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So my vent is my bestfriends father passed away recently and it was a sudden lose and I went to her house
But the thing is I don't know how to help her
I don't know what to do to make her feel better
And for the first time in my entire life I'm lost with words
The right words to say to her so that I'd make her feel like she's not alone
And she's not letting her self grieve like a normal person would she's holding onto the pain and she's over thinking everything inside of her and I know that ain't healthy and It's my first time to ever experience this kind of stuff I mean comforting someone when their beloved are gone
I'm so sad that I couldn't do shit about
I feel helpless
It's been 3 days since I came but I'm feeling useless
If I could take this and everything I'd but I'm so sad and it makes me cry
I feel like I lost her
I feel like she's the one who passed away
I feel like she's dying inside
And I'm not doing anything about it
I feel so helpless😭
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Hello everyone
Hope y'll aight.
So my vent is my bestfriends father passed away recently and it was a sudden lose and I went to her house
But the thing is I don't know how to help her
I don't know what to do to make her feel better
And for the first time in my entire life I'm lost with words
The right words to say to her so that I'd make her feel like she's not alone
And she's not letting her self grieve like a normal person would she's holding onto the pain and she's over thinking everything inside of her and I know that ain't healthy and It's my first time to ever experience this kind of stuff I mean comforting someone when their beloved are gone
I'm so sad that I couldn't do shit about
I feel helpless
It's been 3 days since I came but I'm feeling useless
If I could take this and everything I'd but I'm so sad and it makes me cry
I feel like I lost her
I feel like she's the one who passed away
I feel like she's dying inside
And I'm not doing anything about it
I feel so helpless😭
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This is to people who have lost their dads. First of all i am very sorry for your loss. And second I have a question. I have a friend who lost his father recently and was just wondering is it wrong to playfully say "mn abah/ mn abash" to someone who lost their dad i mean is it offensive or hurtful? Thank You for your time.
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This is to people who have lost their dads. First of all i am very sorry for your loss. And second I have a question. I have a friend who lost his father recently and was just wondering is it wrong to playfully say "mn abah/ mn abash" to someone who lost their dad i mean is it offensive or hurtful? Thank You for your time.
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I wanted to gent this here for a while... I'm new to dating and other stuff .. so lets say I went on a date can everyone who see's this vent tell me what to talk about to keep the conversation going on dates.. Thanks
This will also help other people just browse the comments and check out peoples great replays and use that for your advantages! I know I'm not the only one who is afraid of that akward silence moments!
So everyone contribute one topic and let's help eachother out!!!!
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I wanted to gent this here for a while... I'm new to dating and other stuff .. so lets say I went on a date can everyone who see's this vent tell me what to talk about to keep the conversation going on dates.. Thanks
This will also help other people just browse the comments and check out peoples great replays and use that for your advantages! I know I'm not the only one who is afraid of that akward silence moments!
So everyone contribute one topic and let's help eachother out!!!!
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hi mom let me tell u is not make u a mom eko seleweledesheg I have never seen a mom like u may be anchi enate batehoge noro I may be a better person u killed me in every sight of ur eyes insult me like I did wrong but I don't.. u hated me u ignored me u leave me alone when I needed u..and punish me like hell .. mom why why the only thing I do wrong is kanchi mewelede.. now I don't what love is ..and what life is mom I can't sleep I can't laugh..bc the only thing u teach me is to be numb and hate my siblings why mom why please aprove this or am gonna die I need advice
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hi mom let me tell u is not make u a mom eko seleweledesheg I have never seen a mom like u may be anchi enate batehoge noro I may be a better person u killed me in every sight of ur eyes insult me like I did wrong but I don't.. u hated me u ignored me u leave me alone when I needed u..and punish me like hell .. mom why why the only thing I do wrong is kanchi mewelede.. now I don't what love is ..and what life is mom I can't sleep I can't laugh..bc the only thing u teach me is to be numb and hate my siblings why mom why please aprove this or am gonna die I need advice
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This is my first time venting, Here is the thing.
I am in love with agirl who is living abroad and already engaged. We start talking just as afriend on Facebook. She told me that she do have a boy friend at the time. Calling each other and talking about everything like sex and naughty stuff was our daily thing. After long time friendship like after 4 or 5yrs, we start doin some weird stuffs on phone like phone sex ena she send me some nude pic, show me her stuffs on video call and she told me that she loved me. We never mate in person. My feeling for her increased everyday... we call each other everyday bc she was alone far away from her bf.
She told me that she will come to Ethiopia and will have good times with me. I hoped too much and even start thinking about how to convince her to merry when she came...but the thing i didn't expect happened last year when her bf got ajob at the city she lived and start over living together. She started to ignore me, we didn't talk as usual just she called me sometimes when her bf is away....but my love for her is the same and still she gives me hopes. At the end of the day i heard another bad news before amonth ago that she got pregnant. It was really heart breaking for me. But still i love her madly...I tried my best to move on but i cant. ....please guys help me out from this miserable life....i need your constructive advices from those who had experiences.
Thank you in advance!!
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This is my first time venting, Here is the thing.
I am in love with agirl who is living abroad and already engaged. We start talking just as afriend on Facebook. She told me that she do have a boy friend at the time. Calling each other and talking about everything like sex and naughty stuff was our daily thing. After long time friendship like after 4 or 5yrs, we start doin some weird stuffs on phone like phone sex ena she send me some nude pic, show me her stuffs on video call and she told me that she loved me. We never mate in person. My feeling for her increased everyday... we call each other everyday bc she was alone far away from her bf.
She told me that she will come to Ethiopia and will have good times with me. I hoped too much and even start thinking about how to convince her to merry when she came...but the thing i didn't expect happened last year when her bf got ajob at the city she lived and start over living together. She started to ignore me, we didn't talk as usual just she called me sometimes when her bf is away....but my love for her is the same and still she gives me hopes. At the end of the day i heard another bad news before amonth ago that she got pregnant. It was really heart breaking for me. But still i love her madly...I tried my best to move on but i cant. ....please guys help me out from this miserable life....i need your constructive advices from those who had experiences.
Thank you in advance!!
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Why me? Why am I supposed to pass through this all pain like whyyyyy... I don't even know the exact reason behind my pain but am really feeling the pain in my heart it's really painful that I have no words to express it... it's obviously something but couldn't figure out the exact point since I have passed through many painful situations though am really grateful for everything but I don't know why am crying for.. is that because I have lost my trust on someone I called my sister maybe it's because she's jealous but that won't change anything,is that because I have lost my trust on someone who I would do anything for...he used to say I was his everything but left me as if we were nothing.... btw am already over him but wanna know the reason behind this breakup scenario as I vented before but u know what he asked for forgiveness now...he said that he have lied many things before but I really don't care about him like I don't want him but I have lost my trust cause of him.. just wanna know the reason why would u guys lie?? Am really disappointed like why would u guys lie like why... does that make u feel better... do u think that makes u a hero?? Am I the only girl whose passing through this...I would appreciate if I could get someone who can advice like brother and sister... thanks in advance
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Why me? Why am I supposed to pass through this all pain like whyyyyy... I don't even know the exact reason behind my pain but am really feeling the pain in my heart it's really painful that I have no words to express it... it's obviously something but couldn't figure out the exact point since I have passed through many painful situations though am really grateful for everything but I don't know why am crying for.. is that because I have lost my trust on someone I called my sister maybe it's because she's jealous but that won't change anything,is that because I have lost my trust on someone who I would do anything for...he used to say I was his everything but left me as if we were nothing.... btw am already over him but wanna know the reason behind this breakup scenario as I vented before but u know what he asked for forgiveness now...he said that he have lied many things before but I really don't care about him like I don't want him but I have lost my trust cause of him.. just wanna know the reason why would u guys lie?? Am really disappointed like why would u guys lie like why... does that make u feel better... do u think that makes u a hero?? Am I the only girl whose passing through this...I would appreciate if I could get someone who can advice like brother and sister... thanks in advance
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hey guys i am a 17 years old i am lost and i am afraid.
i feel like i am going to waste my life and at the end
im gona die regreting it. I feel that i am not gona pass
on anything usefull and i feel i am gona be forgotten with in minutes.
I have all these hopes and dreams but i never do anything to get me
closer to them. I procastinate and procastinate and procastinate.
My heart breaks when i relise i am just a mediocre teenager because
that exactly who i dont wana be. I am afraid im gona feel this way forever.
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hey guys i am a 17 years old i am lost and i am afraid.
i feel like i am going to waste my life and at the end
im gona die regreting it. I feel that i am not gona pass
on anything usefull and i feel i am gona be forgotten with in minutes.
I have all these hopes and dreams but i never do anything to get me
closer to them. I procastinate and procastinate and procastinate.
My heart breaks when i relise i am just a mediocre teenager because
that exactly who i dont wana be. I am afraid im gona feel this way forever.
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Please stop culture-ising Depression
This can not be said enough! All these retarded bored dopi kids pull out the depression card everytime they are bored or just sad or something to look cool or whatever. Sijemer how depression makes u look cool is beyond me.
Also the real ones that need help and support are being totally cast out because they're afraid to speak. Not only is it for us embarassing to talk about we also don't want to be associated with those idiots fearing people might think we are lying about it.
People with the real thing don't even show it on their profiles, bios or names or even in person. That's all bs. I hate those retards
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Please stop culture-ising Depression
This can not be said enough! All these retarded bored dopi kids pull out the depression card everytime they are bored or just sad or something to look cool or whatever. Sijemer how depression makes u look cool is beyond me.
Also the real ones that need help and support are being totally cast out because they're afraid to speak. Not only is it for us embarassing to talk about we also don't want to be associated with those idiots fearing people might think we are lying about it.
People with the real thing don't even show it on their profiles, bios or names or even in person. That's all bs. I hate those retards
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Is it wrong if i want my dad to die? He is ruining our lives like literally!
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Is it wrong if i want my dad to die? He is ruining our lives like literally!
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Hey my problem is that I'm pretty sure that I'm philo phobic. Romantic relationships and intimacy sounds perfect in my mind and I crave them but every time I'm in the verge of getting in to one I will panic, get scared my heart aches my chest hurts I even feel physical pain then I run, I avoid them or friend zone them because I can't bear the anxiety and fear but after that I feel guilty so guilty cause I caused pain to the other person I can't continue like this. Any one who has been in the same situation please share me your story and how you overcome it any advice is welcome.
Tnx in advance.
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Hey my problem is that I'm pretty sure that I'm philo phobic. Romantic relationships and intimacy sounds perfect in my mind and I crave them but every time I'm in the verge of getting in to one I will panic, get scared my heart aches my chest hurts I even feel physical pain then I run, I avoid them or friend zone them because I can't bear the anxiety and fear but after that I feel guilty so guilty cause I caused pain to the other person I can't continue like this. Any one who has been in the same situation please share me your story and how you overcome it any advice is welcome.
Tnx in advance.
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I'm a boy, 25
Few months ago I was surfing the internet and I found out that there are massage parlors in addis, which provide erotic massage services and a happy ending.
I saw that before in porns and I was so curious. I called one of the numbers I found and ordered the outdoor service.
I never had a girlfriend and I only had sex once before that day. I think that's why I was so curious.
I really felt very bad after that but I can't stop it still now.
It has become an addiction.
Its the first thing that I do after I get my monthly salary.
I know it's a sin and it's no different from having sex with prostitutes.
I really want to stop this and I think the first step is to confess to somebody.
That's why I'm here.
Please don't judge.
Helpful comments are very welcome.
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I'm a boy, 25
Few months ago I was surfing the internet and I found out that there are massage parlors in addis, which provide erotic massage services and a happy ending.
I saw that before in porns and I was so curious. I called one of the numbers I found and ordered the outdoor service.
I never had a girlfriend and I only had sex once before that day. I think that's why I was so curious.
I really felt very bad after that but I can't stop it still now.
It has become an addiction.
Its the first thing that I do after I get my monthly salary.
I know it's a sin and it's no different from having sex with prostitutes.
I really want to stop this and I think the first step is to confess to somebody.
That's why I'm here.
Please don't judge.
Helpful comments are very welcome.
Thanks for reading.
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Hey, I'm a senior high school student and here is the thing it was about 4 or 3 months away i started talking to a teacher in my school and he is funny rly friendly becha everything he calls me daily mnamn ena i get used to it then enegenagn mnamn malet jemere keza i refused then i asked him why is obsessed to see me keza gn he said i wanna kiss u mnamn then akorfku😂ena we stopped talking for a while then he is rly convincing man like ymr esat yehone melas nw yalew betau becha we started talking again then he said eshi ahun ende friend lagesh then i said yes gn when i think about it i was scared i mean he is my teacher sew beyayes mnamn demo u nvr know i didn't trust him so i changed my mind then tetalan ena quarantine tejemre gn i guess I'm in love with him hule yedero textachen ayalehu i always think of him ena he is not calling becha I'm dieing i nvr think i will fall for my teacher pls say sth postive ena tell me how to get over him i know i can't be wiz him but i rly rly miss him😔😔😔trust me it's hard to be in this situation
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Hey, I'm a senior high school student and here is the thing it was about 4 or 3 months away i started talking to a teacher in my school and he is funny rly friendly becha everything he calls me daily mnamn ena i get used to it then enegenagn mnamn malet jemere keza i refused then i asked him why is obsessed to see me keza gn he said i wanna kiss u mnamn then akorfku😂ena we stopped talking for a while then he is rly convincing man like ymr esat yehone melas nw yalew betau becha we started talking again then he said eshi ahun ende friend lagesh then i said yes gn when i think about it i was scared i mean he is my teacher sew beyayes mnamn demo u nvr know i didn't trust him so i changed my mind then tetalan ena quarantine tejemre gn i guess I'm in love with him hule yedero textachen ayalehu i always think of him ena he is not calling becha I'm dieing i nvr think i will fall for my teacher pls say sth postive ena tell me how to get over him i know i can't be wiz him but i rly rly miss him😔😔😔trust me it's hard to be in this situation
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Am 21 girl,i saw some vents a little bit same as me but mine is a serious one so here is the thing,nvr had sex before nvr on a date as well n ppl think am decent or normal girl but am NOT i don't even knw when i start masturbating it's like since i was a little(inspired by movies i think)it's actually complicated how i was doing it. Now a days i lv watching porns it rly control my mined i don't even wanna hv sex at all am satisfying my self living my life n i lv it but that's not how the universe work i guess. My parents are so strict they are like typical habeshan parents they say she's chewa menamn. They expect me to have normal life getting married some day but am not sure if am capable of doing such things, i avoid boys it's like idk how to make a conversation when they start flirting. And am scared. Can i hv normal life? Like going on a date falling in lv like a normal girl?
Please help me out guys no joke okay i want ur real advice.
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Am 21 girl,i saw some vents a little bit same as me but mine is a serious one so here is the thing,nvr had sex before nvr on a date as well n ppl think am decent or normal girl but am NOT i don't even knw when i start masturbating it's like since i was a little(inspired by movies i think)it's actually complicated how i was doing it. Now a days i lv watching porns it rly control my mined i don't even wanna hv sex at all am satisfying my self living my life n i lv it but that's not how the universe work i guess. My parents are so strict they are like typical habeshan parents they say she's chewa menamn. They expect me to have normal life getting married some day but am not sure if am capable of doing such things, i avoid boys it's like idk how to make a conversation when they start flirting. And am scared. Can i hv normal life? Like going on a date falling in lv like a normal girl?
Please help me out guys no joke okay i want ur real advice.
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Why me? Why am I supposed to pass through this all pain like whyyyyy... I don't even know the exact reason behind my pain but am really feeling the pain in my heart it's really painful that I have no words to express it... it's obviously something but couldn't figure out the exact point since I have passed through many painful situations though am really grateful for everything but I don't know why am crying for.. is that because I have lost my trust on someone I called my sister maybe it's because she's jealous but that won't change anything,is that because I have lost my trust on someone who I would do anything for...he used to say I was his everything but left me as if we were nothing.... btw am already over him but wanna know the reason behind this breakup scenario as I vented before but u know what he asked for forgiveness now...he said that he have lied many things before but I really don't care about him like I don't want him but I have lost my trust cause of him.. just wanna know the reason why would u guys lie?? Am really disappointed like why would u guys lie like why... does that make u feel better... do u think that makes u a hero?? Am I the only girl whose passing through this...I would appreciate if I could get someone who can advice like brother and sister... thanks in advance
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Why me? Why am I supposed to pass through this all pain like whyyyyy... I don't even know the exact reason behind my pain but am really feeling the pain in my heart it's really painful that I have no words to express it... it's obviously something but couldn't figure out the exact point since I have passed through many painful situations though am really grateful for everything but I don't know why am crying for.. is that because I have lost my trust on someone I called my sister maybe it's because she's jealous but that won't change anything,is that because I have lost my trust on someone who I would do anything for...he used to say I was his everything but left me as if we were nothing.... btw am already over him but wanna know the reason behind this breakup scenario as I vented before but u know what he asked for forgiveness now...he said that he have lied many things before but I really don't care about him like I don't want him but I have lost my trust cause of him.. just wanna know the reason why would u guys lie?? Am really disappointed like why would u guys lie like why... does that make u feel better... do u think that makes u a hero?? Am I the only girl whose passing through this...I would appreciate if I could get someone who can advice like brother and sister... thanks in advance
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hey i wanna know what is father love like ena I really need advise how to build that feeling with my father
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hey i wanna know what is father love like ena I really need advise how to build that feeling with my father
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Am 26 years old Man. I dont know if this helps, but God am drifting, Nothing I try to do doesn't work out!!! It really sucks, i was energetic, get inspired, creative...none of the would matter. I try and am failing. And my colleagues are getting in line with their careers, r.ships and .... Mee, i don't even know where i am at any more. What I am trying to achieve? Am starting to lose it.
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Am 26 years old Man. I dont know if this helps, but God am drifting, Nothing I try to do doesn't work out!!! It really sucks, i was energetic, get inspired, creative...none of the would matter. I try and am failing. And my colleagues are getting in line with their careers, r.ships and .... Mee, i don't even know where i am at any more. What I am trying to achieve? Am starting to lose it.
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HEY guys first time venting
I’m a girl and I just started a new relationship with this person who i just love. The thing is I do this thing where I hate him for like a day. I want to break up for a day and I treat him bad and I say bad things for a day. Then the second day I’m back to loving him. I say good things to him and just be good girlfriend to him I feel like I have mood swings it hurts because I’m hurting him and myself cause i can’t face the consequences of my actions I’m really messed up cause my ex really abused me and this is like the best relationship anyone can get and I don’t want to fuck it. I can’t think of breaking up cause I love him but sometimes I think I’ll just make the decision when I’m feeling like I hate him. I’m miserable how do I make myself better for him I want to cuz he always gets confused and ask me what my problem is anyone can relate? Advices pls and be Good
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HEY guys first time venting
I’m a girl and I just started a new relationship with this person who i just love. The thing is I do this thing where I hate him for like a day. I want to break up for a day and I treat him bad and I say bad things for a day. Then the second day I’m back to loving him. I say good things to him and just be good girlfriend to him I feel like I have mood swings it hurts because I’m hurting him and myself cause i can’t face the consequences of my actions I’m really messed up cause my ex really abused me and this is like the best relationship anyone can get and I don’t want to fuck it. I can’t think of breaking up cause I love him but sometimes I think I’ll just make the decision when I’m feeling like I hate him. I’m miserable how do I make myself better for him I want to cuz he always gets confused and ask me what my problem is anyone can relate? Advices pls and be Good
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Quick question, guys you have a friend that’s a girl and you guys are pretty close and then you end up getting a girlfriend but she says you need to stop whatever you have with the friend that is a girl what do you do?
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Quick question, guys you have a friend that’s a girl and you guys are pretty close and then you end up getting a girlfriend but she says you need to stop whatever you have with the friend that is a girl what do you do?
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Hey so here is the thing there was this neighbor of mine which I am starting to like and I letter found out that he has a girlfriend and all the felling that I don't know I have started to came out I don't know if it's because of all the stress and tension becouse of corona coused it or I have been trying to avoid it but I started to feel like I am unworthy and nobody would ever date me I started to think all the past crushes that I have and believe me none of them were interested in me and I started to feel out places between my friends and I start avoiding mirrors and whenmy friends tried to explain to me that I am beautiful I started to think it was because they felt sorry for me and now I don't rly know what to do am I rly starting to get worried about my self but I still feel like I should have a bigger ass I should have longer hair...etc I complain about everything can u guys help me I feel like I am digging my own grave but there is nothing I can do I lost my self confidence what should I do plssss help me
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Hey so here is the thing there was this neighbor of mine which I am starting to like and I letter found out that he has a girlfriend and all the felling that I don't know I have started to came out I don't know if it's because of all the stress and tension becouse of corona coused it or I have been trying to avoid it but I started to feel like I am unworthy and nobody would ever date me I started to think all the past crushes that I have and believe me none of them were interested in me and I started to feel out places between my friends and I start avoiding mirrors and whenmy friends tried to explain to me that I am beautiful I started to think it was because they felt sorry for me and now I don't rly know what to do am I rly starting to get worried about my self but I still feel like I should have a bigger ass I should have longer hair...etc I complain about everything can u guys help me I feel like I am digging my own grave but there is nothing I can do I lost my self confidence what should I do plssss help me
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This is my first vent so be kind. About 4 years ago i was a senior in highschool i was in love with the most beautiful amazing girl. She was the best thing in my life she treated me so well and even if we werent together for that long we had a lot of great memories. Then school endend and she went abroad for college but she made me promise that we would stay together and that i would wait for her until she came the next summer. But a lot things changed after she left she got rly busy with school i guess and she couldn't give me the love and attention she used to so i got very frustrated and I cheated on her. Ik i messed up rly bad so i told her what I did and she forgave me just like that but i just couldn't forgive myself so i broke it off. Ever since then haven't been the nicest guy to be with I've been selfish, heartless and I've hurt a lot of ppl that didn't deserve it. But time went on and i found someoene else that was right for me I've been faithful to her and done my best to do right by her. The girl i broke up with in higschool and I still keep in touch and about a month back she came back home cuz of the whole situation. After she came we started spending a lot of time together and she told me she still has all the feelings she had for me and she hasn't moved on. A part of me hasnt moved on either, ik I'm with someone else now but i can't help how I feel. She told me she's back for good now and she won't leave me a second time but idk it feels like I'm screwing over another person i rly care about whatever decision I make. And i can't do that again.
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This is my first vent so be kind. About 4 years ago i was a senior in highschool i was in love with the most beautiful amazing girl. She was the best thing in my life she treated me so well and even if we werent together for that long we had a lot of great memories. Then school endend and she went abroad for college but she made me promise that we would stay together and that i would wait for her until she came the next summer. But a lot things changed after she left she got rly busy with school i guess and she couldn't give me the love and attention she used to so i got very frustrated and I cheated on her. Ik i messed up rly bad so i told her what I did and she forgave me just like that but i just couldn't forgive myself so i broke it off. Ever since then haven't been the nicest guy to be with I've been selfish, heartless and I've hurt a lot of ppl that didn't deserve it. But time went on and i found someoene else that was right for me I've been faithful to her and done my best to do right by her. The girl i broke up with in higschool and I still keep in touch and about a month back she came back home cuz of the whole situation. After she came we started spending a lot of time together and she told me she still has all the feelings she had for me and she hasn't moved on. A part of me hasnt moved on either, ik I'm with someone else now but i can't help how I feel. She told me she's back for good now and she won't leave me a second time but idk it feels like I'm screwing over another person i rly care about whatever decision I make. And i can't do that again.
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