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I hate her. I despise her. I look down on who she is and everything she stands for. In my eyes she is everything i dont ever want to become. If theres even the slightest chance that i'll become someone like her then i promise to live alone and isolated from people. Because i know i will make them as miserable and as sad and as bitter as she made me. Every second i spend with her makes me realise what an unhelpful, dumb, arrogant and hateful woman she truly is. She tries so hard to cover it up in front of other yet i still see through her fake smiles and bad jokes and make up. First chance i get, im going as far away as i can from her. To a place where i dont have to be reminded of that pathetic excuse of a woman. I'll forget her and live my life right. Be a better person than she was and will ever be. This, i promise to myself.
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I hate her. I despise her. I look down on who she is and everything she stands for. In my eyes she is everything i dont ever want to become. If theres even the slightest chance that i'll become someone like her then i promise to live alone and isolated from people. Because i know i will make them as miserable and as sad and as bitter as she made me. Every second i spend with her makes me realise what an unhelpful, dumb, arrogant and hateful woman she truly is. She tries so hard to cover it up in front of other yet i still see through her fake smiles and bad jokes and make up. First chance i get, im going as far away as i can from her. To a place where i dont have to be reminded of that pathetic excuse of a woman. I'll forget her and live my life right. Be a better person than she was and will ever be. This, i promise to myself.
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Hey there I'm kinda confused about my future I had my mind set on international buisness but i heard it has too much math and i hate math so if there anyone here who knows about international buisness I really need advice from someone who actually gets it.
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Hey there I'm kinda confused about my future I had my mind set on international buisness but i heard it has too much math and i hate math so if there anyone here who knows about international buisness I really need advice from someone who actually gets it.
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Okay so I'm a girl. And I'm one of those girls uk whose pride beka iske ilay dires. Pride sil I dont mean looking down on people, my family raised me to respect people. I mean pride as in kurat, like over respect for myself. In any situation. Even with guys I'm very kurategna. I don't chase dudes, ina if I like a guy kalawaragn I dont talk to him because idk. I feel like I'm compromising my respect for some reason. Most guys think oh bewibetwa korta she thinks shes too good for us. Gin that's not the case, I just. I dont know. I play hard to get tp the maximum. And I dont like that. Especially since ahun I like this guy ina I pretend I dont like him, but the more I do the more I feel for him. Isum he used to come talk to me minamin, and when he did besiraat awareaw neber, gin betsbaye betamm sibeza meterb ina keld iwedalhu sew ke kerbku isum hes like that. Which is y we clicked. Gin at some point andogn we had a fall out. He apologized, but I grew distant and so did he. I want to get him. Min larg.
Ina inakachun guys, negative kehone commentachw please keep it to yourself. This vent doesnt affect ur life in any way so y get mad.
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Okay so I'm a girl. And I'm one of those girls uk whose pride beka iske ilay dires. Pride sil I dont mean looking down on people, my family raised me to respect people. I mean pride as in kurat, like over respect for myself. In any situation. Even with guys I'm very kurategna. I don't chase dudes, ina if I like a guy kalawaragn I dont talk to him because idk. I feel like I'm compromising my respect for some reason. Most guys think oh bewibetwa korta she thinks shes too good for us. Gin that's not the case, I just. I dont know. I play hard to get tp the maximum. And I dont like that. Especially since ahun I like this guy ina I pretend I dont like him, but the more I do the more I feel for him. Isum he used to come talk to me minamin, and when he did besiraat awareaw neber, gin betsbaye betamm sibeza meterb ina keld iwedalhu sew ke kerbku isum hes like that. Which is y we clicked. Gin at some point andogn we had a fall out. He apologized, but I grew distant and so did he. I want to get him. Min larg.
Ina inakachun guys, negative kehone commentachw please keep it to yourself. This vent doesnt affect ur life in any way so y get mad.
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This is scary.
I have seen so many lesbians this year than any other.
WTF is happening? Are the guys not giving them enough?๐๐๐ nah for real thou this shit really freaks me out. Is it normal now or anything? I'm specifically talking about Ethiopians here, not the rest. I swear there are girls in our dormitory that were found with toys and shit. How does someone do that?? It is very disturbing to me y'all and CAN SOME ONE PLEASE explain it to me if I am missing anything
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This is scary.
I have seen so many lesbians this year than any other.
WTF is happening? Are the guys not giving them enough?๐๐๐ nah for real thou this shit really freaks me out. Is it normal now or anything? I'm specifically talking about Ethiopians here, not the rest. I swear there are girls in our dormitory that were found with toys and shit. How does someone do that?? It is very disturbing to me y'all and CAN SOME ONE PLEASE explain it to me if I am missing anything
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Just wanted to express somthing ...hope thats okay...
trust me its not about u ...its about her and him ...he is not you, he resembles u, infact he is your exact replica both your soul and facade but he is still not you because i cant feel about you the way i do for him...and her is not me..she has my soul and mind but not body ...i am not perfect enough like you to have an exact clone...the story is simple between them she loves him and he loves her the rest is telenovela drama with a few passion reliving moments ebc wouldnt air on tv๐๐...some how in my head its okay like this,i hate the idea of wanting you this way and i am ashamed of it but at the same time i cant help it so i will just keep the stories flowing in the boundaries of my head to keep on appearing like a sane incontrol person...
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Just wanted to express somthing ...hope thats okay...
trust me its not about u ...its about her and him ...he is not you, he resembles u, infact he is your exact replica both your soul and facade but he is still not you because i cant feel about you the way i do for him...and her is not me..she has my soul and mind but not body ...i am not perfect enough like you to have an exact clone...the story is simple between them she loves him and he loves her the rest is telenovela drama with a few passion reliving moments ebc wouldnt air on tv๐๐...some how in my head its okay like this,i hate the idea of wanting you this way and i am ashamed of it but at the same time i cant help it so i will just keep the stories flowing in the boundaries of my head to keep on appearing like a sane incontrol person...
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Hey y'all am 23 I rly don't know y but z last 10 months hv been z most weirdest days of ma life every time I meet a guy or like n want to get to know him ends up married its so freaking weird
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Hey y'all am 23 I rly don't know y but z last 10 months hv been z most weirdest days of ma life every time I meet a guy or like n want to get to know him ends up married its so freaking weird
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hey guys its new joiner... and wanna start with asking for help... its been a month since I start dating this guy, he is really nice guy but I can't love him... but he thought this relationship have future when I am planning to end it up!
I can't forget my ex, I can't moved on even tho its been 2year since we broke up... help me guys I don't know what to do! ๐๐คฆโโ
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hey guys its new joiner... and wanna start with asking for help... its been a month since I start dating this guy, he is really nice guy but I can't love him... but he thought this relationship have future when I am planning to end it up!
I can't forget my ex, I can't moved on even tho its been 2year since we broke up... help me guys I don't know what to do! ๐๐คฆโโ
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Hey guys... this is for my friend. So sheโs been friends with this guy she is madly in love with. Iโve never seen her like that, ever. They know each other physically and when they go to โbetekrestyanโ they see each other but never say hi. They only text and call. She told me it was because people will talk stuff (you know habesha old people) and so itโs very awkward especially considering the fact that he is not the type to talk to girls and heโs very different from the rest of his friends. Now she went to a different country and she still doesnโt know if he likes her or not... she confessed her feelings to him and he maskeyesed it but still kept on talking to her. He is quite a gentleman, he doesnโt flirt or ask her to do nasty stuff for him..... which makes it hard to think heโs a player... he is quite shy when he talks on the phone... she really needs my help but Iโm as confused ๐คทโโ๏ธ as her so I need yallโs help. Do you think he likes her and heโs too shy or scared or do you belive that guys will let you know your feelings no matter what and if he liked her he wouldโve told her ?
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Hey guys... this is for my friend. So sheโs been friends with this guy she is madly in love with. Iโve never seen her like that, ever. They know each other physically and when they go to โbetekrestyanโ they see each other but never say hi. They only text and call. She told me it was because people will talk stuff (you know habesha old people) and so itโs very awkward especially considering the fact that he is not the type to talk to girls and heโs very different from the rest of his friends. Now she went to a different country and she still doesnโt know if he likes her or not... she confessed her feelings to him and he maskeyesed it but still kept on talking to her. He is quite a gentleman, he doesnโt flirt or ask her to do nasty stuff for him..... which makes it hard to think heโs a player... he is quite shy when he talks on the phone... she really needs my help but Iโm as confused ๐คทโโ๏ธ as her so I need yallโs help. Do you think he likes her and heโs too shy or scared or do you belive that guys will let you know your feelings no matter what and if he liked her he wouldโve told her ?
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Well ......here we have it , i am an official side chick and i dont know what to door how to get out of it since i am a peoples pleaser
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Well ......here we have it , i am an official side chick and i dont know what to door how to get out of it since i am a peoples pleaser
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Hey guys, this isn't a vent but a question. My gf is kinda skinny and always talks about getting her belly button pierced, nd I think it'll look sexy on her. I wanna surprise her by taking her to a spot which do that but don't know any such place in addis. Any suggestions?
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Hey guys, this isn't a vent but a question. My gf is kinda skinny and always talks about getting her belly button pierced, nd I think it'll look sexy on her. I wanna surprise her by taking her to a spot which do that but don't know any such place in addis. Any suggestions?
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Hello, I just want to ask...do you ladies faint during your period?...like I do...and when I woke up am in the emergency room minamen ena with oxygen in my mouth , ena if I were at home they say I coulhv died...ena I have fear during this time..ena is it normal..like do ppls faint during their periods?..
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Hello, I just want to ask...do you ladies faint during your period?...like I do...and when I woke up am in the emergency room minamen ena with oxygen in my mouth , ena if I were at home they say I coulhv died...ena I have fear during this time..ena is it normal..like do ppls faint during their periods?..
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Why is it easier for me to wallow in sadness wen happiness is right infront of me...why do i keep on being bitter wen i have all the best in situations...why do i have this constant need to hate my self ,to scold my self ,be angry at my self...i use to be so postive and optimist cheering people around me but now i would rather hide and just sulk.. i am tired of pretending i am happy(i should be happy but i am just not).. but i still dont like pity and shoving my shitty mood in peoples face like i am doing now๐ ...i am afraid of pain yet i wanna hurt my self... i never had suicidal thoughts tho so i guess i am not depressed but just empty in need of a feeling ...but a negative feeling...i just took a pain killer coz its better to be numb than be some one who i am not ...and i also know it has long term effects if i keep on taking it which made it apear even more appealing coz that would hurt me ..lately i just hate me so much i feel i deserve bad things ....i know people have real problems and i am a bitch ...i just happen to feel this way ...how do i stop it ????
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Why is it easier for me to wallow in sadness wen happiness is right infront of me...why do i keep on being bitter wen i have all the best in situations...why do i have this constant need to hate my self ,to scold my self ,be angry at my self...i use to be so postive and optimist cheering people around me but now i would rather hide and just sulk.. i am tired of pretending i am happy(i should be happy but i am just not).. but i still dont like pity and shoving my shitty mood in peoples face like i am doing now๐ ...i am afraid of pain yet i wanna hurt my self... i never had suicidal thoughts tho so i guess i am not depressed but just empty in need of a feeling ...but a negative feeling...i just took a pain killer coz its better to be numb than be some one who i am not ...and i also know it has long term effects if i keep on taking it which made it apear even more appealing coz that would hurt me ..lately i just hate me so much i feel i deserve bad things ....i know people have real problems and i am a bitch ...i just happen to feel this way ...how do i stop it ????
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Hey everyone, something is seriously wrong with me! Before i was not outgoing and like i don't talk to people i dont know but after i went through this really harsh and painful breakup its like i have this craving for guys and i talk to anyone (literally), and i have said i love u to most of them and i don't even mean it and i didnt want to say it but how do u reply to "i think am falling for u" (am not bragging and it ain't a good thing) its like i just want them physically not mentally and thats not like me, i never even kissed anyone let alone have physical attraction, am ashamed to tell any of my friends so i hope u guys can help me๐ thanks kind people ๐
P.s: i hope u all get through what ever is going on in your lives
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Hey everyone, something is seriously wrong with me! Before i was not outgoing and like i don't talk to people i dont know but after i went through this really harsh and painful breakup its like i have this craving for guys and i talk to anyone (literally), and i have said i love u to most of them and i don't even mean it and i didnt want to say it but how do u reply to "i think am falling for u" (am not bragging and it ain't a good thing) its like i just want them physically not mentally and thats not like me, i never even kissed anyone let alone have physical attraction, am ashamed to tell any of my friends so i hope u guys can help me๐ thanks kind people ๐
P.s: i hope u all get through what ever is going on in your lives
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Hello ๐ my fellow humans!
Depression is consuming every last bit of me! What is happiness? I have lost the definition of happiness the feeling of happiness so FUCKING DEPRESSED ๐, like i need a life? Something to live for? A guy or a friend or something worth living for? Do u ever get that feeling where a person looks at you and seems like they understand but there in their mind thinking about "who is this stupid girl thinking she is the only one with the problem" and am starting to think that ever one hates me and is out to get me!!! I need a friend or anything that i love? How can i get that help me!!!!!??๐๐๐๐
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Hello ๐ my fellow humans!
Depression is consuming every last bit of me! What is happiness? I have lost the definition of happiness the feeling of happiness so FUCKING DEPRESSED ๐, like i need a life? Something to live for? A guy or a friend or something worth living for? Do u ever get that feeling where a person looks at you and seems like they understand but there in their mind thinking about "who is this stupid girl thinking she is the only one with the problem" and am starting to think that ever one hates me and is out to get me!!! I need a friend or anything that i love? How can i get that help me!!!!!??๐๐๐๐
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I definitely love you...I don't want any one else..u r the first and last thing that comes into my mind
Gn the problem is I'm a med student...and I don't have the economy to make her happy...and for that I restrain my self! Do you girls really fall in love with a stud?...
P.s I never want to be that rich...but because of you all I can think abt is how to become one.
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I definitely love you...I don't want any one else..u r the first and last thing that comes into my mind
Gn the problem is I'm a med student...and I don't have the economy to make her happy...and for that I restrain my self! Do you girls really fall in love with a stud?...
P.s I never want to be that rich...but because of you all I can think abt is how to become one.
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I remember the first day weโve met it was back in high school, we just happened to sit around each other, I donโt usually start conversation with females but I did that day, the teacher didnโt show up and we had a lot of time to talk, I recall our first conversation it was about a movie, this movie which we both had a fondness for so we talked for a while about the movie and then the bell chime out and you had to go,
I sat there with my friends talking but the whole time I was just waiting till the bell rings but we didnโt talk again because you didnโt show up for the next class,
regardless of that I really was happy that day I remember Imaging this crazy scenarios on my way home, I always do that but this time you was in it.
You see after that day you become my muse sometimes we talked and when we didnโt I looked at you silently,
I liked looking at you when you are not paying attention because thatโs when youโre beautiful the most because youโre not trying youโre being you and to me that was best version of you,
and it felt good talking to you too, even discussing the little-little things around us with you felt good.
I hardly believe in prayers but I just kept praying for us to end up together, every night since i mate you I prayed.
And I just kept imagining these scenarios in my mind of how we end up together and get married have kids and then grow old together, because they made me happy and they still do.
Those were good times my best friend but I lost you on the way I still donโt understand how but youโre not mine, you were never mine.
You are my best friend and the love of my life I know that but we were never meant to be together, so today I prayed, I prayed that the lucky guy who gets to be your husband knows your worth and make you happy always.
and then I cried, I cried for not being good enough.
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I remember the first day weโve met it was back in high school, we just happened to sit around each other, I donโt usually start conversation with females but I did that day, the teacher didnโt show up and we had a lot of time to talk, I recall our first conversation it was about a movie, this movie which we both had a fondness for so we talked for a while about the movie and then the bell chime out and you had to go,
I sat there with my friends talking but the whole time I was just waiting till the bell rings but we didnโt talk again because you didnโt show up for the next class,
regardless of that I really was happy that day I remember Imaging this crazy scenarios on my way home, I always do that but this time you was in it.
You see after that day you become my muse sometimes we talked and when we didnโt I looked at you silently,
I liked looking at you when you are not paying attention because thatโs when youโre beautiful the most because youโre not trying youโre being you and to me that was best version of you,
and it felt good talking to you too, even discussing the little-little things around us with you felt good.
I hardly believe in prayers but I just kept praying for us to end up together, every night since i mate you I prayed.
And I just kept imagining these scenarios in my mind of how we end up together and get married have kids and then grow old together, because they made me happy and they still do.
Those were good times my best friend but I lost you on the way I still donโt understand how but youโre not mine, you were never mine.
You are my best friend and the love of my life I know that but we were never meant to be together, so today I prayed, I prayed that the lucky guy who gets to be your husband knows your worth and make you happy always.
and then I cried, I cried for not being good enough.
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I have a really bad news to convey to you all.
Many of you may not know this but we have a lot of opposition from a lot of individuals. Many of them are directed towards the anonymity and about the trust you put in us by venting.
We have tried to tolerate all the negativity with respect and without frustration, even by showing proofs, but it has got to a point where we can't do our work properly.
In light of these events we will be having a meeting about closing the channel. My guess is that we'll close it but we can't be sure till the meeting. I will convey to you the results of the meeting tomorrow.
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This is Unihorse ๐ฆ.
I have a really bad news to convey to you all.
Many of you may not know this but we have a lot of opposition from a lot of individuals. Many of them are directed towards the anonymity and about the trust you put in us by venting.
We have tried to tolerate all the negativity with respect and without frustration, even by showing proofs, but it has got to a point where we can't do our work properly.
In light of these events we will be having a meeting about closing the channel. My guess is that we'll close it but we can't be sure till the meeting. I will convey to you the results of the meeting tomorrow.
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We have two announcements today.
โข The meeting...
I know we've not put you at ease and we apologize about that.
After the aforesaid meeting, we have reached a decision. Because of all the work and effort we've put on the channel, the good that we stand for and, most of all, because of your undenied support, we have decided to keep on going and not close the channel. ๐๐
โข The bot...
The bot is finally up.
It's known that we've been posting declined vents till the bot was operational. We have deleted those vents and we're going to continue like absolutely nothing happened lol ๐
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We have two announcements today.
โข The meeting...
I know we've not put you at ease and we apologize about that.
After the aforesaid meeting, we have reached a decision. Because of all the work and effort we've put on the channel, the good that we stand for and, most of all, because of your undenied support, we have decided to keep on going and not close the channel. ๐๐
โข The bot...
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It's known that we've been posting declined vents till the bot was operational. We have deleted those vents and we're going to continue like absolutely nothing happened lol ๐
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Is forgetting the past and starting over with eachother that hard. I mean I love him n he loves me y is it a problem to show it. Ene gin maygebagn sew abrewt eyalu tiru endemehon ketetalu behula melemamen... after our breakup he made me believe we'd be gr8 together .. but a week later it's z same shit again .. the funny part is am tired of saying let's break up cuz I knw we cannot stay broken up .. we love each other ... gin eyu min arigeh new... second chance enisetat tebabilen ende adis tihonaleh .. normal enihun? Rln ship wist nen gin act like strangers is that the normal u're looking for ... I don't get it
I highly doubt u'd ever see this but if u ever do I rly rly love u n I wanna make it work wiz u. I don't think I'll ever be happy wiz out u. So darling pls come back๐
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Is forgetting the past and starting over with eachother that hard. I mean I love him n he loves me y is it a problem to show it. Ene gin maygebagn sew abrewt eyalu tiru endemehon ketetalu behula melemamen... after our breakup he made me believe we'd be gr8 together .. but a week later it's z same shit again .. the funny part is am tired of saying let's break up cuz I knw we cannot stay broken up .. we love each other ... gin eyu min arigeh new... second chance enisetat tebabilen ende adis tihonaleh .. normal enihun? Rln ship wist nen gin act like strangers is that the normal u're looking for ... I don't get it
I highly doubt u'd ever see this but if u ever do I rly rly love u n I wanna make it work wiz u. I don't think I'll ever be happy wiz out u. So darling pls come back๐
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This is more of an advise than a confess. For everyone out there reading this, just dont make the same mistake as me. No matter who the person u like or have feelings for is don't be pussy and hesitate when the opportunity to start something or even go to the next level with that person comes. Take it from me. I got to learn this the hard way because the girl I ended up loving and thought was my soul mate, the girl I thought loved me too, is now dating another guy who she claimes to love and they're even considering marriage right when they're done with school. And the one thing I regret is not making a move.
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This is more of an advise than a confess. For everyone out there reading this, just dont make the same mistake as me. No matter who the person u like or have feelings for is don't be pussy and hesitate when the opportunity to start something or even go to the next level with that person comes. Take it from me. I got to learn this the hard way because the girl I ended up loving and thought was my soul mate, the girl I thought loved me too, is now dating another guy who she claimes to love and they're even considering marriage right when they're done with school. And the one thing I regret is not making a move.
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I took a picture of a friend...she smiles a lot ...n I always tell her that she is beautiful ...cuz she always smiled ...
Then I missed my Smile....the one I had years ago...the real excitement's flame burning in my soul n shaking my nerves to lift my lips up n curl them up n glows my face n narrow my eyes cuz I've seen enough joy for the moment to cherish ...flame burning in my soul catalyzed by the beauty of creation shaked my nerves n move them in a way to hold my hand up on my face and cover it cuz things are awesomely overwhelming that made my hands cover my face in z wonder of where this all joy came from ...z same flame was destroyed by the fire it got attracted to...z fire that made it question its nature...the nature of burning,lighting z dark n shake n move nerves ...made it question the difference between warm and hot ...n made it realise it was just warm before the fire....then the same fire ignited the flame n consumed it with its power...the same fire that ate the small fire got bigger n hotter using z lil flame's power ...n left my soul so cold n so unexcited ever ... that fire u see took my soul n disappeared ...ever since then I am just a snowflake unseen n just so cold as if I've never been warm before...as if I am dumb enough to understand what I were n was capable of knowing...
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Hide My Identity.
I need to vent.
I took a picture of a friend...she smiles a lot ...n I always tell her that she is beautiful ...cuz she always smiled ...
Then I missed my Smile....the one I had years ago...the real excitement's flame burning in my soul n shaking my nerves to lift my lips up n curl them up n glows my face n narrow my eyes cuz I've seen enough joy for the moment to cherish ...flame burning in my soul catalyzed by the beauty of creation shaked my nerves n move them in a way to hold my hand up on my face and cover it cuz things are awesomely overwhelming that made my hands cover my face in z wonder of where this all joy came from ...z same flame was destroyed by the fire it got attracted to...z fire that made it question its nature...the nature of burning,lighting z dark n shake n move nerves ...made it question the difference between warm and hot ...n made it realise it was just warm before the fire....then the same fire ignited the flame n consumed it with its power...the same fire that ate the small fire got bigger n hotter using z lil flame's power ...n left my soul so cold n so unexcited ever ... that fire u see took my soul n disappeared ...ever since then I am just a snowflake unseen n just so cold as if I've never been warm before...as if I am dumb enough to understand what I were n was capable of knowing...
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