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A pessimist here. Its not enough that i see the worst in everything, i have a list of obssessive fears
1. If smthng bad happens in my life my mind wont accept it as a one time thing,i will be convinced there will be a repeat i live on the look out in crippling fear
2. In relationships whenever shit gets real whenever i sense hardship or trouble in paradise, my first instict is always to run, one leg constantly out the door /commitment phobia?/
3. I keep a copy of everything i do at work, bank receipts and stuff cuz i have this constant nagging feeling that i will need it as evidence when people betray me/major trust issues/ and i move around with said document when i travel for fear of losing it to a fire or flood or burglary
4. I have this constant fear of what ifs regarding children what if the kid i bring to this world is disabled or a sick one or in constant pain/i can't handle watching anyone in pain let alone my own flesh and blood/ ,what if i lose everything over night and cant take care of said kid, what if .... the list goes on and i know its irrational but i cant seem to let it go its affecting my life. I dont know what to do to get rid of it. Is something wrong with me? Do i have some kind of mental illness that can be treated or is it just that im fucked up in the head with no possible solution? Any one who can relate or a psychiatrist who can offer solutions? I need help
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A pessimist here. Its not enough that i see the worst in everything, i have a list of obssessive fears
1. If smthng bad happens in my life my mind wont accept it as a one time thing,i will be convinced there will be a repeat i live on the look out in crippling fear
2. In relationships whenever shit gets real whenever i sense hardship or trouble in paradise, my first instict is always to run, one leg constantly out the door /commitment phobia?/
3. I keep a copy of everything i do at work, bank receipts and stuff cuz i have this constant nagging feeling that i will need it as evidence when people betray me/major trust issues/ and i move around with said document when i travel for fear of losing it to a fire or flood or burglary
4. I have this constant fear of what ifs regarding children what if the kid i bring to this world is disabled or a sick one or in constant pain/i can't handle watching anyone in pain let alone my own flesh and blood/ ,what if i lose everything over night and cant take care of said kid, what if .... the list goes on and i know its irrational but i cant seem to let it go its affecting my life. I dont know what to do to get rid of it. Is something wrong with me? Do i have some kind of mental illness that can be treated or is it just that im fucked up in the head with no possible solution? Any one who can relate or a psychiatrist who can offer solutions? I need help
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This is for all the peeps asking about what love is and why it matters. This might not pass for a definition, but i believe it hits the point on what true love constitutes or feels like:
Love is what happens when u find solace in somebody else. It is when u find meaning externally...beyond ur own making. It is when rationalization loses any relevance. It is when u indulge in irrationality yet feel right for doing it. Love is when individuality starts to make no sense, when u start to feel u can't stand by urself.
Love is what causes thirst when u are sufficiently hydrated, it is what causes tiredness even when u have had enough rest. It is when ur body feels weak even with all the muscle u have. It is what happens when ur soul gets excited and dissapointed by the sole thought of an external stimuli.
Love is what makes u feel like ur dying like a plucked flower when by urself and spring into life when the other person walks in. It is what happens when u suffocate alone while being ever green in togetherness. Love, in essence, philosophically speaking, is an external stimuli generated as a result of another person with the capacity to affect your mental state without you having no control over it. It is when u feel completely and utterly helpless without that person and conversely, it is what makes u feel like u have been provided with the power of Zeus, enough to turn planets and galaxies when ur with the other person.
Hope this helped. #YT
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This is for all the peeps asking about what love is and why it matters. This might not pass for a definition, but i believe it hits the point on what true love constitutes or feels like:
Love is what happens when u find solace in somebody else. It is when u find meaning externally...beyond ur own making. It is when rationalization loses any relevance. It is when u indulge in irrationality yet feel right for doing it. Love is when individuality starts to make no sense, when u start to feel u can't stand by urself.
Love is what causes thirst when u are sufficiently hydrated, it is what causes tiredness even when u have had enough rest. It is when ur body feels weak even with all the muscle u have. It is what happens when ur soul gets excited and dissapointed by the sole thought of an external stimuli.
Love is what makes u feel like ur dying like a plucked flower when by urself and spring into life when the other person walks in. It is what happens when u suffocate alone while being ever green in togetherness. Love, in essence, philosophically speaking, is an external stimuli generated as a result of another person with the capacity to affect your mental state without you having no control over it. It is when u feel completely and utterly helpless without that person and conversely, it is what makes u feel like u have been provided with the power of Zeus, enough to turn planets and galaxies when ur with the other person.
Hope this helped. #YT
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Hey so itβs me again. The girl that said that love is bs and all thatπ Iβm sorry if I offended anyone but I did not mean to ridicule anyoneβs beliefs about love. And also some people said, that Iβm saying all this cause apparently my dating life is not working out... well not rly, I choose to stay single. Anyhoo, let me further elaborate on what I meant by my previous vent. 40% to 50% of married couples in the USA divorce. Why is that? Maybe itβs because one cheated, one couldβve lied about something big, or they simply fell out of love for example π€·πΎββοΈ Now, I absolutely love my family and I love my friends, but will I ever love someone as more than that? Idk. How will I ever be sure that that one person I share my heart to, wonβt leave for someone else? How will I be sure they wonβt do anything behind my back? Because yes, humans are social animals but weβre also natural liars. And besides that, us humans we do get lonely even when we have someone that loves us, we crave for something that we might never find! Weβre always looking for the most compatible person to us,but why donβt we work on ourselves first? Be the best version that we can be for US? All Iβm saying is why would we need someone to complete us when we should be complete by ourselves already? Why should your whole happiness depend on someone else?
And I promise, Iβm not some cold hearted bitchππ I actually have emotions as well.π thatβs just my opinion :)
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Hey so itβs me again. The girl that said that love is bs and all thatπ Iβm sorry if I offended anyone but I did not mean to ridicule anyoneβs beliefs about love. And also some people said, that Iβm saying all this cause apparently my dating life is not working out... well not rly, I choose to stay single. Anyhoo, let me further elaborate on what I meant by my previous vent. 40% to 50% of married couples in the USA divorce. Why is that? Maybe itβs because one cheated, one couldβve lied about something big, or they simply fell out of love for example π€·πΎββοΈ Now, I absolutely love my family and I love my friends, but will I ever love someone as more than that? Idk. How will I ever be sure that that one person I share my heart to, wonβt leave for someone else? How will I be sure they wonβt do anything behind my back? Because yes, humans are social animals but weβre also natural liars. And besides that, us humans we do get lonely even when we have someone that loves us, we crave for something that we might never find! Weβre always looking for the most compatible person to us,but why donβt we work on ourselves first? Be the best version that we can be for US? All Iβm saying is why would we need someone to complete us when we should be complete by ourselves already? Why should your whole happiness depend on someone else?
And I promise, Iβm not some cold hearted bitchππ I actually have emotions as well.π thatβs just my opinion :)
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Can anyone here tell me how to get a bf without losing weight?
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Can anyone here tell me how to get a bf without losing weight?
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My first time venting in the group so bear with me. I went to a doctor recently and after an hour or two long conversation he diagnosed me as clinically depressed. Honestly didn't even know how that would be possible when I go out with people sleep well and other activities but the doctor claimed I have one type of depression. Not every depression deals with not wanting to leave the bed and eat right. So anyone got helpful advice or even believe me for that matter I await your comments
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My first time venting in the group so bear with me. I went to a doctor recently and after an hour or two long conversation he diagnosed me as clinically depressed. Honestly didn't even know how that would be possible when I go out with people sleep well and other activities but the doctor claimed I have one type of depression. Not every depression deals with not wanting to leave the bed and eat right. So anyone got helpful advice or even believe me for that matter I await your comments
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it's not about being in a relationship. I have friends. So many friends although they're not more than people who hate me. And they're all fake, my friends. They're just here for something I don't know but obviously not because they want me as their friend. And this sucks because I want to be accepted by those who are considered my best friends. But if they're the same with everyone else and judge me and talk about me and hide things from me, what the hell is the point? Aren't friends supposed to cheer you up? Because in my case my friends actually make me unhappy. Even in a really good mood they know how to make everything horrible. And I can't break up with them because stupid me has told them everything about me and most things will ruin me if they get out. And I know those things I told them will get out if I break up with them. They're so toxic. I feel chained and drained every single day with the hope that this will end when I finish highschool but although I have less than 2 years left it really feels like forever. I don't even know how to explain this they fr make me sad and it looks like it's not intentional but they do it on purpose. They would walk away from me any moment and I know that. I just hate that I became friends with such company. My my... π
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it's not about being in a relationship. I have friends. So many friends although they're not more than people who hate me. And they're all fake, my friends. They're just here for something I don't know but obviously not because they want me as their friend. And this sucks because I want to be accepted by those who are considered my best friends. But if they're the same with everyone else and judge me and talk about me and hide things from me, what the hell is the point? Aren't friends supposed to cheer you up? Because in my case my friends actually make me unhappy. Even in a really good mood they know how to make everything horrible. And I can't break up with them because stupid me has told them everything about me and most things will ruin me if they get out. And I know those things I told them will get out if I break up with them. They're so toxic. I feel chained and drained every single day with the hope that this will end when I finish highschool but although I have less than 2 years left it really feels like forever. I don't even know how to explain this they fr make me sad and it looks like it's not intentional but they do it on purpose. They would walk away from me any moment and I know that. I just hate that I became friends with such company. My my... π
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let me make this short, I met this guy online and we started chatting continuously then I kinda started to like him. One day he told me out of sudden that he doesn't have much time on earth because of his health issue. I was startled at first but I assured him I want to be with him till the end. I also told him it ain't the end of his journey and that he shouldn't lose hope. Finally we met with the guy and I liked him more n more but after some time he vanished he doesn't text,pick my phone call he lasted for a month and I called with my freinds phone and he answered becha told him he shouldn't do this and he gave a reason that its not good time for him but why didnt he told me before months he loves me....but he still kept ignoring how can I make him understand that I want to be there for him when his avoiding me or how can I forget him.
I appreciate the help thanks y'all.
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let me make this short, I met this guy online and we started chatting continuously then I kinda started to like him. One day he told me out of sudden that he doesn't have much time on earth because of his health issue. I was startled at first but I assured him I want to be with him till the end. I also told him it ain't the end of his journey and that he shouldn't lose hope. Finally we met with the guy and I liked him more n more but after some time he vanished he doesn't text,pick my phone call he lasted for a month and I called with my freinds phone and he answered becha told him he shouldn't do this and he gave a reason that its not good time for him but why didnt he told me before months he loves me....but he still kept ignoring how can I make him understand that I want to be there for him when his avoiding me or how can I forget him.
I appreciate the help thanks y'all.
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Hey! Not a vent. More like advice to all you people. U might be thinking who the fuck is he to give me advice! Well Iβm no one. But a smart person is one that learns and takes the knowledge from the no one and turns it to wine. Anyway, I feel like most of the people here are mirroring eachother. Thats why itβs depression this and depression that. I think the major reason is caused by the brainwashing of the media. You know what I mean. That song that makes pain and depression sound cool. The sad songs that are trendy nowadays. They are artists they paint. So all of you read into that and boom youβre depressed. All I can say to that is read a book. Not fiction stuff but actual books about the human brain. Read about philosophy and evolution. Pain is not your reality. You are in control. If you are depressed just acknowledge it. Donβt fight. Then let it go.
Then thereβs the people who are in love and shit like that. And they complain or ask for advice. To you I say, love isnβt what you think it is. Again movies fuck us up. Rachel and Ross bullshit. Love is defined by the partners. So define it. If it doesnβt work out then move on
The best thing I can tell you tho is none of it matters. Just be aware of your life. Live and be happy just being alive. Really take a break. Breathe. Let it all go. Find a silence in your brain. Take control
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Hey! Not a vent. More like advice to all you people. U might be thinking who the fuck is he to give me advice! Well Iβm no one. But a smart person is one that learns and takes the knowledge from the no one and turns it to wine. Anyway, I feel like most of the people here are mirroring eachother. Thats why itβs depression this and depression that. I think the major reason is caused by the brainwashing of the media. You know what I mean. That song that makes pain and depression sound cool. The sad songs that are trendy nowadays. They are artists they paint. So all of you read into that and boom youβre depressed. All I can say to that is read a book. Not fiction stuff but actual books about the human brain. Read about philosophy and evolution. Pain is not your reality. You are in control. If you are depressed just acknowledge it. Donβt fight. Then let it go.
Then thereβs the people who are in love and shit like that. And they complain or ask for advice. To you I say, love isnβt what you think it is. Again movies fuck us up. Rachel and Ross bullshit. Love is defined by the partners. So define it. If it doesnβt work out then move on
The best thing I can tell you tho is none of it matters. Just be aware of your life. Live and be happy just being alive. Really take a break. Breathe. Let it all go. Find a silence in your brain. Take control
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Hello,i was going through comments on one of the vents on this channel and i saw something like ADHD and i googled it and it says it is an attention deficit hyperactivity disorder or something ena its bka being carless,impulsive,low self esteem,depression,forgetfulness,silly mistakes etc... unfortunatly i happen to have almost all the symptoms given on the internet and when i picture my self or my entire previous life with the fact that i have had adhd for the last 20 years of my life kinda gave sense malet i never understood life and all gn when i went through the behaviours of a person with adhd the dots of my life kinda connected and im going crazy about it ena do you think malet im not thinking straight do i go to a mental doctor or do i keep quiet(to avoid ppl from thinking im crazy) becha what do i do?
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Hello,i was going through comments on one of the vents on this channel and i saw something like ADHD and i googled it and it says it is an attention deficit hyperactivity disorder or something ena its bka being carless,impulsive,low self esteem,depression,forgetfulness,silly mistakes etc... unfortunatly i happen to have almost all the symptoms given on the internet and when i picture my self or my entire previous life with the fact that i have had adhd for the last 20 years of my life kinda gave sense malet i never understood life and all gn when i went through the behaviours of a person with adhd the dots of my life kinda connected and im going crazy about it ena do you think malet im not thinking straight do i go to a mental doctor or do i keep quiet(to avoid ppl from thinking im crazy) becha what do i do?
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Sup, I just wanted to ask you guys a question, but First of all let me give you guys some context.
I'm a pig, I steal, I'm a chronic liar, I'm NOT loyal, I'm a pervert, I'm EXTREMELY selfish, I'm average looking, NOT rich, basically a fucking lowlife. blah blah blah...
And yet, I think I'm too good for any girl I meet. One conversation with them and I'm like, "bitch forget you "! And it's not just girls, even guys or literally any human being I meet, I honestly believe I'm too good them.
So, my question is, how can a fucked up creature like myself believe any one isn't good enough for him? If this is some sort of psychological problem, does anyone know how to help me?
PS. Judge me all you want, goodness knows I deserve it.
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Sup, I just wanted to ask you guys a question, but First of all let me give you guys some context.
I'm a pig, I steal, I'm a chronic liar, I'm NOT loyal, I'm a pervert, I'm EXTREMELY selfish, I'm average looking, NOT rich, basically a fucking lowlife. blah blah blah...
And yet, I think I'm too good for any girl I meet. One conversation with them and I'm like, "bitch forget you "! And it's not just girls, even guys or literally any human being I meet, I honestly believe I'm too good them.
So, my question is, how can a fucked up creature like myself believe any one isn't good enough for him? If this is some sort of psychological problem, does anyone know how to help me?
PS. Judge me all you want, goodness knows I deserve it.
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Sry for the west of time just love to have fun that's all. So anyways I got a little prob(at least that's what everyone tells me) so I wanted to hear what I guys have to say so please bare with me till the end ena don't judge
I'm a lonely person guys. Ena the worst part is that doesn't even bother me. I mean its not that I'm awkward mnamn endewm I can make friends instantly gn beka I rly don't like hanging out with ppl. Its all started when I was 11 yrs old ena keza befit I was a normal kid that loved playing an outdoor game ena ledete lay my dad gave me a desktop computer ena ever since I stopped playing with friends endewm I kinda pushed them away by stopping hanging out with them. Ena I thought maybe its my......u know gurmesena mnamn ena lakom echelalew sewn megfat beye asebe keza endewm yerase level tesetegne ena laptopm techemerelegne then I even started taking with my fam. Ena FYI demo its not a bad thing that I do with my PC. I'm a big programming fan. That's my life beka. Ena turned out I was wrong coz I still push ppl away ena zendero I'm a fresh student in university ena I thought I would change arif dorm mate norogne beye asebe then I found out that I just can't blend in the society kezi bewhala beka I put on my headphone (the big one so I won't hear any voice) ena I don't wanna be judgey mnamn gn there from betam rular area ena not fun to talk to so now I'm thinking maybe I might end up alone. Alone sel demo I'm not talking about wife and shit..........endewm I have almost 15 yrs plan from now gn I didn't even thought of marriage at all. Honestly. I mean its not like I'm seeking attention or anything since I'm anonymous so trust me when I say this is my life exactly. So I have no interest in ppl tho like me ena they say I'm adorable ena fun to hangout with gn I can't say the same bout themπ ena when I say I'm ending up alone I'm even talking about family mnamn. Bezum alegbabam kenesu gar nowadays aydelem friends yeker ena. So what I'm worried about is not now. Endewm I'm enjoying my life betam gn yezare 10 ena 15 year bewhala I'm gonna be alone ena its not nice knowing that. Ena halafinetun miwesdew obviously computer nw since he's my only friend right now.
So what I'm asking is
-is it OK if I end up alone as a grownup weyes should I stop living this way
-if I have to change my way demo probably have to stop touching computer ena what I'm I gonna do with my life then guys
any comment would be appreciated ena tnx for reading till z end guys
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Hide my identity...... at least that's what everyone saysπ€¦ββπ its like the new hi. So let me restart.....
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Sry for the west of time just love to have fun that's all. So anyways I got a little prob(at least that's what everyone tells me) so I wanted to hear what I guys have to say so please bare with me till the end ena don't judge
I'm a lonely person guys. Ena the worst part is that doesn't even bother me. I mean its not that I'm awkward mnamn endewm I can make friends instantly gn beka I rly don't like hanging out with ppl. Its all started when I was 11 yrs old ena keza befit I was a normal kid that loved playing an outdoor game ena ledete lay my dad gave me a desktop computer ena ever since I stopped playing with friends endewm I kinda pushed them away by stopping hanging out with them. Ena I thought maybe its my......u know gurmesena mnamn ena lakom echelalew sewn megfat beye asebe keza endewm yerase level tesetegne ena laptopm techemerelegne then I even started taking with my fam. Ena FYI demo its not a bad thing that I do with my PC. I'm a big programming fan. That's my life beka. Ena turned out I was wrong coz I still push ppl away ena zendero I'm a fresh student in university ena I thought I would change arif dorm mate norogne beye asebe then I found out that I just can't blend in the society kezi bewhala beka I put on my headphone (the big one so I won't hear any voice) ena I don't wanna be judgey mnamn gn there from betam rular area ena not fun to talk to so now I'm thinking maybe I might end up alone. Alone sel demo I'm not talking about wife and shit..........endewm I have almost 15 yrs plan from now gn I didn't even thought of marriage at all. Honestly. I mean its not like I'm seeking attention or anything since I'm anonymous so trust me when I say this is my life exactly. So I have no interest in ppl tho like me ena they say I'm adorable ena fun to hangout with gn I can't say the same bout themπ ena when I say I'm ending up alone I'm even talking about family mnamn. Bezum alegbabam kenesu gar nowadays aydelem friends yeker ena. So what I'm worried about is not now. Endewm I'm enjoying my life betam gn yezare 10 ena 15 year bewhala I'm gonna be alone ena its not nice knowing that. Ena halafinetun miwesdew obviously computer nw since he's my only friend right now.
So what I'm asking is
-is it OK if I end up alone as a grownup weyes should I stop living this way
-if I have to change my way demo probably have to stop touching computer ena what I'm I gonna do with my life then guys
any comment would be appreciated ena tnx for reading till z end guys
Till my next vent pis outβοΈ
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Hello, how do you deal with a situation like being ignored or totally unwanted by the one you valued most?
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Hello, how do you deal with a situation like being ignored or totally unwanted by the one you valued most?
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somethings are just not enough no matter how hard u try it's not enough .... I guess I was that for him I did everything to make him mine but he still wasn't did everything to make him happy but he still wasn't it was like the more I try the more I failed and now I got it I got what he was trying to tell me all those times he ignored me or walked passed beside me with out a glimpse ...... I was , I am , and will never be enough and that's the saddest truth I have to love upto
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somethings are just not enough no matter how hard u try it's not enough .... I guess I was that for him I did everything to make him mine but he still wasn't did everything to make him happy but he still wasn't it was like the more I try the more I failed and now I got it I got what he was trying to tell me all those times he ignored me or walked passed beside me with out a glimpse ...... I was , I am , and will never be enough and that's the saddest truth I have to love upto
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So I hope this gets approved. I really do. Right now I'm at a point where I feel like nothing matters. I'm not saying I'm suicidal, I just need something that will give me hope to continue in the things I'm doing. I keep suffering blow after blow and I feel like the next one might push me over the edge. My biggest challenge right now is academically I'm a uni student here in Ethiopia. I'm working really hard to bring my grades up but I'm getting discouraged because all my hard work seems to be for nothing. Maybe I'm not meant for this... Maybe i just can't keep up with my class mates. And also the honest way never seems to work i try to do all my work to the best of my abilities but all it seems like is people who cheat get the better deal. Anyway thanks for reading and if you can help me out. Admins please approve.
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So I hope this gets approved. I really do. Right now I'm at a point where I feel like nothing matters. I'm not saying I'm suicidal, I just need something that will give me hope to continue in the things I'm doing. I keep suffering blow after blow and I feel like the next one might push me over the edge. My biggest challenge right now is academically I'm a uni student here in Ethiopia. I'm working really hard to bring my grades up but I'm getting discouraged because all my hard work seems to be for nothing. Maybe I'm not meant for this... Maybe i just can't keep up with my class mates. And also the honest way never seems to work i try to do all my work to the best of my abilities but all it seems like is people who cheat get the better deal. Anyway thanks for reading and if you can help me out. Admins please approve.
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Last week I was in the taxi going from piyassa to jemo and the girl next to me was a lil bit of thick (fat) girl but I swear she's the most beautiful girl and sexy omg dayummm wow...anyhow after I get in the taxi u know the drill right tega bel menamen but ayemecheme neber wenberu and the other young girl was murmuring like botawen endale yizaw menamen I told her that its not her but the chair ain't comfortable.... But again she keeps talking ena other highschool students were laughing u won't blame them tho their just immature and kids ...anyhow to all the skinny girls stop hating ur self and put all ur body Insecurity out in an amazing thick girls okay...I mean we all know that having a excess of weight is bad but as long as she is health men agebachu especially skinny girls r u jealous of them? ....I was just mad yesterday and for all highschool students who think making fun of someone else's lifestyle or anything trust me it won't do u good trust me when I say it ull regret it latter on and also ull have other concerning issues but karma will get u unless u came clean ...anyhow to the girl who was in the taxi with wish I talked to u...
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Last week I was in the taxi going from piyassa to jemo and the girl next to me was a lil bit of thick (fat) girl but I swear she's the most beautiful girl and sexy omg dayummm wow...anyhow after I get in the taxi u know the drill right tega bel menamen but ayemecheme neber wenberu and the other young girl was murmuring like botawen endale yizaw menamen I told her that its not her but the chair ain't comfortable.... But again she keeps talking ena other highschool students were laughing u won't blame them tho their just immature and kids ...anyhow to all the skinny girls stop hating ur self and put all ur body Insecurity out in an amazing thick girls okay...I mean we all know that having a excess of weight is bad but as long as she is health men agebachu especially skinny girls r u jealous of them? ....I was just mad yesterday and for all highschool students who think making fun of someone else's lifestyle or anything trust me it won't do u good trust me when I say it ull regret it latter on and also ull have other concerning issues but karma will get u unless u came clean ...anyhow to the girl who was in the taxi with wish I talked to u...
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I need to vent
Hello,
There is some bullshit stuff which is driving me crazy am bipolar and its been hard for me to live a normal life when am in depression episode all I do is eating too much sweets,being isolated,stop studying,skipping class,plug an earphone till my eardrums blowup,don't wanna get off my bed,don't want to say any word,can't even move sometimes,
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I have exam on Friday and I have to study yesterday I was in good mood and planned to study today but my low mood is back and I can't even get off my bed why is this happening koy whyyy me???? Am tired of this fuckkkked up shit all I ever wanted was to live a normal life like I used to .....this is so bulllllshittt....
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I need to vent
Hello,
There is some bullshit stuff which is driving me crazy am bipolar and its been hard for me to live a normal life when am in depression episode all I do is eating too much sweets,being isolated,stop studying,skipping class,plug an earphone till my eardrums blowup,don't wanna get off my bed,don't want to say any word,can't even move sometimes,
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I have exam on Friday and I have to study yesterday I was in good mood and planned to study today but my low mood is back and I can't even get off my bed why is this happening koy whyyy me???? Am tired of this fuckkkked up shit all I ever wanted was to live a normal life like I used to .....this is so bulllllshittt....
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Hello ppl,so this not a vent just wanna write down the pain inside me.Im last ereeee yetabate lhid uffffffffffff.....there is a pain inside me eating me like shit am sick am soooooooooo sick told my parents about my situation so now every member of my family knows I'm nah doing well and nobody gives a flipping flying fuck ....am an able to live a normal life all I ever wanted to be was be the old me gin negeroch hulu kakme belay nachew I tried to end my breath more than 10 fucking times booooooom am still a live I even tried it week ago and am still alive ..alive physically but mentally lost ...I wish I could have a mom who shares the pain inside me ,who feels me well she don't give a fuck all she lives for is le sew she is even rising me so that ppl says she is rising her daughter,fulfilling all the thing every mom does well she is totally different from that...after I told her abt my situation all she carried abt was fucking ppl wtf.......fuckkk this shit ....uffffffffffffffffffffffffffff..............why am I still alive every I go to bed I wish am dead betagnahubet gin I never did ....I was born for nth .....just wanna disappear...stegna selam ysemagnal gin sneka am still here ffffffuck iiiiiiiiiiiiiit π£π£π£π£ππππππππ
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Hello ppl,so this not a vent just wanna write down the pain inside me.Im last ereeee yetabate lhid uffffffffffff.....there is a pain inside me eating me like shit am sick am soooooooooo sick told my parents about my situation so now every member of my family knows I'm nah doing well and nobody gives a flipping flying fuck ....am an able to live a normal life all I ever wanted to be was be the old me gin negeroch hulu kakme belay nachew I tried to end my breath more than 10 fucking times booooooom am still a live I even tried it week ago and am still alive ..alive physically but mentally lost ...I wish I could have a mom who shares the pain inside me ,who feels me well she don't give a fuck all she lives for is le sew she is even rising me so that ppl says she is rising her daughter,fulfilling all the thing every mom does well she is totally different from that...after I told her abt my situation all she carried abt was fucking ppl wtf.......fuckkk this shit ....uffffffffffffffffffffffffffff..............why am I still alive every I go to bed I wish am dead betagnahubet gin I never did ....I was born for nth .....just wanna disappear...stegna selam ysemagnal gin sneka am still here ffffffuck iiiiiiiiiiiiiit π£π£π£π£ππππππππ
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