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Silent faith
I used to have reasons for everything
Used to give reasons for every failure
And You know that
You're always watching
One failure comes
And the reason may be-it's because you want to teach me something;to make me think of what I did wrong.
That's how I thought of it always.
I used to be up high in the sky;confidence was my inborn quality,but lately, you shrank me..and as always, I tried to reason out...one was ,I started listening to Korean zefen ..zefen is hatyat....so it's a reason to why you would punish me... Or may be, I didn't do my best. And that would mean you didn't punish me.
You shrank me, I wouldn't say you made me lose confidence,cuz that is not what You do, you're a good good father...a really good one!... Last year I asked you to not let my end be a failure....I've been asking you the same question since then, I've done the right things since then.And now this last try, it was the last one, and you knew or know that, I gave it to you, and I made sure that there was absolutely nothing that I would point out as a reason for failure. Did it riiiight...day and night, I did my best...those Korean zefenoch...no more listening,but I'm asking You what I did wrong this time.. .was I contemptuous of other people years ago that I had to be punished for 2 years?seriously... Mnm ewnet mnm reason yelegnm....like my mind is empty....I can't even think about it.... What wrong did I do this time? You're a good good father, that's who you are, and I have no choice but to silently trust You, to have faith in You, a silent faith.
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Hey guys i have 2 bestfriends and they both told me they like me but one is going to another city and i really like her but since she is gonna go am thinking of choosing the one not going .what should i do
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Hey everyone ma gf saw ma chat wz ma bff we had conversation about some personal things.and shez so upset on me.she even through promise ring i gave her..i don know what to do pls help me
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I have been dating my best friend for almost 2 years now .he is kinda good looking and i am so insecure.i feel like i don't deserve him and he is out of my league.trust me i wasn't like this and i always thought i would be with someone who liked me for me but i can't stop feeling this way.i don't know how to stop feeling this way and do u think i should stop dating him till i become comfortable with myself.please help me.
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Its about a girl nd its probably too long but here it goes..
We started out as friends at campus four years ago but bedenb ketewaweken mawerat kejemeren buhala i fell for her the way we fall asleep slowly n slowly nd then all at once, after that i could never go back..i cant.. alefelegem
She is everything i could ask for..i have never known what real love feels until i fell in love with her.
I love her very existence.. everything she does everything she says its just the most adorable thing..nd we dont even agree on many things..we both are very different ppl, nd its very hard at times but at the end of the day for me all that matters was that i still love her no matter wat.
Ever since i told her i was in love with her we'v gotten ourselves in a complicated situation with me being her friend nd her dealing with other ppl falling for her as well, it isn't an easy situation especially for her nd i do understand that.
The problem is(more like the sad reality) ever since we started trying it out...i was never rly good enough. I was more like "maybe good enough if only..." Hula if only alew with a list of reasons that i might not be the one for her..nd i still do my best to understand those reasons i rly do...but therez always someone who is better out there for u.. someone older, smarter..someone u could talk to all day..more attractive but the thing is i dont need someone better all i want is u with all your imperfections.. you are my definition of perfect i jst wish that i was yours too.
I also wish u felt comfortable around me...wish i was the person u go to when ever smt bothers you..wether its a headace or a major family issue..i wanna be there for u.
I just wish u were sure abt me as i am abt you..you keep saying "esti enayalen" woye maybe, i always keep hoping for that time to come when u do choose me..the pain tho is that day might never come nd how can i make peace with that when you're everything i ever wanted. When 5 minutes with you smiling nd looking at u nd not being able to hear a thing is worth the confusion nd sadness that comes all of a sudden. Its like we go to a place that feels as if its perefct nd that its going to work out but then all of a sudden it falls apart again.
It feels lyk no amount if trying, hoping, wishing nd praying might make u fall for me the same way i did for you..nd i do knw u cant force someone to feel a certain way but i jst wish at least u cared enough abt me that u were afraid of losing me as i am afraid of losing you.
Nd the worst feeling is knwing that i did my very best nd it still wasnt good enough.
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Hey guys so I got a bit of a situation so there is a guy I'm seeing ena yehone ken we were hanging out ena I think I had a bit much to drink then we slept over and I ddnt want to have sex but we dd it anyways I told him to stop n he ddnt n after that I ddnt say anything abt it ik it my fault to put him in that situation in the first place (he was rly drunk too I think) but help me out guys should I talk to him abt wat happened? He might think I'm blaming him n I don't wanna jeopardize the relationship we have right now but it wasn't the first time this happened n it is bothering me a bit so what should I do? PS pls no rude comments 😟
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Hey guys .....so here it goes....am kinda an attractive😎guy lol... Actually I was😰 ...until those fucking things came on my face ....GOD am so embarrassed of those things....I can't even look to people while am talking specially girls ....know am in UV (fresh) ..... I can't even date ,I can't even talk ....wt am I suppose to do ....they r like pimples n scars ....which I can't remove them .....help😰😰😰 me guys if u knew how to remove them......plesssss.....n.....no mean things pless😇...n...tnx
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I can't sleep guys. I'm filled with anxiety of having an imperfect life in the future
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I was really close with my dad, but then i lost him in a car accident. Every since then i feel like a huge part of me is gone with him..this was years ago but i kept it soo deep in me not to think or talk about him. Lately tho i cant fill his void with nothing !! All i feel now is his disappointment, he left me here for no one, just by my self!!.i spent all my life giving love to so many people in my life and got nothing , no one by my side, so many that i was by their side difficult times, n not one bother to ask 'what is wrong?'...he would have been the only one to help me now!!..
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I feel like no one can ever truly understand me,so what's the point in trying? Not even my mom knows about me. How do u explain to your close-minded,worriesome,over-reactive,over-protective mother that you're borderline bipolar?"Oh,hey mom I have a fucking mental illness!"Which is an actual thing. Right now,I feel hopeless. Like,I just want the earth to crack open and eat me alive. I don't know what the hell I did to deserve this,but I have this. I hate having to live knowing that,if I watch a certain movie,or hear a certain song,I'll break apart. If I think of a certain memory,I'll fall to my knees. And,the worst part is not knowing why. You know,sometimes I wish something bad will happen to me, that I'll walk into the house one day and my mom's lying there unresponsive. Or I get into a car accident and loose my legs. Or I hear my friends talk shit about. Anything. I wish I'll finally have a reason to cry. Because,this is not a life. One time,I was so depressed,I decided to kill myself and end my misery. Then,I sat down with a pen and a piece of paper,to write a letter as to why I killed myself. And I came up blank. Nothing. Nada. Zilch. I have no reason to be the way I am. It's a fuckin nightmare. And I feel like I'm never going to wake up.
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Hello
So this is my first time venting here and idk how to star or where to start what I want to say... so I don’t want to start with am hurt, my parents did this, my family did that and am depressed as shit and I don’t know how to get out of it. I cut myself so I don’t feel like am a numb, I try my best to interact with people and pretend like am fine and I smile always am a crazy person that my friends love and adore me, my teachers think am crazy because of my craziness in the class room and I pretend like am the happiest person in the world and I get all the love I need and nothing in this world means more than my family and shit but that’s all a shit and not true. Yea my family is super rich and gets me all I want but I pretend like am not rich cause all my life the truth didn’t get me no where. If you didn’t grow up getting something you don’t know how to give it back and that’s what happens with me. I didn’t grow up getting love so Idk how to give it to others. I just got out of a relationship because of the love I can’t give him. He thinks I don’t love him and I don’t care about him but the truth is I do too many things for him I buy him things and stuff cause that’s the way I was raised I think when I do those things I might show him how much he means to me but I guess it wasn’t meant to be. I have a bunch of friends which I love so much but they think I can’t do anything better than then malet just because I don’t show off and I don’t dress up they think am less than them. But the truth is I don’t dress up because I have what I have in my heart and mind I just don’t have the time to protocol myself and most of all I got no one to impress I mean if they want me by the way I dress then why bother to be with me? I don’t go out, I keep my head low. Not because my family doesn’t have the name or that they don’t know wealthy people it’s just I just don’t want to get myself attached to this whole situation and be as heartless as they are right now. They think their money can get them anywhere they want yes it does but can’t never get them the love they deserve. I grew up seeking love and all I want right now is that not anything else but I can’t get that because of my depression and the decision I decide every time. Idk what to say or how to let it all out but it’s killing me inside, I was abused, tortured, beaten, insulted and most of all because of the decisions I made in my life and because of all the decisions my mom made for me I was abused and tortured growing up and now I hate my life. I know what I said is all completely and not understandable but if any one understood what I said give me some advice if not all I wanted was just to let something out my chest so thank you for reading this.
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Is it really that bad to want to die? How could god want you to live when he knows your living in misery? And that is if he exists which I don’t think he does. I see two kinds of people who don’t believe in god. Those are the ones who ignore religion and go for the science and there are the ones who can’t believe in him cause they don’t want to think that there is this great thing that can prevent all those torturous events from happening to them but just lets it happen. And I am sorry if you don’t get why I can’t believe in the all mighty. But the thing is (and this might be the worst thing i could ever say) I don’t want to believe in god cause whenever I have these mental breakdowns just crying in solitude or getting beaten up by my dad or hurting myself which I don’t really know why, I blame him (god) for putting me in this position when the Bible tells you that he can get you out of anything. I sit there alone, sacred and bruised physically, mentally and emotionally then I say ‘I hate you for doing this to me’ but then I immediately feel guilty and then start to loath myself even more. And then I ask, why didn’t he get me out of this one? Did I really deserve it? Or am I just talking to thin air? If there is really someone out there why does he let us go through all this scaring events just to let him decide wether we are good enough to go to heaven or break at some point and go to hell? And maybe things just happen for no reason and will keep happening that way and people would make a big deal out of everything. But for me the truth has always been dark. And it takes a dark one to understand that and live by it. Even if it means I will never experience real affection with anyone maybe I will get a chance to change that in my next life or maybe I will vanish into nothing and I would be ok with both cause nothing happens for a reason, no one is special, we are all going to die.


PS i don’t really need your comments I just wanna be anonymous and speak my side of this story you call life

Call me Bob if u please.
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So here goes ma vent ....I am almost 18 Ena recently I been fantasizing bout one night stands , I'm like horny af all the time n it's out of control literally every thing turns me on .....even things that aren't supposed to turn me on I'm just so unfocused n I don't know what to do bout it .......is a phase ? Will it go away? .......any one out there who have experienced this plz help
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I feel like so bad this is my first vent am univ student I have bf before I mean we almost break before 1 month but I still wana him he didn't still call or text n today I text for him in that text I say I can't give up on u pls help me" but he didn't reply guys I swear to god am gonna die pls help me guys.😭😢😰
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First time  venting here..ive graduated recently. Tried to be and do good wherever I go. During late part of my university school year, I met a girl and was with her as a friend. Yes this is another girl vent story. But I got no one to talk to. 
 Then I told her everything abt myself and she did too. And before I knew it we started kissing and doing stuff. No sex tho. And I didn't want to do those things. I wasn't sure I had feelings for her. But she put me first and treated me very nicely. And me not being able to do that, it killed me.  And it was not fair. I told her I didn't want to be like this. And then, when she cried I felt bad and I told her that I'll try to love her and be like how she wanted me to be. Then i tried but I keep letting her down. After going through this road repeatedly, we both tried to maintain our friendship status. Then after graduating and starting work far from home, I met another girl. She was nice to me like so nice. She takes me to her home and I was so amazed how some ppl could be so good. I shouldve been suspicious back then. All of a sudden she tried kissing me one time and I dogded her. But then she was so mad. Then on another day, I kissed her. Then she was so happy. After someday, we started making out and having sex menamen. I lost my virginity then. I was so sad. Because I let my God and myself down. For one, I didn't know this new girl well. I'm not married. My dream was to keep my virginity till marriage. My dream was to marry in church with crown on my head. It was a big deal to me. Becha, I went down this road for 3 months and this new girl told me it is wrong doing these things. That we should be friends. I mean she was right. She realized this after she had a car accident. And she feared that she was going to die doing bad things. I mean, she was right. Then I agreed. But then after some time, she started sneaking out and going somewhere else. I asked her where have u been menamen? But she doesn't tell me. The girl who used to tell me everything, who was open to me when she talks started going dark on me. And I was so bored at night. Because she used to talk to me. I mean I admit I miss the kissing part but the hurtful part is, her going dark on me. I tried to tell her but she had ways with words and me I'm awful with that. And before I know it our conversation ends up at a dead end. After another 3 months, she tells me that she met a married guy. She met him on work. And he wanted to thank her for the service she has given him. Why go at night and why on everyday basis, ill never know. Becha, she told me. By then she also met another person who was recently assigned to where we work. She received him well just like she did with me. When we eat together, they started 'megoraresing' eachother in front of me.
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Hey so this is my first time venting like some of you guys. So uhmmmm well idk how to say it becha I have been in love with this guy since 2008 E.C and i still am in love with him we talk bedenb mnamn i can tell him everything and as I see i'm the only girl he talks to. So the thing is i cant keep this anymore i am hurting betam ena he is not here. He'll be back in 2 months mnamn what should i do🤷‍♀ should I like tell him?.....he never speaks to girls I feel kinda special and he makes me special too he tells me everything....what if he loves me too? But what if he doesn't?🤷‍♀🤷‍♀ guys pleaaaassseeee help me i need advice😌
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First time venting. Me and my brothers used to live with my mom since my parents are separated. Then my dad took us saying " i love u and i want u to know me more" we started living with him when i was grade 10 its been 4 yrs since then. When we went to dad's house my life changed he was not the person he said he is. My grades fall hard and couldn't recover, i lose confidence, started loosing my temper easily........now after i came back from University my parents had a huge fight again so we ( me and my brother's) have to choose where there is one or two people as a witness from the begining we never wanted to live with him so its easy to choose but the problem is if we choose mom there will be no financial aid from him which makes it hard but we will get our  happiness back and if we choose dad there will be no problem with money but our life esp my bro's will be full of darkness.
Just wanted to let that out.
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I'm a university student..,to start off i'm not a very emotional or dependent kind of person but I met my boyfriend on my first days of freshman year.. so it's always been him&I ever since. We were so close that we used to do everything together like literally. But the problem is that he graduated this year and i still have 2more years to go. We were really looking forward for him to stay at campus and be a lecturer but the test didn't go as planned. So now the thought of me being there with out him scares me to death. I don't have friends(not so good at getting along with girls. Not even my dorm mate's),most of my friends i used to hangout with besides him were his friends (all graduated with him). So i'm pretty much a mess right now. I can't tell him because he'll just worry too much. I'm dying inside and don't know what to do. If there's anybody who has gone through this..your advice please.
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Okay, I'm just going to put this here.

IT'S NOT COOL MAKING A MOVE ON YOUR FRIENDS! Seriously do you have any idea how many excuses we keep trying to make up for your deeds!?!? It might happen so that you're into your friend but can't you just tell them first than cornering them and going for a kiss ?🤦🏾‍♀ it's really not fair for the other person and says more about you not valuing the friendship than it does about you liking the person.
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I am new so i dont know where or how to start am just confused n stressed. There is a girl I have a crush on since high school am a second yr univ student n still I have... We were chating since I got her phone untill it was stolen. I keep tryin to get her or her phone untill then she doesn't have a boy friend.. Finally I got her phone n try again but she told me she have someone n she known him only for months. So guys help me what can/should I do???
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How do you break up with a guy? What do you actually say?
He is this guy I initially was so into physically then the vanity wore off then I feel like we are in this limbo of trying to make each other feel bad. So again how do you breakup with someone without ghosting or being mean?
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