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I really need advice from those who have been in friends with benefit kinda stuff.
I'm 18 and the guy I'm with is 27
Its been almost a year since we meet online. He is one of my brother's friend so we met coz of my bro. We only hung out in person once. And you have no idea how intimate we have become. He was a good friend and I really enjoyed chatting with him but then it kinda developed and now we're in this weird friends with benefits kinda relationship thing.
I'm still a virgin and I don't really wanna lose it to someone I'm not in a relationship with but I can't help the feelings that I still want to do it.
He's told me he really wants to do it but doesn't want the whole commitment relationship stuff as he doesn't think it could work coz relationship is not important for him at this time. But if i don't want to do it he told me it wont happen.
what should I do?
should I end it before anything more happens? or go along with it because I really want to?
Is there anyone up there for whom FWB worked if so would you please tell me whats is the pro and cons of it?
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Hellow you all!
I really need advice from those who have been in friends with benefit kinda stuff.
I'm 18 and the guy I'm with is 27
Its been almost a year since we meet online. He is one of my brother's friend so we met coz of my bro. We only hung out in person once. And you have no idea how intimate we have become. He was a good friend and I really enjoyed chatting with him but then it kinda developed and now we're in this weird friends with benefits kinda relationship thing.
I'm still a virgin and I don't really wanna lose it to someone I'm not in a relationship with but I can't help the feelings that I still want to do it.
He's told me he really wants to do it but doesn't want the whole commitment relationship stuff as he doesn't think it could work coz relationship is not important for him at this time. But if i don't want to do it he told me it wont happen.
what should I do?
should I end it before anything more happens? or go along with it because I really want to?
Is there anyone up there for whom FWB worked if so would you please tell me whats is the pro and cons of it?
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Why does society expect us women to get married settle down and have kids at a young age and if we don't do that they say we are unwanted, lonely or falier in life,αα αα... What if we chose not to marry?why do we let society take us down every time we want to live our lives with our own terms?!
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Why does society expect us women to get married settle down and have kids at a young age and if we don't do that they say we are unwanted, lonely or falier in life,αα αα... What if we chose not to marry?why do we let society take us down every time we want to live our lives with our own terms?!
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I am 21 almost 22 girl,so my thing is back in high school I was in toxic friendship while I was struggling with family issues which ruined my confidence my everything from that day on am not a friendship person even in college I used to be loved by most people's and friends but I was distant because of my experience and I was okay with that after college I became more distant to the point I lost in touch and I was okay with that till this days I started feeling lonely but I cant do anything about it I will never be able to have friends until I change my perception about real friendship exists,how can I overcome my post trauma
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I am 21 almost 22 girl,so my thing is back in high school I was in toxic friendship while I was struggling with family issues which ruined my confidence my everything from that day on am not a friendship person even in college I used to be loved by most people's and friends but I was distant because of my experience and I was okay with that after college I became more distant to the point I lost in touch and I was okay with that till this days I started feeling lonely but I cant do anything about it I will never be able to have friends until I change my perception about real friendship exists,how can I overcome my post trauma
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Hello guys, i am a guy, 22 years old, never really dated that much, could be insecure with my masculinity at times from stuff i went through as a boy and all, very religious and reserved u can say,,... i was just wondering if the way i approach sexual desire with woman is normal. Here is the thing, it is hard for me or it is impossible for me to sexualize a woman from the get go, or just by seeing her walk down a steet, doesnt matter if she is hot(i may think she is beautiful but i dont get a boner i mean) , but if i get to know a woman, find out if she is interested in me sexually and that we connect, then this beast in me wakes up, now i can start feeling things, and sexualize her,....i figured this way of approaching sexuality is what woman do but guys according to popular thought are supposed to sexualize first then connect emotionally, i just thought this is weird of me, so any guys out there who feel the same way. It would be nice to know there are guys like me, if there are π¬,
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Hello guys, i am a guy, 22 years old, never really dated that much, could be insecure with my masculinity at times from stuff i went through as a boy and all, very religious and reserved u can say,,... i was just wondering if the way i approach sexual desire with woman is normal. Here is the thing, it is hard for me or it is impossible for me to sexualize a woman from the get go, or just by seeing her walk down a steet, doesnt matter if she is hot(i may think she is beautiful but i dont get a boner i mean) , but if i get to know a woman, find out if she is interested in me sexually and that we connect, then this beast in me wakes up, now i can start feeling things, and sexualize her,....i figured this way of approaching sexuality is what woman do but guys according to popular thought are supposed to sexualize first then connect emotionally, i just thought this is weird of me, so any guys out there who feel the same way. It would be nice to know there are guys like me, if there are π¬,
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So 2 years ago I found out Im gay To this day, no one knows, but the daughter of my mother's friend is my friend and I found out that she fell in love with me. But I don't love her Just a friend Normally I would tell her I'm gay but she would tell other people and then her parents would find out and it wouldn't be good.In addition, we will soon go to a cottage where only me and she will be, In addition, she wants to get drunk with me and then have sex with me.
In 3 days I will be 18 year's old and in 5 days we will go to cottage
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So 2 years ago I found out Im gay To this day, no one knows, but the daughter of my mother's friend is my friend and I found out that she fell in love with me. But I don't love her Just a friend Normally I would tell her I'm gay but she would tell other people and then her parents would find out and it wouldn't be good.In addition, we will soon go to a cottage where only me and she will be, In addition, she wants to get drunk with me and then have sex with me.
In 3 days I will be 18 year's old and in 5 days we will go to cottage
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So on the beginning of 2012 we found out that my cousin was gonna get married and she's one yr older than me she is 16 can you believe it she is 16 and they're marring her off and I was mad and sad and I don't even know what I feel I tried my best to stop it from happening but it didn't she is married and living with her husband I mean this statement doesn't even seem appropriate she's 16 and my uncle was saying if any of you miss the weeding I will never forgive you yeah like fuck you ass hole you just ruined your daughter's life how can they do that to her she was a really brilliant student and now she is stuck at home with that man going through God knows what and I hear all this people saying that women have all the rights they need what more can they want and it just breaks me more and I'm about to be 16 and I can't stop thinking about her their is this feeling I just can't explain in my chest and I just hate the people who let this happen I don't know what to do because there is nothing I can do about this
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So on the beginning of 2012 we found out that my cousin was gonna get married and she's one yr older than me she is 16 can you believe it she is 16 and they're marring her off and I was mad and sad and I don't even know what I feel I tried my best to stop it from happening but it didn't she is married and living with her husband I mean this statement doesn't even seem appropriate she's 16 and my uncle was saying if any of you miss the weeding I will never forgive you yeah like fuck you ass hole you just ruined your daughter's life how can they do that to her she was a really brilliant student and now she is stuck at home with that man going through God knows what and I hear all this people saying that women have all the rights they need what more can they want and it just breaks me more and I'm about to be 16 and I can't stop thinking about her their is this feeling I just can't explain in my chest and I just hate the people who let this happen I don't know what to do because there is nothing I can do about this
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It's been more than years since I started having sex, and am still not sure of what cumming is, of course I have orgasms ( am female 22 years old) since I have been broken couple of times, I had a friend with benefits and he wants me to cum I want me to cum, I don't know what to do or how to do it and am in love with this friend of mine that we have sex with and he seems not to move on from his ex and lately he started showing me that he lost interest in having sex with me and am too scared to think his fuckin someone else, its been bothering me for long, it's nice to vent ????
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It's been more than years since I started having sex, and am still not sure of what cumming is, of course I have orgasms ( am female 22 years old) since I have been broken couple of times, I had a friend with benefits and he wants me to cum I want me to cum, I don't know what to do or how to do it and am in love with this friend of mine that we have sex with and he seems not to move on from his ex and lately he started showing me that he lost interest in having sex with me and am too scared to think his fuckin someone else, its been bothering me for long, it's nice to vent ????
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hey u all hw u doin..i wanted to vent about ma biggest insecurity all ma life which wasn't ma nature but..back when i was a child..yhonech gorebrtachn told me that be milach mefegfeg baby hair yabzal mnamn bla be huletum hairline bekul geba arga fegefegechgn ena till now mnm aladegem am 21 now..ena beka betam nw yemyastlagn hulem mirror lay skom betley ekul adelm be 1 bekul betam ygbal be 1 bekul tnsh nw..ena am so insecure about it..even home remedy mnamn eymokrku nw gn am so impatient ena mnm lewt tolo slalayhu beka betam erasen endtela eyaregegn nw these days..so what do u think i should do to correct ma imsecurity or any suggestion..and do u think its safe if i applied minoxidil since am a girl? Thanks in advance..i would really appreciate if u could helpπ€¦ββ
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hey u all hw u doin..i wanted to vent about ma biggest insecurity all ma life which wasn't ma nature but..back when i was a child..yhonech gorebrtachn told me that be milach mefegfeg baby hair yabzal mnamn bla be huletum hairline bekul geba arga fegefegechgn ena till now mnm aladegem am 21 now..ena beka betam nw yemyastlagn hulem mirror lay skom betley ekul adelm be 1 bekul betam ygbal be 1 bekul tnsh nw..ena am so insecure about it..even home remedy mnamn eymokrku nw gn am so impatient ena mnm lewt tolo slalayhu beka betam erasen endtela eyaregegn nw these days..so what do u think i should do to correct ma imsecurity or any suggestion..and do u think its safe if i applied minoxidil since am a girl? Thanks in advance..i would really appreciate if u could helpπ€¦ββ
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Hey there i was just diagnosed with hepatitis b... n ik it wont go away n stuff, there is no cure fo the disease... i accepted that n i am moving on .. but the problem starts when i think of having relationships, it can be transmitted easily so ma former way of dating wont be a way here... i am 23 n i am Looking fo sth serious here n this shit happened. Anyways what do u think u should do or where can i find girls who are with the same situation as i am in... ????
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Hey there i was just diagnosed with hepatitis b... n ik it wont go away n stuff, there is no cure fo the disease... i accepted that n i am moving on .. but the problem starts when i think of having relationships, it can be transmitted easily so ma former way of dating wont be a way here... i am 23 n i am Looking fo sth serious here n this shit happened. Anyways what do u think u should do or where can i find girls who are with the same situation as i am in... ????
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I'm 21 years old I've been bestfriends with this guy but I had a bf we were on and off at that time he didn't treat me right he doesn't have time for me and this guy my brstfriend treats me like a Queen we were together all time eventually I loved him but he pretended to be raped by a boy so that he can have my full attention and he told me he will be gay if we didn't have sex and when I refused he said I'm selfish....long story short I had make out and ......some shit I thought will help him after that we were together until I know he is narcassist and then he starts insulting my mom he also chocked me at the end I told the police what he did they give him a warning but I don't think he will stop bothering me help me what can I do is it rape cause he pretends to be raped and to get me in bed and also hr says I'm a bitch he brought me by his money and hr is so bored of me says like I'm enough of her deferyat deferyat selechetognal how can I get this out of my head I'm feeling so low and used
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I'm 21 years old I've been bestfriends with this guy but I had a bf we were on and off at that time he didn't treat me right he doesn't have time for me and this guy my brstfriend treats me like a Queen we were together all time eventually I loved him but he pretended to be raped by a boy so that he can have my full attention and he told me he will be gay if we didn't have sex and when I refused he said I'm selfish....long story short I had make out and ......some shit I thought will help him after that we were together until I know he is narcassist and then he starts insulting my mom he also chocked me at the end I told the police what he did they give him a warning but I don't think he will stop bothering me help me what can I do is it rape cause he pretends to be raped and to get me in bed and also hr says I'm a bitch he brought me by his money and hr is so bored of me says like I'm enough of her deferyat deferyat selechetognal how can I get this out of my head I'm feeling so low and used
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Hey please approve my vent Iβm 20 years old girl and Iβve skin discoloration and bota etkuralew and bota demo eklalew above all I suffer from chicken skin or strawberry skin on my inner thigh and hands so if there is anyone who get through this problem or how to make it better please feel free to comment Iβm so insecure about my skin I donβt even wear reveling clothes please help
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Hey please approve my vent Iβm 20 years old girl and Iβve skin discoloration and bota etkuralew and bota demo eklalew above all I suffer from chicken skin or strawberry skin on my inner thigh and hands so if there is anyone who get through this problem or how to make it better please feel free to comment Iβm so insecure about my skin I donβt even wear reveling clothes please help
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I'm a girl n I'm 17 yo
The thing is I have this pain whenever ma period starts infact it won't ever stop till the five days pass.
I know you might be saying it's a normal thing but mine really hurts???? , straight five days pain without even stopping for a second. ????????n I tried to talk to Dad but all he tell me is that I got no choice n that it's normal thing that happens to every girl. It really HURTS????
Sometimes I really cry out that i got nothing to heal me from this pain
I don't know what to do to get a relief????
So girls out there please take a minute to tell me what you do to reduce the pain or maybe some tricks that may help me
And the boys if you know anything please tell me
Tnx in advance
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I'm a girl n I'm 17 yo
The thing is I have this pain whenever ma period starts infact it won't ever stop till the five days pass.
I know you might be saying it's a normal thing but mine really hurts???? , straight five days pain without even stopping for a second. ????????n I tried to talk to Dad but all he tell me is that I got no choice n that it's normal thing that happens to every girl. It really HURTS????
Sometimes I really cry out that i got nothing to heal me from this pain
I don't know what to do to get a relief????
So girls out there please take a minute to tell me what you do to reduce the pain or maybe some tricks that may help me
And the boys if you know anything please tell me
Tnx in advance
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So I noticed recently that I have always had some sort of attachment with one guy at time (not definitely a bf- gf type) since I was a grade 10 student. And all the girls out there know how these things go... u talk abt everything and anything π . But the problem is I just got out of a 3 year complicated friendship and the worst part is I was entirely dΓ©pendant on this person so now when I face problems or am bored there is no one I can vent or talk to.
So I need an advice on being independent emotionally? Any in mind ?! π€
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So I noticed recently that I have always had some sort of attachment with one guy at time (not definitely a bf- gf type) since I was a grade 10 student. And all the girls out there know how these things go... u talk abt everything and anything π . But the problem is I just got out of a 3 year complicated friendship and the worst part is I was entirely dΓ©pendant on this person so now when I face problems or am bored there is no one I can vent or talk to.
So I need an advice on being independent emotionally? Any in mind ?! π€
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Hey guys i hope you all are doing well. So i am with my boyfriend for about a year and he is the love of my life. Le Huletachinim yemejemeriya fkr nw we both are vergins ena le Huletachinim yihe relationship thing is new specially the sexual stuff bzw we both are 23. Ena the past 2 months we started making out ena simet wust enigebalen betam intense yehone simet wust ena we couldn't resist anymore so we decided to have sex. But he want to do it with out condoms then post pill endiwesd nw hasabu. Ene demo what if it fails biye wuste techeneke risk mewused alfelekum but our 1st time demo lenem lesum gerami endihon feligalewu esunim masdeset efeligalewu...ena i am confused guys....any advice ? Thank you
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Hey guys i hope you all are doing well. So i am with my boyfriend for about a year and he is the love of my life. Le Huletachinim yemejemeriya fkr nw we both are vergins ena le Huletachinim yihe relationship thing is new specially the sexual stuff bzw we both are 23. Ena the past 2 months we started making out ena simet wust enigebalen betam intense yehone simet wust ena we couldn't resist anymore so we decided to have sex. But he want to do it with out condoms then post pill endiwesd nw hasabu. Ene demo what if it fails biye wuste techeneke risk mewused alfelekum but our 1st time demo lenem lesum gerami endihon feligalewu esunim masdeset efeligalewu...ena i am confused guys....any advice ? Thank you
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Iβve always felt it was ironic that most women think men are evil, heartless creatures, yet seem to always go for the men who treat them in an evil and heartless manner. I know you women reading this rant are already annoyed that my claim. Some of you say that itβs not that you always wanted the evil ones, itβs that those are the only ones around. Others say that theyβre right in their claim that all men are despicable. There might be a few that would agree with me. But nonetheless, it is true. Women are more attracted to cruel men. And this makes the guys who arenβt cruel completely free of any amount of romantic interactions with girls. Thus, they stop not being cruel, to attract more women. Itβs an irritating paradox. Women donβt think men have the capability of being kind to them, and you think that you should prove them wrong. But you canβt, because they wonβt be attracted to you if you donβt treat them like shit. They just call you a simp. Then you want to be a bad boy, and you no longer can prove them wrong, and you end up as a cruel man yourself.
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Iβve always felt it was ironic that most women think men are evil, heartless creatures, yet seem to always go for the men who treat them in an evil and heartless manner. I know you women reading this rant are already annoyed that my claim. Some of you say that itβs not that you always wanted the evil ones, itβs that those are the only ones around. Others say that theyβre right in their claim that all men are despicable. There might be a few that would agree with me. But nonetheless, it is true. Women are more attracted to cruel men. And this makes the guys who arenβt cruel completely free of any amount of romantic interactions with girls. Thus, they stop not being cruel, to attract more women. Itβs an irritating paradox. Women donβt think men have the capability of being kind to them, and you think that you should prove them wrong. But you canβt, because they wonβt be attracted to you if you donβt treat them like shit. They just call you a simp. Then you want to be a bad boy, and you no longer can prove them wrong, and you end up as a cruel man yourself.
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Hi I'm a wicked person when I am mad but mostly I'm the bubbly one never screams amd lately people are gas lighting me you dont understand I just want to control my temper please I almost stabbed my sister and mom I'm a good person but u cant hold on anymore please tell me how to manage
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Hi I'm a wicked person when I am mad but mostly I'm the bubbly one never screams amd lately people are gas lighting me you dont understand I just want to control my temper please I almost stabbed my sister and mom I'm a good person but u cant hold on anymore please tell me how to manage
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Owk its ma first time here..to vent and its bout the insecurity I've. It all started when i was a little like sevenor8 years old and my family make me to wear a shoes that doesn't fit me without knowing.which made my leg to evolve something odd around my thump.besides my nails r not beautiful which i fear not to be a turnoff to guys.(am 21 yrs old)so any one here(especially doctors or someone wiz the same issue)or who can give me any advice and solution .appreciate if u could helpππ
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Owk its ma first time here..to vent and its bout the insecurity I've. It all started when i was a little like sevenor8 years old and my family make me to wear a shoes that doesn't fit me without knowing.which made my leg to evolve something odd around my thump.besides my nails r not beautiful which i fear not to be a turnoff to guys.(am 21 yrs old)so any one here(especially doctors or someone wiz the same issue)or who can give me any advice and solution .appreciate if u could helpππ
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How does it feel being the other women?
My colleague (top level manager) is recently showing his interest on me. he calls, texts, calls me to his office and tell me he misses me and ask me to meet up on weekend like lots of time.
Gin the thing is he's married with kids. And he loves his kids a lot.
But he keeps flirting for more than 2months. He always manages to find a reason to hold my hands and goof around
If i ignore him am afraid it will impact our work because we work closely.
And zim silew demo he thinks am interested and i want him too.
What can i do? I don't want to be the reason to separate kids from their father or even divorce.
i would have dated him if he was single by the way.
Please help!!
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How does it feel being the other women?
My colleague (top level manager) is recently showing his interest on me. he calls, texts, calls me to his office and tell me he misses me and ask me to meet up on weekend like lots of time.
Gin the thing is he's married with kids. And he loves his kids a lot.
But he keeps flirting for more than 2months. He always manages to find a reason to hold my hands and goof around
If i ignore him am afraid it will impact our work because we work closely.
And zim silew demo he thinks am interested and i want him too.
What can i do? I don't want to be the reason to separate kids from their father or even divorce.
i would have dated him if he was single by the way.
Please help!!
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Hey everyone this is my second time venting????. I have a gilr I've been dating for over a year and i love her more than anything. She does too. Ena I wanna give her the best of what i have in all aspect, I wanna take her on the best dates, i wanna buy her the best items, i wanna be her bestfriend in addition to being her lover, and i also wanna give her the best sex. And when it comes to sex its really going well. We both enjoy it intensly, gin like i know the girls legs shake and their body shake too betam orgasm siyaregu ( Im sure adel ????????ββοΈ) and i wanna give that level of excitement to my girl, i almost get there but never like give her that. I have a nearly 7 inches package, ena is it possible to achieve that with that..., like do most girls get to shaking level? So both guys and girls please give me suggestions, thank you.????
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Hey everyone this is my second time venting????. I have a gilr I've been dating for over a year and i love her more than anything. She does too. Ena I wanna give her the best of what i have in all aspect, I wanna take her on the best dates, i wanna buy her the best items, i wanna be her bestfriend in addition to being her lover, and i also wanna give her the best sex. And when it comes to sex its really going well. We both enjoy it intensly, gin like i know the girls legs shake and their body shake too betam orgasm siyaregu ( Im sure adel ????????ββοΈ) and i wanna give that level of excitement to my girl, i almost get there but never like give her that. I have a nearly 7 inches package, ena is it possible to achieve that with that..., like do most girls get to shaking level? So both guys and girls please give me suggestions, thank you.????
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So I've got this problem, when I crush on someone, I crush so hardπ....it even becomes unrealistic at a point, it's like I actually fall for the person..... As you know crushes are always exciting, I start wanting the person to notice me, thinking of that person a lot, I keep thinking they are watching me, I've been in relationships before and for the moment I'm not in one, my last one was pretty disastrous. When my crush doesn't like me back, I feel bad.... It kinda feels like rejection and I keeping thinking of them but with a pit in my stomache and if I'm to see them, my heart skips a bit nit the excited one but the one where I feel hurt. The crush I have rn, I have to see him everyday and I keep feeling like that..... I feel like I have a burden on my heart, because he doesn't like me back, we talk, we are friends-ish.....but he is just not interested. That's how he even reads thisππ....because he is on telegram, I haven't given off any signs that I like him.......so it's all good. So please hide my identity........I would be doomedπ.
So I don't know how to control how I'm feeling, I know we are not always supposed to get what we want. But I want to learn how to get hold of my feelings and not be stressed out by this.
PS: I have bigger problems than this thats why I'm stressed that this is stressing meππ.
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So I've got this problem, when I crush on someone, I crush so hardπ....it even becomes unrealistic at a point, it's like I actually fall for the person..... As you know crushes are always exciting, I start wanting the person to notice me, thinking of that person a lot, I keep thinking they are watching me, I've been in relationships before and for the moment I'm not in one, my last one was pretty disastrous. When my crush doesn't like me back, I feel bad.... It kinda feels like rejection and I keeping thinking of them but with a pit in my stomache and if I'm to see them, my heart skips a bit nit the excited one but the one where I feel hurt. The crush I have rn, I have to see him everyday and I keep feeling like that..... I feel like I have a burden on my heart, because he doesn't like me back, we talk, we are friends-ish.....but he is just not interested. That's how he even reads thisππ....because he is on telegram, I haven't given off any signs that I like him.......so it's all good. So please hide my identity........I would be doomedπ.
So I don't know how to control how I'm feeling, I know we are not always supposed to get what we want. But I want to learn how to get hold of my feelings and not be stressed out by this.
PS: I have bigger problems than this thats why I'm stressed that this is stressing meππ.
#Agitation #Teen
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I need to vent
So this whole thing happened 6 or 7 years ago. I'm 19 now. I'm an only child. Mom used to stay late at work, overnight sometimes. So it used to be only me and dad and i ususlly sleep besides him. I used to rarely sleep with my parents. I dont exactly remember how it started. Becha he used to moldest me in my sleep. Even when mom was in the other room. He once done it when i was conscious, like he gave me a game to play on his phone and well... he dont put it in, it was just.. i dont know how to express it. We never had sex but i remember him touching me and stuff. It didnt happened once or twice it went on for some time. There was this time when i was late for my period and he was worried you know...i think thats when he stopped. The thing is i know i have forgiven him. But like...it gets too much sometimes betaam and i start remembering everything. I spent so many nights crying. I havent told anyone this. It bothers me whenever we get in a fight or something. Like when he tries to tell me how evil boys really are or if i stay out and get home past my curfew, cuz it reminds me what he had done and i cant say anything. Mom obviously dont know shit. And it makes me feel like I'm the worst child she could ever have. I still love him, he's the best dad like I'll never find anyone like him. We are so close like we joke around and our sense of humour and all. And i dont really have any grudges on him but i feel so abused and used. I feel like I'm an outsider wherever i go. I dont feel comfortable whenever we're home alone. I have trust issues. Like there's sooo much that i kept inside no one really knows bout. I get really mad at mom for no reason. I dont know becha there's a lot i wanna say but dont wanna say at the same time. I'm soo fine now but there are thoughts that come and go and they leave me confused. So confused.
#Family #SexualAssault
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Hide my Identity
I need to vent
So this whole thing happened 6 or 7 years ago. I'm 19 now. I'm an only child. Mom used to stay late at work, overnight sometimes. So it used to be only me and dad and i ususlly sleep besides him. I used to rarely sleep with my parents. I dont exactly remember how it started. Becha he used to moldest me in my sleep. Even when mom was in the other room. He once done it when i was conscious, like he gave me a game to play on his phone and well... he dont put it in, it was just.. i dont know how to express it. We never had sex but i remember him touching me and stuff. It didnt happened once or twice it went on for some time. There was this time when i was late for my period and he was worried you know...i think thats when he stopped. The thing is i know i have forgiven him. But like...it gets too much sometimes betaam and i start remembering everything. I spent so many nights crying. I havent told anyone this. It bothers me whenever we get in a fight or something. Like when he tries to tell me how evil boys really are or if i stay out and get home past my curfew, cuz it reminds me what he had done and i cant say anything. Mom obviously dont know shit. And it makes me feel like I'm the worst child she could ever have. I still love him, he's the best dad like I'll never find anyone like him. We are so close like we joke around and our sense of humour and all. And i dont really have any grudges on him but i feel so abused and used. I feel like I'm an outsider wherever i go. I dont feel comfortable whenever we're home alone. I have trust issues. Like there's sooo much that i kept inside no one really knows bout. I get really mad at mom for no reason. I dont know becha there's a lot i wanna say but dont wanna say at the same time. I'm soo fine now but there are thoughts that come and go and they leave me confused. So confused.
#Family #SexualAssault
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