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Maybe this is just a rant gn I feel so out of touch with my emotions...there was a time when I used to talk to a guy for a couple days and I’d start catching feelings and it ended up getting nowhere ena I tried so hard to change it that now I feel like it doesn’t matter what anyone does it will take me so fucking long to really be on the same page as the other person. I’m saying this because there’s a new guy I’m talking to that’s quite different and basically everything I want ena he’s actually serious about this but for me I like him mnamn gn there’s a voice in the back of my head that’s telling me he’ll use me and leave like the others so I don’t really allow myself to open up and be on his level of emotional and to him it just looks like i’m not feeling him mnamn neger ale a when really the issue is i’m holding back because I got trust issues from past experiences.

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I need to vent.
We were together for a long time. I loved her when I first saw her. We had each other's back since then. I admit that I was stupid, ignorant, inconsiderate and needy at times. I do believe that I caused her pain. But she loved me. We also had great moments. At some point I realized all that and I tried to become a better person. Not just for her but for me. She broke up with me.
I'm doing the things that I want, but the love and devotion I have for her is something I know will never ever change. She doesn't want to be together again. I'm working on myself. I'm a different person now. I'm happy with that because I did it for myself and it's working.
Now I'm suffering but I'm good at hiding it. Nothing makes sense other than having a beautiful life with her. I know all the pain will pass. I'm not saying this out of desperation. I just know what I want. I don't know what to do

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Hey..so docs this may sound wierd but i need your help please. i think i'm afraid of diseases. I mean it started after this covid thing. My mind keep telling me i have some disease. Like if i hear about someone who died of cancer i will start to feel like i'm also going to die soon. The thought even made me cry so many times.so how can i make my self not to feel this way that am not going to die of cancer or other killer diseases. Because i think am healthy since i have no symptoms i dont even remember the last time i went to clinic so technically i'm healthy i think but my mind not healthy

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So I vented before and am gonna add one that is ruining my life. I am univ student and since I am bald, tall and with beird for that I look old. Nobody believed my age when I tell em. I believe my so called best friends even doubt that. I freaking look old for my age. So nobody seen me as there ekuya. Yemyayugn somekind of guy sera norot degree lemesrat endemeta new meyayugn. Fuck I hate this. I cant enjoy with my friends with all the people staring at me, I can't get drunk and lose it with them because they see me as an outsider. I justed wanted not to give a fuck about all this and I tried but I just couldn't pull it through. I know u guys will say u just ignore the peoples. I cant ignore there thoughts everyday UK, it is difficult. U will only understand this if u were in my position. There are some good comments from my previous vent, so thank you all guys, j really appreciate that. Am that black bald guy from univ😁.
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Hey I can't explain myself with paragraphs so let me just say it.

You know that one time when your life is dark and dirty
When nobody cares to say hello and help me
When you need a hug they see you as trash and filthy
But you got it all they don't care what you gotta give in
You tell them that you want a hug no cash no penny
But they tell you go back where you belong which is down the street.
If you still don't get it. I mean I don't want anything from this world except a person to stand beside me no matter what. One person to be there to hug me. I got money if I want it. I got it. But I need someone to just give me a big hug and tell me that I matter. My whole life I was discriminated but I needed a hug nothing more just a hug. But everyone was so mean they just couldn't help me. Cause they can't?? No cause they don't care. Lucky me I got me the best person ever this year to always stand by my side to help me. She is my therapist, best friend, sister........ e.t.c.
I am a girl. And if you are going through the same thing I would like to help you out. I suffered until this year and if you are in the same place just ask my identity in the comments. I would love to help you out. I wish I had this kind of chance given to me and I didn't but I would like to give others help that I wished for.

HOPE IT HELPED

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Hello!! I'm 25 basically 26 and a girl..this is my second time venting. I graduated a year ago n struggled to get a job, which i got a while later. I worked there for about three months n due to the covid thing i got unemployed. That is about 7 months ago. So after that i hv gotten two jobs but i declined both jobs because my bosses really approach me wiz other intentions. Let me tell you i don't even wear sexy things or shit, sometimes i even wear like tomboys but stillThey touch me inappropriately, one time i got really angry n told him that his wife is unlucky to be living with him n nvr went back. They want to be this great mentor cause I'm fresh but i hv to get it by giving them something in return. My family thought that i am just spoiled n could not work under pressure but they don't know the whole story. Now i don't have a job n I'm broke both financially n mentally... Why men specially the rich one think every women want something from a rich men.. I'm so tired of everything

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I can't talk to anyone about this but i need to let it out
I'm 20 and a girl
I am the type of person you would think who have no problems i am always cheerful, carefree
The thing is as i grow older and see how this world operates i feel sick, i don't want to live in this world where you have to deceive people to get what u want starting from the little thing in the family malet new i always was careless in everything but at some point i started to care and i became stressed always but somehow no body noticed that ive tryed opening up to people it worked for sometime but most of them ended up saying i am too complicated, I've had the good things too great friends family good grades seen really high class life but at the end everything was less and less interesting i don't see why i am trying to be alive i always felt like i am not dead because i am only breathing
Ive been like this since i was 11 or 12 but ahun ahun i am seriously not interested in being a live and don't think it's this quarantine making me feel like this im havin a good time but i just don't want to be alive anymore i never thought about suicide before but if i keep going like this i don't know what I will do

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Hey everyone how u doing
Here is the thing
I can't Express how i feel correctly or the words are not enough to show it
I have vented a lot of times in different matters but it never felt the people who say they understood really did understood yet again i am back with another vent
Here is the thing i hate my self,i am chubby, i am an open book i never learn from my mistakes im always distracted clumsy slow always trying to be nice i always make a bad decision, socially awkward i always feel like i am out of place and the list goes on the only thing good about me was my grades but has been deteriorating i don't have anything i am good at i feel bored most of the times i even get bored with my friends(which is happening very frequently) and these days i don't want to talk with anyone at home or with anyone im always on edge irritated i just feel like i cant take it anymore living with myself i hate it and i hate my self

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Almost two years ago i had a really good friend. Her dad passed away and we got close and we spent a lot of time together. At that time i was in debt and i needed money desprately. And i stole money from their house exactly 1500. And when they suspected me they put small amount of money infront of me to test me and i took some of it again. And she pushed me away. And aftersome time when i talked to her she confronted me and i denyed it. She didnt say anything bad she was very civil abt it. I was just too much of a coward to admit and say sorry. She lives abroad now i think. And now that times have passed and i have matured more. I am thinking should i apoligize for the sake of it (and blc i might feel better) or sld i jus say nothing because its a lost friendship either ways and would it be wierd to hit her up after all this time.

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I am an Ethiopian girl from ksa ,I had come here 3 yrs ago. I am a uni student. The problem is I had been here for 3 yrs and I always feel out of place ,like I always try to mingle with my dormmates and I even have close friends now ,but For me ,Idk why but I always feel like an outsider. I speak amaharic well,I think I vibe with my friends well too but I find it difficult placing my identity ,I just dont know what is going on ,Is this normal thing that happens to us when we are in our early tewnties or does this have to do with the fact I didn't grow up here ?&is there anyone here who is going through the same situation like me ?

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This is for a person out there who is in need of help , to tell her she is not alone.
It has been almost 10 months now since i found out i was circumcised. I'm 22 incase if you wanna know. So my parents waited freaking 22 years to tell me what they had done to me. Actually they didn't, it wasn't intentional it was just my grandmother got carried away with the conversation we were having and throw it on my face just like that. Well i couldn't believe it at the moment.i mean i was born in Addis, raised in addis, and to sum it all up my whole family was educated. But here i was, them telling me i got mutilated. I just couldn't accept or even process the idea of it.it is still sth i didn't understand eskahun. Because they know better, they went to shool and as for me i have been learning my whole life that FGM is a harmful practice and should be stopped. Funny thing i was just never aware of it. I was betam tinish when they did it.

I couldn't even look them in the eyes after that, specially my mom. I resented her so much.i even went to the gyno to check if the problems i had were related to this(problems i can't mention here cause its a long story as it is) But what i realized after a while , there is no getting back from it now. Whats done is done so no need of fixing up on it. My parents did this to keep me in culture and norm by the time.they did what they thought was good for me. I atleast know my mother would do go back in time and undo it if she knew how i would feel and react to it. Yes,i am still healing...still processing gin i just wanted to all the girls out there that you are not alone in this, FGM is not only on science books or practiced in rular areas only, it is everywhere for most bemiyasazin huneta. what you can do is if you are feeling pain or facing some other problems because of that, it is no SHAME going to the gyno and consulting the doctors about it. You can also talk about it with someone you trust,trust me it will put you at ease. Learn from a person who went through it.
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Trigger warning! The audio file attached is an interview given by the victim, contents of it might be disturbing, Admonition.

ምን እየሆነ ነው፡ ወዴትስ እያመራን ነው። እዚች ታዳጊ ላይ እንዴት እንዲህ አይነት ጭካኔ ይፈጸማል። ታዳጊዋ ላይ የተፈጸመው በደል ስንቶች ላይ ተፈጽሞ ይሆን? ዜጋ በዚህ ልክ በአስተሳሰብ ወደ ኃላ ሲቀር ከዚህ ቀጥሎ የሚመጣውስ ምን ያህል ይብስ? ለብዙዎች ጉዳት ካሳ የሚሆን ፍትሕስ ስለምን ጠፋ ?

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I hope this gets approved....I wanna ask for help but I don't know what kind of help is best for me....but let me just write down everything and see if you guys can tell me what I should do.....let me start from my family....
My dad is diabetic, has blood pressure problem that cones and goes and he's also suffering from nerve damage and he's the only one in our family who works to put food on our table.....he's old and becoming weaker everyday. This stresses me out so much as I am the first child in our family. So about my family there are only two huge things that worry me...My dad's health and how me and my mom are going to take care of my sisters if something happens to him.
About My friends.... We're slowly drifting apart. I was offline for a month or something once and none of them called. I'm back but we don't talk like we used to and it's sad really. When they call we talk and then I ask them about the others and what they tell me really makes me feel like I'm not their friend and never was "yeah she's fine I've been calling her nonstop this week...on house party demo we literally spend the day together...I was going to call you but I didn't have credit" 😅huh okay.... so about friends. ..I just don't know
About school
I'm in 12th grade...I know we're probably going to take the exams after few months but I just can't study....I can't concentrate and focus on my books. Demo I'm always trying to do something to make myself busy..Something but STUDYING. So about school I can't study...
The last thing I worry about...relationship
Everything is wrong with my dating life...I'm always not enough.....always compared with someone. Someone always telling me indirectly how his ex is wayyyy beautiful wayyy rich wayyyy cool wayyy famous and how much he still likes her....I don't think anyone can help me with this one so it's alright😊Thank you.

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Okay........I was sexually assaulted when I was a child and never talked about it or told anyone. Recently in the past last couple months the memories and trauma from it started coming back, I started dealing with depression and anxiety, I couldn't sleep at night and I was having nightmares, and I started taking sleeping medicine just to make myself fall asleep. I was scared and lonely and started acting out recklessly, going out and I ended up cheated on my boyfriend. I regret it so much because it hurts him so bad and it hurt me. I wish I would've just talked to him about the issues going on instead of keeping it to myself and acting recklessly but I can't change what happened. It's not an excuse for cheating but it's what lead me to make the mistake I did. The question is how do I explain it to him? I still love him I just don't want him to think I purposely did it to hurt him or because I didn't love him.
Thanks!

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Hey guys I wanna say something,
to the fake and snake girls who think it's fun hurting boys feeling,
for all the girls who will get in touch with dudes to get attention and turn everything off when they got attention and act like they are innocent and don't care about what they guys had been through u girls are the Disgusting sluts in the Universe...and for the girls who had a bad relationship at first and then starts hurting every guy you met..like abrachu tihonuna tinsh koytachu selechen mnamm mitlut case is the dumbest fucked up thought any one could ever had...then you say like "wend silegodagn mnamn alamnm maninm beka..kedmew dumb kemiyadergugn kedime adergachewalew mnamn" we Don't care about your problems get ur ass up and find the solution for ur self yematchersutn neger lenante gize medeberiya bemil sebeb yesew nefs atasazinu...think of when a man cheats on you,how do you feel? hh... rejection and being used hits harder than that..so stophurting others won't bring you any good if you want revenge do it on the one who did bad to you..just don't play with another innocent guy's heart that is Immoral and betam zikach astesaseb👎

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Hi .so im 22 and ive been in love with this guy since i was 19 .. and the thing is he never puts me first ever! He says that i shouldnt be first and that i shouldnt even ask to be first.i know its a bit hard to ask but i think i need to be that is after his family,education and health.this is the guy that broke my heart over 20 times and i still forgave him,treated him like gold..
Im i asking to much of him ? Am i crazy for asking to be treated like that? I saw a lot of girls getting that special love and why cant i have that.

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Hi i am a girl and 23. I was in a relationship with this guy whom in highschool .we dated for almost 6 years . But he end up cheating on me. You can imagine how broken i was. The man whom i thought would ask me to marry him soon, whom i spend 6 years trusting and loving him unconditionally got the gut to do such stupid thing on me. He was the first and the only man that i have ever slept with. Anyways after i broke things with him i met this guy and decided to give the friends for benefit thing a try. I told my self its a reward for being loyal to that mf. And i can say it was really worth it and made me feel good. So After the first time I did it 3 times with the same guy . But now i kinda start feeling bad about it. Like am i being a week and took the easiest but the wrong way out . Did i make a mistake? Or is it a normal thing to do to get over someone after you got your heart broken?

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I’m 15 years old and I’m a high school student. So I met this guy online 5 months ago and we started to talk and stuff but then I started to like him. So the weird thing is he’s a 3rd year Univ. student and he’s in the early twenties. Tbh he likes me too but I’m too young to go out with him and it’s gonna be risky to be in a relationship with him. But I’ve tried so much to get over him, but I couldn’t. He already asked me out. I know internet friends are a bit, u know different and stuff but I still wanna go for it. Shall I give it a shot or sth?

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Hey everyone so here is my vent
I've been through many sexual harassment as a kid and dont wanna talk abt it in details now and the thing is i never talked abt it with anyone and i'm really open person to my best friend but cant talk abt it with her cause it brings me a lot of trauma n its easy for me to forget and live my life in peace now and my question is, is it okay to talk abt my previous life with a boyfriend like to open up with him cause i have a friend who did that and her guy broke up with her and told her its her fault and ik this is fucked up but how do you guys feel if your girl open up abt her past sexual harassment experience?

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See,the problem with me is I cant trust guys,I talk with them ,I dont even give them a chance mostly ,sometimes I am right ,my question is How can Ik when a guy is not lying to me? I wanna be in a relationship ,I wanna love and stuff ,but I dont ever want to get my heart broken ever by anyone. How can i get past this? Thank u .

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....ithink we all need someone we can share our feelings to but unlucky me i don't have one so here i am
I am that funny,caring girl outside but in the inside am kinda hurting a lot i feel like no one can understand me i mean there is sth inside me that i can't explain i don't know why and what it is.and my friends they barely know me they only approach when they need sth like i have good marks at school after i give them what they want on the next day they act like they don't know me and i have tried to me more sociable but that didn't work either.....quickquestion what is friendship?...I think I am giving it to many meaning that's making me expect more from the other side..tnxs

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