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Hey guys. So I'm starting to really believe adults and adulthood is full of shit. No one knows what they're doing. I'm at the brink of joining them legally and it was all rainbows and roses until you really think of it. Follow your dreams, they said. Strive for what you want, theh said. But what is my interests and hobbies don't line up to my future? The future as in the one planned for me by them, by society, by money. I want to do too many things but the amount of choices cripples me. Because at the same time I have none. I want nothing more than to give up this worldly attachment and just discover the world but I can't do that. It terrifies me to think I'll occupy this small corner of my world, this small place I was born and raised in. Be it physically or mentally. It cripples me and I feel claustrophobic. And I think a lot of you feel at least in some part the way I do. But maybe it has been long unaddressed. A lot of you are bothered by relationships and your studies but sometimes don't u want your curiosity to take ahold of you? Your passions to get off the back burner? Because I do. And it sucks because that just makes me stuck in the loop forever. They say ignorance is bliss. They're right.
P.S. Please don't say there are people with worse problems. I'm not comparing myself and neither should you. I just wanted to put in words how I feel.
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Hey guys. So I'm starting to really believe adults and adulthood is full of shit. No one knows what they're doing. I'm at the brink of joining them legally and it was all rainbows and roses until you really think of it. Follow your dreams, they said. Strive for what you want, theh said. But what is my interests and hobbies don't line up to my future? The future as in the one planned for me by them, by society, by money. I want to do too many things but the amount of choices cripples me. Because at the same time I have none. I want nothing more than to give up this worldly attachment and just discover the world but I can't do that. It terrifies me to think I'll occupy this small corner of my world, this small place I was born and raised in. Be it physically or mentally. It cripples me and I feel claustrophobic. And I think a lot of you feel at least in some part the way I do. But maybe it has been long unaddressed. A lot of you are bothered by relationships and your studies but sometimes don't u want your curiosity to take ahold of you? Your passions to get off the back burner? Because I do. And it sucks because that just makes me stuck in the loop forever. They say ignorance is bliss. They're right.
P.S. Please don't say there are people with worse problems. I'm not comparing myself and neither should you. I just wanted to put in words how I feel.
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Always pretending to be content, trying not to loose the love and acceptance i've gotten, trying to cherish every little happy moment cause it feels like everything else i have right now is as temporary. Mad cause i cant complain, its just am not allowed to. Tired of the consuming thoughts in my head when ever i am alone. Feeling like i want new people new place for a change but really what i want to change is myself. Never attaching to anyone or even socializing just to make myself feel better about not being wanted. Always turning down the chances i get to show people the true me. Choosing to live in the dull comfort zone but in constant trial to come out of it and destroy it, cause if its still there i will choose to run all the distance back to it than to take a step forward.
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Always pretending to be content, trying not to loose the love and acceptance i've gotten, trying to cherish every little happy moment cause it feels like everything else i have right now is as temporary. Mad cause i cant complain, its just am not allowed to. Tired of the consuming thoughts in my head when ever i am alone. Feeling like i want new people new place for a change but really what i want to change is myself. Never attaching to anyone or even socializing just to make myself feel better about not being wanted. Always turning down the chances i get to show people the true me. Choosing to live in the dull comfort zone but in constant trial to come out of it and destroy it, cause if its still there i will choose to run all the distance back to it than to take a step forward.
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Have you ever thought about being empty in life? Not sad not happy just empty. Happiness is temporary that i learned myself. Sometimes i feel like my mind is just gone. Im a good liar. Not for the bad cause but to hide how i feel. When u look at me you will see a 17 year old girl who is happy with her life. But im not deep inside i wajt something but i dont know what it is. I feel dead inside. I domt have the freedom to do anything in my life, its all expectation this expectation that. I think of killing myself but i cant do it. I tried trust me, then i think of running away but then where would i go? I have no one. Every person i meet tells me and makes me believethat they will stay by my side but then again they end up leaving me. I domt know if its God's doing. Saying that i should be by myself and lonely or if he is trying to protect me. But honestly all its doing is killing me. Everyone is leaving my side and soon its like i never existed for them. I dont know what I should do.
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Have you ever thought about being empty in life? Not sad not happy just empty. Happiness is temporary that i learned myself. Sometimes i feel like my mind is just gone. Im a good liar. Not for the bad cause but to hide how i feel. When u look at me you will see a 17 year old girl who is happy with her life. But im not deep inside i wajt something but i dont know what it is. I feel dead inside. I domt have the freedom to do anything in my life, its all expectation this expectation that. I think of killing myself but i cant do it. I tried trust me, then i think of running away but then where would i go? I have no one. Every person i meet tells me and makes me believethat they will stay by my side but then again they end up leaving me. I domt know if its God's doing. Saying that i should be by myself and lonely or if he is trying to protect me. But honestly all its doing is killing me. Everyone is leaving my side and soon its like i never existed for them. I dont know what I should do.
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Hey every one.I don know how to start i hv been in long term r/ship.i loved her asif....and then we broke up she hurts me a lot.after that it takes time to get over it n i did.but after that am nt the same person lik befor.i think am attractive many grls came to meh but i cant take dem in to ma life i cant even talk wz them more dan a week even if i had some best friends and 2 of them told me they hv another feelin fo meh but i cant uffff i don know wat to do please i need some advice😒
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Hey every one.I don know how to start i hv been in long term r/ship.i loved her asif....and then we broke up she hurts me a lot.after that it takes time to get over it n i did.but after that am nt the same person lik befor.i think am attractive many grls came to meh but i cant take dem in to ma life i cant even talk wz them more dan a week even if i had some best friends and 2 of them told me they hv another feelin fo meh but i cant uffff i don know wat to do please i need some advice😒
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I just wanted to say I feel lonely I have friends family but still I feel lonely I feel like my life is just a life a life that wouldn't matter if I lived or not I just don't know what to do anymore
I feel like killing my friends and ignoring my family
I need help man
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I just wanted to say I feel lonely I have friends family but still I feel lonely I feel like my life is just a life a life that wouldn't matter if I lived or not I just don't know what to do anymore
I feel like killing my friends and ignoring my family
I need help man
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I know this vent will offend some of you guys but I really wanna know what makes you so proud as an Ethiopian. Because I’m really having a hard time on finding good things about our country. Yes I’m an Ethiopian and I’m living here since the day I was born. But I couldn’t find something to be proud of. Let’s cut the crap of us being brave. Because it doesn’t bring us food or shelter by bragging about it. We’re living in a society where most us are illiterate, stubborn, supremacist. Our society is so jealous, weregna, we have a system that’s crap, we’re full of lazy ppl, ignorant leaders.
I don’t have a place for those of you who are going to post mean and silly things. But I’m open for those of you who have a valid reason to be proud. I’m here to learn.
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I know this vent will offend some of you guys but I really wanna know what makes you so proud as an Ethiopian. Because I’m really having a hard time on finding good things about our country. Yes I’m an Ethiopian and I’m living here since the day I was born. But I couldn’t find something to be proud of. Let’s cut the crap of us being brave. Because it doesn’t bring us food or shelter by bragging about it. We’re living in a society where most us are illiterate, stubborn, supremacist. Our society is so jealous, weregna, we have a system that’s crap, we’re full of lazy ppl, ignorant leaders.
I don’t have a place for those of you who are going to post mean and silly things. But I’m open for those of you who have a valid reason to be proud. I’m here to learn.
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I never thought I would think about killing someone not even in my worst dreams but I think it has to happen and I think there's no turning back. I haven't been this serious in my life and that's what I wanted to vent about. I was such an awesome person but I won't blame it on anyone its all my fault. The f×××ed up part in all this is that I could've prevented this situation from the beginning. I was high last night and I swear I prayed to God from my heart I haven't prayed in ages I don't even believe in God. I don't want you guys to talk me out of it or anything I already got the knife and gloves. This is so f***ed and I didn't know who else to tell that's. why I'm venting. Thanks for reading.
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I never thought I would think about killing someone not even in my worst dreams but I think it has to happen and I think there's no turning back. I haven't been this serious in my life and that's what I wanted to vent about. I was such an awesome person but I won't blame it on anyone its all my fault. The f×××ed up part in all this is that I could've prevented this situation from the beginning. I was high last night and I swear I prayed to God from my heart I haven't prayed in ages I don't even believe in God. I don't want you guys to talk me out of it or anything I already got the knife and gloves. This is so f***ed and I didn't know who else to tell that's. why I'm venting. Thanks for reading.
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Few months ago i was on top of the world i had good job great friends happy life i don't know i can shortly say i had everything but now my work got fall down so i had to stop wiz lots of "edas"i lost all my friends i am not the cheer full girl i was before i am not saying i am depressed or that i am going to kill my self and stuff but i don't know i feel like i did something wrong so wrong that even God dont want to look at me no more i want to fight i want to tell my self there are good days coming but i am just losing hope i am fading away small by small .i am writing this coz i believe there are people in this group with good advice no matter what age anyone who is kind enough to advice me you are welcome thank you has been set as the name used for your actions in Vent Here.
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Few months ago i was on top of the world i had good job great friends happy life i don't know i can shortly say i had everything but now my work got fall down so i had to stop wiz lots of "edas"i lost all my friends i am not the cheer full girl i was before i am not saying i am depressed or that i am going to kill my self and stuff but i don't know i feel like i did something wrong so wrong that even God dont want to look at me no more i want to fight i want to tell my self there are good days coming but i am just losing hope i am fading away small by small .i am writing this coz i believe there are people in this group with good advice no matter what age anyone who is kind enough to advice me you are welcome thank you has been set as the name used for your actions in Vent Here.
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Is there anything killing than attending weeding of ... a girl u love morethan life it self...love of ur life .... i am there now.... i feel like i am in dream ... i feel drunk with out sip of drink.. why did i come becuse her family is family friend and she is girl next door .... if i miss it her father nd mom kill me.... i think waterboarding will be less painful and humane
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Is there anything killing than attending weeding of ... a girl u love morethan life it self...love of ur life .... i am there now.... i feel like i am in dream ... i feel drunk with out sip of drink.. why did i come becuse her family is family friend and she is girl next door .... if i miss it her father nd mom kill me.... i think waterboarding will be less painful and humane
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Hey Unihorse 🦄.
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This is not some hormony teenage crush thing...... I really need help.....i hurt this amazing guy.....the love of my life actually. ...the kinda guy that shouldn't get away.... didn't mean to but it happened. ....i tried apologizing but its not something tht goes away with apology. ....i reallly luv this guy and he wants to work on us and so do i but he doesn't trust me anymore and he doesn't think am being sincere. ..... guys help me how to show him how sincere i am...literally anything could help
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This is not some hormony teenage crush thing...... I really need help.....i hurt this amazing guy.....the love of my life actually. ...the kinda guy that shouldn't get away.... didn't mean to but it happened. ....i tried apologizing but its not something tht goes away with apology. ....i reallly luv this guy and he wants to work on us and so do i but he doesn't trust me anymore and he doesn't think am being sincere. ..... guys help me how to show him how sincere i am...literally anything could help
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This is not a vent
As an Ethiopian am really worried about the youngsters of our country using weed, now a days it’s common to get high 6 days in a week and i know that because i have friends who use.
Am i the only one worried about this
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As an Ethiopian am really worried about the youngsters of our country using weed, now a days it’s common to get high 6 days in a week and i know that because i have friends who use.
Am i the only one worried about this
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For z person who is not proud of Ethiopia ........I am pissed b/c u r confuse by say u r not proud of Ethiopia. Sorry but where is ur place in this all thing.u and all of us living her right ...? Before u judge what do u do for this country u just sit there and look were it is going . U didn't like it from where u r seeing it so you judge with out asking why?. Why? Why they r doing such a thing .I don't nw abt u but everyone have a reason so don't judge. Who puts u in that position of judgment .and people plz don't judge people and don't think I am better then u guys I may be worst but before u judge put ur self in there shoe may be u will understand. Z point in this all thing so Ethiopian is z begging of everything .civilization cames from as but nw a day we r not but have hope it will be things will change. But before we change z people and others we have to change our self first okay ✌️out and hope u guys r not bored sorry tho 😉😉😉
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For z person who is not proud of Ethiopia ........I am pissed b/c u r confuse by say u r not proud of Ethiopia. Sorry but where is ur place in this all thing.u and all of us living her right ...? Before u judge what do u do for this country u just sit there and look were it is going . U didn't like it from where u r seeing it so you judge with out asking why?. Why? Why they r doing such a thing .I don't nw abt u but everyone have a reason so don't judge. Who puts u in that position of judgment .and people plz don't judge people and don't think I am better then u guys I may be worst but before u judge put ur self in there shoe may be u will understand. Z point in this all thing so Ethiopian is z begging of everything .civilization cames from as but nw a day we r not but have hope it will be things will change. But before we change z people and others we have to change our self first okay ✌️out and hope u guys r not bored sorry tho 😉😉😉
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Hi i wanna share this with you guys becouse its really affecting my life.i got this bad behavior i dont kw how to get read of it every time i try i fail.since i was a kid i tend to be a Yes person.and now its realy affecting my life i cant say no for any thing. This is really happening i am not over exadurating it or any thing but i really cant say No to any thing that any one ask me. I dont kw how to fix me when i was a kid it wasnt that bad but now am 22 and the past 3 years have been very difficult to live with this behavior.
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Hi i wanna share this with you guys becouse its really affecting my life.i got this bad behavior i dont kw how to get read of it every time i try i fail.since i was a kid i tend to be a Yes person.and now its realy affecting my life i cant say no for any thing. This is really happening i am not over exadurating it or any thing but i really cant say No to any thing that any one ask me. I dont kw how to fix me when i was a kid it wasnt that bad but now am 22 and the past 3 years have been very difficult to live with this behavior.
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I just wanna say am sorry .... I've said it too much that it has lost its worth but honey am sorry....am sorry 4 making u feel like u were never no.1 in my life ... am sorry to have made u wait all the time ... am sorry I took ur smile that u had thinking about us.... am sorry I made u cold n blamed u 4 it ... am sorry I never gave u time as much as I could.. am sorry I fucked us up .. am sorry am always saying sorry
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I just wanna say am sorry .... I've said it too much that it has lost its worth but honey am sorry....am sorry 4 making u feel like u were never no.1 in my life ... am sorry to have made u wait all the time ... am sorry I took ur smile that u had thinking about us.... am sorry I made u cold n blamed u 4 it ... am sorry I never gave u time as much as I could.. am sorry I fucked us up .. am sorry am always saying sorry
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He doesn't fight crime or wear a cape
He doesn't read minds or levitate
But every time my world needs saving, he's my superman
Some folks don't believe in heroes 'cause they haven't met my dad
You could say he's a man of few words, but he talks a lot within
And even though I'm a little taller, I still look up to him
He taught me to drive, and to fight, and to dream
When he looks in my eyes I hope he can see
That my dad's a hero to me
Rust-ridden fenders, and doors full of dings
Somehow he can fix about anything
I didn't think he knew how to cry till his mother died that year
He doesn't always say I love you, but I can hear him loud and clear
My dad's a hero to me!
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He doesn't fight crime or wear a cape
He doesn't read minds or levitate
But every time my world needs saving, he's my superman
Some folks don't believe in heroes 'cause they haven't met my dad
You could say he's a man of few words, but he talks a lot within
And even though I'm a little taller, I still look up to him
He taught me to drive, and to fight, and to dream
When he looks in my eyes I hope he can see
That my dad's a hero to me
Rust-ridden fenders, and doors full of dings
Somehow he can fix about anything
I didn't think he knew how to cry till his mother died that year
He doesn't always say I love you, but I can hear him loud and clear
My dad's a hero to me!
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Why does my Mama hates me so much n wishes the worst for me? Am i that bad??
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Why does my Mama hates me so much n wishes the worst for me? Am i that bad??
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I believe love is the most important thing in the world finding same one in ur life that is the time begin to live a good life in my mind what I need to say is I love same one for 5 year she don't give a fuck about me she do need to but me all I she is her when I see same thing spacial thing I used to get her being such kind and some be good for the girl she do need you is this right I can't forget her please sisters and brothers do something please
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I believe love is the most important thing in the world finding same one in ur life that is the time begin to live a good life in my mind what I need to say is I love same one for 5 year she don't give a fuck about me she do need to but me all I she is her when I see same thing spacial thing I used to get her being such kind and some be good for the girl she do need you is this right I can't forget her please sisters and brothers do something please
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Loneliness is a strange sort of thing.
It creeps up on you, quite and still, sits by your side in the dark, strokes your hair as you sleep. It wraps itself around your bones, squeezing so tight you almost can't breath.it leaves lies in your heart, lies next to you at night, leaches the light out from every corner. It's a constant companion, clasping your hand only to yank you down when you're struggling to stand up.
You wake up in the morning and wonder who you are.you fail to fall asleep at night and tremble in your skin.you doubt you.
Do I
Don't I
Should I
Why won't I
And even when you're ready to let go.when you're ready to break free.when you're ready to be brand new.loneliness is an old friend standing beside you in the mirror, looking you in the eye, challenging you to live your life without it.You can't find the words to fight yourself, to fight the words screaming that you're not enough never enough.
Loneliness is a bitter, wretched companion.
Sometimes it just won't let go.
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Loneliness is a strange sort of thing.
It creeps up on you, quite and still, sits by your side in the dark, strokes your hair as you sleep. It wraps itself around your bones, squeezing so tight you almost can't breath.it leaves lies in your heart, lies next to you at night, leaches the light out from every corner. It's a constant companion, clasping your hand only to yank you down when you're struggling to stand up.
You wake up in the morning and wonder who you are.you fail to fall asleep at night and tremble in your skin.you doubt you.
Do I
Don't I
Should I
Why won't I
And even when you're ready to let go.when you're ready to break free.when you're ready to be brand new.loneliness is an old friend standing beside you in the mirror, looking you in the eye, challenging you to live your life without it.You can't find the words to fight yourself, to fight the words screaming that you're not enough never enough.
Loneliness is a bitter, wretched companion.
Sometimes it just won't let go.
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WHAT IS THIS NEW SHIT IM HEARING ABOUT " KIDMIYA LE SETOCH YE TAXI SELF LAY"!!! I get pregnant women I get women with kids I can also get women with sexy curves that get special treatment but fucking setoch in general kidmiya yisetachew alsemam they fought for equality so they'll fucking wait in line proud n equally with men
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WHAT IS THIS NEW SHIT IM HEARING ABOUT " KIDMIYA LE SETOCH YE TAXI SELF LAY"!!! I get pregnant women I get women with kids I can also get women with sexy curves that get special treatment but fucking setoch in general kidmiya yisetachew alsemam they fought for equality so they'll fucking wait in line proud n equally with men
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