Hey Unihorse 🦄
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Heyy y'all I hope ur safe and everything. Sooo...
Last time I wrote something, almost year ago, y'all was not supportive at all, honestly u made me feel even worse. I wrote about how I was abused/raped when I was younger but y'all started joking about it, someone even said "what's the title of this movie? Let me go check it out". And I'm writing this cause I steel read some dumb shit like that in some peoples vent. I ain't here to point fingers or anything but if you don't belive or like the story don't be making fun of that person cause he/she maby going through some serious shit and you saying that kinda stuff ain't helping in any way. So do yourself and everyone a favor keep it to yourself and stfu. Cause you don't know what that person is actually feeling, you don't know what he/she been through. When people vent here it's because they feel like they could find some kind of a solution from you people, and specially when some girls like me share that kind of stuff it might be their first time that they're actually talking about. This is a real problem, for real tho, I mean you've seen the news rape has not stopped actually it's getting even worse and y'all making fun about it just shows how much of humanity you got in yourselves. Y'all might have a daughter one day and what happens when she tells you that she got raped or abused? what u gonna do? Ask her the title of the movie? Just think befor you say anything sometimes ok! Cause u might end up hurting people.
#SexualAssault #Adult #Teen
Hide my Identity
I need to vent
Heyy y'all I hope ur safe and everything. Sooo...
Last time I wrote something, almost year ago, y'all was not supportive at all, honestly u made me feel even worse. I wrote about how I was abused/raped when I was younger but y'all started joking about it, someone even said "what's the title of this movie? Let me go check it out". And I'm writing this cause I steel read some dumb shit like that in some peoples vent. I ain't here to point fingers or anything but if you don't belive or like the story don't be making fun of that person cause he/she maby going through some serious shit and you saying that kinda stuff ain't helping in any way. So do yourself and everyone a favor keep it to yourself and stfu. Cause you don't know what that person is actually feeling, you don't know what he/she been through. When people vent here it's because they feel like they could find some kind of a solution from you people, and specially when some girls like me share that kind of stuff it might be their first time that they're actually talking about. This is a real problem, for real tho, I mean you've seen the news rape has not stopped actually it's getting even worse and y'all making fun about it just shows how much of humanity you got in yourselves. Y'all might have a daughter one day and what happens when she tells you that she got raped or abused? what u gonna do? Ask her the title of the movie? Just think befor you say anything sometimes ok! Cause u might end up hurting people.
#SexualAssault #Adult #Teen
Hey Unihorse 🦄
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Do you guys ever find it hard to decide which is real and which is not? Which sound is in your head and which isn't? Cause I do I don't like self diagnosis but I can't have access to medical therapy so I had to a lot of times. And the symptoms are the same with a lot like a lot of mental illness. Now deep down I know I have them but I don't want to decide it by my own. I can't afford therapy too. My parents don't know anything about this. And most of my life I have lived with depression. And I really need your help is guys if you have anything to help me with be welcome to comment.
Hide my Identity
I need to vent
Do you guys ever find it hard to decide which is real and which is not? Which sound is in your head and which isn't? Cause I do I don't like self diagnosis but I can't have access to medical therapy so I had to a lot of times. And the symptoms are the same with a lot like a lot of mental illness. Now deep down I know I have them but I don't want to decide it by my own. I can't afford therapy too. My parents don't know anything about this. And most of my life I have lived with depression. And I really need your help is guys if you have anything to help me with be welcome to comment.
Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I need to vent
ራሔል በተደጋጋሚ "ላገኝህ እፈልጋለሁ" እያለች ትጨቀጭቀኝ ነበር ፤ እኔም ጥያቄዋ ሲበረታብኝ ደውዬላት ባልደራስ በሚገኘው ኮንዶሚኒየም ቤቷ ቀጠሮ ይዘን ተገናኘን። ቤቷ እንደደረስኩም የሚያብለጨልጭ አረንጓዴ
ድሪያዋን ለብሳ ፣ በግራ ጉንጯ ላይ ሚጢጢዬ ተርዚና ይዛ ነበር። ሰላም ብያት ወደ ውስጥ ስገባ በሺሻ ጭስ ታውዷል . . . ጫት እንድቅም ስትጋብዘኝ እንዳላሰኘኝ ነግሬያት፣ እሷ እየቃመችና ሺሻዋን እያንደቀደቀች ወሬዋን ጀመረች።
.“. . . .የማላውቃት እናቴን ብጠላትም የአባቴን ያህል ግን አይሆንም። እሱ ማለት እግዜር ከጭቃ ጠፍጥፎ ሊሰራው አስቦ ገና ጭቃ እያለ ሁኔታው አላምር ስላለው እስትንፋሱን እፍ ሳይልበት ረስቶት ገምቶ ሸቶ ከሚሊዮን አመታት በኋላ በዳርዊን የኢቮሊውሽን ቲዎሪ ወደ እበትነት የተቀየረ ነው። እኔንም የአብራኩ ክፋይ ትል አድርጎ ራሱ የፈጠረኝ ነኝ። እሱ ሸንቶኛል ብዬ እንጂ ወልዶኛል ብዬ ለአንዲት ሰከንድም አስቤ አላውቅም . . . ቤተ ክርስቲያኗ ውስጥ ጥቂት ሰዎች ተሰብስበው የዕለቱን የስብከተ ወንጌል ትምህርት እየሰሙ ነው። ሰው የሌለበት አንድ ጥግ ላይ ሄጄ ለብቻዬ ቁጭ አልኩኝ። ሰባኪው ስለ እስራኤላዊቷ ራሔል ይሰብካል።
ይቺ አይሁዳዊት ሴት ታሪኳ ገና በጨቅላነት እድሜዬ መሰጠኝ። እኔ እስከዛች ቀን ድረስ መጠሪያ ስም አልነበረኝም። ለምን እንደሆነ አላውቅም ማንም ስም አላወጣልኝም ነበር። እኔም ስም አልባ በመሆኔ ተከፍቼ አላውቅም።
ዛሬ ግን ያቺ በፈርኦን ወታደሮች ተገዳ ልጆቿን ከፒራሚድ መስሪያ ጭቃ ጋር ያቦካችው ምስኪን ሴት እንደራሴ ቆጥሬ ስሜን ራሔል
አልኩት። እናቴ ማለት ጭቃው ውስጥ ህፃናቶቹ እንዲጣሉ የፈረዱት የፈርኦን ወታደሮች ናት ፤ አባቴ ደግሞ ጭቃው ነው!
ልጅነቴን ... ደሜን ... ውበቴን የመጠጠብኝ! እዚች አለም ላይ ብቸኛ ፍጡር ስለሆንኩ እስከዘርማንዘሬ ድረስ "ራሔል ራሔል ራሔል ራሔል ... " አልኩት። አባቴም አያቴም ቅድመ አያቴም ለራሴው እኔው ራሴ ነኝ። . . . ዶሮ ማነቂያው ውስጥ በሚገኝ አንድ ሻይ ቤት ውስጥ ይዛኝ ገብታ ሁለት ፉል አዘዘች። በህይወቴ ለመጀመሪያ ጊዜ ልክ እንደ ማንኛውም ሰው ንፁህ ምግብ ዛሬ ልበላ ነው! ሊያውም ማንንም ሳልለምን በክብር ተጋብዤ!!! ሚጢጢዬዋ ልቤ ውስጥ የመሞላቀቅ ፣ የመኩራራት ስሜት እየተሰማኝ ነው። ልክ ምግቡ ሲቀርብ ሁሉንም ነገር ረስቼ የሴት በማይመስል አበላል የቀረበልኝን ፉል በሁለት ዳቦ መጥበሻውን ጥርግርግ አድርጌ በላሁ። ረሀብ ክፉ ነው ፣ ክብርና ኩራትህን ያስተውሀል! ያስገምትሀል! ያስንቅሀል! . . . እየበላሁና እየጠጣሁ ትርጉሙን የማላውቀውን ዘፈን የሚበዛበትን የህንድ ፊልም አየሁ። የመጀመሪያዬ ስለሆነ በጣም አስደነቀኝ። ይሄ ሁሉ ቴክኖሎጂ ሲመጣ እኔ የት ሄጄ ነበር??? ልክ ሀገሬ 3000 ዘመናት ሙሉ አንቀላፍታ ጣሊያን ዘመናዊ የጦር መሳሪያ ይዛ መጥታ ስትወጋት የሀገሬ ህዝብ “እኛ የት ሄደን ነው ሰው ባሮቢላ በሰማይ መብረር የጀመረው?” ብሎ እንደተደነቀ እኔም ተራ በሆነ የፊልም ቴክኖሎጂ በጣም ተደነኩኝ። . . . ህይወት እንዲህ እንዲያ እያለች መሽከርከሯን ቀጠለች። እኔም ብሶቴን ሁሉ ደንዝዤ ስለምረሳ በጫት ተከተብኩኝ። ከየትም ከየትም ተሯሩጬ ቀፍዬ ያገኘኋትን ሳንቲም ያደሩ ጫቶችን በርካሽ እየገዛሁ ጥርሴ እርስ በርሱ እስኪፋጭ ድረስ አደቀው ጀመር። ተመሳሳይ ወፎች በተመሳሳይ ቦታ ይበራሉ እንደሚባለው ሌሎች ብዙ ሱሰኛ ጓደኞችን አፈራሁ። የኔን የላስቲክ ቤቴን ቀውጢ መፈረሺያ ቤት አደረግነው። ከዛ ሱሴ በአንድ እስቴፕ ከፍ አለ። ማስቲሽ እየሳብኩ መጦዝ ጀመርኩ። የመኖር አላማዬ ሁሉ ሱሶቼን ለማሟላት ብቻ ሆነ። ይቃማል ፣ ጠጅ/አረቄ ተገዝቶ ምርቃና ይሰበራል ፣ የባሰ ለመደንዘዝ ከተገኘ ጋንጃ ካልተገኘ ደግሞ ማስቲሽ እየተሳበ ይጦዛል። በቃ ምን አለፋህ ከኖሩት በታች ከሞቱት በላይ የሆነ ኑሮ መኖር ጀመርኩኝ። ሱሰኞች የሆንነውን ሁላችንንም አለም አታስፈልጉኝም ብላ ያገለለችን፣ ብዙ መፅሐፍ የሚወጣው የህይወት ታሪክ ያለን ምስኪን ልጆች ነበርን። የሌሎቹን አሰቃቂ ታሪክ ስሰማ የኔ በጣም ኢምንት ሆና ተሰማችኝ። እንደዛ ዓለም ገፍትራ የጎዳና ህይወት እንድንኖር በፈረደችብን ልጆች ውስጥ ግን የሚያስቀና መተሳሰብና ፍቅር ነበር። . . .“
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ራሔል በተደጋጋሚ "ላገኝህ እፈልጋለሁ" እያለች ትጨቀጭቀኝ ነበር ፤ እኔም ጥያቄዋ ሲበረታብኝ ደውዬላት ባልደራስ በሚገኘው ኮንዶሚኒየም ቤቷ ቀጠሮ ይዘን ተገናኘን። ቤቷ እንደደረስኩም የሚያብለጨልጭ አረንጓዴ
ድሪያዋን ለብሳ ፣ በግራ ጉንጯ ላይ ሚጢጢዬ ተርዚና ይዛ ነበር። ሰላም ብያት ወደ ውስጥ ስገባ በሺሻ ጭስ ታውዷል . . . ጫት እንድቅም ስትጋብዘኝ እንዳላሰኘኝ ነግሬያት፣ እሷ እየቃመችና ሺሻዋን እያንደቀደቀች ወሬዋን ጀመረች።
.“. . . .የማላውቃት እናቴን ብጠላትም የአባቴን ያህል ግን አይሆንም። እሱ ማለት እግዜር ከጭቃ ጠፍጥፎ ሊሰራው አስቦ ገና ጭቃ እያለ ሁኔታው አላምር ስላለው እስትንፋሱን እፍ ሳይልበት ረስቶት ገምቶ ሸቶ ከሚሊዮን አመታት በኋላ በዳርዊን የኢቮሊውሽን ቲዎሪ ወደ እበትነት የተቀየረ ነው። እኔንም የአብራኩ ክፋይ ትል አድርጎ ራሱ የፈጠረኝ ነኝ። እሱ ሸንቶኛል ብዬ እንጂ ወልዶኛል ብዬ ለአንዲት ሰከንድም አስቤ አላውቅም . . . ቤተ ክርስቲያኗ ውስጥ ጥቂት ሰዎች ተሰብስበው የዕለቱን የስብከተ ወንጌል ትምህርት እየሰሙ ነው። ሰው የሌለበት አንድ ጥግ ላይ ሄጄ ለብቻዬ ቁጭ አልኩኝ። ሰባኪው ስለ እስራኤላዊቷ ራሔል ይሰብካል።
ይቺ አይሁዳዊት ሴት ታሪኳ ገና በጨቅላነት እድሜዬ መሰጠኝ። እኔ እስከዛች ቀን ድረስ መጠሪያ ስም አልነበረኝም። ለምን እንደሆነ አላውቅም ማንም ስም አላወጣልኝም ነበር። እኔም ስም አልባ በመሆኔ ተከፍቼ አላውቅም።
ዛሬ ግን ያቺ በፈርኦን ወታደሮች ተገዳ ልጆቿን ከፒራሚድ መስሪያ ጭቃ ጋር ያቦካችው ምስኪን ሴት እንደራሴ ቆጥሬ ስሜን ራሔል
አልኩት። እናቴ ማለት ጭቃው ውስጥ ህፃናቶቹ እንዲጣሉ የፈረዱት የፈርኦን ወታደሮች ናት ፤ አባቴ ደግሞ ጭቃው ነው!
ልጅነቴን ... ደሜን ... ውበቴን የመጠጠብኝ! እዚች አለም ላይ ብቸኛ ፍጡር ስለሆንኩ እስከዘርማንዘሬ ድረስ "ራሔል ራሔል ራሔል ራሔል ... " አልኩት። አባቴም አያቴም ቅድመ አያቴም ለራሴው እኔው ራሴ ነኝ። . . . ዶሮ ማነቂያው ውስጥ በሚገኝ አንድ ሻይ ቤት ውስጥ ይዛኝ ገብታ ሁለት ፉል አዘዘች። በህይወቴ ለመጀመሪያ ጊዜ ልክ እንደ ማንኛውም ሰው ንፁህ ምግብ ዛሬ ልበላ ነው! ሊያውም ማንንም ሳልለምን በክብር ተጋብዤ!!! ሚጢጢዬዋ ልቤ ውስጥ የመሞላቀቅ ፣ የመኩራራት ስሜት እየተሰማኝ ነው። ልክ ምግቡ ሲቀርብ ሁሉንም ነገር ረስቼ የሴት በማይመስል አበላል የቀረበልኝን ፉል በሁለት ዳቦ መጥበሻውን ጥርግርግ አድርጌ በላሁ። ረሀብ ክፉ ነው ፣ ክብርና ኩራትህን ያስተውሀል! ያስገምትሀል! ያስንቅሀል! . . . እየበላሁና እየጠጣሁ ትርጉሙን የማላውቀውን ዘፈን የሚበዛበትን የህንድ ፊልም አየሁ። የመጀመሪያዬ ስለሆነ በጣም አስደነቀኝ። ይሄ ሁሉ ቴክኖሎጂ ሲመጣ እኔ የት ሄጄ ነበር??? ልክ ሀገሬ 3000 ዘመናት ሙሉ አንቀላፍታ ጣሊያን ዘመናዊ የጦር መሳሪያ ይዛ መጥታ ስትወጋት የሀገሬ ህዝብ “እኛ የት ሄደን ነው ሰው ባሮቢላ በሰማይ መብረር የጀመረው?” ብሎ እንደተደነቀ እኔም ተራ በሆነ የፊልም ቴክኖሎጂ በጣም ተደነኩኝ። . . . ህይወት እንዲህ እንዲያ እያለች መሽከርከሯን ቀጠለች። እኔም ብሶቴን ሁሉ ደንዝዤ ስለምረሳ በጫት ተከተብኩኝ። ከየትም ከየትም ተሯሩጬ ቀፍዬ ያገኘኋትን ሳንቲም ያደሩ ጫቶችን በርካሽ እየገዛሁ ጥርሴ እርስ በርሱ እስኪፋጭ ድረስ አደቀው ጀመር። ተመሳሳይ ወፎች በተመሳሳይ ቦታ ይበራሉ እንደሚባለው ሌሎች ብዙ ሱሰኛ ጓደኞችን አፈራሁ። የኔን የላስቲክ ቤቴን ቀውጢ መፈረሺያ ቤት አደረግነው። ከዛ ሱሴ በአንድ እስቴፕ ከፍ አለ። ማስቲሽ እየሳብኩ መጦዝ ጀመርኩ። የመኖር አላማዬ ሁሉ ሱሶቼን ለማሟላት ብቻ ሆነ። ይቃማል ፣ ጠጅ/አረቄ ተገዝቶ ምርቃና ይሰበራል ፣ የባሰ ለመደንዘዝ ከተገኘ ጋንጃ ካልተገኘ ደግሞ ማስቲሽ እየተሳበ ይጦዛል። በቃ ምን አለፋህ ከኖሩት በታች ከሞቱት በላይ የሆነ ኑሮ መኖር ጀመርኩኝ። ሱሰኞች የሆንነውን ሁላችንንም አለም አታስፈልጉኝም ብላ ያገለለችን፣ ብዙ መፅሐፍ የሚወጣው የህይወት ታሪክ ያለን ምስኪን ልጆች ነበርን። የሌሎቹን አሰቃቂ ታሪክ ስሰማ የኔ በጣም ኢምንት ሆና ተሰማችኝ። እንደዛ ዓለም ገፍትራ የጎዳና ህይወት እንድንኖር በፈረደችብን ልጆች ውስጥ ግን የሚያስቀና መተሳሰብና ፍቅር ነበር። . . .“
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Hey admins please approve my vent please...so the thing is I hate my self I really do because no body wants I am sure I know you going to say that's not true but I am sure my mom only feels sorry for me but she basically feels ashamed of me ,I can see that people don't consider me as a human being and I am repulsive for some reason I don't know what it is about me but it makes people feel that I am not a person and that the should ignore me and get away from give me looks of disgut ,and I have been feeling really depressed about it I feel incredibly sad ,please guys how can I change my personality or what ever that's wrong with me please is it ever going to go away?
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Hey admins please approve my vent please...so the thing is I hate my self I really do because no body wants I am sure I know you going to say that's not true but I am sure my mom only feels sorry for me but she basically feels ashamed of me ,I can see that people don't consider me as a human being and I am repulsive for some reason I don't know what it is about me but it makes people feel that I am not a person and that the should ignore me and get away from give me looks of disgut ,and I have been feeling really depressed about it I feel incredibly sad ,please guys how can I change my personality or what ever that's wrong with me please is it ever going to go away?
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How can i stop being possessive i mean i want to control every one of his actions and I'm scared he'll leave me one day please help me before i lose this amazing person
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How can i stop being possessive i mean i want to control every one of his actions and I'm scared he'll leave me one day please help me before i lose this amazing person
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Short version: Roommate is a player, he seduces every girl I date and sleep with them, and I dont want to commit someone who doesn’t chose me over him.
Long version:
Hear me out, I rented an apartment with my freind cool guy and an amazing freind but this guy is the definition of a player. He brings all kinds of girls, tall, short, fat, skinny, even famous people you just name it. It was some sort of a challenge for him and it was not like he was rich or something he was your average looking dude with average salary. I have friends who are extremely rich, driving top notch cars and they are not nearly as successful as this guy when it comes to girls, and he doesn’t even show off or exaggerate he’s just that good. He always says all girls are the same and we argue about it, A lot.
To come to my point I had a girl, we were not couple but she was one of a kind you know the type that doesn’t fall for a player, she was extremely smart, beautiful and just someone different. And Jesus, I loved that girl. And I swear to you she had everything every guy wanted. So this one day i was arguing with him about how girls aren’t same and shit and then to prove me wrong we bet that he cant make my girl fall in love with him. And before I knew shes telling me about this special guy who she thinks is her soulmate jesus fucking christ I still cant get over this shit. It did not take him a month to make her believe that he’s her soulmate. Her fucking soulmate!
And after that I asked him to gently break up with her because again I don’t want her to be hurt and then I just let her go. And then I gave in, asked him to show me his game and all.
It works, they all the same. The last one falls for the same bs i said to the first one. but I still can’t get over the fact that he fucked the only girl I had feelings for, like women why do you fall so much bs, I dont get it.
I had serious rships and I always end up betting with him that he cant take them away and every time, every fucking time he does.
So now am afraid that any girl that I actually like will less likely to like me for me and not for the mind games I play, or worse I am afraid she might be into him. Deep down I want to have a girl that rejects him and chose me instead and unless that doesn’t happen I don’t even think I will ever be happy or commit to someone.
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Short version: Roommate is a player, he seduces every girl I date and sleep with them, and I dont want to commit someone who doesn’t chose me over him.
Long version:
Hear me out, I rented an apartment with my freind cool guy and an amazing freind but this guy is the definition of a player. He brings all kinds of girls, tall, short, fat, skinny, even famous people you just name it. It was some sort of a challenge for him and it was not like he was rich or something he was your average looking dude with average salary. I have friends who are extremely rich, driving top notch cars and they are not nearly as successful as this guy when it comes to girls, and he doesn’t even show off or exaggerate he’s just that good. He always says all girls are the same and we argue about it, A lot.
To come to my point I had a girl, we were not couple but she was one of a kind you know the type that doesn’t fall for a player, she was extremely smart, beautiful and just someone different. And Jesus, I loved that girl. And I swear to you she had everything every guy wanted. So this one day i was arguing with him about how girls aren’t same and shit and then to prove me wrong we bet that he cant make my girl fall in love with him. And before I knew shes telling me about this special guy who she thinks is her soulmate jesus fucking christ I still cant get over this shit. It did not take him a month to make her believe that he’s her soulmate. Her fucking soulmate!
And after that I asked him to gently break up with her because again I don’t want her to be hurt and then I just let her go. And then I gave in, asked him to show me his game and all.
It works, they all the same. The last one falls for the same bs i said to the first one. but I still can’t get over the fact that he fucked the only girl I had feelings for, like women why do you fall so much bs, I dont get it.
I had serious rships and I always end up betting with him that he cant take them away and every time, every fucking time he does.
So now am afraid that any girl that I actually like will less likely to like me for me and not for the mind games I play, or worse I am afraid she might be into him. Deep down I want to have a girl that rejects him and chose me instead and unless that doesn’t happen I don’t even think I will ever be happy or commit to someone.
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So I have this friend and she told me she has a friend who came from america we should meet him I went there they put a drug in my drink and he raped me I love the lord so I was saving it for marriage she knew that and she talked to him about it before we went to meet him so this is half vent half advise half advise seeking so I'll tell you not to trust anyone people do anything for money and I'm afraid to go get tasted what should I do
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So I have this friend and she told me she has a friend who came from america we should meet him I went there they put a drug in my drink and he raped me I love the lord so I was saving it for marriage she knew that and she talked to him about it before we went to meet him so this is half vent half advise half advise seeking so I'll tell you not to trust anyone people do anything for money and I'm afraid to go get tasted what should I do
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Hey everyone!
It's Okay!
It's okay to feel jealous, sad, insecure, angry, bored, selfish, detached..... Literally anything u feel. U r feeling it because it is human emotion and u r one incredible human! Duhh!
Do not feel bad because u r feeling smt. First acknowledge ur feeling. Then track down why u r feeling those things. U don't have to admit it to anyone but urself. Every feeling has explanation. But do not make it an excuse to ur terrible actions(which btw r okay since we all do them). Just don't be the enemy of urownself.
Think as if u r a team with ur mind and past and when ever u screw things up think " we screwed up really bad. what should we do?" Not I shouldn't have done that(obviously u shouldn't have but u did so why dwell on that), Not it's my fault(cause it is no way of solving any fault)and....
Make peace with ur self and ur past and every thing will fall in place
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Hey everyone!
It's Okay!
It's okay to feel jealous, sad, insecure, angry, bored, selfish, detached..... Literally anything u feel. U r feeling it because it is human emotion and u r one incredible human! Duhh!
Do not feel bad because u r feeling smt. First acknowledge ur feeling. Then track down why u r feeling those things. U don't have to admit it to anyone but urself. Every feeling has explanation. But do not make it an excuse to ur terrible actions(which btw r okay since we all do them). Just don't be the enemy of urownself.
Think as if u r a team with ur mind and past and when ever u screw things up think " we screwed up really bad. what should we do?" Not I shouldn't have done that(obviously u shouldn't have but u did so why dwell on that), Not it's my fault(cause it is no way of solving any fault)and....
Make peace with ur self and ur past and every thing will fall in place
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Okay Ummmm, I don't exactly know how this thing goes, it's my first time venting here... Anyways, I'm a girl, 19 and my dad left when I was little and he never came back... I've been through a lot since and I can't trust a guy from then on, I just friend zone them. I've never even fallen in love with any dude, heck I didn't even have a real crush and my friends say I have a disorder or something... Has anyone ever felt this way? And does it pass or am I gonna be like this for the rest of my life?
I just wanted to let it out
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Okay Ummmm, I don't exactly know how this thing goes, it's my first time venting here... Anyways, I'm a girl, 19 and my dad left when I was little and he never came back... I've been through a lot since and I can't trust a guy from then on, I just friend zone them. I've never even fallen in love with any dude, heck I didn't even have a real crush and my friends say I have a disorder or something... Has anyone ever felt this way? And does it pass or am I gonna be like this for the rest of my life?
I just wanted to let it out
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Life whizzes past faster than you can imagine.
live in a condo, a studio, I dont drive often but I have my car parked outside.
Mengistu was the leader when I was born.
have seen a lot, didn’t do much of anything.
Was employed but now free lancing.
Never married, never dated, almost had sex with a prostitute but my self respect stopped me.
No television, no radio, just a lifeless phone.
No drugs, alcohol or smoke.
Lots of long walks, by myself.
I exist I don’t really live.
I exist to fill out the background of other people’s reality.
If you saw in me a taxi, you wouldn’t look twice.
I have gone morethan a week without speaking to anyone.
If I die no one would probably even notice.
No one really notices that I am alive.
Does it get better? No.
You just give up along the way.
Thanks for listening to a non entity for few moments.
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Life whizzes past faster than you can imagine.
live in a condo, a studio, I dont drive often but I have my car parked outside.
Mengistu was the leader when I was born.
have seen a lot, didn’t do much of anything.
Was employed but now free lancing.
Never married, never dated, almost had sex with a prostitute but my self respect stopped me.
No television, no radio, just a lifeless phone.
No drugs, alcohol or smoke.
Lots of long walks, by myself.
I exist I don’t really live.
I exist to fill out the background of other people’s reality.
If you saw in me a taxi, you wouldn’t look twice.
I have gone morethan a week without speaking to anyone.
If I die no one would probably even notice.
No one really notices that I am alive.
Does it get better? No.
You just give up along the way.
Thanks for listening to a non entity for few moments.
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Yeah hi guys this is going to be short and if possible I want answers from people who have actually experienced this problem.... So I have anxiety and on top of that hyperhydrolysis it has been tough and well I was thinking maybe there was someone who had experienced the same thing and learned to deal with it or overcame it.
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Yeah hi guys this is going to be short and if possible I want answers from people who have actually experienced this problem.... So I have anxiety and on top of that hyperhydrolysis it has been tough and well I was thinking maybe there was someone who had experienced the same thing and learned to deal with it or overcame it.
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Hello everyone , it’s my first vent hmm I think I’m getting bored because of my self . I’m 22 & 5th year university student and I have never been in relationship , but I talk to guys that ik them on social media through chat but never going out for date. I think i have a fear dip down ,i feel like what if they hate me ,and what if he doesn’t like my physical and face . Because of this I lost the guy that I have feeling , eyewdedkut kelela ga r/n edijmer new yarkut???? ik it’s wired gn idk what to do,bezu sewm asatetognal yemer.... now a days it’s leading to depression I’m totally loosing my confidence. What do you suggest guys please help me
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Hello everyone , it’s my first vent hmm I think I’m getting bored because of my self . I’m 22 & 5th year university student and I have never been in relationship , but I talk to guys that ik them on social media through chat but never going out for date. I think i have a fear dip down ,i feel like what if they hate me ,and what if he doesn’t like my physical and face . Because of this I lost the guy that I have feeling , eyewdedkut kelela ga r/n edijmer new yarkut???? ik it’s wired gn idk what to do,bezu sewm asatetognal yemer.... now a days it’s leading to depression I’m totally loosing my confidence. What do you suggest guys please help me
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Hope the admins get it through it my first time venting and i dont know the drill but here it goes am sure a lot of people feel shitty since we all at home doing nothing and i know it leads to depression and the thing is i was a girl who always knew what she wanted and how to get it very ambitious and driven but nowadays am not doing anything i always say i will something when i sleep but the whole day i just lay on bed doing nothing and the day repeats itself and am about to lose my mind i lost the part of my brain that makes me driven am so scared that ill be like this forever and live a basic life am scared of not being a person who my parents would be proud of and i know it sounds a bit silly that most of u have real problems but i just felt like i had to share it incase yall felt like this it would be nice to know what everyone things
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Hope the admins get it through it my first time venting and i dont know the drill but here it goes am sure a lot of people feel shitty since we all at home doing nothing and i know it leads to depression and the thing is i was a girl who always knew what she wanted and how to get it very ambitious and driven but nowadays am not doing anything i always say i will something when i sleep but the whole day i just lay on bed doing nothing and the day repeats itself and am about to lose my mind i lost the part of my brain that makes me driven am so scared that ill be like this forever and live a basic life am scared of not being a person who my parents would be proud of and i know it sounds a bit silly that most of u have real problems but i just felt like i had to share it incase yall felt like this it would be nice to know what everyone things
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I'm writing this at 1:00PM at night. I think I've fucked up and my thoughts just won't let me fall asleep. The thing is i just got out of a rp a few days ago. It ended cuz things weren't clicking anymore... i loved her and she loved me but there was a lot miscommunication bn us. She just wasn't opening up. She didn't rly react when things started to change for us, she just made me feel like she didn't care. When i ended things bn me and her she begged me to stay with her... she said she would change menamen but at that point i wasn't ready to listen. Fast forward a few days...i find myself with this pit in my stomach and just this need to just forget all about it. So i did the dumbest thing. I called up a girl i met last week, a girl i blew off cuz i was in a rp. Ik she just wanted a good time...she already tried to kiss me last time we met up and this time i let her. Then we ended up in bed together. I just felt so much worse after. I felt like I made the biggest mistake of my life letting the person i love go over something that could have been fixed. I was just too inpatient and too angry to realize it then. Now even if i decide to go back and beg for forgiveness I'd just be hurting her a second time after what i did today and i love her too much to do that to her. Ik in time things will better for both of us and we'll both move on. But i don't want anyone else I want her. It's selfish but i do.
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I'm writing this at 1:00PM at night. I think I've fucked up and my thoughts just won't let me fall asleep. The thing is i just got out of a rp a few days ago. It ended cuz things weren't clicking anymore... i loved her and she loved me but there was a lot miscommunication bn us. She just wasn't opening up. She didn't rly react when things started to change for us, she just made me feel like she didn't care. When i ended things bn me and her she begged me to stay with her... she said she would change menamen but at that point i wasn't ready to listen. Fast forward a few days...i find myself with this pit in my stomach and just this need to just forget all about it. So i did the dumbest thing. I called up a girl i met last week, a girl i blew off cuz i was in a rp. Ik she just wanted a good time...she already tried to kiss me last time we met up and this time i let her. Then we ended up in bed together. I just felt so much worse after. I felt like I made the biggest mistake of my life letting the person i love go over something that could have been fixed. I was just too inpatient and too angry to realize it then. Now even if i decide to go back and beg for forgiveness I'd just be hurting her a second time after what i did today and i love her too much to do that to her. Ik in time things will better for both of us and we'll both move on. But i don't want anyone else I want her. It's selfish but i do.
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follow up for a previous vent about a roommate who is seducing all the girls that I like.
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Okay thank y’ll for taking the time to reply but all of your comments didn’t help me with my question.
But first, all the girls in the comments saying betting on girls is not right, miss me with that bs. what do you want me to do then? Hide you for the rest of your life? And hope you don’t come across a shrek looking ass guy who can seduce you like that? It doesn’t even make sense like for all they know this girls met a random stranger who they now in a relationship with and am suddenly being dropped or have to be the side nigga?
Hell. To. The. No.
As much as you hate it they’re the one who are cheating here.
And unless a girl says fuck you to my roommate and chose me honestly I will never be satisfied with my relationship, I admit I want to win and show off as well, Whats wrong with wanting to show off my girl?
To come to my thing, I don’t know what to do. Like I can’t just not Bet, as I know it will eat me alive not knowing if she would choose him over me, and I keep losing the bets every-time I cant keep going like this.
Genuinely help out a brother here.
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Short version:
follow up for a previous vent about a roommate who is seducing all the girls that I like.
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Okay thank y’ll for taking the time to reply but all of your comments didn’t help me with my question.
But first, all the girls in the comments saying betting on girls is not right, miss me with that bs. what do you want me to do then? Hide you for the rest of your life? And hope you don’t come across a shrek looking ass guy who can seduce you like that? It doesn’t even make sense like for all they know this girls met a random stranger who they now in a relationship with and am suddenly being dropped or have to be the side nigga?
Hell. To. The. No.
As much as you hate it they’re the one who are cheating here.
And unless a girl says fuck you to my roommate and chose me honestly I will never be satisfied with my relationship, I admit I want to win and show off as well, Whats wrong with wanting to show off my girl?
To come to my thing, I don’t know what to do. Like I can’t just not Bet, as I know it will eat me alive not knowing if she would choose him over me, and I keep losing the bets every-time I cant keep going like this.
Genuinely help out a brother here.
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Hey guys I am so worried about my sister lately. I really want to know what ur opinion is in this. She is acting and thinking weird. She is only 11 but out of a sudden she said she doesn't believe in God. I tried to relate to her so she won't feel lonely. But then it didn't stop to that. She started saying everyone that has opinion opposite to her is ignorant. And last time I found 2 knives in her bag and when I ask her she said she just wants to collect them. She literally uses Dan Brown books as her bible. I really wanted to believe this is some kind of teenage phase and this will get over when she gets mature gn I don't see any hope. I believe we have a very friendly and happy family but she always talks about the negative things. She even pee on her self sometimes. I started studying psychology just for her and tried to help her in some ways. My approach helped her to open up to me more but I don't know what to do exactly. Please help me. I am really lost. I feel like I am losing my sister.
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Hey guys I am so worried about my sister lately. I really want to know what ur opinion is in this. She is acting and thinking weird. She is only 11 but out of a sudden she said she doesn't believe in God. I tried to relate to her so she won't feel lonely. But then it didn't stop to that. She started saying everyone that has opinion opposite to her is ignorant. And last time I found 2 knives in her bag and when I ask her she said she just wants to collect them. She literally uses Dan Brown books as her bible. I really wanted to believe this is some kind of teenage phase and this will get over when she gets mature gn I don't see any hope. I believe we have a very friendly and happy family but she always talks about the negative things. She even pee on her self sometimes. I started studying psychology just for her and tried to help her in some ways. My approach helped her to open up to me more but I don't know what to do exactly. Please help me. I am really lost. I feel like I am losing my sister.
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Hope admins will approve my vent . pls do. Never thought that I will actually find my self venting ...here it goes . had serious family issues . but let's just say that I am 75% settled now . lost a person who rly meant lot to me . u guys can imagine how losing ur mom totally ruined you. Sometimes i found my self thinking that i am actually alone and no one would care about my existence at all. So if u guys went through this shit ...i would love to talk to you and be friends eventually.
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Hope admins will approve my vent . pls do. Never thought that I will actually find my self venting ...here it goes . had serious family issues . but let's just say that I am 75% settled now . lost a person who rly meant lot to me . u guys can imagine how losing ur mom totally ruined you. Sometimes i found my self thinking that i am actually alone and no one would care about my existence at all. So if u guys went through this shit ...i would love to talk to you and be friends eventually.
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Hey guys. I'm freaking the fuck out right now. Last month, a friend of mine told me that she had depression and i tried to help her by giving her numbers of psychiatrists online and sharing some methods to fight depression and telling her im here for her. We talked for a few days after that, and then we just kind of stopped talking... For weeks. This morning i got a call saying that she had committed suicide. My whole world is falling around me, because i know it is my fault and i know i could have stopped it by hitting her up, or calling her but we weren't talking for a whole month. I thought she had her family and best friends and her boyfriend and her psychiatrist to help her in this quarantine.. We weren't best friends or something, just friends who talk occasionally, but on the times that we talked, she opened up to me, and i tried to lighten up the mood, to share my experience at that time, but i could've done more, i should've tried to keep the conversation going, i can't stop thinking about how it's my fault. The guilt is killing me and i feel like the monster i am doesn't deserve to live while she's dead. As long as i have known about her condition, i shouldn't have relied on anyone else in her life to make her feel better. She needed all the help she could get and i let her and her family and friends down. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I don't know who to call and talk to, because I'm afraid they'll see me as a monster who took a part in her suicide. Please approve this asap
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Hey guys. I'm freaking the fuck out right now. Last month, a friend of mine told me that she had depression and i tried to help her by giving her numbers of psychiatrists online and sharing some methods to fight depression and telling her im here for her. We talked for a few days after that, and then we just kind of stopped talking... For weeks. This morning i got a call saying that she had committed suicide. My whole world is falling around me, because i know it is my fault and i know i could have stopped it by hitting her up, or calling her but we weren't talking for a whole month. I thought she had her family and best friends and her boyfriend and her psychiatrist to help her in this quarantine.. We weren't best friends or something, just friends who talk occasionally, but on the times that we talked, she opened up to me, and i tried to lighten up the mood, to share my experience at that time, but i could've done more, i should've tried to keep the conversation going, i can't stop thinking about how it's my fault. The guilt is killing me and i feel like the monster i am doesn't deserve to live while she's dead. As long as i have known about her condition, i shouldn't have relied on anyone else in her life to make her feel better. She needed all the help she could get and i let her and her family and friends down. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I don't know who to call and talk to, because I'm afraid they'll see me as a monster who took a part in her suicide. Please approve this asap
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So I found out I was bipolar 2 years ago when I was a high school senior I didn't tell my parents b/c they are rly religious and to them the answer to any mental disease is getting baptized or praying and stuff (I mean nooffence but I think u rly have to believe in those things in order for them to work) and am not that religious. They don't even think depression and anxiety are real things they think they are things that come and go, and ppl who kill thems selvs b/c of them are possessed or something. So here is my problem, mood stabilizer were prescribed to me and till this lockdown I bought em my self I got friend that know about my situation so they help out to but now we ain't doin' things to get money so I've stopped taking them for like a month so now am on a serious depression phase and am scared b/c last time I was like this was in 11 grade and I almost committed sucide. and with this lockdown I am loosing it. So what should I do.
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So I found out I was bipolar 2 years ago when I was a high school senior I didn't tell my parents b/c they are rly religious and to them the answer to any mental disease is getting baptized or praying and stuff (I mean nooffence but I think u rly have to believe in those things in order for them to work) and am not that religious. They don't even think depression and anxiety are real things they think they are things that come and go, and ppl who kill thems selvs b/c of them are possessed or something. So here is my problem, mood stabilizer were prescribed to me and till this lockdown I bought em my self I got friend that know about my situation so they help out to but now we ain't doin' things to get money so I've stopped taking them for like a month so now am on a serious depression phase and am scared b/c last time I was like this was in 11 grade and I almost committed sucide. and with this lockdown I am loosing it. So what should I do.
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Does anyone in here have insomnia cause I do and I usually drink lots of coffee to go through the day. But now I don't. I don't sleep at night like at all. And I sleep at day cause I have nothing to do. But my parents are getting mad at me for that. Like it's my fault or sth.... Anyway the question is what do you do to survive though the day?
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Does anyone in here have insomnia cause I do and I usually drink lots of coffee to go through the day. But now I don't. I don't sleep at night like at all. And I sleep at day cause I have nothing to do. But my parents are getting mad at me for that. Like it's my fault or sth.... Anyway the question is what do you do to survive though the day?