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Hi everyone so my story is so long and its that I am a silent,shy n so kind person or so 'they' say n because of that i have so much things that i hide n bury inside me and doing that hurts and kills me from inside everytime.
When ever I'm being fooled by 'them' I just smile n let it slide with just a fake warning or be silent about it like I dont know anythin about it I want to get revenge but i cant I just forgive 'them' without even tryin and ma frnds tell me I'm too soft n I need to be strict I just reply with "i know n I will" but I dont.
And I am very shy that I dont talk to girls to the part that I didnt talk to the girls in ma class like the whole high school until after going to the university I wanted to start a new life because I was in a new country n new faces n started talking to girls in ma class to be exactly responding to them
Recently I started to notice 1 of ma frnds (girl) who I thought of her as a normal frnd is talking with or about me with kindness n love or so I think n everytime she talks with me she talks nice about me and I automatically got to super shy mode and just responded with a big smile n 1 or 2 words like (thanks n u too)
N I thought in ma self maybe she likes me because I didn't express somethin like this before in ma life n because of this idea I started to notice her much more n started to have some feeling for her like I already had it from the beginning n day by day that feeling developed to love but kept silent about it as usual and buried it inside me but 1 day someone from her classmate confessed his feeling to her by a message and she was shy about it because it was the first time for her and thought she will ignore him because she didn't talk with him before but I think she accepted it going with the flow to get a bf because all of her frnds got bf and after a few days her frnds was talking about her n him being together the night I knew and the night I felt that wierd feeling the feeling of being stabbed in the heart and what I buried inside me got out for the first time I couldn't bury it I kept smiling with a pain in ma heart I never felt before but she never stopped talking with me like before even she spends more time with me than him so I wanted to try harder but what the difference I can't confess I dont have the courage or know how to do it. But I cant even sleep of thinking of her plus she still has that so called "bf" and I don't want her to be disturbed by me I wish her to be happy even if it is without me thats y I'm afraid to confess n if she replied with that painful "I see u as a brother" thing.
So it may be awkward for her at that time n I dont want her to be at that kind of place because of me. Sometimes I think y dont bury it inside me like I used to do n continue. So what to do about the kindness n silences problems should I do Somethin to change it and about ma crush what should I do again I'm sorry for the long story
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Hi everyone so my story is so long and its that I am a silent,shy n so kind person or so 'they' say n because of that i have so much things that i hide n bury inside me and doing that hurts and kills me from inside everytime.
When ever I'm being fooled by 'them' I just smile n let it slide with just a fake warning or be silent about it like I dont know anythin about it I want to get revenge but i cant I just forgive 'them' without even tryin and ma frnds tell me I'm too soft n I need to be strict I just reply with "i know n I will" but I dont.
And I am very shy that I dont talk to girls to the part that I didnt talk to the girls in ma class like the whole high school until after going to the university I wanted to start a new life because I was in a new country n new faces n started talking to girls in ma class to be exactly responding to them
Recently I started to notice 1 of ma frnds (girl) who I thought of her as a normal frnd is talking with or about me with kindness n love or so I think n everytime she talks with me she talks nice about me and I automatically got to super shy mode and just responded with a big smile n 1 or 2 words like (thanks n u too)
N I thought in ma self maybe she likes me because I didn't express somethin like this before in ma life n because of this idea I started to notice her much more n started to have some feeling for her like I already had it from the beginning n day by day that feeling developed to love but kept silent about it as usual and buried it inside me but 1 day someone from her classmate confessed his feeling to her by a message and she was shy about it because it was the first time for her and thought she will ignore him because she didn't talk with him before but I think she accepted it going with the flow to get a bf because all of her frnds got bf and after a few days her frnds was talking about her n him being together the night I knew and the night I felt that wierd feeling the feeling of being stabbed in the heart and what I buried inside me got out for the first time I couldn't bury it I kept smiling with a pain in ma heart I never felt before but she never stopped talking with me like before even she spends more time with me than him so I wanted to try harder but what the difference I can't confess I dont have the courage or know how to do it. But I cant even sleep of thinking of her plus she still has that so called "bf" and I don't want her to be disturbed by me I wish her to be happy even if it is without me thats y I'm afraid to confess n if she replied with that painful "I see u as a brother" thing.
So it may be awkward for her at that time n I dont want her to be at that kind of place because of me. Sometimes I think y dont bury it inside me like I used to do n continue. So what to do about the kindness n silences problems should I do Somethin to change it and about ma crush what should I do again I'm sorry for the long story
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I'm about to say some shit that practically happens to us all...ladies mostly. If a girl, or woman...any female actually, is alone on a street, she's a victim to sexual harassment. Unknown to most is that this causes severe psychological damage...ene migermegn people say that chicks like lekefa n all gen every time a girl goes somewhere alone she has to worry bout what's gon happen what people might say...cmon let's not do this to our females theyre our mothers sisters wives daughters
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I'm about to say some shit that practically happens to us all...ladies mostly. If a girl, or woman...any female actually, is alone on a street, she's a victim to sexual harassment. Unknown to most is that this causes severe psychological damage...ene migermegn people say that chicks like lekefa n all gen every time a girl goes somewhere alone she has to worry bout what's gon happen what people might say...cmon let's not do this to our females theyre our mothers sisters wives daughters
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Just a but recently one of our country's respected artists was diagnosed with chronic kidney disease...and I hope he gets well soon I really do. About 60 people signed up as donors and made me realize one thing. How many of us would do that for the people in the hospitals whore dying slow and painful deaths? How many of us would give a penny to someone on a street? How many of us donate just some money for people in need of it? How many of us lend our kidneys to some stranger? What about those without money, fame or even family? Shouldn't we think of them too?
Before you comment, think about it well. I'm not complaining why 60 people signed up but would these 60 agree to the donation if it was for someone else? Someone they never met?
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Just a but recently one of our country's respected artists was diagnosed with chronic kidney disease...and I hope he gets well soon I really do. About 60 people signed up as donors and made me realize one thing. How many of us would do that for the people in the hospitals whore dying slow and painful deaths? How many of us would give a penny to someone on a street? How many of us donate just some money for people in need of it? How many of us lend our kidneys to some stranger? What about those without money, fame or even family? Shouldn't we think of them too?
Before you comment, think about it well. I'm not complaining why 60 people signed up but would these 60 agree to the donation if it was for someone else? Someone they never met?
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So this is a first but wont be the last am sure. Am tearing up as i write this. Am 20 and i have the worst father in the world well some have it worse i know. He has never really been mean to me but he made and still makes my mom cry almost every day. He cheats on her he even looked at a waitress and signaled her while i was sitting ryt there with my little brother he even threatened to kill her with a knife. Growing up i have seen so much worse and i forgave him and forgave him as she said she wld get a divorce now then after a month then anothet month. So last break i came home i actually ended up defending her and he got mad said a lot of things even hit me. Soo i have had enough and this break i decided not to go home and now the whole other family is asking nooo demanding i do. I don't wanna disappoint my family but seeing him now will worsen the remorse i have been building up for 20 years(not intended) i feel like i was going to explode and no one iss understanding me so i decided to come to you guys. Thanks for listening to my nonsense
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So this is a first but wont be the last am sure. Am tearing up as i write this. Am 20 and i have the worst father in the world well some have it worse i know. He has never really been mean to me but he made and still makes my mom cry almost every day. He cheats on her he even looked at a waitress and signaled her while i was sitting ryt there with my little brother he even threatened to kill her with a knife. Growing up i have seen so much worse and i forgave him and forgave him as she said she wld get a divorce now then after a month then anothet month. So last break i came home i actually ended up defending her and he got mad said a lot of things even hit me. Soo i have had enough and this break i decided not to go home and now the whole other family is asking nooo demanding i do. I don't wanna disappoint my family but seeing him now will worsen the remorse i have been building up for 20 years(not intended) i feel like i was going to explode and no one iss understanding me so i decided to come to you guys. Thanks for listening to my nonsense
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Has anybody felt a paralysying fear over the simplest of things? Maybe not simple but all the shit u avoided hit u hard all at once and ur like WTF is happening?
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Has anybody felt a paralysying fear over the simplest of things? Maybe not simple but all the shit u avoided hit u hard all at once and ur like WTF is happening?
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I hate her. I despise her. I look down on who she is and everything she stands for. In my eyes she is everything i dont ever want to become. If theres even the slightest chance that i'll become someone like her then i promise to live alone and isolated from people. Because i know i will make them as miserable and as sad and as bitter as she made me. Every second i spend with her makes me realise what an unhelpful, dumb, arrogant and hateful woman she truly is. She tries so hard to cover it up in front of other yet i still see through her fake smiles and bad jokes and make up. First chance i get, im going as far away as i can from her. To a place where i dont have to be reminded of that pathetic excuse of a woman. I'll forget her and live my life right. Be a better person than she was and will ever be. This, i promise to myself.
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I hate her. I despise her. I look down on who she is and everything she stands for. In my eyes she is everything i dont ever want to become. If theres even the slightest chance that i'll become someone like her then i promise to live alone and isolated from people. Because i know i will make them as miserable and as sad and as bitter as she made me. Every second i spend with her makes me realise what an unhelpful, dumb, arrogant and hateful woman she truly is. She tries so hard to cover it up in front of other yet i still see through her fake smiles and bad jokes and make up. First chance i get, im going as far away as i can from her. To a place where i dont have to be reminded of that pathetic excuse of a woman. I'll forget her and live my life right. Be a better person than she was and will ever be. This, i promise to myself.
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Hey there I'm kinda confused about my future I had my mind set on international buisness but i heard it has too much math and i hate math so if there anyone here who knows about international buisness I really need advice from someone who actually gets it.
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Hey there I'm kinda confused about my future I had my mind set on international buisness but i heard it has too much math and i hate math so if there anyone here who knows about international buisness I really need advice from someone who actually gets it.
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Okay so I'm a girl. And I'm one of those girls uk whose pride beka iske ilay dires. Pride sil I dont mean looking down on people, my family raised me to respect people. I mean pride as in kurat, like over respect for myself. In any situation. Even with guys I'm very kurategna. I don't chase dudes, ina if I like a guy kalawaragn I dont talk to him because idk. I feel like I'm compromising my respect for some reason. Most guys think oh bewibetwa korta she thinks shes too good for us. Gin that's not the case, I just. I dont know. I play hard to get tp the maximum. And I dont like that. Especially since ahun I like this guy ina I pretend I dont like him, but the more I do the more I feel for him. Isum he used to come talk to me minamin, and when he did besiraat awareaw neber, gin betsbaye betamm sibeza meterb ina keld iwedalhu sew ke kerbku isum hes like that. Which is y we clicked. Gin at some point andogn we had a fall out. He apologized, but I grew distant and so did he. I want to get him. Min larg.
Ina inakachun guys, negative kehone commentachw please keep it to yourself. This vent doesnt affect ur life in any way so y get mad.
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Okay so I'm a girl. And I'm one of those girls uk whose pride beka iske ilay dires. Pride sil I dont mean looking down on people, my family raised me to respect people. I mean pride as in kurat, like over respect for myself. In any situation. Even with guys I'm very kurategna. I don't chase dudes, ina if I like a guy kalawaragn I dont talk to him because idk. I feel like I'm compromising my respect for some reason. Most guys think oh bewibetwa korta she thinks shes too good for us. Gin that's not the case, I just. I dont know. I play hard to get tp the maximum. And I dont like that. Especially since ahun I like this guy ina I pretend I dont like him, but the more I do the more I feel for him. Isum he used to come talk to me minamin, and when he did besiraat awareaw neber, gin betsbaye betamm sibeza meterb ina keld iwedalhu sew ke kerbku isum hes like that. Which is y we clicked. Gin at some point andogn we had a fall out. He apologized, but I grew distant and so did he. I want to get him. Min larg.
Ina inakachun guys, negative kehone commentachw please keep it to yourself. This vent doesnt affect ur life in any way so y get mad.
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This is scary.
I have seen so many lesbians this year than any other.
WTF is happening? Are the guys not giving them enough?😂😂😂 nah for real thou this shit really freaks me out. Is it normal now or anything? I'm specifically talking about Ethiopians here, not the rest. I swear there are girls in our dormitory that were found with toys and shit. How does someone do that?? It is very disturbing to me y'all and CAN SOME ONE PLEASE explain it to me if I am missing anything
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This is scary.
I have seen so many lesbians this year than any other.
WTF is happening? Are the guys not giving them enough?😂😂😂 nah for real thou this shit really freaks me out. Is it normal now or anything? I'm specifically talking about Ethiopians here, not the rest. I swear there are girls in our dormitory that were found with toys and shit. How does someone do that?? It is very disturbing to me y'all and CAN SOME ONE PLEASE explain it to me if I am missing anything
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Just wanted to express somthing ...hope thats okay...
trust me its not about u ...its about her and him ...he is not you, he resembles u, infact he is your exact replica both your soul and facade but he is still not you because i cant feel about you the way i do for him...and her is not me..she has my soul and mind but not body ...i am not perfect enough like you to have an exact clone...the story is simple between them she loves him and he loves her the rest is telenovela drama with a few passion reliving moments ebc wouldnt air on tv😂😂...some how in my head its okay like this,i hate the idea of wanting you this way and i am ashamed of it but at the same time i cant help it so i will just keep the stories flowing in the boundaries of my head to keep on appearing like a sane incontrol person...
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Just wanted to express somthing ...hope thats okay...
trust me its not about u ...its about her and him ...he is not you, he resembles u, infact he is your exact replica both your soul and facade but he is still not you because i cant feel about you the way i do for him...and her is not me..she has my soul and mind but not body ...i am not perfect enough like you to have an exact clone...the story is simple between them she loves him and he loves her the rest is telenovela drama with a few passion reliving moments ebc wouldnt air on tv😂😂...some how in my head its okay like this,i hate the idea of wanting you this way and i am ashamed of it but at the same time i cant help it so i will just keep the stories flowing in the boundaries of my head to keep on appearing like a sane incontrol person...
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Hey y'all am 23 I rly don't know y but z last 10 months hv been z most weirdest days of ma life every time I meet a guy or like n want to get to know him ends up married its so freaking weird
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Hey y'all am 23 I rly don't know y but z last 10 months hv been z most weirdest days of ma life every time I meet a guy or like n want to get to know him ends up married its so freaking weird
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hey guys its new joiner... and wanna start with asking for help... its been a month since I start dating this guy, he is really nice guy but I can't love him... but he thought this relationship have future when I am planning to end it up!
I can't forget my ex, I can't moved on even tho its been 2year since we broke up... help me guys I don't know what to do! 😔🤦♀
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hey guys its new joiner... and wanna start with asking for help... its been a month since I start dating this guy, he is really nice guy but I can't love him... but he thought this relationship have future when I am planning to end it up!
I can't forget my ex, I can't moved on even tho its been 2year since we broke up... help me guys I don't know what to do! 😔🤦♀
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Hey guys... this is for my friend. So she’s been friends with this guy she is madly in love with. I’ve never seen her like that, ever. They know each other physically and when they go to ‘betekrestyan’ they see each other but never say hi. They only text and call. She told me it was because people will talk stuff (you know habesha old people) and so it’s very awkward especially considering the fact that he is not the type to talk to girls and he’s very different from the rest of his friends. Now she went to a different country and she still doesn’t know if he likes her or not... she confessed her feelings to him and he maskeyesed it but still kept on talking to her. He is quite a gentleman, he doesn’t flirt or ask her to do nasty stuff for him..... which makes it hard to think he’s a player... he is quite shy when he talks on the phone... she really needs my help but I’m as confused 🤷♀️ as her so I need yall’s help. Do you think he likes her and he’s too shy or scared or do you belive that guys will let you know your feelings no matter what and if he liked her he would’ve told her ?
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Hey guys... this is for my friend. So she’s been friends with this guy she is madly in love with. I’ve never seen her like that, ever. They know each other physically and when they go to ‘betekrestyan’ they see each other but never say hi. They only text and call. She told me it was because people will talk stuff (you know habesha old people) and so it’s very awkward especially considering the fact that he is not the type to talk to girls and he’s very different from the rest of his friends. Now she went to a different country and she still doesn’t know if he likes her or not... she confessed her feelings to him and he maskeyesed it but still kept on talking to her. He is quite a gentleman, he doesn’t flirt or ask her to do nasty stuff for him..... which makes it hard to think he’s a player... he is quite shy when he talks on the phone... she really needs my help but I’m as confused 🤷♀️ as her so I need yall’s help. Do you think he likes her and he’s too shy or scared or do you belive that guys will let you know your feelings no matter what and if he liked her he would’ve told her ?
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Well ......here we have it , i am an official side chick and i dont know what to door how to get out of it since i am a peoples pleaser
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Well ......here we have it , i am an official side chick and i dont know what to door how to get out of it since i am a peoples pleaser
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Hey guys, this isn't a vent but a question. My gf is kinda skinny and always talks about getting her belly button pierced, nd I think it'll look sexy on her. I wanna surprise her by taking her to a spot which do that but don't know any such place in addis. Any suggestions?
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Hey guys, this isn't a vent but a question. My gf is kinda skinny and always talks about getting her belly button pierced, nd I think it'll look sexy on her. I wanna surprise her by taking her to a spot which do that but don't know any such place in addis. Any suggestions?
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Hello, I just want to ask...do you ladies faint during your period?...like I do...and when I woke up am in the emergency room minamen ena with oxygen in my mouth , ena if I were at home they say I coulhv died...ena I have fear during this time..ena is it normal..like do ppls faint during their periods?..
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Hello, I just want to ask...do you ladies faint during your period?...like I do...and when I woke up am in the emergency room minamen ena with oxygen in my mouth , ena if I were at home they say I coulhv died...ena I have fear during this time..ena is it normal..like do ppls faint during their periods?..
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Why is it easier for me to wallow in sadness wen happiness is right infront of me...why do i keep on being bitter wen i have all the best in situations...why do i have this constant need to hate my self ,to scold my self ,be angry at my self...i use to be so postive and optimist cheering people around me but now i would rather hide and just sulk.. i am tired of pretending i am happy(i should be happy but i am just not).. but i still dont like pity and shoving my shitty mood in peoples face like i am doing now😅...i am afraid of pain yet i wanna hurt my self... i never had suicidal thoughts tho so i guess i am not depressed but just empty in need of a feeling ...but a negative feeling...i just took a pain killer coz its better to be numb than be some one who i am not ...and i also know it has long term effects if i keep on taking it which made it apear even more appealing coz that would hurt me ..lately i just hate me so much i feel i deserve bad things ....i know people have real problems and i am a bitch ...i just happen to feel this way ...how do i stop it ????
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Why is it easier for me to wallow in sadness wen happiness is right infront of me...why do i keep on being bitter wen i have all the best in situations...why do i have this constant need to hate my self ,to scold my self ,be angry at my self...i use to be so postive and optimist cheering people around me but now i would rather hide and just sulk.. i am tired of pretending i am happy(i should be happy but i am just not).. but i still dont like pity and shoving my shitty mood in peoples face like i am doing now😅...i am afraid of pain yet i wanna hurt my self... i never had suicidal thoughts tho so i guess i am not depressed but just empty in need of a feeling ...but a negative feeling...i just took a pain killer coz its better to be numb than be some one who i am not ...and i also know it has long term effects if i keep on taking it which made it apear even more appealing coz that would hurt me ..lately i just hate me so much i feel i deserve bad things ....i know people have real problems and i am a bitch ...i just happen to feel this way ...how do i stop it ????
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Hey everyone, something is seriously wrong with me! Before i was not outgoing and like i don't talk to people i dont know but after i went through this really harsh and painful breakup its like i have this craving for guys and i talk to anyone (literally), and i have said i love u to most of them and i don't even mean it and i didnt want to say it but how do u reply to "i think am falling for u" (am not bragging and it ain't a good thing) its like i just want them physically not mentally and thats not like me, i never even kissed anyone let alone have physical attraction, am ashamed to tell any of my friends so i hope u guys can help me😁 thanks kind people 💋
P.s: i hope u all get through what ever is going on in your lives
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Hey everyone, something is seriously wrong with me! Before i was not outgoing and like i don't talk to people i dont know but after i went through this really harsh and painful breakup its like i have this craving for guys and i talk to anyone (literally), and i have said i love u to most of them and i don't even mean it and i didnt want to say it but how do u reply to "i think am falling for u" (am not bragging and it ain't a good thing) its like i just want them physically not mentally and thats not like me, i never even kissed anyone let alone have physical attraction, am ashamed to tell any of my friends so i hope u guys can help me😁 thanks kind people 💋
P.s: i hope u all get through what ever is going on in your lives
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Hello 👋 my fellow humans!
Depression is consuming every last bit of me! What is happiness? I have lost the definition of happiness the feeling of happiness so FUCKING DEPRESSED 😔, like i need a life? Something to live for? A guy or a friend or something worth living for? Do u ever get that feeling where a person looks at you and seems like they understand but there in their mind thinking about "who is this stupid girl thinking she is the only one with the problem" and am starting to think that ever one hates me and is out to get me!!! I need a friend or anything that i love? How can i get that help me!!!!!??🙏🙏🙏🙏
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Hello 👋 my fellow humans!
Depression is consuming every last bit of me! What is happiness? I have lost the definition of happiness the feeling of happiness so FUCKING DEPRESSED 😔, like i need a life? Something to live for? A guy or a friend or something worth living for? Do u ever get that feeling where a person looks at you and seems like they understand but there in their mind thinking about "who is this stupid girl thinking she is the only one with the problem" and am starting to think that ever one hates me and is out to get me!!! I need a friend or anything that i love? How can i get that help me!!!!!??🙏🙏🙏🙏
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I definitely love you...I don't want any one else..u r the first and last thing that comes into my mind
Gn the problem is I'm a med student...and I don't have the economy to make her happy...and for that I restrain my self! Do you girls really fall in love with a stud?...
P.s I never want to be that rich...but because of you all I can think abt is how to become one.
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I definitely love you...I don't want any one else..u r the first and last thing that comes into my mind
Gn the problem is I'm a med student...and I don't have the economy to make her happy...and for that I restrain my self! Do you girls really fall in love with a stud?...
P.s I never want to be that rich...but because of you all I can think abt is how to become one.
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I remember the first day we’ve met it was back in high school, we just happened to sit around each other, I don’t usually start conversation with females but I did that day, the teacher didn’t show up and we had a lot of time to talk, I recall our first conversation it was about a movie, this movie which we both had a fondness for so we talked for a while about the movie and then the bell chime out and you had to go,
I sat there with my friends talking but the whole time I was just waiting till the bell rings but we didn’t talk again because you didn’t show up for the next class,
regardless of that I really was happy that day I remember Imaging this crazy scenarios on my way home, I always do that but this time you was in it.
You see after that day you become my muse sometimes we talked and when we didn’t I looked at you silently,
I liked looking at you when you are not paying attention because that’s when you’re beautiful the most because you’re not trying you’re being you and to me that was best version of you,
and it felt good talking to you too, even discussing the little-little things around us with you felt good.
I hardly believe in prayers but I just kept praying for us to end up together, every night since i mate you I prayed.
And I just kept imagining these scenarios in my mind of how we end up together and get married have kids and then grow old together, because they made me happy and they still do.
Those were good times my best friend but I lost you on the way I still don’t understand how but you’re not mine, you were never mine.
You are my best friend and the love of my life I know that but we were never meant to be together, so today I prayed, I prayed that the lucky guy who gets to be your husband knows your worth and make you happy always.
and then I cried, I cried for not being good enough.
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Hide My Identity.
I need to vent.
I remember the first day we’ve met it was back in high school, we just happened to sit around each other, I don’t usually start conversation with females but I did that day, the teacher didn’t show up and we had a lot of time to talk, I recall our first conversation it was about a movie, this movie which we both had a fondness for so we talked for a while about the movie and then the bell chime out and you had to go,
I sat there with my friends talking but the whole time I was just waiting till the bell rings but we didn’t talk again because you didn’t show up for the next class,
regardless of that I really was happy that day I remember Imaging this crazy scenarios on my way home, I always do that but this time you was in it.
You see after that day you become my muse sometimes we talked and when we didn’t I looked at you silently,
I liked looking at you when you are not paying attention because that’s when you’re beautiful the most because you’re not trying you’re being you and to me that was best version of you,
and it felt good talking to you too, even discussing the little-little things around us with you felt good.
I hardly believe in prayers but I just kept praying for us to end up together, every night since i mate you I prayed.
And I just kept imagining these scenarios in my mind of how we end up together and get married have kids and then grow old together, because they made me happy and they still do.
Those were good times my best friend but I lost you on the way I still don’t understand how but you’re not mine, you were never mine.
You are my best friend and the love of my life I know that but we were never meant to be together, so today I prayed, I prayed that the lucky guy who gets to be your husband knows your worth and make you happy always.
and then I cried, I cried for not being good enough.
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