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Hey everyone!
We all see how black minorities are being treated so unfair. And we all get angry when white ppl don't see there is white privilege.
But have u ever noticed this is what exactly happens between men and women?? Just cause u r female u face some kind of hard ship. just because u r female ppl have assumptions abt u. Just cause u r female males can get away with their bs. Just like the white and black ppl.
And just like the white ppl blinded by their privilege to even recognize it is privilege, there are men who are not even willing to acknowledge there is mistreatment.
And the irony is we r not the minority! We r the half! The other fucking half.
It is common in the black community to do drugs and commit crimes than it is in the white community(proportionally). But that doesn't mean that any black person should be treated any less than he is just cause there are ppl who look like him who does fucked up things.(btw most of the time what keeps them in that loop is because they grew up in fucked up society unlike the white ppl)
In comparison there r women who think being disrespected is their fate and accept it. There r men who think they should say smt cause it is gonna help the girls confidence(don't even get me started on guys who call women" beautiful" think they r the good guys🤦♀🤦♀ )(it is for u too. We don't need ur affirmation! Just keep on living ur life!) I really want for guys to understand that all the women who r desperate for ur affirmation and ur guidance r like the blk ppl raised in fucked up neighbourhood who thought selling drug and being drug Lord was the goal.
Just try to be compassionate and be nice. I don't want women to be superior. I just want u to know whether u like it or not we r the other half and we should work as a team to create a better world.
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Hey everyone!
We all see how black minorities are being treated so unfair. And we all get angry when white ppl don't see there is white privilege.
But have u ever noticed this is what exactly happens between men and women?? Just cause u r female u face some kind of hard ship. just because u r female ppl have assumptions abt u. Just cause u r female males can get away with their bs. Just like the white and black ppl.
And just like the white ppl blinded by their privilege to even recognize it is privilege, there are men who are not even willing to acknowledge there is mistreatment.
And the irony is we r not the minority! We r the half! The other fucking half.
It is common in the black community to do drugs and commit crimes than it is in the white community(proportionally). But that doesn't mean that any black person should be treated any less than he is just cause there are ppl who look like him who does fucked up things.(btw most of the time what keeps them in that loop is because they grew up in fucked up society unlike the white ppl)
In comparison there r women who think being disrespected is their fate and accept it. There r men who think they should say smt cause it is gonna help the girls confidence(don't even get me started on guys who call women" beautiful" think they r the good guys🤦♀🤦♀ )(it is for u too. We don't need ur affirmation! Just keep on living ur life!) I really want for guys to understand that all the women who r desperate for ur affirmation and ur guidance r like the blk ppl raised in fucked up neighbourhood who thought selling drug and being drug Lord was the goal.
Just try to be compassionate and be nice. I don't want women to be superior. I just want u to know whether u like it or not we r the other half and we should work as a team to create a better world.
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Ee am boy..am 18 ena I always talk to girl on telegram nd hule ware mnamen enjemralen keza kehone seat buhala wareyachen yikomal ignore yaregugnal cause ke selamta buhala yalewun ware bezum sile malchilebet. .bezu awriten abren ye koyenachew setoch demo just le mekir becha new mifelgugn so mn larg salisakek endawera pls I need help thank you
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Ee am boy..am 18 ena I always talk to girl on telegram nd hule ware mnamen enjemralen keza kehone seat buhala wareyachen yikomal ignore yaregugnal cause ke selamta buhala yalewun ware bezum sile malchilebet. .bezu awriten abren ye koyenachew setoch demo just le mekir becha new mifelgugn so mn larg salisakek endawera pls I need help thank you
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Maybe this is not a big deal but it's eating me alive so i need advice hw can you forget someone who means a lot but hurt you in some ways u know u have no chance to be with that person your mind tells you that but ur heart speak quietly to u saying what if there's a chance and ur not fighting harder hw do u know it's the end with someone hw can you confidently say i want to move on when ur heart keeps giving you reason for what they did to you hw can you forget someone for good without hating them and also without hoping that they will comeback please tell me i can't sleep i can't be happy hw can i live
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Maybe this is not a big deal but it's eating me alive so i need advice hw can you forget someone who means a lot but hurt you in some ways u know u have no chance to be with that person your mind tells you that but ur heart speak quietly to u saying what if there's a chance and ur not fighting harder hw do u know it's the end with someone hw can you confidently say i want to move on when ur heart keeps giving you reason for what they did to you hw can you forget someone for good without hating them and also without hoping that they will comeback please tell me i can't sleep i can't be happy hw can i live
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So I gotta get this off my chest,here’s the thing in our neighborhood there’s this forest which is pleasing to spent time and 3days back i have been there with my homie talking and passing time and thats when everything that make me doubt my eyes took place.
I saw it first and I looked over my friends face to cope any kind of astonishment and when I know that he saw it too I was praising God for I aint insane or mentally ill or sth,I wonder you guys want to know what I did saw back then believe it or not
We saw four ball of lights hovering over the sky, and this orbs(ball of lights)move like anything on earth couldn’t put close to their speed in comparison,I have never seen anything like that moving so fast .First all 4 of them aligned and scattered in different direction and gone thin air before our eyes FYI I am not UFO ENTHUSIAST but what I am seeing ever since changed. I even saw perfect circle ⭕️ made by the cloud surrounding the moon that night.
DO THEY REALLY EXIST so called (UFOs)OR WE BOTH HALLUCINATING ?
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So I gotta get this off my chest,here’s the thing in our neighborhood there’s this forest which is pleasing to spent time and 3days back i have been there with my homie talking and passing time and thats when everything that make me doubt my eyes took place.
I saw it first and I looked over my friends face to cope any kind of astonishment and when I know that he saw it too I was praising God for I aint insane or mentally ill or sth,I wonder you guys want to know what I did saw back then believe it or not
We saw four ball of lights hovering over the sky, and this orbs(ball of lights)move like anything on earth couldn’t put close to their speed in comparison,I have never seen anything like that moving so fast .First all 4 of them aligned and scattered in different direction and gone thin air before our eyes FYI I am not UFO ENTHUSIAST but what I am seeing ever since changed. I even saw perfect circle ⭕️ made by the cloud surrounding the moon that night.
DO THEY REALLY EXIST so called (UFOs)OR WE BOTH HALLUCINATING ?
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I'm a girl, 18 yrs old
The thing is that i'm V ena i don't want to have sex before marriage . I was really happy and sure with my decision . But now a days most people talk me abt sex and tell me that it's interesting. Now i really want to have sex... But i can't get loyal person i think that after having sex with some one he will leave me , i don't know why i think this kinda thing . The other thing is my religion. It doesn't support sex before marriage, and am a girl grown with fear of God.
I can't choose which one is useful fo me
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I'm a girl, 18 yrs old
The thing is that i'm V ena i don't want to have sex before marriage . I was really happy and sure with my decision . But now a days most people talk me abt sex and tell me that it's interesting. Now i really want to have sex... But i can't get loyal person i think that after having sex with some one he will leave me , i don't know why i think this kinda thing . The other thing is my religion. It doesn't support sex before marriage, and am a girl grown with fear of God.
I can't choose which one is useful fo me
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Hey... since this is a place to vent i want to vent something and one more thing this is my first time venting here.
I am 27 year old and am engaged. Am not saying am not happy with my relationship belive me am so happy. It is just that i had x-bf we brok up before 4 years. Before we break up we were in r/nship for 3 years. I belive am over him but still I want to know about him a lot. I worry how he is doing and sometimes i want to see his photos to but that is not possible since he unfriended me from facebook and also he doesn't post anything anymore since we break up. I heard he got married still he didn't even post his wedding pictures. I have his number i check him on telegram too he doesn't post a single photo of himself or his wife too. I don't know why i keep digging but i can't seem to stop too. I belive am over him but still i can't stop myself from looking for info's about him. The main problem is that he cut out all his friends that we used to have so nobody can tell me how he is doing so it left me to dig by myself and i don't know if this wrong or not.... this is what i wanted to vent thanks for reading.
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Hey... since this is a place to vent i want to vent something and one more thing this is my first time venting here.
I am 27 year old and am engaged. Am not saying am not happy with my relationship belive me am so happy. It is just that i had x-bf we brok up before 4 years. Before we break up we were in r/nship for 3 years. I belive am over him but still I want to know about him a lot. I worry how he is doing and sometimes i want to see his photos to but that is not possible since he unfriended me from facebook and also he doesn't post anything anymore since we break up. I heard he got married still he didn't even post his wedding pictures. I have his number i check him on telegram too he doesn't post a single photo of himself or his wife too. I don't know why i keep digging but i can't seem to stop too. I belive am over him but still i can't stop myself from looking for info's about him. The main problem is that he cut out all his friends that we used to have so nobody can tell me how he is doing so it left me to dig by myself and i don't know if this wrong or not.... this is what i wanted to vent thanks for reading.
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Hey ppl, there's sth i hv been thinking...when u decide to hv sex with somebody what is the first thing to do to keep urself from STD i mean would u ask ur partner to checkup for HIV or sth...it's kinda weird right? And if u just go for it what if u get HIV.....so pls tell me sth useful abt this
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Hey ppl, there's sth i hv been thinking...when u decide to hv sex with somebody what is the first thing to do to keep urself from STD i mean would u ask ur partner to checkup for HIV or sth...it's kinda weird right? And if u just go for it what if u get HIV.....so pls tell me sth useful abt this
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I think this is more of a question than a vent. So I have this stupid habit of me. I kiss guys on the forehead. I'm a girl btw. The thing is every time I do the guys noticeably freak out. And once a guy friend plainly told me that I ain't his mom. But I dont get this association of a forehead kiss with being a mom. I see it as being affectionate and caring. Is it wierd for every guy weys I just happened to kiss those who despise being kissed there? I'd like to address this for guys reading this. Tell me if I should stop right away. 😂
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I think this is more of a question than a vent. So I have this stupid habit of me. I kiss guys on the forehead. I'm a girl btw. The thing is every time I do the guys noticeably freak out. And once a guy friend plainly told me that I ain't his mom. But I dont get this association of a forehead kiss with being a mom. I see it as being affectionate and caring. Is it wierd for every guy weys I just happened to kiss those who despise being kissed there? I'd like to address this for guys reading this. Tell me if I should stop right away. 😂
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well here is the thing I have fluid it comes from my vagina it has kinda gas smell it doesn't but but sometimes it etches and it acidic I think cuz it changes ma pants colour to kinda white changing pants daily can't even help and my period is not regular it comes like after 2 and 3 months
I saw doctors 2 times and they said nth just change ur pants daily
pls if u can help
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well here is the thing I have fluid it comes from my vagina it has kinda gas smell it doesn't but but sometimes it etches and it acidic I think cuz it changes ma pants colour to kinda white changing pants daily can't even help and my period is not regular it comes like after 2 and 3 months
I saw doctors 2 times and they said nth just change ur pants daily
pls if u can help
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Hiii,
So I've been lost almost my whole life & it sucks. I have had depression since I was thirteen (wc from my diagnosis points to home/family related issues). Started medication treatment & realized it won't work from me...blah blah blah so had to quit. I'm 20 now, still depressed and still lostly going through life. What I recently discovered tho is that I have many similar traits to ADHD or ADD & I was wondering if there r people here that felt similarly to those traits?
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So I've been lost almost my whole life & it sucks. I have had depression since I was thirteen (wc from my diagnosis points to home/family related issues). Started medication treatment & realized it won't work from me...blah blah blah so had to quit. I'm 20 now, still depressed and still lostly going through life. What I recently discovered tho is that I have many similar traits to ADHD or ADD & I was wondering if there r people here that felt similarly to those traits?
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I have been in relationship with this guy for 2 yrs still we are together .i love him so bad idk why am jusy too attached . i guess he loves me too still not sure enough. This thing happens he chat with his ex and told her like he didn't see anyone else like ka esuwa behewala they also set a day to meet up . He is the one who asked her to meet . I saw the chat suddenly but he said it's normal . I don't wanna get apart with him but am so confused what if he is pretending with me ? Should i stay and see him or should i try to move on
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I have been in relationship with this guy for 2 yrs still we are together .i love him so bad idk why am jusy too attached . i guess he loves me too still not sure enough. This thing happens he chat with his ex and told her like he didn't see anyone else like ka esuwa behewala they also set a day to meet up . He is the one who asked her to meet . I saw the chat suddenly but he said it's normal . I don't wanna get apart with him but am so confused what if he is pretending with me ? Should i stay and see him or should i try to move on
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Hii....I'm really tired of everything. For the last around 6 or more months I'm having mood swings like Soo much it makes me physically ill. It's so hard to get up and not know how I feel every minute cause it's always changing. It's so fucking hard to not know or have any clue of who u are everyone around knows what they want who they are their goal but me I don't know it's always changing like I'm being a total different person everyday. It's making my friends confused but no one is as confused as I am. I gat angry fast and I shout at people I break things I literally start a fight with big dude while I'm just a girl I dont know what I'm doing or saying at that moment. And after a whole bunch of guilt fills me with fear of them hating and they are going to leave and then I apologise but I can't stop doing this. After that I still fear being alone and I feel completely empty and I try to fill it up with food,people and other stuff but I can't and that leaves suicidal thoughts in my brain and self harm it becomes so hard to not cut at that time. I wake up the next day and I feel happy like nth happened it's starting to scare me. Help😢
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Hii....I'm really tired of everything. For the last around 6 or more months I'm having mood swings like Soo much it makes me physically ill. It's so hard to get up and not know how I feel every minute cause it's always changing. It's so fucking hard to not know or have any clue of who u are everyone around knows what they want who they are their goal but me I don't know it's always changing like I'm being a total different person everyday. It's making my friends confused but no one is as confused as I am. I gat angry fast and I shout at people I break things I literally start a fight with big dude while I'm just a girl I dont know what I'm doing or saying at that moment. And after a whole bunch of guilt fills me with fear of them hating and they are going to leave and then I apologise but I can't stop doing this. After that I still fear being alone and I feel completely empty and I try to fill it up with food,people and other stuff but I can't and that leaves suicidal thoughts in my brain and self harm it becomes so hard to not cut at that time. I wake up the next day and I feel happy like nth happened it's starting to scare me. Help😢
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Hey guys, since this lockdown I am having the worst anxiety, panic attack my head hurts almost every day. Am always taking medhanit because of it I do belive my worries are something that doesnt even exist but what if it did beye I stress and worry so much. am giving my self a hard time. I know I should use this time to make the better version of myself, do thing that I wasn't able to do before gn I can't even if I want to my mind won't let me..... I need someone to talk to. Thanks
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Hey guys, since this lockdown I am having the worst anxiety, panic attack my head hurts almost every day. Am always taking medhanit because of it I do belive my worries are something that doesnt even exist but what if it did beye I stress and worry so much. am giving my self a hard time. I know I should use this time to make the better version of myself, do thing that I wasn't able to do before gn I can't even if I want to my mind won't let me..... I need someone to talk to. Thanks
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Hello semonun laschenekegn neger mels kagegnachulgn biye nw yhenn tiyake mteykachu...betam mwedew best friend alegn gibi eyalen betam engbaba neber keza be corona mknyat gibi tlen snweta yene ena yesu were be telegram ketele. Kedrow yebelete betam tegbaban ahun esu lene some love feeling endalew awekugn ene ga demo ke friendship yalefe neger tesemtogn ayawkm...actually esu alnegeregnm esun yemiyawku lela guadegnoche nachew yenegerugn gibi snmeles linegren endasebe negerugn...eshi endalilew mnm feeling yelegnim embi blew demo ygodal megodatu demo lene des yemayl mood wst yketegnal...pls I need your advice
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Hello semonun laschenekegn neger mels kagegnachulgn biye nw yhenn tiyake mteykachu...betam mwedew best friend alegn gibi eyalen betam engbaba neber keza be corona mknyat gibi tlen snweta yene ena yesu were be telegram ketele. Kedrow yebelete betam tegbaban ahun esu lene some love feeling endalew awekugn ene ga demo ke friendship yalefe neger tesemtogn ayawkm...actually esu alnegeregnm esun yemiyawku lela guadegnoche nachew yenegerugn gibi snmeles linegren endasebe negerugn...eshi endalilew mnm feeling yelegnim embi blew demo ygodal megodatu demo lene des yemayl mood wst yketegnal...pls I need your advice
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Okay it's kinda silly I know but here it goes i am not sure or certain because I didn't send it but I am afraid my boy freind at the time had taken nude picture of me. It was on trip we were sharing a room he was taking pictures when am changing stuff I told stop and I was tried of the day so I forgot it but know it's the only thing I am thinking . I am pretty much stressed out of my mind. I want to make sure but I don't know how I asked him but he said he dont have them I had tried to forget couldn't . Know we are not in relationship I am assuming the worst of this scenario thinking what if the picture ends up some where... Help me guys please no insult. Thanks
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Okay it's kinda silly I know but here it goes i am not sure or certain because I didn't send it but I am afraid my boy freind at the time had taken nude picture of me. It was on trip we were sharing a room he was taking pictures when am changing stuff I told stop and I was tried of the day so I forgot it but know it's the only thing I am thinking . I am pretty much stressed out of my mind. I want to make sure but I don't know how I asked him but he said he dont have them I had tried to forget couldn't . Know we are not in relationship I am assuming the worst of this scenario thinking what if the picture ends up some where... Help me guys please no insult. Thanks
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Yene chigir sew siyankorafa weym sitenefis kesemaw yichenkegnal metenfes yakitegnal enam betam yabesachegnal yanin lemekelakel bizu gize sitegna earphone etekemalew kesew gar tetegagche mekemet alchilim mikniyatum sitenefsu kesemaw betam yirebishegnal betam yastelugnna miknyatun salnager kategebachew hedalew chigiru hulum yemiyasibew lerasu naw sewn endemirebishu ayawkim enam yihe neger endet mekelakel chilalew bechirash metegnatm alchalkum
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Yene chigir sew siyankorafa weym sitenefis kesemaw yichenkegnal metenfes yakitegnal enam betam yabesachegnal yanin lemekelakel bizu gize sitegna earphone etekemalew kesew gar tetegagche mekemet alchilim mikniyatum sitenefsu kesemaw betam yirebishegnal betam yastelugnna miknyatun salnager kategebachew hedalew chigiru hulum yemiyasibew lerasu naw sewn endemirebishu ayawkim enam yihe neger endet mekelakel chilalew bechirash metegnatm alchalkum
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Hey guys, a guy I like just confessed to me and usually I say no to relationships but I am starting to feel like I am missing out, on one hand I hear many stories about how beautiful love is and on the oth I hear how ugly heartbreak is,I have a lot of time in the future to worry about this so I am not sure if I should give this relationship a try so can someone tell me is it worth it? Or is it just overrated?
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Hey guys, a guy I like just confessed to me and usually I say no to relationships but I am starting to feel like I am missing out, on one hand I hear many stories about how beautiful love is and on the oth I hear how ugly heartbreak is,I have a lot of time in the future to worry about this so I am not sure if I should give this relationship a try so can someone tell me is it worth it? Or is it just overrated?
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..... This may sound odd or even maddness but hell yeah its true...... long story ima make it short
My dad died in a car accident wen i was 5 y/o and since then mom was in a bad mood ....... so her family got her a new husband so that she could recover fast and someone could help her raise me n ma lil bro....... here comes the main part my stepfather started to use alchol through time n abuse mom since i was 9 n through time he upgraded to chew, then shisha and finally to drugs...... and here comes the dark side of my life he starts to make me uncomfortable n soon let me spare u the detail .... so last saturday night he came home drunk, drugged n soon wiz his friends n mom had left for 2days to attend a funeral wiz ma lil bro n sis.... n they drugged me n raped me....... i was unable to stop them 😭😭😭😭 it was really painfull........ the next ting ik wen i woke up up is zat i couldnt feel my legs.... i couldnt control my body n still in pain....... he left me locked up in home zen i called my besties he got me n he's treating me still now he didn't return my mom came but tryin hard not to show anytin.... but my bestie is persuading me to talk to officials n seek medical help but idk were to go..... which dr. to see😭😭 so could any1 help wiz zis i heard zat there are sm psychiatrists here......
.. by the way I'm a teen boy ....
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..... This may sound odd or even maddness but hell yeah its true...... long story ima make it short
My dad died in a car accident wen i was 5 y/o and since then mom was in a bad mood ....... so her family got her a new husband so that she could recover fast and someone could help her raise me n ma lil bro....... here comes the main part my stepfather started to use alchol through time n abuse mom since i was 9 n through time he upgraded to chew, then shisha and finally to drugs...... and here comes the dark side of my life he starts to make me uncomfortable n soon let me spare u the detail .... so last saturday night he came home drunk, drugged n soon wiz his friends n mom had left for 2days to attend a funeral wiz ma lil bro n sis.... n they drugged me n raped me....... i was unable to stop them 😭😭😭😭 it was really painfull........ the next ting ik wen i woke up up is zat i couldnt feel my legs.... i couldnt control my body n still in pain....... he left me locked up in home zen i called my besties he got me n he's treating me still now he didn't return my mom came but tryin hard not to show anytin.... but my bestie is persuading me to talk to officials n seek medical help but idk were to go..... which dr. to see😭😭 so could any1 help wiz zis i heard zat there are sm psychiatrists here......
.. by the way I'm a teen boy ....
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managed to make a mess of my life in the last couple of years. Ive had depression since I was teenager and it got worse when I got older & the therapy just didnt work. Teachers, parents... everyone told me i had potential but what ive achieved so far is unimpressive. I'm unhappy at work. I pushed family and friends away. Now that i'm starting to see things clearly... I know i screwed up. I wish i did better at school. I wish i surrounded myself with good friends. I wish i made choices that weren't destructive. I'm afraid i won't be able to start over
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managed to make a mess of my life in the last couple of years. Ive had depression since I was teenager and it got worse when I got older & the therapy just didnt work. Teachers, parents... everyone told me i had potential but what ive achieved so far is unimpressive. I'm unhappy at work. I pushed family and friends away. Now that i'm starting to see things clearly... I know i screwed up. I wish i did better at school. I wish i surrounded myself with good friends. I wish i made choices that weren't destructive. I'm afraid i won't be able to start over
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I feel so ashamed of myself! I'm a man & i'm 26 i have a decent job it pays for the little things plus i save 40% of my salary for the past 2 years but it isn't much just about 35,000birr. i have proposed many business ideas but no one has yet been interested in risking their money for it.
i realised the only way i can make something of myself is if i stop looking for help and do things on my own.
i do a great job at work then i get a salary raise of 500birr!, the only way i can make real money is if i do side business, i spent most of my savings on this side jobs and i make my money back but the profits are so small, i end up with little progress.
People see how hard i work and they expect me to be someone! my sister genuinely said i should remember her when i become a billionaire. & i am hear worrying if i will have enough to move out. my girl thinks i'm gone be a big success! & she thinks marriage should be soon too.
I am so scared time will pass faster than i can keep up, i fear i will be so discouraged i will stay at one place, i fear i won't ever be abel to support a family, i hate myself and where i am! my friends ask to have fun and i act busy just to save money, it feels like its only a matter of time when things fall apart! I feel shame when someone asks how i am doing, i feel ashamed when i remember where i thought i would be by now, the only thing thats keeping me going is fear of losing my girl, the pain of not being abel to do anything if a family member got sick, life of being a slave to my work & living paycheck to paycheck. never having time for the real thing i value which is family!
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I feel so ashamed of myself! I'm a man & i'm 26 i have a decent job it pays for the little things plus i save 40% of my salary for the past 2 years but it isn't much just about 35,000birr. i have proposed many business ideas but no one has yet been interested in risking their money for it.
i realised the only way i can make something of myself is if i stop looking for help and do things on my own.
i do a great job at work then i get a salary raise of 500birr!, the only way i can make real money is if i do side business, i spent most of my savings on this side jobs and i make my money back but the profits are so small, i end up with little progress.
People see how hard i work and they expect me to be someone! my sister genuinely said i should remember her when i become a billionaire. & i am hear worrying if i will have enough to move out. my girl thinks i'm gone be a big success! & she thinks marriage should be soon too.
I am so scared time will pass faster than i can keep up, i fear i will be so discouraged i will stay at one place, i fear i won't ever be abel to support a family, i hate myself and where i am! my friends ask to have fun and i act busy just to save money, it feels like its only a matter of time when things fall apart! I feel shame when someone asks how i am doing, i feel ashamed when i remember where i thought i would be by now, the only thing thats keeping me going is fear of losing my girl, the pain of not being abel to do anything if a family member got sick, life of being a slave to my work & living paycheck to paycheck. never having time for the real thing i value which is family!
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So where should I start I am 20yr old guy that has hiv I had hiv when I was born and like I am in good condition tho sometimes I get sick and tired so the thing is I am a lonely guy that doesn't go out that has social anxiety, been depressed to many times I don't don't talk to people , I had gf the best that has ever happened to me tho after 3months being together I told her I had hiv and she left😔 same with other girls I meet I know am probably gonna die soon or later who knows am sad I just wasted my life tried killing my self didn't work so yeah hivwu yigdeleng biye tchewalehu,kezi buhala I know I ain't gonna get a girl that would love me for who I am trust me I tried so eski what's my hope? Hiv yalebachew setoch are rare and won't even tell you so how can I get what I want? Should I give up and just stop dating?
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I need to vent
So where should I start I am 20yr old guy that has hiv I had hiv when I was born and like I am in good condition tho sometimes I get sick and tired so the thing is I am a lonely guy that doesn't go out that has social anxiety, been depressed to many times I don't don't talk to people , I had gf the best that has ever happened to me tho after 3months being together I told her I had hiv and she left😔 same with other girls I meet I know am probably gonna die soon or later who knows am sad I just wasted my life tried killing my self didn't work so yeah hivwu yigdeleng biye tchewalehu,kezi buhala I know I ain't gonna get a girl that would love me for who I am trust me I tried so eski what's my hope? Hiv yalebachew setoch are rare and won't even tell you so how can I get what I want? Should I give up and just stop dating?