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Things I can never say volume 1:
You shackled my soul with the weight of your careless words and now I'm stuck. You walked into my life when I never needed you. You demanded that I let you in. You demolished my walls with sweet words and crumbs of encouragement. And I fell for it. I fell hard. I leaped out of my tower to land in the safety of your arms but you turned away. You let me fall and you spat onto my ruins. Now I can't talk to you because you've silenced me. You accused me of trying to tether you forever and slashed my wrists with the tendrils of our bonds. It IS one sided. It IS just me. You DON'T reciprocate. You will leave me. You don't want me anymore.
So now we're acting like strangers again as if our paths were never so entangled. We talk about the weather and COVID-19 as you take back your anchor and drift away from me.
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Things I can never say volume 1:
You shackled my soul with the weight of your careless words and now I'm stuck. You walked into my life when I never needed you. You demanded that I let you in. You demolished my walls with sweet words and crumbs of encouragement. And I fell for it. I fell hard. I leaped out of my tower to land in the safety of your arms but you turned away. You let me fall and you spat onto my ruins. Now I can't talk to you because you've silenced me. You accused me of trying to tether you forever and slashed my wrists with the tendrils of our bonds. It IS one sided. It IS just me. You DON'T reciprocate. You will leave me. You don't want me anymore.
So now we're acting like strangers again as if our paths were never so entangled. We talk about the weather and COVID-19 as you take back your anchor and drift away from me.
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So umm i have been hearing this corona is getting way out of hand look at Italy they r reporting death in hundreds daily which is so sad America is freckling n expected to be the next italy as a matter of facts it’s going to be worse than italy n the here we r Ethiopia a third world country with a very poor health care service n no equipment at all the total eth has like less than 400 icu rooms n today the number rose to 16 in 24 hrs n ppl r not taking warnings seriously i went out yesterday n saw ppl hugging holding hands like what the hell this is absolutely reckless from us when its too late n the number of cases rise we will be in for a danger we cant handle even America is lacking equipment to test beds for patients n in Italy doctors r making decisions on who to live n who dont like ppl r in streets to be treated in Italy so all im saying is corona is not a joke if u love ur family u should not go out unless it’s very important u should not touch ppl idk so even the govt is taking this lightly bicha take care yall i beg u in the god u believe pls take precautions!!!!
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So umm i have been hearing this corona is getting way out of hand look at Italy they r reporting death in hundreds daily which is so sad America is freckling n expected to be the next italy as a matter of facts it’s going to be worse than italy n the here we r Ethiopia a third world country with a very poor health care service n no equipment at all the total eth has like less than 400 icu rooms n today the number rose to 16 in 24 hrs n ppl r not taking warnings seriously i went out yesterday n saw ppl hugging holding hands like what the hell this is absolutely reckless from us when its too late n the number of cases rise we will be in for a danger we cant handle even America is lacking equipment to test beds for patients n in Italy doctors r making decisions on who to live n who dont like ppl r in streets to be treated in Italy so all im saying is corona is not a joke if u love ur family u should not go out unless it’s very important u should not touch ppl idk so even the govt is taking this lightly bicha take care yall i beg u in the god u believe pls take precautions!!!!
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I'm an 18 year old girl. When I was in 8th grade, my mom told me that she and my dad have HIV and that my little brother was negative and that I should get tested too, you know incase I have it. But the thought of finding out I had HIV made me pretty scared so I said no. After that we never had that conversation with my mom again and I don't know why but it never crossed my mind that I should get tested, until these past 2 weeks when I was googling the symptoms of HIV. I've never been more terrified in my life. I've symptoms like rashes, getting tired most of the time, joint and muscle aches and weight loss. I cried myself to sleep that night ena I can't accept the fact that I might have it and I don't have the mental strength to go and find out. I know I have to and will do it as some point but how do I get ready to find out that I'm HIV positive? Encouraging words are appreciated.
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I'm an 18 year old girl. When I was in 8th grade, my mom told me that she and my dad have HIV and that my little brother was negative and that I should get tested too, you know incase I have it. But the thought of finding out I had HIV made me pretty scared so I said no. After that we never had that conversation with my mom again and I don't know why but it never crossed my mind that I should get tested, until these past 2 weeks when I was googling the symptoms of HIV. I've never been more terrified in my life. I've symptoms like rashes, getting tired most of the time, joint and muscle aches and weight loss. I cried myself to sleep that night ena I can't accept the fact that I might have it and I don't have the mental strength to go and find out. I know I have to and will do it as some point but how do I get ready to find out that I'm HIV positive? Encouraging words are appreciated.
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Thank you vent here team.
People why are we so fragile? I don't understand why in the world do we breakdown when I simple act of kindness comes from anyone be it anyone.
I just want you people to let me know, if we want to heal, how is it that we forget or at least try to forget everything and move on? Won't the pain still be there?
To whom shall I go, I don't want anyone to be burdened by my grief, I'm fed up of breaking and being vulnerable in front of people because they have their own problems. What shall I do?
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Thank you vent here team.
People why are we so fragile? I don't understand why in the world do we breakdown when I simple act of kindness comes from anyone be it anyone.
I just want you people to let me know, if we want to heal, how is it that we forget or at least try to forget everything and move on? Won't the pain still be there?
To whom shall I go, I don't want anyone to be burdened by my grief, I'm fed up of breaking and being vulnerable in front of people because they have their own problems. What shall I do?
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Hey am 19 and am a girl. I dont know what got in to me lately I feel like I need to see porn and I sext a lot mastiburate....and for the first time I thought it was normal but now I think am addicted to it I can't stop it.but i rly wanna stop what do u suggest that I should do?
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Hey am 19 and am a girl. I dont know what got in to me lately I feel like I need to see porn and I sext a lot mastiburate....and for the first time I thought it was normal but now I think am addicted to it I can't stop it.but i rly wanna stop what do u suggest that I should do?
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It feels like the world is ending, so all the dreams, goals seem to be futile. It seems as is there's no fun In doing all this stuff, if we are ultimately going to die. Isn't it beautiful to the that in reality who we are can only be understood when people are around, no matter how much we deny the fact that why should we care about anyone at all, but the ultimate truth is we are because they are. And let's not forget we comprises of everyone, even your own self. So as long as you are, they are, we are. You have no idea who might be living because of you, so don't loose hope yet. Life seems to be lifeless in these harsh times. But it's not the end, all we need to do is focus on our growth, be full of gratitude no matter how bad many times we have seen, but this is not the end. Remember it's not the end, it's definitely heartbreaking to see so many people dying, but let's nut their deaths go to waste, let's take care of ourselves. Because we are the future. Stay home, stay safe.
(doesn't seem to be a vent, but that's how I vent)
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It feels like the world is ending, so all the dreams, goals seem to be futile. It seems as is there's no fun In doing all this stuff, if we are ultimately going to die. Isn't it beautiful to the that in reality who we are can only be understood when people are around, no matter how much we deny the fact that why should we care about anyone at all, but the ultimate truth is we are because they are. And let's not forget we comprises of everyone, even your own self. So as long as you are, they are, we are. You have no idea who might be living because of you, so don't loose hope yet. Life seems to be lifeless in these harsh times. But it's not the end, all we need to do is focus on our growth, be full of gratitude no matter how bad many times we have seen, but this is not the end. Remember it's not the end, it's definitely heartbreaking to see so many people dying, but let's nut their deaths go to waste, let's take care of ourselves. Because we are the future. Stay home, stay safe.
(doesn't seem to be a vent, but that's how I vent)
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Lets make this short. I made myself get into a relationship with a friend of mine. She was curious and I was curious so we agreed to be a lesbian couple and see if we like it or if it's our orientation and it was like a buisness contract and we did things that normal couples did and also kissed and made out and all that aside, I fell deeply in love with her then one day her emotional bomb lit up and she said we should stop this because it was a sin. And I agreed because I thought we would still be friends but she drove off from me. Maybe she noticed that attachment or something I dont really know. I miss her so much and I'm heartbroken. I tried with guys and even other girls but she was just different. I'm in pain now. How do you guys heal from a break up?
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Lets make this short. I made myself get into a relationship with a friend of mine. She was curious and I was curious so we agreed to be a lesbian couple and see if we like it or if it's our orientation and it was like a buisness contract and we did things that normal couples did and also kissed and made out and all that aside, I fell deeply in love with her then one day her emotional bomb lit up and she said we should stop this because it was a sin. And I agreed because I thought we would still be friends but she drove off from me. Maybe she noticed that attachment or something I dont really know. I miss her so much and I'm heartbroken. I tried with guys and even other girls but she was just different. I'm in pain now. How do you guys heal from a break up?
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Okay so I really don’t know where to start or where this is going. Anywho gen ok so like ene betam eyafekerkut endemwedewm eyaweke let’s be friends bilogn enem eshi alku bcoz I don’t wanna lose the friendship too. Now he’s mejenajening with other girls kissing mnamn but I’m still in love with him to the point where I can’t get myself to like someone else even if I wanted to like sasbew rasu yelele yastelagnal like it’s not even an option at this point and I’m telling myself he’ll come back to me bcoz we’re still friends we talk everyday he’s like my best friend but idk man I don’t know if I should just give up or if I should just wait bcoz I’ve promised myself to love him to the very end and if he doesn’t love me back it’s okay because love is not something you give expecting to get it back but at the end of the day I’m human there’s days where I’m like I need to respect myself and completely cut him off and other days where it’s like he’s so worth it that I don’t mind waiting for him and if it doesn’t happen it’s fine I’m just happy to have experienced this very little time that I had with him anyway and basically tell myself I will never get into a relationship because nothing will be as good. Btw he’s really not a bad person it’s just he doesn’t want to lose the friendship because there’s many things that complicate our possible “relationship.”
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Okay so I really don’t know where to start or where this is going. Anywho gen ok so like ene betam eyafekerkut endemwedewm eyaweke let’s be friends bilogn enem eshi alku bcoz I don’t wanna lose the friendship too. Now he’s mejenajening with other girls kissing mnamn but I’m still in love with him to the point where I can’t get myself to like someone else even if I wanted to like sasbew rasu yelele yastelagnal like it’s not even an option at this point and I’m telling myself he’ll come back to me bcoz we’re still friends we talk everyday he’s like my best friend but idk man I don’t know if I should just give up or if I should just wait bcoz I’ve promised myself to love him to the very end and if he doesn’t love me back it’s okay because love is not something you give expecting to get it back but at the end of the day I’m human there’s days where I’m like I need to respect myself and completely cut him off and other days where it’s like he’s so worth it that I don’t mind waiting for him and if it doesn’t happen it’s fine I’m just happy to have experienced this very little time that I had with him anyway and basically tell myself I will never get into a relationship because nothing will be as good. Btw he’s really not a bad person it’s just he doesn’t want to lose the friendship because there’s many things that complicate our possible “relationship.”
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I am 20 YO..guy i live with both my parents my little brother and sister. We live tekerayten 4 kfl bet..we have been here for 11 years akerayochu they are angels from above i have no words lenesu ena last week i asked my mom for the first time kiray snt endemnkefil..she said 1500 i was like mnnnnn rasen amemegn she pays it by her self still ende 4 kfl bet addis ababa wst its not fair akerayochun mayet aferku..my dad shufer nw wchi nw miwlew mata new migebaw they fight a lot..birr aysetatm..ena chinklate bebzu neger lifeneda new over act eyareku limeslachu ychlal no..enaten beredat des yelegnal sra eyeseraw mn endemisera gn idea yelegnim Go
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I am 20 YO..guy i live with both my parents my little brother and sister. We live tekerayten 4 kfl bet..we have been here for 11 years akerayochu they are angels from above i have no words lenesu ena last week i asked my mom for the first time kiray snt endemnkefil..she said 1500 i was like mnnnnn rasen amemegn she pays it by her self still ende 4 kfl bet addis ababa wst its not fair akerayochun mayet aferku..my dad shufer nw wchi nw miwlew mata new migebaw they fight a lot..birr aysetatm..ena chinklate bebzu neger lifeneda new over act eyareku limeslachu ychlal no..enaten beredat des yelegnal sra eyeseraw mn endemisera gn idea yelegnim Go
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Hi , I am a 19 year old boy , I just wanted to vent about my face.
It is like I am the ugliest person in this world. I look myself in the mirror and say 'how could someone be this much ugly?'
I started to notice my ugliness when I was about 13 and began questioning about God. I cry and ask God to make me at least look like a normal ugly guy but he just kept silent, I became an atheist by that age.
THE THING I HATE MOST IS 'GOD' and 'LUCK' because if God is there then he is responsible for my ugliness because he created me, and if he is not there, then my LUCK is responsible for my ugliness.
'Why am I so unlucky to be the ugliest person in this world?'
Some say that ugliness need to be considered as a 'disability(like being blind)' I agree with that because I know how much disadvantaged I am because of my extreme ugliness
I want to commit suicide so bad but can't think of any painless way to do it.
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Hi , I am a 19 year old boy , I just wanted to vent about my face.
It is like I am the ugliest person in this world. I look myself in the mirror and say 'how could someone be this much ugly?'
I started to notice my ugliness when I was about 13 and began questioning about God. I cry and ask God to make me at least look like a normal ugly guy but he just kept silent, I became an atheist by that age.
THE THING I HATE MOST IS 'GOD' and 'LUCK' because if God is there then he is responsible for my ugliness because he created me, and if he is not there, then my LUCK is responsible for my ugliness.
'Why am I so unlucky to be the ugliest person in this world?'
Some say that ugliness need to be considered as a 'disability(like being blind)' I agree with that because I know how much disadvantaged I am because of my extreme ugliness
I want to commit suicide so bad but can't think of any painless way to do it.
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Hey everyone..its my first time venting and need your help.
I am almost 20 year guy and a bit perplexed about someone 'she'..i know my feelings for her and i just didn't figure out what she feels about me. we chat..she sends some awesome pictures of best couples..people who stayed long at their relationship and such stuffs and i thought we have been 'zuriatmtming'..and sometimes i feel she doesn't feel a shit about me..and what should i do? I will wait for ur reply..
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Hey everyone..its my first time venting and need your help.
I am almost 20 year guy and a bit perplexed about someone 'she'..i know my feelings for her and i just didn't figure out what she feels about me. we chat..she sends some awesome pictures of best couples..people who stayed long at their relationship and such stuffs and i thought we have been 'zuriatmtming'..and sometimes i feel she doesn't feel a shit about me..and what should i do? I will wait for ur reply..
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It only been 3days since I stayed home and I feel trapped...so I just want to appreciate things that was so simple before like...going to work every morning😁😁 I never thought I would b appreciating this,going out with my boyfriend,touching ppl omg I miss touching,hugging,kissing I even miss my coworker who likes hugging ppl ,I just want to apologise and say I get it now....the first thing am gonna do when all this are over just go outside and touch everything😁😁😁😁...demo eko I thought I hate people,forgive me I love u alll......so esti tell me what u miss the most and what is the first thing u gonna do when all this is over and what u learn so far? Btw I feel like we are going to b ok....#may GOD forgive us all
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It only been 3days since I stayed home and I feel trapped...so I just want to appreciate things that was so simple before like...going to work every morning😁😁 I never thought I would b appreciating this,going out with my boyfriend,touching ppl omg I miss touching,hugging,kissing I even miss my coworker who likes hugging ppl ,I just want to apologise and say I get it now....the first thing am gonna do when all this are over just go outside and touch everything😁😁😁😁...demo eko I thought I hate people,forgive me I love u alll......so esti tell me what u miss the most and what is the first thing u gonna do when all this is over and what u learn so far? Btw I feel like we are going to b ok....#may GOD forgive us all
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I’m in really confused bc I’m in a long distance relationship and I really love my boyfriend and all but it’s really hard and I met this guy he had a thing and he knows everything about me and my boyfriend but yet he kissed me and I’m confused should I tell my boyfriend the truth but I’m scared that he will leave me for this
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I’m in really confused bc I’m in a long distance relationship and I really love my boyfriend and all but it’s really hard and I met this guy he had a thing and he knows everything about me and my boyfriend but yet he kissed me and I’m confused should I tell my boyfriend the truth but I’m scared that he will leave me for this
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Thank you so much 'vent here admins' I've bpd, though self diagnosed. But each and every word is true, feels like I've been heard and noticed. Thank you so much, thank you so much once again. May God bless you all and ease you affairs. I love you people.
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Thank you so much 'vent here admins' I've bpd, though self diagnosed. But each and every word is true, feels like I've been heard and noticed. Thank you so much, thank you so much once again. May God bless you all and ease you affairs. I love you people.
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Heey, am 24 and I am confused neger pls help, so me and this man, has something idk what it is not a relationship because he didn't ask me out and he made it clear he don't want to have it will me, but we still kiss and I am a v and he ask me to have sex Ena I said okay ...when I am ready ( because I am in love with him and keep chatting him, I wanna see his number when he calls me)
But I don't think I will hv sex with him because we have no Future
Gin i want us to have a future gin I don't know how I can do that, he said am a kid and not wife type, but I wanna be.
Even when I text him, am confused to filert or be romantic or talk like friends...Ena I mess up or end up saying nothing
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Heey, am 24 and I am confused neger pls help, so me and this man, has something idk what it is not a relationship because he didn't ask me out and he made it clear he don't want to have it will me, but we still kiss and I am a v and he ask me to have sex Ena I said okay ...when I am ready ( because I am in love with him and keep chatting him, I wanna see his number when he calls me)
But I don't think I will hv sex with him because we have no Future
Gin i want us to have a future gin I don't know how I can do that, he said am a kid and not wife type, but I wanna be.
Even when I text him, am confused to filert or be romantic or talk like friends...Ena I mess up or end up saying nothing
Help pls
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Not a vent but more of a topic that needs opinions.This isnt much of a spoken isssue but i feel like most people atleast see it happen. When people are in a relationship they meet someone else whom they like alot and it just clicks better but they refrain from acting on it since its wrong doing that while in a relationship but then again truth is maybe they would have been a better couple with this new person whom if they went for people would label them "hoe " and their reputation would be ruined and if u stay u miss the happines and kinda cheat ur heart but are loyal to the customary law of the relationship and keep the spouse happy. What do u all think?
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Not a vent but more of a topic that needs opinions.This isnt much of a spoken isssue but i feel like most people atleast see it happen. When people are in a relationship they meet someone else whom they like alot and it just clicks better but they refrain from acting on it since its wrong doing that while in a relationship but then again truth is maybe they would have been a better couple with this new person whom if they went for people would label them "hoe " and their reputation would be ruined and if u stay u miss the happines and kinda cheat ur heart but are loyal to the customary law of the relationship and keep the spouse happy. What do u all think?
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Hey I'm 19 yo boy and am In love with a girl and we broke up 2 months ago and I can't move on I Tattooed her name and picture on my body and for the last 2 months silk edewlalew minamin she blocked me on telegram and also she blocked my family's and friends numbers I can't control my mind so help me please
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Hey I'm 19 yo boy and am In love with a girl and we broke up 2 months ago and I can't move on I Tattooed her name and picture on my body and for the last 2 months silk edewlalew minamin she blocked me on telegram and also she blocked my family's and friends numbers I can't control my mind so help me please
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No bullshit when i get to my problem ...it maybe weird. Its that am obsessed with broke things and mainly broken people. Makes me feel not lonely anymore. Am obsessed with creeps , loners and weirdos. Am normal to some on outside. But really what thoughts run in my head scare the crap out of me. I have a bf he his romantic and normal. Which is beyond Bearable for me. He makes me cringe everytime he calls. Which is 45 min a day. I cant leave him cause once he was broken. Thats when i needed him. Now that his back ...i dont want to deal with him anymore. He makes me feel so worthy beyond what i deserve. I want ...someone that will bring me back from what happened to me by those guys. When i was abused,violated,beaten and raped and insulted and bullied. I want someone to heal me. Like please ...i just need someone to fix me. I know i cant be as before but i want to be ...someone. I dont want to exist. I want to live. Have a reason , beyond just existing cause mom will get sad. Mommy will get sad. Thats why i live now. Even the my try to overdose didnt kill me. Me pressing a knief to my veins when i was 14 and my dad was on the other door calling me a faliour and a slut. He used to call me a slut. He used to beat me so bad ...that i stoped breathing for minutes one day. He threw mirrors at me. To make me bleed. To see my cry and finally break. He and the other monster who raped me finally succeeded when finally i was kicked out of my house and didnt go to school for a week beacuse he didnt give me my books and he thought sluts shouldnt learn. I never look at a single guy to be even called that by my father....anyway am done. Just p.s "GOD" if you dont fix me then i will have to fix myself. Which by the way you wouldnt approve of.
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No bullshit when i get to my problem ...it maybe weird. Its that am obsessed with broke things and mainly broken people. Makes me feel not lonely anymore. Am obsessed with creeps , loners and weirdos. Am normal to some on outside. But really what thoughts run in my head scare the crap out of me. I have a bf he his romantic and normal. Which is beyond Bearable for me. He makes me cringe everytime he calls. Which is 45 min a day. I cant leave him cause once he was broken. Thats when i needed him. Now that his back ...i dont want to deal with him anymore. He makes me feel so worthy beyond what i deserve. I want ...someone that will bring me back from what happened to me by those guys. When i was abused,violated,beaten and raped and insulted and bullied. I want someone to heal me. Like please ...i just need someone to fix me. I know i cant be as before but i want to be ...someone. I dont want to exist. I want to live. Have a reason , beyond just existing cause mom will get sad. Mommy will get sad. Thats why i live now. Even the my try to overdose didnt kill me. Me pressing a knief to my veins when i was 14 and my dad was on the other door calling me a faliour and a slut. He used to call me a slut. He used to beat me so bad ...that i stoped breathing for minutes one day. He threw mirrors at me. To make me bleed. To see my cry and finally break. He and the other monster who raped me finally succeeded when finally i was kicked out of my house and didnt go to school for a week beacuse he didnt give me my books and he thought sluts shouldnt learn. I never look at a single guy to be even called that by my father....anyway am done. Just p.s "GOD" if you dont fix me then i will have to fix myself. Which by the way you wouldnt approve of.
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Here is the thing. I am a guy in early 20s, a Mekelle university 3rd year medical student. I've been struggling with homosexuality since grade 7 (i remember I've had a couple of female crush before that.) But since then I never remember being attracted to girls. It sickens me, I'm always concerned that i wont be able to love a girl, have a GF and marry and have my own kids.
I tried to consult sexual teachers anonymously. What they say is reveal your self to whoever around you. That will never happen. Coz I try to act as straight and homophobic. If my family or friends find out, they would have the same reaction as most of you previously commented on related vents. I will be the outcast.
I am attracted to my best friend. Before you judge, I never approached him. But i always have boner when he touches, hugs, kisses me friendly and always need him to do that. Its not easy to fight with my own self to avoid those feelings. BUT I CANT. To make things worse i watch porn both hetro(mostly) and less commonly homo. Just to get over my Sexual urge.
Don't tell me religion, sin, hell and stuff. I know them and I've been religious even now. I never accepted my self as gay and will never. And don't need any rights as gay. I only need to get out of this life.
If you can help me.
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Here is the thing. I am a guy in early 20s, a Mekelle university 3rd year medical student. I've been struggling with homosexuality since grade 7 (i remember I've had a couple of female crush before that.) But since then I never remember being attracted to girls. It sickens me, I'm always concerned that i wont be able to love a girl, have a GF and marry and have my own kids.
I tried to consult sexual teachers anonymously. What they say is reveal your self to whoever around you. That will never happen. Coz I try to act as straight and homophobic. If my family or friends find out, they would have the same reaction as most of you previously commented on related vents. I will be the outcast.
I am attracted to my best friend. Before you judge, I never approached him. But i always have boner when he touches, hugs, kisses me friendly and always need him to do that. Its not easy to fight with my own self to avoid those feelings. BUT I CANT. To make things worse i watch porn both hetro(mostly) and less commonly homo. Just to get over my Sexual urge.
Don't tell me religion, sin, hell and stuff. I know them and I've been religious even now. I never accepted my self as gay and will never. And don't need any rights as gay. I only need to get out of this life.
If you can help me.
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Hey Unihorse 🦄
Hide my Identity
I need to vent
For whom it may concern:
From your talent:
I was in this LD relationship and its almost a year now since I've met him we never video chat or Skype even worst all this time we only talked over the phone once for real we only text a lot
We Brock up recently and when I was looking down at our latest messages I saw this other girl in his texts
and I don't know wt too do right now and I think I've been catfished
Maybe that's why he \she didn't come last summer to meet me in person and the reason for why we Brock up is BC I insisted on going to his\rs home
Im completely head over heels for him or her I Don't know whom ever that is
But I've always said to my sis that "this guy can not be lying to me BC this kind of lie can only be formed with 3 boys and 1girl " BC he was everything a girl dreams of loyal kind smart truthful fucking pure toooo good to be true kind of guy
Am only writing this BC if you see this vent and know that its from me and if you truly love me just tell me who you are I don't care if your a boy or a girl all I know is that am madly in love with you
And u know that I do not lie when I swear with my dads name so please tell me who you are
I'm here still waiting
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Hide my Identity
I need to vent
For whom it may concern:
From your talent:
I was in this LD relationship and its almost a year now since I've met him we never video chat or Skype even worst all this time we only talked over the phone once for real we only text a lot
We Brock up recently and when I was looking down at our latest messages I saw this other girl in his texts
and I don't know wt too do right now and I think I've been catfished
Maybe that's why he \she didn't come last summer to meet me in person and the reason for why we Brock up is BC I insisted on going to his\rs home
Im completely head over heels for him or her I Don't know whom ever that is
But I've always said to my sis that "this guy can not be lying to me BC this kind of lie can only be formed with 3 boys and 1girl " BC he was everything a girl dreams of loyal kind smart truthful fucking pure toooo good to be true kind of guy
Am only writing this BC if you see this vent and know that its from me and if you truly love me just tell me who you are I don't care if your a boy or a girl all I know is that am madly in love with you
And u know that I do not lie when I swear with my dads name so please tell me who you are
I'm here still waiting
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