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Am 20 yrs old(girl), itβs been almost 2 yrs since i hv being single. I never dated or flirted with a guy for almost 2 yrs. ena becha somehow i liked a boy. I saw him in a cafe while Eating breakfast with my friends. Hule hamus or arb arb menged lay or yehone bota ayewalw eneteyayalen gn beka metewawk felge i got soo afraid and shy. Becha gizew behede kutr memokr felku keza my friends ebd yehonch friend astewawkchign keza be social media mawerat jemrn u know what i mean π. Itβs funny to this but here i go he is z only guy am flirting with. And now i feel like he is flirting back. Gn demo yechenkal eyekeldem eyemeselgn nw becha confused hognalew. I wanna be in serious r/nship with full of love,time,attention,effort and of course honesty.
And i want z r/nship to be official.
Shall i give it a try or what.
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Am 20 yrs old(girl), itβs been almost 2 yrs since i hv being single. I never dated or flirted with a guy for almost 2 yrs. ena becha somehow i liked a boy. I saw him in a cafe while Eating breakfast with my friends. Hule hamus or arb arb menged lay or yehone bota ayewalw eneteyayalen gn beka metewawk felge i got soo afraid and shy. Becha gizew behede kutr memokr felku keza my friends ebd yehonch friend astewawkchign keza be social media mawerat jemrn u know what i mean π. Itβs funny to this but here i go he is z only guy am flirting with. And now i feel like he is flirting back. Gn demo yechenkal eyekeldem eyemeselgn nw becha confused hognalew. I wanna be in serious r/nship with full of love,time,attention,effort and of course honesty.
And i want z r/nship to be official.
Shall i give it a try or what.
Need ur help
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How am I supposed to move on?
How am I supposed to move on when everything in town was "our thing"?
It was our thing to go to cinemas, eat everywhere and enjoy Addis.
How am I supposed to move on when every Teddy Afro is "our song"?
It was our thing to sing to each other in every road trip and never miss his concerts.
How am I supposed to move on, when school was memorable just because you were on it?
5 years of hell were made heaven because you graced it.
How am I supposed to move on when we have been to every cafe,bar, restaurant, club and we made so many memories in them? So many crazy laughs and so many deep conversations. π
How can I move on the best part of me with you?
How can I move on when I don't know life without you?
After all, it should be done. You have chosen to move on and be brave. I have also come to understanding why people say "it's better to have loved and lost, than not to have loved at all". Though you have left, in the years we were together, I have built a conscientious personality. I understand I can't rip off all the memories but make peace with them. I am grateful for having met you. I am really grateful for the past 7 years as they have thought me alot. I might need to move to a new city or even country to escape your haunting memory but with time ,I will be ok. I will be that same vibrant, optimistic,cheerful boy only this time I will become a man. A man that has been through a lot and has come out unscathed.
I wish you all the best. I wish you love and happiness. Most important of all, I hope he will see the fire in you and support you in chasing your dreams.
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How am I supposed to move on?
How am I supposed to move on when everything in town was "our thing"?
It was our thing to go to cinemas, eat everywhere and enjoy Addis.
How am I supposed to move on when every Teddy Afro is "our song"?
It was our thing to sing to each other in every road trip and never miss his concerts.
How am I supposed to move on, when school was memorable just because you were on it?
5 years of hell were made heaven because you graced it.
How am I supposed to move on when we have been to every cafe,bar, restaurant, club and we made so many memories in them? So many crazy laughs and so many deep conversations. π
How can I move on the best part of me with you?
How can I move on when I don't know life without you?
After all, it should be done. You have chosen to move on and be brave. I have also come to understanding why people say "it's better to have loved and lost, than not to have loved at all". Though you have left, in the years we were together, I have built a conscientious personality. I understand I can't rip off all the memories but make peace with them. I am grateful for having met you. I am really grateful for the past 7 years as they have thought me alot. I might need to move to a new city or even country to escape your haunting memory but with time ,I will be ok. I will be that same vibrant, optimistic,cheerful boy only this time I will become a man. A man that has been through a lot and has come out unscathed.
I wish you all the best. I wish you love and happiness. Most important of all, I hope he will see the fire in you and support you in chasing your dreams.
Yours truly β€οΈ
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All those religious leaders during the time of Jesus on earth, the diakons and monks, they were going in the right path worshiping the true king who they called the God of Elias and Mosses. When Jesus came to this world some thought he was an imposter and others thought he was a man of evil power that can raise corpses from their grave, heal those in sickness and give light to the blind. If Jesus did not come to Earth all these people and religious leaders would have been in heaven, but now they are rather in hell. I would have said he was not a God and i would have asked God of Elias to punish him if i was born in the time of his presence. Most of us would have said like that. What i am trying to say is that God could have sayed the words to do what he wanted to be done without putting all those people in dilemma and doubt without having to come to earth in first place. What is the point of saving Adam and punishing innocent civilians and religious leaders who were praising him before he came to this world??
I am not trying to create a contoversi, I just want to understand why
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All those religious leaders during the time of Jesus on earth, the diakons and monks, they were going in the right path worshiping the true king who they called the God of Elias and Mosses. When Jesus came to this world some thought he was an imposter and others thought he was a man of evil power that can raise corpses from their grave, heal those in sickness and give light to the blind. If Jesus did not come to Earth all these people and religious leaders would have been in heaven, but now they are rather in hell. I would have said he was not a God and i would have asked God of Elias to punish him if i was born in the time of his presence. Most of us would have said like that. What i am trying to say is that God could have sayed the words to do what he wanted to be done without putting all those people in dilemma and doubt without having to come to earth in first place. What is the point of saving Adam and punishing innocent civilians and religious leaders who were praising him before he came to this world??
I am not trying to create a contoversi, I just want to understand why
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I'm just some kid out there whith parental problems like anyone else, but recently me and my father have really been getting on each other's nerves and he shouts and insults me a lot while I give him the cold shoulder all the time. He says he wants the best for me and I know e does but that in no way compensates the emotional abuse he's dealt me my entire life. I have no idea whether the problem is with me or him but I am merely asking for advive on the matter.
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I'm just some kid out there whith parental problems like anyone else, but recently me and my father have really been getting on each other's nerves and he shouts and insults me a lot while I give him the cold shoulder all the time. He says he wants the best for me and I know e does but that in no way compensates the emotional abuse he's dealt me my entire life. I have no idea whether the problem is with me or him but I am merely asking for advive on the matter.
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# Itβs the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And itβs hard to watch things change when all
you want is for them to stay the same. Itβs funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. Itβs crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on. And when you want to move on, but youβre stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you canβt decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you donβt know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do
is push them farther and farther away. Itβs so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself itβs not worth it, do you ever feel this way ?
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# Itβs the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And itβs hard to watch things change when all
you want is for them to stay the same. Itβs funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. Itβs crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on. And when you want to move on, but youβre stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you canβt decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you donβt know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do
is push them farther and farther away. Itβs so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself itβs not worth it, do you ever feel this way ?
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I was in a long term relationship, I don't know if still is a was. We officially broke up but we both hang up on a false idea of being friends. I know it doesn't work, unless we both don't want to heal and move on but I'm still doing it, we are still doing it. It has been almost a year since we broke up. Sometimes when I think about it, its an insane thing. Nobody with brain does that. I've always had this shadow in my heart but I couldn't see where it exacly is or what it is. I felt like I've not done my part, what I gave wasn't enough hule. That's why I still stayed to be friends with him, if I walk away I wanna walk away with no regrets or guilt. I don't wanna plant a voice in my head that I pushed away the only guy who loved me endlessly.
I don't know if this is what you tell to your self when you get out from a long term relationship because it's hard to let go or it's just me fooling my self to fix the unfixable
What do you think, I don't know what to do here.
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I was in a long term relationship, I don't know if still is a was. We officially broke up but we both hang up on a false idea of being friends. I know it doesn't work, unless we both don't want to heal and move on but I'm still doing it, we are still doing it. It has been almost a year since we broke up. Sometimes when I think about it, its an insane thing. Nobody with brain does that. I've always had this shadow in my heart but I couldn't see where it exacly is or what it is. I felt like I've not done my part, what I gave wasn't enough hule. That's why I still stayed to be friends with him, if I walk away I wanna walk away with no regrets or guilt. I don't wanna plant a voice in my head that I pushed away the only guy who loved me endlessly.
I don't know if this is what you tell to your self when you get out from a long term relationship because it's hard to let go or it's just me fooling my self to fix the unfixable
What do you think, I don't know what to do here.
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Hello every one, I hope y'all doing great, I just wanted to share sth with you all in hopes that i might find sth useful....so am a 24 year old guy and it's been sometime since I had a good night sleep, now adays I just couldn't get that sweet relaxing sleep, idk why am stressed about but it's just I get this anxieties building up about things that I even never stressed about before, am worrying abt the current situation, I was worrying about my self and my future and I can't seem to get out of this stresses and anxieties, the thing is some of the anxieties are irrational and some of them are rational...what do you guys think for me to do to cope with it
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Hello every one, I hope y'all doing great, I just wanted to share sth with you all in hopes that i might find sth useful....so am a 24 year old guy and it's been sometime since I had a good night sleep, now adays I just couldn't get that sweet relaxing sleep, idk why am stressed about but it's just I get this anxieties building up about things that I even never stressed about before, am worrying abt the current situation, I was worrying about my self and my future and I can't seem to get out of this stresses and anxieties, the thing is some of the anxieties are irrational and some of them are rational...what do you guys think for me to do to cope with it
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Am suffering from trauma...... like something happend in z past like 10yr before.... and beginning from last yr it happens to me whenever i see him or heard about him sooo am trying to ignore him but its too difficult to avoid him b/c he's my brother and we live together ..... sooo now a days i suffering alot i always cry it leads to headache z memory happens every night ......
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Am suffering from trauma...... like something happend in z past like 10yr before.... and beginning from last yr it happens to me whenever i see him or heard about him sooo am trying to ignore him but its too difficult to avoid him b/c he's my brother and we live together ..... sooo now a days i suffering alot i always cry it leads to headache z memory happens every night ......
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What z fuck is wrong with u??? Omg y r boys so idk egotistical I have prevented myself from having any feelings for u I did but nooo nooo u just had to drag me to u huh yes I liked u I fell in love with u.i didn't want to but Am still in love with u. The signs r clear but ur too proud to even talk to me. U just want this continuous nourishment like a baby. We hv been best friends for almost 4 yrs now n if I show u any signs u will roll with it cause u just love it don't u me being vulnerable for u. N then u ignore me cause uk I will always come back to talk to u. The fact that I can't tell u that I like u is killing me because ik u will use it against me n will make me beg for it. I can't be hurt again. But I just can't keep it from u kezi belay. Am so confused. Idk what to do
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What z fuck is wrong with u??? Omg y r boys so idk egotistical I have prevented myself from having any feelings for u I did but nooo nooo u just had to drag me to u huh yes I liked u I fell in love with u.i didn't want to but Am still in love with u. The signs r clear but ur too proud to even talk to me. U just want this continuous nourishment like a baby. We hv been best friends for almost 4 yrs now n if I show u any signs u will roll with it cause u just love it don't u me being vulnerable for u. N then u ignore me cause uk I will always come back to talk to u. The fact that I can't tell u that I like u is killing me because ik u will use it against me n will make me beg for it. I can't be hurt again. But I just can't keep it from u kezi belay. Am so confused. Idk what to do
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Do girls hate giving blow jobs are you going it for our sake? Also after you give us one do you want us to give you one also?
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Do girls hate giving blow jobs are you going it for our sake? Also after you give us one do you want us to give you one also?
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Hey its kind of a question for males hmmm is it me or missionary position is smh difficult than other positions? the size of my thingy is good fr but all the time missionary hasnt been easy for me..any advice or suggestions?
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Hey its kind of a question for males hmmm is it me or missionary position is smh difficult than other positions? the size of my thingy is good fr but all the time missionary hasnt been easy for me..any advice or suggestions?
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Today marks 2 years since Iβve started having bad times in a way I couldnβt understand how,in a way people canβt believe what I said I faced.smh I tried to overcome my very difficult sucidal days to be in the place I am today and to have the confidence I have now.People want you to act dramatic if something has happened to you,as if thats the only way to make them believe you that youβre not doing good or that you were hurt in the past.if you act normal it is taken that youβre lying because actors in the movie donβt act the way you do!But no my people,there are lots of people trying to hide their pains and it just gets normal after time to time or they act TOO much till they even tend to forget what happened,then they tell you as a story,a story which made them gutty.please try to hear out and to believe when people tell you that sth has happened to them.help them if you can,and if you canβt;at least donβt make them feel like theyβre lying when theyβre telling the truth because It will sure hurt them! Thanks for reading guys
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Today marks 2 years since Iβve started having bad times in a way I couldnβt understand how,in a way people canβt believe what I said I faced.smh I tried to overcome my very difficult sucidal days to be in the place I am today and to have the confidence I have now.People want you to act dramatic if something has happened to you,as if thats the only way to make them believe you that youβre not doing good or that you were hurt in the past.if you act normal it is taken that youβre lying because actors in the movie donβt act the way you do!But no my people,there are lots of people trying to hide their pains and it just gets normal after time to time or they act TOO much till they even tend to forget what happened,then they tell you as a story,a story which made them gutty.please try to hear out and to believe when people tell you that sth has happened to them.help them if you can,and if you canβt;at least donβt make them feel like theyβre lying when theyβre telling the truth because It will sure hurt them! Thanks for reading guys
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This is specifically for those who are in quarantine...
So like what do u do to pass the dayπ§π§π§ i mean its so weird. I been on the lockdown for about 3to4 weeks n u have no idea what that was like... awys... do any of u with talents actually act on ur talents or are ppl just bluffing when they say do what u've always wanted to do mnamn...π₯΄ cause lets be honest πββπββ i do not have the courage nor do i know where to start...π΄ so like tell me those of u especially who have been productive in ur lock downs like howwwwwwww do u do it!π±if especially there are #cloth #designers in here i would very much like to here ur opinion also ... how do u get ur self to get up n actually make what u designed... i atleast love doing that but i haven't even made a mask for myself/fam members so far... or anything else... at all, n its been 2 &half years since i made my parents by me the machine π·πππ(not funny ik sorry)
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This is specifically for those who are in quarantine...
So like what do u do to pass the dayπ§π§π§ i mean its so weird. I been on the lockdown for about 3to4 weeks n u have no idea what that was like... awys... do any of u with talents actually act on ur talents or are ppl just bluffing when they say do what u've always wanted to do mnamn...π₯΄ cause lets be honest πββπββ i do not have the courage nor do i know where to start...π΄ so like tell me those of u especially who have been productive in ur lock downs like howwwwwwww do u do it!π±if especially there are #cloth #designers in here i would very much like to here ur opinion also ... how do u get ur self to get up n actually make what u designed... i atleast love doing that but i haven't even made a mask for myself/fam members so far... or anything else... at all, n its been 2 &half years since i made my parents by me the machine π·πππ(not funny ik sorry)
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Here is the thing, I lived wiz ma older cousin and wiz her husband. He is so lksks Beka no words esun lemeglets . I hate him so much. He cheats on her and I can't tell her z truth coz they have children . One day she was out of z city and he came at night drunk and I was terrified. He tried to do it wiz me but I shouted and saved ma self .I kept it a secret from all ma fam for 4 yrs bzw it wasn't z 1st time it was for the 4th time ( but God protected me from all). I do not show any changes coz I don't wanna disturb her life (specifically z kids' life). After that day, he became a monster to me. Beka beyesbebu enen medebdeb mnamn. He was afraid that i would tell on him. yesu sigermegn ma cousin stopped believing me. she heard only wat he said and she also hit me. So I couldn't stay there. I went to ma aunt. But everyone in the house loved and respected him and they didn't understand me. then tamemku I started using stress pills. Now everyone knows about him. she found him wiz another woman and I told them the truth about me too. Gn he still lives like a king ena half of ma fam want to punish him while half of them think about the kids and b/c of this eyetetalu plz help me get back the peace that once existed in ma fam and I rly forgave him hlinaw yktaw
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Here is the thing, I lived wiz ma older cousin and wiz her husband. He is so lksks Beka no words esun lemeglets . I hate him so much. He cheats on her and I can't tell her z truth coz they have children . One day she was out of z city and he came at night drunk and I was terrified. He tried to do it wiz me but I shouted and saved ma self .I kept it a secret from all ma fam for 4 yrs bzw it wasn't z 1st time it was for the 4th time ( but God protected me from all). I do not show any changes coz I don't wanna disturb her life (specifically z kids' life). After that day, he became a monster to me. Beka beyesbebu enen medebdeb mnamn. He was afraid that i would tell on him. yesu sigermegn ma cousin stopped believing me. she heard only wat he said and she also hit me. So I couldn't stay there. I went to ma aunt. But everyone in the house loved and respected him and they didn't understand me. then tamemku I started using stress pills. Now everyone knows about him. she found him wiz another woman and I told them the truth about me too. Gn he still lives like a king ena half of ma fam want to punish him while half of them think about the kids and b/c of this eyetetalu plz help me get back the peace that once existed in ma fam and I rly forgave him hlinaw yktaw
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Ok so thereβs this guy and we were getting into a relationship but it was long distance and he didnβt want to so we decided to stay friends. Begizew eshi alkugn alakabedkum gen thinking back at it it hurts because I was willing to risk it all for him I knew there were things in a relationship he didnβt want until later in life like fr ex lij alfeligim yilal at least not bekirbu and I love kids so much but I was willing to let that go as long as that meant that me and him will be together because that was enough to keep me happy bicha a lot of things in my future I was gonna hold back for him and it hurts to know that he didnβt think I was worth the effort of long distance. We were together for 6 months and although itβs been 5 months Iβm still hung up on him. Idk why Iβm here I just wanted to let it out
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Ok so thereβs this guy and we were getting into a relationship but it was long distance and he didnβt want to so we decided to stay friends. Begizew eshi alkugn alakabedkum gen thinking back at it it hurts because I was willing to risk it all for him I knew there were things in a relationship he didnβt want until later in life like fr ex lij alfeligim yilal at least not bekirbu and I love kids so much but I was willing to let that go as long as that meant that me and him will be together because that was enough to keep me happy bicha a lot of things in my future I was gonna hold back for him and it hurts to know that he didnβt think I was worth the effort of long distance. We were together for 6 months and although itβs been 5 months Iβm still hung up on him. Idk why Iβm here I just wanted to let it out
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Depression is not a mood or something "cute". It's a real problem that needs attention and help. If you're really depressed, you really need help and support, don't choose being alone and suffering, don't try to hide it from your family or friends, ask for help and talk about it with people you trust cux suffering alone won't help, it makes it worse. Stay away from things you dislike and hate. And make sure you stay around people who support you and care about you.
know that depression and sadness are different. Don't pull depression to you every time you are sad. Don't say I'm depressed every time you feel bored.
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Depression is not a mood or something "cute". It's a real problem that needs attention and help. If you're really depressed, you really need help and support, don't choose being alone and suffering, don't try to hide it from your family or friends, ask for help and talk about it with people you trust cux suffering alone won't help, it makes it worse. Stay away from things you dislike and hate. And make sure you stay around people who support you and care about you.
know that depression and sadness are different. Don't pull depression to you every time you are sad. Don't say I'm depressed every time you feel bored.
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So hi my family almost every one around me insults me a lot they make fun of my appearance personality beka and they expect me to be sociable look normal how do I do that if they constantly criticize me I dont get it I cant even talk to a stranger I panic I leave fast and enesu u dont try how do I koy?endih eyesdebuin koy degmo sew atkerbim bilew lela sidib it has been years and I slowly broke down I stopped going out socializing even texting my friends on telegram and I feel like I am never going to be good for a guy and for anyone loneliness is unbearable and they continue insulting me you dont even date you are going to be a spinster and I turned 22 they call me names so I dont want to look presentable and when I do this girl wend flegech degmo arfa atmarim when I dont degmo atagebim wend atsbim you need some thing stable ????????????how do I not care I dont have friends because I cant trust anyone I am actually going to die alone and I find comfort accepting that iswear instead of constantly worrying yishalal thank you unihorse
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So hi my family almost every one around me insults me a lot they make fun of my appearance personality beka and they expect me to be sociable look normal how do I do that if they constantly criticize me I dont get it I cant even talk to a stranger I panic I leave fast and enesu u dont try how do I koy?endih eyesdebuin koy degmo sew atkerbim bilew lela sidib it has been years and I slowly broke down I stopped going out socializing even texting my friends on telegram and I feel like I am never going to be good for a guy and for anyone loneliness is unbearable and they continue insulting me you dont even date you are going to be a spinster and I turned 22 they call me names so I dont want to look presentable and when I do this girl wend flegech degmo arfa atmarim when I dont degmo atagebim wend atsbim you need some thing stable ????????????how do I not care I dont have friends because I cant trust anyone I am actually going to die alone and I find comfort accepting that iswear instead of constantly worrying yishalal thank you unihorse
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Hi,I am a 17 year old boy in Addis and I NEED to vent. It all started when I started smoking weed about 2 years ago. I loved it, I made it the most important thing in my life, now it has destroyed my life. I know I sound cliche right now but DONT DO DRUGS,well at least don't do drugs until u don't have to hide from people (except the police,ALWAYS hide from the police). The first thing that weed did to me was make me think it's the only way I can be happy, everything I used to love to do got boring without it, so... I started doing it more often, again smoking the weed didn't cause my problems, hiding and lying about it did. I know many people say that marijuana is harmless and what not,I was one of those people. The actual marijuana doesn't really affect u PHYSICALLY, but it WILL affect ur brain and most importantly ur relationship with people,that's the main problem. The first time I got caught (I know ur probably thinking WTF does he mean the first time just bear with me) it was my dad. He saw me with a bag of weed and I instantly thought he was going to kill me b/c he's the scariest person I know, I managed to convince him not to tell anyone and he didn't. I stopped for a few months but I got back to my old ways. This incident was forgotten and I thanked God everyday for it. Here we are now almost a year later and today it was my mom who caught me. I thought she'd kill me too but again, I'm still alive,but she thinks that it's cigarettes (thank God right). B/c my dad smokes she thinks it's his fault,I tried to tell but she wouldn't listen. I didn't want my dad to feel guilty and the selfish asshole I am,I was scared that he would tell her about our last incident. He didn't and thank God for that b/c I don't think she would survive after hearing "α€α’ αα½α½ αα αα«α¨α°α". I want to tell them I'm sorry but I KNOW they will never believe me. But being sorry isn't enough. My younger brother knows everything and I can't stop thinking about how this is affecting him,b/c it does and I don't know how to fix that. The guilt is killing me and I don't know what to do. I know many people will say pray and I know it will help, but the problem is that I feel like I'm not worth his time, I feel like I'm asking too much b/c I sin, b/c I do bad things. I know God is the only way I can fix things but I can't pray knowing the things i do. And I can't stop feeling ashamed of what I did,I'm ashamed I let them(my parents) down when they were expecting so much from me. So anyway I want to tell my fellow teenagers and Stoners that the bottom line is that it WILL ruin ur life u just don't know how and when. I miss the old me,the me that was good at school and the me that would be ashamed of what I've become. What should I do to stop feeling guilty? Im scared they will get a divorce or something,I'm scared my brothers will be stressed and not do good in school and i'm scared I'll feel this way forever. I know accepting the situation is crucial but I don't know how to. Please tell me what I should do!
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I need to vent
PLEASE DON'T IGNORE!!
Hi,I am a 17 year old boy in Addis and I NEED to vent. It all started when I started smoking weed about 2 years ago. I loved it, I made it the most important thing in my life, now it has destroyed my life. I know I sound cliche right now but DONT DO DRUGS,well at least don't do drugs until u don't have to hide from people (except the police,ALWAYS hide from the police). The first thing that weed did to me was make me think it's the only way I can be happy, everything I used to love to do got boring without it, so... I started doing it more often, again smoking the weed didn't cause my problems, hiding and lying about it did. I know many people say that marijuana is harmless and what not,I was one of those people. The actual marijuana doesn't really affect u PHYSICALLY, but it WILL affect ur brain and most importantly ur relationship with people,that's the main problem. The first time I got caught (I know ur probably thinking WTF does he mean the first time just bear with me) it was my dad. He saw me with a bag of weed and I instantly thought he was going to kill me b/c he's the scariest person I know, I managed to convince him not to tell anyone and he didn't. I stopped for a few months but I got back to my old ways. This incident was forgotten and I thanked God everyday for it. Here we are now almost a year later and today it was my mom who caught me. I thought she'd kill me too but again, I'm still alive,but she thinks that it's cigarettes (thank God right). B/c my dad smokes she thinks it's his fault,I tried to tell but she wouldn't listen. I didn't want my dad to feel guilty and the selfish asshole I am,I was scared that he would tell her about our last incident. He didn't and thank God for that b/c I don't think she would survive after hearing "α€α’ αα½α½ αα αα«α¨α°α". I want to tell them I'm sorry but I KNOW they will never believe me. But being sorry isn't enough. My younger brother knows everything and I can't stop thinking about how this is affecting him,b/c it does and I don't know how to fix that. The guilt is killing me and I don't know what to do. I know many people will say pray and I know it will help, but the problem is that I feel like I'm not worth his time, I feel like I'm asking too much b/c I sin, b/c I do bad things. I know God is the only way I can fix things but I can't pray knowing the things i do. And I can't stop feeling ashamed of what I did,I'm ashamed I let them(my parents) down when they were expecting so much from me. So anyway I want to tell my fellow teenagers and Stoners that the bottom line is that it WILL ruin ur life u just don't know how and when. I miss the old me,the me that was good at school and the me that would be ashamed of what I've become. What should I do to stop feeling guilty? Im scared they will get a divorce or something,I'm scared my brothers will be stressed and not do good in school and i'm scared I'll feel this way forever. I know accepting the situation is crucial but I don't know how to. Please tell me what I should do!
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Hello everyone...This is my first vent..I think am depressed as hell. Here is my situation...am a 5th year student and 24..but I have never been in rlnship..I talk to guys through chat...I have a bad phobia of going out on dates. I feel like amnt beku for date maweraw tefetobgn awkward moments masalefe yemeselegnale and if he doesn't like me physically beye feralew..and now each member of my group friends are in rlnship yedewelalu yaweralu all there staffs I gave them some advice its normal...and ahun ahun sasebew leka bechayen kerechew am the only single in the group.. They are too busy too menamen..then I get into depression.. What do you suggest guys please help.me out
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Hello everyone...This is my first vent..I think am depressed as hell. Here is my situation...am a 5th year student and 24..but I have never been in rlnship..I talk to guys through chat...I have a bad phobia of going out on dates. I feel like amnt beku for date maweraw tefetobgn awkward moments masalefe yemeselegnale and if he doesn't like me physically beye feralew..and now each member of my group friends are in rlnship yedewelalu yaweralu all there staffs I gave them some advice its normal...and ahun ahun sasebew leka bechayen kerechew am the only single in the group.. They are too busy too menamen..then I get into depression.. What do you suggest guys please help.me out
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The thing is i think im an attention seeking person i don't care about anything or anyone but i make such dramas out of things that happen to me i don't know when i started doing this or how to stop it i want to stop
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The thing is i think im an attention seeking person i don't care about anything or anyone but i make such dramas out of things that happen to me i don't know when i started doing this or how to stop it i want to stop
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