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I Hate Myself 2 😖
I thought "Why have I been lying to myself all this time?" I got the answer so quickly ... "Because the truth is so much harder to face"
I've brought this all on myself how's about that for starters. If I'm doing this to myself then the real truth... Is that I'm drowning (trying to breath air like people around me but I feel like I'm underwater and it hurts every time I breath) and I can't stop asking myself "Why do I hate myself so much?"
The world is a filthy place, there's so much pain you know. And I know why I hate myself cause everything I touch I ruin. And people who accidentally saw the real me keep saying "You have to forgive yourself". I can't, I don't know how to. I don't even know where to begin.
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I thought "Why have I been lying to myself all this time?" I got the answer so quickly ... "Because the truth is so much harder to face"
I've brought this all on myself how's about that for starters. If I'm doing this to myself then the real truth... Is that I'm drowning (trying to breath air like people around me but I feel like I'm underwater and it hurts every time I breath) and I can't stop asking myself "Why do I hate myself so much?"
The world is a filthy place, there's so much pain you know. And I know why I hate myself cause everything I touch I ruin. And people who accidentally saw the real me keep saying "You have to forgive yourself". I can't, I don't know how to. I don't even know where to begin.
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I am starting to think that love is just an addiction. A very sticky addiction that rewires your brain into thinking this is it, this one is the one. And while you are in that whimsical high where your other can do no wrong. The hormones in your blood blind you to their flaws untill you see them as cute quirks. So you keep coming back to get that hit, that rush. The late night phone calls, the risky texts and the intimate moments you share. All an elaborate scheme to get you hooked and keep on begging for more.
But life begins to chip at your naiveness. When your imperfections start to get in the way and when you can no longer deny their’s, the arguments and the subtle resentments begin to add up. Until that perfect bliss starts to feel like a hollow trap tightening its grip on your peace of mind. It doesn’t matter how it ends, it ends and always ends. Then time slowly dulls those painful memories, loneliness creeps in and fills your soul. So you look back maybe it was my fault, maybe it was hers and we might still be together if only we did things differently. Desire intensifies your need to find someone, anyone.
The first act starts over again. This time is different tho. No matter how deeply you fall or how intense the feelings get, deep down in your mind you know. It ends and always ends. You’re just here for the ride now.
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I am starting to think that love is just an addiction. A very sticky addiction that rewires your brain into thinking this is it, this one is the one. And while you are in that whimsical high where your other can do no wrong. The hormones in your blood blind you to their flaws untill you see them as cute quirks. So you keep coming back to get that hit, that rush. The late night phone calls, the risky texts and the intimate moments you share. All an elaborate scheme to get you hooked and keep on begging for more.
But life begins to chip at your naiveness. When your imperfections start to get in the way and when you can no longer deny their’s, the arguments and the subtle resentments begin to add up. Until that perfect bliss starts to feel like a hollow trap tightening its grip on your peace of mind. It doesn’t matter how it ends, it ends and always ends. Then time slowly dulls those painful memories, loneliness creeps in and fills your soul. So you look back maybe it was my fault, maybe it was hers and we might still be together if only we did things differently. Desire intensifies your need to find someone, anyone.
The first act starts over again. This time is different tho. No matter how deeply you fall or how intense the feelings get, deep down in your mind you know. It ends and always ends. You’re just here for the ride now.
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Its more of a question...i wanted to knw everything about post pill. How do you take it? How much is it? N everything
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Its more of a question...i wanted to knw everything about post pill. How do you take it? How much is it? N everything
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Hey there y’all????????Straight to the point okay so I’ve been seeing this guy for a while now and our relationship turned sexual real quick like we never took the time to go out on a real date or know each other we texted for two month before jumping right at it. So at first it was strictly abt sex which I enjoyed and after quite sometime I think he caught feelings and wanted to be in a committed relationship, that’s when I started to distance myself I told him that we could be fwb and he agreed but after a while he told me that he just wants to be more than that. I am not emotionally ready and available to do so. He kept on calling texting through the entire quarantine mind you we haven’t seen each other for months and yet he didn’t give up. I sometimes feel like am using him and I just can’t keep up with the lies no more. He’s too nice to get hurt and I don’t know what to do ????????
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Hey there y’all????????Straight to the point okay so I’ve been seeing this guy for a while now and our relationship turned sexual real quick like we never took the time to go out on a real date or know each other we texted for two month before jumping right at it. So at first it was strictly abt sex which I enjoyed and after quite sometime I think he caught feelings and wanted to be in a committed relationship, that’s when I started to distance myself I told him that we could be fwb and he agreed but after a while he told me that he just wants to be more than that. I am not emotionally ready and available to do so. He kept on calling texting through the entire quarantine mind you we haven’t seen each other for months and yet he didn’t give up. I sometimes feel like am using him and I just can’t keep up with the lies no more. He’s too nice to get hurt and I don’t know what to do ????????
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So, I have an abnormal disgust. I don't know if it has a medical term. Every little thing disgusts me; pepople's voice of some sort and sometimes actual people disgust me, like literally I'd feel like i'm about to pique. I cant eat if i see old people's faces and other people that my brain tells me are disgusting.(No offense, I'm just being honest)
The thing that disgusted me in one person could be the way they once said something, or the way they acted or sth, guys I don't really know, but the things that disgust me are things that a normal person would consider normal.
I could be disgusted when people wash their hands in some way. I sometimes even remember one person that I know and think they're disgusting. Is there a cure to this?
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So, I have an abnormal disgust. I don't know if it has a medical term. Every little thing disgusts me; pepople's voice of some sort and sometimes actual people disgust me, like literally I'd feel like i'm about to pique. I cant eat if i see old people's faces and other people that my brain tells me are disgusting.(No offense, I'm just being honest)
The thing that disgusted me in one person could be the way they once said something, or the way they acted or sth, guys I don't really know, but the things that disgust me are things that a normal person would consider normal.
I could be disgusted when people wash their hands in some way. I sometimes even remember one person that I know and think they're disgusting. Is there a cure to this?
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Hello! It's ma first time venting please admins approve my vent so here is the thing I live with my family nd I'm the first child gbi fresh tmari negn 3 tanashoch alugn ena i thought my mom is cheating on my dad malet kezi befit silkwan zmbeye seneka I got love texts aynet ngr ena I keep checking her phone and I was right malet keteleyayu wendoch ga mnamn endemtgenagn aweku ena ngroch le dad behone means ngerkut ena bka awekebat keza yikrta mnamn bla church hula asmelwat NBR gn ahunm melsa ezaw lay nech malet ahunm dro miyawarwat wendoch alu knesu ga ye fkr textoch tlalakalech ena guadegnoche ga negn eyalech tagegnewalech like slkwan atfeta wela tmetalech gn dad sidewl sefer wst nat mnamn belut tlenalech idk what to do malet I feel like am betraying my dad betam miskin plus le betu tamagn sw nw ena please I need ur advice one day teketyat metedbetn check larg or should I tell to my dad gn knegrekut demo yetalalu Ena am confused please I need some advice thanks stay safe✌️
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Hello! It's ma first time venting please admins approve my vent so here is the thing I live with my family nd I'm the first child gbi fresh tmari negn 3 tanashoch alugn ena i thought my mom is cheating on my dad malet kezi befit silkwan zmbeye seneka I got love texts aynet ngr ena I keep checking her phone and I was right malet keteleyayu wendoch ga mnamn endemtgenagn aweku ena ngroch le dad behone means ngerkut ena bka awekebat keza yikrta mnamn bla church hula asmelwat NBR gn ahunm melsa ezaw lay nech malet ahunm dro miyawarwat wendoch alu knesu ga ye fkr textoch tlalakalech ena guadegnoche ga negn eyalech tagegnewalech like slkwan atfeta wela tmetalech gn dad sidewl sefer wst nat mnamn belut tlenalech idk what to do malet I feel like am betraying my dad betam miskin plus le betu tamagn sw nw ena please I need ur advice one day teketyat metedbetn check larg or should I tell to my dad gn knegrekut demo yetalalu Ena am confused please I need some advice thanks stay safe✌️
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Its not a vent... its more like a question. SO girls lates say you end a relationship with your ex in good terms and you started another relationship & after awhile your ex started texting you & you realized he have a strong feelings for you ... would you talk to him? Flirt with him? Accept a gift? Send him pics? Try to be friends with him??
OR would you tell him the harsh truth that you already moved on and cut everything off ( no texting much, no pics, no friendship tng) ???
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Its not a vent... its more like a question. SO girls lates say you end a relationship with your ex in good terms and you started another relationship & after awhile your ex started texting you & you realized he have a strong feelings for you ... would you talk to him? Flirt with him? Accept a gift? Send him pics? Try to be friends with him??
OR would you tell him the harsh truth that you already moved on and cut everything off ( no texting much, no pics, no friendship tng) ???
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Hi ammmm it's ma first time to vent and I'm venting cuz am curious about men am I mean am wondering does really men's fall in love and does really men's hurt by breakups I know I sounds insane but I sometimes feels like men's are like sex predators animals and am sorry for that and please tell me does really men's have feelings
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Hi ammmm it's ma first time to vent and I'm venting cuz am curious about men am I mean am wondering does really men's fall in love and does really men's hurt by breakups I know I sounds insane but I sometimes feels like men's are like sex predators animals and am sorry for that and please tell me does really men's have feelings
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1, Is there good thing or bad thing to have boy friend in this age ¿¿
Can girl above 19 tell me about it.!
2, what is the point to have boy friend .¿¿
3, how do you know when a guy really love you ¿¿¿
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Can girl above 19 tell me about it.!
2, what is the point to have boy friend .¿¿
3, how do you know when a guy really love you ¿¿¿
Thanks in advance !!
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Its been a while since my parents get divorced. It didn't end well. They still didn't finish splitting some of their property. So the thing is Idk how to handle it. I mean I'm confused. When I am with my mother she always talks how bad my father is and vice versa. And it really affects me. When my mom tells me about my father I feel anger and hate for him. And when he tells me about her I feel doubt. And at some point I am going crazy. I wish I could man up n tell them that it's wrong. But I am not that kind. I prefer to stay silent eskiwetalachew siyaweru. I actually told my mom that more than once but when she gets angry she cant control herself. I dont know how my relationship should be with both of them.
Andachew gar koyche wede lelachew sehed tolo lemekelakel rasu yekebdegnal. Its really hard.
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Its been a while since my parents get divorced. It didn't end well. They still didn't finish splitting some of their property. So the thing is Idk how to handle it. I mean I'm confused. When I am with my mother she always talks how bad my father is and vice versa. And it really affects me. When my mom tells me about my father I feel anger and hate for him. And when he tells me about her I feel doubt. And at some point I am going crazy. I wish I could man up n tell them that it's wrong. But I am not that kind. I prefer to stay silent eskiwetalachew siyaweru. I actually told my mom that more than once but when she gets angry she cant control herself. I dont know how my relationship should be with both of them.
Andachew gar koyche wede lelachew sehed tolo lemekelakel rasu yekebdegnal. Its really hard.
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How you guys make yourself commited for real...I always get up early in the morning planning the day I say I'll do this I'll do that and ended up having a really bad day all I do is watching a movie or listening to a lot of music and stressing out to not do what I really wanna do. I tried checklists I tried to not plan things and roll with things but nothing worked. So do you guys have some methods you use to make your days productive and stay commited please help me.
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How you guys make yourself commited for real...I always get up early in the morning planning the day I say I'll do this I'll do that and ended up having a really bad day all I do is watching a movie or listening to a lot of music and stressing out to not do what I really wanna do. I tried checklists I tried to not plan things and roll with things but nothing worked. So do you guys have some methods you use to make your days productive and stay commited please help me.
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The sole purpose of this vent is because I dont want to see others in this position. I used to take meds when i was young and i quit it after it became expensive. Sounds naive, but i just wanted to get off of my parents' shoulder. I have been fine for the past few years. Now when all hell breaks loose and i have to deal with a handful, I dont feel fine. Ofcourse, its not really diagnosed and I'm not necessarily ill again. But at the end of the day there is always that feeling of 'What if?' And it takes a toll on my head. Point think twice before you do something you'll regret. Specially those teens who slaughter the word "depression".
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The sole purpose of this vent is because I dont want to see others in this position. I used to take meds when i was young and i quit it after it became expensive. Sounds naive, but i just wanted to get off of my parents' shoulder. I have been fine for the past few years. Now when all hell breaks loose and i have to deal with a handful, I dont feel fine. Ofcourse, its not really diagnosed and I'm not necessarily ill again. But at the end of the day there is always that feeling of 'What if?' And it takes a toll on my head. Point think twice before you do something you'll regret. Specially those teens who slaughter the word "depression".
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I want to open an orphanage, and I want you all to tell me the real problems I mean the real struggles amm gonna face....and can you tell me lists of orphanage and there location here in addis so I could visit and learn from them
Thankyou in advance🙇♀
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I want to open an orphanage, and I want you all to tell me the real problems I mean the real struggles amm gonna face....and can you tell me lists of orphanage and there location here in addis so I could visit and learn from them
Thankyou in advance🙇♀
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This vent is more of a question for doctors and med students here, my armpits are itching me a lot lately. I stopped using deodorants a while back and I'm just using a slice of lemon as a deodorant. I don't know if that is the reason but it is itching me a lot, and I'm getting worried... pls tell me what I should do. Should I stop using the lemon?
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This vent is more of a question for doctors and med students here, my armpits are itching me a lot lately. I stopped using deodorants a while back and I'm just using a slice of lemon as a deodorant. I don't know if that is the reason but it is itching me a lot, and I'm getting worried... pls tell me what I should do. Should I stop using the lemon?
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The thing is there was this guy I friendzoned for 2 years because i was madly in love with someone else (just inlove i wasn't in r/n) so i got over it ...we were talking even tho i friendzoned my guy so when i was ready the dude was still waiting for me so I intiate the date and we are seeing eachother right now...but I'M SO SCARED idk but I'm catching feelings for him betaaam and I know he loved me betamgn 1 lay senhon ena mewede sejemr adis neger honebn feraw betaaam he ain't losing interest btw but i can tell embi yalkut gize bzu yetenadedebgn neger ale i don feel gulity at all btw I KNOW I WAS RIGHT AT THAT TIME and I SACRIFICED MANY THINGS NOT TO HURT HIS FEELINGS ...but he still doesn't understand those ...and I'm so scared he will leave me if i loved him cause I'm afraid he only loves me when i ignore him and say no...what should i do to love him peacefully please
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The thing is there was this guy I friendzoned for 2 years because i was madly in love with someone else (just inlove i wasn't in r/n) so i got over it ...we were talking even tho i friendzoned my guy so when i was ready the dude was still waiting for me so I intiate the date and we are seeing eachother right now...but I'M SO SCARED idk but I'm catching feelings for him betaaam and I know he loved me betamgn 1 lay senhon ena mewede sejemr adis neger honebn feraw betaaam he ain't losing interest btw but i can tell embi yalkut gize bzu yetenadedebgn neger ale i don feel gulity at all btw I KNOW I WAS RIGHT AT THAT TIME and I SACRIFICED MANY THINGS NOT TO HURT HIS FEELINGS ...but he still doesn't understand those ...and I'm so scared he will leave me if i loved him cause I'm afraid he only loves me when i ignore him and say no...what should i do to love him peacefully please
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Okay l really need ur help me and my boyfriend were making out then after that things got alittle out of hand then accidentally he slipped his penis into my vaginal then l bleed for a minute then it stopped there was no skin(hymen) and the blood wasn't dark or anything. Am l still a virgin or not ? Pls if there are doctors here pls help and am really stressing out help me
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Okay l really need ur help me and my boyfriend were making out then after that things got alittle out of hand then accidentally he slipped his penis into my vaginal then l bleed for a minute then it stopped there was no skin(hymen) and the blood wasn't dark or anything. Am l still a virgin or not ? Pls if there are doctors here pls help and am really stressing out help me
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a few month ago i vented about being depressed and since then i worked on my self but today i collapsed again but this time i just wanna die
the idea of death seems like the sweetest thing now i wish if it all could end
never had true hapinnes in my life
my bf is mostly too busy to be there and when i told him then i had depression he thought i was lying and he still thinks i made it up
im alone in this world i feel alone i feel like nothings gone get better.
so the point here is please start loving yourself always , something i forgot to do a while ago and forgive yourself not evrything is your responsibility
im not gonnna kill myself but the idea of it gives me more peace than i ever felt since i was 10
love eachother and be there for one another especially your significant other.
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a few month ago i vented about being depressed and since then i worked on my self but today i collapsed again but this time i just wanna die
the idea of death seems like the sweetest thing now i wish if it all could end
never had true hapinnes in my life
my bf is mostly too busy to be there and when i told him then i had depression he thought i was lying and he still thinks i made it up
im alone in this world i feel alone i feel like nothings gone get better.
so the point here is please start loving yourself always , something i forgot to do a while ago and forgive yourself not evrything is your responsibility
im not gonnna kill myself but the idea of it gives me more peace than i ever felt since i was 10
love eachother and be there for one another especially your significant other.
they need u the most.
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why is forbidden sex the best sex? almost all of my sexual relationship were with married or engaged women cheating sex is the best sex.i am a guy in my mid 20's I am trying to become a better person leave all that behind but dating and all the bullshit is so much work plus the sex is no fun. anyone who's been here has got any advice how can I restart.
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why is forbidden sex the best sex? almost all of my sexual relationship were with married or engaged women cheating sex is the best sex.i am a guy in my mid 20's I am trying to become a better person leave all that behind but dating and all the bullshit is so much work plus the sex is no fun. anyone who's been here has got any advice how can I restart.
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Hey I'm 18 year old girl and I have been diabetic for 8 years I have no friend with diabetes to talk and this time am struggling with it, so some one who is dealing with the same thing help me please
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Hey everybody ,i am a girl 21
The thing is when my pee comes i have to go to the toilet immediately if not i can't control it ,it will get massy & my pee comes very frequently when i drink a little bit of water & if the weather is cooled .bzw it is not UTI i got tasted & it dose'nt have burning sensation . Do u guys have any idea what it is spacialy doctors help me out
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Hey everybody ,i am a girl 21
The thing is when my pee comes i have to go to the toilet immediately if not i can't control it ,it will get massy & my pee comes very frequently when i drink a little bit of water & if the weather is cooled .bzw it is not UTI i got tasted & it dose'nt have burning sensation . Do u guys have any idea what it is spacialy doctors help me out
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Hey selam it's not a vent actually it's most of a question for doctors and experienced ppls here. here is my question yesterday my little brother examined his UGI by endoscopy then the doctors found out that there is sever irregular stenosis(አደገኛ ደረጃ ላይ ያለ የጉሮሮ መጥበብ) on his esophagus at 25cm the examiner can't pass the pipe after the stenosis that's how it get narrower the doctor said it is (Esophageal peptic stricture) they recommend performing Endoscopic dilatation procedure in abroad and i don't think i can afford the cost my question is would u please tell me in which country can i get affordable and better treatment ppl say Bangkok and india is the best option? is Endoscopic dilataion procedure perform here in Ethiopia? what is it's success rate? and what about its complication personally i don't think they will perform it well without a complication here i don't know what to say I'm confused pls help the kid can't even take the pill it stuck in his throat i will accept any kind of help
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የጉሮሮ መጥበብ ህክምና ያለ አሰጊ የጎንዮሽ ጉዳት ኢትዮጲያ ውስጥ በኦፕሬሽን ማስተካከል ይቻላል ወይ ወይም ደሞ በተመጣጣኝ ክፍያ የት ሀገር ህክምናውን ማግኘት ይቻላል አመሰግናለው ለትብብራቹ
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Hey selam it's not a vent actually it's most of a question for doctors and experienced ppls here. here is my question yesterday my little brother examined his UGI by endoscopy then the doctors found out that there is sever irregular stenosis(አደገኛ ደረጃ ላይ ያለ የጉሮሮ መጥበብ) on his esophagus at 25cm the examiner can't pass the pipe after the stenosis that's how it get narrower the doctor said it is (Esophageal peptic stricture) they recommend performing Endoscopic dilatation procedure in abroad and i don't think i can afford the cost my question is would u please tell me in which country can i get affordable and better treatment ppl say Bangkok and india is the best option? is Endoscopic dilataion procedure perform here in Ethiopia? what is it's success rate? and what about its complication personally i don't think they will perform it well without a complication here i don't know what to say I'm confused pls help the kid can't even take the pill it stuck in his throat i will accept any kind of help
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የጉሮሮ መጥበብ ህክምና ያለ አሰጊ የጎንዮሽ ጉዳት ኢትዮጲያ ውስጥ በኦፕሬሽን ማስተካከል ይቻላል ወይ ወይም ደሞ በተመጣጣኝ ክፍያ የት ሀገር ህክምናውን ማግኘት ይቻላል አመሰግናለው ለትብብራቹ
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