????ββοΈ????ββοΈ
Thanks guys it was much more good to confess out ...... ββ
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So ima try to make it short as possible,.... there is this guy which we met on a dating app and we really vibed like everything ever not to exaggerate but we even sometimes finish sentences and else.... and so we get so close less than 2 weeks, but he problem started when i kinda started liking him..... he kinda everytime tell me about his crush but says she's outa her league she so damn pretty and soon stuff (to speak the truth he got point on that) and again but tell me he kinda likes me mnamn ..... idk he gets me confused mixing signals becha my dum ass choose to confess my feeling (in which i regret that????ββοΈ) becha he said "he never been in love or else but wishes so" and said he just wanna be friends for now... which shocked me and i just tried to back off since then but couldn't i found myself falling for him the more i try to back off.... becha i told him i don't wanna be friends no more because i don't wanna alter with his thoughts mnamn and just said bye but didn't block him n he was like okay as u like i mean he didn't seem to be affected with my suggestion anyways now I'm missing him more like more than anything..... so guys any suggestions on how to forget him or get him back .... idk but he said he would choose to be with me than anyone else if he didn't get along with his crush......
P.S my dumass tried to make him jealous by mentioning that sm guys asked me out mnamn shit but i just came up to make him jealous????ββοΈ????ββοΈ
Thanks guys it was much more good to confess out ...... ββ
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Hey everyone am a girl almost 20 , I am a confident person in everything else except my looks . I read , am smart like smarter than most people and I when i present my slef well I have this confident vibe that I give off so everyone thinks am that strong chick but deep in side am so insecure.
Its not that am ugly but I am so insecure about it and when a guy tell me i look good my heart just melt.
I knw I need to accept my self and how I look and I shouldn't want validation from other people , so what do u guys think I should?
And for the girls who had gone through this what is the effective way to be not insecure anymore ?
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Hey everyone am a girl almost 20 , I am a confident person in everything else except my looks . I read , am smart like smarter than most people and I when i present my slef well I have this confident vibe that I give off so everyone thinks am that strong chick but deep in side am so insecure.
Its not that am ugly but I am so insecure about it and when a guy tell me i look good my heart just melt.
I knw I need to accept my self and how I look and I shouldn't want validation from other people , so what do u guys think I should?
And for the girls who had gone through this what is the effective way to be not insecure anymore ?
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In what's accepted as "beauty" among society today, I am beautiful. So goregous. But somehow I've never had a single person ask me out. My sister in contrast gets so many guys fighting over her she's even worried about who she's hurting and etc She's ugly eko and I know you'll come at me for this but we all know that personality only matters in movies and books. I'm nice and kind to people and smile a lot and she's serious and lame and I think none of them see this. I even started acting like her at some point but nothinge! No one wants me. Whether I flirt or not or act hard to get. No one sees me. And every girl I know hates me because they all jealous that I look better than them. Can someone tell me what might be wrong?
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In what's accepted as "beauty" among society today, I am beautiful. So goregous. But somehow I've never had a single person ask me out. My sister in contrast gets so many guys fighting over her she's even worried about who she's hurting and etc She's ugly eko and I know you'll come at me for this but we all know that personality only matters in movies and books. I'm nice and kind to people and smile a lot and she's serious and lame and I think none of them see this. I even started acting like her at some point but nothinge! No one wants me. Whether I flirt or not or act hard to get. No one sees me. And every girl I know hates me because they all jealous that I look better than them. Can someone tell me what might be wrong?
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The thing is i wanna be independent and live alone and have my business to do. But all my family things that A girl should graduate and marry a rich man and settle... Everyone is expecting that from me. And there are too many reason that i hate this society. But i do not wanna be employed and telling my fam to have my own business it is seems like a joke to them π¬π¬ um really lost
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The thing is i wanna be independent and live alone and have my business to do. But all my family things that A girl should graduate and marry a rich man and settle... Everyone is expecting that from me. And there are too many reason that i hate this society. But i do not wanna be employed and telling my fam to have my own business it is seems like a joke to them π¬π¬ um really lost
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hey there my beautiful ppl
i want to tell u guys the am really greatfull.. u guys rly helped me out last time fr..
and here i am again with dlt issue..
so its more of a question esp for dudes..
me n my bf don't have sex gn during makeouts i really get wet..and it kindaf embarrass me sm tyms esp when he touches my tng..
so what am tryin to ask is do u guys like it when ur grl gets horny weys the cold one ?
and if so what can u do to reduce that????
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hey there my beautiful ppl
i want to tell u guys the am really greatfull.. u guys rly helped me out last time fr..
and here i am again with dlt issue..
so its more of a question esp for dudes..
me n my bf don't have sex gn during makeouts i really get wet..and it kindaf embarrass me sm tyms esp when he touches my tng..
so what am tryin to ask is do u guys like it when ur grl gets horny weys the cold one ?
and if so what can u do to reduce that????
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Hay i really need your help am guy 22 and i have a gf who lives in mekele and i can't contact her because of the war and its been more than week since we talk and i don't know if she is ok i heard civilians are killed for no reason and am stressed out i can't eat can't sleep i think am loosing my mind so guys if you have any advise or have any information about mekele please help me out ππ
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Hay i really need your help am guy 22 and i have a gf who lives in mekele and i can't contact her because of the war and its been more than week since we talk and i don't know if she is ok i heard civilians are killed for no reason and am stressed out i can't eat can't sleep i think am loosing my mind so guys if you have any advise or have any information about mekele please help me out ππ
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I know a lot of u will say am a simp or stupid or sth like that , I know so u don't have to remind me
Here is the short story
I was talkin to the perfect girl like my perfect girl(we just talked on tg didn't even meet her once )
And I told her I had a crush on her and she admit she liked me too and we talked like a lot and one day I realised I can't even take her on a date (my fam are kinda old school they think money is bad (me:18yrs) and shit like that and I started thinking like am just making her sad cant even be for her when she needs me so why am I doin this to her I can't even see her and have a cake ice cream or what ever and I started being cooled on her and eventually we stopped
No hi no sweet dreams nothing cold turkey
This is like a week and I started thinking am I right , did I do the right thing
Is it selfish of me or am I over thinking shits
I can't talk to my friends cuz I know there answer
What should I do
Do I just fuck it and move on or what
Whenever someone mentions a girl I remember her like what we talked about
Any suggestions
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I know a lot of u will say am a simp or stupid or sth like that , I know so u don't have to remind me
Here is the short story
I was talkin to the perfect girl like my perfect girl(we just talked on tg didn't even meet her once )
And I told her I had a crush on her and she admit she liked me too and we talked like a lot and one day I realised I can't even take her on a date (my fam are kinda old school they think money is bad (me:18yrs) and shit like that and I started thinking like am just making her sad cant even be for her when she needs me so why am I doin this to her I can't even see her and have a cake ice cream or what ever and I started being cooled on her and eventually we stopped
No hi no sweet dreams nothing cold turkey
This is like a week and I started thinking am I right , did I do the right thing
Is it selfish of me or am I over thinking shits
I can't talk to my friends cuz I know there answer
What should I do
Do I just fuck it and move on or what
Whenever someone mentions a girl I remember her like what we talked about
Any suggestions
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Hi everybody here is my thing
Its about my hair yejemeregni was four month ago n tsegure mnm bado yihonal alfo alfo tinish space lay literally bado leslasa koda new misemagn n everybody telling me its lash yemibal beshita endehone new wede hikimina alhedkum am insecure about it tsegur bet sihed n eyebeza nw segmo plzz help me out π’πππ thank u.
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Its about my hair yejemeregni was four month ago n tsegure mnm bado yihonal alfo alfo tinish space lay literally bado leslasa koda new misemagn n everybody telling me its lash yemibal beshita endehone new wede hikimina alhedkum am insecure about it tsegur bet sihed n eyebeza nw segmo plzz help me out π’πππ thank u.
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am guy 22 Itβs great to have a platform like this to share what we have in our hearts I was born with HIV. I was diagnosed at birth in 1990. My chances of survival were incredibly slim. I lived in hospitals for the first several years of my life. Iβve been on most HIV treatment regimens. I was constantly educated about HIV but trying to understand it was so hard. Before I was eight, Iβd lost both parents to AIDS. I resented the doctors, HIV, and AIDS, my parents, even God. I didnβt understand my body; I was really skinny and thin cheeks, almost skeletal-like. I had other side effects from having this type of immune system and from taking treatment. I always felt different. It has almost been 22 years since I was diagnosed with HIV I definitely have control over it. Yes, itβs hard sometimes, I cry myself to sleep but eventually, life goes on. I am still very quiet about my status to my friends I went to college but always kept my status secret for fear of rejection.because thereβs too much of a risk of someone telling but I want to SPOKE ABOUT IT, as silence sometimes kills. I had to leave my college to escape the shame and judgment. Now, my relationships with the people around me have gone sour I sometimes wish this was just a bad dream. The guilt, anger, and loneliness I felt that if I told someone that I was positive, they would judge me and wouldnβt accept me keeping it a secret made me feel alone and isolated from the world. I was depressed, felt a lot of stress and at times, even planned to end this useless life where I could not be myself. I felt like my situation couldnβt be understood and it became hard to trust people. These old beliefs were making my life harder each passing day. I saw no hope or purpose to live but I just want to tell society We are not dirty. We didn't do anything wrong. We just need love, care, equality, and some support so that we can keep up with ourselves. I am living a completely normal life with no diseases other than this infection. I have no problem with this but the hiding it part scares me......I just want friend ...gf live life thnk you for accepting me !!!!!
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am guy 22 Itβs great to have a platform like this to share what we have in our hearts I was born with HIV. I was diagnosed at birth in 1990. My chances of survival were incredibly slim. I lived in hospitals for the first several years of my life. Iβve been on most HIV treatment regimens. I was constantly educated about HIV but trying to understand it was so hard. Before I was eight, Iβd lost both parents to AIDS. I resented the doctors, HIV, and AIDS, my parents, even God. I didnβt understand my body; I was really skinny and thin cheeks, almost skeletal-like. I had other side effects from having this type of immune system and from taking treatment. I always felt different. It has almost been 22 years since I was diagnosed with HIV I definitely have control over it. Yes, itβs hard sometimes, I cry myself to sleep but eventually, life goes on. I am still very quiet about my status to my friends I went to college but always kept my status secret for fear of rejection.because thereβs too much of a risk of someone telling but I want to SPOKE ABOUT IT, as silence sometimes kills. I had to leave my college to escape the shame and judgment. Now, my relationships with the people around me have gone sour I sometimes wish this was just a bad dream. The guilt, anger, and loneliness I felt that if I told someone that I was positive, they would judge me and wouldnβt accept me keeping it a secret made me feel alone and isolated from the world. I was depressed, felt a lot of stress and at times, even planned to end this useless life where I could not be myself. I felt like my situation couldnβt be understood and it became hard to trust people. These old beliefs were making my life harder each passing day. I saw no hope or purpose to live but I just want to tell society We are not dirty. We didn't do anything wrong. We just need love, care, equality, and some support so that we can keep up with ourselves. I am living a completely normal life with no diseases other than this infection. I have no problem with this but the hiding it part scares me......I just want friend ...gf live life thnk you for accepting me !!!!!
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I really respect the habesha culture but I hate it so much!
Cuz I feel like the world is moving so fast and westerns are using their mental capacity at its best level and I feel very limited to even express myself here. I wanna say stg to habeshas who live critisizing people everyday for their godamn believes that they even acquire it cuz their parents from geter programmed it in them since birth and there is a whole a lot of things going on in this world and habesha's live in a very primitive believes and even think they r right enough to crutisize and crucify someone as if they are represented by God or the original creators of Ethiopia. It truly feels like we are in 2013 . I wonder white people come here to see what the primitive past looks and feels like cuz it really feels like that here. Like am stuck In the past accidentally time traveling .
People are bored with their life to the point that their 24/7 job is to look,study,judge,attack and wish other's hell.
I see so many churches and gatherings but we all know no habesha lives like they r guided by God.
I thought God respect and love everyone but most religions only accept you with their criteria. I thought u obey God ha? but u treat people unequal saying shit like its God's words. People get killed and treated like a shit everyday for the one reason that they don't follow ur motherfucking rules which u don't even truly believe them enough to manifest them in ur life.(first of all u can not possibly understand God's words right when u can't even do ur job or homework right) u have to be smart to even understand God's words right! OKAY!!!
A disturbed person acting like a saint and saying other's are evil.π€π€π€π€
I love God with all my heart and I talk to him everyday and I truly believe him and saw his power in my life but u know what, I don't fucking go to church ,can u dig that? Ya...its about feeling the God's spirit in you ,not about following a go damn rules. God sees what's in ur heart. Habesha people act a lot like Arabs, which is very stricted with religions which usually accepts women's abuse in every way shape of form but nobody is happy especially women and they justify whatever tf they r doing on God's words πππ
I just wish mind liberty for alot of u young people who suffer and judge urself everyday for not matching with the societies and religions rules . instead of questioning ur self,question the old believes that u r lowkey believing, try to accept urself, u don't gotta repeat the way how ur parents lived. The world is vast and there are many countries who accepts u for who you are and loves u for all of u cuz all we need is love. Chase love and ur heart and u will find a way out.
I feel blessed to live in a very beautiful country which is Ethiopia but throw out the societies with their believes! and I said I what said.suck my dick! (π±π±π±Weyyyy....newer new Adel )??? Adelem! Suck my balls too ππππππ
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I really respect the habesha culture but I hate it so much!
Cuz I feel like the world is moving so fast and westerns are using their mental capacity at its best level and I feel very limited to even express myself here. I wanna say stg to habeshas who live critisizing people everyday for their godamn believes that they even acquire it cuz their parents from geter programmed it in them since birth and there is a whole a lot of things going on in this world and habesha's live in a very primitive believes and even think they r right enough to crutisize and crucify someone as if they are represented by God or the original creators of Ethiopia. It truly feels like we are in 2013 . I wonder white people come here to see what the primitive past looks and feels like cuz it really feels like that here. Like am stuck In the past accidentally time traveling .
People are bored with their life to the point that their 24/7 job is to look,study,judge,attack and wish other's hell.
I see so many churches and gatherings but we all know no habesha lives like they r guided by God.
I thought God respect and love everyone but most religions only accept you with their criteria. I thought u obey God ha? but u treat people unequal saying shit like its God's words. People get killed and treated like a shit everyday for the one reason that they don't follow ur motherfucking rules which u don't even truly believe them enough to manifest them in ur life.(first of all u can not possibly understand God's words right when u can't even do ur job or homework right) u have to be smart to even understand God's words right! OKAY!!!
A disturbed person acting like a saint and saying other's are evil.π€π€π€π€
I love God with all my heart and I talk to him everyday and I truly believe him and saw his power in my life but u know what, I don't fucking go to church ,can u dig that? Ya...its about feeling the God's spirit in you ,not about following a go damn rules. God sees what's in ur heart. Habesha people act a lot like Arabs, which is very stricted with religions which usually accepts women's abuse in every way shape of form but nobody is happy especially women and they justify whatever tf they r doing on God's words πππ
I just wish mind liberty for alot of u young people who suffer and judge urself everyday for not matching with the societies and religions rules . instead of questioning ur self,question the old believes that u r lowkey believing, try to accept urself, u don't gotta repeat the way how ur parents lived. The world is vast and there are many countries who accepts u for who you are and loves u for all of u cuz all we need is love. Chase love and ur heart and u will find a way out.
I feel blessed to live in a very beautiful country which is Ethiopia but throw out the societies with their believes! and I said I what said.suck my dick! (π±π±π±Weyyyy....newer new Adel )??? Adelem! Suck my balls too ππππππ
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Hi. I'm a female (25).
So I've been having ptsd symptoms lately like badly. And they were bad enough to push me to depression.
I need help, I don't know whom to ask. The thing is I realised I was toxic to my best friend, I was all about me and when it came to her I would just try to cut to the chase, I mean I don't know why I did that (I didn't want to) but I was a parasite. Despite of her telling me, that I don't bother her and stuff, she pleaded like anything for me to stay, she still tries to stay in contact but I've given up on our friendship.
It hurts like hell because she's the only person I opened up to ever. She's been there for me always but I wasn't. I never have been. I crave to make things back to normal but as I'm right now I don't think I'll be able to support her. I'm like self centred person who doesn't care about the surroundings, I'm sorry I'm again talking about myself.
Please tell me, am I wrong to break the friendship, I'm being honest her anxiety had increased and insecurities too. I couldn't help but observe I wasn't being a faithful friend and I didn't want it to continue. She needs support right now, I so badly want to be there for her but I'm broken beyond repair i'll put myself first again.
Am I wrong to distance myself from her, even when she's not at all ready to give up. Please tell me what should I do. I don't understand. It's so difficult to understand.
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Hi. I'm a female (25).
So I've been having ptsd symptoms lately like badly. And they were bad enough to push me to depression.
I need help, I don't know whom to ask. The thing is I realised I was toxic to my best friend, I was all about me and when it came to her I would just try to cut to the chase, I mean I don't know why I did that (I didn't want to) but I was a parasite. Despite of her telling me, that I don't bother her and stuff, she pleaded like anything for me to stay, she still tries to stay in contact but I've given up on our friendship.
It hurts like hell because she's the only person I opened up to ever. She's been there for me always but I wasn't. I never have been. I crave to make things back to normal but as I'm right now I don't think I'll be able to support her. I'm like self centred person who doesn't care about the surroundings, I'm sorry I'm again talking about myself.
Please tell me, am I wrong to break the friendship, I'm being honest her anxiety had increased and insecurities too. I couldn't help but observe I wasn't being a faithful friend and I didn't want it to continue. She needs support right now, I so badly want to be there for her but I'm broken beyond repair i'll put myself first again.
Am I wrong to distance myself from her, even when she's not at all ready to give up. Please tell me what should I do. I don't understand. It's so difficult to understand.
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Hey there... Am a 21 year old girl and i have a UTI since i could remember. I went to a hospital twice but the first time i went there i was a 7th greader and they just gave me some antibiotics to take but after taking the pills nothing changed. I have all the syptoms of UTI and i bare with it until now. But this year the pain got worse so i went to the doctors again. This time the doctor asked me too choose from taking pills or π medication so i chose pills... And i took bezuuu medanitoch and drink lots of water. But nothing changed still. The pain is getting worse. I don't know what to do. Any medical advices you can share please let me know. I can't take it anymore π£
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Hey there... Am a 21 year old girl and i have a UTI since i could remember. I went to a hospital twice but the first time i went there i was a 7th greader and they just gave me some antibiotics to take but after taking the pills nothing changed. I have all the syptoms of UTI and i bare with it until now. But this year the pain got worse so i went to the doctors again. This time the doctor asked me too choose from taking pills or π medication so i chose pills... And i took bezuuu medanitoch and drink lots of water. But nothing changed still. The pain is getting worse. I don't know what to do. Any medical advices you can share please let me know. I can't take it anymore π£
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Um a woman, 24yrs old. I have a huge time management problem, i use to be late to class both in highschool and campus. N now i miss my service to work most of the time. I don't remember any occasion or meeting i haven't been late. i knw u guys r gonna say get up early but trust me it's not becuz i sleep a lot. I just walk here and there in the house doing pointless things. I don't use makeup of any sort (any more);if u think that's the reason, i also have a very manageable hair. Last time i was 4hrs lateπ¬ to an event i was going to doing things i could do someother time. um doing my master's and it's embarrassing how um late to submit assignment every time. I get so bored to do my assignments if the deadlines aren't up. My mind doesn't operate as fast. Exams...ahhh i literally spend every night before my exams reading, i just can't make myself read before 1,2 or 3 days early.π€¦ββ I have tried to manage it several times but i don't seem to changeπππ. I am really concerned...any adviceπ₯Ί
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Um a woman, 24yrs old. I have a huge time management problem, i use to be late to class both in highschool and campus. N now i miss my service to work most of the time. I don't remember any occasion or meeting i haven't been late. i knw u guys r gonna say get up early but trust me it's not becuz i sleep a lot. I just walk here and there in the house doing pointless things. I don't use makeup of any sort (any more);if u think that's the reason, i also have a very manageable hair. Last time i was 4hrs lateπ¬ to an event i was going to doing things i could do someother time. um doing my master's and it's embarrassing how um late to submit assignment every time. I get so bored to do my assignments if the deadlines aren't up. My mind doesn't operate as fast. Exams...ahhh i literally spend every night before my exams reading, i just can't make myself read before 1,2 or 3 days early.π€¦ββ I have tried to manage it several times but i don't seem to changeπππ. I am really concerned...any adviceπ₯Ί
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I'm a guy and I'm in a predicament here's what happend, me and my girl broke up and we tried to make it work not long ago but there's nth to be done we both feel awful rn and there's this girl she doesn't know anything about my relationship stuff and she asked me on a date and I said yes and I'm feeling guilty as hell like it was just a couple of days since me and my girl taked about getting back together and failed and Idk what to do i don't want to be the dick that goes around going on dates after trying to get back and I also don't want to crush that girl after I said yes. So guys what do I do
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I'm a guy and I'm in a predicament here's what happend, me and my girl broke up and we tried to make it work not long ago but there's nth to be done we both feel awful rn and there's this girl she doesn't know anything about my relationship stuff and she asked me on a date and I said yes and I'm feeling guilty as hell like it was just a couple of days since me and my girl taked about getting back together and failed and Idk what to do i don't want to be the dick that goes around going on dates after trying to get back and I also don't want to crush that girl after I said yes. So guys what do I do
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Hello Ladies and gentlemen, I shall rant. I have the shittiest personality ever. I'm a sadistic, selfish, arrogant, stupid, reckless bitch. And PLEASE I don't want a single person telling me otherwise because none of you know me and I won't really listen to you anyway just don't waste your time (I'm serious, this is a kind advice). I'm... hurt. I am in pain. Constant, staggering pain that I inflict on myself and can't stop doing so. My mind is my enemy. It's hurting me. It's literally ruining me. I'm ruining myself. I'm annoyed by happy, confident people because I'd never be able to achieve that. I never will. I'll never be cheerful. I can't even fake it. And please don't recommend God because I can't believe I'm saying this but I hate my religion. And it's not even because I don't believe in it or anything, I just hate how christian people hate me and avoid me. I know that they're just pretecting themselves from stumbling into my fucked up ways but those who akrari people never showed me love and it's clear to see everyone's just doing it to go to heaven and I'm just disgusted by it now. I'm a 25 year old unemployed junkie. My parents met their best friends and close people in campus and I'm done with collage with ZERO friends. I'm only getting older. Don't worry, I won't ever kill myself because I'm a scared little shit but I have no one and I'm a burden to family with a lot of debt and drug issues. I don't have any dreams and ambitions and again, work. I don't have the looks either. Thanks for listening. Have a good day.
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Hello Ladies and gentlemen, I shall rant. I have the shittiest personality ever. I'm a sadistic, selfish, arrogant, stupid, reckless bitch. And PLEASE I don't want a single person telling me otherwise because none of you know me and I won't really listen to you anyway just don't waste your time (I'm serious, this is a kind advice). I'm... hurt. I am in pain. Constant, staggering pain that I inflict on myself and can't stop doing so. My mind is my enemy. It's hurting me. It's literally ruining me. I'm ruining myself. I'm annoyed by happy, confident people because I'd never be able to achieve that. I never will. I'll never be cheerful. I can't even fake it. And please don't recommend God because I can't believe I'm saying this but I hate my religion. And it's not even because I don't believe in it or anything, I just hate how christian people hate me and avoid me. I know that they're just pretecting themselves from stumbling into my fucked up ways but those who akrari people never showed me love and it's clear to see everyone's just doing it to go to heaven and I'm just disgusted by it now. I'm a 25 year old unemployed junkie. My parents met their best friends and close people in campus and I'm done with collage with ZERO friends. I'm only getting older. Don't worry, I won't ever kill myself because I'm a scared little shit but I have no one and I'm a burden to family with a lot of debt and drug issues. I don't have any dreams and ambitions and again, work. I don't have the looks either. Thanks for listening. Have a good day.
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