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I fucked my teacher and now he's acting all distant I know he likes me ..I just wish he would talk to me like he did before ...I think he's really the one ...plus the sex was really good
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I fucked my teacher and now he's acting all distant I know he likes me ..I just wish he would talk to me like he did before ...I think he's really the one ...plus the sex was really good
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Hey guys, I wanted to share my feelings so you guys can tell me if it's depression or not. So here it goes, the thing with me is that I have this feeling of so much weight in my chest and no matter how much I breathe or try to get things off my mind it's still there. Also a few years back I used to be this happy kid who enjoyed people's company and now the fact that I live with human beings annoys me, frustrates me. Every time I am alone I get the urge to punch walls or cut myself, sometimes I just want to see myself hurt or bleeding. I also look in the mirror and I get a strong urge to punch the mirror break that shit into pieces, and sometimes I remember people who hurt me in the past and I just want to get back at them like I want to throw a spear through their back and see it coming from the outside. I have also had a lot of suicidal thoughts and if it weren't for my religion I would be long gone. And sometimes I'd be crossing the road ena I purposely walk slow so some car can run me over. I am now in twelfth grade and my parents are stressing me out about matric, well you know what a part of me wants to fail matric to see what they would do. Also when I was in ninth grade there was this program of debating minam, Ena the year before my brother had signed up and when it was my turn my parents said no. And their reason was I had to study for my matric like almost two years away. This really pissed me off I was really sad seeing all my friends go but not me. Also on the last day of payment to sign up i made my school call my dad to ask him one more time and his response was "arfeh timirtihin temar" all my class mates heard that and so not to embarrass my self I just made it seem like a joke and left the place. And that wasn't the end of it I still had to watch some students indirectly call me poor and also I had to watch them get certificates. Oh also did I mention this whole debating program was done because of me in the first place. My parents always told me they see all their children equal but that day they proved it wrong. If you would have been born as someone else the moment you die I would have killed myself. And now in twelfth grade for me it feels so wrong to talk to my parents or my siblings, even if I want to it just feels wrong. I don't ever want to be anywhere where my family could talk to me. And my family have this habit of sharing everything but when it comes to me I don't like it I once even broke my knuckles bc of punching the wall bc my mom took my adapter without telling me. At this point the things that would satisfy me is hurting or killing those who hurt my feelings and escaping my family. I even have this swollen lymph node around my neck and when I googled it, it says if it has been around for a long time it could be agression or cancer. The swell has been around since January and a part of me wishes it's cancer so I can permanently end this. If you are psycatrists please say so so you can consult with me.
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Hey guys, I wanted to share my feelings so you guys can tell me if it's depression or not. So here it goes, the thing with me is that I have this feeling of so much weight in my chest and no matter how much I breathe or try to get things off my mind it's still there. Also a few years back I used to be this happy kid who enjoyed people's company and now the fact that I live with human beings annoys me, frustrates me. Every time I am alone I get the urge to punch walls or cut myself, sometimes I just want to see myself hurt or bleeding. I also look in the mirror and I get a strong urge to punch the mirror break that shit into pieces, and sometimes I remember people who hurt me in the past and I just want to get back at them like I want to throw a spear through their back and see it coming from the outside. I have also had a lot of suicidal thoughts and if it weren't for my religion I would be long gone. And sometimes I'd be crossing the road ena I purposely walk slow so some car can run me over. I am now in twelfth grade and my parents are stressing me out about matric, well you know what a part of me wants to fail matric to see what they would do. Also when I was in ninth grade there was this program of debating minam, Ena the year before my brother had signed up and when it was my turn my parents said no. And their reason was I had to study for my matric like almost two years away. This really pissed me off I was really sad seeing all my friends go but not me. Also on the last day of payment to sign up i made my school call my dad to ask him one more time and his response was "arfeh timirtihin temar" all my class mates heard that and so not to embarrass my self I just made it seem like a joke and left the place. And that wasn't the end of it I still had to watch some students indirectly call me poor and also I had to watch them get certificates. Oh also did I mention this whole debating program was done because of me in the first place. My parents always told me they see all their children equal but that day they proved it wrong. If you would have been born as someone else the moment you die I would have killed myself. And now in twelfth grade for me it feels so wrong to talk to my parents or my siblings, even if I want to it just feels wrong. I don't ever want to be anywhere where my family could talk to me. And my family have this habit of sharing everything but when it comes to me I don't like it I once even broke my knuckles bc of punching the wall bc my mom took my adapter without telling me. At this point the things that would satisfy me is hurting or killing those who hurt my feelings and escaping my family. I even have this swollen lymph node around my neck and when I googled it, it says if it has been around for a long time it could be agression or cancer. The swell has been around since January and a part of me wishes it's cancer so I can permanently end this. If you are psycatrists please say so so you can consult with me.
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I need your help so here I go..... i have a boy friend and we have a strong love like betam strong bond between us but these 3 days am seeing changes maybe because we are not getting to see each other because of the quatrain but anyone here to help me build our bond stronger than before....please help
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I need your help so here I go..... i have a boy friend and we have a strong love like betam strong bond between us but these 3 days am seeing changes maybe because we are not getting to see each other because of the quatrain but anyone here to help me build our bond stronger than before....please help
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So my older brother's best friend kissed me nd im acting like nth happened but i rly like him if my brother finds out he will kill as both cuz im only 16 nd he is 23 nd already has a gf. Nd my brother is strict afff he doesn't even let me hv guy frnds . But he says he like me btm idk wht to do?? π
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So my older brother's best friend kissed me nd im acting like nth happened but i rly like him if my brother finds out he will kill as both cuz im only 16 nd he is 23 nd already has a gf. Nd my brother is strict afff he doesn't even let me hv guy frnds . But he says he like me btm idk wht to do?? π
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I'm π4th year student at one of Ethiopian universities am very worried that the gov't said. .all uni students should go home. I know i don't do nothing going home am gonna be depressed i really want to do volunteer works but idk where to start...please help me ππ
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Today, takes me back to your birthday. That single birthday we got to spend together. I was young and clueless on how to make it special for you. We always notice from the movies and what not that one point of dating is having great birthdays. Someone must remember and make you the king/queen of the day. Shower you with good wishes and gifts possibly. It was YOUR day.
But it wasnβt about the day, it was the goodbye. It was the greatest goodbye of all times ironically. I can still relive the moment even if it was 1 or 2 years back. It was dark. We were standing on the sidewalk at (somewhere). That was the same spot I had my first kiss with you, my very awkward and funny first kiss. But I have gotten better somehow after that, I hope. So you told me I had to kiss you before I go since it is your birthday. I was very shy and you enjoyed teasing that part of me. Ofcourse I said no but you insisted. I finally gave in, you were surprised by that actually. Annoyed me, scared me as hell. One would think I was doing something more than a few seconds of kissing if they saw the amount of time I spent thinking, convincing myself & deciding my moves. Leaned, came in all the way basically, closed my eyes and went for it. Heart pounding, I donβt know how long it lasted but it felt like the world stopped turning and time froze. It was beyond words could describe it here, perfect. We are in the middle of the road, strangers passing by. I stopped idk when and looked around, not believing that I actually did that. Infront of everyone. We both smiled. Gave you both your gifts and run away. You were watching me cross the road the whole time. I never look back but that day, I looked back. We both smiled with our eyes and teeth. A smile that said I love you. It was the most in love I ever felt if it was at all love. Got into my taxi and headed home. You texted a few minutes later, you rushed into reading the letter. Even at that dark hour where there are barely any streetlights. God knows how you read it but you did. You said something like how you almost cried and that you loved me, most probably.
That birthday. That very memorable birthday. Maybe other couples live through this everyday. But it was that one day for me where things really settled in. Although I wrote too many things on that letter that I didnβt mean, I sure meant them after that moment. And I was glad I wrote it the way I did.
You wouldnβt remember any of my birthdays afterwards. We didnβt even get to celebrate one. So I had to remember about yours even on mine. And get sad, get really sad to how it got to that point. How that day was so perfect and today we are such strangers. I wish I get to feel that day again, that feeling. I think that is what love was, feeling and living everyday like that. Ofcourse it didnβt happen so frequently with you either after that one day. And it feels wrong to be living in a place where that doesnβt exist.
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Today, takes me back to your birthday. That single birthday we got to spend together. I was young and clueless on how to make it special for you. We always notice from the movies and what not that one point of dating is having great birthdays. Someone must remember and make you the king/queen of the day. Shower you with good wishes and gifts possibly. It was YOUR day.
But it wasnβt about the day, it was the goodbye. It was the greatest goodbye of all times ironically. I can still relive the moment even if it was 1 or 2 years back. It was dark. We were standing on the sidewalk at (somewhere). That was the same spot I had my first kiss with you, my very awkward and funny first kiss. But I have gotten better somehow after that, I hope. So you told me I had to kiss you before I go since it is your birthday. I was very shy and you enjoyed teasing that part of me. Ofcourse I said no but you insisted. I finally gave in, you were surprised by that actually. Annoyed me, scared me as hell. One would think I was doing something more than a few seconds of kissing if they saw the amount of time I spent thinking, convincing myself & deciding my moves. Leaned, came in all the way basically, closed my eyes and went for it. Heart pounding, I donβt know how long it lasted but it felt like the world stopped turning and time froze. It was beyond words could describe it here, perfect. We are in the middle of the road, strangers passing by. I stopped idk when and looked around, not believing that I actually did that. Infront of everyone. We both smiled. Gave you both your gifts and run away. You were watching me cross the road the whole time. I never look back but that day, I looked back. We both smiled with our eyes and teeth. A smile that said I love you. It was the most in love I ever felt if it was at all love. Got into my taxi and headed home. You texted a few minutes later, you rushed into reading the letter. Even at that dark hour where there are barely any streetlights. God knows how you read it but you did. You said something like how you almost cried and that you loved me, most probably.
That birthday. That very memorable birthday. Maybe other couples live through this everyday. But it was that one day for me where things really settled in. Although I wrote too many things on that letter that I didnβt mean, I sure meant them after that moment. And I was glad I wrote it the way I did.
You wouldnβt remember any of my birthdays afterwards. We didnβt even get to celebrate one. So I had to remember about yours even on mine. And get sad, get really sad to how it got to that point. How that day was so perfect and today we are such strangers. I wish I get to feel that day again, that feeling. I think that is what love was, feeling and living everyday like that. Ofcourse it didnβt happen so frequently with you either after that one day. And it feels wrong to be living in a place where that doesnβt exist.
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Its a quick question. Do you think school is going to open this year? I'm a university student and i really wanna know this because i have to plan what i have to do these days (since we are all staying at home). If it is going to open i must start reading if not, well there are so many korean movies waiting for me.
Ps. Stay at home. Wash your hands . And PRAY
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Its a quick question. Do you think school is going to open this year? I'm a university student and i really wanna know this because i have to plan what i have to do these days (since we are all staying at home). If it is going to open i must start reading if not, well there are so many korean movies waiting for me.
Ps. Stay at home. Wash your hands . And PRAY
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Okay hi am a girl 18 and I got zis problem I am not addicted to porn but I see it once in a long time I don't mustarbate or stuff either I tried to stop doing this for to much lately but it doesn't seem working I can't watch more zan 1 video I feel uncomfortable after zat ....I jzt want to stop it but I can't I want to have a normal life so pls
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Okay hi am a girl 18 and I got zis problem I am not addicted to porn but I see it once in a long time I don't mustarbate or stuff either I tried to stop doing this for to much lately but it doesn't seem working I can't watch more zan 1 video I feel uncomfortable after zat ....I jzt want to stop it but I can't I want to have a normal life so pls
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I am going through this horrible horrible break up.. I know with our country's current situation and all that this shouldn't have been what's going through my mind and I even feel selfish and guilty venting about it gen its all I think of.. I have never felt this sad.. I just texted him a break up text like an hour ago.. He doesn't love me back..m. I am not even crying I don't know I just feel so empty.. They say a broken heart hurts.. I thought people say that from the psychological aspect... But I swear its like there is a 100 ton weighing stone on my chest.. It gets better every time I sigh.. But comes back every time I think about him.. I love him so much its the hardest thing that I ever had to do.. I just want him to hug me or kiss me and tell me that he loves me.. But that won't ever happen.. I am just a loser with an ugly ass face.. No wonder he doesn't feel the same.. I just can't stop feeling bad
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I am going through this horrible horrible break up.. I know with our country's current situation and all that this shouldn't have been what's going through my mind and I even feel selfish and guilty venting about it gen its all I think of.. I have never felt this sad.. I just texted him a break up text like an hour ago.. He doesn't love me back..m. I am not even crying I don't know I just feel so empty.. They say a broken heart hurts.. I thought people say that from the psychological aspect... But I swear its like there is a 100 ton weighing stone on my chest.. It gets better every time I sigh.. But comes back every time I think about him.. I love him so much its the hardest thing that I ever had to do.. I just want him to hug me or kiss me and tell me that he loves me.. But that won't ever happen.. I am just a loser with an ugly ass face.. No wonder he doesn't feel the same.. I just can't stop feeling bad
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Hi ppl actually this is not a vent but a question... I want to get married teklil gen I once took post pill cause my bf accidentally cummed and my trousers were wet and I was worried I'd get pregnant with that does that mean I can't marry with teklil?
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Hi ppl actually this is not a vent but a question... I want to get married teklil gen I once took post pill cause my bf accidentally cummed and my trousers were wet and I was worried I'd get pregnant with that does that mean I can't marry with teklil?
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I'm girl and a second year university student at one of the most boring universities, i know it might sound silly compared to what yall been thru but bare with me
Ever since i got to campus i became this lonley soul since all my friends back in prep school weren't placed with me and at campus i couldn't find one friend that could relate to me(not even a little bit) so i became a loner i eat alone and i spend most of my time alone at my dorm on my pc watching movies or something and on the weekends i go home since the campus is a bit close to my city. the thing is even when i go home on the weekends my prep school friends and i couldn't be as same as b4 they got their own group of friends and stuff so even when i ask them to meet up they are always busy. I hate that i'm lonely,i used to be this cheerful bubbly girl and now i'm becoming more and more depressed considering some stuffs i been thru the past two years(long story) and now i've turned to social media and telegram to fill the gap and the lonleiness and i turned out to be addicted like i litreally bursted into tears one day when my phone stopped working,like i seriously dunno what to do if i don't have the internet i feel like thats my only escape. I wanna go out and have fun minamin like girls my age but i happen to be home stuck and loney
U really need help u guys and keep yall self safe!!
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I'm girl and a second year university student at one of the most boring universities, i know it might sound silly compared to what yall been thru but bare with me
Ever since i got to campus i became this lonley soul since all my friends back in prep school weren't placed with me and at campus i couldn't find one friend that could relate to me(not even a little bit) so i became a loner i eat alone and i spend most of my time alone at my dorm on my pc watching movies or something and on the weekends i go home since the campus is a bit close to my city. the thing is even when i go home on the weekends my prep school friends and i couldn't be as same as b4 they got their own group of friends and stuff so even when i ask them to meet up they are always busy. I hate that i'm lonely,i used to be this cheerful bubbly girl and now i'm becoming more and more depressed considering some stuffs i been thru the past two years(long story) and now i've turned to social media and telegram to fill the gap and the lonleiness and i turned out to be addicted like i litreally bursted into tears one day when my phone stopped working,like i seriously dunno what to do if i don't have the internet i feel like thats my only escape. I wanna go out and have fun minamin like girls my age but i happen to be home stuck and loney
U really need help u guys and keep yall self safe!!
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Have u ever felt like killing some one it's not just anyone it's my dad that I want to kill I mean he has some major issues with my mom they constantly fight over money I mean it's not like they have much n thank God for that or else he would have killed her by now. He hits her mnamn n when I try to help he gets more furious n hits her turns around to me n says what can u do abt it mnamn beka once he even tried to kill her with a knife she ran out in the middle of the night n I didn't even know that coz i was fucking sleeping n I hated my self for that n the next day he said sorry n shit n she accepted his apology I mean I don't blame her coz we cant survive without him n that's fucked up, btw he is a major alcoholic when he drinks he completely changes into a monster all he wants to do is hit my mom or try to kill her n today they fought as usual n when I tried to help her he fucken tried to suffocate me with a pillow I cant do this anymore God needs to do something abt this or else i will
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Have u ever felt like killing some one it's not just anyone it's my dad that I want to kill I mean he has some major issues with my mom they constantly fight over money I mean it's not like they have much n thank God for that or else he would have killed her by now. He hits her mnamn n when I try to help he gets more furious n hits her turns around to me n says what can u do abt it mnamn beka once he even tried to kill her with a knife she ran out in the middle of the night n I didn't even know that coz i was fucking sleeping n I hated my self for that n the next day he said sorry n shit n she accepted his apology I mean I don't blame her coz we cant survive without him n that's fucked up, btw he is a major alcoholic when he drinks he completely changes into a monster all he wants to do is hit my mom or try to kill her n today they fought as usual n when I tried to help her he fucken tried to suffocate me with a pillow I cant do this anymore God needs to do something abt this or else i will
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Hey there y'allπ wats up? I hope ur fine.
I'm here to not to vent actually. I just wanna get things off my chest. But it wouldn't hurt hearing ur comment I guess. Anyways here it goes....
Is it just me or is anybody else feeling hopeless koy. I mean with all these things going on around ena I just entered campus mnamn ena I thought my life was finally having a path and a clear destination keza all of the sudden everything went dark. Ena worst part is my parents.....I luv them soooo bad ena I didn't made them proud gn I always hoped they'd be happy watching the man I become someday. Keza it was yesterday at night we were setting and chatting ena denget my dad started talking like u know humans die and its a natural thing so incase something happen never give up blablabla....I wasn't hearing coz I was panicking at the moment. I mean the man I know, the man who would never give up(at least not me knowing) and the man I'm proud to call my dad is giving up. And there is nothing more scarier than that if u ask me. Long story short will suicide be a gud way to end these? I'm just wondering enji I won't do it, don't worry. I can't stand the pain tiny pain enkuan something big. Gn wats the difference if ur living hopelessly from death aaπ€·ββ
Anyways I have alpt going in my head gn I don't have words to let it out so chawπ
Ow and one more thing....is coughing a sign of covid 19 bechawen? If u have to know its been almost 2 weeks now kebet kewetaw so I haven't talked to my friends face to face eskahun so there is a chance its not I hope gn my whole family goes out so there is a chance it is. Demo I was sick gunfan yalefew 2 week keza last week it kinda left me gn I started coughing ever since ena demo I have running nose so wat do u guys think
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Hey there y'allπ wats up? I hope ur fine.
I'm here to not to vent actually. I just wanna get things off my chest. But it wouldn't hurt hearing ur comment I guess. Anyways here it goes....
Is it just me or is anybody else feeling hopeless koy. I mean with all these things going on around ena I just entered campus mnamn ena I thought my life was finally having a path and a clear destination keza all of the sudden everything went dark. Ena worst part is my parents.....I luv them soooo bad ena I didn't made them proud gn I always hoped they'd be happy watching the man I become someday. Keza it was yesterday at night we were setting and chatting ena denget my dad started talking like u know humans die and its a natural thing so incase something happen never give up blablabla....I wasn't hearing coz I was panicking at the moment. I mean the man I know, the man who would never give up(at least not me knowing) and the man I'm proud to call my dad is giving up. And there is nothing more scarier than that if u ask me. Long story short will suicide be a gud way to end these? I'm just wondering enji I won't do it, don't worry. I can't stand the pain tiny pain enkuan something big. Gn wats the difference if ur living hopelessly from death aaπ€·ββ
Anyways I have alpt going in my head gn I don't have words to let it out so chawπ
Ow and one more thing....is coughing a sign of covid 19 bechawen? If u have to know its been almost 2 weeks now kebet kewetaw so I haven't talked to my friends face to face eskahun so there is a chance its not I hope gn my whole family goes out so there is a chance it is. Demo I was sick gunfan yalefew 2 week keza last week it kinda left me gn I started coughing ever since ena demo I have running nose so wat do u guys think
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I know i sound judgmental when i say this but what is it with the guys this days ?
It's like everyone i see is a carbon copy. They listen to the same kinds of music which always seems to be about some bad bitch with a big ass or about some gangsta nigga and it's gold chain. They have the same boring shallow ass opnion which mostly comes from a quote on telegram (the ones with a rapper on them ) they have the same dressing style π and they all wanna be rich but not sure how.
And somehow they all wanna be rappers. Not that rapping is a bad thing but c'mon.
What's wrong with liking music that has a meaning and exploring the endless varieties of it ?
Is being intelligent lame now?
What happned to originality?
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I know i sound judgmental when i say this but what is it with the guys this days ?
It's like everyone i see is a carbon copy. They listen to the same kinds of music which always seems to be about some bad bitch with a big ass or about some gangsta nigga and it's gold chain. They have the same boring shallow ass opnion which mostly comes from a quote on telegram (the ones with a rapper on them ) they have the same dressing style π and they all wanna be rich but not sure how.
And somehow they all wanna be rappers. Not that rapping is a bad thing but c'mon.
What's wrong with liking music that has a meaning and exploring the endless varieties of it ?
Is being intelligent lame now?
What happned to originality?
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i'm a boy and a second year university student in addis ena betam gf mnamn meyaz eflgalew leke endelelaw wendoche
Gn i can't bezu setoche akalew aweralew egbabalew gn selene miyasbut just gf endalgn ena player endehonku nw abzagnochu i dont know whyπ€·ββ ena set awereche mnamn edewleleshalew beye alhedem ekeralew bezu set ga ena bezaw endebaberalew..ena demo jelesoche alugn mood yeyzubgnal ensu ke bezu set ga sex argewal mnamn ene demo v negn....ena mn large betam merognal?
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i'm a boy and a second year university student in addis ena betam gf mnamn meyaz eflgalew leke endelelaw wendoche
Gn i can't bezu setoche akalew aweralew egbabalew gn selene miyasbut just gf endalgn ena player endehonku nw abzagnochu i dont know whyπ€·ββ ena set awereche mnamn edewleleshalew beye alhedem ekeralew bezu set ga ena bezaw endebaberalew..ena demo jelesoche alugn mood yeyzubgnal ensu ke bezu set ga sex argewal mnamn ene demo v negn....ena mn large betam merognal?
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So am a girl 22,i got the best family,the best job thank god but their is sm thing missing am not happy i been through every bad obstacles that you could imagine,
When i was like in grad 11 me and my best friend got into misunderstanding which it led us to be not friends again through that process i was in a big family problem i didnt even try to fix us so does she,since she was the only real best friend i had i was hurt and my senior year suck,moving on to gebi coz of my past i didnt really wanna get attached i use to have friends by the way but after i graduated i make my self distant now that i know the things that happened back in highschool is making me not to make friends,i dont even have anywhere to go am depressed about how those bad peoples in high school fucked up my life idk am not okay
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So am a girl 22,i got the best family,the best job thank god but their is sm thing missing am not happy i been through every bad obstacles that you could imagine,
When i was like in grad 11 me and my best friend got into misunderstanding which it led us to be not friends again through that process i was in a big family problem i didnt even try to fix us so does she,since she was the only real best friend i had i was hurt and my senior year suck,moving on to gebi coz of my past i didnt really wanna get attached i use to have friends by the way but after i graduated i make my self distant now that i know the things that happened back in highschool is making me not to make friends,i dont even have anywhere to go am depressed about how those bad peoples in high school fucked up my life idk am not okay
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Things I can never say volume 1:
You shackled my soul with the weight of your careless words and now I'm stuck. You walked into my life when I never needed you. You demanded that I let you in. You demolished my walls with sweet words and crumbs of encouragement. And I fell for it. I fell hard. I leaped out of my tower to land in the safety of your arms but you turned away. You let me fall and you spat onto my ruins. Now I can't talk to you because you've silenced me. You accused me of trying to tether you forever and slashed my wrists with the tendrils of our bonds. It IS one sided. It IS just me. You DON'T reciprocate. You will leave me. You don't want me anymore.
So now we're acting like strangers again as if our paths were never so entangled. We talk about the weather and COVID-19 as you take back your anchor and drift away from me.
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Hide my Identity
I need to vent
Things I can never say volume 1:
You shackled my soul with the weight of your careless words and now I'm stuck. You walked into my life when I never needed you. You demanded that I let you in. You demolished my walls with sweet words and crumbs of encouragement. And I fell for it. I fell hard. I leaped out of my tower to land in the safety of your arms but you turned away. You let me fall and you spat onto my ruins. Now I can't talk to you because you've silenced me. You accused me of trying to tether you forever and slashed my wrists with the tendrils of our bonds. It IS one sided. It IS just me. You DON'T reciprocate. You will leave me. You don't want me anymore.
So now we're acting like strangers again as if our paths were never so entangled. We talk about the weather and COVID-19 as you take back your anchor and drift away from me.
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Hey Unihorse π¦
I am Kalu
I need to vent
So umm i have been hearing this corona is getting way out of hand look at Italy they r reporting death in hundreds daily which is so sad America is freckling n expected to be the next italy as a matter of facts itβs going to be worse than italy n the here we r Ethiopia a third world country with a very poor health care service n no equipment at all the total eth has like less than 400 icu rooms n today the number rose to 16 in 24 hrs n ppl r not taking warnings seriously i went out yesterday n saw ppl hugging holding hands like what the hell this is absolutely reckless from us when its too late n the number of cases rise we will be in for a danger we cant handle even America is lacking equipment to test beds for patients n in Italy doctors r making decisions on who to live n who dont like ppl r in streets to be treated in Italy so all im saying is corona is not a joke if u love ur family u should not go out unless itβs very important u should not touch ppl idk so even the govt is taking this lightly bicha take care yall i beg u in the god u believe pls take precautions!!!!
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I am Kalu
I need to vent
So umm i have been hearing this corona is getting way out of hand look at Italy they r reporting death in hundreds daily which is so sad America is freckling n expected to be the next italy as a matter of facts itβs going to be worse than italy n the here we r Ethiopia a third world country with a very poor health care service n no equipment at all the total eth has like less than 400 icu rooms n today the number rose to 16 in 24 hrs n ppl r not taking warnings seriously i went out yesterday n saw ppl hugging holding hands like what the hell this is absolutely reckless from us when its too late n the number of cases rise we will be in for a danger we cant handle even America is lacking equipment to test beds for patients n in Italy doctors r making decisions on who to live n who dont like ppl r in streets to be treated in Italy so all im saying is corona is not a joke if u love ur family u should not go out unless itβs very important u should not touch ppl idk so even the govt is taking this lightly bicha take care yall i beg u in the god u believe pls take precautions!!!!
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Hey Unihorse π¦
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I'm an 18 year old girl. When I was in 8th grade, my mom told me that she and my dad have HIV and that my little brother was negative and that I should get tested too, you know incase I have it. But the thought of finding out I had HIV made me pretty scared so I said no. After that we never had that conversation with my mom again and I don't know why but it never crossed my mind that I should get tested, until these past 2 weeks when I was googling the symptoms of HIV. I've never been more terrified in my life. I've symptoms like rashes, getting tired most of the time, joint and muscle aches and weight loss. I cried myself to sleep that night ena I can't accept the fact that I might have it and I don't have the mental strength to go and find out. I know I have to and will do it as some point but how do I get ready to find out that I'm HIV positive? Encouraging words are appreciated.
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I need to vent
I'm an 18 year old girl. When I was in 8th grade, my mom told me that she and my dad have HIV and that my little brother was negative and that I should get tested too, you know incase I have it. But the thought of finding out I had HIV made me pretty scared so I said no. After that we never had that conversation with my mom again and I don't know why but it never crossed my mind that I should get tested, until these past 2 weeks when I was googling the symptoms of HIV. I've never been more terrified in my life. I've symptoms like rashes, getting tired most of the time, joint and muscle aches and weight loss. I cried myself to sleep that night ena I can't accept the fact that I might have it and I don't have the mental strength to go and find out. I know I have to and will do it as some point but how do I get ready to find out that I'm HIV positive? Encouraging words are appreciated.
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Hey Unihorse π¦
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Thank you vent here team.
People why are we so fragile? I don't understand why in the world do we breakdown when I simple act of kindness comes from anyone be it anyone.
I just want you people to let me know, if we want to heal, how is it that we forget or at least try to forget everything and move on? Won't the pain still be there?
To whom shall I go, I don't want anyone to be burdened by my grief, I'm fed up of breaking and being vulnerable in front of people because they have their own problems. What shall I do?
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Hide my Identity
I need to vent
Thank you vent here team.
People why are we so fragile? I don't understand why in the world do we breakdown when I simple act of kindness comes from anyone be it anyone.
I just want you people to let me know, if we want to heal, how is it that we forget or at least try to forget everything and move on? Won't the pain still be there?
To whom shall I go, I don't want anyone to be burdened by my grief, I'm fed up of breaking and being vulnerable in front of people because they have their own problems. What shall I do?
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