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It's my first time venting here. I am girl and 21 years old. Here is my situation. I have a bf and we moved in together 3 years ago. Our sex life was great before we moved in but afterwards I saw another side of him I didn't see before, like he don't shower for a long time, he doesn't like the outdoor much and he is lazy as fuck. Because of that I lost my sexual interest in him and every time we have sex it is as painful as hell. That really traumatized my sex life with him and he doesn't understand that and asks for sex every chance he gets. And I cheated on him and told him about it and he forgave me and he told me he really loves me. So what shall I do? Shall I continue with him or not?
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It's my first time venting here. I am girl and 21 years old. Here is my situation. I have a bf and we moved in together 3 years ago. Our sex life was great before we moved in but afterwards I saw another side of him I didn't see before, like he don't shower for a long time, he doesn't like the outdoor much and he is lazy as fuck. Because of that I lost my sexual interest in him and every time we have sex it is as painful as hell. That really traumatized my sex life with him and he doesn't understand that and asks for sex every chance he gets. And I cheated on him and told him about it and he forgave me and he told me he really loves me. So what shall I do? Shall I continue with him or not?
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So there's this girl we used to date and broke up years ago nd we met up at a club recently nd we kissed nd that was all but she thinks we're back together she keeps caling and texting me eventhough i keep ignoring her i just want it to end but i dont know how to tell this to her in a nice way because this time it would be my 3rd time breaking this girl and i dont wanne do that to her anymore thats why i ignore her texts and calls but she doesnt seem to get it...so i need help on putting this relationship to end without really hurting her again...help!!!
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So there's this girl we used to date and broke up years ago nd we met up at a club recently nd we kissed nd that was all but she thinks we're back together she keeps caling and texting me eventhough i keep ignoring her i just want it to end but i dont know how to tell this to her in a nice way because this time it would be my 3rd time breaking this girl and i dont wanne do that to her anymore thats why i ignore her texts and calls but she doesnt seem to get it...so i need help on putting this relationship to end without really hurting her again...help!!!
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hey everyone it's my first time venting n i don't know how to write my feelings so bestekekel layitsaf yechelal 😁 so i have a boyfriend whom i have been together for two years, and it was all good n still is with me n him, n i love him with all my heart, the thing is there is this girl who is friends with my bf n i know her, she WAS my friend too n the reason we're not friends anymore is she did something bad to me n i thought i got her out of my life although he doesn't know about that. and we kind of fought with my bf because of something she said to him about what i did before but that was a little while ago what's bothering me is the fact that she acts as if she knows everything about me n she tells him what i should do n what i shouldn't like she wanna control everything n get the credit n she's the innocent girl who doesn't do bad things, she's like poisoning his mind with her bullshit and when we fought i told him why am not friends with her anymore so he would know that side of her, n he was like i didn't know that am sorry mnamn keza after weeks mmamn he acts all cool with her, esua demo all of the sudden she feels guilt of something she did idk what n that made me doubt our relationship him being all cool n her feeling ashamed to talk to me. why is he cool with this? I just want this bitch to get out of our lives. So just tell me what i should do . thank u
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hey everyone it's my first time venting n i don't know how to write my feelings so bestekekel layitsaf yechelal 😁 so i have a boyfriend whom i have been together for two years, and it was all good n still is with me n him, n i love him with all my heart, the thing is there is this girl who is friends with my bf n i know her, she WAS my friend too n the reason we're not friends anymore is she did something bad to me n i thought i got her out of my life although he doesn't know about that. and we kind of fought with my bf because of something she said to him about what i did before but that was a little while ago what's bothering me is the fact that she acts as if she knows everything about me n she tells him what i should do n what i shouldn't like she wanna control everything n get the credit n she's the innocent girl who doesn't do bad things, she's like poisoning his mind with her bullshit and when we fought i told him why am not friends with her anymore so he would know that side of her, n he was like i didn't know that am sorry mnamn keza after weeks mmamn he acts all cool with her, esua demo all of the sudden she feels guilt of something she did idk what n that made me doubt our relationship him being all cool n her feeling ashamed to talk to me. why is he cool with this? I just want this bitch to get out of our lives. So just tell me what i should do . thank u
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Hi everyone I need to get something off my chest... I'm 21 years old and this thing has been bothering me for over a year, this is my story I started dating a girl when I was in highschool (senior) at first she was the perfect she was wild and crazy I loved her so much I was blind to see what was going on but after 8 months of suffering and pain(really long story but to make it short for you guys she dumped me over a dozen of times for no reason and I begged to be back with her) I realized she was really crazy (narcissist) so I decided to move on but every time I start something she comes back to my life mess up everything and leave as always, and now I think I have moved on and I have a gf but am scared she gonna fuck up this too and she just texted while I was writing this. Guys I need your help to deal with this psychopath.
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Hi everyone I need to get something off my chest... I'm 21 years old and this thing has been bothering me for over a year, this is my story I started dating a girl when I was in highschool (senior) at first she was the perfect she was wild and crazy I loved her so much I was blind to see what was going on but after 8 months of suffering and pain(really long story but to make it short for you guys she dumped me over a dozen of times for no reason and I begged to be back with her) I realized she was really crazy (narcissist) so I decided to move on but every time I start something she comes back to my life mess up everything and leave as always, and now I think I have moved on and I have a gf but am scared she gonna fuck up this too and she just texted while I was writing this. Guys I need your help to deal with this psychopath.
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It's really annoying how y'all be acting all religious talking about God in your bios and all, making a picture of Jesus your dp and then speak shit to people about ppl. Like, where did all the holiness go? Demo y'all making your ringtones mezmur and when your phone rings and says "amlake abet belagn..." And u be picking your phone up and say "abet?" 🤦🏾♀🤦🏾♀🤦🏾♀ I'm no nun but I know God listens more to what we have inside than we try to display.
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It's really annoying how y'all be acting all religious talking about God in your bios and all, making a picture of Jesus your dp and then speak shit to people about ppl. Like, where did all the holiness go? Demo y'all making your ringtones mezmur and when your phone rings and says "amlake abet belagn..." And u be picking your phone up and say "abet?" 🤦🏾♀🤦🏾♀🤦🏾♀ I'm no nun but I know God listens more to what we have inside than we try to display.
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Hellow guys,
I wanted to let my fear n stress out. I am a girl, 27yrs old. Academically successful, am an engineer n a masters degree holder. I am a virgin. I have a no sex before marriage rule. I had few relationships back in time but none worked out😏. I think ppl i meet r not really z commiters type. N that sucks.
And nowadays i feel like time is running ahead of me, n i really really wanna get married, have kids, n build a family that i call my own. I lose my sleep over this issue. Just wanted to let that out.
PS: People who r gonna comment some good insight, thanks in advance.
And people who comment mean words, don't fatigue urself. If u don't got smtin positive to say, don say none alright.
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Hellow guys,
I wanted to let my fear n stress out. I am a girl, 27yrs old. Academically successful, am an engineer n a masters degree holder. I am a virgin. I have a no sex before marriage rule. I had few relationships back in time but none worked out😏. I think ppl i meet r not really z commiters type. N that sucks.
And nowadays i feel like time is running ahead of me, n i really really wanna get married, have kids, n build a family that i call my own. I lose my sleep over this issue. Just wanted to let that out.
PS: People who r gonna comment some good insight, thanks in advance.
And people who comment mean words, don't fatigue urself. If u don't got smtin positive to say, don say none alright.
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I'm 18 and currently stressing my self to death over something that may or may not wield a very positive effect.
This is more of a "what would you do if you were in my shoes?" kind of question than a vent.
If you had a chance to create a better life for yourself abroad and live your life in a certain manner where you simply cannot have "fun" and stay distant from someone you hold dear for a long time but can, at least, help out a single parent that raised you by herself from the very beginning, would you take it? Or would you follow your dream, if efficacious, can grant you a life where money, fame, looks, etc wouldn't matter a bit. You might say that this is an easy choice but dependant on so many obstructions. And you're right. I kept y'all in the dark. But in a sense, if you take the first option, you'll live a fair life, and create one for your guardian. If you take the second option, you'll be taking a risk of failure aligned by backstabbers, idiots, and wicked people plus you may empty your parents' bank account. But in the end, it'll be worth it all because things that usually stress average Joe's won't simply matter.
Thank you.
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I'm 18 and currently stressing my self to death over something that may or may not wield a very positive effect.
This is more of a "what would you do if you were in my shoes?" kind of question than a vent.
If you had a chance to create a better life for yourself abroad and live your life in a certain manner where you simply cannot have "fun" and stay distant from someone you hold dear for a long time but can, at least, help out a single parent that raised you by herself from the very beginning, would you take it? Or would you follow your dream, if efficacious, can grant you a life where money, fame, looks, etc wouldn't matter a bit. You might say that this is an easy choice but dependant on so many obstructions. And you're right. I kept y'all in the dark. But in a sense, if you take the first option, you'll live a fair life, and create one for your guardian. If you take the second option, you'll be taking a risk of failure aligned by backstabbers, idiots, and wicked people plus you may empty your parents' bank account. But in the end, it'll be worth it all because things that usually stress average Joe's won't simply matter.
Thank you.
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Uhm... I dont know how to say this right. I'm so confused u have no idea ...
My moms living in the states she left 5 years ago and my dads living here in Addis with me and sis ..
I just graduated from highschool and my plan was go to the states and learn there ...it was mostly planned im not goanna go into the minutae of my educational plans but now my dad tells me i can't go cuz I goatta watch over my sis, he wants me to stay in Addis, he doesnt even want me leaving the city ...
We didnt have a proper conversation bout me moving to the US but in a way he knew. I didnt talk to him cuz he gets abusive when things dont go the way he has planned.
My mom got mad cuz she planned a lot of things for when i went to the US. We talked bout it ever since 5 years ago when she left.
Now they both saying dff things.
My dad tells me i sgould stay here and that my mom wants to have me with her so she can get a green card or sth, my mom tells me well sth weird i cant talk bout . Bicha even now they goatta put my life in the middle of their fight... they dont agree with eachother, one of them tells me the others statement is totally fake .. that theyre telling me this to use me
And again i have to choose wc ones lying and wc ones telling the truth, they always get in the middle of my life, everything has to be a choice bn him nd her. Its very exasperating.
When it comes to choosing he has a reputation of lies and threats and she left me here with him but she told me its cuz he threatened her or sth...
Ayiiii... i know 😂 confusing, you should see how i am right now
Very sorry for what ever errors there may be, i feel like a wrote a runoff paragraph, just ignore that
Ps. if u guys now about community colleges in the US please write its advanteges and disadvantages in comments
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Uhm... I dont know how to say this right. I'm so confused u have no idea ...
My moms living in the states she left 5 years ago and my dads living here in Addis with me and sis ..
I just graduated from highschool and my plan was go to the states and learn there ...it was mostly planned im not goanna go into the minutae of my educational plans but now my dad tells me i can't go cuz I goatta watch over my sis, he wants me to stay in Addis, he doesnt even want me leaving the city ...
We didnt have a proper conversation bout me moving to the US but in a way he knew. I didnt talk to him cuz he gets abusive when things dont go the way he has planned.
My mom got mad cuz she planned a lot of things for when i went to the US. We talked bout it ever since 5 years ago when she left.
Now they both saying dff things.
My dad tells me i sgould stay here and that my mom wants to have me with her so she can get a green card or sth, my mom tells me well sth weird i cant talk bout . Bicha even now they goatta put my life in the middle of their fight... they dont agree with eachother, one of them tells me the others statement is totally fake .. that theyre telling me this to use me
And again i have to choose wc ones lying and wc ones telling the truth, they always get in the middle of my life, everything has to be a choice bn him nd her. Its very exasperating.
When it comes to choosing he has a reputation of lies and threats and she left me here with him but she told me its cuz he threatened her or sth...
Ayiiii... i know 😂 confusing, you should see how i am right now
Very sorry for what ever errors there may be, i feel like a wrote a runoff paragraph, just ignore that
Ps. if u guys now about community colleges in the US please write its advanteges and disadvantages in comments
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Hello everyone. so here is what's bugging me. I see a lot of engineering students venting about how much they hate there field and regret choosing it so I wanna ask is everyone like that I mean is it that bad? I finished high school this year and I really don't know what I want to learn, and don't tell me to listen to my heart or some thing like that because I tried and it didn't work. I have good grades so I really don't wanna ruin my future. And is every field under engineering the same when it comes to getting a job or is it only civil engineering that is bad?
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Hello everyone. so here is what's bugging me. I see a lot of engineering students venting about how much they hate there field and regret choosing it so I wanna ask is everyone like that I mean is it that bad? I finished high school this year and I really don't know what I want to learn, and don't tell me to listen to my heart or some thing like that because I tried and it didn't work. I have good grades so I really don't wanna ruin my future. And is every field under engineering the same when it comes to getting a job or is it only civil engineering that is bad?
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There is a girl I always talk to on telegram, she was a student in our class. And after 5 months of continuous chats, I fall for her, but I couldn't tell her since she's not interested in relationships. I have never been in a relationship too but I feel different when I talk to her. I want to ask her out but I fear I'll lose my friendship if she doesn't feel the same. So what exactly should I do?
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There is a girl I always talk to on telegram, she was a student in our class. And after 5 months of continuous chats, I fall for her, but I couldn't tell her since she's not interested in relationships. I have never been in a relationship too but I feel different when I talk to her. I want to ask her out but I fear I'll lose my friendship if she doesn't feel the same. So what exactly should I do?
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I feel this urge to scream... to scream out why?...why has my path led me this far if not to take me thru... why has it been filled with dreams to be halted by such a miniscule detour. .. why can't I see a way out and why can't I be better... why do I feel like I am receding further into oblivion...
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I feel this urge to scream... to scream out why?...why has my path led me this far if not to take me thru... why has it been filled with dreams to be halted by such a miniscule detour. .. why can't I see a way out and why can't I be better... why do I feel like I am receding further into oblivion...
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Hello beautiful people ...This is my first time venting. I'm 22 years old. Studying at Unity. The thing is I happened to have rich parents and I'm privileged to drive 2017 Hyundai to school😁.. I'm kinda 'ye bet lij'(my parents are strict, they never allow me to go out and drink minamen) ...My friends doesn't even know that I'm virgin. All boys are all over me. I don't understand weather they love me or the money. I need your help guys...like I'm really confused. I think I have beautiful look but as soon as the boys make moves, deep contemplation settled up on me thinking that they come only for money. My question is, am I wrong? or should I make myself available? And real yehonu wendoch alu?
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Hello beautiful people ...This is my first time venting. I'm 22 years old. Studying at Unity. The thing is I happened to have rich parents and I'm privileged to drive 2017 Hyundai to school😁.. I'm kinda 'ye bet lij'(my parents are strict, they never allow me to go out and drink minamen) ...My friends doesn't even know that I'm virgin. All boys are all over me. I don't understand weather they love me or the money. I need your help guys...like I'm really confused. I think I have beautiful look but as soon as the boys make moves, deep contemplation settled up on me thinking that they come only for money. My question is, am I wrong? or should I make myself available? And real yehonu wendoch alu?
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I’m not a bad person. I know I’m not. But I feel like sometimes that douche bags need to be told their worth. In the process of that I kinda pissed of my mom. How do you make a habesha mom forgive you? “Atseyafi sdb tesadebsh”. For gods sake I sent the dude a sticker that flips you off. Anyways got any remedies for a pissed off mother!
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I’m not a bad person. I know I’m not. But I feel like sometimes that douche bags need to be told their worth. In the process of that I kinda pissed of my mom. How do you make a habesha mom forgive you? “Atseyafi sdb tesadebsh”. For gods sake I sent the dude a sticker that flips you off. Anyways got any remedies for a pissed off mother!
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Just a question (no offense to girls out there) but why do girls like assholes instead of decent guys that will treat 'em right ?
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Just a question (no offense to girls out there) but why do girls like assholes instead of decent guys that will treat 'em right ?
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Is it weird to be best friends with ur ex I mean we were best friends before we dated then we stopped dating and went back to before but that's not the reason am venting. Sometimes some weird things happen like when I tell him about the guys am dating(he is my best friend I tell him everything ) and for a fraction of a second his face changes and am like whaaaat does this mean??? since am a psycho I analyze everything and but it could only be my imagination 🤔🤔.did I just answer my own vent / thought ?🤔🤔
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Is it weird to be best friends with ur ex I mean we were best friends before we dated then we stopped dating and went back to before but that's not the reason am venting. Sometimes some weird things happen like when I tell him about the guys am dating(he is my best friend I tell him everything ) and for a fraction of a second his face changes and am like whaaaat does this mean??? since am a psycho I analyze everything and but it could only be my imagination 🤔🤔.did I just answer my own vent / thought ?🤔🤔
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Hey there ..... Here is the thing i used to be an addict .. Like everything smokin khat weed drinking like evt ... It even interfered with my grades .... I even stopped school ... Nw i took ayear break from campus for rehab ... N it went well i stopped evt n went clean for 3 months .... Bit today sth happened .... As the lights were off i went to see the football game n i smoked a cigarette ... It was a bad thing i could stop it n went on to smoke another 3 cigarettes ...... Then i went home .... Nw im here regreting i stopped school to stop this n nw im back at it .... Why did i do it .... What is happenin ... .
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Hey there ..... Here is the thing i used to be an addict .. Like everything smokin khat weed drinking like evt ... It even interfered with my grades .... I even stopped school ... Nw i took ayear break from campus for rehab ... N it went well i stopped evt n went clean for 3 months .... Bit today sth happened .... As the lights were off i went to see the football game n i smoked a cigarette ... It was a bad thing i could stop it n went on to smoke another 3 cigarettes ...... Then i went home .... Nw im here regreting i stopped school to stop this n nw im back at it .... Why did i do it .... What is happenin ... .
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Hello people,
I have no(serious)problems like you people,i'm in high school and i'm a very good person,i think but the problem is i have very low self esteem on what i'm capable of and I've been raised to be a person who just lays low in every aspect, and it, turned ,without my knowledge,me to be soo self esteemed and so i'm just like a slave to others i get hurt a lot because i just don't respond to them hurting me because i let them,point is i now hide not to get hurt and what should i do to get my self-esteem up,and know my capabilities, i'm kinda pretty and i love and am good at my education so why am i so inferior(feel inferior)
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Hello people,
I have no(serious)problems like you people,i'm in high school and i'm a very good person,i think but the problem is i have very low self esteem on what i'm capable of and I've been raised to be a person who just lays low in every aspect, and it, turned ,without my knowledge,me to be soo self esteemed and so i'm just like a slave to others i get hurt a lot because i just don't respond to them hurting me because i let them,point is i now hide not to get hurt and what should i do to get my self-esteem up,and know my capabilities, i'm kinda pretty and i love and am good at my education so why am i so inferior(feel inferior)
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I don't know what my problem is but am so tierd ok feak people and this life...I even wished that I had enough and I could just die.
I never been bad to people I always do the good thing I trust people and that's the worst part of me😔i can't help it...and they all let me down so I don't know who to trust any more..I even think that my boyfriend doesn't love me even tho he said it a million times. I dont know how to trust him i know its my fault but I just couldn't😔😔😔i wish I had enough of this life that am tierd of and be done with it cus I have through soooo much since I was a kid and lost my father. ..had I have some problems with my boyfriend cus he doesn't do nothing for me and he have no idea how to handle a girl and he always annoy me I love him but I just can't go through with this I don't know what I should do he wants me to do all the work😕😕😕 help me guys I need help before I lose my mind
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I don't know what my problem is but am so tierd ok feak people and this life...I even wished that I had enough and I could just die.
I never been bad to people I always do the good thing I trust people and that's the worst part of me😔i can't help it...and they all let me down so I don't know who to trust any more..I even think that my boyfriend doesn't love me even tho he said it a million times. I dont know how to trust him i know its my fault but I just couldn't😔😔😔i wish I had enough of this life that am tierd of and be done with it cus I have through soooo much since I was a kid and lost my father. ..had I have some problems with my boyfriend cus he doesn't do nothing for me and he have no idea how to handle a girl and he always annoy me I love him but I just can't go through with this I don't know what I should do he wants me to do all the work😕😕😕 help me guys I need help before I lose my mind
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I'm gonna say this cuz somebody has to say it. ERE BESHETA FIRU!!!!ENDEEE! Its amazing what people specially girls these days are afraid of the most is pregnancy. Like thats the worst you can think of???really?(most of them dont even know post pill isnt a constant contraceptive and its super dangerous) specially if you're living in addis or you're in campus it is pure madness,like most of us in here whether teenagers or in 20's have learned about hiv since we were in 1st grade back when it was this scary chirak...it was better that way meselegn,atleast ot scared people. Bicha ease up on the "fuck 10 other women to getover a heart break "(oh you're gonna have a lot more you cant getover😡)or"we're just hooking up" or "we got drunk and slept together" or the "friend with benefits"....bicha stay safe out there people specially teens😞😞😞
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I'm gonna say this cuz somebody has to say it. ERE BESHETA FIRU!!!!ENDEEE! Its amazing what people specially girls these days are afraid of the most is pregnancy. Like thats the worst you can think of???really?(most of them dont even know post pill isnt a constant contraceptive and its super dangerous) specially if you're living in addis or you're in campus it is pure madness,like most of us in here whether teenagers or in 20's have learned about hiv since we were in 1st grade back when it was this scary chirak...it was better that way meselegn,atleast ot scared people. Bicha ease up on the "fuck 10 other women to getover a heart break "(oh you're gonna have a lot more you cant getover😡)or"we're just hooking up" or "we got drunk and slept together" or the "friend with benefits"....bicha stay safe out there people specially teens😞😞😞
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hey guys I need your advice.. ...
I am a 20 year old dude and i have been kind of wrestling with a decision.... I have been thinking I should just give up on girls completely.... I came to that point cuz my last two relationships .... I guess not relationships more like encounters with love left me more of a mess than I was... after each I swore never again ... I still don't know how i got through each but I just have this insecent need to find a deep connection with someone I guess and so... more cynical and more In pieces I still try... but it's not just my feelings that were hurt... I have a habit of being reckless when I feel intense emotion...like when I am. angry or in pain I guess....so I just said. fuck it to my classes... and didn't give a shit... that scared me but I couldn't snap out of it ... I went in to tests unprepared and had on this Indifference if I failed or passed..... looking back it was very stupid and I know my grades kinda sucked and that will have its own mess.... with all the effect and I guess pain it caused me .... I want to stop.... but on the other hand idk it was good to have somebody who understood ..... but I do have a lot of stuff to fix about my self .....like don't even get me started on that.... but if I stop I feel like I am gonna miss out and I don't know....it doesn't seem like I have much choice cuz I am so messed up but still I am having trouble deciding ....so what do you think i should do
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I need to vent.
hey guys I need your advice.. ...
I am a 20 year old dude and i have been kind of wrestling with a decision.... I have been thinking I should just give up on girls completely.... I came to that point cuz my last two relationships .... I guess not relationships more like encounters with love left me more of a mess than I was... after each I swore never again ... I still don't know how i got through each but I just have this insecent need to find a deep connection with someone I guess and so... more cynical and more In pieces I still try... but it's not just my feelings that were hurt... I have a habit of being reckless when I feel intense emotion...like when I am. angry or in pain I guess....so I just said. fuck it to my classes... and didn't give a shit... that scared me but I couldn't snap out of it ... I went in to tests unprepared and had on this Indifference if I failed or passed..... looking back it was very stupid and I know my grades kinda sucked and that will have its own mess.... with all the effect and I guess pain it caused me .... I want to stop.... but on the other hand idk it was good to have somebody who understood ..... but I do have a lot of stuff to fix about my self .....like don't even get me started on that.... but if I stop I feel like I am gonna miss out and I don't know....it doesn't seem like I have much choice cuz I am so messed up but still I am having trouble deciding ....so what do you think i should do
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Hey Unihorse 🦄.
Hide My Identity.
I need to vent.
They say time heals all wounds. Then why do i feel like i'm hurting more today than i did yesterday? For the past 2 years I've been in love with someone i knew i couldn't have. Every time i think i'm over him....i'm reminded of how he made me feel. He was and is my first love. But he doesn't even know it....And i can't tell him cause he sees me as his sister....he would think i was crazy. 2 years and i haven't said a word to him about how i felt. 2 years and he hadn't noticed the way i spoke to him, how he would always find me sneaking a peek at him, how i was so nervous around him. We've been best friends for 2 years and everyday he says "i love you" and i say it back...i meant it...every damn time..... I dont know what to do anymore. We're going to separate schools next year and he already started peeling himself away from me. I should be telling him i love him...i have loved him for so long. But here i am...venting. Knowing there's no way he would know.
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Hide My Identity.
I need to vent.
They say time heals all wounds. Then why do i feel like i'm hurting more today than i did yesterday? For the past 2 years I've been in love with someone i knew i couldn't have. Every time i think i'm over him....i'm reminded of how he made me feel. He was and is my first love. But he doesn't even know it....And i can't tell him cause he sees me as his sister....he would think i was crazy. 2 years and i haven't said a word to him about how i felt. 2 years and he hadn't noticed the way i spoke to him, how he would always find me sneaking a peek at him, how i was so nervous around him. We've been best friends for 2 years and everyday he says "i love you" and i say it back...i meant it...every damn time..... I dont know what to do anymore. We're going to separate schools next year and he already started peeling himself away from me. I should be telling him i love him...i have loved him for so long. But here i am...venting. Knowing there's no way he would know.
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