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Last summer I had the most fun in my life, with my family and friends in Ethiopia. We were partying every night, doing everything you name it. All of this amazing things came to a crash when I got raped by my cousin twice, the two nights before my flight back to America. Him and I had a very close relationship, we looked like a couple whenever we walked around addis, we told eachother things no one else knew about us. I thought he was my brother but little did I know he would forget that when I was completely wasted. he forced me to get into a lada after clubbing to get home. I was angry but I was so weak and wobbly couldn’t really fight back. We sleep in the same room, because the house is big so I get scared to sleep alone and this was normal for us. But that night it was different. Randomly he began to touch me in places my cousin shouldn’t touch me. But I thought it was a dream bc I would never think he would do that. It felt so real, I felt my self getting warmer to the point I opened my eyes a little and there he was on top of me. It’s such a blur I can’t remember much but next morning I was 100% positive I lost my virginity, and it broke me. I may not be an angel I may not be the most holiest girl but I had a dream to better myself and stop smoking, drinking everything and grow up to be married by Teklil, but this man took the one thing that would allow me to do that... my virginity. And he didn’t only do it once, he did it twice. Personally the second time was my fault. It was my last night in addis and I wanted to get drunkkkk af bc I was so mad that I wouldn’t be able to live in Addis Ababa because of family problems here. And I did get drunk afff and it happened again and I couldn’t stop it if I wanted. I was a drunk mess I passed out basically. I left without saying a word to any of my family. I came back to America paranoid that I was pregnant bc he didn’t use a condom. My period didn’t even come until December so I went back to smoking, to drinking not knowing if I was carrying a baby or not, and imagining now what if I had a baby in my stomach I was slowly killing it ????. I still cry about it because he took the one thing that doesn’t allow me to mary with teklil and I know ppl say it’s not a big deal but for me it is a big deal it effects me everyday. I’ve become worse now with smoking and drinking bc tesfa koretku I’m just confused with so many things. I just rambled like crazy but my message really is for girls to be careful, he can be your cousin but he’s still a guy. Sometimes a guys feelings can make him forget you are his family.
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Last summer I had the most fun in my life, with my family and friends in Ethiopia. We were partying every night, doing everything you name it. All of this amazing things came to a crash when I got raped by my cousin twice, the two nights before my flight back to America. Him and I had a very close relationship, we looked like a couple whenever we walked around addis, we told eachother things no one else knew about us. I thought he was my brother but little did I know he would forget that when I was completely wasted. he forced me to get into a lada after clubbing to get home. I was angry but I was so weak and wobbly couldn’t really fight back. We sleep in the same room, because the house is big so I get scared to sleep alone and this was normal for us. But that night it was different. Randomly he began to touch me in places my cousin shouldn’t touch me. But I thought it was a dream bc I would never think he would do that. It felt so real, I felt my self getting warmer to the point I opened my eyes a little and there he was on top of me. It’s such a blur I can’t remember much but next morning I was 100% positive I lost my virginity, and it broke me. I may not be an angel I may not be the most holiest girl but I had a dream to better myself and stop smoking, drinking everything and grow up to be married by Teklil, but this man took the one thing that would allow me to do that... my virginity. And he didn’t only do it once, he did it twice. Personally the second time was my fault. It was my last night in addis and I wanted to get drunkkkk af bc I was so mad that I wouldn’t be able to live in Addis Ababa because of family problems here. And I did get drunk afff and it happened again and I couldn’t stop it if I wanted. I was a drunk mess I passed out basically. I left without saying a word to any of my family. I came back to America paranoid that I was pregnant bc he didn’t use a condom. My period didn’t even come until December so I went back to smoking, to drinking not knowing if I was carrying a baby or not, and imagining now what if I had a baby in my stomach I was slowly killing it ????. I still cry about it because he took the one thing that doesn’t allow me to mary with teklil and I know ppl say it’s not a big deal but for me it is a big deal it effects me everyday. I’ve become worse now with smoking and drinking bc tesfa koretku I’m just confused with so many things. I just rambled like crazy but my message really is for girls to be careful, he can be your cousin but he’s still a guy. Sometimes a guys feelings can make him forget you are his family.
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Guys, by that I mean the literal dudes in here. Most of you here start venting about your problems with girls and all and generalize your whole vent with a “why are women like this?” Or a “How do I argue with a girl?” Have you ever thought maybe we all have different thoughts and personalities... just cause we have the same gender. Don’t get me wrong females do that too, generalize. But you do it in such a snarky way. Do you realize how superficial you are?! I don’t think so.. you have so many requirements in your head for you to simply consider a girl. I may sound a bit bitter but I’m actually just fed up. I could go on but I doubt the real assholes are actually reading the whole thing. But just want to add to the girls in here that if he really doesn’t see you as you are, don’t ever change for him.
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Guys, by that I mean the literal dudes in here. Most of you here start venting about your problems with girls and all and generalize your whole vent with a “why are women like this?” Or a “How do I argue with a girl?” Have you ever thought maybe we all have different thoughts and personalities... just cause we have the same gender. Don’t get me wrong females do that too, generalize. But you do it in such a snarky way. Do you realize how superficial you are?! I don’t think so.. you have so many requirements in your head for you to simply consider a girl. I may sound a bit bitter but I’m actually just fed up. I could go on but I doubt the real assholes are actually reading the whole thing. But just want to add to the girls in here that if he really doesn’t see you as you are, don’t ever change for him.
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I'm unlucky!!! Dero betaaaaaam lucky nberku but now my gud luck is gone..... Beka Hulu neger.. I was top ranking student in highschool but after I joined uni I've even failed in a course nd I didn't tell my parents coz they will die. My frnds are just using me Nd z guy I luv is still in luv wiz his ex... Well he's not my bf gn we go out mnmn... Becha I just wanna die
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I'm unlucky!!! Dero betaaaaaam lucky nberku but now my gud luck is gone..... Beka Hulu neger.. I was top ranking student in highschool but after I joined uni I've even failed in a course nd I didn't tell my parents coz they will die. My frnds are just using me Nd z guy I luv is still in luv wiz his ex... Well he's not my bf gn we go out mnmn... Becha I just wanna die
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Before you read this pls keep in mind that I didn't do this to hurt anyone but shit happens. So the situation is a bit complicated so bare with me, I have a gf of almost 6 months and I was absolutely crazy about her at first but as time went on things started to fade. As the months went on my feelings for her stated to die out so i tired to end things but I couldn't coincidentally she was going through a rough time with her fam so i decided not to do it just yet. Backtrack a few weeks, she went back home to her parents but I had to stay back for summer school ( yay med students). Still me and her kept in touch on the phone during that time I met someone else. I used to see this girl around campus but i never persued it for obvious reasons untill she walked up to me one day and we started talking. She's pretty cool so we clicked quickly to the point that we were getting too close. The thing is i never told her i was with someone. I don't want to go into the details but I might have cheated on my gf and I've been racking my head over this I can't sleep i can't eat but even worse I can't read. Might have deserved this But like I said shit happens.
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Before you read this pls keep in mind that I didn't do this to hurt anyone but shit happens. So the situation is a bit complicated so bare with me, I have a gf of almost 6 months and I was absolutely crazy about her at first but as time went on things started to fade. As the months went on my feelings for her stated to die out so i tired to end things but I couldn't coincidentally she was going through a rough time with her fam so i decided not to do it just yet. Backtrack a few weeks, she went back home to her parents but I had to stay back for summer school ( yay med students). Still me and her kept in touch on the phone during that time I met someone else. I used to see this girl around campus but i never persued it for obvious reasons untill she walked up to me one day and we started talking. She's pretty cool so we clicked quickly to the point that we were getting too close. The thing is i never told her i was with someone. I don't want to go into the details but I might have cheated on my gf and I've been racking my head over this I can't sleep i can't eat but even worse I can't read. Might have deserved this But like I said shit happens.
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Hey guys so let me clarify more so my bf keeps all of d girls he dated pics n wuld not agree to delete it so its not just one specific girl he thinks its memory but it doesn't make sense to me at all in fact it makes me furious every time i find pic, especially his previous relationship which wz serious .bicha the point is it makes me feel like im not as important to him i mean when u find dat person" d one "y wuld u luk back y shuld it matter who u hv dated ryt or im just being totally non understanding ?
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Hey guys so let me clarify more so my bf keeps all of d girls he dated pics n wuld not agree to delete it so its not just one specific girl he thinks its memory but it doesn't make sense to me at all in fact it makes me furious every time i find pic, especially his previous relationship which wz serious .bicha the point is it makes me feel like im not as important to him i mean when u find dat person" d one "y wuld u luk back y shuld it matter who u hv dated ryt or im just being totally non understanding ?
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Hello everyone ... please don't be harsh on ur comments eshi ye ewnet yekefagnal ...
There was this guy that I really love .. he was such a nice guy he has helped me through everything we are always there for each other ahun we are not together anymore but we still call and text each other we share advices minamen .. I am living my everyday hoping that someday God will make us together I believe he is my heaven Sent husband ... I couldn't tell him him how I felt about him I couldn't tell him that I couldn't picture my life with out him I couldn't tell him that I always pray to God to give him back to me ... ene minem alfelegim gin esu biyawek that I truly want him des yelegn neber ... he is my angel 💖💖 he is mine .. ene I dnt even want to forget about him .. I recently found out that he has got a new bae I even saw them together gin ahunem abren yalen newu mimeselegn I can picture my life with out him .... I am confused I am rly confused I need a help .. 😞
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Hello everyone ... please don't be harsh on ur comments eshi ye ewnet yekefagnal ...
There was this guy that I really love .. he was such a nice guy he has helped me through everything we are always there for each other ahun we are not together anymore but we still call and text each other we share advices minamen .. I am living my everyday hoping that someday God will make us together I believe he is my heaven Sent husband ... I couldn't tell him him how I felt about him I couldn't tell him that I couldn't picture my life with out him I couldn't tell him that I always pray to God to give him back to me ... ene minem alfelegim gin esu biyawek that I truly want him des yelegn neber ... he is my angel 💖💖 he is mine .. ene I dnt even want to forget about him .. I recently found out that he has got a new bae I even saw them together gin ahunem abren yalen newu mimeselegn I can picture my life with out him .... I am confused I am rly confused I need a help .. 😞
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I'm fucking tried of the bull crap I deal with everyday..... I'm so sick of it.... If I do it I will be the start of my fuck ups.... I'll be the disappointment everyone remembers me for..... The reason.... The real reason to the why I'm always on line Is that I couldn't.... I couldn't find Sb to listen... Like I listen... Ppl to understand me or at least try.... Giving attention to what u say.... N making me hope for the better when I say I can't..... Like I always do... In my upbeat phase. .....i am sorry but if I just do it I know my friends would be so confused bc they won't know why.... That even makes me wanna do it even more.... Now ppl would tell me that suicide is nt a choice.... It is.... But it's a lesson.... But I ain't white.... U don't value my life... I won't change shit.... I'll just exhaust the resources... .if my future is nonexistent why trive for it.....
I don't have anyone beside me to hug me and say everythings gonna be okay
I don't have a fucking shoulder to cry on.... So I'll tell you guys.... Hopefully you would care... Funny... How I look for acceptance from ppl IDK n ppl that don't know me......
I'm confused n I fucking don't like it....
Honestly I'm a caring person... I try to be positive n help u be as well I will make you feel special n make u feel not neglected.....
Maybe I'm that bc I need some one like that.... I'm sorry for ur time
I don't even know the point of this
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I'm fucking tried of the bull crap I deal with everyday..... I'm so sick of it.... If I do it I will be the start of my fuck ups.... I'll be the disappointment everyone remembers me for..... The reason.... The real reason to the why I'm always on line Is that I couldn't.... I couldn't find Sb to listen... Like I listen... Ppl to understand me or at least try.... Giving attention to what u say.... N making me hope for the better when I say I can't..... Like I always do... In my upbeat phase. .....i am sorry but if I just do it I know my friends would be so confused bc they won't know why.... That even makes me wanna do it even more.... Now ppl would tell me that suicide is nt a choice.... It is.... But it's a lesson.... But I ain't white.... U don't value my life... I won't change shit.... I'll just exhaust the resources... .if my future is nonexistent why trive for it.....
I don't have anyone beside me to hug me and say everythings gonna be okay
I don't have a fucking shoulder to cry on.... So I'll tell you guys.... Hopefully you would care... Funny... How I look for acceptance from ppl IDK n ppl that don't know me......
I'm confused n I fucking don't like it....
Honestly I'm a caring person... I try to be positive n help u be as well I will make you feel special n make u feel not neglected.....
Maybe I'm that bc I need some one like that.... I'm sorry for ur time
I don't even know the point of this
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Helooo pepps if there are doctors or girls wid the same problem thers a liquid that comes out of the vagina aydel and yehone seat lay yene betam beza like ende period bicha its too much and plz if this is normal let me know please
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Helooo pepps if there are doctors or girls wid the same problem thers a liquid that comes out of the vagina aydel and yehone seat lay yene betam beza like ende period bicha its too much and plz if this is normal let me know please
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Hello ppl am i want to star up by thanking the ppl tht comment on think of helping the ppl be sure the same will happen to u
And for the ppl tht joke on our problems wht is wrong with u this vent is were we get help not were u selfish ppl or lonely ppl joke on our problems
Sry to say this but i curse u tht u face the same problems on which u joked on 😊
For the ppl facing problems hope u will pass through this fast luv ya all the gud commenter ✋
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Hello ppl am i want to star up by thanking the ppl tht comment on think of helping the ppl be sure the same will happen to u
And for the ppl tht joke on our problems wht is wrong with u this vent is were we get help not were u selfish ppl or lonely ppl joke on our problems
Sry to say this but i curse u tht u face the same problems on which u joked on 😊
For the ppl facing problems hope u will pass through this fast luv ya all the gud commenter ✋
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ISo I have smt 2 say I have a big problem most of z timeI can't say long in relationships more than meybe 2 weeks malet tolo yeselechugal when 4 z first days it's seems magical am z kind of easy 2 talk and ena but z problem cames out after 5 or 6 days later beka betam nw medeberugn mn alebat sex arege selemayemechugn adelem I have date more than 5 boy z maximum thing we do is kissing nat even touch gn I don't now wht just happen wht do u think help me wht should i do 2 stay?so help me pls help me out has been set as the name used for your actions in Vent Here.
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ISo I have smt 2 say I have a big problem most of z timeI can't say long in relationships more than meybe 2 weeks malet tolo yeselechugal when 4 z first days it's seems magical am z kind of easy 2 talk and ena but z problem cames out after 5 or 6 days later beka betam nw medeberugn mn alebat sex arege selemayemechugn adelem I have date more than 5 boy z maximum thing we do is kissing nat even touch gn I don't now wht just happen wht do u think help me wht should i do 2 stay?so help me pls help me out has been set as the name used for your actions in Vent Here.
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I trust people with all of my heart why do they end up disappointing me
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I trust people with all of my heart why do they end up disappointing me
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Hi so um am a 21 year old girl who's never had a boyfriend and was quite alright with it up until recently. These days i have this urge to meet a guy and fall in love and all that shit tho i know its not that easy. What should i do? Am feeling desperate tho i shouldn't be. I mean, all good things in time right?
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Hi so um am a 21 year old girl who's never had a boyfriend and was quite alright with it up until recently. These days i have this urge to meet a guy and fall in love and all that shit tho i know its not that easy. What should i do? Am feeling desperate tho i shouldn't be. I mean, all good things in time right?
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Hey everyone. .am 21 years girl who is a virgin and who have no plan of doing it untill marriages. Am mostly a silent one who have no confidence in myself. People call me am cute even tho am tall and huge for my age( which that's why am not confident) am not a girly girl. .I never put on eny makeup cus am not interested in them..or act like a girly girl which is out of the line.... gat a LOT of friends and bestes and no enemy's but feels so alone inside And my headphone is my best best friend. Am a person who likes to make people happy even if am not...I just can't help it. And I have never been in a real relationship cus am a friend type not a girlfriend type and am ok with that if they r happy. .I have liked alot but non even have an interest in getting to know me or even have an eye for me😔😔 they rather go for my friends but am still happy which that makes me weird😂 maybe am scary to talk to ...so I don't know what to do in my situation. I never did bad stuff to any one in my life but had received bad dids by some. I know this can't be called a vent but I need ur opinion on this what should I do with my attitude that I need to change? I can't find somone who would tell me what my problem is😔
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Hey everyone. .am 21 years girl who is a virgin and who have no plan of doing it untill marriages. Am mostly a silent one who have no confidence in myself. People call me am cute even tho am tall and huge for my age( which that's why am not confident) am not a girly girl. .I never put on eny makeup cus am not interested in them..or act like a girly girl which is out of the line.... gat a LOT of friends and bestes and no enemy's but feels so alone inside And my headphone is my best best friend. Am a person who likes to make people happy even if am not...I just can't help it. And I have never been in a real relationship cus am a friend type not a girlfriend type and am ok with that if they r happy. .I have liked alot but non even have an interest in getting to know me or even have an eye for me😔😔 they rather go for my friends but am still happy which that makes me weird😂 maybe am scary to talk to ...so I don't know what to do in my situation. I never did bad stuff to any one in my life but had received bad dids by some. I know this can't be called a vent but I need ur opinion on this what should I do with my attitude that I need to change? I can't find somone who would tell me what my problem is😔
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Silent faith
I used to have reasons for everything
Used to give reasons for every failure
And You know that
You're always watching
One failure comes
And the reason may be-it's because you want to teach me something;to make me think of what I did wrong.
That's how I thought of it always.
I used to be up high in the sky;confidence was my inborn quality,but lately, you shrank me..and as always, I tried to reason out...one was ,I started listening to Korean zefen ..zefen is hatyat....so it's a reason to why you would punish me... Or may be, I didn't do my best. And that would mean you didn't punish me.
You shrank me, I wouldn't say you made me lose confidence,cuz that is not what You do, you're a good good father...a really good one!... Last year I asked you to not let my end be a failure....I've been asking you the same question since then, I've done the right things since then.And now this last try, it was the last one, and you knew or know that, I gave it to you, and I made sure that there was absolutely nothing that I would point out as a reason for failure. Did it riiiight...day and night, I did my best...those Korean zefenoch...no more listening,but I'm asking You what I did wrong this time.. .was I contemptuous of other people years ago that I had to be punished for 2 years?seriously... Mnm ewnet mnm reason yelegnm....like my mind is empty....I can't even think about it.... What wrong did I do this time? You're a good good father, that's who you are, and I have no choice but to silently trust You, to have faith in You, a silent faith.
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Silent faith
I used to have reasons for everything
Used to give reasons for every failure
And You know that
You're always watching
One failure comes
And the reason may be-it's because you want to teach me something;to make me think of what I did wrong.
That's how I thought of it always.
I used to be up high in the sky;confidence was my inborn quality,but lately, you shrank me..and as always, I tried to reason out...one was ,I started listening to Korean zefen ..zefen is hatyat....so it's a reason to why you would punish me... Or may be, I didn't do my best. And that would mean you didn't punish me.
You shrank me, I wouldn't say you made me lose confidence,cuz that is not what You do, you're a good good father...a really good one!... Last year I asked you to not let my end be a failure....I've been asking you the same question since then, I've done the right things since then.And now this last try, it was the last one, and you knew or know that, I gave it to you, and I made sure that there was absolutely nothing that I would point out as a reason for failure. Did it riiiight...day and night, I did my best...those Korean zefenoch...no more listening,but I'm asking You what I did wrong this time.. .was I contemptuous of other people years ago that I had to be punished for 2 years?seriously... Mnm ewnet mnm reason yelegnm....like my mind is empty....I can't even think about it.... What wrong did I do this time? You're a good good father, that's who you are, and I have no choice but to silently trust You, to have faith in You, a silent faith.
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Hey guys i have 2 bestfriends and they both told me they like me but one is going to another city and i really like her but since she is gonna go am thinking of choosing the one not going .what should i do
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Hey guys i have 2 bestfriends and they both told me they like me but one is going to another city and i really like her but since she is gonna go am thinking of choosing the one not going .what should i do
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Hey everyone ma gf saw ma chat wz ma bff we had conversation about some personal things.and shez so upset on me.she even through promise ring i gave her..i don know what to do pls help me
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Hey everyone ma gf saw ma chat wz ma bff we had conversation about some personal things.and shez so upset on me.she even through promise ring i gave her..i don know what to do pls help me
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I have been dating my best friend for almost 2 years now .he is kinda good looking and i am so insecure.i feel like i don't deserve him and he is out of my league.trust me i wasn't like this and i always thought i would be with someone who liked me for me but i can't stop feeling this way.i don't know how to stop feeling this way and do u think i should stop dating him till i become comfortable with myself.please help me.
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I have been dating my best friend for almost 2 years now .he is kinda good looking and i am so insecure.i feel like i don't deserve him and he is out of my league.trust me i wasn't like this and i always thought i would be with someone who liked me for me but i can't stop feeling this way.i don't know how to stop feeling this way and do u think i should stop dating him till i become comfortable with myself.please help me.
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Its about a girl nd its probably too long but here it goes..
We started out as friends at campus four years ago but bedenb ketewaweken mawerat kejemeren buhala i fell for her the way we fall asleep slowly n slowly nd then all at once, after that i could never go back..i cant.. alefelegem
She is everything i could ask for..i have never known what real love feels until i fell in love with her.
I love her very existence.. everything she does everything she says its just the most adorable thing..nd we dont even agree on many things..we both are very different ppl, nd its very hard at times but at the end of the day for me all that matters was that i still love her no matter wat.
Ever since i told her i was in love with her we'v gotten ourselves in a complicated situation with me being her friend nd her dealing with other ppl falling for her as well, it isn't an easy situation especially for her nd i do understand that.
The problem is(more like the sad reality) ever since we started trying it out...i was never rly good enough. I was more like "maybe good enough if only..." Hula if only alew with a list of reasons that i might not be the one for her..nd i still do my best to understand those reasons i rly do...but therez always someone who is better out there for u.. someone older, smarter..someone u could talk to all day..more attractive but the thing is i dont need someone better all i want is u with all your imperfections.. you are my definition of perfect i jst wish that i was yours too.
I also wish u felt comfortable around me...wish i was the person u go to when ever smt bothers you..wether its a headace or a major family issue..i wanna be there for u.
I just wish u were sure abt me as i am abt you..you keep saying "esti enayalen" woye maybe, i always keep hoping for that time to come when u do choose me..the pain tho is that day might never come nd how can i make peace with that when you're everything i ever wanted. When 5 minutes with you smiling nd looking at u nd not being able to hear a thing is worth the confusion nd sadness that comes all of a sudden. Its like we go to a place that feels as if its perefct nd that its going to work out but then all of a sudden it falls apart again.
It feels lyk no amount if trying, hoping, wishing nd praying might make u fall for me the same way i did for you..nd i do knw u cant force someone to feel a certain way but i jst wish at least u cared enough abt me that u were afraid of losing me as i am afraid of losing you.
Nd the worst feeling is knwing that i did my very best nd it still wasnt good enough.
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Its about a girl nd its probably too long but here it goes..
We started out as friends at campus four years ago but bedenb ketewaweken mawerat kejemeren buhala i fell for her the way we fall asleep slowly n slowly nd then all at once, after that i could never go back..i cant.. alefelegem
She is everything i could ask for..i have never known what real love feels until i fell in love with her.
I love her very existence.. everything she does everything she says its just the most adorable thing..nd we dont even agree on many things..we both are very different ppl, nd its very hard at times but at the end of the day for me all that matters was that i still love her no matter wat.
Ever since i told her i was in love with her we'v gotten ourselves in a complicated situation with me being her friend nd her dealing with other ppl falling for her as well, it isn't an easy situation especially for her nd i do understand that.
The problem is(more like the sad reality) ever since we started trying it out...i was never rly good enough. I was more like "maybe good enough if only..." Hula if only alew with a list of reasons that i might not be the one for her..nd i still do my best to understand those reasons i rly do...but therez always someone who is better out there for u.. someone older, smarter..someone u could talk to all day..more attractive but the thing is i dont need someone better all i want is u with all your imperfections.. you are my definition of perfect i jst wish that i was yours too.
I also wish u felt comfortable around me...wish i was the person u go to when ever smt bothers you..wether its a headace or a major family issue..i wanna be there for u.
I just wish u were sure abt me as i am abt you..you keep saying "esti enayalen" woye maybe, i always keep hoping for that time to come when u do choose me..the pain tho is that day might never come nd how can i make peace with that when you're everything i ever wanted. When 5 minutes with you smiling nd looking at u nd not being able to hear a thing is worth the confusion nd sadness that comes all of a sudden. Its like we go to a place that feels as if its perefct nd that its going to work out but then all of a sudden it falls apart again.
It feels lyk no amount if trying, hoping, wishing nd praying might make u fall for me the same way i did for you..nd i do knw u cant force someone to feel a certain way but i jst wish at least u cared enough abt me that u were afraid of losing me as i am afraid of losing you.
Nd the worst feeling is knwing that i did my very best nd it still wasnt good enough.
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Hey Unihorse 🦄.
Hide My Identity.
I need to vent.
Hey guys so I got a bit of a situation so there is a guy I'm seeing ena yehone ken we were hanging out ena I think I had a bit much to drink then we slept over and I ddnt want to have sex but we dd it anyways I told him to stop n he ddnt n after that I ddnt say anything abt it ik it my fault to put him in that situation in the first place (he was rly drunk too I think) but help me out guys should I talk to him abt wat happened? He might think I'm blaming him n I don't wanna jeopardize the relationship we have right now but it wasn't the first time this happened n it is bothering me a bit so what should I do? PS pls no rude comments 😟
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Hide My Identity.
I need to vent.
Hey guys so I got a bit of a situation so there is a guy I'm seeing ena yehone ken we were hanging out ena I think I had a bit much to drink then we slept over and I ddnt want to have sex but we dd it anyways I told him to stop n he ddnt n after that I ddnt say anything abt it ik it my fault to put him in that situation in the first place (he was rly drunk too I think) but help me out guys should I talk to him abt wat happened? He might think I'm blaming him n I don't wanna jeopardize the relationship we have right now but it wasn't the first time this happened n it is bothering me a bit so what should I do? PS pls no rude comments 😟
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Hey Unihorse 🦄.
Hide My Identity.
I need to vent.
Hey guys .....so here it goes....am kinda an attractive😎guy lol... Actually I was😰 ...until those fucking things came on my face ....GOD am so embarrassed of those things....I can't even look to people while am talking specially girls ....know am in UV (fresh) ..... I can't even date ,I can't even talk ....wt am I suppose to do ....they r like pimples n scars ....which I can't remove them .....help😰😰😰 me guys if u knew how to remove them......plesssss.....n.....no mean things pless😇...n...tnx
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Hide My Identity.
I need to vent.
Hey guys .....so here it goes....am kinda an attractive😎guy lol... Actually I was😰 ...until those fucking things came on my face ....GOD am so embarrassed of those things....I can't even look to people while am talking specially girls ....know am in UV (fresh) ..... I can't even date ,I can't even talk ....wt am I suppose to do ....they r like pimples n scars ....which I can't remove them .....help😰😰😰 me guys if u knew how to remove them......plesssss.....n.....no mean things pless😇...n...tnx
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