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Hey guys so my thing is am bipolar as fuck not the kinda bipolar everybody jokes ......am seriously bipolar and its ruinin my life uk by best freinds can tolerate me but other ppl cant one moment am having fun in the cafe the next moment am out payin the bill i dont care if the person am with joins or not.....i plan to go somewhere excitdly nd the next thing ik am already bored abu it and cancel it... i am lossin it for real.....now my point is there is this guy i.like.its been five month since we started datin.....i rly rly liked him and i have been controlling my bipolar reactions but before a week i just couldnt and told him that i cant stay with.him anymore mnamn ena ahun setanea lekekegnena i wanted himmm backkkk esu demo lemeno lemeno tewegn mn yeshalegnal....first about how i cant stop this disease......second mn largew esun....thanks.....yaw real meker pls mood endateyezu.....
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Hey guys so my thing is am bipolar as fuck not the kinda bipolar everybody jokes ......am seriously bipolar and its ruinin my life uk by best freinds can tolerate me but other ppl cant one moment am having fun in the cafe the next moment am out payin the bill i dont care if the person am with joins or not.....i plan to go somewhere excitdly nd the next thing ik am already bored abu it and cancel it... i am lossin it for real.....now my point is there is this guy i.like.its been five month since we started datin.....i rly rly liked him and i have been controlling my bipolar reactions but before a week i just couldnt and told him that i cant stay with.him anymore mnamn ena ahun setanea lekekegnena i wanted himmm backkkk esu demo lemeno lemeno tewegn mn yeshalegnal....first about how i cant stop this disease......second mn largew esun....thanks.....yaw real meker pls mood endateyezu.....
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Hey guys so here is what is happening
I have this normal female friend and we met at campus we say we are best friends but we hardly call or text each other on a regular basis she has been through a lot and every guy she met is been after her for a sexual relation but in our relationship I just wanted to be friends but I am always the one with the first step the only time she talks sensitive is when I am sick. Sometimes I feel like she says she misses me because I said I miss her first and the other day she told me she was depressed and I wanted to help. I had a family problem and I came back home (2 month ago) and guess what I called her after a month and a half since we last spoke and she said she would talk to me later
So is this for me to feel like this naturally? Is it wrong for me to be approached once in a while? And girls would you avoid or take a guy friend for granted like this if you really cared for him? I need your advises please
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Hey guys so here is what is happening
I have this normal female friend and we met at campus we say we are best friends but we hardly call or text each other on a regular basis she has been through a lot and every guy she met is been after her for a sexual relation but in our relationship I just wanted to be friends but I am always the one with the first step the only time she talks sensitive is when I am sick. Sometimes I feel like she says she misses me because I said I miss her first and the other day she told me she was depressed and I wanted to help. I had a family problem and I came back home (2 month ago) and guess what I called her after a month and a half since we last spoke and she said she would talk to me later
So is this for me to feel like this naturally? Is it wrong for me to be approached once in a while? And girls would you avoid or take a guy friend for granted like this if you really cared for him? I need your advises please
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So I am 2nd year univ. Student,girl...have you ever felt like you dont belong in the friendship you have??I feel like this for the past year and half..I never had a best friend who actually gets me I always feel lonely ...is there anybody or its only me??
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So I am 2nd year univ. Student,girl...have you ever felt like you dont belong in the friendship you have??I feel like this for the past year and half..I never had a best friend who actually gets me I always feel lonely ...is there anybody or its only me??
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Hello people, am a girl
Some friends told me that feker yezogn endemayak & meweded becha endehone gn I thought it was love am confused about what they said esekezare date yarekuachewen wendoch endemafekerachew nw yemakew beseatu malet nw ( I mean when I was in z r/ship ) guys don't think me as a player when I say i love them hulunem band lay ayedelem I hope lel yefelekuten endeteredachehugn😉 ena what if my friends yenegerugn ewenet bihone😳 so tell me guys what's z d/ce b/n feker ena meweded? Afekerekut yalekuten sew meweded alemehonun endet mawek echelalew??? Help me love life lay cheger eyameta nw and think positive 👌
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Some friends told me that feker yezogn endemayak & meweded becha endehone gn I thought it was love am confused about what they said esekezare date yarekuachewen wendoch endemafekerachew nw yemakew beseatu malet nw ( I mean when I was in z r/ship ) guys don't think me as a player when I say i love them hulunem band lay ayedelem I hope lel yefelekuten endeteredachehugn😉 ena what if my friends yenegerugn ewenet bihone😳 so tell me guys what's z d/ce b/n feker ena meweded? Afekerekut yalekuten sew meweded alemehonun endet mawek echelalew??? Help me love life lay cheger eyameta nw and think positive 👌
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So i see a lot of highschoolers specially 12th graders here and i see a lot of people mocking them saying focus on your studies and stuff,and i'm gonna say well,the exact same thing but nicely.you know all the issues you have now,all the insecurities,friendship problem,r/ship problem it'll WORK ITSELF OUT.trust me.4yrs down the line what i regret looking back isn't the memories i didnt make,the parties i didnt go to,the crush i didnt ask out..it is the time i didnt work hard which made college extremely hard and not taking the time to get to know myself better and pick a good career so yeah,do something you'll thank ur self for in 5yrs
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So i see a lot of highschoolers specially 12th graders here and i see a lot of people mocking them saying focus on your studies and stuff,and i'm gonna say well,the exact same thing but nicely.you know all the issues you have now,all the insecurities,friendship problem,r/ship problem it'll WORK ITSELF OUT.trust me.4yrs down the line what i regret looking back isn't the memories i didnt make,the parties i didnt go to,the crush i didnt ask out..it is the time i didnt work hard which made college extremely hard and not taking the time to get to know myself better and pick a good career so yeah,do something you'll thank ur self for in 5yrs
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Y'all have addictions? Ones you don't seem to escape from? Well I do.
Mastrubation. Even though I have had fears and decided to not do it again after reading the side effects it brings, I don't really seem to stop it people. I enjoy so much. When bored, when alone and when I am watching porn. These days I watch till the releasing point. I open the porn I rub that dick, raindrops, done. No more more for 30 minutes.
Anyways any advice?
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Y'all have addictions? Ones you don't seem to escape from? Well I do.
Mastrubation. Even though I have had fears and decided to not do it again after reading the side effects it brings, I don't really seem to stop it people. I enjoy so much. When bored, when alone and when I am watching porn. These days I watch till the releasing point. I open the porn I rub that dick, raindrops, done. No more more for 30 minutes.
Anyways any advice?
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Am gonna sound like a loner or some kind of i don't even know what but bare with me( plus pardon any errors or grammar mistake)
Am a girl and i want to know how it feels to love not just inlove but truly and deeply like crazy inlove with a guy u don't give a fuck what ge looks like or what type if behavior he has i just want to love him UNCONVENTIONALY, DEEPLY, TRULY, i want to see him as just my hope and my reasons to smile and my reason to live, and i want to have this deep conversations with him like no how was ur day type of shit but real stuff like feelings and future and emotional things i know u guys are gonna say am craY and no such thing exists but i want it to happen ones in my life as long as ut takes to happen i just want to feel it and i want to love the pain he causes me i want to cry over him i want to bleed tears and love him with expecting ABSOLUTELY NOTHING from him, just wanting his happiness with whom ever and what ever he chooses that is the type of deep shit i want in my life!
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Am gonna sound like a loner or some kind of i don't even know what but bare with me( plus pardon any errors or grammar mistake)
Am a girl and i want to know how it feels to love not just inlove but truly and deeply like crazy inlove with a guy u don't give a fuck what ge looks like or what type if behavior he has i just want to love him UNCONVENTIONALY, DEEPLY, TRULY, i want to see him as just my hope and my reasons to smile and my reason to live, and i want to have this deep conversations with him like no how was ur day type of shit but real stuff like feelings and future and emotional things i know u guys are gonna say am craY and no such thing exists but i want it to happen ones in my life as long as ut takes to happen i just want to feel it and i want to love the pain he causes me i want to cry over him i want to bleed tears and love him with expecting ABSOLUTELY NOTHING from him, just wanting his happiness with whom ever and what ever he chooses that is the type of deep shit i want in my life!
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In many muslim households osama bin laden is praised as this hero who stood up to the US, my father and my uncles talk about him like he some kind true jihadist or something but i do not agree with them you see i belive he is responsible for all the things that are happening in syria and iraq or Afghan rite now, he was the one who made islam all about terrorism i mean islam was all about peace before he killed all those people in 911 and now all muslims are paying for his mistakes, that incident did more harm than good for the muslim community and his country, now many arab states are in war, kids dying, people leaving their homes and he is the one to blame he is not a hero! He fucked us all up.
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In many muslim households osama bin laden is praised as this hero who stood up to the US, my father and my uncles talk about him like he some kind true jihadist or something but i do not agree with them you see i belive he is responsible for all the things that are happening in syria and iraq or Afghan rite now, he was the one who made islam all about terrorism i mean islam was all about peace before he killed all those people in 911 and now all muslims are paying for his mistakes, that incident did more harm than good for the muslim community and his country, now many arab states are in war, kids dying, people leaving their homes and he is the one to blame he is not a hero! He fucked us all up.
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At this point I just feel like there's no real reason for me to live on. I mean, what's the point of going through all this pain, knowing it won't pay off? People keep telling me that it gets better. But y'know, they told me that two and three years ago too, and no, it didn't get better at all. In fact, it got worse. More responsibilities. More fake people to deal with. More emotions to bottle up. And I'm only in high school. I just don't want to go through any of this anymore. The main reason I don't off myself is that I don't know how. Every method has a terribly crucial flaw. And I keep thinking of my parents, and some of my friends too. About how bad they would feel. They'd probably be freed of many responsibilities, especially my parents, but I know they love me. They'd be completely destroyed. So what I must do is keep going through this excruciating shit that I'm surrounded by and try to make my pain go unnoticed. For other people I don't even care all that much about in the first place. I know it's lame to say I don't care about my parents. And I also know everyone suffers. I know it could be a lot worse. I know there are kids dying in Africa. But I'm weak. I don't want to do this anymore. There is no getting better. There's no happiness for me out there. There is nothing for me out there. Except disappointment and pain. It's just too much. I see how people hurt each other everyday and it kills me from the inside. I see how people hurt me, how they hurt themselves, it's too much.
This rant is probably just a side effect of sleep deprivation but I needed to talk about this stuff. I've had this toxic, nihilist and "everyone and everything sucks" mindset for years now. I should be used to it. But every time I meet someone new I get my hopes up and think they're better than all the people I've had to deal with in the past. I'm never right on that. They're all a big disappointment. I'm a big disappointment myself.
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At this point I just feel like there's no real reason for me to live on. I mean, what's the point of going through all this pain, knowing it won't pay off? People keep telling me that it gets better. But y'know, they told me that two and three years ago too, and no, it didn't get better at all. In fact, it got worse. More responsibilities. More fake people to deal with. More emotions to bottle up. And I'm only in high school. I just don't want to go through any of this anymore. The main reason I don't off myself is that I don't know how. Every method has a terribly crucial flaw. And I keep thinking of my parents, and some of my friends too. About how bad they would feel. They'd probably be freed of many responsibilities, especially my parents, but I know they love me. They'd be completely destroyed. So what I must do is keep going through this excruciating shit that I'm surrounded by and try to make my pain go unnoticed. For other people I don't even care all that much about in the first place. I know it's lame to say I don't care about my parents. And I also know everyone suffers. I know it could be a lot worse. I know there are kids dying in Africa. But I'm weak. I don't want to do this anymore. There is no getting better. There's no happiness for me out there. There is nothing for me out there. Except disappointment and pain. It's just too much. I see how people hurt each other everyday and it kills me from the inside. I see how people hurt me, how they hurt themselves, it's too much.
This rant is probably just a side effect of sleep deprivation but I needed to talk about this stuff. I've had this toxic, nihilist and "everyone and everything sucks" mindset for years now. I should be used to it. But every time I meet someone new I get my hopes up and think they're better than all the people I've had to deal with in the past. I'm never right on that. They're all a big disappointment. I'm a big disappointment myself.
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Am tired am soo tired i cant take any more argument with any one im sick n tired of ppl i care about arguing with me im.just soooo tired i speak words but no one seems to get what i say to believe what i say to understand what i sayyyyyy i know i should be thanking God for everything n i am thankful gn this one is a little too much am tired of cryin to sleep
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Am tired am soo tired i cant take any more argument with any one im sick n tired of ppl i care about arguing with me im.just soooo tired i speak words but no one seems to get what i say to believe what i say to understand what i sayyyyyy i know i should be thanking God for everything n i am thankful gn this one is a little too much am tired of cryin to sleep
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Hello bitches!!,,it's me again(slept wid 7 guys n went to HU).I kw a fuck up bitch when I c one!.n I am seeing a lot of u in ma comment section...first of all,y'all filthy virgin bitches who Neva got some..u will die bitter n alone..
"thank u! For ur concern n everything,but I ve been tested n um free (I guess god didn't listen to ur prayers)..i vented bcuz i was concerned bout d 7th guy,but y'all flipped to sum judgmental asses..can't blame u ,y'all uneducated n can't read..so wat am saying is fuck off,if u don have nice things to say....
P.S um rockin it wid a new guy!!,,.but I still need help wid dat guy....#bye..haters
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Hello bitches!!,,it's me again(slept wid 7 guys n went to HU).I kw a fuck up bitch when I c one!.n I am seeing a lot of u in ma comment section...first of all,y'all filthy virgin bitches who Neva got some..u will die bitter n alone..
"thank u! For ur concern n everything,but I ve been tested n um free (I guess god didn't listen to ur prayers)..i vented bcuz i was concerned bout d 7th guy,but y'all flipped to sum judgmental asses..can't blame u ,y'all uneducated n can't read..so wat am saying is fuck off,if u don have nice things to say....
P.S um rockin it wid a new guy!!,,.but I still need help wid dat guy....#bye..haters
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They say its easy but when the little things just keep pilling up on me and it gets worse. Maybe im over reacting i dont know im mentally exhausted emotionally depressed but i appear fine i get my hair done my nails done and dress appropriately because i dont want anyone knowing what is going on with me. I have pushed all my friends away somehow i have become really distant and rude very rude. I pretend all the time with my family making them think im living the life because i dont want to worry anyone Im more sarcastic than i normally was and i always sob the living shit out of myself almost everyday and no one hears me cry i feel lonely,neglected , and worthless like a person who was born for no good i haven't had a solid family background growing up which i think is the cause of all this. I feel lost ... please if anyone of you have ever felt like this help me i think im thinking suicidal thoughts and im hating myself please help
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They say its easy but when the little things just keep pilling up on me and it gets worse. Maybe im over reacting i dont know im mentally exhausted emotionally depressed but i appear fine i get my hair done my nails done and dress appropriately because i dont want anyone knowing what is going on with me. I have pushed all my friends away somehow i have become really distant and rude very rude. I pretend all the time with my family making them think im living the life because i dont want to worry anyone Im more sarcastic than i normally was and i always sob the living shit out of myself almost everyday and no one hears me cry i feel lonely,neglected , and worthless like a person who was born for no good i haven't had a solid family background growing up which i think is the cause of all this. I feel lost ... please if anyone of you have ever felt like this help me i think im thinking suicidal thoughts and im hating myself please help
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Hey guys so this is my third time venting its pretty long just bear with me...so i just want help if there is any and also if any one has my condition...so i may have a some kind of disorder...its started a few years ago...i would be awake from sleep but i couldnt move a muscle and no matter wat, am stuck and no one hears any of my cries for help and each of those times i felt a certain danger impending ...after a quick prayer in my head it lets go of me and am really awake and could finally get to move
Sooo i googled it and asked people and its called sleep parlysis or dukak...it happens wen u sleep on ur bak or in unsual time of ur sleep cycle soo i adjusted and it was fine for a few months but it was bak and this time my mind was playing tricks on me...i would wake up to find my self in a sleep parlysis after a few agonizing mins it finally lets me go and i would be able to move but thats just a fake reality ,a dream...and the dreams are so vivid and just like my daily life and i never find out its a dream until i see a glitch in that perfect replica of my life and wen i do find it i am back into the part where i am paralyzed again trying to move...This cycle goes on a lot of times some times and its really the worst thing ever i am kinda afraid of going to sleep....please help
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Hey guys so this is my third time venting its pretty long just bear with me...so i just want help if there is any and also if any one has my condition...so i may have a some kind of disorder...its started a few years ago...i would be awake from sleep but i couldnt move a muscle and no matter wat, am stuck and no one hears any of my cries for help and each of those times i felt a certain danger impending ...after a quick prayer in my head it lets go of me and am really awake and could finally get to move
Sooo i googled it and asked people and its called sleep parlysis or dukak...it happens wen u sleep on ur bak or in unsual time of ur sleep cycle soo i adjusted and it was fine for a few months but it was bak and this time my mind was playing tricks on me...i would wake up to find my self in a sleep parlysis after a few agonizing mins it finally lets me go and i would be able to move but thats just a fake reality ,a dream...and the dreams are so vivid and just like my daily life and i never find out its a dream until i see a glitch in that perfect replica of my life and wen i do find it i am back into the part where i am paralyzed again trying to move...This cycle goes on a lot of times some times and its really the worst thing ever i am kinda afraid of going to sleep....please help
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Hey pueblos , I'm nf....I need your help. I don't know what to do , my so called gf is threatening to commit suicide if I brake up with her . I'm not sure if she's bring drama queen or it's the real deal.
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Hey pueblos , I'm nf....I need your help. I don't know what to do , my so called gf is threatening to commit suicide if I brake up with her . I'm not sure if she's bring drama queen or it's the real deal.
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Hello its my first time venting so dont crush me with rude comments.
Here it goes, I am a highschool senior and I feel like my life is a big failure and disappointment. For starters all the people arround me dont understand me or love me the way I deserve to be loved.. not my family, not my friends. And I can live with that cos deep down I know better days will come and there will be someone. But thats not the problem, the problem is that Im a disappointment to myself. I always make plans and layout things to do but I mostly fail to do them. And those things I dont do have a huge effect in my future which is the only thing Im living for right now. I am such a lazy procrastinator who doesnt act on whats important and has lost focus on priorities. I just dont know what to do to be able to focus and do whats neccessary for my life. Can you guys tell me how I can commit and be determined? Thank you for your time
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Hello its my first time venting so dont crush me with rude comments.
Here it goes, I am a highschool senior and I feel like my life is a big failure and disappointment. For starters all the people arround me dont understand me or love me the way I deserve to be loved.. not my family, not my friends. And I can live with that cos deep down I know better days will come and there will be someone. But thats not the problem, the problem is that Im a disappointment to myself. I always make plans and layout things to do but I mostly fail to do them. And those things I dont do have a huge effect in my future which is the only thing Im living for right now. I am such a lazy procrastinator who doesnt act on whats important and has lost focus on priorities. I just dont know what to do to be able to focus and do whats neccessary for my life. Can you guys tell me how I can commit and be determined? Thank you for your time
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Hello guy, Think of this channel as 7,400 peoples,community gathered for a talk, discussions, exchanging ideas in auditorium. A Recently made survey in this channel shows there are teenagers and age of below 16 . Let's keep this community healthy with our words,vents. Don't be instrumental to change them negatively.
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Hello guy, Think of this channel as 7,400 peoples,community gathered for a talk, discussions, exchanging ideas in auditorium. A Recently made survey in this channel shows there are teenagers and age of below 16 . Let's keep this community healthy with our words,vents. Don't be instrumental to change them negatively.
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Im a 12th grader and i hv been wanting to study abroad (specifically America) since i was a child but most of the universities in the US r expensive .. I can only afford 2 pay like 5000 dollars per year .. It's kinda hard 4 me to have full/half scholarship since my grades r not that high.
So do u guys know cheap universities that has high acceptance rate and give high financial support and also if u guys know agents that helps u out in college application COMMENT
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Im a 12th grader and i hv been wanting to study abroad (specifically America) since i was a child but most of the universities in the US r expensive .. I can only afford 2 pay like 5000 dollars per year .. It's kinda hard 4 me to have full/half scholarship since my grades r not that high.
So do u guys know cheap universities that has high acceptance rate and give high financial support and also if u guys know agents that helps u out in college application COMMENT
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They’re all the same. You think yours is different eh? Well here’s a news flash. He’s not. He may be less similar to them but they’re all the same. I just cannot pretend anymore.
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They’re all the same. You think yours is different eh? Well here’s a news flash. He’s not. He may be less similar to them but they’re all the same. I just cannot pretend anymore.
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What do u do when u close ur eyes and picture urself murdering someone? Agian and again and again.... and what do u when that someone usually doesnt have a face but other times r the ones that are close to u? What do u do when ur in a noisy crowd and every detail every clicking and stamping is shooting daggers through ur head and u just want to stab ur ears? What do u do when it gives u pure pleasure when u see someone in pain? What do u do when u find out ur true nature is pure madness?
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What do u do when u close ur eyes and picture urself murdering someone? Agian and again and again.... and what do u when that someone usually doesnt have a face but other times r the ones that are close to u? What do u do when ur in a noisy crowd and every detail every clicking and stamping is shooting daggers through ur head and u just want to stab ur ears? What do u do when it gives u pure pleasure when u see someone in pain? What do u do when u find out ur true nature is pure madness?
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Hey guys.. Has anyone in this group ever had F1 visa interview. If so please share your experience!
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Hey guys.. Has anyone in this group ever had F1 visa interview. If so please share your experience!
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I didn’t want to think or write or even vent about this because if I do then it would mean that it really is something that’s bothering me. Childish, I know.
So here goes. I never thought of myself as the jealous type. I mean I do get jealous but I don’t go crazy over my pointless jealousies and act on them or anything. Anyways, am I jealous of his ex? Yes. Am I jealous of the girl he used to talk to before we got together? Yes. Am I jealous of the girl everyone thought he was dating(he still has several pictures of her in his wallet btw, I didn’t even ask about it)? YES! But I know that’s all in the past and that I got the boy and that he chose me🤗 ❤️. These “jealousies” just indicate that I actually love and care about him, so they’re pretty easy to shrug off. All of that 👆🏾is to show you that I’m rational and I trust him with all my heart.
We have a friend. I was friends with her first , so over the years I’ve seen how selfish she can get sometimes(hence why we’re not close).
I remember her trying to get his attention and everything back in the days but I just assumed she wanted him to be one of the guys she leads on but keep at arms length. Bicha after we started dating they became close friends. He even felt comfortable enough to tell me that he loves her so much. I just said “Yeah, she’s great.“
So one day we were in our dorms studying for an exam and I run out of credit so I asked if I could use her phone to send him a text. I did and just when I was about to give the phone back I saw my name. Call me weak or judge if you want I don’t care. I SCROLLED.
We had a fight and he was talking to her about it. He even forwarded some of my messages to her 😏. Guess what her solution to ALL our problems was? To see each other less. To create distance between us. Yes he listened to her and tried it. No I didn’t agree to it and we had another fight.
I swear I try to turn a blind eye to the little things. She calls him for no reason and when he tells her he’s with me she asks stupid questions about class and hangs up. To answer your question, she has a weird on and off thing going on with another guy. What pisses off me the most is I don’t think she even loves him like that. She makes it look like I’m not good enough for him. I guess she’s used to being the pretty girl everyone has a crush on 🙄.
What gets to me even more is I never thought I would ever be this kind of person. It’s very exhausting and sad. I want to roll my eyes and ignore everything that’s going on but she’s everywhere. 😏
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Hide My Identity.
I need to vent.
I didn’t want to think or write or even vent about this because if I do then it would mean that it really is something that’s bothering me. Childish, I know.
So here goes. I never thought of myself as the jealous type. I mean I do get jealous but I don’t go crazy over my pointless jealousies and act on them or anything. Anyways, am I jealous of his ex? Yes. Am I jealous of the girl he used to talk to before we got together? Yes. Am I jealous of the girl everyone thought he was dating(he still has several pictures of her in his wallet btw, I didn’t even ask about it)? YES! But I know that’s all in the past and that I got the boy and that he chose me🤗 ❤️. These “jealousies” just indicate that I actually love and care about him, so they’re pretty easy to shrug off. All of that 👆🏾is to show you that I’m rational and I trust him with all my heart.
We have a friend. I was friends with her first , so over the years I’ve seen how selfish she can get sometimes(hence why we’re not close).
I remember her trying to get his attention and everything back in the days but I just assumed she wanted him to be one of the guys she leads on but keep at arms length. Bicha after we started dating they became close friends. He even felt comfortable enough to tell me that he loves her so much. I just said “Yeah, she’s great.“
So one day we were in our dorms studying for an exam and I run out of credit so I asked if I could use her phone to send him a text. I did and just when I was about to give the phone back I saw my name. Call me weak or judge if you want I don’t care. I SCROLLED.
We had a fight and he was talking to her about it. He even forwarded some of my messages to her 😏. Guess what her solution to ALL our problems was? To see each other less. To create distance between us. Yes he listened to her and tried it. No I didn’t agree to it and we had another fight.
I swear I try to turn a blind eye to the little things. She calls him for no reason and when he tells her he’s with me she asks stupid questions about class and hangs up. To answer your question, she has a weird on and off thing going on with another guy. What pisses off me the most is I don’t think she even loves him like that. She makes it look like I’m not good enough for him. I guess she’s used to being the pretty girl everyone has a crush on 🙄.
What gets to me even more is I never thought I would ever be this kind of person. It’s very exhausting and sad. I want to roll my eyes and ignore everything that’s going on but she’s everywhere. 😏
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