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Guys am i the only one who is being frustrated ....our country peace is keeping me scared ol day..worrying abt the worse is yet to come...all i think abt is this...am i the only one? Am dying inside here ..help😢
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Guys am i the only one who is being frustrated ....our country peace is keeping me scared ol day..worrying abt the worse is yet to come...all i think abt is this...am i the only one? Am dying inside here ..help😢
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I've been dating this girl for quite a while now and we're deeply into each other. But before you roll your eyes, hear me out. I am an absolute sucker for her. I give her too many compliments and all to the point where I feel like I'm boring her. And I say to myself that the next time we talk I'm going to keep my cool but I end up going soft and pouring my heart out. I'm such a mess. Do you think I should, at least for some time, not be so soft and all and maybe she'll want it back neger? Idk. Have a great day
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I've been dating this girl for quite a while now and we're deeply into each other. But before you roll your eyes, hear me out. I am an absolute sucker for her. I give her too many compliments and all to the point where I feel like I'm boring her. And I say to myself that the next time we talk I'm going to keep my cool but I end up going soft and pouring my heart out. I'm such a mess. Do you think I should, at least for some time, not be so soft and all and maybe she'll want it back neger? Idk. Have a great day
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Helluuu readers hope everyone had a lovely day. My question is directed to Christians, since I think you guys will understand my situation better, but non-believers feel free to share your oppinion too. So, lately the sermons I've attended at church keep talking about how my life has to revolve around Jesus and basically christianity and not the other way around. The thing is, I have things in my life that I'm so compasionate about I could eventually develope them into a career, but I'm worried it might take my intention away from my religion. At the time I really wanted to pursue these dreams I really didn't take anything else, including my religion, seriously. I sorta lost hope after.. due to well... certain personal issues(yes, I did have a montage flash back of all the bad things in my life that hindered me from living the way I wanted to..), but now that I've gained it again it's not easy keeping track of what I should do, and what I feel, I'm lost hehe. My question is how do you balance pursuing your dreams and staying focused on God? Thanks in advance ( :
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Helluuu readers hope everyone had a lovely day. My question is directed to Christians, since I think you guys will understand my situation better, but non-believers feel free to share your oppinion too. So, lately the sermons I've attended at church keep talking about how my life has to revolve around Jesus and basically christianity and not the other way around. The thing is, I have things in my life that I'm so compasionate about I could eventually develope them into a career, but I'm worried it might take my intention away from my religion. At the time I really wanted to pursue these dreams I really didn't take anything else, including my religion, seriously. I sorta lost hope after.. due to well... certain personal issues(yes, I did have a montage flash back of all the bad things in my life that hindered me from living the way I wanted to..), but now that I've gained it again it's not easy keeping track of what I should do, and what I feel, I'm lost hehe. My question is how do you balance pursuing your dreams and staying focused on God? Thanks in advance ( :
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I don't want to sound cliche but I'm in a point where I am constantly questioning my sanity and value. A couple weeks ago I watched a video about a guy named Frank Abignale and I was moved by the confidence he had in himself. What really caught my attention about his story was when he said "the very moment you start doubting yourself people will notice", now after listening to this I started implimenting this in my life and so I did. The only problem of implimenting other people's philosophy is that it might not work for you. And that's what happened in my case. It was all fake. Fake confidence sold by a con man. Now, I am starting to lose my self. With no guide in this vast world, I realized that there isn't really anywhere to go. Society, Class, Religion, Art, Culture, Politics .... what does they all mean? Do they have any purpose? Are we living just for the sake of it?
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I don't want to sound cliche but I'm in a point where I am constantly questioning my sanity and value. A couple weeks ago I watched a video about a guy named Frank Abignale and I was moved by the confidence he had in himself. What really caught my attention about his story was when he said "the very moment you start doubting yourself people will notice", now after listening to this I started implimenting this in my life and so I did. The only problem of implimenting other people's philosophy is that it might not work for you. And that's what happened in my case. It was all fake. Fake confidence sold by a con man. Now, I am starting to lose my self. With no guide in this vast world, I realized that there isn't really anywhere to go. Society, Class, Religion, Art, Culture, Politics .... what does they all mean? Do they have any purpose? Are we living just for the sake of it?
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Its my 3rd vent but none has been approved please help me out Well heres the thing i broke up with a girl 4 months ago we where together for 5 months we were so happy and suddenly she and dumped my ass and i was cool with it for the fist few weeks but know every song i ever sent her is hard to listen to everything is just difficult and im in love with my ex and there aint shit i can do about it like its to the point where i cant sleep im constantly thinking about her like i cant even start shit with other girls im stuck seriously don't know what to do tnx for reading my bullshit problems.
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Its my 3rd vent but none has been approved please help me out Well heres the thing i broke up with a girl 4 months ago we where together for 5 months we were so happy and suddenly she and dumped my ass and i was cool with it for the fist few weeks but know every song i ever sent her is hard to listen to everything is just difficult and im in love with my ex and there aint shit i can do about it like its to the point where i cant sleep im constantly thinking about her like i cant even start shit with other girls im stuck seriously don't know what to do tnx for reading my bullshit problems.
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Here's my question. Is it a good idea to date a bestie ?? Some ppl say its better to keep ur friends as friends cuz if the rship doesn't work out u're gonna lose the friendship too...but isn't it also better to date someone who u know well, someone u can rly trust and hv a connection with ?! Or is there like a way u can tell if it's gonna work out or end in a disaster ?!!
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Here's my question. Is it a good idea to date a bestie ?? Some ppl say its better to keep ur friends as friends cuz if the rship doesn't work out u're gonna lose the friendship too...but isn't it also better to date someone who u know well, someone u can rly trust and hv a connection with ?! Or is there like a way u can tell if it's gonna work out or end in a disaster ?!!
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First time venting here. I want to really change. But change needs a great deal of time and energy. But my energy is being wasted on compulsive masturbation(like 5 years), porn and video games. I want to seek help but the topic in its self is considered taboo in our culture. I have tried a lot of times to stop but I always get back at it. Specially the sex oriented movies in hollywood are like my triggers. I instantly think abt it and do it when sex is mentioned in any media. For those of u who are going to argue masturbation is okay and healthy I promise u its not, u constantly think abt woman only in sexual perspective not as a human being and u distance Ur self from social interactions(at least that's what I did). So what should I do?(my issue is relatively light compared to the once I saw in this channel. But doesnt mean I dont need help)
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First time venting here. I want to really change. But change needs a great deal of time and energy. But my energy is being wasted on compulsive masturbation(like 5 years), porn and video games. I want to seek help but the topic in its self is considered taboo in our culture. I have tried a lot of times to stop but I always get back at it. Specially the sex oriented movies in hollywood are like my triggers. I instantly think abt it and do it when sex is mentioned in any media. For those of u who are going to argue masturbation is okay and healthy I promise u its not, u constantly think abt woman only in sexual perspective not as a human being and u distance Ur self from social interactions(at least that's what I did). So what should I do?(my issue is relatively light compared to the once I saw in this channel. But doesnt mean I dont need help)
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Hey guys I don't know from what I should start buh I started 😜....I am a 20 yrs old guy.... mostly I get depressed without any reason....I am single, I didn't get in r/ns till now. it's not that I didn't get the chance ,,,,it's b/c of ma attitude. I have no confidence by my self😭
I am short( 5.4ft)... which is the thing that i hate to be in zis world...but i know that i have to accept it. you know being short is not ma fault buh mostly I feel boared and making quarrel with God. i am silent boy( hardly),,, i don't talk with anybody in the class...I don't want anybody say " u r wrong, u couldn't do zis...bla bla.." I always relate negative things with ma height. idk why I think zis b/c I'm successful boy....I scored best till last yr, now I'm thinking abt opposite sex buh ma brain tells me zat no girls wanna be ma gf. I know zat u will say zat i am wrong and if I ask I can have 1 but she may lose confident to introduce me to her friends as her bf coz I don't look like 20yrs old guy( u never understand making my self responsible for this thing hurts😭😭)... and I think zat she could let me down when she get better zan me. now a days I don't believe in true love coz ...get to know each other then date...then bf/gf...break up zen zis cycle never stops. so how can I say there is true love??
this things are kill'n me. I'm not like what previously people know me at class. I can't stop thinking such awful things and I can't read too. I don't know how can I fix ma self plz guys help me. don't say anything negative 🙏
ma brain is always telling me z negative ones abt ma self. and 1 more thing am "Gemini"
difficult to hide from ma self😭
😊😊thanks betam😊😊
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Hey guys I don't know from what I should start buh I started 😜....I am a 20 yrs old guy.... mostly I get depressed without any reason....I am single, I didn't get in r/ns till now. it's not that I didn't get the chance ,,,,it's b/c of ma attitude. I have no confidence by my self😭
I am short( 5.4ft)... which is the thing that i hate to be in zis world...but i know that i have to accept it. you know being short is not ma fault buh mostly I feel boared and making quarrel with God. i am silent boy( hardly),,, i don't talk with anybody in the class...I don't want anybody say " u r wrong, u couldn't do zis...bla bla.." I always relate negative things with ma height. idk why I think zis b/c I'm successful boy....I scored best till last yr, now I'm thinking abt opposite sex buh ma brain tells me zat no girls wanna be ma gf. I know zat u will say zat i am wrong and if I ask I can have 1 but she may lose confident to introduce me to her friends as her bf coz I don't look like 20yrs old guy( u never understand making my self responsible for this thing hurts😭😭)... and I think zat she could let me down when she get better zan me. now a days I don't believe in true love coz ...get to know each other then date...then bf/gf...break up zen zis cycle never stops. so how can I say there is true love??
this things are kill'n me. I'm not like what previously people know me at class. I can't stop thinking such awful things and I can't read too. I don't know how can I fix ma self plz guys help me. don't say anything negative 🙏
ma brain is always telling me z negative ones abt ma self. and 1 more thing am "Gemini"
difficult to hide from ma self😭
😊😊thanks betam😊😊
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So he is one of my closest friends,,, he has no intentions of starting a rship wid me.. he even tells me abt the hot chicks he talks to,, i hav confessed abt my feelings abt a hundred times nw bt no reply he jst shows me that he cares and he is always there for me,, we occasionally make out a pity make out jst fo me to feel better he is not taking advantage of the fact that i like him he is being nice... i thnk... gn its confusing.. he also flirts a lot tells me how hot i am minamin even when i look my worst... its been yrs i hav been with other guys bemehal bt i jst cnt move on 😔
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So he is one of my closest friends,,, he has no intentions of starting a rship wid me.. he even tells me abt the hot chicks he talks to,, i hav confessed abt my feelings abt a hundred times nw bt no reply he jst shows me that he cares and he is always there for me,, we occasionally make out a pity make out jst fo me to feel better he is not taking advantage of the fact that i like him he is being nice... i thnk... gn its confusing.. he also flirts a lot tells me how hot i am minamin even when i look my worst... its been yrs i hav been with other guys bemehal bt i jst cnt move on 😔
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Hey...here is the thing am a prep. student and there is a guy in ma school we usef to talk online since last year and I haven't met him in person i know it sounds crazy but am the kinda the 'tibaram😂' person many ppl don't know this and this year we got the same class. The problem is he have many things I don't like but at the same time I want to get to know him more but again I think abt his behavior I wish i didn't met him at the first place. I can't tell this to ma friends I don't think they understand me well. And these days am kinda bored one day am happy mnamn then I will get bored easily and soon idk if this happens because I have to do many things like ma schl and deal with ma parents abt ma schl situation (fyi i don't like ppl to tell me what to do or not what to do) or if it's because of him(i talk to him like ge is very aggressive person he can get mad easily and I can't tolerate him so maybe we won't talk for one month or more than that and after a while I started to ignore him like he never existed at school but then he starts talking to me again all this things will happen 🤦♀)
Please tell me if u have anything to say....tnx alot 🙏🙏
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Hey...here is the thing am a prep. student and there is a guy in ma school we usef to talk online since last year and I haven't met him in person i know it sounds crazy but am the kinda the 'tibaram😂' person many ppl don't know this and this year we got the same class. The problem is he have many things I don't like but at the same time I want to get to know him more but again I think abt his behavior I wish i didn't met him at the first place. I can't tell this to ma friends I don't think they understand me well. And these days am kinda bored one day am happy mnamn then I will get bored easily and soon idk if this happens because I have to do many things like ma schl and deal with ma parents abt ma schl situation (fyi i don't like ppl to tell me what to do or not what to do) or if it's because of him(i talk to him like ge is very aggressive person he can get mad easily and I can't tolerate him so maybe we won't talk for one month or more than that and after a while I started to ignore him like he never existed at school but then he starts talking to me again all this things will happen 🤦♀)
Please tell me if u have anything to say....tnx alot 🙏🙏
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I hope u will read this yoni... I am sorry I am really sorry I know u wanted nothing but for me to be fine but I... Well uk what I did! Im embarrassed to even talk to you but you know what I have been through try to understand. You are the best person I have known my whole life, and I know we can't be together or anything but I just wanna say I LOVE YOU TOO I love u so so much! I'm sorry for being mean and an ass I really am ❤️❤️
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I hope u will read this yoni... I am sorry I am really sorry I know u wanted nothing but for me to be fine but I... Well uk what I did! Im embarrassed to even talk to you but you know what I have been through try to understand. You are the best person I have known my whole life, and I know we can't be together or anything but I just wanna say I LOVE YOU TOO I love u so so much! I'm sorry for being mean and an ass I really am ❤️❤️
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LHey zis is my first vent but its my secind time eriting zis cos it wasnt posted i dont know y.
Anyways so let me tell u my story.
am in love with zis girl ena I just cudnt stop thinking abut here its been 2 year since we been friends ena I told her some how bkerbu hw I feel abut her enam she said "no but let's be friends and continue" ena I just cudnt stop thinking abut her I'm rly in love with her....of all I met girls and been with, I've never felt for any girl zis much.pls tell me wat should I do.kmr I'm thinking all abut her 24/7. I rly don't eat much food too. I know u guys and Laddies might say move on dude but for now she is z one I rly can't.
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LHey zis is my first vent but its my secind time eriting zis cos it wasnt posted i dont know y.
Anyways so let me tell u my story.
am in love with zis girl ena I just cudnt stop thinking abut here its been 2 year since we been friends ena I told her some how bkerbu hw I feel abut her enam she said "no but let's be friends and continue" ena I just cudnt stop thinking abut her I'm rly in love with her....of all I met girls and been with, I've never felt for any girl zis much.pls tell me wat should I do.kmr I'm thinking all abut her 24/7. I rly don't eat much food too. I know u guys and Laddies might say move on dude but for now she is z one I rly can't.
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Hey guys. Here's the rub... I've struggled with depression like symptoms(i say like because I've not been diagnosed and i know the term is not one to be used lightly)for a while to the point where i was self harming and had constant suicidal thoughts. And that ultimately cost me a future with a girl i loved a lot. Since then I've been trying to put myself back togther and be better. And since met an awesome girl whom i care about but the problem is its back again and i feel crappy and drained. And it makes me push people away or do reckless things to sabotage it. It takes my hope away and all the effort i put was for nothing. But i really don't want to lose her or worse hurt her..but i don't know how to stop being this way..what should i do?
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Hey guys. Here's the rub... I've struggled with depression like symptoms(i say like because I've not been diagnosed and i know the term is not one to be used lightly)for a while to the point where i was self harming and had constant suicidal thoughts. And that ultimately cost me a future with a girl i loved a lot. Since then I've been trying to put myself back togther and be better. And since met an awesome girl whom i care about but the problem is its back again and i feel crappy and drained. And it makes me push people away or do reckless things to sabotage it. It takes my hope away and all the effort i put was for nothing. But i really don't want to lose her or worse hurt her..but i don't know how to stop being this way..what should i do?
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How can i can hurt my self easily ? I dont want to kill my self but i wane hurt my self how can easily do that like that makes me out for weeks i wanted to stop thinking how can i do that
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How can i can hurt my self easily ? I dont want to kill my self but i wane hurt my self how can easily do that like that makes me out for weeks i wanted to stop thinking how can i do that
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So am a very sensitive person ..n i kinda get hurt by people's words so easily..even if its nothing they said i would get hurt by the shit they didnt say or by the stuffs they did or didnt do . I litrally cry alottt but sometimes i dont even have reasons i just feel sad . I dont know if am ever getting better cause tbh i dont always wanna be this way . I wanna learn how to deal with ma emotions ..i just wanna have control over them . I wanna not care alot . So know i want u guys to bless me with a bit of ur advice on how to do zat 🙂. Thanks for readin tho❣
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So am a very sensitive person ..n i kinda get hurt by people's words so easily..even if its nothing they said i would get hurt by the shit they didnt say or by the stuffs they did or didnt do . I litrally cry alottt but sometimes i dont even have reasons i just feel sad . I dont know if am ever getting better cause tbh i dont always wanna be this way . I wanna learn how to deal with ma emotions ..i just wanna have control over them . I wanna not care alot . So know i want u guys to bless me with a bit of ur advice on how to do zat 🙂. Thanks for readin tho❣
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I don't know if this will get accepted but here goes...these days things are a bit harder than usual and I find myself in a lot of situations where I feel isolated. And I want to be comforted...stuff makes me feel lonelier and I want to someone to just hug it out of me or kiss it out of me or believe in me hard. It makes me want to be in a relationship so I could lean on someone and I usually don't even care about this relationship stuff.
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I don't know if this will get accepted but here goes...these days things are a bit harder than usual and I find myself in a lot of situations where I feel isolated. And I want to be comforted...stuff makes me feel lonelier and I want to someone to just hug it out of me or kiss it out of me or believe in me hard. It makes me want to be in a relationship so I could lean on someone and I usually don't even care about this relationship stuff.
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Hey guys Mmm I am 18 and I have a really complicated dating life yeah I know too fast but u kinda have to hear me out so I have a very hard and strict family mnamn yaw u know Ethiopian parents and I have learnt only in girls school till I finish grade 10 I am a rank student and I always stood 1-3 and I have an amazing figure or atleast boys thought so when I turned 16 I met a guy on fb and we started online dating I don't know how but I really love him like I really do I can even see my self in the future with him we have different religion I'm ortodox and he is protestant but he says there is no problem with it but every time I mention to meet up he will accept then come up with rejection ideas when the day is there then we broke up in the middle don't get me wrong but there are a lot of guys asking me out every now and then in reality and I accidentally met other guy on fb then we start talking then dating we met up and he kissed me on the first date and boom I lost my first kiss to him but then I found out he is an ex of my very close best friend and I wanted to back out but idk why we kept going and he had my uncessary photos wid him so he wanted me to be his call girl to be there when he wants mnamn and when I say I wanna stop dis he threatens me with my photos saying he would post them online and I got back with my first love and we are dating its gonna be our third year anniversary soon and i havent met him in reality still I really don't know what to do I want to get away from my second bf or u can call abuser without getting my images all over place please guys help me out or I am gonna die soon plsss
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Hey guys Mmm I am 18 and I have a really complicated dating life yeah I know too fast but u kinda have to hear me out so I have a very hard and strict family mnamn yaw u know Ethiopian parents and I have learnt only in girls school till I finish grade 10 I am a rank student and I always stood 1-3 and I have an amazing figure or atleast boys thought so when I turned 16 I met a guy on fb and we started online dating I don't know how but I really love him like I really do I can even see my self in the future with him we have different religion I'm ortodox and he is protestant but he says there is no problem with it but every time I mention to meet up he will accept then come up with rejection ideas when the day is there then we broke up in the middle don't get me wrong but there are a lot of guys asking me out every now and then in reality and I accidentally met other guy on fb then we start talking then dating we met up and he kissed me on the first date and boom I lost my first kiss to him but then I found out he is an ex of my very close best friend and I wanted to back out but idk why we kept going and he had my uncessary photos wid him so he wanted me to be his call girl to be there when he wants mnamn and when I say I wanna stop dis he threatens me with my photos saying he would post them online and I got back with my first love and we are dating its gonna be our third year anniversary soon and i havent met him in reality still I really don't know what to do I want to get away from my second bf or u can call abuser without getting my images all over place please guys help me out or I am gonna die soon plsss
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Hello every one, I hope all of you are having a fantastic day..so this is my first vent to let u all know and I been meaning to get some thing out of my chest...here it goes....I know some ppl have worse problems and stuff but every body has there own problems inspite of how difficult or intense it is, and one of the things ppl see as a problem is a relationship stuff and I've never been in one of them...I have never had an intimate relationship with a girl and it is getting difficult for me because am starting to worry about it and need of not a relationship to say but some one to talk to in This case a girl..so, what do u advice me to do so as to have a friend not necessarily a relationship but a girl whose willing to be a very good friend for long term with out judging me of who I am and could learn a lot with because as you get close to them you know more about how they behave and that could have a point in a relationship and I feel like life could also get a bit more fulfilling...tnx
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Hello every one, I hope all of you are having a fantastic day..so this is my first vent to let u all know and I been meaning to get some thing out of my chest...here it goes....I know some ppl have worse problems and stuff but every body has there own problems inspite of how difficult or intense it is, and one of the things ppl see as a problem is a relationship stuff and I've never been in one of them...I have never had an intimate relationship with a girl and it is getting difficult for me because am starting to worry about it and need of not a relationship to say but some one to talk to in This case a girl..so, what do u advice me to do so as to have a friend not necessarily a relationship but a girl whose willing to be a very good friend for long term with out judging me of who I am and could learn a lot with because as you get close to them you know more about how they behave and that could have a point in a relationship and I feel like life could also get a bit more fulfilling...tnx
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Here, as usual it about my bf, we used to be friends then it finally turned to a r/ship as usual, so he used to help me in lots of things, he was sweet, he found me a job (I'm 19, finished school learning in Uni) but I did something that he hates the most, and finally his friend told him, in front of me, but he was quite, in a weird wayever(he stood there frozen as if he saw a ghost) he didn't shout at me, even though I wanted him too(he knows it), so then I would have asked forgiveness but he left the room with out a word, as if he didn't care.
Then he started being odd not the real him.
So as neighbor's we see eachother(we don't talkany more) everytime I think of forgiving him, I see his eyes they are deep red, like he has been biting himself up or fighting with someone, i see him smoking when he see sees me he hides, he comes late at night and sometimes he knocks our door, and when my parents open it, I act like I don't know him and his somedrank that accidentally knocked our door, its like nvr before and I'm getting scared for him and me too.
And I know that he stopped talking to his friends and family, he is out of everything, he deleted his telegram account and facebook, I don't know what's happening.
Last time I was with my friend (boy) I felt his eyes on my back, zore ayehut, he was looking at me keza he turned around.
Then next day my friend was avoiding me minamn in a weird way, he didn't talk, he was so silent, he avoided me after that.
So that was when I get really frightened.
I don't know what to do with him.
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Here, as usual it about my bf, we used to be friends then it finally turned to a r/ship as usual, so he used to help me in lots of things, he was sweet, he found me a job (I'm 19, finished school learning in Uni) but I did something that he hates the most, and finally his friend told him, in front of me, but he was quite, in a weird wayever(he stood there frozen as if he saw a ghost) he didn't shout at me, even though I wanted him too(he knows it), so then I would have asked forgiveness but he left the room with out a word, as if he didn't care.
Then he started being odd not the real him.
So as neighbor's we see eachother(we don't talkany more) everytime I think of forgiving him, I see his eyes they are deep red, like he has been biting himself up or fighting with someone, i see him smoking when he see sees me he hides, he comes late at night and sometimes he knocks our door, and when my parents open it, I act like I don't know him and his somedrank that accidentally knocked our door, its like nvr before and I'm getting scared for him and me too.
And I know that he stopped talking to his friends and family, he is out of everything, he deleted his telegram account and facebook, I don't know what's happening.
Last time I was with my friend (boy) I felt his eyes on my back, zore ayehut, he was looking at me keza he turned around.
Then next day my friend was avoiding me minamn in a weird way, he didn't talk, he was so silent, he avoided me after that.
So that was when I get really frightened.
I don't know what to do with him.
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Hey Unihorse 🦄.
Hide My Identity.
I need to vent.
Hi i really hope this gets published. I'm 16 years old I met this guy when I was 14 and he was 2 years older than me I had a massive crush on him and I was young and dumb so he did some stuff to me like sexually I was only 14 and we have been dating since then. I honestly don't love him anymore and everybody thinks he is a saint so if we break up a lot of people are gonna come at me. And I feel like I can't date anyone else cuz I am not clean and innocent. He is the only one who knows everything! I feel sick whenever I think about the stuff he did. He is in campus now( in a different city) and I thought i was free but then he told me that he is coming after like 2 weeks and that is freaking me out guys what should I do? If I break up with him he will expose all of my secrets!! Help!!
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Hide My Identity.
I need to vent.
Hi i really hope this gets published. I'm 16 years old I met this guy when I was 14 and he was 2 years older than me I had a massive crush on him and I was young and dumb so he did some stuff to me like sexually I was only 14 and we have been dating since then. I honestly don't love him anymore and everybody thinks he is a saint so if we break up a lot of people are gonna come at me. And I feel like I can't date anyone else cuz I am not clean and innocent. He is the only one who knows everything! I feel sick whenever I think about the stuff he did. He is in campus now( in a different city) and I thought i was free but then he told me that he is coming after like 2 weeks and that is freaking me out guys what should I do? If I break up with him he will expose all of my secrets!! Help!!
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Hey Unihorse 🦄.
Hide My Identity.
I need to vent.
Hey guys I don't know from what I should start buh I started 😜....I am a 20 yrs old guy.... mostly I get depressed without any reason....I am single, I didn't get in r/ns till now. but I had many chances but I'm still single😕 ,,,,it's b/c of my attitude. I have no confidence by my self😭
I am short( 5.4ft)... which is the thing that i hate to be in zis world...but i know that i have to accept it. you know being short is not ma fault buh mostly I feel boared and making quarrel with God. i am silent boy( hardly),,, i don't talk with anybody in the class...I don't want anybody say " u r wrong, u couldn't do zis...bla bla.." I always relate negative things with ma height. idk why I think zis b/c I'm successful boy....I scored best till last yr, now I'm thinking abt opposite sex buh ma brain tells me zat no girls wanna be ma gf. I know zat u will say zat i am wrong and if I ask I can have 1 but she may lose confidence to introduce me to her friends as her bf coz I don't look like 20yrs old guy( u never understand making my self responsible for this thing hurts😭😭)... and I think zat she could let me down when she get better zan me. now a days I don't believe in true love coz ...get to know each other then date...then bf/gf...break up zen zis cycle never stops. so how can I say there is true love??
this things are kill'n me. I'm not like what previously people know me at class. I can't stop thinking such awful things and I can't read too. I don't know how can I fix ma self plz guys help me. don't say anything negative 🙏
ma brain is always telling me z negative ones abt ma self. and 1 more thing am "Gemini"
difficult to hide from ma self😭
😊😊thanks betam😊😊
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Hide My Identity.
I need to vent.
Hey guys I don't know from what I should start buh I started 😜....I am a 20 yrs old guy.... mostly I get depressed without any reason....I am single, I didn't get in r/ns till now. but I had many chances but I'm still single😕 ,,,,it's b/c of my attitude. I have no confidence by my self😭
I am short( 5.4ft)... which is the thing that i hate to be in zis world...but i know that i have to accept it. you know being short is not ma fault buh mostly I feel boared and making quarrel with God. i am silent boy( hardly),,, i don't talk with anybody in the class...I don't want anybody say " u r wrong, u couldn't do zis...bla bla.." I always relate negative things with ma height. idk why I think zis b/c I'm successful boy....I scored best till last yr, now I'm thinking abt opposite sex buh ma brain tells me zat no girls wanna be ma gf. I know zat u will say zat i am wrong and if I ask I can have 1 but she may lose confidence to introduce me to her friends as her bf coz I don't look like 20yrs old guy( u never understand making my self responsible for this thing hurts😭😭)... and I think zat she could let me down when she get better zan me. now a days I don't believe in true love coz ...get to know each other then date...then bf/gf...break up zen zis cycle never stops. so how can I say there is true love??
this things are kill'n me. I'm not like what previously people know me at class. I can't stop thinking such awful things and I can't read too. I don't know how can I fix ma self plz guys help me. don't say anything negative 🙏
ma brain is always telling me z negative ones abt ma self. and 1 more thing am "Gemini"
difficult to hide from ma self😭
😊😊thanks betam😊😊
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