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It's Bpd awarness week. Just wanted to share my side of story a bit. I have been diagnosed with bpd almost a year ago it has been a long road since then and the most hard part was people. Some think your attention seeker some will think your crazy and will avoid you and being alone is a big challenge. And I believe this because they don't have that much knowledge regarding mental illness as a whole. But if anyone of you reading this if you know a person that's going through a rough time just give time to listen to what they have to say them and trying to understand someone would make a lot of impact.
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I hv stage fright.. It might seem silly gn im 3rd yr uni student(bout 2 graduate) ena defence endet lakerb endemechel alakem.. Present argi mnamn sbal betam nw panic maregew i even cried 2nd yr hogne enaa i dont knw wat 2 do.. Plsssssss help!!!
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Never vented before first time venting here i fucking go

So to get to the point im very angry at everyone like makew sew lay becha sayhone every motherfucker i see on the street and i wanna just slith their throats specially if they are lookin at me just for 1 second i just wanna stone them to death i got in some argument with some oldman on a taxi i dont even remember what he even did to get me angry i just went all phyco on him and he just took it and didnt say anything i wanted to stab him in the fucking neck or fucking through him over the fuckin window
if i keep doin shit i might do something i might regret

If any one has thought like this or had them it would be helpfull i think
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I'm really sad 😔 i feel like i have lost a big part of myself. when u can't have someone u love more zan anything in z world, just because u r nothing but a joke to zem, it does zat to u. I swear I'm never going to love again, ever!! Love, all it does is just ruin u in z worst possible way, shatter u into pieces😢. I wish i was never born.
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Here is the thing.. i hate my family.. i know it sounds like im a troubled and horrible person (maybe i am) but i have my reasons.this is gonna be long but please hear me out. Ever since i was young my mother was super hard on my and always destroyed my self confidence saying i was fat and evil and i had a bad heart if i did stuff like forgetting to wash the dishes and stuff like that. She would even go out of her way to get my friends to hate me just cuz. She once got all my friedns to ignore at my own damn birthday. Im 20 now(im female btw) and im in uni but since im learning in z same place i grew up i see her all z time and to this day she still treats me like crap. But other ppl would nvr know cuz she's super nice to others. My dad is a passive dude who wont say shit if my lil bro makes a mistake but wudd flip if i did. He still hits me to this day for shit like eg. if i open z door a lil later than he expected . I cud except z fact zat my parents r bad if they were like this to my younger sibling but no...they love him and raise way better zan they ever did with me and idk why but it makes me feel worse cuz i think "am i really a horrible person?" Plus z little monster is super disrespectful to me even tho im like 12 years older zan him and my mom just loves seeing us fight (not physically)but she loves seeing him disrespecting me and treating me like shit. So that's what i have to deal wz.. im glad i let this out
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Hi I know that a lot of u guys might think I am a dramatic person but hear me out before u say anything well I feel like god rly hates me I know it sounded over dramatic but I have been wanting something for like my whole life I think the only reason for my existence was because of that job and for the last 3 weeks I have done nothing but pray I even eat once a day u know I was so sure that I would get that job I had my full faith in him but he didn't even gave me a chance I know it sounded pathetic but I was hoping for miracle and hoped that for once in my life I wouldn't feel bad abt my self I thought maybe this job might be my chance to make my family proud but I lost it not only did I lose the job I lost my faith in god too I feel like I have no reason to live pls help me I feel like I am gonna lose my mind how am I gonna face my family now I rly have no clue what to do pls help me
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I know i made a mistake being in a relationship knowing we don’t have future. At first we both agreed we don’t want to be in one but we couldn’t just stop not falling for each other. The person had no problem of having future with me but for me it means i have to lose everything i know. I asked this person to give me time to come in terms with how i am going to go with it but this person wanted it their way which is as soon as possible. That brought the toxic side of both of us and it was just pain. I decided to end things, which hurted a lot like someone was squeezing my heart and just nothing like i have experienced before.To be honest I don’t regret it at all . But that person just completely stopped talking to me and denied my friendship offer. It’s been 6 months already but I still care how that person is doing why is hard to be friends with ex?
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So this is my story...
I am an girl of the age of 19 and I feel like the life that I am living is not mine, it’s not the life I am meant for. I am born , raised and I live in a place I am not supposed to be (not Ethiopia ) Since the age of 13 I wanted to move back,it was my childhood dreams and it never came true. Most of my teenager years I spent imaging the life I could have. If I wasn’t here but there. I close my eyes and see a different life and it‘s making me crazy. The dream that never came true haunts me until this day. I wonder what I would’ve been doing right now instead of what I’m doing and how much of a happier person I would’ve been. I create exact scenarios in my head. It might sound crazy to some, but I know for sure that the life in my head is really mine. But it always only existed in my head. When I was 16 everything finally lead to depression, I couldn’t deal with it anymore. I already came to a point where I even imagined the friends I would have had or the school I would’ve had visited. It‘s unfair to me that I must live this life ... I am dead inside, the dream that never came true killed me since I was only a kid . And I am mad yet sad because I will never get those years of being a teenager back. And all I did was waste them with the idea of how my life could’ve been and not my real life. I sometimes start crying because I don’t know why my dream never came true, why I never was even given a chance ...
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Hey guys Im 19 nd I'm a girl it4my first time venting here ...... ok here it goes i hv a boyfriend and we've benn together for 2yrs(happy one😍) but i want to take our relationship to the next level like having sex mnamn but i'm really afraid i've never exprienced it before nd he's muslim nd i'm Orthodox bezi bezi mknyat yasferagnal i just don't know what to do? He really respects my decision and all i desperately need advice guys??
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Hey it's my second time venting and here it goes am not happy like literally am in happy person am sociable mnamn I have got a lot of friends plus I have a good ears to listen to others problem mnamn gin no body got one for me like my issues aren't about relation ships or some thing it's about family and also friends I love my dad but at the same time I hate hime I have got money reasons to hate him he always bring up a fight with mom betam yinkatal betam he talks to another girls like u kw what I mean..(he cheated on her) he sees porn by these age (fyi he is 60) malet I kw these starting from grade 6 or some thing but I don't have the courage to tell him that I kw or even to mesdeb I blame my self for that like betam why did I don't hate him like why he have done a lot and I have got a lot if reasons gin I still don't hate him like I was supposed to


Sorry for the incorrect words .....
And tnx for even reading
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U started ignoring someone ur kinda close with out of the blue, with no reason and that person mekeyems. U weren't mentally stable when u did that at the time and u guys decide to ignore each other. After few months ur okay, back on ur track and feel bad about what u did. What would u do
A. Go to them and apologise (biyalfebetem)
B. Continue ignoring and avoiding them
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Hello, I am a girl and my confession is my addiction to 'Japanese forced' category porn. I am worried because of how much I enjoy it. It's not normal and I need to stop but I can't. I think it's because I lack courage to actually be with a guy and in my head it would be better if a guy I date would just do that to me. Am i weird? Should I go and die? Is this something to worry about? IDK. Tell me what to do please.

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Hey guy,eaa am 21 n am kinda badass I don't let people specially boyz approach me am always tryin 2 do thingz ba ma own n I get toooo strict bout things so I hv this family problem ma bro he's an addict (weed) n evertime I get home ma mom is like beaten by him also tortured n mesedeb so I hv decided 2 get him arrested thinkin maybe he could learn sth but it's kind getting worst he's like always promising me that he would kill me every time I went 2 visit him(prison) n I am feelin so guilty like most of z time like everyone thinks am cruel n actually I wasn't like this I was so innocent n sweet but now am like soooo hard 2 get it even confuse me sometimes so should I be feelin bad r is it sth that will came along crisis fyi am a girl

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Hey Unihorse 🦄.
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It's a question actually my mind is fucked up like i overthink in small things and it's tiring and I can't stop thinking how can I not think like this ?
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Hi and i need to vent about a fucking bitch whom i fucking love and she says she still love me but i know she is a slut she is lying i swear i taught i was too bad for her until my brother imagine my fucking brother started talking 2 her and she fucking says the same god dame thing she says to me she makes all the boys who talk to her feel special I cannot forgive her never but she is too good with words oh God i very much sooo love her and I can’t keep her outta my mind I can’t even stay blocking her i was a bad boy now she make me the weakest man ever i wanna forget her and i need help pls pls pls tell me how 2
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Am sorry to say this and am sorry if I am disappointing you God but
I hate my life I hate my whole existence
The fact that no one has taken a step to love me has broken me ever since my childhood I was broken to the point that you could see it in my pictures I had when I was little

I realize now the power of love of a family ,my brother is the only person that had ever taken out those words and said it
I can see that he actually cares
He would care if I died

That is actually the point I have reached I think sometimes how many people would actually care you know if one day I decide to end my whole existence
What if I can't take any more pressure what if am just not as strong as I thought I was
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Mad, Angry , Frustrated .... thats what I'm feeling right now, I'm just angry at everything, some things for no reason... i don't know what to do , i dont think it's healthy , I'm going to explodeee .... tell me what to do!!!
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Hey Unihorse 🦄.
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i am having hard time believing in my self.i don't think i can do anything on my own. and i have become so dependent on other with out knowing it.and it is affecting me on my work as well as my education.any advice on how to get out of this mess.
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So this isnt my first time venting here but its probably gonna be z last🤷‍♀ who knows. Im the girl with the self harm vent ,im the girl whose cousin tried to rape her im the girl who's been through a lotta shit u couldn't even imagine. Ive literally tried to kill my self before, i was in a hospital for weeks. And for any of u who saytime heals mnamn no it fuckin doesnt i still have flashbacks of every fuckin bad thing thats happened to me. My parents were never reay there for me 🙄 they're both workaholics who doesnt care abt anything other than their jobs mnamn they are always somewhere else around the world. They were barely home and when they are home they always fight🤦‍♀and its rly annoying yemr and it kind of has an effect on the child endi aynet ngr. i have a pretty messed up family. And a moree messed up life. Anyways im over it all yemr ive finally realised nothing ever gets better u just get used to it. To all the pain the hurt the betrayal the loneliness... I've become numb, i feel nothing. U could do the worst thing u could think of to meand I'll feel nothing and u can do the best thing anyone could ever wish for and I'll still feel nothing🤷‍♀ im not suicidal but if im not scared to die either. Nothing matters anymore.
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I don’t know what to say.

The only thing that’s keeping me from suicide right now is that life insurance won’t pay, and I can’t come up with an appropriate method that would pass scrutiny.

I can’t help but laugh at the thought that I’m too broke to even die.
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