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Grief is in the air tonight. It is suffocating me. But it doesn't make sense, I haven't lost anybody, except maybe myself. I feel like I've been here before but i don't remember how I got through it then. I feel so invisible and trivial. I see my peers going on about their lives as if they'd live forever. They look like they don't carry all the venom they've ever encountered since they knew what it was. They are well adjusted human beings, and I am mentally ill. But I hide, I don't know how well tho. I just hide and feel sorry for myself. I hide and feel angry with myself because I'm here feeling sorry for myself and not trying to fix myself. I hate myself. I wish I could die. Some days I think I'll grow out of this angst, but I've been thinking that for years now and it just keeps getting worse. I don't know if I even have a self that can be saved anymore. I barely remember how to be happy anymore, I don't know how to smile without that ache in my heart. I've forgotten how it feels like to be young (but I'm still young...this is how it is for me, ig). do you know what I want to do now, I want to go out and buy a blade. I haven't cut in months, but since the past two weeks, I cannot stop thinking about how it would feel like to drag the edge right down the inside my left arm, going deeper than I've ever went. But the forearm is such an obvious place, there will come a time I will be past this depression and I will regret the questions I can't answer. So, I'll settle for a shallow criss cross covering my thighs for now.
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Hi unihorse
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So i met this guy a year ago when i was just about to leave campus. we'v never meet in person like.. i know him but we never met we started talking online and Good lord he is extraordinary 👑 i fall for him and i told him that i need to take it to the next step he didn't even trusted me back then cause he was hurt so many times. he is a bit weird and psyco.... not that i don't like his weirdness but idk sometimes i feel like he is way intelligent than who i am and most of the time i feel insecure. And just when i'v had enough of feeling like i piece of trash i told him that we need to stop 🙅 (duh he ignored me for like 5 damn days straight) all ma friends said " u doing good u better off with out him anyways"...and i'm like nah 😒😔 so he apologized and asked for a second chance and i said ok lets give it a shot from that day forward he made me the happiest of all, 😍 he began to understand me and ma flaws. We were doing way better untill this week.. 😡 he said he won't be online for couple of days which is the only way i could talk to him (we don't do phone calls that much) i texted him like thousand times called him he said he is ok and he is changing for the better and he will be back soon (sounded like "i said i'm ok 💀 women" kinda voice) he is the kinda guy who dose what he belives in like he goy his own ways of doing stuff i know he cares about me and i'm a so worried about our future (u know he is far from where i live not even planning on comeing here and stuff ) i'm so afraid that i'm gonna lose him.
Man i love that boy can't afford to lose him...TF should i do help me out people
😓 (wheew such a relief )
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long story short, here it goes...
i'm a guy 23, i had a girlfriend, we've known each other for 6 years. people's were jealous of our relationship. last December we decided to spend a night together for the first time,... things went as planned... we had a romantic dinner nd we went to our room, we cuddled for a while and that's where the whole story changed, she got hyper-exited and she seized and went to complete unconsciousness. by that moment i was really nervous and worried so i shouted for help!
everyone tried to help a few minutes later the paramedics and her parents showed up, i was shocked, i just left the scene as soon as i realized she was fine. and the next day guess what... the police showed up at my door, she have confessed everything on me because she was afraid of her parents, the attorney opened a case against me and the judge sentenced me 8 months in prison for sexual assault. the case was serious so i served and finished my sentence on September and i got out of jail. she used to visit me while i was in prison, she always cries and tells me she regrets everything.
this Saturday she sent a friend to tell me that she deeply regrets what she have done, she said she want to fix everything...
my morale is broken beyond repair,... i still have feelings for her, i still love her, i don't want to get into a mess but my heart tells me to forgive her and start everything fresh.
what do you guys advice me?
ps. sorry for the messy writing, i'm busy and multitasking
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I waste a whole book writing about u. I thought notebook (kinda diary) should be consisting of things about me. Not u. I thought it was me n my future, my past added to it. I thought it was a safe place to my thoughts about everything but u r there instead. But I don't get it since u r not my everything, are u? No, u r not. So why? Why am I filled n traumatized with the thoughts of u? Why can't u just leave? Why can't u just go? Why can't u just let me move on? Why does this keep hurting? Why do u make me think everything twice when I'm with u? Why can't I just be with u like I am with others? Why do I think everything has to be perfect when I'm with u? Why do u make me think I should do whatever u asked, please u? Why does my heart throb when I see ur texts? Why does my head keep spinning, pushing everything else when I am with u? Why can't I just treat u like a random person? Why do I have to be like this if I'm not gonna get u in the end? Why am I like this if everything is gonna end after a while? Why do I sacrifice everything when it comes to u? Why do I have to blush when u compliment me? Why do I have to be nervous of the thought of meeting u? Why do I have to be scared of the thought of losing u? Why do I have to feel like this if I'm gonna end up laughing at my younger self after a few years? Why do I have to go through this if u r not the right one? Why do I have to be punished like this? Why?

Why can't u just be rude? Why can't u be a jerk n it would make it easy to move on from u? Why can't I just do things right when I'm with u? Why do I always end up crying most nights? Why do I have to spend countless times restless n sleepless? What is the use of all this? Why is the key to this, the reason? Why can't it just be eazy? Why do I always fool myself when it comes to u? Why do I always want something more from u? Why do I always end up tearing up when I'm thinking about? Why do I always do wrong? Why do I have to give up so much for u? Why do I do that? Why does the strings in my head tangle when I'm thinking of u? Why do I have to be hurt when it comes to u? Why can't u just be an asshole n make me angry? Why do u care this much? Why do u have to be this good? Why can't u be bad? Why does the thought of u always end up in my head whenever I hear a song, every song? Why can't u just hurt me, intentionally? Why can't u just make fun of me? Why can't u just point at me n laugh clutching ur stomach? Why can't u just let me go? Why can't u just be bad? Why am I always guard up when it comes to u? Why can't I tell to others about u? Why can't u just leave my head? Why can't u just let me leave? Why does the though of moving away hurt me morethan it should? Why did I cried that night? Why do I have to feel like this? Why am I so sensitive when it comes to u? Why can't I just know why? Why do I overthink everything when it comes to u? Why can't I know the reason to all this? Why is this happening? Why do I always convince my self I'm over u when u r not around but crush deep when u come around? Why can't I have a stable thought when it comes to u? Why does my head have to be like this when u the thought of u consumes it? Why can't I stop this, whatever this is? Why can't I focus on myself? Why do I have to constantly think about what u think of me? Why can't I stop crying? Why do I miss u this much? Why do I always thought of seeing u? Why do I always thought of running into u? Why does the thought of seeing u terrifies n excited me at the same time? Why can't I just go a day with out u messing with my head? What's wrong with me? U r the one on my mind so tell me. Why can't u leave? What r u doing to me? What would u get from this? Why can't u let me leave? Why can't u give me peace?

Oh my God WHY?
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I knew that I was dying ,something in me said , go ahead, die ,sleep ,become as them, accept . Then something else in me said , no , save the tiniest bit. it needn't be much , just a spark . A spark can set a whole forest on fire, just a spark .save it. ⚡⚡⚡
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Im a 18 yr old girl and I'm going to another country for vacation and I am highly not sociable. I can't even talk to my colse friend properly like when we talk on the phone we spend more time saying nothing than talking😂 so I want some tips from you guys like how to start a topic to talk about and how to be fast, how to make new friends. Any helpful comments will be appreciated and I think this is a problem for most of us.
Thank u!!
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Hey, I can't sleep, don't want to get out of bed in the morning that's what happens when u witness a murder and no its not a person dying but my cat, it must be a joke but no my dad snap, broke he's neck just because I apparently "embarrassed" him in front of he's friends and what assurance is there that he wouldn't do that to me huh? I'm done with he's bullshit
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Never thought I would do this, but never say never. Let’s get to it! A guy meets a girl, isn’t that how it starts 🙄, he is one of the good guys and she is one of the shy girls. She fall in love with him for the first time. He promises love and protection. He becomes her safe home. She becomes his favorite person to hangout all the time and respect her a lot. Then, he break up with her with the popular break line. They still become close friends. After a year she found out he is celebrating two years anniversary with his girl and they are getting really serious. A girl thinks she is over him so she continues to be friend with both of them. One day the girl and the guy start hanging out as friends and started passing the line, they decided they never had a “good bye” so they do it for the last time. The guy tells her he needs to change for his gf and she promises to help him. He also tells her she is the only person that can break him. Do you think the girl can help the guy to be a better person for his gf?
Do u think the girls is a bad person? What abt the guy?
Reminder:
He is her first true love
She is his weakness
She doesn’t want unfaithful men
He wants to be faithful to his girlfriend.
Pls feel free to leave all u think.
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I was in my room chilling with my cousin and we were alone. We were just talking about things mnamn keza he kinda started getting touchy mnamn i told him to stop but he wouldnt listen he got on top of me and he started touching me i tried to stop him i fuckin tried but he was strong and he started to unhook my bra mnamn he started touching me keza i dont know how bcha i guess the adrenalin kicked in i got to get him off me and i just went running out the house and it was at night i didnt know what to do i was freaking out, i didnt have anywhere to go and i was scared. I tried to call my friend but she wouldnt pick up and i started panicing more and more and i didn't know what to do or where to go. So I told the only one i could talk to, the only guy that i trusted and loved the most . I just needed someone to talk to mnamn to get me to calm down but do u know how he responded, he fuckin said"eree were keyri bekaa " yaaa thatss wht he fucking said to me while i was on the streets alone at night freaking out . And i lost it, i couldnt take it anymore i had a breakdown a sat there alonee so fuckin hurt at what both of them did , the guy that i cared about the most and my cousin....after that day i couldnt sleep i stay up all night replaying the scenes and beating my self up for being so weak and trusting the wrong people. For expecting too much from others. And i hate my self for that. I couldn't get it out of my head. What did i do be deserve this ? I had a lot of fucked up stuff goin on in my life and it had to get worse? Really?
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Never ignore somebody if they start to talk about ending their life. Most of the time it is NOT for attention. Most of the time it is a cry for help. They are asking for somebody to show that they care. They aren't doing it to be called a poser or stupid or an attention-seeker or any other shit like that. They're saying it because they actually DO want to end it...they do actually feel the need to die. And if you just ignore them, how are you going to feel when you find out that they're dead? Think about it...just try to help the individual as much as you can.

Suicide is NOT a selfish act. You all say that they're leaving their loved ones behind and hurting them, but that really only makes you selfish. How can you expect this person to continue living through all the pain that their life is giving them? To go through the feeling of being invisible, like they have no one to confide in? To go through feeling like everybody that once loved them has now abandoned them? And to go through feeling that everyday the walls are closing in on them and that everyday they are sinking further and further into despair? Into loneliness and heartache? How on earth can you expect someone to live with that all the time, just to keep everybody else happy? It's not like it's their duty to make everyone happy. So stop being selfish yourself and think of the individual for once.

Don't think that suicidal people don't care about you. One of the common reasons for suicide is that the individual doesn't want to hurt their loved ones anymore. And though they know that suicide may hurt their loved ones, it stops the individual from ever hurting them again. Better once than a million more times. And deep down inside, the individual probably does know that people do care, but they just can't believe that when they're feeling so down and out. It's just hard to think that people care about you when you feel that they never seem to show it and they never seem to be there when you need them most.

If you are someone who believes in fate and God and you believe that everybody has a particular time to die made for them, then you should also believe, as sad and horrible as it may be, that suicide is meant to happen. Perhaps the individual is actually MEANT to die at this time and it just so happens that suicide is the way they die?
I really don't know...I'm just putting down my opinion. I hope it helps at least one person out there.
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So hey everyone. I really need your help. I want an honest opinion. The thing is im 27 yrs old and I recently got married. And my hubby farts every time during ejaculation, alot. I mean is that normal? Does it happen with every guy? Do all guys ???? when doing it? ????

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Am 20 n a girl. I really need help. Here is z thing, we were bestfrnds on fb for 2yrs. I wsnt madly in lv wz him but I knew he wouldn't hurt me so, I didn't even had thought abt it properly. We started relation. He ws my 1st, I ws very happy. N after few months I just started to doubt my feelings for him. I started to stop him when he trys to kiss me or even touches me in a romantic way. I told him wat I felt n I saw him getting hurt. I didn't last a day I begged for an apology n we were back. N zs thing kept repeating over n over lyk 4 times till now...It has been 2yrs since we were in zs R/nship already. He kept forgiving me coz he really lvs me. N me am very sure when I tell him am not in lv n should breakup n when we get back again I'll also be very certain zat I lv him. Wats happenning? Nomatter hw hard I try I just never find answers in me. I don wanna lose him wz out being sure n I don wanna hurt him everytime either. Am losing my mind here. What should I do? Am I suffering wz a disorder or sth? Plz Help!
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so am 25 ...almost ...and i have a boyfriend am graduating in a months time..i mean i don't know what life holds after i graduated but i kinda have planned everything out ..and among those plans of mine one is to get married at the age of 30-32 and have kids up until 36...yes amo get busy ????...anyways jokes aside i need help..more of idea input from ya'll ....so the guy am seeing is like this amazing smart handsome as shit man ..and i love him dont get me wrong...i enjoy every moment with him..he is the only guy i truly enjoy having sex with ..to add all that and i got me a perfect match
????..buttttt... here are the problem lists i have 1.he is damn young (okey i might be exaggerating a bit..he is one year younger than me
2. he is not u know financially established (meaning if am marring him thats like ...the point is i want to be taken care of
3. he gets jealous so easily and he has this immaturity features ...like i am an out going person i drink i smoke i have ppl i hang out w ...
anyways....fuck the list i cant list em all ...its just what do i do ...its like i love him but i have needs and i wana be treated in a certain way ...fancy way if u will..i know my worth and why should i settle for ntg less...or should i settle ....its so confusing

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I've been friends with this guy for almost 3 years now. We're betam great friends he's my best friend. I'm closer with him than my girlfriends. I can tell him anything. Family problems guy problems like everything. He also trusts me with everything. Our relationship is purely platonic.
I have had a boyfriend for 5 months now, but he's been single. Over the summer he was telling me about this girl he likes ena I've been giving him advice on how to approach her and how to ask her out. I even planned their date. Ena when he told me the date was a success and they're now officially dating. I don't know why gn I felt a little pang of jealousy. I don't think I like him like that. I think it felt like now he'd trust someone else more than me and he'd care less about me. Enenja.. it's confusing
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Am so ready to die i don knw why god won't just take me😒
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Do you ever have a good day go bad? Or a bad day turn good? I try to live in the moment but this rollercoaster of emotions that fill life is making me tired. And all I wanna do is sleep. This is life and I should get used to it right? But I can't seem to. I just wanna curl into a ball and cry the tiredness out or maybe a tight hug..idk. I'm so tired to the point I'm not scared to die. Because that's rest. And I want to rest.
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I've only been going out for my boyfriend for about 5 weeks and we started making out like 2 weeks ago...
this will be a bit explicit...sorry but I kind of feel like a slut ????

when we make out, it's a bit intense but we have not like had actual sex : but he doesn't just kiss my mouth but my neck and the area around my boobs or my actual boobs (not the nipple...). And we "grind" when kissing or whatever. Sometimes he rests his hands on my inner thighs etc.

Is this normal to do after 5 weeks? or is it a bit too early? would you describe a girl like this as "easy" or slut-like?

I have no problem with it but after it happens e.g. the morning after, I feel so guilty and I feel a bit sluttish. I'm 19 and this is my first boyfriend/kiss/everything and I used to be so prudish before...I said I wouldn't kiss a boyfriend until 1 month, make out after 6 months, sex after marriage but all my views are changing and i don't like it.

I remember always having the opinion that any girl who makes out with her boyfriend before at least 6 months is a major slut and has no self respect.

I feel like I've lost my innocence a bit...I hate feeling really sluttish after a make out session because I actually really enjoy it while it happens and I really like my boyfriend... If my parents knew what I was doing, they'd murder me - actually murder me, and that's a part of the guilt, that and the fact that I feel....no longer innocent.

How do I stop feeling this way?

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I am a 25 years old male. I have a good job or at least i think i do. Life is turning out just okay. I just have difficulty with my sexuality. Clearly I am attracted to women but I am only turned on by a dominant woman. I am submissive and the only thing that turns me on is being dominated by a woman. I dont think I will ever get the kind of girlfriend who shares my fantasy ( a dominant girl who would dominate me sexually. I am in to foot fetish, spitting and other humilliations. I already know I am weird so please do not insult me. Tnx

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This couple of days i have been in a bad place ena i noticed i have been stressing alittle abt class but i didnt know it was this serious i have no apetite for food i dont eat that well ena i dont even get hungry and i just have this feeling that i am abt to brust out of tension plus my hands and legs get stingy and i cant move them and i cant stop shaking as if i got a bad fever ena if anyof u guys know anything abt it just tell me what to do.tnx
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Hello guys.
I love to hear your comments about me.
I am very addicted of chatte , beer , alcohol, weed.
And people many of my friends around me pushed me to be here .
They think me as a bad guy .
That I am very cruel .
But I do good as much as I can
To make them happy help them when they need anything . But my return is these . 🤔
Then now I think the world has no place for good deeds .
I have become like opposite to everybody . I donot give help when needed .ignore when every one needs me .
I donot know when my negativity will last .
I donot give a respect either they are above my age or not.
And guys give me some suggestion I don't think these world have no place for good peoples.
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