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A little advice regarding living abroad as I see lots of people here have wrong ideas about life abroad....to me one of the important things that distinguishes us from animals is our dignity, once we are deprived of our dignity, we are no humans but animals....wherever you go a foreigner is never treated as good as a citizen of that country there must be some biases in treatment. In fact, some countries see foreigners as liabilities to their development especially some Arab countries. I personally was born in one of the Arab states,in Saudi to be specific, and saw different kinds of unjust treatments the foreigners received but it never got worse than it did in 2013 when that countryβs government initiated a national wide patrol looking for illegal immigrants. I witnessed Ethiopian women getting raped, robbed, trashed and the worst thing to see was the Ethiopians slaughtering each other over ethnicity. What the illegal Ethiopians did in that country was so disgraceful that we, the Saudi born Ethiopians, were ashamed of our nationality whenever asked Iβd say Iβm Sudanese or Eritrean just to avoid the insult. I was never proud of holding the Ethiopian passport until I came to my home country and saw that thereβs nothing like living in your own country between your people even though thereβs a huge gap between the culture I was raised on and the culture here. Iβm grateful to know that my dignity is not a matter to mess up with. I advise anyone who wants to leave this country to think twice before doing so. Unless you are ready to lean your head and be looked down on, donβt leave your country. You better work on yourself and improve yourself rather than wasting your time and money trying to leave for other countries on false promises and thanks for your time.
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A little advice regarding living abroad as I see lots of people here have wrong ideas about life abroad....to me one of the important things that distinguishes us from animals is our dignity, once we are deprived of our dignity, we are no humans but animals....wherever you go a foreigner is never treated as good as a citizen of that country there must be some biases in treatment. In fact, some countries see foreigners as liabilities to their development especially some Arab countries. I personally was born in one of the Arab states,in Saudi to be specific, and saw different kinds of unjust treatments the foreigners received but it never got worse than it did in 2013 when that countryβs government initiated a national wide patrol looking for illegal immigrants. I witnessed Ethiopian women getting raped, robbed, trashed and the worst thing to see was the Ethiopians slaughtering each other over ethnicity. What the illegal Ethiopians did in that country was so disgraceful that we, the Saudi born Ethiopians, were ashamed of our nationality whenever asked Iβd say Iβm Sudanese or Eritrean just to avoid the insult. I was never proud of holding the Ethiopian passport until I came to my home country and saw that thereβs nothing like living in your own country between your people even though thereβs a huge gap between the culture I was raised on and the culture here. Iβm grateful to know that my dignity is not a matter to mess up with. I advise anyone who wants to leave this country to think twice before doing so. Unless you are ready to lean your head and be looked down on, donβt leave your country. You better work on yourself and improve yourself rather than wasting your time and money trying to leave for other countries on false promises and thanks for your time.
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If ur BOYFRIEND texts a girl he used to have feelings for often....is that considered cheating or am I just overreacting?
P.s: nothing physical happens he just uk be texting her all the damn time.
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If ur BOYFRIEND texts a girl he used to have feelings for often....is that considered cheating or am I just overreacting?
P.s: nothing physical happens he just uk be texting her all the damn time.
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Hey everyone I want to ask a question for recently graduated medical doctors and anyone who can give me real information!
Here is the thing...I am a a 3rd year medical student and ever since joining med school I always felt I had a secure future,but lately I have been getting the vibe that it is not true since Dr Amir donated some money for unemployed doctors!i never new doctors in Ethiopia could be unemployed!so all of you recently graduated doctors,I would really appreciate it if you could give me some information and help me understand how life after graduation is for medical doctors and also is there anything I need to do here in med school that could help me in the future?
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Hey everyone I want to ask a question for recently graduated medical doctors and anyone who can give me real information!
Here is the thing...I am a a 3rd year medical student and ever since joining med school I always felt I had a secure future,but lately I have been getting the vibe that it is not true since Dr Amir donated some money for unemployed doctors!i never new doctors in Ethiopia could be unemployed!so all of you recently graduated doctors,I would really appreciate it if you could give me some information and help me understand how life after graduation is for medical doctors and also is there anything I need to do here in med school that could help me in the future?
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Why can't i be like a normal teenager girl why can't i have fun when i'm with my friends why do i feel lonely and isolated around them why can't i stop crying over little things and become emotionally strong why can't i have a true friend to lay on...is it to much to askπββ
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Why can't i be like a normal teenager girl why can't i have fun when i'm with my friends why do i feel lonely and isolated around them why can't i stop crying over little things and become emotionally strong why can't i have a true friend to lay on...is it to much to askπββ
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what do u think ur purpose in this life is i just wanted to know so as to find my own
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what do u think ur purpose in this life is i just wanted to know so as to find my own
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I'm starting to worry about my friendships with people. Honestly, from all there is the one girl I feel like I'm losing my touch to. We used to talk so much and it uses to be fun but now its really dulled and feels like she doesn't want to talk to me as much, let alone doesn't care as much. I guess I was so dependent on her cause out of all she understood me, and now its hurting me to know that things won't be the same. I just have a hard time accepting it but I have too. Thank you for reading
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I'm starting to worry about my friendships with people. Honestly, from all there is the one girl I feel like I'm losing my touch to. We used to talk so much and it uses to be fun but now its really dulled and feels like she doesn't want to talk to me as much, let alone doesn't care as much. I guess I was so dependent on her cause out of all she understood me, and now its hurting me to know that things won't be the same. I just have a hard time accepting it but I have too. Thank you for reading
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Here is the thing pls don't blame guys am frkmr ewneten nw am a teenage girl ena have been in relation with boys mnamn gn am always off even eyewededkut mnamn am not sexually attracted to him gn for girls sihon bka????????????am always I never done anything before wz girl now am tinking to have lmn betelu I wanna know that whether am lesbian or not any idea plsss ena demo any lessbian here pls share what u feel tnx for helpingβΊοΈβΊοΈ
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Here is the thing pls don't blame guys am frkmr ewneten nw am a teenage girl ena have been in relation with boys mnamn gn am always off even eyewededkut mnamn am not sexually attracted to him gn for girls sihon bka????????????am always I never done anything before wz girl now am tinking to have lmn betelu I wanna know that whether am lesbian or not any idea plsss ena demo any lessbian here pls share what u feel tnx for helpingβΊοΈβΊοΈ
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I'm curious so i think ihe le hulachum new...
if Christianity is right then 5 billion peoples are wrong
if Islamism is right 5.5 billion people are wrong
if Hinduism is right 6 billion peoples are wrong
and if there is no god 6 billion peoples are wrong
so no matter what you believe about god the vast majority of the world believes differently than you do. if your god exists and if he is both good and powerful then why does he allow the vast majority of the world to be deceived? why does he give fiction more power than truth? and how do you know you're not among the ones being deceived? for the very most only one religion can be correct. and how do you know you've got it right and everyone else is wrong? what if you're all wrong?
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I'm curious so i think ihe le hulachum new...
if Christianity is right then 5 billion peoples are wrong
if Islamism is right 5.5 billion people are wrong
if Hinduism is right 6 billion peoples are wrong
and if there is no god 6 billion peoples are wrong
so no matter what you believe about god the vast majority of the world believes differently than you do. if your god exists and if he is both good and powerful then why does he allow the vast majority of the world to be deceived? why does he give fiction more power than truth? and how do you know you're not among the ones being deceived? for the very most only one religion can be correct. and how do you know you've got it right and everyone else is wrong? what if you're all wrong?
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He's changing and Idk what to do, I'm so confused... He's pushing me away, he's being rude and I really just don't know anymore. I don't wanna give up especially now cuz I feel like he needs me more than ever. We've together for a bit over 5 years ever since highschool n he was amazing he was so sweet n caring... But maybe we're so used to each other now that he's tired of me n wants something new n is doing all this on purpose just to break up with me or get me to break up with him. He graduated about 8 months ago n he's still looking for a job. He recently lost someone that was like mother to him. Maybe that's why he's being this way. He's asking for help. We talked about it n He says he wants someone to comfort him and guide him cuz he feels lost but refuses to talk to me about it. He just says I wouldn't understand... Without even trying. He says he doesn't feel anything anymore so I asked how he knows he loves me if he doesn't feel anything? He said because the thought of losing me scares him. My mind is all over the place. He doesn't talk to me endebefitu he's so rude. Ik he wants someone to fight but I don't think that person is me n its killing me inside n its exhausting cuz I love him n I want him to be happy. Should I fight or let go? Even if I do fight what can I do to help him?
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He's changing and Idk what to do, I'm so confused... He's pushing me away, he's being rude and I really just don't know anymore. I don't wanna give up especially now cuz I feel like he needs me more than ever. We've together for a bit over 5 years ever since highschool n he was amazing he was so sweet n caring... But maybe we're so used to each other now that he's tired of me n wants something new n is doing all this on purpose just to break up with me or get me to break up with him. He graduated about 8 months ago n he's still looking for a job. He recently lost someone that was like mother to him. Maybe that's why he's being this way. He's asking for help. We talked about it n He says he wants someone to comfort him and guide him cuz he feels lost but refuses to talk to me about it. He just says I wouldn't understand... Without even trying. He says he doesn't feel anything anymore so I asked how he knows he loves me if he doesn't feel anything? He said because the thought of losing me scares him. My mind is all over the place. He doesn't talk to me endebefitu he's so rude. Ik he wants someone to fight but I don't think that person is me n its killing me inside n its exhausting cuz I love him n I want him to be happy. Should I fight or let go? Even if I do fight what can I do to help him?
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No need of comments just wanted to say this.
I have a question for all the guys in here
Do u get a satisfaction when you hit women haa tell me??? Its really hard not to be Abel to do something about it or say anything
I just got slapped by a random guy in our neighborhoodπππππ I swear to god I've never seen him before
but calling names and slapping girls is no big deal for you right?but weren't you all in this world through a women isn't the person that hold you in her bely for nine fucking month a women??
I know there are a lots of gud guys in the world but please stop this fucking insane bullshit by doing your part
don't just pass on by when u see this kind of shit going on in your house,on the street's,anywhere just be a real man
And Stop harassing you're own sisters
We're dying here let us live as equals as you are pleace give as a space to breath
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No need of comments just wanted to say this.
I have a question for all the guys in here
Do u get a satisfaction when you hit women haa tell me??? Its really hard not to be Abel to do something about it or say anything
I just got slapped by a random guy in our neighborhoodπππππ I swear to god I've never seen him before
but calling names and slapping girls is no big deal for you right?but weren't you all in this world through a women isn't the person that hold you in her bely for nine fucking month a women??
I know there are a lots of gud guys in the world but please stop this fucking insane bullshit by doing your part
don't just pass on by when u see this kind of shit going on in your house,on the street's,anywhere just be a real man
And Stop harassing you're own sisters
We're dying here let us live as equals as you are pleace give as a space to breath
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I don't know why but am not good at relationship. I tried many times to have good gf but after 1 or 2 month we broke up.. Actually am not good at stuff like jinjina am kind of person like zemtegna and shy also. Most of the time girls come to me by themselves and go away π by themselve. at first i was happy by this thing coz erasachiwu slemetu it's not ma business whether they are with me or not eyalku asb nbr but as time pass nd after doing this with many girls now am tired of this stuffππ nd start asking ma self what's wrong with me nd why they came and leave me with out a reasonπ€π€? I want to figer out the reason that makes them to leave me and also to start strong relationsπ.. What i am supposed to do? πππ
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I don't know why but am not good at relationship. I tried many times to have good gf but after 1 or 2 month we broke up.. Actually am not good at stuff like jinjina am kind of person like zemtegna and shy also. Most of the time girls come to me by themselves and go away π by themselve. at first i was happy by this thing coz erasachiwu slemetu it's not ma business whether they are with me or not eyalku asb nbr but as time pass nd after doing this with many girls now am tired of this stuffππ nd start asking ma self what's wrong with me nd why they came and leave me with out a reasonπ€π€? I want to figer out the reason that makes them to leave me and also to start strong relationsπ.. What i am supposed to do? πππ
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Hey this is for one particular person actually and it's just to say that I miss you even tho you are a self proclaimed asshole who actually told me you don't care about me now or anytime in the future since day one. Though we never had any future as mentioned by you in so many ways I learned what I felt was for the most part the infatuation that resulted from having to have had the unattainable. Truth is I'm sorry for whatever hurt blocks you from love and I pray for you every time I pray of my own heart. I am sorry it seemed that I was leaving although now I have left for real and I can't help but wonder if you are missing me too.. I am not good at these things but I just wanted to somewhat properly say a final good bye though I do hope I see you happy some day. Please forgive me for my less than acceptable actions during our time together and I have no right to minimise the relevance of my share of act and don't feel bad for your share now or future because I have forgiven you a thousand times I wish you all the happiness.
Yours sincerely,
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Hey this is for one particular person actually and it's just to say that I miss you even tho you are a self proclaimed asshole who actually told me you don't care about me now or anytime in the future since day one. Though we never had any future as mentioned by you in so many ways I learned what I felt was for the most part the infatuation that resulted from having to have had the unattainable. Truth is I'm sorry for whatever hurt blocks you from love and I pray for you every time I pray of my own heart. I am sorry it seemed that I was leaving although now I have left for real and I can't help but wonder if you are missing me too.. I am not good at these things but I just wanted to somewhat properly say a final good bye though I do hope I see you happy some day. Please forgive me for my less than acceptable actions during our time together and I have no right to minimise the relevance of my share of act and don't feel bad for your share now or future because I have forgiven you a thousand times I wish you all the happiness.
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This something really personal but what if someone here need to hear this.....u guys I did something which I never thought I would π±π±π±π±ππππππ"neseha gebaw" am not even religious Pearson but my GOD it feels so good....demo my sins was tooo much,I did everything any teenagers do specially z sex tng,masterbation,porn beka everything I shouldn't do......u guys as u can see the world is gonna end soon specially with Corona tng,having the inner peace is just everything......so anyone who thought his/her sin is too much don't worry,GOD actually forgive specially young ppl I know what it feels to wanting to b cool mnamn but the guilt after is not worthed....I was reading abuna estenfase kirstos gedel(stories) that is life....he was so pure making GOD happy and I thought what would God feel about me....I disappoint him every day...anyhow emebrhan hagerchinin tetebek I hope someone got something from this and am a girl...idk y I mention that it just feel like guy when I read it back
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This something really personal but what if someone here need to hear this.....u guys I did something which I never thought I would π±π±π±π±ππππππ"neseha gebaw" am not even religious Pearson but my GOD it feels so good....demo my sins was tooo much,I did everything any teenagers do specially z sex tng,masterbation,porn beka everything I shouldn't do......u guys as u can see the world is gonna end soon specially with Corona tng,having the inner peace is just everything......so anyone who thought his/her sin is too much don't worry,GOD actually forgive specially young ppl I know what it feels to wanting to b cool mnamn but the guilt after is not worthed....I was reading abuna estenfase kirstos gedel(stories) that is life....he was so pure making GOD happy and I thought what would God feel about me....I disappoint him every day...anyhow emebrhan hagerchinin tetebek I hope someone got something from this and am a girl...idk y I mention that it just feel like guy when I read it back
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Hey i am so stupid that am writting this but it kinda helps i am crying right now its because that my life is going upside down. am a cumpus student in addis i have a boyfriend he is older than me like he is 27 i am 21 he is smart i like him. but the thing is that he gets weird when i be with boys he doesnt like it . We always fight about it. But me i never botherd about him having a girls around him. Last week it was my friends bdparty in a cafe every of my friends where invited like guys ofc then he was calling i answered and told him .he told where i was i told him. he came and saw me have fun he was mad like he was off he pretendes like nth happend and then he gave me ride and he starts to speak you were hugging that man and that i shouted fuck you he fucking slapped me .i told him i am done fuck his ass ymr i hate every thing now i mean i hate going to class and shit am like a vampire now a days i sleep all day, cry all night ,i hate it and now i think am getting fatπ. its just i fucking hate everything give me some advise to move on please . And pls be postive am already broken.
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Hey i am so stupid that am writting this but it kinda helps i am crying right now its because that my life is going upside down. am a cumpus student in addis i have a boyfriend he is older than me like he is 27 i am 21 he is smart i like him. but the thing is that he gets weird when i be with boys he doesnt like it . We always fight about it. But me i never botherd about him having a girls around him. Last week it was my friends bdparty in a cafe every of my friends where invited like guys ofc then he was calling i answered and told him .he told where i was i told him. he came and saw me have fun he was mad like he was off he pretendes like nth happend and then he gave me ride and he starts to speak you were hugging that man and that i shouted fuck you he fucking slapped me .i told him i am done fuck his ass ymr i hate every thing now i mean i hate going to class and shit am like a vampire now a days i sleep all day, cry all night ,i hate it and now i think am getting fatπ. its just i fucking hate everything give me some advise to move on please . And pls be postive am already broken.
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Hey Iβm a girl and I had my first boyfriend years ago and I loved Him from the bottom of my heart , sure enough he was faking it. He was a bad person made me feel as worthless as he can and left. It was bigger than heartbreak i was broken for more than a year depressed and suicidal. I couldnβt even look at other people cause I felt so horrible About myself. Then after sometime I met this wonderful person who is everything I want. We started a relationship and Iβm happy . But all of a sudden I miss my first boyfriend heβs all I think about all day I almost called him and itβs affecting me mentally and my relationship too. I feel like a bitch for thinking of that and I should have forgotten him long ago but Iβm hurting bad because of this. How can I be like I used to be on my relationship and be happy again
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Hey Iβm a girl and I had my first boyfriend years ago and I loved Him from the bottom of my heart , sure enough he was faking it. He was a bad person made me feel as worthless as he can and left. It was bigger than heartbreak i was broken for more than a year depressed and suicidal. I couldnβt even look at other people cause I felt so horrible About myself. Then after sometime I met this wonderful person who is everything I want. We started a relationship and Iβm happy . But all of a sudden I miss my first boyfriend heβs all I think about all day I almost called him and itβs affecting me mentally and my relationship too. I feel like a bitch for thinking of that and I should have forgotten him long ago but Iβm hurting bad because of this. How can I be like I used to be on my relationship and be happy again
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hello, this is like my fifth vent if it doesnt get approved so admins ππππ here it goes
i am a campus student resently i was going through some financial difficulty so i started stealing stuffs from people ππAnd weirdly i started to like the rush i go through while doin it, but on the other side i hated my self for doing, i feel my self esteem degrading idk what to say but i think i like hating my self or somthing, i think i feel whole when i hate my self. ik zis is weird but any comments?
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hello, this is like my fifth vent if it doesnt get approved so admins ππππ here it goes
i am a campus student resently i was going through some financial difficulty so i started stealing stuffs from people ππAnd weirdly i started to like the rush i go through while doin it, but on the other side i hated my self for doing, i feel my self esteem degrading idk what to say but i think i like hating my self or somthing, i think i feel whole when i hate my self. ik zis is weird but any comments?
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Okay first time venting. there's this guy that I had a crush on we're in the same class. First year in college. We started talking and then he told me he wants a no strings attached relationship which I also wanted. And then we started talking about lots of things we started sexting and all. We sent nudes to each other. And then all of a sudden he's not replaying to my texts. I'm scared he'll show his friends and our classmates the pictures even though he told me twice that he doesn't keep those kinds of pictures on his phone. What should I do. Don't tell me I shouldn't have sent the pictures ik and I'm regretting it. Thanks in advance
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Okay first time venting. there's this guy that I had a crush on we're in the same class. First year in college. We started talking and then he told me he wants a no strings attached relationship which I also wanted. And then we started talking about lots of things we started sexting and all. We sent nudes to each other. And then all of a sudden he's not replaying to my texts. I'm scared he'll show his friends and our classmates the pictures even though he told me twice that he doesn't keep those kinds of pictures on his phone. What should I do. Don't tell me I shouldn't have sent the pictures ik and I'm regretting it. Thanks in advance
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If someone you trust with evth you have, keeps on breaking your trust and heart repeatedly and you love that person to death, to the point where the thought of losing him practically drives u up a wall, what do you do?
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If someone you trust with evth you have, keeps on breaking your trust and heart repeatedly and you love that person to death, to the point where the thought of losing him practically drives u up a wall, what do you do?
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I never thought i would be venting but i couldn't find someone to talk to here it goes. So at the beginning of the year i lost my sister, we were close and it really hurt when she left me. Before that i was full of hope and i was energetic. I was out going and so. Everyday i used to think of ways i could make my Girlfriend happy and feel loved but after my sister passed away all of that energy left me. I live in a fear that the rest of my family will die too and on top of that i started drifting away from my girlfriend. It's not that i stopped loving her it's just i couldn't find the energy and enthusiasm to do what i used to do. I sometimes told her that i missed my sister and stuff but i couldn't tell her i was sad and all because every time i raise that topic she gets uncomfortable and so i just stop talking about that. Days went by and we drifted apart. I couldn't find the energy to be the person she fell in love with so just one day she told me she wanted to end things. I am glad she did tho. It's not like i stopped loving her but i knew i couldn't handle her at that time. So now i am just sad and i couldn't get my self together. So it will be helpful if any of you know a physicist that i can talk to.
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I never thought i would be venting but i couldn't find someone to talk to here it goes. So at the beginning of the year i lost my sister, we were close and it really hurt when she left me. Before that i was full of hope and i was energetic. I was out going and so. Everyday i used to think of ways i could make my Girlfriend happy and feel loved but after my sister passed away all of that energy left me. I live in a fear that the rest of my family will die too and on top of that i started drifting away from my girlfriend. It's not that i stopped loving her it's just i couldn't find the energy and enthusiasm to do what i used to do. I sometimes told her that i missed my sister and stuff but i couldn't tell her i was sad and all because every time i raise that topic she gets uncomfortable and so i just stop talking about that. Days went by and we drifted apart. I couldn't find the energy to be the person she fell in love with so just one day she told me she wanted to end things. I am glad she did tho. It's not like i stopped loving her but i knew i couldn't handle her at that time. So now i am just sad and i couldn't get my self together. So it will be helpful if any of you know a physicist that i can talk to.
Thanks for reading it to the end
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