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And then the day came and she was getting married, I wore the suit I wore the day we both graduated and went to the hotel and I just sat in the back with some people I didn’t even know, and she was sitting in the front looking back at the crowd. And I guess she saw me and smiled, and that, that was what I had missed in all the times I shut her off. I thought to myself I could handle it, and while the random people around my table were having a chitchat one of them asked me the basic question which everyone get asked, he said “menua neh?” As soon as he said that, it all came back, the feeling, the time we spent, The tie on my neck became tight, so tight that I had hard time even breathing, I tried to take it out but it didn’t help and thats when I realized I was having a full blown panic attack, the love of my life is getting married and I was there eating like one of these random people who had no meaning to her. And so I went out and ran, ran as fast as I can, to god knows where I just ran. And I did not stop, how could I? The thoughts would come back, and I guess after some time I collapsed because the next thing I remember is waking up in a hospital with my mom beside me. As soon as I woke up mom called the doctor and yeah my lungs could not handle it, and after all the check ups I was okay to go home. Mom offered to come but I said no, and then there I was back to my miserable life, with out her. With out my souls mate and so I lied In my bed, stared at the wall took a deep breath in and I just cried, cried until I couldn’t.
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And then the day came and she was getting married, I wore the suit I wore the day we both graduated and went to the hotel and I just sat in the back with some people I didn’t even know, and she was sitting in the front looking back at the crowd. And I guess she saw me and smiled, and that, that was what I had missed in all the times I shut her off. I thought to myself I could handle it, and while the random people around my table were having a chitchat one of them asked me the basic question which everyone get asked, he said “menua neh?” As soon as he said that, it all came back, the feeling, the time we spent, The tie on my neck became tight, so tight that I had hard time even breathing, I tried to take it out but it didn’t help and thats when I realized I was having a full blown panic attack, the love of my life is getting married and I was there eating like one of these random people who had no meaning to her. And so I went out and ran, ran as fast as I can, to god knows where I just ran. And I did not stop, how could I? The thoughts would come back, and I guess after some time I collapsed because the next thing I remember is waking up in a hospital with my mom beside me. As soon as I woke up mom called the doctor and yeah my lungs could not handle it, and after all the check ups I was okay to go home. Mom offered to come but I said no, and then there I was back to my miserable life, with out her. With out my souls mate and so I lied In my bed, stared at the wall took a deep breath in and I just cried, cried until I couldn’t.
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Hi..... i need to vent i have bf i love him so much he loves me too but i am a girl who doesn't go out in public cause my mom will be hurt if she knows about it this is because i have a single mom she wants me to be successful in my studys so i want our relationship to be private but then he doesn't feel comfortable about it and i tried to tell him and he seems like to understand me but alawys complain about it btw we back up before 6 months but after back up its not like the privous relationship but i love him so at that time i just continued but today i just can't, yesterday night was the worst we argued he just said i just think about break up since last 2 weeks then i just hate it but after a while he suffered about what he said and said sorry all night but i can't replay cayse it is hard for me so please everyone give me an advice🙏🙏🙏 i need it i really do cause im confused right know dont know what to do😭😭😭😭
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Hi..... i need to vent i have bf i love him so much he loves me too but i am a girl who doesn't go out in public cause my mom will be hurt if she knows about it this is because i have a single mom she wants me to be successful in my studys so i want our relationship to be private but then he doesn't feel comfortable about it and i tried to tell him and he seems like to understand me but alawys complain about it btw we back up before 6 months but after back up its not like the privous relationship but i love him so at that time i just continued but today i just can't, yesterday night was the worst we argued he just said i just think about break up since last 2 weeks then i just hate it but after a while he suffered about what he said and said sorry all night but i can't replay cayse it is hard for me so please everyone give me an advice🙏🙏🙏 i need it i really do cause im confused right know dont know what to do😭😭😭😭
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Hey i need help fellas currently i got 200k i want to start a business...i hope some of you hv your own business...please if you could tell me good business idea..from your experience i know the money may nt be that much big but i want to put it on work...thank you
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Hey i need help fellas currently i got 200k i want to start a business...i hope some of you hv your own business...please if you could tell me good business idea..from your experience i know the money may nt be that much big but i want to put it on work...thank you
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i waited waited waited .....
yuh make me feel the worst,i dnt knw why i feel so much inlove with yuh when i know that u r not right for me.
yuh even dont love me.yuh may say alot of beautiful words but i count on ur actions. trust me yuh nvr came up with the action.it really hurts when someone gives yuh hope through words and we start creating scenarios in our mind according to that.koy why yuh play with my feelings why yuh cant say that wht is truth? and wht is lie?
yuh just want a doorway open so that yuh can reach to me when ever yuh need me.itz me who calls yuh and yuh disrespect me saying that ur busy.yuh may say that yuh will call later.but it never happend.Do yuh even miss me?Do yuh even think about me? its me who is dying to see yuh dying to listen to ur voice.My intensity of loving yuh is giving up .
i waited yuh to txt meh back but ur online status alwayz hurts me. I dont know why yuh cant be clear.I am dying to meet yuh and yuh r continuously giving meh excuses. Wht a fool i am ...believing your everyshit🤦♀.....i can c here how much yuh are serious for me.Do yuh know why i am like this? just because of my commitment. I think that what if yuh turn out to be genuine and What if i am overthinking? I dont want to lose yuh....yuh should not hv showed me the love in the starting if yuh were not willing to be with me forver.Yuh are switching and yuh cant be constant. Its so exhausting. I am sorry but i am done.It feeling like yuh r cheating on me. If feels like yuh r with someone else. It feels like yuh r kissing someone else. I dont want to live with insecurities.Yuh dont even talk to me.Yuh blame ur situation for everything.I am hating my self for loving yuh. I am totally done with yuh
I dont want to be touch with yuh.I am done feeling alone with yuh.I dont want to c yuh. I will heal my self but i cant allow someone to disrespect me. koy gn Do yuh even have a heart? how can yuh be so selfish? hw can yuh be so rude? well there is no point of asking cuz nobody can say that they HV stopped loving. am totally Got yuh. ena Kalab may karama fuck yuh up nicely✌️ yehen nw malet mechelew.
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i waited waited waited .....
yuh make me feel the worst,i dnt knw why i feel so much inlove with yuh when i know that u r not right for me.
yuh even dont love me.yuh may say alot of beautiful words but i count on ur actions. trust me yuh nvr came up with the action.it really hurts when someone gives yuh hope through words and we start creating scenarios in our mind according to that.koy why yuh play with my feelings why yuh cant say that wht is truth? and wht is lie?
yuh just want a doorway open so that yuh can reach to me when ever yuh need me.itz me who calls yuh and yuh disrespect me saying that ur busy.yuh may say that yuh will call later.but it never happend.Do yuh even miss me?Do yuh even think about me? its me who is dying to see yuh dying to listen to ur voice.My intensity of loving yuh is giving up .
i waited yuh to txt meh back but ur online status alwayz hurts me. I dont know why yuh cant be clear.I am dying to meet yuh and yuh r continuously giving meh excuses. Wht a fool i am ...believing your everyshit🤦♀.....i can c here how much yuh are serious for me.Do yuh know why i am like this? just because of my commitment. I think that what if yuh turn out to be genuine and What if i am overthinking? I dont want to lose yuh....yuh should not hv showed me the love in the starting if yuh were not willing to be with me forver.Yuh are switching and yuh cant be constant. Its so exhausting. I am sorry but i am done.It feeling like yuh r cheating on me. If feels like yuh r with someone else. It feels like yuh r kissing someone else. I dont want to live with insecurities.Yuh dont even talk to me.Yuh blame ur situation for everything.I am hating my self for loving yuh. I am totally done with yuh
I dont want to be touch with yuh.I am done feeling alone with yuh.I dont want to c yuh. I will heal my self but i cant allow someone to disrespect me. koy gn Do yuh even have a heart? how can yuh be so selfish? hw can yuh be so rude? well there is no point of asking cuz nobody can say that they HV stopped loving. am totally Got yuh. ena Kalab may karama fuck yuh up nicely✌️ yehen nw malet mechelew.
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PERFECT. a perfect day. It was supposed to be flawless. I Know because I planned it to be perfect. I organized every single details of the day. I wanted the normal boring day to be happy and productive. I don't have anything to live for anymore. But I still had hope. This day had hope. But unlike the normal random boring days, this day turned out to be one of the most horrible days I've experienced this year. I really couldn't have at all imagined I would've come home with a blade in my pocket. Why? Everything was going okay. Nothing happened until people did. People killed me slowly. Passing me around like a volleyball and strangling out every part of me that started this day as a good day. I feel hopeless now. Hopeless and empty.
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PERFECT. a perfect day. It was supposed to be flawless. I Know because I planned it to be perfect. I organized every single details of the day. I wanted the normal boring day to be happy and productive. I don't have anything to live for anymore. But I still had hope. This day had hope. But unlike the normal random boring days, this day turned out to be one of the most horrible days I've experienced this year. I really couldn't have at all imagined I would've come home with a blade in my pocket. Why? Everything was going okay. Nothing happened until people did. People killed me slowly. Passing me around like a volleyball and strangling out every part of me that started this day as a good day. I feel hopeless now. Hopeless and empty.
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This shit is killing me....there is this endless pain inside me I wish I disappear.why am I still alive all I ever asked for was to be dead ....I don't wanna breath any fucking more.tired more than 10 times end up with a liver disease why is that??fuccck this bullshit ...all I wanted to disappear booom ...this is so some fucked up shit....all I ever want is to be dead and rest in peace
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This shit is killing me....there is this endless pain inside me I wish I disappear.why am I still alive all I ever asked for was to be dead ....I don't wanna breath any fucking more.tired more than 10 times end up with a liver disease why is that??fuccck this bullshit ...all I wanted to disappear booom ...this is so some fucked up shit....all I ever want is to be dead and rest in peace
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My whole life I thought I couldn't have babies. I'm 25. I thought I was mehan. And out of nowhere, today, I just had my first ever period. Probably the literal best day of my life.
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My whole life I thought I couldn't have babies. I'm 25. I thought I was mehan. And out of nowhere, today, I just had my first ever period. Probably the literal best day of my life.
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Hey guys I need to ask you something...I am guy recently graduated...i am trying to have a girlfriend and i don't have confidence on my height..and i want to ask girls that does height matter to date a girl than looks...my height is 1meter 65...pls tell me
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Hey guys I need to ask you something...I am guy recently graduated...i am trying to have a girlfriend and i don't have confidence on my height..and i want to ask girls that does height matter to date a girl than looks...my height is 1meter 65...pls tell me
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It's my first time venting here. I am a 22 yrs old boy currently in college. I was doing well having good grades and also good spritual life. I don't know what is happening to me. For the past 1 year my life is becoming miserable. It changed suddenly. I am depressed, obssesed, overthinking about everything, can't communicate with people, i always look down or appear to have weird gesture while talking with people, lost my confidence mnamn. What makes it worse is that i dont have a real friend. even my family, they love me, they care for me gn they don't know what i really feel. I always keep silent in home. I am going to take my exams this week. I feel like i am going to fail and get kicked out because i didn't read. My family invested everything they have on me. They have no other children. I am the only one. I remember that my father cant keep his tears when he heard my result when i passed my enterance exam with a good grade.
i am now starting to pray for death. I am not suicidal but i feel like i have no purpose to live.
I am in desperate need of someone who can help. I want to meet with someone new(preferably girls) who can build trust with me and becomes a real friend.Bicha i dont know what to do. i dont know who can help me
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It's my first time venting here. I am a 22 yrs old boy currently in college. I was doing well having good grades and also good spritual life. I don't know what is happening to me. For the past 1 year my life is becoming miserable. It changed suddenly. I am depressed, obssesed, overthinking about everything, can't communicate with people, i always look down or appear to have weird gesture while talking with people, lost my confidence mnamn. What makes it worse is that i dont have a real friend. even my family, they love me, they care for me gn they don't know what i really feel. I always keep silent in home. I am going to take my exams this week. I feel like i am going to fail and get kicked out because i didn't read. My family invested everything they have on me. They have no other children. I am the only one. I remember that my father cant keep his tears when he heard my result when i passed my enterance exam with a good grade.
i am now starting to pray for death. I am not suicidal but i feel like i have no purpose to live.
I am in desperate need of someone who can help. I want to meet with someone new(preferably girls) who can build trust with me and becomes a real friend.Bicha i dont know what to do. i dont know who can help me
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I am 22 years old. I have a boyfriend Which I love so much. We have dated for 2 years 1 year together and 1 year in distance.. on our 3rd year I found out that he cheated on me so I broke up with him but still kept on loving him after a year he begged me to get back together I accepted and we started over. I asked him if I could meet with his family but he said he can’t. When I asked him why he said that his goals comes first. I love him very deeply 😣and that is killing me. What should I do? Please help!!!😔
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I am 22 years old. I have a boyfriend Which I love so much. We have dated for 2 years 1 year together and 1 year in distance.. on our 3rd year I found out that he cheated on me so I broke up with him but still kept on loving him after a year he begged me to get back together I accepted and we started over. I asked him if I could meet with his family but he said he can’t. When I asked him why he said that his goals comes first. I love him very deeply 😣and that is killing me. What should I do? Please help!!!😔
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I need to vent.. so for a long time I have felt like I was a very negetive person I would push any one that provoked real emotions in me.. I always wanted to feel numb.. I had a phylosophy that was it's better to feel nothing at all than feel pain and heartache.. I wasn't a mean person I honestly did my best to help people I dnt complain about my self I hear there problems and just suport them in any way I can. But it was hard not to love some one cuz it's a fucked up situation and I found my self falling in love multiple times but I was too afraid to show it.. And i let every one I loved slip away without actually telling them how much they ment to me right now I feel empty because back then i was enveloped with people I've loved and I wud wake up every morning just to see there faces today I'm surrounded with people that can't offer any thing but meaningless conversations...
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I need to vent.. so for a long time I have felt like I was a very negetive person I would push any one that provoked real emotions in me.. I always wanted to feel numb.. I had a phylosophy that was it's better to feel nothing at all than feel pain and heartache.. I wasn't a mean person I honestly did my best to help people I dnt complain about my self I hear there problems and just suport them in any way I can. But it was hard not to love some one cuz it's a fucked up situation and I found my self falling in love multiple times but I was too afraid to show it.. And i let every one I loved slip away without actually telling them how much they ment to me right now I feel empty because back then i was enveloped with people I've loved and I wud wake up every morning just to see there faces today I'm surrounded with people that can't offer any thing but meaningless conversations...
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????????☹☹☹☹ ???? I'm lonely y'all and ????it's all my fault I'm an egotistic maniac my God I feel hopeless u know those people that can't empathise with u some times u just need a friend that will cry with u or laugh with u.. I'm not that girl I'm opposite almost 99% of the time I'm that girl that u tell.. ur deepest darkest secrets and she forgets it 5 minutes latter.. the girl u invite to a party but won't come cuz she can't miss an episode of how I met ur mother.. the girl that say I got this dnt worry and builds such high hopes for the group project and ends up missing the presentation.. I'm the room mate that u asked to come to ur graduation but she misses it cuz she is sleeping.. I'm so unaccountable I feel like all I care about is me me me and shit is getting crazy.. I'm the girl friend that would ask u to go buy bedsheets with her or go to the supermarket with her but wouldn't hesitate to say no when u ask her for a metro card.. I'm that girl that buys a bottle of vodka and wine and get drunk in her dorm room and go to school I'm that girl that loves getting hit on by every one.. I'm that girl that says no u don't when u tell her u love her but secretly feels like she is floating.. I'm that girl that has a dealer every where she goes.. I'm the girl that drinks codine in the middle of class in high school and walks to the board to answer a question and forgets it half way to the board... I'm selfish I'm unaccountable... And as a result a disapointment
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????????☹☹☹☹ ???? I'm lonely y'all and ????it's all my fault I'm an egotistic maniac my God I feel hopeless u know those people that can't empathise with u some times u just need a friend that will cry with u or laugh with u.. I'm not that girl I'm opposite almost 99% of the time I'm that girl that u tell.. ur deepest darkest secrets and she forgets it 5 minutes latter.. the girl u invite to a party but won't come cuz she can't miss an episode of how I met ur mother.. the girl that say I got this dnt worry and builds such high hopes for the group project and ends up missing the presentation.. I'm the room mate that u asked to come to ur graduation but she misses it cuz she is sleeping.. I'm so unaccountable I feel like all I care about is me me me and shit is getting crazy.. I'm the girl friend that would ask u to go buy bedsheets with her or go to the supermarket with her but wouldn't hesitate to say no when u ask her for a metro card.. I'm that girl that buys a bottle of vodka and wine and get drunk in her dorm room and go to school I'm that girl that loves getting hit on by every one.. I'm that girl that says no u don't when u tell her u love her but secretly feels like she is floating.. I'm that girl that has a dealer every where she goes.. I'm the girl that drinks codine in the middle of class in high school and walks to the board to answer a question and forgets it half way to the board... I'm selfish I'm unaccountable... And as a result a disapointment
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Hey guys, this is first ever vent, and I need to let some out. I met this girl recently and after getting to know her I realized that she has the same personality as I do. She's funny, cool, and so much more. At first I was happy I had her as a friend but later on I started to develop these feelings for her. I mean she's really cool and it drives me mad. But I had to let the feeling go as my best friend also likes her and I didn't want any tension to form between us. Even though I act normal, my heart hurts, metaphorically😂, whenever I'm close to her.
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Hey guys, this is first ever vent, and I need to let some out. I met this girl recently and after getting to know her I realized that she has the same personality as I do. She's funny, cool, and so much more. At first I was happy I had her as a friend but later on I started to develop these feelings for her. I mean she's really cool and it drives me mad. But I had to let the feeling go as my best friend also likes her and I didn't want any tension to form between us. Even though I act normal, my heart hurts, metaphorically😂, whenever I'm close to her.
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Selam Selam indet nachihu danayit negn ????????Ik I’m being a jerk back to my point I’m really becoming fucked up these days I’m a girl 16 yrs old 11th grader my bf started to send me 1 Gb????every week since then I started to see free porn videos ????????????and I’m really becoming obsessed wiz it like I don’t really remember the night I slept wiz out seeing at least 3 videos it has been like a months since I started watching porn and FYI at the morning I hardly regrets y I did zat I feel so guilty bt it instead of reading Wattpad or stalking some sexy actor or listening to musics just like my peers do I keep on searching for this dumb ass porn and I promise my self not to do it again but as the night comes I can’t sleep wiz out watching one it is like a drug for me and I always cum after zat and finger my self till lelit 6 seat ????????and then sleep then the cycle goes feeling so stupid and dumb bt wat I did last night and then repeat it again and I enjoy sex chats on tg but never did zat wiz my bf bicha is this shit normal like fingering my self like 4 fingers at once ????and moan I know this sounds ..... plz help out wat shall I do any body wiz this experience????
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Selam Selam indet nachihu danayit negn ????????Ik I’m being a jerk back to my point I’m really becoming fucked up these days I’m a girl 16 yrs old 11th grader my bf started to send me 1 Gb????every week since then I started to see free porn videos ????????????and I’m really becoming obsessed wiz it like I don’t really remember the night I slept wiz out seeing at least 3 videos it has been like a months since I started watching porn and FYI at the morning I hardly regrets y I did zat I feel so guilty bt it instead of reading Wattpad or stalking some sexy actor or listening to musics just like my peers do I keep on searching for this dumb ass porn and I promise my self not to do it again but as the night comes I can’t sleep wiz out watching one it is like a drug for me and I always cum after zat and finger my self till lelit 6 seat ????????and then sleep then the cycle goes feeling so stupid and dumb bt wat I did last night and then repeat it again and I enjoy sex chats on tg but never did zat wiz my bf bicha is this shit normal like fingering my self like 4 fingers at once ????and moan I know this sounds ..... plz help out wat shall I do any body wiz this experience????
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Okay so here goes. I have this friend, we've been besties since grade school through campus years and still so close, I would never say this to her face, but I can't imagine life with out her. And there's my big brother... we're so close, he tells me every thing and not just because he's my bro but he's like... the best person I know(I'll never say this to his face either). So the thing is he likes her. We've hung out together before, him and my friends... and it was a little weird for me, but I got over the feeling and told him to go for it. Because I think they're a perfect match. And now they went on a date twice and the thought of them hanging out without me is driving me crazy. CRAZY!! Am I a bad person?
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Okay so here goes. I have this friend, we've been besties since grade school through campus years and still so close, I would never say this to her face, but I can't imagine life with out her. And there's my big brother... we're so close, he tells me every thing and not just because he's my bro but he's like... the best person I know(I'll never say this to his face either). So the thing is he likes her. We've hung out together before, him and my friends... and it was a little weird for me, but I got over the feeling and told him to go for it. Because I think they're a perfect match. And now they went on a date twice and the thought of them hanging out without me is driving me crazy. CRAZY!! Am I a bad person?
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I’m this girl zat would melt in jelousy when she sees couples together who loves romantic movies af but i don’t know why I really feel wierd bt it when it comes to me I’ve ignored many dating questions I’m zis kinda girl who u would surely fell in love wiz when ever I reach a boy as a friend it turns out zat zey love me and zey wanna date me and stuff and I keep on lying zat I’ve a boy friend named Sami ????????and according to my stories we r like the best couples ever who would make out in cinemas have fun till night get crazy wasted but when I realized non of this is true it really hurts me and I’m really confused I don’t wanna be in relationship cuz I think no boy is worth enough for me to get wat ever he wants from me I’m really scared zat zey would break my heart and leave me all alone so one day I just wanna see how it feels may be relationship is a world zat seems so scary at the out singe but once ur in it is a hall of fame love and joy so I dated zis boy he is one yemr old zan me 18 we met at mall at the first time I told him zat I need to get home early just in case I didn’t like him I didn’t want wierd things to happen so we played games and talked he walked me till my home and he is really a sweet one he has fallen so deep in love wiz me but I’m not he is every thing a girl wants he is so essential but god knows wat happened to me I can’t love him and he really wants to meet more and soemd some quality time wiz me so I know u guys would say just tell him zat u don’t want him but I’m toooooo weak to do zat I would prefer to stay wiz him and accept my bad luck so wat should I do tell me a way zat I would get rid of him wiz out breaking his heart ????????????????
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I’m this girl zat would melt in jelousy when she sees couples together who loves romantic movies af but i don’t know why I really feel wierd bt it when it comes to me I’ve ignored many dating questions I’m zis kinda girl who u would surely fell in love wiz when ever I reach a boy as a friend it turns out zat zey love me and zey wanna date me and stuff and I keep on lying zat I’ve a boy friend named Sami ????????and according to my stories we r like the best couples ever who would make out in cinemas have fun till night get crazy wasted but when I realized non of this is true it really hurts me and I’m really confused I don’t wanna be in relationship cuz I think no boy is worth enough for me to get wat ever he wants from me I’m really scared zat zey would break my heart and leave me all alone so one day I just wanna see how it feels may be relationship is a world zat seems so scary at the out singe but once ur in it is a hall of fame love and joy so I dated zis boy he is one yemr old zan me 18 we met at mall at the first time I told him zat I need to get home early just in case I didn’t like him I didn’t want wierd things to happen so we played games and talked he walked me till my home and he is really a sweet one he has fallen so deep in love wiz me but I’m not he is every thing a girl wants he is so essential but god knows wat happened to me I can’t love him and he really wants to meet more and soemd some quality time wiz me so I know u guys would say just tell him zat u don’t want him but I’m toooooo weak to do zat I would prefer to stay wiz him and accept my bad luck so wat should I do tell me a way zat I would get rid of him wiz out breaking his heart ????????????????
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Hi
I'm a 12 grade student. I wanna vent about something. It is not considered as a problem. And is a silly thing.
I just....I can't help the ones I love. I couldn't many times and u still can't. Their lives is so messed up.VERY. they some real shit going on with their lives. I know everyone has that but it's to many for them to handle. And they are so lonely desperately. All they have is me. I am the only one they have. They tell me everything. When something bad happens or about their feelings.... And what do I do? Just sit and listen. That's all. No action. I just have ears. I give them advice or talk to them about it but I don't even think that it's the the advice they should listen to. I am no use to them. Like at all. Its been so long and when they get hurt again and again I just keep watching. I try to prevent it , I tried to protect them but I always fell. I'm Always feeling awful. My life is so amazing .I have everything I need including them the most. I lack nothing. Its just too perfect. Theirs? not even related. At first I just kept worrying for days or weeks of Big serious problems. If I see one of them cry. Even if its out of nothing. I Feel soooo broke I cry too but not in front of them. I Feel disappointed. I hate mysthis. I get angry. I fell weak. I feel low. I feel nobody.
Now I think its worse. I feel these thing if they are just sad or bored or when they are silent.( normal sadness u get sometimes which everyone gets and which is not a big deal to worry about for weeks.) My mindset is that being a friend is not just listning to what they have to say again and again. U got to do something to get them out of their darkness from the dark shit their in. U've got to do something to protect them from bad things. U have to be able to protect them. But I didn't. Couldn't. I still can't. All I have is ears. Just ears. Which is not enough.
In My life all I ever want to hear is that I was helpful to someone. That I did something. That's all. It would mean everything.
Thanks for wasting your time on this
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Hide my Identity
I need to vent
Hi
I'm a 12 grade student. I wanna vent about something. It is not considered as a problem. And is a silly thing.
I just....I can't help the ones I love. I couldn't many times and u still can't. Their lives is so messed up.VERY. they some real shit going on with their lives. I know everyone has that but it's to many for them to handle. And they are so lonely desperately. All they have is me. I am the only one they have. They tell me everything. When something bad happens or about their feelings.... And what do I do? Just sit and listen. That's all. No action. I just have ears. I give them advice or talk to them about it but I don't even think that it's the the advice they should listen to. I am no use to them. Like at all. Its been so long and when they get hurt again and again I just keep watching. I try to prevent it , I tried to protect them but I always fell. I'm Always feeling awful. My life is so amazing .I have everything I need including them the most. I lack nothing. Its just too perfect. Theirs? not even related. At first I just kept worrying for days or weeks of Big serious problems. If I see one of them cry. Even if its out of nothing. I Feel soooo broke I cry too but not in front of them. I Feel disappointed. I hate mysthis. I get angry. I fell weak. I feel low. I feel nobody.
Now I think its worse. I feel these thing if they are just sad or bored or when they are silent.( normal sadness u get sometimes which everyone gets and which is not a big deal to worry about for weeks.) My mindset is that being a friend is not just listning to what they have to say again and again. U got to do something to get them out of their darkness from the dark shit their in. U've got to do something to protect them from bad things. U have to be able to protect them. But I didn't. Couldn't. I still can't. All I have is ears. Just ears. Which is not enough.
In My life all I ever want to hear is that I was helpful to someone. That I did something. That's all. It would mean everything.
Thanks for wasting your time on this
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I had been ignored so much now I think my existence is just being barely tolerated. man where did I go wrong when I started uni I thought I had it figured out. I've even went on several dates but I'm starting to think this world is just one big acting Carrier and Im not even a supporting actor. At first I started thinking that I should just leave all social groups bc everything isnt good but then everything isnt bad either. so I decided the best thing to do was just drift from one social circle to another and it's been working so far until lately. I kept feeling that I'm missing something important I guess that feeling was there all along but now it's getting to me. Tnx in advance✌️
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I had been ignored so much now I think my existence is just being barely tolerated. man where did I go wrong when I started uni I thought I had it figured out. I've even went on several dates but I'm starting to think this world is just one big acting Carrier and Im not even a supporting actor. At first I started thinking that I should just leave all social groups bc everything isnt good but then everything isnt bad either. so I decided the best thing to do was just drift from one social circle to another and it's been working so far until lately. I kept feeling that I'm missing something important I guess that feeling was there all along but now it's getting to me. Tnx in advance✌️
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Hey guys I'm just waNted to say please instead of venting about staff malet it matters gn betam mater ayregem bizu gize vent emidergut ....Plz guys Plz guys try to help the people who really need try to think of people with disabilities people who don't have anywhere else to go people who are in need of our help ,people who are being abused ...please people this are the real problems,people with diseases ...egziabher enkuan mn yelnal caring about this staff while there r people who have no legs and arms whose every minute of existence is pain please help them out!?
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Hey guys I'm just waNted to say please instead of venting about staff malet it matters gn betam mater ayregem bizu gize vent emidergut ....Plz guys Plz guys try to help the people who really need try to think of people with disabilities people who don't have anywhere else to go people who are in need of our help ,people who are being abused ...please people this are the real problems,people with diseases ...egziabher enkuan mn yelnal caring about this staff while there r people who have no legs and arms whose every minute of existence is pain please help them out!?
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I have had enough of this it's the point of my life were am feeling hopeless useless and broke with no direction and purpose,,when ever I try some thing I fail things get messy at home and out side,,I don't know what to do i don't know what to try,, am not even sure why am here😔...nothing is working any more nothing is making sense...ppl have u ever felt like this?...did it solve it self or what did u do?am left with no choice it's very frustrating
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I have had enough of this it's the point of my life were am feeling hopeless useless and broke with no direction and purpose,,when ever I try some thing I fail things get messy at home and out side,,I don't know what to do i don't know what to try,, am not even sure why am here😔...nothing is working any more nothing is making sense...ppl have u ever felt like this?...did it solve it self or what did u do?am left with no choice it's very frustrating
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Hi , I'm a grade 12 student. My problem? Is not something to vent in hear but I still want to vent even if it might not be considered as a real problem. Well I............ahh....okay I just, I feel like I'm useless. Like useless for real. I can't help anyone in this life. I can't help my family, and by family I also mean 'my friends' just so u could understand. But really they ARE my family. I can't protect them. from shit. in their lives. My life is soo Great and perfect like I have everything including them. I lack nothing seriously. Not just that but I'm also very happy. Its not a life everyone is dreaming of but I can say that I'm living than say that i exist. Their life is so messed up. VERY. and I can't do anything about it. My Mindsate is that if I am a friend , I should help them out through their darkness. I should help them. I should save them. I have to do something. A real deep friend is not someone who only listens to your problems. A friend has to do something not just listening. that's how I think and I can't do that. I couldn't. I Feel Awful every time they tell me their sad. I know its normal to feel this for the people u love but it's getting kinda worse .And if they cry, I crumble. At first it was like.. When a big Problem happenes and I listen when they tell me like I always do but couldn't do anything, I just don't forget their faces and always cry to let out my worry.
It was hard back then cus the problem was huge and at the same time each one of them was having a very rough time. I was so angry at myself, very disappointed, I felt low. I don't even think that I give good advice. Right now ...one of them whom I am very soft with gets sad 'just the sad feeling u get sometimes,the simple one' I fell very Awful over normal..and I jeep think about it and wondering how to make it go away. I keep thinking about it even the net day. And when I hear their laugher or see their happy smile? I Melt . I swear to GOD. I just cry again. And again.
My Problem is That I know things happen but I don't know what to do or what I can do To protect them from everything bad. they are so vulnerable and all they have is me.
Thanks for reading this.
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Hide my Identity
I need to vent
Hi , I'm a grade 12 student. My problem? Is not something to vent in hear but I still want to vent even if it might not be considered as a real problem. Well I............ahh....okay I just, I feel like I'm useless. Like useless for real. I can't help anyone in this life. I can't help my family, and by family I also mean 'my friends' just so u could understand. But really they ARE my family. I can't protect them. from shit. in their lives. My life is soo Great and perfect like I have everything including them. I lack nothing seriously. Not just that but I'm also very happy. Its not a life everyone is dreaming of but I can say that I'm living than say that i exist. Their life is so messed up. VERY. and I can't do anything about it. My Mindsate is that if I am a friend , I should help them out through their darkness. I should help them. I should save them. I have to do something. A real deep friend is not someone who only listens to your problems. A friend has to do something not just listening. that's how I think and I can't do that. I couldn't. I Feel Awful every time they tell me their sad. I know its normal to feel this for the people u love but it's getting kinda worse .And if they cry, I crumble. At first it was like.. When a big Problem happenes and I listen when they tell me like I always do but couldn't do anything, I just don't forget their faces and always cry to let out my worry.
It was hard back then cus the problem was huge and at the same time each one of them was having a very rough time. I was so angry at myself, very disappointed, I felt low. I don't even think that I give good advice. Right now ...one of them whom I am very soft with gets sad 'just the sad feeling u get sometimes,the simple one' I fell very Awful over normal..and I jeep think about it and wondering how to make it go away. I keep thinking about it even the net day. And when I hear their laugher or see their happy smile? I Melt . I swear to GOD. I just cry again. And again.
My Problem is That I know things happen but I don't know what to do or what I can do To protect them from everything bad. they are so vulnerable and all they have is me.
Thanks for reading this.
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