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This shit is killing me....there is this endless pain inside me I wish I disappear.why am I still alive all I ever asked for was to be dead ....I don't wanna breath any fucking more.tired more than 10 times end up with a liver disease why is that??fuccck this bullshit ...all I wanted to disappear booom ...this is so some fucked up shit....all I ever want is to be dead and rest in peace
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This shit is killing me....there is this endless pain inside me I wish I disappear.why am I still alive all I ever asked for was to be dead ....I don't wanna breath any fucking more.tired more than 10 times end up with a liver disease why is that??fuccck this bullshit ...all I wanted to disappear booom ...this is so some fucked up shit....all I ever want is to be dead and rest in peace
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My whole life I thought I couldn't have babies. I'm 25. I thought I was mehan. And out of nowhere, today, I just had my first ever period. Probably the literal best day of my life.
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My whole life I thought I couldn't have babies. I'm 25. I thought I was mehan. And out of nowhere, today, I just had my first ever period. Probably the literal best day of my life.
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Hey guys I need to ask you something...I am guy recently graduated...i am trying to have a girlfriend and i don't have confidence on my height..and i want to ask girls that does height matter to date a girl than looks...my height is 1meter 65...pls tell me
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Hey guys I need to ask you something...I am guy recently graduated...i am trying to have a girlfriend and i don't have confidence on my height..and i want to ask girls that does height matter to date a girl than looks...my height is 1meter 65...pls tell me
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It's my first time venting here. I am a 22 yrs old boy currently in college. I was doing well having good grades and also good spritual life. I don't know what is happening to me. For the past 1 year my life is becoming miserable. It changed suddenly. I am depressed, obssesed, overthinking about everything, can't communicate with people, i always look down or appear to have weird gesture while talking with people, lost my confidence mnamn. What makes it worse is that i dont have a real friend. even my family, they love me, they care for me gn they don't know what i really feel. I always keep silent in home. I am going to take my exams this week. I feel like i am going to fail and get kicked out because i didn't read. My family invested everything they have on me. They have no other children. I am the only one. I remember that my father cant keep his tears when he heard my result when i passed my enterance exam with a good grade.
i am now starting to pray for death. I am not suicidal but i feel like i have no purpose to live.
I am in desperate need of someone who can help. I want to meet with someone new(preferably girls) who can build trust with me and becomes a real friend.Bicha i dont know what to do. i dont know who can help me
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It's my first time venting here. I am a 22 yrs old boy currently in college. I was doing well having good grades and also good spritual life. I don't know what is happening to me. For the past 1 year my life is becoming miserable. It changed suddenly. I am depressed, obssesed, overthinking about everything, can't communicate with people, i always look down or appear to have weird gesture while talking with people, lost my confidence mnamn. What makes it worse is that i dont have a real friend. even my family, they love me, they care for me gn they don't know what i really feel. I always keep silent in home. I am going to take my exams this week. I feel like i am going to fail and get kicked out because i didn't read. My family invested everything they have on me. They have no other children. I am the only one. I remember that my father cant keep his tears when he heard my result when i passed my enterance exam with a good grade.
i am now starting to pray for death. I am not suicidal but i feel like i have no purpose to live.
I am in desperate need of someone who can help. I want to meet with someone new(preferably girls) who can build trust with me and becomes a real friend.Bicha i dont know what to do. i dont know who can help me
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I am 22 years old. I have a boyfriend Which I love so much. We have dated for 2 years 1 year together and 1 year in distance.. on our 3rd year I found out that he cheated on me so I broke up with him but still kept on loving him after a year he begged me to get back together I accepted and we started over. I asked him if I could meet with his family but he said he can’t. When I asked him why he said that his goals comes first. I love him very deeply 😣and that is killing me. What should I do? Please help!!!😔
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I am 22 years old. I have a boyfriend Which I love so much. We have dated for 2 years 1 year together and 1 year in distance.. on our 3rd year I found out that he cheated on me so I broke up with him but still kept on loving him after a year he begged me to get back together I accepted and we started over. I asked him if I could meet with his family but he said he can’t. When I asked him why he said that his goals comes first. I love him very deeply 😣and that is killing me. What should I do? Please help!!!😔
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I need to vent.. so for a long time I have felt like I was a very negetive person I would push any one that provoked real emotions in me.. I always wanted to feel numb.. I had a phylosophy that was it's better to feel nothing at all than feel pain and heartache.. I wasn't a mean person I honestly did my best to help people I dnt complain about my self I hear there problems and just suport them in any way I can. But it was hard not to love some one cuz it's a fucked up situation and I found my self falling in love multiple times but I was too afraid to show it.. And i let every one I loved slip away without actually telling them how much they ment to me right now I feel empty because back then i was enveloped with people I've loved and I wud wake up every morning just to see there faces today I'm surrounded with people that can't offer any thing but meaningless conversations...
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I need to vent.. so for a long time I have felt like I was a very negetive person I would push any one that provoked real emotions in me.. I always wanted to feel numb.. I had a phylosophy that was it's better to feel nothing at all than feel pain and heartache.. I wasn't a mean person I honestly did my best to help people I dnt complain about my self I hear there problems and just suport them in any way I can. But it was hard not to love some one cuz it's a fucked up situation and I found my self falling in love multiple times but I was too afraid to show it.. And i let every one I loved slip away without actually telling them how much they ment to me right now I feel empty because back then i was enveloped with people I've loved and I wud wake up every morning just to see there faces today I'm surrounded with people that can't offer any thing but meaningless conversations...
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????????☹☹☹☹ ???? I'm lonely y'all and ????it's all my fault I'm an egotistic maniac my God I feel hopeless u know those people that can't empathise with u some times u just need a friend that will cry with u or laugh with u.. I'm not that girl I'm opposite almost 99% of the time I'm that girl that u tell.. ur deepest darkest secrets and she forgets it 5 minutes latter.. the girl u invite to a party but won't come cuz she can't miss an episode of how I met ur mother.. the girl that say I got this dnt worry and builds such high hopes for the group project and ends up missing the presentation.. I'm the room mate that u asked to come to ur graduation but she misses it cuz she is sleeping.. I'm so unaccountable I feel like all I care about is me me me and shit is getting crazy.. I'm the girl friend that would ask u to go buy bedsheets with her or go to the supermarket with her but wouldn't hesitate to say no when u ask her for a metro card.. I'm that girl that buys a bottle of vodka and wine and get drunk in her dorm room and go to school I'm that girl that loves getting hit on by every one.. I'm that girl that says no u don't when u tell her u love her but secretly feels like she is floating.. I'm that girl that has a dealer every where she goes.. I'm the girl that drinks codine in the middle of class in high school and walks to the board to answer a question and forgets it half way to the board... I'm selfish I'm unaccountable... And as a result a disapointment
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????????☹☹☹☹ ???? I'm lonely y'all and ????it's all my fault I'm an egotistic maniac my God I feel hopeless u know those people that can't empathise with u some times u just need a friend that will cry with u or laugh with u.. I'm not that girl I'm opposite almost 99% of the time I'm that girl that u tell.. ur deepest darkest secrets and she forgets it 5 minutes latter.. the girl u invite to a party but won't come cuz she can't miss an episode of how I met ur mother.. the girl that say I got this dnt worry and builds such high hopes for the group project and ends up missing the presentation.. I'm the room mate that u asked to come to ur graduation but she misses it cuz she is sleeping.. I'm so unaccountable I feel like all I care about is me me me and shit is getting crazy.. I'm the girl friend that would ask u to go buy bedsheets with her or go to the supermarket with her but wouldn't hesitate to say no when u ask her for a metro card.. I'm that girl that buys a bottle of vodka and wine and get drunk in her dorm room and go to school I'm that girl that loves getting hit on by every one.. I'm that girl that says no u don't when u tell her u love her but secretly feels like she is floating.. I'm that girl that has a dealer every where she goes.. I'm the girl that drinks codine in the middle of class in high school and walks to the board to answer a question and forgets it half way to the board... I'm selfish I'm unaccountable... And as a result a disapointment
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Hey guys, this is first ever vent, and I need to let some out. I met this girl recently and after getting to know her I realized that she has the same personality as I do. She's funny, cool, and so much more. At first I was happy I had her as a friend but later on I started to develop these feelings for her. I mean she's really cool and it drives me mad. But I had to let the feeling go as my best friend also likes her and I didn't want any tension to form between us. Even though I act normal, my heart hurts, metaphorically😂, whenever I'm close to her.
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Hey guys, this is first ever vent, and I need to let some out. I met this girl recently and after getting to know her I realized that she has the same personality as I do. She's funny, cool, and so much more. At first I was happy I had her as a friend but later on I started to develop these feelings for her. I mean she's really cool and it drives me mad. But I had to let the feeling go as my best friend also likes her and I didn't want any tension to form between us. Even though I act normal, my heart hurts, metaphorically😂, whenever I'm close to her.
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Selam Selam indet nachihu danayit negn ????????Ik I’m being a jerk back to my point I’m really becoming fucked up these days I’m a girl 16 yrs old 11th grader my bf started to send me 1 Gb????every week since then I started to see free porn videos ????????????and I’m really becoming obsessed wiz it like I don’t really remember the night I slept wiz out seeing at least 3 videos it has been like a months since I started watching porn and FYI at the morning I hardly regrets y I did zat I feel so guilty bt it instead of reading Wattpad or stalking some sexy actor or listening to musics just like my peers do I keep on searching for this dumb ass porn and I promise my self not to do it again but as the night comes I can’t sleep wiz out watching one it is like a drug for me and I always cum after zat and finger my self till lelit 6 seat ????????and then sleep then the cycle goes feeling so stupid and dumb bt wat I did last night and then repeat it again and I enjoy sex chats on tg but never did zat wiz my bf bicha is this shit normal like fingering my self like 4 fingers at once ????and moan I know this sounds ..... plz help out wat shall I do any body wiz this experience????
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Selam Selam indet nachihu danayit negn ????????Ik I’m being a jerk back to my point I’m really becoming fucked up these days I’m a girl 16 yrs old 11th grader my bf started to send me 1 Gb????every week since then I started to see free porn videos ????????????and I’m really becoming obsessed wiz it like I don’t really remember the night I slept wiz out seeing at least 3 videos it has been like a months since I started watching porn and FYI at the morning I hardly regrets y I did zat I feel so guilty bt it instead of reading Wattpad or stalking some sexy actor or listening to musics just like my peers do I keep on searching for this dumb ass porn and I promise my self not to do it again but as the night comes I can’t sleep wiz out watching one it is like a drug for me and I always cum after zat and finger my self till lelit 6 seat ????????and then sleep then the cycle goes feeling so stupid and dumb bt wat I did last night and then repeat it again and I enjoy sex chats on tg but never did zat wiz my bf bicha is this shit normal like fingering my self like 4 fingers at once ????and moan I know this sounds ..... plz help out wat shall I do any body wiz this experience????
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Okay so here goes. I have this friend, we've been besties since grade school through campus years and still so close, I would never say this to her face, but I can't imagine life with out her. And there's my big brother... we're so close, he tells me every thing and not just because he's my bro but he's like... the best person I know(I'll never say this to his face either). So the thing is he likes her. We've hung out together before, him and my friends... and it was a little weird for me, but I got over the feeling and told him to go for it. Because I think they're a perfect match. And now they went on a date twice and the thought of them hanging out without me is driving me crazy. CRAZY!! Am I a bad person?
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Okay so here goes. I have this friend, we've been besties since grade school through campus years and still so close, I would never say this to her face, but I can't imagine life with out her. And there's my big brother... we're so close, he tells me every thing and not just because he's my bro but he's like... the best person I know(I'll never say this to his face either). So the thing is he likes her. We've hung out together before, him and my friends... and it was a little weird for me, but I got over the feeling and told him to go for it. Because I think they're a perfect match. And now they went on a date twice and the thought of them hanging out without me is driving me crazy. CRAZY!! Am I a bad person?
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I’m this girl zat would melt in jelousy when she sees couples together who loves romantic movies af but i don’t know why I really feel wierd bt it when it comes to me I’ve ignored many dating questions I’m zis kinda girl who u would surely fell in love wiz when ever I reach a boy as a friend it turns out zat zey love me and zey wanna date me and stuff and I keep on lying zat I’ve a boy friend named Sami ????????and according to my stories we r like the best couples ever who would make out in cinemas have fun till night get crazy wasted but when I realized non of this is true it really hurts me and I’m really confused I don’t wanna be in relationship cuz I think no boy is worth enough for me to get wat ever he wants from me I’m really scared zat zey would break my heart and leave me all alone so one day I just wanna see how it feels may be relationship is a world zat seems so scary at the out singe but once ur in it is a hall of fame love and joy so I dated zis boy he is one yemr old zan me 18 we met at mall at the first time I told him zat I need to get home early just in case I didn’t like him I didn’t want wierd things to happen so we played games and talked he walked me till my home and he is really a sweet one he has fallen so deep in love wiz me but I’m not he is every thing a girl wants he is so essential but god knows wat happened to me I can’t love him and he really wants to meet more and soemd some quality time wiz me so I know u guys would say just tell him zat u don’t want him but I’m toooooo weak to do zat I would prefer to stay wiz him and accept my bad luck so wat should I do tell me a way zat I would get rid of him wiz out breaking his heart ????????????????
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I’m this girl zat would melt in jelousy when she sees couples together who loves romantic movies af but i don’t know why I really feel wierd bt it when it comes to me I’ve ignored many dating questions I’m zis kinda girl who u would surely fell in love wiz when ever I reach a boy as a friend it turns out zat zey love me and zey wanna date me and stuff and I keep on lying zat I’ve a boy friend named Sami ????????and according to my stories we r like the best couples ever who would make out in cinemas have fun till night get crazy wasted but when I realized non of this is true it really hurts me and I’m really confused I don’t wanna be in relationship cuz I think no boy is worth enough for me to get wat ever he wants from me I’m really scared zat zey would break my heart and leave me all alone so one day I just wanna see how it feels may be relationship is a world zat seems so scary at the out singe but once ur in it is a hall of fame love and joy so I dated zis boy he is one yemr old zan me 18 we met at mall at the first time I told him zat I need to get home early just in case I didn’t like him I didn’t want wierd things to happen so we played games and talked he walked me till my home and he is really a sweet one he has fallen so deep in love wiz me but I’m not he is every thing a girl wants he is so essential but god knows wat happened to me I can’t love him and he really wants to meet more and soemd some quality time wiz me so I know u guys would say just tell him zat u don’t want him but I’m toooooo weak to do zat I would prefer to stay wiz him and accept my bad luck so wat should I do tell me a way zat I would get rid of him wiz out breaking his heart ????????????????
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I'm a 12 grade student. I wanna vent about something. It is not considered as a problem. And is a silly thing.
I just....I can't help the ones I love. I couldn't many times and u still can't. Their lives is so messed up.VERY. they some real shit going on with their lives. I know everyone has that but it's to many for them to handle. And they are so lonely desperately. All they have is me. I am the only one they have. They tell me everything. When something bad happens or about their feelings.... And what do I do? Just sit and listen. That's all. No action. I just have ears. I give them advice or talk to them about it but I don't even think that it's the the advice they should listen to. I am no use to them. Like at all. Its been so long and when they get hurt again and again I just keep watching. I try to prevent it , I tried to protect them but I always fell. I'm Always feeling awful. My life is so amazing .I have everything I need including them the most. I lack nothing. Its just too perfect. Theirs? not even related. At first I just kept worrying for days or weeks of Big serious problems. If I see one of them cry. Even if its out of nothing. I Feel soooo broke I cry too but not in front of them. I Feel disappointed. I hate mysthis. I get angry. I fell weak. I feel low. I feel nobody.
Now I think its worse. I feel these thing if they are just sad or bored or when they are silent.( normal sadness u get sometimes which everyone gets and which is not a big deal to worry about for weeks.) My mindset is that being a friend is not just listning to what they have to say again and again. U got to do something to get them out of their darkness from the dark shit their in. U've got to do something to protect them from bad things. U have to be able to protect them. But I didn't. Couldn't. I still can't. All I have is ears. Just ears. Which is not enough.
In My life all I ever want to hear is that I was helpful to someone. That I did something. That's all. It would mean everything.
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I'm a 12 grade student. I wanna vent about something. It is not considered as a problem. And is a silly thing.
I just....I can't help the ones I love. I couldn't many times and u still can't. Their lives is so messed up.VERY. they some real shit going on with their lives. I know everyone has that but it's to many for them to handle. And they are so lonely desperately. All they have is me. I am the only one they have. They tell me everything. When something bad happens or about their feelings.... And what do I do? Just sit and listen. That's all. No action. I just have ears. I give them advice or talk to them about it but I don't even think that it's the the advice they should listen to. I am no use to them. Like at all. Its been so long and when they get hurt again and again I just keep watching. I try to prevent it , I tried to protect them but I always fell. I'm Always feeling awful. My life is so amazing .I have everything I need including them the most. I lack nothing. Its just too perfect. Theirs? not even related. At first I just kept worrying for days or weeks of Big serious problems. If I see one of them cry. Even if its out of nothing. I Feel soooo broke I cry too but not in front of them. I Feel disappointed. I hate mysthis. I get angry. I fell weak. I feel low. I feel nobody.
Now I think its worse. I feel these thing if they are just sad or bored or when they are silent.( normal sadness u get sometimes which everyone gets and which is not a big deal to worry about for weeks.) My mindset is that being a friend is not just listning to what they have to say again and again. U got to do something to get them out of their darkness from the dark shit their in. U've got to do something to protect them from bad things. U have to be able to protect them. But I didn't. Couldn't. I still can't. All I have is ears. Just ears. Which is not enough.
In My life all I ever want to hear is that I was helpful to someone. That I did something. That's all. It would mean everything.
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I had been ignored so much now I think my existence is just being barely tolerated. man where did I go wrong when I started uni I thought I had it figured out. I've even went on several dates but I'm starting to think this world is just one big acting Carrier and Im not even a supporting actor. At first I started thinking that I should just leave all social groups bc everything isnt good but then everything isnt bad either. so I decided the best thing to do was just drift from one social circle to another and it's been working so far until lately. I kept feeling that I'm missing something important I guess that feeling was there all along but now it's getting to me. Tnx in advance✌️
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I had been ignored so much now I think my existence is just being barely tolerated. man where did I go wrong when I started uni I thought I had it figured out. I've even went on several dates but I'm starting to think this world is just one big acting Carrier and Im not even a supporting actor. At first I started thinking that I should just leave all social groups bc everything isnt good but then everything isnt bad either. so I decided the best thing to do was just drift from one social circle to another and it's been working so far until lately. I kept feeling that I'm missing something important I guess that feeling was there all along but now it's getting to me. Tnx in advance✌️
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Hey guys I'm just waNted to say please instead of venting about staff malet it matters gn betam mater ayregem bizu gize vent emidergut ....Plz guys Plz guys try to help the people who really need try to think of people with disabilities people who don't have anywhere else to go people who are in need of our help ,people who are being abused ...please people this are the real problems,people with diseases ...egziabher enkuan mn yelnal caring about this staff while there r people who have no legs and arms whose every minute of existence is pain please help them out!?
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Hey guys I'm just waNted to say please instead of venting about staff malet it matters gn betam mater ayregem bizu gize vent emidergut ....Plz guys Plz guys try to help the people who really need try to think of people with disabilities people who don't have anywhere else to go people who are in need of our help ,people who are being abused ...please people this are the real problems,people with diseases ...egziabher enkuan mn yelnal caring about this staff while there r people who have no legs and arms whose every minute of existence is pain please help them out!?
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I have had enough of this it's the point of my life were am feeling hopeless useless and broke with no direction and purpose,,when ever I try some thing I fail things get messy at home and out side,,I don't know what to do i don't know what to try,, am not even sure why am here😔...nothing is working any more nothing is making sense...ppl have u ever felt like this?...did it solve it self or what did u do?am left with no choice it's very frustrating
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I have had enough of this it's the point of my life were am feeling hopeless useless and broke with no direction and purpose,,when ever I try some thing I fail things get messy at home and out side,,I don't know what to do i don't know what to try,, am not even sure why am here😔...nothing is working any more nothing is making sense...ppl have u ever felt like this?...did it solve it self or what did u do?am left with no choice it's very frustrating
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Hi , I'm a grade 12 student. My problem? Is not something to vent in hear but I still want to vent even if it might not be considered as a real problem. Well I............ahh....okay I just, I feel like I'm useless. Like useless for real. I can't help anyone in this life. I can't help my family, and by family I also mean 'my friends' just so u could understand. But really they ARE my family. I can't protect them. from shit. in their lives. My life is soo Great and perfect like I have everything including them. I lack nothing seriously. Not just that but I'm also very happy. Its not a life everyone is dreaming of but I can say that I'm living than say that i exist. Their life is so messed up. VERY. and I can't do anything about it. My Mindsate is that if I am a friend , I should help them out through their darkness. I should help them. I should save them. I have to do something. A real deep friend is not someone who only listens to your problems. A friend has to do something not just listening. that's how I think and I can't do that. I couldn't. I Feel Awful every time they tell me their sad. I know its normal to feel this for the people u love but it's getting kinda worse .And if they cry, I crumble. At first it was like.. When a big Problem happenes and I listen when they tell me like I always do but couldn't do anything, I just don't forget their faces and always cry to let out my worry.
It was hard back then cus the problem was huge and at the same time each one of them was having a very rough time. I was so angry at myself, very disappointed, I felt low. I don't even think that I give good advice. Right now ...one of them whom I am very soft with gets sad 'just the sad feeling u get sometimes,the simple one' I fell very Awful over normal..and I jeep think about it and wondering how to make it go away. I keep thinking about it even the net day. And when I hear their laugher or see their happy smile? I Melt . I swear to GOD. I just cry again. And again.
My Problem is That I know things happen but I don't know what to do or what I can do To protect them from everything bad. they are so vulnerable and all they have is me.
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Hi , I'm a grade 12 student. My problem? Is not something to vent in hear but I still want to vent even if it might not be considered as a real problem. Well I............ahh....okay I just, I feel like I'm useless. Like useless for real. I can't help anyone in this life. I can't help my family, and by family I also mean 'my friends' just so u could understand. But really they ARE my family. I can't protect them. from shit. in their lives. My life is soo Great and perfect like I have everything including them. I lack nothing seriously. Not just that but I'm also very happy. Its not a life everyone is dreaming of but I can say that I'm living than say that i exist. Their life is so messed up. VERY. and I can't do anything about it. My Mindsate is that if I am a friend , I should help them out through their darkness. I should help them. I should save them. I have to do something. A real deep friend is not someone who only listens to your problems. A friend has to do something not just listening. that's how I think and I can't do that. I couldn't. I Feel Awful every time they tell me their sad. I know its normal to feel this for the people u love but it's getting kinda worse .And if they cry, I crumble. At first it was like.. When a big Problem happenes and I listen when they tell me like I always do but couldn't do anything, I just don't forget their faces and always cry to let out my worry.
It was hard back then cus the problem was huge and at the same time each one of them was having a very rough time. I was so angry at myself, very disappointed, I felt low. I don't even think that I give good advice. Right now ...one of them whom I am very soft with gets sad 'just the sad feeling u get sometimes,the simple one' I fell very Awful over normal..and I jeep think about it and wondering how to make it go away. I keep thinking about it even the net day. And when I hear their laugher or see their happy smile? I Melt . I swear to GOD. I just cry again. And again.
My Problem is That I know things happen but I don't know what to do or what I can do To protect them from everything bad. they are so vulnerable and all they have is me.
Thanks for reading this.
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Hey guys ,lately my life is becoming so fucked up I have final exam near but I haven't started studying properly yet...I tell my self hey u have to do this unless ur gonna have fucked up grades and then I do schedule to study but it only lasts for 1 day max 3 after that I totally stop studying it happens out of the blue I think its because I had some stress issues thats what is making me unable to concentrate.I truly wanna study properly like I used to but its killing me ....I have disorder I went to more than two hospital and the diagnose was all same .and it is the disorder thats making me unable to study .even today I was studying properly ken lay out of the bull I stopped .......right now am so anxious,scared feeling fucked uppppppppp......helppp me give me some advice
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Hey guys ,lately my life is becoming so fucked up I have final exam near but I haven't started studying properly yet...I tell my self hey u have to do this unless ur gonna have fucked up grades and then I do schedule to study but it only lasts for 1 day max 3 after that I totally stop studying it happens out of the blue I think its because I had some stress issues thats what is making me unable to concentrate.I truly wanna study properly like I used to but its killing me ....I have disorder I went to more than two hospital and the diagnose was all same .and it is the disorder thats making me unable to study .even today I was studying properly ken lay out of the bull I stopped .......right now am so anxious,scared feeling fucked uppppppppp......helppp me give me some advice
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Hellow everyone out there. I have been reading most of yall vents for the past few years and boy I can relate big time as a teen who's Confused and going through things what helped me the most was not friends family or finance(a hard word to use here but okey). Amin it's not that they didn't want to help at all but they just weren't the missing part. They have there own life and struggle to begin with and even though you talk vent cry hug kiss love understand and show love whatever you do with anyone you value at the end of the day they can't understand and know how deep your scars are, because there not you. So they can't give you what you really need yet how much they may try and be a friend for you that just can't solve your problem and worries in the present or future. We humans beings often forget we have a spirt with in us because it hasn't come to life yet. Our flesh our body and everything we use daily have consumed our mind and soul which is making us forget we are much higher beings than the things that surround us. Now am not being some wired guy which is blabbing about his day dreams in a class which he fell asleep.(because that's not the case). But what I really want you to foucs and understand is this is not it. Angels have spirits but they don't have bodies like us. When the universe was created its just a physical thing with out a spirt(trust me in this one, don't try to find your self in zodiac and astrology , ik your looking for answer but boy your looking in the wrong place ). What makes us very different is we are the combination of spirt and flesh. As we use our bodies to exist touch feel and know in the physical world, we also have a spirit within us which makes us available in the spirit dimensions if used properly. Now if u don't belive me that you have a spirit I won't blame you because one can not know which one can not see. And which one can not see one can not imagine and think bout it. But if you want evidence you may try to see what is happening since the birth man. To be continued if demand... If not cool🚶♀️
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Hellow everyone out there. I have been reading most of yall vents for the past few years and boy I can relate big time as a teen who's Confused and going through things what helped me the most was not friends family or finance(a hard word to use here but okey). Amin it's not that they didn't want to help at all but they just weren't the missing part. They have there own life and struggle to begin with and even though you talk vent cry hug kiss love understand and show love whatever you do with anyone you value at the end of the day they can't understand and know how deep your scars are, because there not you. So they can't give you what you really need yet how much they may try and be a friend for you that just can't solve your problem and worries in the present or future. We humans beings often forget we have a spirt with in us because it hasn't come to life yet. Our flesh our body and everything we use daily have consumed our mind and soul which is making us forget we are much higher beings than the things that surround us. Now am not being some wired guy which is blabbing about his day dreams in a class which he fell asleep.(because that's not the case). But what I really want you to foucs and understand is this is not it. Angels have spirits but they don't have bodies like us. When the universe was created its just a physical thing with out a spirt(trust me in this one, don't try to find your self in zodiac and astrology , ik your looking for answer but boy your looking in the wrong place ). What makes us very different is we are the combination of spirt and flesh. As we use our bodies to exist touch feel and know in the physical world, we also have a spirit within us which makes us available in the spirit dimensions if used properly. Now if u don't belive me that you have a spirit I won't blame you because one can not know which one can not see. And which one can not see one can not imagine and think bout it. But if you want evidence you may try to see what is happening since the birth man. To be continued if demand... If not cool🚶♀️
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Hi I am a 16 yr old girl and I have issues I sometimes have these of days , u see I was the girl that doesn't give a shit bout nothing ,school, fam, nothing but had talents and got good grade without cheating or studying just from thin air but that isn't who I am . I am just rly tired of every single thing that has happened to me and these blip days happen BC somedays I feel all zos emotions that I have bursting and I look like a drug addict pls help me at how not to live by my past and how not to care bout peoples thinking of me
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Hi I am a 16 yr old girl and I have issues I sometimes have these of days , u see I was the girl that doesn't give a shit bout nothing ,school, fam, nothing but had talents and got good grade without cheating or studying just from thin air but that isn't who I am . I am just rly tired of every single thing that has happened to me and these blip days happen BC somedays I feel all zos emotions that I have bursting and I look like a drug addict pls help me at how not to live by my past and how not to care bout peoples thinking of me
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Hello everyone I’m a girl who is 24 and it’s been 2 years since I started running business of my family. I have been in a relationship with this guy for more than 4 years. I swear God knows how much I love this man. We have been friends since 7th grade and his literally my family. When we first met he wasn’t the type of guy for a relationship and yes there were times I cried all night but now I can say that I’m happy, his changed and is still in progress. Btw I’m the wifey material the way I care for him like it won’t even be an exaggeration to say I value him more than I value my self. Suddenly I met this guy at first I wasn’t even interested to just talk to him but as times passed by we starting talking, his a very good guy and the way he treats me I can’t even explain. He showed me what I have been missing. Amazingly my boyfriend knows about him he even knows when I go see him and he also knows that his interested in me yet what he says is you deserve better so it’s your choice to make. So what do y’all think do you think I should end things with the love of my life for the thing I actually deserve or still wait for him to change.
Thank you
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Hello everyone I’m a girl who is 24 and it’s been 2 years since I started running business of my family. I have been in a relationship with this guy for more than 4 years. I swear God knows how much I love this man. We have been friends since 7th grade and his literally my family. When we first met he wasn’t the type of guy for a relationship and yes there were times I cried all night but now I can say that I’m happy, his changed and is still in progress. Btw I’m the wifey material the way I care for him like it won’t even be an exaggeration to say I value him more than I value my self. Suddenly I met this guy at first I wasn’t even interested to just talk to him but as times passed by we starting talking, his a very good guy and the way he treats me I can’t even explain. He showed me what I have been missing. Amazingly my boyfriend knows about him he even knows when I go see him and he also knows that his interested in me yet what he says is you deserve better so it’s your choice to make. So what do y’all think do you think I should end things with the love of my life for the thing I actually deserve or still wait for him to change.
Thank you
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I want to stop talking like literally ... I am cant get attached to anyone.. Well not really. I am going to have to keep my distance for real with my class mates, my roomies friends, like everybody so that I won't get hurt.... Words hurt me more that a slap on the face so I can't give anyone the opportunity to do that to me... The only one I can blame if anything happens would be me
Even when someone I care abt gets more close to me I feel week inside...
I feel like everybody is gonna leave me at some point then I'll be alone... But when they go they will take a part of me with them and it's gonna hurt like hell. Right now am confused because the person I cared abt is getting more close to me. And am scared to open up to him and let him know me better cause what if he goes? What if he use my weakness against me mnamn..? Am getting paranoid like for real. Please help
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I want to stop talking like literally ... I am cant get attached to anyone.. Well not really. I am going to have to keep my distance for real with my class mates, my roomies friends, like everybody so that I won't get hurt.... Words hurt me more that a slap on the face so I can't give anyone the opportunity to do that to me... The only one I can blame if anything happens would be me
Even when someone I care abt gets more close to me I feel week inside...
I feel like everybody is gonna leave me at some point then I'll be alone... But when they go they will take a part of me with them and it's gonna hurt like hell. Right now am confused because the person I cared abt is getting more close to me. And am scared to open up to him and let him know me better cause what if he goes? What if he use my weakness against me mnamn..? Am getting paranoid like for real. Please help
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