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I always thought I was gonna be someone, someone who influence the world and I found myself as noone and lost. It's scary to find myself in the same place 8 years later still confused of what I should do with my life. When did it all go wrong? When did I become this hopeless creature? No matter what I do, much won't change and it scares me. It scares me too much that I sometimes shut down. I don't want to be and can't ever be insignificant, cause every moment of it is killing me. What do I do?
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I always thought I was gonna be someone, someone who influence the world and I found myself as noone and lost. It's scary to find myself in the same place 8 years later still confused of what I should do with my life. When did it all go wrong? When did I become this hopeless creature? No matter what I do, much won't change and it scares me. It scares me too much that I sometimes shut down. I don't want to be and can't ever be insignificant, cause every moment of it is killing me. What do I do?
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This is so gonna sound like everyday shit but here it goes. I never talk about my feeling with other people I just feel like they won't care or they won't understand. I get these rush of feelings sometimes like I just be sitting there and I feel so wrong like I'm a mistake and nothing I do is worth anything and it really hurts u know. It's like a switch that turns on and off by itself. One day I'll be this happy cheerfull person and the other i just lose interest in everything. And I just wanna die right there. Most days I just find myself fantasizing about being dead not Killing myself just not existing anymore. Not one single person trys to understand what I'm feeling. Society doesn't give a fuck about others unless there is something they benefit from them. It's like our whole existence is based on other people liking us and wanting to be around us. We try so hard to keep others liking us like we're some kinda circus freaks that keep people entertained and it's fucked. I used to think I'm just immature and when I get older I'll grow it out u know. Now I'm 19 and I feel worse I'm so terrified I'll feel this way forever and nothing will change. I pushed away so many good people thinking they don't care about me and I'm better off alone. I can't keep a bf for more than a month I just feel like they're gonna leave me soon and I break-up with them before they break up with me. I'm just so tried of myself I don't wanna do this anymore it's not normal. This can't be how I'm gonna live. Somethings gotta change. And idk how to change. My head is so fucked up to the point where I just feel used to it. I just need it all to stop.
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This is so gonna sound like everyday shit but here it goes. I never talk about my feeling with other people I just feel like they won't care or they won't understand. I get these rush of feelings sometimes like I just be sitting there and I feel so wrong like I'm a mistake and nothing I do is worth anything and it really hurts u know. It's like a switch that turns on and off by itself. One day I'll be this happy cheerfull person and the other i just lose interest in everything. And I just wanna die right there. Most days I just find myself fantasizing about being dead not Killing myself just not existing anymore. Not one single person trys to understand what I'm feeling. Society doesn't give a fuck about others unless there is something they benefit from them. It's like our whole existence is based on other people liking us and wanting to be around us. We try so hard to keep others liking us like we're some kinda circus freaks that keep people entertained and it's fucked. I used to think I'm just immature and when I get older I'll grow it out u know. Now I'm 19 and I feel worse I'm so terrified I'll feel this way forever and nothing will change. I pushed away so many good people thinking they don't care about me and I'm better off alone. I can't keep a bf for more than a month I just feel like they're gonna leave me soon and I break-up with them before they break up with me. I'm just so tried of myself I don't wanna do this anymore it's not normal. This can't be how I'm gonna live. Somethings gotta change. And idk how to change. My head is so fucked up to the point where I just feel used to it. I just need it all to stop.
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So am a grl 20 and i found a lump in both my breasts(big one on the left and a tiny 1 on the right) when i was in 12th grade am now a 2nd year college student and am terrified to get it checked or telling my mom....bc there is a history of cancer in my family and my mom has hypertension and if i tell her she will freakout i had planned on getting it checked myself but then corona hit and i have no reason to go out so am stuck idk wt to do
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So am a grl 20 and i found a lump in both my breasts(big one on the left and a tiny 1 on the right) when i was in 12th grade am now a 2nd year college student and am terrified to get it checked or telling my mom....bc there is a history of cancer in my family and my mom has hypertension and if i tell her she will freakout i had planned on getting it checked myself but then corona hit and i have no reason to go out so am stuck idk wt to do
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So im a girl 21 and i just found out that i have genital warts and no not from sex im a virgin and i am freaking out right now i mean i googled it and all i saw was that it can not be cured and it hurts a lot i mean its itchy and all the stuff
I don't even know how i got it im clean,protect ma self so like i really wanna kill my self like really i really don't know what to do and i can't tell my family about it
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So im a girl 21 and i just found out that i have genital warts and no not from sex im a virgin and i am freaking out right now i mean i googled it and all i saw was that it can not be cured and it hurts a lot i mean its itchy and all the stuff
I don't even know how i got it im clean,protect ma self so like i really wanna kill my self like really i really don't know what to do and i can't tell my family about it
I don't knw what to do tell me what to do
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Hello. There is something I've really wanted to ask everybody who knows love,who believes in love. I am already 23 but never had that kind of feeling for anyone my friends think am abnormal i used to ignore them but now my friends are getting married having babies gn ene i never had a guy that i want to date. There are actually lot of guys that wants to be with me but i don't know what am afraid of i just friendzone them all. And there is some guy who likes me and i like him a lot but i don't know if that feelings is as a friend or a man. But there was time when he was about to kiss me but i went out and acted like nothing happened. Ena please tell me what is love? How do you know if you are in love malet what are the signs details pls. Ur answer means a lot
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Hello. There is something I've really wanted to ask everybody who knows love,who believes in love. I am already 23 but never had that kind of feeling for anyone my friends think am abnormal i used to ignore them but now my friends are getting married having babies gn ene i never had a guy that i want to date. There are actually lot of guys that wants to be with me but i don't know what am afraid of i just friendzone them all. And there is some guy who likes me and i like him a lot but i don't know if that feelings is as a friend or a man. But there was time when he was about to kiss me but i went out and acted like nothing happened. Ena please tell me what is love? How do you know if you are in love malet what are the signs details pls. Ur answer means a lot
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👋 Hi there, I am a 27 year old woman and I need help figuring this out though it might be too late...I might never change but if anyone of you went through what I did maybe you can relate and tell me am not so weird...sooo I am such an introvert and sooo not good with communication other than texting like I can not pick a phone to talk and when I do people on the other line think I am crying because my voice gets so shaky from not knowing how to act, also I have this issue of being with people younger than me I can not stand any one my age they are too matured for their age is what I think but the fact if the matter is I can not seem to get old I am stuck somewhere on 19 and 20, I have a job and I sometimes still wait for someone to make the big decisions for me the other day I called my mom to ask her to help me decide to call in sick, like I needed a permission like I was in high school, am I well?
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👋 Hi there, I am a 27 year old woman and I need help figuring this out though it might be too late...I might never change but if anyone of you went through what I did maybe you can relate and tell me am not so weird...sooo I am such an introvert and sooo not good with communication other than texting like I can not pick a phone to talk and when I do people on the other line think I am crying because my voice gets so shaky from not knowing how to act, also I have this issue of being with people younger than me I can not stand any one my age they are too matured for their age is what I think but the fact if the matter is I can not seem to get old I am stuck somewhere on 19 and 20, I have a job and I sometimes still wait for someone to make the big decisions for me the other day I called my mom to ask her to help me decide to call in sick, like I needed a permission like I was in high school, am I well?
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She is a lost girl who is trying to find her way back to her self to who she was and to who she was going to become if it wasn't for some of the poor choices she made.. she was tough not broken like this... she was smart not dumb enough to let this to happen to her but most of all she had self respect dignity pride and all of it until he took it away and made her believe she was doing it for love when she lost her pride she thought to herself u cant have both love and pride and so she choose love of course she thought she was in a great love story how dumb right?she started to lose her self respect every time she forgave thinking it was for love and went right back to him but when in fact it was making her look and feel smaller and smaller each time it happened...😢
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She is a lost girl who is trying to find her way back to her self to who she was and to who she was going to become if it wasn't for some of the poor choices she made.. she was tough not broken like this... she was smart not dumb enough to let this to happen to her but most of all she had self respect dignity pride and all of it until he took it away and made her believe she was doing it for love when she lost her pride she thought to herself u cant have both love and pride and so she choose love of course she thought she was in a great love story how dumb right?she started to lose her self respect every time she forgave thinking it was for love and went right back to him but when in fact it was making her look and feel smaller and smaller each time it happened...😢
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am boy at 21, look i have ma own dreams & i hv amazing plans to reach that dreams...i always set great plans, put strategies, create great ideas & with my ability & talents surly i know i can reach ma dreams. But here is the big problem...ma problem...i am soooo lazy person😓.. even this quaratine was a great chance to work on ma dreams, but i got more lazy, just sleeping & fillter on a social midea. i try to watch motivational videos bt waf teqem man😕should i go to a Psycatrist Or take medical energiser things? I wish i could get helpfull things in your comments.😣🙏
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am boy at 21, look i have ma own dreams & i hv amazing plans to reach that dreams...i always set great plans, put strategies, create great ideas & with my ability & talents surly i know i can reach ma dreams. But here is the big problem...ma problem...i am soooo lazy person😓.. even this quaratine was a great chance to work on ma dreams, but i got more lazy, just sleeping & fillter on a social midea. i try to watch motivational videos bt waf teqem man😕should i go to a Psycatrist Or take medical energiser things? I wish i could get helpfull things in your comments.😣🙏
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I'm girl and I'm 20 and am hot I mean I have a great body and every boy ik wants to date me when I really wants them to be my friends I have a boyfriend I love him a lot we have been dating for like 4 years know but he used to cheat on me I stayed esunm eyawekugin setykw demo aylmdgin sorry menamn Yelena degami gin cheat yadegbgnal this days gin he changed a lot he stopped everything and his being really sweet but I lost my trust and interest on him min telalchu esti
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I'm girl and I'm 20 and am hot I mean I have a great body and every boy ik wants to date me when I really wants them to be my friends I have a boyfriend I love him a lot we have been dating for like 4 years know but he used to cheat on me I stayed esunm eyawekugin setykw demo aylmdgin sorry menamn Yelena degami gin cheat yadegbgnal this days gin he changed a lot he stopped everything and his being really sweet but I lost my trust and interest on him min telalchu esti
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Hello guys, I'm 22 and a girl. So... some weird things started to happen a few months ago. My sis and I are dating these 2 best friend guys for 3 years . We're all the same age.We were actually friends from high school. Here's the thing, my sister's bf acts really weird around me. Whenever we go on a double date , I catch him staring at me a lot. He storms off when he catches me and my bf making out. He appreciates my personality unlike my bf who usually admires my face and body. He's been with me in my hardest times...like when my mom died he stayed over for days mnamn. He often quarrels with my bf for not taking care of me. I mean he's more supportive than my bf...no offense. There was a time where we got to be alone for some reason and we talked stuffs. It's like I'm more comfortable and confident when I'm with him. I told him things I never told my bf. He's a great listener.And then he told me that things were different about us. At last I suddenly got a feeling of attraction towards him...we were literally about to make out .. but my sister and bf showed up. They didn't catch us tough. So now this quarantine came up..but he calls and texts me everyday asking me if I'm okay. One day on the phone, we came up with this idea to come clean and he told me that he had a crush on me since highschool and still loves me. I was in shook and couldn't say a word. I just hang up the phone and froze. The next days there were Soo many calls and texts that I didn't took, but then I texted him that I need some time to think it all over. He told me that he would wait for me and not to worry. That was 4 days ago. I haven't talked to him since... I just don't want to hurt my sister and bf but at the same time I kinda have feelings for him. So guys , please I need your help. What should I do???
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Hello guys, I'm 22 and a girl. So... some weird things started to happen a few months ago. My sis and I are dating these 2 best friend guys for 3 years . We're all the same age.We were actually friends from high school. Here's the thing, my sister's bf acts really weird around me. Whenever we go on a double date , I catch him staring at me a lot. He storms off when he catches me and my bf making out. He appreciates my personality unlike my bf who usually admires my face and body. He's been with me in my hardest times...like when my mom died he stayed over for days mnamn. He often quarrels with my bf for not taking care of me. I mean he's more supportive than my bf...no offense. There was a time where we got to be alone for some reason and we talked stuffs. It's like I'm more comfortable and confident when I'm with him. I told him things I never told my bf. He's a great listener.And then he told me that things were different about us. At last I suddenly got a feeling of attraction towards him...we were literally about to make out .. but my sister and bf showed up. They didn't catch us tough. So now this quarantine came up..but he calls and texts me everyday asking me if I'm okay. One day on the phone, we came up with this idea to come clean and he told me that he had a crush on me since highschool and still loves me. I was in shook and couldn't say a word. I just hang up the phone and froze. The next days there were Soo many calls and texts that I didn't took, but then I texted him that I need some time to think it all over. He told me that he would wait for me and not to worry. That was 4 days ago. I haven't talked to him since... I just don't want to hurt my sister and bf but at the same time I kinda have feelings for him. So guys , please I need your help. What should I do???
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Please administer approve my vent so I have one question for guys is it normal to have unnecessary conversation with lots of guls when u have girl friend? What will be ur reaction if ur gul found those unnecessary conversation n she disappointed by u , will u stop chatting and flirting around if the gul u say u luv the most feel sad with the thing u do or will u keep it doing secretly. Please tell me is it normal? My dude flirt with different guls. I saw many texts n I told him to stop n he agree n apologize buh he keep doing it again and again he even lie to me. He always tell me that am special n he nvr compare those guls with me buh wat I see is different he tell the guls that he is tired of me n our thing is a matter of time,n he tell them that he is with me coz he just can't find another gul. Is it right?
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Please administer approve my vent so I have one question for guys is it normal to have unnecessary conversation with lots of guls when u have girl friend? What will be ur reaction if ur gul found those unnecessary conversation n she disappointed by u , will u stop chatting and flirting around if the gul u say u luv the most feel sad with the thing u do or will u keep it doing secretly. Please tell me is it normal? My dude flirt with different guls. I saw many texts n I told him to stop n he agree n apologize buh he keep doing it again and again he even lie to me. He always tell me that am special n he nvr compare those guls with me buh wat I see is different he tell the guls that he is tired of me n our thing is a matter of time,n he tell them that he is with me coz he just can't find another gul. Is it right?
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I can't afford the messes i done and my entire life is dismissed.. And now i am incapable of doing anything if i commit suicide i know it will be the worest scenario.. If i try to live i can't...i am in capable of living... And if i wait normal death i didn't know when it comes... Wt a messy life i don't want to live.. But i had to live without any reason i am hopless i needed to die.. Wt shall i do.. 🤔
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I can't afford the messes i done and my entire life is dismissed.. And now i am incapable of doing anything if i commit suicide i know it will be the worest scenario.. If i try to live i can't...i am in capable of living... And if i wait normal death i didn't know when it comes... Wt a messy life i don't want to live.. But i had to live without any reason i am hopless i needed to die.. Wt shall i do.. 🤔
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I am im probably the hardest college in Ethiopia.and i knew i didnt want to go there but my family forced me too.and i dont wanna disappoint them but i hate it there .i dont fit in everyone thinks im stupid no matter how i study and when i actually try to make a change there is something that puts me down like a teachers insult or fake rumors .and i basically started getting disappointed with my grades and lost intrest in the subject .im 3 yr now i dont know what to do .im just not happy .would u drop out if u were me?
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I am im probably the hardest college in Ethiopia.and i knew i didnt want to go there but my family forced me too.and i dont wanna disappoint them but i hate it there .i dont fit in everyone thinks im stupid no matter how i study and when i actually try to make a change there is something that puts me down like a teachers insult or fake rumors .and i basically started getting disappointed with my grades and lost intrest in the subject .im 3 yr now i dont know what to do .im just not happy .would u drop out if u were me?
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As a warning i am a 15 years old girl so i would really appreciate if you scroll it down if you are going to insult me or say that that i am 'lij' for this stuff. So there are a couple of things that are going in my life
1. I am really a smart student. I learn in the most hardest school in our city and still i am bearing with easily. The thing here is i feel that i am used. A person that haven't spoke to me in ages will remember me for the sake of their assignments. Until these days i was okay with that even though i spent hours and hours working my ass off on it. You know what it hurts here is they don't remember me the next day heck not even after a minute they are back to their world and i am just sitting here hoping they will message me or atleast respond to my messages but Truth hurts. I can't say no to them.
2. I am addicted to masturbation and I don't know how to stop it. I feel like it sooo wrong after everytime i do.
3. I never let my self thing about ANYTHING rather than school. I know you would say that's the only thing u should be worried about. But hey i don't let myself think about even my siblings, my families...even the 'peoples using me' stuff i just think about it for a moment and later forgot it but nowadays i can't bear with it. I don't know anything about myself and i know this will affect me one day.
4. I can be friends with anyone thanks to my qedada milas and I don't know where the real me stands.
So all in one the problem here is i feel like my future is slipping from my hands even though i feel like i can control myself but it is all disappearing like a smoke. I feel like I can't control it later if i can't stop it now so pleaseeeeee help in anyway you can
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As a warning i am a 15 years old girl so i would really appreciate if you scroll it down if you are going to insult me or say that that i am 'lij' for this stuff. So there are a couple of things that are going in my life
1. I am really a smart student. I learn in the most hardest school in our city and still i am bearing with easily. The thing here is i feel that i am used. A person that haven't spoke to me in ages will remember me for the sake of their assignments. Until these days i was okay with that even though i spent hours and hours working my ass off on it. You know what it hurts here is they don't remember me the next day heck not even after a minute they are back to their world and i am just sitting here hoping they will message me or atleast respond to my messages but Truth hurts. I can't say no to them.
2. I am addicted to masturbation and I don't know how to stop it. I feel like it sooo wrong after everytime i do.
3. I never let my self thing about ANYTHING rather than school. I know you would say that's the only thing u should be worried about. But hey i don't let myself think about even my siblings, my families...even the 'peoples using me' stuff i just think about it for a moment and later forgot it but nowadays i can't bear with it. I don't know anything about myself and i know this will affect me one day.
4. I can be friends with anyone thanks to my qedada milas and I don't know where the real me stands.
So all in one the problem here is i feel like my future is slipping from my hands even though i feel like i can control myself but it is all disappearing like a smoke. I feel like I can't control it later if i can't stop it now so pleaseeeeee help in anyway you can
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I don't know how this has to go. I am 21 and a girl. so the thing is ever since i've been in a relationship, my bfs wanted to intimidate me for sex(hope some of you are calling me dumb). I mean I get it yeah and i've read many books about relationship and i've come to know that girls want to show their love by caring, doing some emotional things and so on while guys like to be touching, engage in some kind of sexual stuff. So I wanted to accept that and even if i'm the type of girl who likes to wear so much decent wears that look close to grandpa's sweaters, I tried to change some part of it assuming they may not like it and even too much exposure was there sometimes, just for change. After all what I want to say is that I don't enjoy let's sext or clap that ass for me parts. I do really get them irritating. And I'm afraid if it's a normal expected thing in any kind of relationship. Cause if that's so, all I feel about it is that they're considering me as a sex material and that degrades the place I have for them. I'm not thinking of jumping into another relationship but I am wondering if there's any problem with me.
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I don't know how this has to go. I am 21 and a girl. so the thing is ever since i've been in a relationship, my bfs wanted to intimidate me for sex(hope some of you are calling me dumb). I mean I get it yeah and i've read many books about relationship and i've come to know that girls want to show their love by caring, doing some emotional things and so on while guys like to be touching, engage in some kind of sexual stuff. So I wanted to accept that and even if i'm the type of girl who likes to wear so much decent wears that look close to grandpa's sweaters, I tried to change some part of it assuming they may not like it and even too much exposure was there sometimes, just for change. After all what I want to say is that I don't enjoy let's sext or clap that ass for me parts. I do really get them irritating. And I'm afraid if it's a normal expected thing in any kind of relationship. Cause if that's so, all I feel about it is that they're considering me as a sex material and that degrades the place I have for them. I'm not thinking of jumping into another relationship but I am wondering if there's any problem with me.
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I really need advice. I'm 15. I don't know where to start so when my mom was pregnant to me my father cheated and left because of this my mom always blamed me and we became broke ever since. I used to be the dumbest in my family and that rly got to me one day my brother told me i wouldn't be successful or rich if it isn't for my looks and i was only grade 4 ezane. I always had a problem wz fitting in, i was dumb i was just a pretty face nothing more they used to say but then got amazing friends, i changed everything i got smarter, i started to love ppl( my brother i thought he was z best), i also got a scholarship which i rly wanted because my brother learns there. But then i hate the school, i don't like reading now i hv no interest anymore. My mom is always on my nerve when i read and try to get back on track she'll say come and help me and i do eko I'm cool wz that gin if i forget anything she always shouts at me and tell me I'm worthless but she never asks my brother to do shit gin ezanem i pulled it together. I'm obsessed wz having an experience and some of my friends told me hving a bf is amazing and stuff so i tried it out but i hated it malt it wasn't who i am so i broke it off. And because of all z shit that happens at home I'm always trying to be happy or at least try to smile. I also help this friend malt she tried to kill herself so I'm always joking around trying to make her feel gud. And most of my friends are boys i think there easy to talk to but i think my big brother hear this thing that i flirt wz guys mnamn gin geta meskere nw i only see them like brothers or friends gin he wasn't even willing to ask me keza he ignored me like i don't exist the saddest part is that he was my everything. now i just don't wanna bother ppl wz my problems and i feel like i hv nothing to live for my family doesn't love me ik ur gonna say they just can show it gin they rly don't, my friends don't care lengeru friends don't last adel, i lost interest in everything. I just don't see hw it can get better. Ow ya and i might hv cancer???????? tnks for reading i needed someone to listen.
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I really need advice. I'm 15. I don't know where to start so when my mom was pregnant to me my father cheated and left because of this my mom always blamed me and we became broke ever since. I used to be the dumbest in my family and that rly got to me one day my brother told me i wouldn't be successful or rich if it isn't for my looks and i was only grade 4 ezane. I always had a problem wz fitting in, i was dumb i was just a pretty face nothing more they used to say but then got amazing friends, i changed everything i got smarter, i started to love ppl( my brother i thought he was z best), i also got a scholarship which i rly wanted because my brother learns there. But then i hate the school, i don't like reading now i hv no interest anymore. My mom is always on my nerve when i read and try to get back on track she'll say come and help me and i do eko I'm cool wz that gin if i forget anything she always shouts at me and tell me I'm worthless but she never asks my brother to do shit gin ezanem i pulled it together. I'm obsessed wz having an experience and some of my friends told me hving a bf is amazing and stuff so i tried it out but i hated it malt it wasn't who i am so i broke it off. And because of all z shit that happens at home I'm always trying to be happy or at least try to smile. I also help this friend malt she tried to kill herself so I'm always joking around trying to make her feel gud. And most of my friends are boys i think there easy to talk to but i think my big brother hear this thing that i flirt wz guys mnamn gin geta meskere nw i only see them like brothers or friends gin he wasn't even willing to ask me keza he ignored me like i don't exist the saddest part is that he was my everything. now i just don't wanna bother ppl wz my problems and i feel like i hv nothing to live for my family doesn't love me ik ur gonna say they just can show it gin they rly don't, my friends don't care lengeru friends don't last adel, i lost interest in everything. I just don't see hw it can get better. Ow ya and i might hv cancer???????? tnks for reading i needed someone to listen.
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Hi I'm a girl who's turning 20 in few months.
I know my problem might not be serious and y'all might wonder saying is this a joke or something but I really need someone's opinion about this. I used to be smart like really smart, I was the in top 3 students of the school, but in 9th grade I got in a new school and my grades plummeted like I went from the smart girl who teachers adore to the girl who constantly get strikes.
But the next year I changed school and I was back on track, my grades were getting good and I was at top 3 again, this time from my class ofcourse. Anyways things were going smooth till the end of my senior year, that's when I lost everything.
I used to able to have a conversation with people in a different professions malt I used to have my own opinions on the issues they can raise with me, I used to be good enough, my family used to be proud of me but now I feel so uncomfortable and inferior when I'm around my friends having a nice conversation and I can't even be able to say something. Heck I even search on Google '' how to spell extraordinary'' while I'm texting, I feel stuck everytime I try to think or talk. I hate it when I see the ''meh she doesn't know anything look'' on people's faces, I hate it when they see me as less, I hate it when they leave me out of a conversation about a really different subject just cause they think I'm not smart enough to keep up. My self-esteem is crushed and I'm scared I might be going to suffocate in depression cause I can feel myself in that place.
Some of you might be thinking that I'm ungrateful or ''lezich nw... '' but yes this is my struggle and I want my old self back so bad, I want to feel good enough again.
I wish somebody could give me something on it.
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Hey Unihorse????
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Hi I'm a girl who's turning 20 in few months.
I know my problem might not be serious and y'all might wonder saying is this a joke or something but I really need someone's opinion about this. I used to be smart like really smart, I was the in top 3 students of the school, but in 9th grade I got in a new school and my grades plummeted like I went from the smart girl who teachers adore to the girl who constantly get strikes.
But the next year I changed school and I was back on track, my grades were getting good and I was at top 3 again, this time from my class ofcourse. Anyways things were going smooth till the end of my senior year, that's when I lost everything.
I used to able to have a conversation with people in a different professions malt I used to have my own opinions on the issues they can raise with me, I used to be good enough, my family used to be proud of me but now I feel so uncomfortable and inferior when I'm around my friends having a nice conversation and I can't even be able to say something. Heck I even search on Google '' how to spell extraordinary'' while I'm texting, I feel stuck everytime I try to think or talk. I hate it when I see the ''meh she doesn't know anything look'' on people's faces, I hate it when they see me as less, I hate it when they leave me out of a conversation about a really different subject just cause they think I'm not smart enough to keep up. My self-esteem is crushed and I'm scared I might be going to suffocate in depression cause I can feel myself in that place.
Some of you might be thinking that I'm ungrateful or ''lezich nw... '' but yes this is my struggle and I want my old self back so bad, I want to feel good enough again.
I wish somebody could give me something on it.
#School #Agitation
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Hey everyone how r you guys holding up in this Corona situation. I am a girl n 20 yrs old. I have spent a lot of things in my life for over 16 years. My parents specially my dad is not a person that I am proud of to have. It doesn't mean that I hate him it's because of him I am here in this world to share my stories with you all. Here it is my mom is the strongest woman n mom I have ever seen in my entire life she is patient,kind,n a mom to all who wants her help. My dad is a complete opposite of her. Yterateral,lijochun mistun ayamnm,mebeletn aywedm,manm milewn aysemam.he is not grateful to everyone one of us doings for him. He used to drung a lot n kick my mom alot until she was bleeding.🙈 growing up seeing ur mom like that is so hurt breaking 😞😞😞😞😞. I was 5 years old when he started to behave like that n keeps doing it until he was ill 3 years since. But my mom hold all of the grudges he have done to her for her childrens. And she is still leaving with him.but even if he is sick he still yell at her,push her to fall,....when we r not around. She always cried. She have never be happy. I don't know what to do to take her out of this mess. Please help me😞😞😞😞
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Hey everyone how r you guys holding up in this Corona situation. I am a girl n 20 yrs old. I have spent a lot of things in my life for over 16 years. My parents specially my dad is not a person that I am proud of to have. It doesn't mean that I hate him it's because of him I am here in this world to share my stories with you all. Here it is my mom is the strongest woman n mom I have ever seen in my entire life she is patient,kind,n a mom to all who wants her help. My dad is a complete opposite of her. Yterateral,lijochun mistun ayamnm,mebeletn aywedm,manm milewn aysemam.he is not grateful to everyone one of us doings for him. He used to drung a lot n kick my mom alot until she was bleeding.🙈 growing up seeing ur mom like that is so hurt breaking 😞😞😞😞😞. I was 5 years old when he started to behave like that n keeps doing it until he was ill 3 years since. But my mom hold all of the grudges he have done to her for her childrens. And she is still leaving with him.but even if he is sick he still yell at her,push her to fall,....when we r not around. She always cried. She have never be happy. I don't know what to do to take her out of this mess. Please help me😞😞😞😞
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i need support. i'm 16 years . that's crazy but i have broken multiple times.but the second one was very hard . i was in love with him but i don't even know who he was. i know him in social media. he was too lovely but after times he told me that he is in love with another girl and gave me another boys phone number to forget him but i can't what do you'll advice me?
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i need support. i'm 16 years . that's crazy but i have broken multiple times.but the second one was very hard . i was in love with him but i don't even know who he was. i know him in social media. he was too lovely but after times he told me that he is in love with another girl and gave me another boys phone number to forget him but i can't what do you'll advice me?
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If you do not lie to a girl and she agrees to do something that may not be in her best interest and might actually end up regrating it,is it still cool to go for it as along as she is willing to?
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If you do not lie to a girl and she agrees to do something that may not be in her best interest and might actually end up regrating it,is it still cool to go for it as along as she is willing to?