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Hello 👋 am ........ am 23 male
So my life is a bit wired and I am venting here for the 2nd time. This time I want to know if there are people like me like people who are in my typa position. So basically I have no Firends due to trust issues and ex Firends where fake like Chinese shoes like the ones which make your feet burn!
.....I have a girl but I don’t want to put all of the burden on her plus I have this backward mentality where opening up makes me less of a man so I keep it inside.
..... I work soo hard all I think about is money money money day and night actually I am getting some but it’s never enough it will never be i don’t know what I want I don’t know what I want to do with it but I want more of it! If I can get cash I’ll do anything!
...... I am a student I do great but I only learn for my parents just to give them something they never had! That will be PhD degree and get that last title of Dr. X.
......... my family is demanding asff sometimes huge assholes. If I count how many time that my family cursed me I would have died million times over and maybe it might have change!
Family time is non existent I barely had anything I mean don’t get me wrong I get what I need but that family bonding laughing minamin l have only seen it in my dreams or in a movie!
If any one experienced this please tell me or if any one knows a shrink tell me I want to talk to them how to make my self better!
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Hello 👋 am ........ am 23 male
So my life is a bit wired and I am venting here for the 2nd time. This time I want to know if there are people like me like people who are in my typa position. So basically I have no Firends due to trust issues and ex Firends where fake like Chinese shoes like the ones which make your feet burn!
.....I have a girl but I don’t want to put all of the burden on her plus I have this backward mentality where opening up makes me less of a man so I keep it inside.
..... I work soo hard all I think about is money money money day and night actually I am getting some but it’s never enough it will never be i don’t know what I want I don’t know what I want to do with it but I want more of it! If I can get cash I’ll do anything!
...... I am a student I do great but I only learn for my parents just to give them something they never had! That will be PhD degree and get that last title of Dr. X.
......... my family is demanding asff sometimes huge assholes. If I count how many time that my family cursed me I would have died million times over and maybe it might have change!
Family time is non existent I barely had anything I mean don’t get me wrong I get what I need but that family bonding laughing minamin l have only seen it in my dreams or in a movie!
If any one experienced this please tell me or if any one knows a shrink tell me I want to talk to them how to make my self better!
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Hey guys its my first vent so here me out.Something is stressing me out. There is a boy i met before corona and i friendzoned him because i didn't like him in that way but he told me he have feelings for me. I told him that there is no hope between us and i asked him if he wants to continue as friend and He said yes then we became besties.
But now his best friend is talking to me esu sayak and am falling for him... FYI His best friend also nows that he had feelings for me.........So should i cut his best friend or talk to him about the thing? Will he be hurt if i become in relationship with his best friend?
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Hey guys its my first vent so here me out.Something is stressing me out. There is a boy i met before corona and i friendzoned him because i didn't like him in that way but he told me he have feelings for me. I told him that there is no hope between us and i asked him if he wants to continue as friend and He said yes then we became besties.
But now his best friend is talking to me esu sayak and am falling for him... FYI His best friend also nows that he had feelings for me.........So should i cut his best friend or talk to him about the thing? Will he be hurt if i become in relationship with his best friend?
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I want to kill my self (but its not that i want to die or smt tbh i want to live sooo bad) but i want to kill my self cuz i know the only thing that can hurt my parents n break them is me dying i want to hurt them soooo bad that am willing to kill my self eventhough i want to live... they have ruined my mental health they have been very toxic but ik in their perspective they think they're doing their best but in my perspective they're not.... has anyone felt this way before or is it just me.
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I want to kill my self (but its not that i want to die or smt tbh i want to live sooo bad) but i want to kill my self cuz i know the only thing that can hurt my parents n break them is me dying i want to hurt them soooo bad that am willing to kill my self eventhough i want to live... they have ruined my mental health they have been very toxic but ik in their perspective they think they're doing their best but in my perspective they're not.... has anyone felt this way before or is it just me.
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How are women punished for both trusting and distrusting men koy? Like we’re magically supposed to know which man is going to harm us after having a brief conversation with him and if we trust bad men, then, oh well you should’ve known! If i say i don’t trust men or not trust “nice men” though, I’m an utter bitch who should know that most men are good people? There’s no winning! If you’re cautious and wary of men you’re a “stuck up bitch” and a “feminazi” yet if you happen to date an asshole and get abused, its your fault for dating a bad boy. How does the abuse always circle back to being women’s fault?
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How are women punished for both trusting and distrusting men koy? Like we’re magically supposed to know which man is going to harm us after having a brief conversation with him and if we trust bad men, then, oh well you should’ve known! If i say i don’t trust men or not trust “nice men” though, I’m an utter bitch who should know that most men are good people? There’s no winning! If you’re cautious and wary of men you’re a “stuck up bitch” and a “feminazi” yet if you happen to date an asshole and get abused, its your fault for dating a bad boy. How does the abuse always circle back to being women’s fault?
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Can a heartbreak hurt like a physical pain? I can't eat,sleep, think or do anything I was capable of after meeting this person. And to make matters worse there is nothing going right for me. I can't even drink it out or smoke still my lips crack dry like before. But ok I will take that gn I am not exaggerating it fucking hurts like a physical pain. And am sure it isn't a medical one. So what's the best way to get over the guy I loved more than any reasonable doubt. I can't sleep with other guys since no one can compare. Not even close. And btw I don't want him back. Just want a simple way to get back on track of being the old me again. Appreciate if you guys could help. :) tnx
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Can a heartbreak hurt like a physical pain? I can't eat,sleep, think or do anything I was capable of after meeting this person. And to make matters worse there is nothing going right for me. I can't even drink it out or smoke still my lips crack dry like before. But ok I will take that gn I am not exaggerating it fucking hurts like a physical pain. And am sure it isn't a medical one. So what's the best way to get over the guy I loved more than any reasonable doubt. I can't sleep with other guys since no one can compare. Not even close. And btw I don't want him back. Just want a simple way to get back on track of being the old me again. Appreciate if you guys could help. :) tnx
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Am a girl about to be 19 and I feel lonely sad depressed all.the time I have vented before to ask to help me cuz I was raped by my bf I still cry and can't sleep honestly I still remember him raping me I still see it in my dreams I don't know how am gonna live???? I used to believe in love till this happened to me I loved him soo much that I didn't tell anyone ik am not right but I couldn't I just need someone to show me that love exists I am scared to be alone but I can't be with any guy without being honest and I am scared to talk about it I feel like that person will leave me poss help me I can't talk to anyone cuz nobody knows what happened to me????????????
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Am a girl about to be 19 and I feel lonely sad depressed all.the time I have vented before to ask to help me cuz I was raped by my bf I still cry and can't sleep honestly I still remember him raping me I still see it in my dreams I don't know how am gonna live???? I used to believe in love till this happened to me I loved him soo much that I didn't tell anyone ik am not right but I couldn't I just need someone to show me that love exists I am scared to be alone but I can't be with any guy without being honest and I am scared to talk about it I feel like that person will leave me poss help me I can't talk to anyone cuz nobody knows what happened to me????????????
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Hello guys,
I'm really confused about my feeling that I have for 2 guys...lets call them Mr. X and Mr. Y.
Mr. X is my first love and Ex. We've been together for like 3 years and he ditched me and told me that he cheated so now we've been apart for a year and 6 month. and Mr. Y was my boyfriend after Mr. X I know him for 3 years now and I started hating our companionship because I was hurted with the first one and I started to realize that its not a real love that we got cuz I thought I started with him cuz I was heart broken & if I didn't love him, I didn't to hurt with fake love & i've been in relationship with Mr. Y for 6 month and we broke up but still we talk. Suddenly Mr. X asked me again to be with him I was shocked and said okay and to be honest I was happy but now he's like he's busy, never talk to me on telegram before he used to do, he never tells me that he loves me like before, cares about me, he never asked me 'bout my interests what I want to be, never talked long conversation with me and he even asked me to have sex with him and me i'm a "V" ya'll I want to give it to the one whose loyal and committed to me though and who respects me so it got me wondering that he just wanted me for that thing but not love. And Mr. Y is soooo in to me that he feels every pain that am feelin', respects to what I say, he is really a boyfriend, a best friend and a brother at the same time, pays attention to my words and what I want to be in the future so so many and I'm feeling like i'm falling for him ... but am CONFUSED!
I want to be loved and respected. All woman should be loved and respected.
So guys what should I do?
Whose feeling is real? Mr. X or Mr. Y?
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Hello guys,
I'm really confused about my feeling that I have for 2 guys...lets call them Mr. X and Mr. Y.
Mr. X is my first love and Ex. We've been together for like 3 years and he ditched me and told me that he cheated so now we've been apart for a year and 6 month. and Mr. Y was my boyfriend after Mr. X I know him for 3 years now and I started hating our companionship because I was hurted with the first one and I started to realize that its not a real love that we got cuz I thought I started with him cuz I was heart broken & if I didn't love him, I didn't to hurt with fake love & i've been in relationship with Mr. Y for 6 month and we broke up but still we talk. Suddenly Mr. X asked me again to be with him I was shocked and said okay and to be honest I was happy but now he's like he's busy, never talk to me on telegram before he used to do, he never tells me that he loves me like before, cares about me, he never asked me 'bout my interests what I want to be, never talked long conversation with me and he even asked me to have sex with him and me i'm a "V" ya'll I want to give it to the one whose loyal and committed to me though and who respects me so it got me wondering that he just wanted me for that thing but not love. And Mr. Y is soooo in to me that he feels every pain that am feelin', respects to what I say, he is really a boyfriend, a best friend and a brother at the same time, pays attention to my words and what I want to be in the future so so many and I'm feeling like i'm falling for him ... but am CONFUSED!
I want to be loved and respected. All woman should be loved and respected.
So guys what should I do?
Whose feeling is real? Mr. X or Mr. Y?
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Am a guy and this is my first time venting. I'm almost 19 and I'm completely lost I've never felt anything that people feel I just act like I understand and laugh with them even tho I don't get why it's funny and it's hard for me to show any kind of emotion, like when my grandfather died when everyone was crying I felt nth I felt empty 😔, I broke up with my Gf because I didn't want her to be with a guy that can't even show her love, I even hurt my self just to feel sth but I still feel nth pls 😖 I need advice. anything pls
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Am a guy and this is my first time venting. I'm almost 19 and I'm completely lost I've never felt anything that people feel I just act like I understand and laugh with them even tho I don't get why it's funny and it's hard for me to show any kind of emotion, like when my grandfather died when everyone was crying I felt nth I felt empty 😔, I broke up with my Gf because I didn't want her to be with a guy that can't even show her love, I even hurt my self just to feel sth but I still feel nth pls 😖 I need advice. anything pls
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Am about to be 19 in a few months.I have a boyfriend that i really love and he is asking for sex desperately even tho I told him am not ready. Ik his gonna hurt me soon,ik I will regret doing it wediawenu gn am about to do it esu des endilew.demo am afraid I will start doing it a lot 1 gize karekut behuala and I dont wanna be in that situation. Uk I used to belive in sex after marriage and it's funny how I turned out this way for a person that dont deserve my virginity becha I need ur advise guys.
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Am about to be 19 in a few months.I have a boyfriend that i really love and he is asking for sex desperately even tho I told him am not ready. Ik his gonna hurt me soon,ik I will regret doing it wediawenu gn am about to do it esu des endilew.demo am afraid I will start doing it a lot 1 gize karekut behuala and I dont wanna be in that situation. Uk I used to belive in sex after marriage and it's funny how I turned out this way for a person that dont deserve my virginity becha I need ur advise guys.
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My 18 yo younger brother is a psychopath. He ticks off most, if not all of the diagnoses signs. He’s always been violent and my parents always blamed it on peers and being a kid. He started with petty crimes as a kid, maybe 14 or 15, they tried talking, begging, punishing, boarding school, rehab, church but it made no permanent changes. He quit school before 8th grade. He’s 18 and has now grown into a full blown criminal. He has lots of money(origins unknown),he owns lots of stolen items which would amount to thousands in money , there’s been many incidents of violence and he owns a gun. He’s been in and out of jail multiple times. I’ve told my parents to not bail him out several times because i thought them always rescuing him from the consequences to his actions was fueling him to do more but I’m wrong, he genuinely doesn’t give an inkling of a fuck about any kind of consequences to his actions on himself or others. He used to be slightly scared of my dad when he was smaller but now that he’s older and has gotten bigger, he isn’t scared of anyone in the house. This was proven by the multiple occasions of him having proper fist fights with my dad, him threatening to kill everyone in the house with his gun one day, him telling my dad he and his demons will dance on his grave after he kills him infront of the whole family in a car ride home, him threatening to burn us all down while we sleep and etcetera , he makes a lot of threats. He also has a way into every locked room in the house, we’ve changed locks a billion times but he has a way in and i do not know how. My parents were in the process of trying to send him aboard to one of my uncles so he could just have a fresh start when covid happened and the process got halted and we all had to be in the same house 24/7 so it only took a second before things blew over. Things escalated to the point of my parents calling the cops on him(he stripped naked and broke a lamp and cut himself with it all over and threatened to kill himself when they came to take him) and he’s in jail again, where he stabbed two other prisoner in there and one has been in the hospital for a week now. My brother hates everyone but he hates me and my dad pretty specially, his reasoning for wanting to mutilate my face/ kill me as he’s always promised he’d do one day is because I’m the “golden child” and i get treated differently. And i think one day he might actually hurt me or someone gravely and to be honest, I’m not sure he hasn’t already. He left his phone behind when he went to jail and besides the disturbing videos of himself in there, he also has multiple prison escape and torture videos. I logically know he won’t escape jail and come to kill us at night like he said he would but i can’t seem to convince some part of my brain. The reason I’m venting all this is because i literally losing sleep over when he’ll be out which is in a few months and i don’t know what to do.
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My 18 yo younger brother is a psychopath. He ticks off most, if not all of the diagnoses signs. He’s always been violent and my parents always blamed it on peers and being a kid. He started with petty crimes as a kid, maybe 14 or 15, they tried talking, begging, punishing, boarding school, rehab, church but it made no permanent changes. He quit school before 8th grade. He’s 18 and has now grown into a full blown criminal. He has lots of money(origins unknown),he owns lots of stolen items which would amount to thousands in money , there’s been many incidents of violence and he owns a gun. He’s been in and out of jail multiple times. I’ve told my parents to not bail him out several times because i thought them always rescuing him from the consequences to his actions was fueling him to do more but I’m wrong, he genuinely doesn’t give an inkling of a fuck about any kind of consequences to his actions on himself or others. He used to be slightly scared of my dad when he was smaller but now that he’s older and has gotten bigger, he isn’t scared of anyone in the house. This was proven by the multiple occasions of him having proper fist fights with my dad, him threatening to kill everyone in the house with his gun one day, him telling my dad he and his demons will dance on his grave after he kills him infront of the whole family in a car ride home, him threatening to burn us all down while we sleep and etcetera , he makes a lot of threats. He also has a way into every locked room in the house, we’ve changed locks a billion times but he has a way in and i do not know how. My parents were in the process of trying to send him aboard to one of my uncles so he could just have a fresh start when covid happened and the process got halted and we all had to be in the same house 24/7 so it only took a second before things blew over. Things escalated to the point of my parents calling the cops on him(he stripped naked and broke a lamp and cut himself with it all over and threatened to kill himself when they came to take him) and he’s in jail again, where he stabbed two other prisoner in there and one has been in the hospital for a week now. My brother hates everyone but he hates me and my dad pretty specially, his reasoning for wanting to mutilate my face/ kill me as he’s always promised he’d do one day is because I’m the “golden child” and i get treated differently. And i think one day he might actually hurt me or someone gravely and to be honest, I’m not sure he hasn’t already. He left his phone behind when he went to jail and besides the disturbing videos of himself in there, he also has multiple prison escape and torture videos. I logically know he won’t escape jail and come to kill us at night like he said he would but i can’t seem to convince some part of my brain. The reason I’m venting all this is because i literally losing sleep over when he’ll be out which is in a few months and i don’t know what to do.
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Hide my identity...... ufffff my heart is hurting like i can feel the pain.. here is what happen... me and my boyfriend have been together for almost 4 yrs we were so happy ofcourse there were ups and downs but still we were best freinds lovers and all... I never once doubt him in anything I trusted him(too much i think ) but yesterday he was working late night thats wat he told me and he wasn't picking my phone even then i haven't suspect anything i was more worried about his saftey but when he call me back i dont know i get this wierd feelings in my gut so i ask why he wasn't picking my call he simply told me he was working i didn't buy that so akorefkut ena tegnahu.... and this morning he come to apologise for not picking his phone but when i confronted him he told me he was chilling wiz his freinds and he don't want to disappoint me cause it was late and bla bla that was the moment i felt like whaaaaat all my trust for him was shocked to the core so he can lie easily ..so he can just play me what if there were more things he lie what if this is not one thing... all the little things i compromise came as flash back ...what if this is a big red flag.....ofcourse i talk to him and he swear that he only was wiz freinds watching football and stuff but I don't know something is telling me there is something more.....so i dont know what to do should i believe him or should i run while i can?... guys what do u think is the truth if u do this to ur girl?...and girls if u have an experience like this pls share... thanks in advance
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Hide my identity...... ufffff my heart is hurting like i can feel the pain.. here is what happen... me and my boyfriend have been together for almost 4 yrs we were so happy ofcourse there were ups and downs but still we were best freinds lovers and all... I never once doubt him in anything I trusted him(too much i think ) but yesterday he was working late night thats wat he told me and he wasn't picking my phone even then i haven't suspect anything i was more worried about his saftey but when he call me back i dont know i get this wierd feelings in my gut so i ask why he wasn't picking my call he simply told me he was working i didn't buy that so akorefkut ena tegnahu.... and this morning he come to apologise for not picking his phone but when i confronted him he told me he was chilling wiz his freinds and he don't want to disappoint me cause it was late and bla bla that was the moment i felt like whaaaaat all my trust for him was shocked to the core so he can lie easily ..so he can just play me what if there were more things he lie what if this is not one thing... all the little things i compromise came as flash back ...what if this is a big red flag.....ofcourse i talk to him and he swear that he only was wiz freinds watching football and stuff but I don't know something is telling me there is something more.....so i dont know what to do should i believe him or should i run while i can?... guys what do u think is the truth if u do this to ur girl?...and girls if u have an experience like this pls share... thanks in advance
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You guys, I can't take it anymore, I'm afraid at this point all I feel is hate for my mother she just can't leave me alone I'm so tired I'm in so much pain and I have no one to talk to I can't even cry anymore. How can i make her stop. She is literally the cause of all of my problems I hate to say it but I hate her I really do.
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You guys, I can't take it anymore, I'm afraid at this point all I feel is hate for my mother she just can't leave me alone I'm so tired I'm in so much pain and I have no one to talk to I can't even cry anymore. How can i make her stop. She is literally the cause of all of my problems I hate to say it but I hate her I really do.
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First time venting here so I’d really appreciate positive comments. I’m venting about my friends. I’ve really good friends and we love each other but after this quarantine I feel like they’ve changed a lot ( I’m changed too but I’m the same me when am with them). All they talk about is TikTok, YouTube, Instagram and other unnecessary shits. They don’t listen to me when am talking and I feel like am being boring to them( I don’t give a crap about it that much tho). I’m really scared for their future. The life of you tubers can’t give them a life and I tried to tell them that but they say we’re just enjoying and that doesn’t make sense for me. Most of all, they’re really doubting my dream and they be like just forget it and chill. That’s really shitty. I’m with them because school started eneji I can’t match their energy if they’re gonna continue like this. I am pitying them imagining their future.
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First time venting here so I’d really appreciate positive comments. I’m venting about my friends. I’ve really good friends and we love each other but after this quarantine I feel like they’ve changed a lot ( I’m changed too but I’m the same me when am with them). All they talk about is TikTok, YouTube, Instagram and other unnecessary shits. They don’t listen to me when am talking and I feel like am being boring to them( I don’t give a crap about it that much tho). I’m really scared for their future. The life of you tubers can’t give them a life and I tried to tell them that but they say we’re just enjoying and that doesn’t make sense for me. Most of all, they’re really doubting my dream and they be like just forget it and chill. That’s really shitty. I’m with them because school started eneji I can’t match their energy if they’re gonna continue like this. I am pitying them imagining their future.
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Hey..I need help but I don't know how or where to get it.
Ya im a man..24 yr old. Im severely depressed and angry all z time, never fully happy. Always laughing outside but secretly rotting dead from z inside. I smoke, I chew, I do drugs (occasionally) n drink...yet I do them just cuz im angry at..idk Angry at fate, everyone, God, myself.. Night times is where ma head starts to get soo depressed and just chnket..that I tried to end ma life once. But I think about that always (but always think about that way my mom cried at grandma's funeral n I back down cuz I don't want her cry like zat again). Idk mayb im weak, maybe my life really is a dark pit I can not escape from always getting less and less hopeful. im tired of sitting in z middle of the night afraid of my own head and ma own thoughts..that it might be the day I will finally get crazy or kill myself. Trust me I hate drama..and I hate asking for help. Im not asking for an advise (cuz I know) but im looking for a guidance on how I could get a professional medical help.. I tried googling for amanuel hospital mnamn gn no much info.. please help me out how and where I could get that psychiatric help. Thanks
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Ya im a man..24 yr old. Im severely depressed and angry all z time, never fully happy. Always laughing outside but secretly rotting dead from z inside. I smoke, I chew, I do drugs (occasionally) n drink...yet I do them just cuz im angry at..idk Angry at fate, everyone, God, myself.. Night times is where ma head starts to get soo depressed and just chnket..that I tried to end ma life once. But I think about that always (but always think about that way my mom cried at grandma's funeral n I back down cuz I don't want her cry like zat again). Idk mayb im weak, maybe my life really is a dark pit I can not escape from always getting less and less hopeful. im tired of sitting in z middle of the night afraid of my own head and ma own thoughts..that it might be the day I will finally get crazy or kill myself. Trust me I hate drama..and I hate asking for help. Im not asking for an advise (cuz I know) but im looking for a guidance on how I could get a professional medical help.. I tried googling for amanuel hospital mnamn gn no much info.. please help me out how and where I could get that psychiatric help. Thanks
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There's this guy friend that i hv nd there's this mean side to him like he's a very good friend, loyal, sweet sometimes and he'll back me up if somebody tries to cross the line bt he can be really mean like he'll say whatever he's thinking even if it pisses someone off i'm not saying he shud keep what's on his mind always bt he has to be considerate abt ppls feelings too idk if i'm being sensitive abt this or if he actually is wrong he wud even say u look ugly today to my face like 😏 nd he's not even saying it as a joke nd i can deal with this bt some of the things he says make me rethink our friendship nd i'm not the type to clapback nd even if i did we hv a friend circle nd ppl will consider that i'm being dramatic nd that he's always like this wud be the excuse nd i'm scared if i talk to him like privately nd shit it'll be awkward cause we joke around a lot.
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There's this guy friend that i hv nd there's this mean side to him like he's a very good friend, loyal, sweet sometimes and he'll back me up if somebody tries to cross the line bt he can be really mean like he'll say whatever he's thinking even if it pisses someone off i'm not saying he shud keep what's on his mind always bt he has to be considerate abt ppls feelings too idk if i'm being sensitive abt this or if he actually is wrong he wud even say u look ugly today to my face like 😏 nd he's not even saying it as a joke nd i can deal with this bt some of the things he says make me rethink our friendship nd i'm not the type to clapback nd even if i did we hv a friend circle nd ppl will consider that i'm being dramatic nd that he's always like this wud be the excuse nd i'm scared if i talk to him like privately nd shit it'll be awkward cause we joke around a lot.
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He is a friend for "benefit" but i wanted more . sometimes he is into me other times i feel like it just me who wants him. He was so nice at the start, but the excitement faded with time. I felt like being played but settled for that anyway. I was doing great when he was gone for months then i repeated my mistake again when he suddenly gave me his attention. I don't know why i even like him. He is not even a good kisser but there is something about him. I know how it feels to be the one who is not interested because i have been there too. Anyhow I broke up with him now . However i can't trust anyone anymore thanks to him. I can't even talk to someone who is nice and interested in me. Because i keep thinking the outcome is the same. What do i do now?
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He is a friend for "benefit" but i wanted more . sometimes he is into me other times i feel like it just me who wants him. He was so nice at the start, but the excitement faded with time. I felt like being played but settled for that anyway. I was doing great when he was gone for months then i repeated my mistake again when he suddenly gave me his attention. I don't know why i even like him. He is not even a good kisser but there is something about him. I know how it feels to be the one who is not interested because i have been there too. Anyhow I broke up with him now . However i can't trust anyone anymore thanks to him. I can't even talk to someone who is nice and interested in me. Because i keep thinking the outcome is the same. What do i do now?
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Im a 20 year old guy and you know before i reached this age like when i was younger i was a very very fun spirit my soul nor mind didnt have any room for being sad nor frustrated....the secret behind it was that i didnt know much of whats goin on in my family as i was just a fun teenager
but now, ive come to the point where i Have to fight so my family can survive and there is even food on the table
Its just me my little sister and my parents and my mother and father have been divorced before and thats when all we had was gone and now they back together a couple of years ago but things have been upside down
U know since my father doesnt provide anymore its me who has to go out struggle all day and try n bring sth back to the house
im a campus student at bdar
But u know others at my age r focusing on their studies, lives and what to do next and so.....my concern is surviving the night and thinking how to put a piece of bread on the table again tmrw
እሄንን እማረገው ለአንድና ብቸኛ ለምወዳት ትንሽዋ እህቴ ስል ነዉ
Some of my friends gar erasu tekorartenal cause i dont have energy nor time to do friendship stuff
Out of all 'netsi' id really like to say sorry to her and even she is the who even invited me to this channel but i never thought id be venting like this but its the only place u can load off some things
Thank you anyway
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Hide my Identity
I need to vent
Hide my identity
This is my first time venting
Im a 20 year old guy and you know before i reached this age like when i was younger i was a very very fun spirit my soul nor mind didnt have any room for being sad nor frustrated....the secret behind it was that i didnt know much of whats goin on in my family as i was just a fun teenager
but now, ive come to the point where i Have to fight so my family can survive and there is even food on the table
Its just me my little sister and my parents and my mother and father have been divorced before and thats when all we had was gone and now they back together a couple of years ago but things have been upside down
U know since my father doesnt provide anymore its me who has to go out struggle all day and try n bring sth back to the house
im a campus student at bdar
But u know others at my age r focusing on their studies, lives and what to do next and so.....my concern is surviving the night and thinking how to put a piece of bread on the table again tmrw
እሄንን እማረገው ለአንድና ብቸኛ ለምወዳት ትንሽዋ እህቴ ስል ነዉ
Some of my friends gar erasu tekorartenal cause i dont have energy nor time to do friendship stuff
Out of all 'netsi' id really like to say sorry to her and even she is the who even invited me to this channel but i never thought id be venting like this but its the only place u can load off some things
Thank you anyway
#Family
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