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Hey so I am in this dilemma and I need your help. I was in serious relationship 3 years ago and after we broke up haven't been on a date. I turned every guy who asked me out. But now there is this guy I really like and he has no idea. We are friends, good ones. My feelings for him are getting intense and am planning on telling him( even though my friends say it's a bad idea ) because I might lose him as a friend if he doesn't like me back. But the thing is even if he does am not sure if I want a relationship with him because I think he is out my league and I feel really insecure around him. Am not talking about looks demo I am cute and everything. its just he has an interesting life and he is the kind of person who got life figured out. all i want to know is, is it okay to tell a person you like them and don't want to date them ? HELP ME OUT Y'ALL AM GOING INSANE HERE
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Hey so I am in this dilemma and I need your help. I was in serious relationship 3 years ago and after we broke up haven't been on a date. I turned every guy who asked me out. But now there is this guy I really like and he has no idea. We are friends, good ones. My feelings for him are getting intense and am planning on telling him( even though my friends say it's a bad idea ) because I might lose him as a friend if he doesn't like me back. But the thing is even if he does am not sure if I want a relationship with him because I think he is out my league and I feel really insecure around him. Am not talking about looks demo I am cute and everything. its just he has an interesting life and he is the kind of person who got life figured out. all i want to know is, is it okay to tell a person you like them and don't want to date them ? HELP ME OUT Y'ALL AM GOING INSANE HERE
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Hello! How're you everybody?
I'm a 20 student from somewhere out here.
To start with I've no problems.
But it was since I was 14 I started to develop lots of things in my head.
It began out of my frustration with the way the society works. And from there I had figured out many things neither society or science doesn't talk(lies) about.
The thing here's I just can't get over my laziness. I had unimaginable frontier of possibilities I really wanted to open up but I just can't hang on with hard work. all I needed was some time of work and not even money.
And at some point it feels like being among the people who gave up on their dreams and finally died without succeeding it because they were pulled down back down into the system with all the many sad reason beyond that.
So here I was looking if someone give me some words of motivation, I'd call that help.
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Hello! How're you everybody?
I'm a 20 student from somewhere out here.
To start with I've no problems.
But it was since I was 14 I started to develop lots of things in my head.
It began out of my frustration with the way the society works. And from there I had figured out many things neither society or science doesn't talk(lies) about.
The thing here's I just can't get over my laziness. I had unimaginable frontier of possibilities I really wanted to open up but I just can't hang on with hard work. all I needed was some time of work and not even money.
And at some point it feels like being among the people who gave up on their dreams and finally died without succeeding it because they were pulled down back down into the system with all the many sad reason beyond that.
So here I was looking if someone give me some words of motivation, I'd call that help.
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Hello everyone...I really need your opinion on this personal stuff so help me out. Be nice and tell me what u all gonna do if u're in my shoes.
I have been in relationship with this man I met online. It's been 2 months. We got the chance to meet for a couple of weeks. He lives in Addis nd I live in a city out of Addis. He came to see me for a week and we had fun.(not the first time we met). But on the last day, we got into this silly fight that can be solved in an easy way. But he overreacted. He turned into this man I neva seen in ma whole life. Let just say I saw a monster. He snapped at me...and treated me in a disrespectful way...I saw some disrespectful acts from him twice but this was the first time in person. I don't even remember wat happened. He had a drink. But he was not drunk. He yelled nd screamed in a hotel at my face. I was soooo scared I told him to calm down nd talk this when he's fine. Instead he said a lot of negative thoughts about me. I didn't expect what I see...so I told him that we have to break up cuz i was scared for my future how could I ever live with this kinda person. I just don't know what to do. Do I have to forgive him and be with him or do I have to break up with him?
I always believe if my man loves me he must know how to treat me and respect a woman. Love need to be acted besides words.
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Hello everyone...I really need your opinion on this personal stuff so help me out. Be nice and tell me what u all gonna do if u're in my shoes.
I have been in relationship with this man I met online. It's been 2 months. We got the chance to meet for a couple of weeks. He lives in Addis nd I live in a city out of Addis. He came to see me for a week and we had fun.(not the first time we met). But on the last day, we got into this silly fight that can be solved in an easy way. But he overreacted. He turned into this man I neva seen in ma whole life. Let just say I saw a monster. He snapped at me...and treated me in a disrespectful way...I saw some disrespectful acts from him twice but this was the first time in person. I don't even remember wat happened. He had a drink. But he was not drunk. He yelled nd screamed in a hotel at my face. I was soooo scared I told him to calm down nd talk this when he's fine. Instead he said a lot of negative thoughts about me. I didn't expect what I see...so I told him that we have to break up cuz i was scared for my future how could I ever live with this kinda person. I just don't know what to do. Do I have to forgive him and be with him or do I have to break up with him?
I always believe if my man loves me he must know how to treat me and respect a woman. Love need to be acted besides words.
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Hello guys, this is a very sensitive issue for me so please I need good advice and no joke. So I am a woman on my late 20s. Till now I had sex with four different guys but I can't remember the time I got satisfied. I really don't know what my problem is. I believe I need to get a medical advice or treatment. So does anyone have any idea how I can get help or advice?
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Hello guys, this is a very sensitive issue for me so please I need good advice and no joke. So I am a woman on my late 20s. Till now I had sex with four different guys but I can't remember the time I got satisfied. I really don't know what my problem is. I believe I need to get a medical advice or treatment. So does anyone have any idea how I can get help or advice?
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I really need help. My mental health is been deteriorating over the course of the Quarantine. I have anxiety insomnia paranoia nd depression. This is my last attempt at surviving. I can barely stabilize my state. If there r professional psychologist out there that i can talk to pls i really need help. Thanks in advance
Ps im a girl if its any of help
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I really need help. My mental health is been deteriorating over the course of the Quarantine. I have anxiety insomnia paranoia nd depression. This is my last attempt at surviving. I can barely stabilize my state. If there r professional psychologist out there that i can talk to pls i really need help. Thanks in advance
Ps im a girl if its any of help
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How can someone hate himself this much gn? I hate my self. I am insecure about most of my things. My mind betrayed me🤦♂️, I feel like am regarding or something. The ine thing I can tell proudly about my body is that am tall. I am close to skinny, I am black(I dont hate it that much too), I am bald(trust me I am 24 and I am bald), even if I am bald my body has a lot of hair, my leg is hairy. I hate the hair on my chest🤦♂️. I probably have a testicular cancer, my dick size used to be big but for some reason it is shrinking or not idk but it is not the same, let say it is medium. I have a erection problem, which means I dont fuck well. I am not good at bed, may be sometimes I can be good. So everything is wrong with me...I am someone no one wants to be with. Who wants to be with this guy?No one aydel🤷♂️, honestly tell me este am screwed a?
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How can someone hate himself this much gn? I hate my self. I am insecure about most of my things. My mind betrayed me🤦♂️, I feel like am regarding or something. The ine thing I can tell proudly about my body is that am tall. I am close to skinny, I am black(I dont hate it that much too), I am bald(trust me I am 24 and I am bald), even if I am bald my body has a lot of hair, my leg is hairy. I hate the hair on my chest🤦♂️. I probably have a testicular cancer, my dick size used to be big but for some reason it is shrinking or not idk but it is not the same, let say it is medium. I have a erection problem, which means I dont fuck well. I am not good at bed, may be sometimes I can be good. So everything is wrong with me...I am someone no one wants to be with. Who wants to be with this guy?No one aydel🤷♂️, honestly tell me este am screwed a?
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hey guys am here to vent
kinda in the middle of the a stupid situation my ex wants to talk and I dont wanna let her in gn I love her am just in the middle of a messed time the things that's are going in my life are fucked up that making me loss hope in life plus the more i say it's okay and move on the things that come make me more fucked up settersed the two steps I take in fort I get ten steps knocked back I have had to try suicide more times than I can count plus the regret in my life are messing my head up n idk what to do n say please help😭😭😭😭
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hey guys am here to vent
kinda in the middle of the a stupid situation my ex wants to talk and I dont wanna let her in gn I love her am just in the middle of a messed time the things that's are going in my life are fucked up that making me loss hope in life plus the more i say it's okay and move on the things that come make me more fucked up settersed the two steps I take in fort I get ten steps knocked back I have had to try suicide more times than I can count plus the regret in my life are messing my head up n idk what to do n say please help😭😭😭😭
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Hi,i am male and at the mid of 18's
U know am really obsessed abt this thing and it is truly shameful to share for friends or some one elders to get advice.I'm addicted to masturbating and don't know how to get rid of that shit....i found my self guilty every time i finish of masturbating N i get into strong adversity with my mind ,myreligion and i feel delugional. i know it is a sin too.But how how do i get rid of that ?i decided so many times to stop that,to stop seeing porn videos.unfortunately i found my self on that circumstance again so guys i really want ur advice if any psychiatrist here that have a will to help me with advice.Or tell me if u know any natural or artificial medicines that get me rid of this addiction plz plz help me.
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Hi,i am male and at the mid of 18's
U know am really obsessed abt this thing and it is truly shameful to share for friends or some one elders to get advice.I'm addicted to masturbating and don't know how to get rid of that shit....i found my self guilty every time i finish of masturbating N i get into strong adversity with my mind ,myreligion and i feel delugional. i know it is a sin too.But how how do i get rid of that ?i decided so many times to stop that,to stop seeing porn videos.unfortunately i found my self on that circumstance again so guys i really want ur advice if any psychiatrist here that have a will to help me with advice.Or tell me if u know any natural or artificial medicines that get me rid of this addiction plz plz help me.
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I am a guy 25 years old, just I needed to vent cuz everybody sees me as a perfect and cool guy... For some reason they are right I am a Christian by Christian I mean Protestant, and you know these Protestant people are more religious if you know what I mean... the point is I don't want to be considered cool mnamn cuz of my religion, all these years I have a concrete faith that everything happens for a reason, a good one. And eventually my life is stuck nothing is happening at all, not feeling anything. I tried to overcome it by creating some routines in my life but once I get used to it nothing interests me more. I ve been a Medic once, then I quit, tried get my degree with another field, but all my intelligence, is like gone and am feeling numb. Been in relationships, lack of commitment I guess couldn't go long. I am good alone but everyone around me won't allow that to happen, I believe that my life is worth if I am the reason for happiness of others, but what about me? How could I get to my destiny!? What's is it?
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I am a guy 25 years old, just I needed to vent cuz everybody sees me as a perfect and cool guy... For some reason they are right I am a Christian by Christian I mean Protestant, and you know these Protestant people are more religious if you know what I mean... the point is I don't want to be considered cool mnamn cuz of my religion, all these years I have a concrete faith that everything happens for a reason, a good one. And eventually my life is stuck nothing is happening at all, not feeling anything. I tried to overcome it by creating some routines in my life but once I get used to it nothing interests me more. I ve been a Medic once, then I quit, tried get my degree with another field, but all my intelligence, is like gone and am feeling numb. Been in relationships, lack of commitment I guess couldn't go long. I am good alone but everyone around me won't allow that to happen, I believe that my life is worth if I am the reason for happiness of others, but what about me? How could I get to my destiny!? What's is it?
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Well I am a girl and 20 the thing is that I am feel like there is no one who can accept me as I am I am not like most of people out here I don't know maybe its my fault gn I feel lonely now days I had a boyfriend we were together almost for 3 years I think he is the one who can understand me but we broke up cuz of she issue and after that there is no one who can truly accept me as I am with all my insecurities and my thoughts also iknow its not big deal to make a fuss but i am really lost now and I don't know what to do.
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Well I am a girl and 20 the thing is that I am feel like there is no one who can accept me as I am I am not like most of people out here I don't know maybe its my fault gn I feel lonely now days I had a boyfriend we were together almost for 3 years I think he is the one who can understand me but we broke up cuz of she issue and after that there is no one who can truly accept me as I am with all my insecurities and my thoughts also iknow its not big deal to make a fuss but i am really lost now and I don't know what to do.
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Hey there, how are you guys holding up? I hope you are all safe.
First thing is first, I would like to thank the admins of the channel. You guys really did well. Bravo.
I know I have vented about this before, but I dont think this is said enough.
I am here to once again apologise.
In the name of all men out there I would like to say sorry to every girl/woman that has been hurt by a man or two. Sorry for all that stupid shit we did. I am sorry you got to live on the same earth we do . We really dont deserve you. I keep hearing and reading about a cousin trying to rape you..a guy threatening you..a family member abusing you..a boss taking advantage of you...a teacher having his way with you. And it is too fucking painful and ugly. I am sorry this keeps happening to you. Am sorry you had to go through that just because of your gender. Am sorry the world is cruel to you. Am sorry to that fear we caused by standing beside the road and hitting on u. Am sorry for the sexual abuse. You deserve more. And better. You are not an object. Sorry for treating u like one. Sorry about every single stupid thing a guy did on u. The world is not fair. It has never been fair to anyone. But it is hard on you all. Am so sorry. I know my apology won't change shit. But it had to be said. I had to say something. And I know other men feel the same way I do.I am....we are truly sorry. We love you. You deserve more. You deserve better. And I bet there are men like me who feel the same.
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Hey there, how are you guys holding up? I hope you are all safe.
First thing is first, I would like to thank the admins of the channel. You guys really did well. Bravo.
I know I have vented about this before, but I dont think this is said enough.
I am here to once again apologise.
In the name of all men out there I would like to say sorry to every girl/woman that has been hurt by a man or two. Sorry for all that stupid shit we did. I am sorry you got to live on the same earth we do . We really dont deserve you. I keep hearing and reading about a cousin trying to rape you..a guy threatening you..a family member abusing you..a boss taking advantage of you...a teacher having his way with you. And it is too fucking painful and ugly. I am sorry this keeps happening to you. Am sorry you had to go through that just because of your gender. Am sorry the world is cruel to you. Am sorry to that fear we caused by standing beside the road and hitting on u. Am sorry for the sexual abuse. You deserve more. And better. You are not an object. Sorry for treating u like one. Sorry about every single stupid thing a guy did on u. The world is not fair. It has never been fair to anyone. But it is hard on you all. Am so sorry. I know my apology won't change shit. But it had to be said. I had to say something. And I know other men feel the same way I do.I am....we are truly sorry. We love you. You deserve more. You deserve better. And I bet there are men like me who feel the same.
Do not forget to wear a mask!
May God bless you all.
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Hey guys....I wanna ask something... Is there any situation a girl may not be virgin naturally?
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Hey guys....I wanna ask something... Is there any situation a girl may not be virgin naturally?
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Maybe this is just a rant gn I feel so out of touch with my emotions...there was a time when I used to talk to a guy for a couple days and I’d start catching feelings and it ended up getting nowhere ena I tried so hard to change it that now I feel like it doesn’t matter what anyone does it will take me so fucking long to really be on the same page as the other person. I’m saying this because there’s a new guy I’m talking to that’s quite different and basically everything I want ena he’s actually serious about this but for me I like him mnamn gn there’s a voice in the back of my head that’s telling me he’ll use me and leave like the others so I don’t really allow myself to open up and be on his level of emotional and to him it just looks like i’m not feeling him mnamn neger ale a when really the issue is i’m holding back because I got trust issues from past experiences.
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Maybe this is just a rant gn I feel so out of touch with my emotions...there was a time when I used to talk to a guy for a couple days and I’d start catching feelings and it ended up getting nowhere ena I tried so hard to change it that now I feel like it doesn’t matter what anyone does it will take me so fucking long to really be on the same page as the other person. I’m saying this because there’s a new guy I’m talking to that’s quite different and basically everything I want ena he’s actually serious about this but for me I like him mnamn gn there’s a voice in the back of my head that’s telling me he’ll use me and leave like the others so I don’t really allow myself to open up and be on his level of emotional and to him it just looks like i’m not feeling him mnamn neger ale a when really the issue is i’m holding back because I got trust issues from past experiences.
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I need to vent.
We were together for a long time. I loved her when I first saw her. We had each other's back since then. I admit that I was stupid, ignorant, inconsiderate and needy at times. I do believe that I caused her pain. But she loved me. We also had great moments. At some point I realized all that and I tried to become a better person. Not just for her but for me. She broke up with me.
I'm doing the things that I want, but the love and devotion I have for her is something I know will never ever change. She doesn't want to be together again. I'm working on myself. I'm a different person now. I'm happy with that because I did it for myself and it's working.
Now I'm suffering but I'm good at hiding it. Nothing makes sense other than having a beautiful life with her. I know all the pain will pass. I'm not saying this out of desperation. I just know what I want. I don't know what to do
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I need to vent.
We were together for a long time. I loved her when I first saw her. We had each other's back since then. I admit that I was stupid, ignorant, inconsiderate and needy at times. I do believe that I caused her pain. But she loved me. We also had great moments. At some point I realized all that and I tried to become a better person. Not just for her but for me. She broke up with me.
I'm doing the things that I want, but the love and devotion I have for her is something I know will never ever change. She doesn't want to be together again. I'm working on myself. I'm a different person now. I'm happy with that because I did it for myself and it's working.
Now I'm suffering but I'm good at hiding it. Nothing makes sense other than having a beautiful life with her. I know all the pain will pass. I'm not saying this out of desperation. I just know what I want. I don't know what to do
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Hey..so docs this may sound wierd but i need your help please. i think i'm afraid of diseases. I mean it started after this covid thing. My mind keep telling me i have some disease. Like if i hear about someone who died of cancer i will start to feel like i'm also going to die soon. The thought even made me cry so many times.so how can i make my self not to feel this way that am not going to die of cancer or other killer diseases. Because i think am healthy since i have no symptoms i dont even remember the last time i went to clinic so technically i'm healthy i think but my mind not healthy
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Hey..so docs this may sound wierd but i need your help please. i think i'm afraid of diseases. I mean it started after this covid thing. My mind keep telling me i have some disease. Like if i hear about someone who died of cancer i will start to feel like i'm also going to die soon. The thought even made me cry so many times.so how can i make my self not to feel this way that am not going to die of cancer or other killer diseases. Because i think am healthy since i have no symptoms i dont even remember the last time i went to clinic so technically i'm healthy i think but my mind not healthy
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So I vented before and am gonna add one that is ruining my life. I am univ student and since I am bald, tall and with beird for that I look old. Nobody believed my age when I tell em. I believe my so called best friends even doubt that. I freaking look old for my age. So nobody seen me as there ekuya. Yemyayugn somekind of guy sera norot degree lemesrat endemeta new meyayugn. Fuck I hate this. I cant enjoy with my friends with all the people staring at me, I can't get drunk and lose it with them because they see me as an outsider. I justed wanted not to give a fuck about all this and I tried but I just couldn't pull it through. I know u guys will say u just ignore the peoples. I cant ignore there thoughts everyday UK, it is difficult. U will only understand this if u were in my position. There are some good comments from my previous vent, so thank you all guys, j really appreciate that. Am that black bald guy from univ😁.
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So I vented before and am gonna add one that is ruining my life. I am univ student and since I am bald, tall and with beird for that I look old. Nobody believed my age when I tell em. I believe my so called best friends even doubt that. I freaking look old for my age. So nobody seen me as there ekuya. Yemyayugn somekind of guy sera norot degree lemesrat endemeta new meyayugn. Fuck I hate this. I cant enjoy with my friends with all the people staring at me, I can't get drunk and lose it with them because they see me as an outsider. I justed wanted not to give a fuck about all this and I tried but I just couldn't pull it through. I know u guys will say u just ignore the peoples. I cant ignore there thoughts everyday UK, it is difficult. U will only understand this if u were in my position. There are some good comments from my previous vent, so thank you all guys, j really appreciate that. Am that black bald guy from univ😁.
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Hey I can't explain myself with paragraphs so let me just say it.
You know that one time when your life is dark and dirty
When nobody cares to say hello and help me
When you need a hug they see you as trash and filthy
But you got it all they don't care what you gotta give in
You tell them that you want a hug no cash no penny
But they tell you go back where you belong which is down the street.
If you still don't get it. I mean I don't want anything from this world except a person to stand beside me no matter what. One person to be there to hug me. I got money if I want it. I got it. But I need someone to just give me a big hug and tell me that I matter. My whole life I was discriminated but I needed a hug nothing more just a hug. But everyone was so mean they just couldn't help me. Cause they can't?? No cause they don't care. Lucky me I got me the best person ever this year to always stand by my side to help me. She is my therapist, best friend, sister........ e.t.c.
I am a girl. And if you are going through the same thing I would like to help you out. I suffered until this year and if you are in the same place just ask my identity in the comments. I would love to help you out. I wish I had this kind of chance given to me and I didn't but I would like to give others help that I wished for.
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Hey I can't explain myself with paragraphs so let me just say it.
You know that one time when your life is dark and dirty
When nobody cares to say hello and help me
When you need a hug they see you as trash and filthy
But you got it all they don't care what you gotta give in
You tell them that you want a hug no cash no penny
But they tell you go back where you belong which is down the street.
If you still don't get it. I mean I don't want anything from this world except a person to stand beside me no matter what. One person to be there to hug me. I got money if I want it. I got it. But I need someone to just give me a big hug and tell me that I matter. My whole life I was discriminated but I needed a hug nothing more just a hug. But everyone was so mean they just couldn't help me. Cause they can't?? No cause they don't care. Lucky me I got me the best person ever this year to always stand by my side to help me. She is my therapist, best friend, sister........ e.t.c.
I am a girl. And if you are going through the same thing I would like to help you out. I suffered until this year and if you are in the same place just ask my identity in the comments. I would love to help you out. I wish I had this kind of chance given to me and I didn't but I would like to give others help that I wished for.
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Hello!! I'm 25 basically 26 and a girl..this is my second time venting. I graduated a year ago n struggled to get a job, which i got a while later. I worked there for about three months n due to the covid thing i got unemployed. That is about 7 months ago. So after that i hv gotten two jobs but i declined both jobs because my bosses really approach me wiz other intentions. Let me tell you i don't even wear sexy things or shit, sometimes i even wear like tomboys but stillThey touch me inappropriately, one time i got really angry n told him that his wife is unlucky to be living with him n nvr went back. They want to be this great mentor cause I'm fresh but i hv to get it by giving them something in return. My family thought that i am just spoiled n could not work under pressure but they don't know the whole story. Now i don't have a job n I'm broke both financially n mentally... Why men specially the rich one think every women want something from a rich men.. I'm so tired of everything
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Hello!! I'm 25 basically 26 and a girl..this is my second time venting. I graduated a year ago n struggled to get a job, which i got a while later. I worked there for about three months n due to the covid thing i got unemployed. That is about 7 months ago. So after that i hv gotten two jobs but i declined both jobs because my bosses really approach me wiz other intentions. Let me tell you i don't even wear sexy things or shit, sometimes i even wear like tomboys but stillThey touch me inappropriately, one time i got really angry n told him that his wife is unlucky to be living with him n nvr went back. They want to be this great mentor cause I'm fresh but i hv to get it by giving them something in return. My family thought that i am just spoiled n could not work under pressure but they don't know the whole story. Now i don't have a job n I'm broke both financially n mentally... Why men specially the rich one think every women want something from a rich men.. I'm so tired of everything
#SexualAssault #Agitation
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I need to vent
Hey everyone
I can't talk to anyone about this but i need to let it out
I'm 20 and a girl
I am the type of person you would think who have no problems i am always cheerful, carefree
The thing is as i grow older and see how this world operates i feel sick, i don't want to live in this world where you have to deceive people to get what u want starting from the little thing in the family malet new i always was careless in everything but at some point i started to care and i became stressed always but somehow no body noticed that ive tryed opening up to people it worked for sometime but most of them ended up saying i am too complicated, I've had the good things too great friends family good grades seen really high class life but at the end everything was less and less interesting i don't see why i am trying to be alive i always felt like i am not dead because i am only breathing
Ive been like this since i was 11 or 12 but ahun ahun i am seriously not interested in being a live and don't think it's this quarantine making me feel like this im havin a good time but i just don't want to be alive anymore i never thought about suicide before but if i keep going like this i don't know what I will do
#Melancholy #Agitation
Hide my Identity
I need to vent
Hey everyone
I can't talk to anyone about this but i need to let it out
I'm 20 and a girl
I am the type of person you would think who have no problems i am always cheerful, carefree
The thing is as i grow older and see how this world operates i feel sick, i don't want to live in this world where you have to deceive people to get what u want starting from the little thing in the family malet new i always was careless in everything but at some point i started to care and i became stressed always but somehow no body noticed that ive tryed opening up to people it worked for sometime but most of them ended up saying i am too complicated, I've had the good things too great friends family good grades seen really high class life but at the end everything was less and less interesting i don't see why i am trying to be alive i always felt like i am not dead because i am only breathing
Ive been like this since i was 11 or 12 but ahun ahun i am seriously not interested in being a live and don't think it's this quarantine making me feel like this im havin a good time but i just don't want to be alive anymore i never thought about suicide before but if i keep going like this i don't know what I will do
#Melancholy #Agitation
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I need to vent
Hey everyone how u doing
Here is the thing
I can't Express how i feel correctly or the words are not enough to show it
I have vented a lot of times in different matters but it never felt the people who say they understood really did understood yet again i am back with another vent
Here is the thing i hate my self,i am chubby, i am an open book i never learn from my mistakes im always distracted clumsy slow always trying to be nice i always make a bad decision, socially awkward i always feel like i am out of place and the list goes on the only thing good about me was my grades but has been deteriorating i don't have anything i am good at i feel bored most of the times i even get bored with my friends(which is happening very frequently) and these days i don't want to talk with anyone at home or with anyone im always on edge irritated i just feel like i cant take it anymore living with myself i hate it and i hate my self
#Agitation
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Hide my Identity
I need to vent
Hey everyone how u doing
Here is the thing
I can't Express how i feel correctly or the words are not enough to show it
I have vented a lot of times in different matters but it never felt the people who say they understood really did understood yet again i am back with another vent
Here is the thing i hate my self,i am chubby, i am an open book i never learn from my mistakes im always distracted clumsy slow always trying to be nice i always make a bad decision, socially awkward i always feel like i am out of place and the list goes on the only thing good about me was my grades but has been deteriorating i don't have anything i am good at i feel bored most of the times i even get bored with my friends(which is happening very frequently) and these days i don't want to talk with anyone at home or with anyone im always on edge irritated i just feel like i cant take it anymore living with myself i hate it and i hate my self
#Agitation
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Almost two years ago i had a really good friend. Her dad passed away and we got close and we spent a lot of time together. At that time i was in debt and i needed money desprately. And i stole money from their house exactly 1500. And when they suspected me they put small amount of money infront of me to test me and i took some of it again. And she pushed me away. And aftersome time when i talked to her she confronted me and i denyed it. She didnt say anything bad she was very civil abt it. I was just too much of a coward to admit and say sorry. She lives abroad now i think. And now that times have passed and i have matured more. I am thinking should i apoligize for the sake of it (and blc i might feel better) or sld i jus say nothing because its a lost friendship either ways and would it be wierd to hit her up after all this time.
#Friendship
Hide my Identity
I need to vent
Almost two years ago i had a really good friend. Her dad passed away and we got close and we spent a lot of time together. At that time i was in debt and i needed money desprately. And i stole money from their house exactly 1500. And when they suspected me they put small amount of money infront of me to test me and i took some of it again. And she pushed me away. And aftersome time when i talked to her she confronted me and i denyed it. She didnt say anything bad she was very civil abt it. I was just too much of a coward to admit and say sorry. She lives abroad now i think. And now that times have passed and i have matured more. I am thinking should i apoligize for the sake of it (and blc i might feel better) or sld i jus say nothing because its a lost friendship either ways and would it be wierd to hit her up after all this time.
#Friendship