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Here is a little something I wrote for all y'all beautiful people in this venting bot going through a rough time. You're an individual with a background of challenges and constant debacles nonetheless you are an individual who has never ceased to fight and aspire for a greater tomorrow; you're a dreamer of the day. The choices you have made and the hard work you have put in all this while have led you to this point in time and place; you are now ready to embrace even the more tough and strenuous life that awaits you ahead. In the art of metallurgy to get the gold, one must dig into the overlying dirt and in your journey of finding yourself, you have fought, fallen, risen and now you see an opportunity to take a leap and make a significant score.
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Hey there! I cant really specify what is wrong with me because i dont fully understand it. But for most part i know i will try to explain.... im havin trouble remembering who i am. I mean our personality is based on our memories and my memory is perfectly fine except i keep losin my personality. Everyone keeps tellin me i need to stop changing. The best part of who i am and the part that matters the most is fading away...... what should i do about that??
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Hey there! I cant really specify what is wrong with me because i dont fully understand it. But for most part i know i will try to explain.... im havin trouble remembering who i am. I mean our personality is based on our memories and my memory is perfectly fine except i keep losin my personality. Everyone keeps tellin me i need to stop changing. The best part of who i am and the part that matters the most is fading away...... what should i do about that??
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He cheated so I heard so I told him, I ended it, maybe it is my pride but he never appologized not a single word as if I meant nothing,he just let it be ,now I am left here feeling cheap, hurt and ashamed. Hating on every new possible relationship life throws at me and ever time I see him it makes me feel bad,I feel like I am worthless like I am nothing, it is like my confidence breaks like peace of glass ,
I don't want him back minamin gin it hurts I don't know why but it really hurts.
Even made me cry writing this stupid confessions
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He cheated so I heard so I told him, I ended it, maybe it is my pride but he never appologized not a single word as if I meant nothing,he just let it be ,now I am left here feeling cheap, hurt and ashamed. Hating on every new possible relationship life throws at me and ever time I see him it makes me feel bad,I feel like I am worthless like I am nothing, it is like my confidence breaks like peace of glass ,
I don't want him back minamin gin it hurts I don't know why but it really hurts.
Even made me cry writing this stupid confessions
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I am tierd of pretending. I am sick of putting on a show. I have worn this fake smile for so long i have forgoten what my own looked like. Is it because they won't understand that i hide it so well or is it because they'd think me a monster if they saw my real face..the irony of feeling guilty for what i feel is no longer a suprise but a fact i have accepted.. if I grin from ear to ear then maybe just maybe they wouldn't notice. Is it my fault? long gone are the days where i torment my self asking why i am like this. It is my new reality. I don't know how long this charade will last but lately I lack the strength to quiet the voices. I am starting to give in and what scares me is I might actually go through with it...at least in the end I can wear my frown proudly and stare out with blank eyes.
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I am tierd of pretending. I am sick of putting on a show. I have worn this fake smile for so long i have forgoten what my own looked like. Is it because they won't understand that i hide it so well or is it because they'd think me a monster if they saw my real face..the irony of feeling guilty for what i feel is no longer a suprise but a fact i have accepted.. if I grin from ear to ear then maybe just maybe they wouldn't notice. Is it my fault? long gone are the days where i torment my self asking why i am like this. It is my new reality. I don't know how long this charade will last but lately I lack the strength to quiet the voices. I am starting to give in and what scares me is I might actually go through with it...at least in the end I can wear my frown proudly and stare out with blank eyes.
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everyone who is in a bad place ,mood or any thing leading u to be unhappy .......what the hell do u expect? this is real life . grow the fuck up! no matter how hard u try to explain wats wrong with u why u r like this no one will get ur problems like u do.u r just wasting ur time here on earth if u focus on the things u cant change . just get money get friends nd enjoy yorself .....get depressed fo what exactly?? no matter how much u talk bout how shitty ur life is it wont change uness u change it .if u reading this well u have ur own reaction right but guess what there are a lot more people reading this reacting in lots of diffrent ways than u, comparing to their own reality in life ...well shortly am jst trina say ma we livin in the 21st century there aint no slavery no more so chill ....live ur life keep ur circle small and hustle .....
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everyone who is in a bad place ,mood or any thing leading u to be unhappy .......what the hell do u expect? this is real life . grow the fuck up! no matter how hard u try to explain wats wrong with u why u r like this no one will get ur problems like u do.u r just wasting ur time here on earth if u focus on the things u cant change . just get money get friends nd enjoy yorself .....get depressed fo what exactly?? no matter how much u talk bout how shitty ur life is it wont change uness u change it .if u reading this well u have ur own reaction right but guess what there are a lot more people reading this reacting in lots of diffrent ways than u, comparing to their own reality in life ...well shortly am jst trina say ma we livin in the 21st century there aint no slavery no more so chill ....live ur life keep ur circle small and hustle .....
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Hey everyone am happy to tell u this since u r gonne advice me.. i have friend's but most of em lead me to bad things like
They say have bf...u didnt even kiss u will regrate some times go to clubs soo what shal i do..who is right? Thanks 4 ur advice
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Hey everyone am happy to tell u this since u r gonne advice me.. i have friend's but most of em lead me to bad things like
They say have bf...u didnt even kiss u will regrate some times go to clubs soo what shal i do..who is right? Thanks 4 ur advice
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Not a vent but much of an advice to sisters out there struggling with knowing wt u deserve,, hope it's helpful..
If a man doesn't call u it's bc he doesn't want to call u. If he doesn't invite u to go out it's bc he doesn't want to see you. If he treats u like shit it's bc he doesn't care. If he let's u go, it's bc he doesn't want to be with u. When a man says "I'm not ready, but ur the love of my life and the only one I want, but now is not the right time. " it's simply bc he doesn't want u, don't play his confusing games. Don't justify him. When a man wants to be with a woman, he stays with her without lies, excuses and complications. Stop being genuine and naive, and stop justifying his every excuse and complications and put urself first.
You DO NOT need someone who doesn't know wt they want, you DO NOT need someone doesn't know ur worth. You deserve a man that knows ur worth and fight for u everyday.
Stop breaking ur heart from someone who probably won't even be as good as u expect and give urself the opportunity to be happy and be with someone who actually deserves YOU.
STAY STRONG!
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Not a vent but much of an advice to sisters out there struggling with knowing wt u deserve,, hope it's helpful..
If a man doesn't call u it's bc he doesn't want to call u. If he doesn't invite u to go out it's bc he doesn't want to see you. If he treats u like shit it's bc he doesn't care. If he let's u go, it's bc he doesn't want to be with u. When a man says "I'm not ready, but ur the love of my life and the only one I want, but now is not the right time. " it's simply bc he doesn't want u, don't play his confusing games. Don't justify him. When a man wants to be with a woman, he stays with her without lies, excuses and complications. Stop being genuine and naive, and stop justifying his every excuse and complications and put urself first.
You DO NOT need someone who doesn't know wt they want, you DO NOT need someone doesn't know ur worth. You deserve a man that knows ur worth and fight for u everyday.
Stop breaking ur heart from someone who probably won't even be as good as u expect and give urself the opportunity to be happy and be with someone who actually deserves YOU.
STAY STRONG!
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I was in relationship since last year. I always get start rn as I love the men.but after 2 month mnamn it will start to boring and know that I am not in love with him but now it's different the guy who I am with ryt now is so lover men he's so real.u will never imagine him the real lover at this time...it's rare.but he is not my type and I don't wanna be in realation ship since I want to break up with him I get bossy overhim buh he keeps doing what I say.and finally I said let's broke up buh.he cried over me and try to kill himslef. Now I am with him only for his happiness. I know am not totally in love with.but keep him as my bf makes him happy so am doing it.and the other complicated thing is I have to many boys to talk and hang out with. I don't really cares about him what should I do
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I was in relationship since last year. I always get start rn as I love the men.but after 2 month mnamn it will start to boring and know that I am not in love with him but now it's different the guy who I am with ryt now is so lover men he's so real.u will never imagine him the real lover at this time...it's rare.but he is not my type and I don't wanna be in realation ship since I want to break up with him I get bossy overhim buh he keeps doing what I say.and finally I said let's broke up buh.he cried over me and try to kill himslef. Now I am with him only for his happiness. I know am not totally in love with.but keep him as my bf makes him happy so am doing it.and the other complicated thing is I have to many boys to talk and hang out with. I don't really cares about him what should I do
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Is this rock bottom. I laugh at the dreams I used to have ..I had these big dreams and i never became one of them..that line from the pursiut of happiness haunts me. Tho when I saw it I didnt think much of it. now at this moment it is feeling more like a prophecy. Have you ever woken up with your chest so tight your breathing shallow becuse you can no longer see your future. A future you were once excited about..a future that kept you warm during cold nights. when eveything starts spinning and I can't hold on. I think maybe there is a reason to all this maybe there is some bigger plan at work. I smile remembering the days I used to pray everyday for my family. I have fallen so much I don't think my past self would even recognize me.A family I once loved now I can't face because i am ashamed at who I have become. Am I sparing them by hiding the person I am or am I sparing my self. I think maybe if don't tell them at least in thier eyes thier perfect little child lives on that gives me a little comfort.i can't look past tommorw becuse all i see is what is no more and never will be. so what is the point of it all if everytime I keep sinking to newer depths. so far from light that my eyes have come to see in the dark. Even if my life has lost its meaning to me i can't end it because I can try to bear it for them. to spare them of a slight inconvineance.
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Is this rock bottom. I laugh at the dreams I used to have ..I had these big dreams and i never became one of them..that line from the pursiut of happiness haunts me. Tho when I saw it I didnt think much of it. now at this moment it is feeling more like a prophecy. Have you ever woken up with your chest so tight your breathing shallow becuse you can no longer see your future. A future you were once excited about..a future that kept you warm during cold nights. when eveything starts spinning and I can't hold on. I think maybe there is a reason to all this maybe there is some bigger plan at work. I smile remembering the days I used to pray everyday for my family. I have fallen so much I don't think my past self would even recognize me.A family I once loved now I can't face because i am ashamed at who I have become. Am I sparing them by hiding the person I am or am I sparing my self. I think maybe if don't tell them at least in thier eyes thier perfect little child lives on that gives me a little comfort.i can't look past tommorw becuse all i see is what is no more and never will be. so what is the point of it all if everytime I keep sinking to newer depths. so far from light that my eyes have come to see in the dark. Even if my life has lost its meaning to me i can't end it because I can try to bear it for them. to spare them of a slight inconvineance.
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This is not jst vent but a question. Why I can't say I don't love you. Why I can't say I don't want to do this for ppl. I will do what they said to me even if I don't want it. If I don't want it I will say nothing I will make my silence over them then be stranger with good ones. I need advice
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This is not jst vent but a question. Why I can't say I don't love you. Why I can't say I don't want to do this for ppl. I will do what they said to me even if I don't want it. If I don't want it I will say nothing I will make my silence over them then be stranger with good ones. I need advice
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At first we were just frnds and she was sooo happy with our frndship but zen yehone fikr mnamn negr jemern keza gen beyegizew metalatu ena mechekacheku beza esua demo feta malet becha slemtefelg endebefitu normal frnds enehun mnamn alechegn ena embi kalkugn esuan matat slemalfelg eshi alkuat ene gen ahunm deres betam slemwedat miste endetehon nw yemfelgew ena guys pls help me out wht shall i do
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At first we were just frnds and she was sooo happy with our frndship but zen yehone fikr mnamn negr jemern keza gen beyegizew metalatu ena mechekacheku beza esua demo feta malet becha slemtefelg endebefitu normal frnds enehun mnamn alechegn ena embi kalkugn esuan matat slemalfelg eshi alkuat ene gen ahunm deres betam slemwedat miste endetehon nw yemfelgew ena guys pls help me out wht shall i do
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It's Just a question. I wonder if u throw some answers.
Lately,i was seeing vents about...like "decent guys and the opposite of them.(somebody called them assholes)."
So, 1፦who are or what kind are "decent boys " and "assholes, whom girls are very easy to lay to".
2፦ which ones are you ladies more interested in.
Pls be honest:) tnx🙏🙏
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It's Just a question. I wonder if u throw some answers.
Lately,i was seeing vents about...like "decent guys and the opposite of them.(somebody called them assholes)."
So, 1፦who are or what kind are "decent boys " and "assholes, whom girls are very easy to lay to".
2፦ which ones are you ladies more interested in.
Pls be honest:) tnx🙏🙏
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I can't even look at his eyes because his my boy and he don't even know my biggest sicret and I'm afraid if I tell him he will leave me and never talk to me again. Whenever he kissed me and hug me I feel safe I do but when he touches me in some private parts (ass) I always freak out and he get skared and he starts asking me what's wrong but can't tell him because I'm afraid to tell him the truth ,that I was raped. I trust him with my hole hurt but I can't even think about how is going to feel about it I can't immagen the way he could react I just cant. First I liked him but now I love him and I don't wanna lose someone I love and he's my girst too my first boy my first love and my first kiss so I don't want him to leave me . Help pls
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I can't even look at his eyes because his my boy and he don't even know my biggest sicret and I'm afraid if I tell him he will leave me and never talk to me again. Whenever he kissed me and hug me I feel safe I do but when he touches me in some private parts (ass) I always freak out and he get skared and he starts asking me what's wrong but can't tell him because I'm afraid to tell him the truth ,that I was raped. I trust him with my hole hurt but I can't even think about how is going to feel about it I can't immagen the way he could react I just cant. First I liked him but now I love him and I don't wanna lose someone I love and he's my girst too my first boy my first love and my first kiss so I don't want him to leave me . Help pls
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Hey pls someone who has abortions help me pls or advise me a by what I should do I'm pregnant and I'm only 2 yr university. ..I'm scared the day I decided to tell the father he left me .I don't know wat to do is there any other girl in the same position as me pls tell me.my parents won't understand. ..and I'm the one they look up to ..I am not ready financially or mentally..I'm just scared.
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Hey pls someone who has abortions help me pls or advise me a by what I should do I'm pregnant and I'm only 2 yr university. ..I'm scared the day I decided to tell the father he left me .I don't know wat to do is there any other girl in the same position as me pls tell me.my parents won't understand. ..and I'm the one they look up to ..I am not ready financially or mentally..I'm just scared.
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I am now 4th yr civil engineering stud and i have a good score too but i am not interested..i maybe successful but i don't find myself in thr field...i like psychology stuff but the work is not profitable as i hear but i know i can br a good psychologiest and that stuff...so what do u
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I am now 4th yr civil engineering stud and i have a good score too but i am not interested..i maybe successful but i don't find myself in thr field...i like psychology stuff but the work is not profitable as i hear but i know i can br a good psychologiest and that stuff...so what do u
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Hey y'all.
So i'm in medschool. And on Saturday nights, i kinda wish there was someone i could chat with, a guy friend, maybe even someone i'm serious about because it kinda gets lonely????♀????????
But i know for a fact that Monday morning when i'm back at the hospital i don't care enough to be emotionally available for any guy, no dates, no midday texts, and noooooo late night chats its all about classes, tutorials, bedsides, writing case reports, reading late into the night & going to church in between and i love it????. The fact that there r no distractions & that i can be focused cuz this shit requires 100% effort or they'll make ur life miserable. It doesn't bother me at all, until its Saturday afternoon and i go home and i realize,... i dont really have plans.????????
Can anyone relate?????????
How do u cope or find a perfect balance?
Help???? it'll mean a lot
Thanks Uni????????
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Hey y'all.
So i'm in medschool. And on Saturday nights, i kinda wish there was someone i could chat with, a guy friend, maybe even someone i'm serious about because it kinda gets lonely????♀????????
But i know for a fact that Monday morning when i'm back at the hospital i don't care enough to be emotionally available for any guy, no dates, no midday texts, and noooooo late night chats its all about classes, tutorials, bedsides, writing case reports, reading late into the night & going to church in between and i love it????. The fact that there r no distractions & that i can be focused cuz this shit requires 100% effort or they'll make ur life miserable. It doesn't bother me at all, until its Saturday afternoon and i go home and i realize,... i dont really have plans.????????
Can anyone relate?????????
How do u cope or find a perfect balance?
Help???? it'll mean a lot
Thanks Uni????????
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okay here's the thing ... theres this girl.. we been talking like idk for little while ...we started out as friends ..when we first started i just broke up with my ex ..but after a while i thought she was prety cool..and i told i liked her... and she is very shy and dosent open up easily.. i knew that..but we have been talking everyday and i am always the one who has to start ... she said she wants to take it slow and stuff ...i am okay with that...but lately i just feel like i am making her talk with me and i thinking about stoping ...so what do you guys think🤔
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okay here's the thing ... theres this girl.. we been talking like idk for little while ...we started out as friends ..when we first started i just broke up with my ex ..but after a while i thought she was prety cool..and i told i liked her... and she is very shy and dosent open up easily.. i knew that..but we have been talking everyday and i am always the one who has to start ... she said she wants to take it slow and stuff ...i am okay with that...but lately i just feel like i am making her talk with me and i thinking about stoping ...so what do you guys think🤔
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Hey unihorse hide my identity so it all started like there was this guy who use to text me and all we talk but like we use to have those normal conversations but then one day we met at a party and then after that we started talking bedenb and we sometimes call eachother and meet up but we never had one on one day we meet up but it's like our friends are there so yeah we always go out get drunk makeout and shit so suddenly idk how I started falling for him like i don't even know what attracted me but he makes me feel good in so many ways and shit anyways the thing is he tells me he likes me and all but he doesn't act like it so this one time I lost my phone and we drifted apart so I hooked up with other guys and all then one time we met up and we talked and he told me he didn't hook up with anyone and that hit me hard but well he never gave me time he always hanged out with his friends and I don't like his friends so it was weird for me it's like we meet up and makeout and all and my friends always tell me that he is using me and that I should stop talking to him so I stopped talking to him although I loved him after a while we started talking but he is still that same guy and nowadays he drifted apart from his old friends and he started hanging out with us cuz my bff became his bff and that sucks cuz the more I see him the more I'm falling for him so my question is should I leave the squad or nah ?
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Hey unihorse hide my identity so it all started like there was this guy who use to text me and all we talk but like we use to have those normal conversations but then one day we met at a party and then after that we started talking bedenb and we sometimes call eachother and meet up but we never had one on one day we meet up but it's like our friends are there so yeah we always go out get drunk makeout and shit so suddenly idk how I started falling for him like i don't even know what attracted me but he makes me feel good in so many ways and shit anyways the thing is he tells me he likes me and all but he doesn't act like it so this one time I lost my phone and we drifted apart so I hooked up with other guys and all then one time we met up and we talked and he told me he didn't hook up with anyone and that hit me hard but well he never gave me time he always hanged out with his friends and I don't like his friends so it was weird for me it's like we meet up and makeout and all and my friends always tell me that he is using me and that I should stop talking to him so I stopped talking to him although I loved him after a while we started talking but he is still that same guy and nowadays he drifted apart from his old friends and he started hanging out with us cuz my bff became his bff and that sucks cuz the more I see him the more I'm falling for him so my question is should I leave the squad or nah ?
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Umm I started dating him tenant 😂 and I know am of u think this is irrelevant but it's important to me..... Well I love sm1 else and I said yes because I was angry about sm1 I love and I rly thought I could start fresh with this one but I was wrong and could u guys tell me how to dumb a guy don't say I wanna break up it's childish
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Umm I started dating him tenant 😂 and I know am of u think this is irrelevant but it's important to me..... Well I love sm1 else and I said yes because I was angry about sm1 I love and I rly thought I could start fresh with this one but I was wrong and could u guys tell me how to dumb a guy don't say I wanna break up it's childish
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I have been dating a guy for almost a year and a half now. We had that cute honeymoon phase around the first few months. It was genuine love. The feeling u have when u just completely adore each others company. But that didn't last. Once we got into different schools, things changed. We started to fight and argue a lot. It's been like that for a while but now he has completely shut me out. He says he's tired of fighting. He's not willing to let me go and end it but he's not willing to try. I don't even know if he cares. He goes offline when I'm online. Idk if he likes someone else. Anyways, I need help. I wanna know if I should let this relationship go. I truly do love him
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I have been dating a guy for almost a year and a half now. We had that cute honeymoon phase around the first few months. It was genuine love. The feeling u have when u just completely adore each others company. But that didn't last. Once we got into different schools, things changed. We started to fight and argue a lot. It's been like that for a while but now he has completely shut me out. He says he's tired of fighting. He's not willing to let me go and end it but he's not willing to try. I don't even know if he cares. He goes offline when I'm online. Idk if he likes someone else. Anyways, I need help. I wanna know if I should let this relationship go. I truly do love him
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I haven't vented in a while. But oh well, I'm at an all time low again. So here's the thing: everything's kind of worked out for me. I had a huge goal that I worked on for years and it has come to fruition. And in just a little while, it'll be in my hands. But what now? I don't have any other plans. And I'm feeling very aimless and it is getting to me. I feel like I'm about to let down a lot of people and that the success that I've been lucky enough to see so far comes to a halt right now. I mean, I am young. I know I'm not the only one dealing with this and I don't have to have everything figured out at fucking 19. But setting a goal and focussing on that is what distracts me from my thoughts. I'm also feeling very conflicted because the one thing I was sure of was the fact that I needed to get out of here. And now I'm not even sure of that. Well, I guess I'll figure it out soon enough.
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I haven't vented in a while. But oh well, I'm at an all time low again. So here's the thing: everything's kind of worked out for me. I had a huge goal that I worked on for years and it has come to fruition. And in just a little while, it'll be in my hands. But what now? I don't have any other plans. And I'm feeling very aimless and it is getting to me. I feel like I'm about to let down a lot of people and that the success that I've been lucky enough to see so far comes to a halt right now. I mean, I am young. I know I'm not the only one dealing with this and I don't have to have everything figured out at fucking 19. But setting a goal and focussing on that is what distracts me from my thoughts. I'm also feeling very conflicted because the one thing I was sure of was the fact that I needed to get out of here. And now I'm not even sure of that. Well, I guess I'll figure it out soon enough.
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