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24M here and I’m addicted to the idea of being a cuck
I don’t know what has gotten into me since I got into this relationship, but I have developed this fetish and I can’t seem to stop thinking about it
Is there any way to get over it?
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24M here and I’m addicted to the idea of being a cuck
I don’t know what has gotten into me since I got into this relationship, but I have developed this fetish and I can’t seem to stop thinking about it
Is there any way to get over it?
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Okay I need to vent because my brain is actually going crazy 😭
I met this guy and we talked for around 2 months. He works for an airline, so I knew he could be busy. We weren’t texting nonstop, sometimes only a few times a day, but we had 3 or 4 days of really deep conversations and I genuinely felt like we connected. He always asked about me, my life, school, plans, etc. He didn’t talk about himself much unless I asked.
But he doesn’t even have my number and never asked for a photo, even though he has seen me in person twice, so sometimes I question whether he actually likes me or just likes talking to me.
We eventually planned to go on a date. But on the actual day, he didn’t text or confirm anything. Because he had already been inconsistent, I got upset and removed him from Snapchat and Instagram. I wasn’t trying to be dramatic. From my perspective, we had plans and he completely disappeared.
He was upset when he saw I removed him, but later understood why I did it and that I had a reason to be upset. We didn’t talk for about a month.
Then he came back and sent me a Snapchat request. I was curious why he came back, so we talked. He apologized and explained that there had been a serious problem at work involving a lot of money. He wasn’t in a good place and said he knew he should have told me, but before he could explain, he saw that I had removed him.
He told me he knew I was upset, said he had missed me, and asked me to give him another chance. He even asked if I had forgiven him from my heart. I told him I forgave him but I don’t know if I can fully trust him yet, and he said I was right.
Now we’re talking again, but I’m struggling so much 😭. I know we aren’t in a relationship, so he doesn’t owe me daily texting. His job can be busy and he’s not a fast texter anyway. Sometimes I reply within minutes and he takes hours.
BUT I STILL EXPECT HIS MESSAGES. 😭 I keep checking my phone every few minutes to see if he texted and I hate this feeling. Why am I this invested in someone I barely know?
I know I don’t actually know his personality, values, or how he really is yet. Maybe I like him, maybe I like our connection, maybe I like the possibility of what this could become, or maybe I just missed him. I honestly don’t know.
I just don’t want to lose myself over him. I don’t want to chase him or make excuses for him just because I like him. I want to get to know him naturally and judge him by his actions instead of overthinking every message.
But WHY is my brain making this random man the main character of my life when I barely even know him??? 😭😭
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Okay I need to vent because my brain is actually going crazy 😭
I met this guy and we talked for around 2 months. He works for an airline, so I knew he could be busy. We weren’t texting nonstop, sometimes only a few times a day, but we had 3 or 4 days of really deep conversations and I genuinely felt like we connected. He always asked about me, my life, school, plans, etc. He didn’t talk about himself much unless I asked.
But he doesn’t even have my number and never asked for a photo, even though he has seen me in person twice, so sometimes I question whether he actually likes me or just likes talking to me.
We eventually planned to go on a date. But on the actual day, he didn’t text or confirm anything. Because he had already been inconsistent, I got upset and removed him from Snapchat and Instagram. I wasn’t trying to be dramatic. From my perspective, we had plans and he completely disappeared.
He was upset when he saw I removed him, but later understood why I did it and that I had a reason to be upset. We didn’t talk for about a month.
Then he came back and sent me a Snapchat request. I was curious why he came back, so we talked. He apologized and explained that there had been a serious problem at work involving a lot of money. He wasn’t in a good place and said he knew he should have told me, but before he could explain, he saw that I had removed him.
He told me he knew I was upset, said he had missed me, and asked me to give him another chance. He even asked if I had forgiven him from my heart. I told him I forgave him but I don’t know if I can fully trust him yet, and he said I was right.
Now we’re talking again, but I’m struggling so much 😭. I know we aren’t in a relationship, so he doesn’t owe me daily texting. His job can be busy and he’s not a fast texter anyway. Sometimes I reply within minutes and he takes hours.
BUT I STILL EXPECT HIS MESSAGES. 😭 I keep checking my phone every few minutes to see if he texted and I hate this feeling. Why am I this invested in someone I barely know?
I know I don’t actually know his personality, values, or how he really is yet. Maybe I like him, maybe I like our connection, maybe I like the possibility of what this could become, or maybe I just missed him. I honestly don’t know.
I just don’t want to lose myself over him. I don’t want to chase him or make excuses for him just because I like him. I want to get to know him naturally and judge him by his actions instead of overthinking every message.
But WHY is my brain making this random man the main character of my life when I barely even know him??? 😭😭
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Hellooo guys…
So the thing is I’ve been having this huge urge to have sex. I’m 24M and I’ve never done it before so I guess the curiosity and frustration have been hitting me pretty hard lately while knowing that it maybe an overrated thing.
The problem is whenever I start talking to or connecting with a girl my mind immediately starts sexualizing things and honestly… I hate it like i know it’s completely natural to want sex but the amount of lust in my head is exhausting me 😭
I don’t want every connection I have with a girl to automatically turn sexual in my mind. I want to actually get to know someone without my brain going, “👀 yeah but what if we had sex?” I genuinely don’t know what to do about it. Has anyone else dealt with this?
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Hellooo guys…
So the thing is I’ve been having this huge urge to have sex. I’m 24M and I’ve never done it before so I guess the curiosity and frustration have been hitting me pretty hard lately while knowing that it maybe an overrated thing.
The problem is whenever I start talking to or connecting with a girl my mind immediately starts sexualizing things and honestly… I hate it like i know it’s completely natural to want sex but the amount of lust in my head is exhausting me 😭
I don’t want every connection I have with a girl to automatically turn sexual in my mind. I want to actually get to know someone without my brain going, “👀 yeah but what if we had sex?” I genuinely don’t know what to do about it. Has anyone else dealt with this?
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23M. hello fam, I'm looking for friends. I freelance and i am UV student. My life feels a bit too strict. I've never had a girlfriend, really hung out with friends, or tried many new things. I'm an introvert, but once we're close, I'm actually pretty funny. All of this makes my life pretty boring. So, to anyone who wants to be friends and connect, let's get together before this summer is finished!
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23M. hello fam, I'm looking for friends. I freelance and i am UV student. My life feels a bit too strict. I've never had a girlfriend, really hung out with friends, or tried many new things. I'm an introvert, but once we're close, I'm actually pretty funny. All of this makes my life pretty boring. So, to anyone who wants to be friends and connect, let's get together before this summer is finished!
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Enemlew how you guys soo comfortable to ask detailed info abt someone like gena bemejemeryaw convo sele beteseb selerasachen yalefe tarik even bodycount,virginity 😭😭 memamm like mnm chemistry yelewm it's just Q&A which is sooo weird so guys 1 ken lawekachut sew or chat endi ayeweramem ayteyekmmm stoppp it!! and it can be a big turn offfff like betewashu rasu endaydebrachu!! peace out🙌
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Enemlew how you guys soo comfortable to ask detailed info abt someone like gena bemejemeryaw convo sele beteseb selerasachen yalefe tarik even bodycount,virginity 😭😭 memamm like mnm chemistry yelewm it's just Q&A which is sooo weird so guys 1 ken lawekachut sew or chat endi ayeweramem ayteyekmmm stoppp it!! and it can be a big turn offfff like betewashu rasu endaydebrachu!! peace out🙌
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Hey ,well im 31 been learning medicine for 12 years and i failed used to be a good student and all,but all my life is going to hell with nomedical degree ,i have no friends and noone
Im so depressed right now
Wanted to kill my self too .
I dont know wat to do
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Hey ,well im 31 been learning medicine for 12 years and i failed used to be a good student and all,but all my life is going to hell with nomedical degree ,i have no friends and noone
Im so depressed right now
Wanted to kill my self too .
I dont know wat to do
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I’m honestly so embarrassed with myself 😭 how could I still miss and dream about a dude who literally ghosts me after we get close for a while? The cycle is so deeply wired into me closeness, butterflies, then coldness and the miserable part is, i already know nothing is going to change yet somehow i still keep thinking about him even after months of no contacta i literally dream about him like he’s some kind of prize 😭 and honestly i feel so ashamed of myself for still feeling all of this
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I’m honestly so embarrassed with myself 😭 how could I still miss and dream about a dude who literally ghosts me after we get close for a while? The cycle is so deeply wired into me closeness, butterflies, then coldness and the miserable part is, i already know nothing is going to change yet somehow i still keep thinking about him even after months of no contacta i literally dream about him like he’s some kind of prize 😭 and honestly i feel so ashamed of myself for still feeling all of this
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I've got a confession, and I'm posting it here because I'm tired of pretending I don't know what I want.
It's late. I'm lying here, one arm behind my head, staring at the ceiling, and my mind is not on sleep. It's on tension. The kind that crackles before anything's even said. The kind where a single glance says more than a hundred messages.
I want someone who isn't afraid of silence because they know what fills it. Someone who can hold eye contact just long enough to make the air thick. Someone who plays the game instead of just watching from the sidelines.
I'm not here to write you poetry. I'm here to tell you that I've got energy I've been sitting on, and I'm looking for someone who can match it. Not clingy. Not complicated. Just… electric.
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I've got a confession, and I'm posting it here because I'm tired of pretending I don't know what I want.
It's late. I'm lying here, one arm behind my head, staring at the ceiling, and my mind is not on sleep. It's on tension. The kind that crackles before anything's even said. The kind where a single glance says more than a hundred messages.
I want someone who isn't afraid of silence because they know what fills it. Someone who can hold eye contact just long enough to make the air thick. Someone who plays the game instead of just watching from the sidelines.
I'm not here to write you poetry. I'm here to tell you that I've got energy I've been sitting on, and I'm looking for someone who can match it. Not clingy. Not complicated. Just… electric.
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Uff where should i start..ok I am a guy 29 who lives in addis and naturally introvert guy and that has made me a lonely man eventho i see a girl and interested on her i couldn't approach. So my life has been boring. I would love to meet someone who is like me someone i can be connected so deep. Someone who feel like home to me. Is that possible to someone like me tho.
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Uff where should i start..ok I am a guy 29 who lives in addis and naturally introvert guy and that has made me a lonely man eventho i see a girl and interested on her i couldn't approach. So my life has been boring. I would love to meet someone who is like me someone i can be connected so deep. Someone who feel like home to me. Is that possible to someone like me tho.
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Hi there! Is there anyone who lives in South Africa or travels there frequently? I’m looking to buy a medication for my depression and haven’t been able to find anyone who could bring it to me. I’d really appreciate it if someone could help! ❤️
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Hi there! Is there anyone who lives in South Africa or travels there frequently? I’m looking to buy a medication for my depression and haven’t been able to find anyone who could bring it to me. I’d really appreciate it if someone could help! ❤️
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Hi, hw r you guys, im 22F and im looking for genuine friends the kind where we can have deep talks, emotionally connect, vent to each other, and actually confide in one another. im not looking for romantic r/ship and there’s no way this could lead there I just want someone I can trust, talk to about everything, and build a real connection with Im loyal and lovingso you don't have to worry about me not being there
I recently realized that I’m not vulnerable enough to form the kind of deep connections where I actually feel loved and understood, so I’m trying to put myself out there and make new friends and work on that.
But we're not gonna vibe if you’re religious, don’t have an obsession with music or have pretty conventional perspectives on life, we won’t get along that being said love people with unusual perspectives, deep thoughts, weird interests, and a completely different way of looking at life, Please be 22 and above
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Hi, hw r you guys, im 22F and im looking for genuine friends the kind where we can have deep talks, emotionally connect, vent to each other, and actually confide in one another. im not looking for romantic r/ship and there’s no way this could lead there I just want someone I can trust, talk to about everything, and build a real connection with Im loyal and lovingso you don't have to worry about me not being there
I recently realized that I’m not vulnerable enough to form the kind of deep connections where I actually feel loved and understood, so I’m trying to put myself out there and make new friends and work on that.
But we're not gonna vibe if you’re religious, don’t have an obsession with music or have pretty conventional perspectives on life, we won’t get along that being said love people with unusual perspectives, deep thoughts, weird interests, and a completely different way of looking at life, Please be 22 and above
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I’m aman on my late 28 ido business
iwant to share what I have been into long story short imet agirl on ig and we have been dating & lately found out I’ve been smashing someones girl friend.so she showed up to tell me that she still loves me & she’s doing that for attention that ididn’t give her 🥷 also found out she’s been cheating & asked me about it and told him that’s my mistake I covered for her and moved on but now she showed up out of nowhere telling me to forgive her to be by her side which is funny I have paid for all my mistakes before and indeed trying to be better than tomorrow trying to build a lifelong relationship afamily but ifeel like im late for it I was doubting that I could find my partner so how could I find the right wifey material women imean im not interested on those hit and pass datings
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I’m aman on my late 28 ido business
iwant to share what I have been into long story short imet agirl on ig and we have been dating & lately found out I’ve been smashing someones girl friend.so she showed up to tell me that she still loves me & she’s doing that for attention that ididn’t give her 🥷 also found out she’s been cheating & asked me about it and told him that’s my mistake I covered for her and moved on but now she showed up out of nowhere telling me to forgive her to be by her side which is funny I have paid for all my mistakes before and indeed trying to be better than tomorrow trying to build a lifelong relationship afamily but ifeel like im late for it I was doubting that I could find my partner so how could I find the right wifey material women imean im not interested on those hit and pass datings
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Personally i think booktok girls are giving bad rep. Sure what some are reading is disturbing but during intimacy they are literally the fucking best. I love when a girl knows what she wants and puts forward a suggestion to try out.
My ex was a heavy reader and we had tried a lotta things in her book. It was the most fun i have had during intimacy and im grateful to that.
This is a PSA for booktok girls
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Personally i think booktok girls are giving bad rep. Sure what some are reading is disturbing but during intimacy they are literally the fucking best. I love when a girl knows what she wants and puts forward a suggestion to try out.
My ex was a heavy reader and we had tried a lotta things in her book. It was the most fun i have had during intimacy and im grateful to that.
This is a PSA for booktok girls
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Honestly, I’m just going to put this out there because keeping it inside, is getting exhausting. ²¹, female, and I have absolutely no friends. Zero.
It feels so incredibly isolating to be at this age, a time when everyone else is apparently living their best lives, going out, and posting their friend groups, while I spend my weekends entirely alone. Rotting doing nothing with your life is a specific kind of lonely that hurts, especially when you actually have so much interest and energy inside you just waiting for the right people.
I want to find people who actually want to share a life together. Where are the people who want to talk about their hobbies, learn new languages, and stay up for late night calls? Just want someone to watch movies with, talk about life with, and build a genuine bond.
It makes you overthink everything. You start wondering if something is
Fundamentally wrong with your life, or if you're just invisible. But, Tired of being alone all the time. Actually looking for connections. If you also love learning, late nights, and good movies, and you’re looking for a genuine friend, reach out. I'm completely open to chatting.
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Honestly, I’m just going to put this out there because keeping it inside, is getting exhausting. ²¹, female, and I have absolutely no friends. Zero.
It feels so incredibly isolating to be at this age, a time when everyone else is apparently living their best lives, going out, and posting their friend groups, while I spend my weekends entirely alone. Rotting doing nothing with your life is a specific kind of lonely that hurts, especially when you actually have so much interest and energy inside you just waiting for the right people.
I want to find people who actually want to share a life together. Where are the people who want to talk about their hobbies, learn new languages, and stay up for late night calls? Just want someone to watch movies with, talk about life with, and build a genuine bond.
It makes you overthink everything. You start wondering if something is
Fundamentally wrong with your life, or if you're just invisible. But, Tired of being alone all the time. Actually looking for connections. If you also love learning, late nights, and good movies, and you’re looking for a genuine friend, reach out. I'm completely open to chatting.
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I(M26) wanna vent about my fwb a while back. we were heavy into dom stuff to the point where i had bought a lotta play tools(if you know what i mean). I would spoil her and she would be bratty and i would do what i need to. I had made her so comfortable with me that she was a full sub, she would do whatever i told her to.
Unfortunately After months of fun she unexpectedly went away to another city so now im left all alone hehe. Very sad i know But what bothers me most is that she took the best toy i bought her with her to the other city. And she wont even answer my phone to send it back, she enjoys it too much i guess. Well have fun with it is all i can say
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I(M26) wanna vent about my fwb a while back. we were heavy into dom stuff to the point where i had bought a lotta play tools(if you know what i mean). I would spoil her and she would be bratty and i would do what i need to. I had made her so comfortable with me that she was a full sub, she would do whatever i told her to.
Unfortunately After months of fun she unexpectedly went away to another city so now im left all alone hehe. Very sad i know But what bothers me most is that she took the best toy i bought her with her to the other city. And she wont even answer my phone to send it back, she enjoys it too much i guess. Well have fun with it is all i can say
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here is the story , we were friends while she was dating some guy , but soon after she broke up with him she started dating me and told me she doesnt have feelings for him no more. and while later she stopped the relation ship with me and got back to the guy , and she told me he is a changed person. and now she broke up with him and we started dating , and i asked her why she broke up again with him to which she replied they had different interest in life.
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here is the story , we were friends while she was dating some guy , but soon after she broke up with him she started dating me and told me she doesnt have feelings for him no more. and while later she stopped the relation ship with me and got back to the guy , and she told me he is a changed person. and now she broke up with him and we started dating , and i asked her why she broke up again with him to which she replied they had different interest in life.
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I wanna vent something and get it off my chest. I get so completely turned on when my girl finishes. Right now I'm at a point where the only time im able to finish is when she finishes if not i will go for hours. Recently broken up with my girl and that is the thing i miss the most right now.
I enjoy giving H too, the moment she finishes from it is the best feeling but i wont even stop after that, i will still keep going until she hits me off(sorry for the graphic detail)
Is this weird weys should it be norm, i dont know but i aint gonna stop either ways.
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I wanna vent something and get it off my chest. I get so completely turned on when my girl finishes. Right now I'm at a point where the only time im able to finish is when she finishes if not i will go for hours. Recently broken up with my girl and that is the thing i miss the most right now.
I enjoy giving H too, the moment she finishes from it is the best feeling but i wont even stop after that, i will still keep going until she hits me off(sorry for the graphic detail)
Is this weird weys should it be norm, i dont know but i aint gonna stop either ways.
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Man nowadays everyone is asmesay. They say u are there friends and treat you like they want you but deep down u are the only one texting and they are just answering to questions.
Bcha everyone needs someone as a friend mil astesaseb neberegn but, now I just want to be alone and live my life until I die
Man who wants to jump on my dms don't do that cuz I'm a man
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Man nowadays everyone is asmesay. They say u are there friends and treat you like they want you but deep down u are the only one texting and they are just answering to questions.
Bcha everyone needs someone as a friend mil astesaseb neberegn but, now I just want to be alone and live my life until I die
Man who wants to jump on my dms don't do that cuz I'm a man
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This is for the male gazeHey, I’m a 25-year-old woman and I need to vent. I don’t know if I am still in a relationship with this person. We have been dating for almost two years. For a while, it was magical. He told me I was the perfect person for him. We didn’t rush into things; we took it slow. We experienced a lot together, and we had great chemistry. The sex was amazing. He used to stay at my place most of the time, and I loved having him around. Neither of us had many friends, but then he started making friends and spending more time with them. He wouldn’t even pick up my calls if I was meeting with him and his friends.
I wasn’t the type to argue, but I started arguing sometimes. He made me feel like I was crazy. I was drop-dead gorgeous before him, I had a great body, and I used to work. I lost everything. I even lost my family over him, and he wasn’t even grateful. I’m saying this because I was the only one there to fix his problems — love,money, peace, someone to talk to. I was always there, but I was never enough. In my stupid mind, I thought if I loved him a little harder, he would understand.Mind you, I never asked for anything except his presence in my life, but after some time, he started being urgent and didn’t seem to care at all. Now I have lost all hope that it will get better. I still very much love him, but I don’t want this to be my forever. My question is: do you regret the “good girl” you put through so much, just because she loved you? Do you have emotions?
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This is for the male gazeHey, I’m a 25-year-old woman and I need to vent. I don’t know if I am still in a relationship with this person. We have been dating for almost two years. For a while, it was magical. He told me I was the perfect person for him. We didn’t rush into things; we took it slow. We experienced a lot together, and we had great chemistry. The sex was amazing. He used to stay at my place most of the time, and I loved having him around. Neither of us had many friends, but then he started making friends and spending more time with them. He wouldn’t even pick up my calls if I was meeting with him and his friends.
I wasn’t the type to argue, but I started arguing sometimes. He made me feel like I was crazy. I was drop-dead gorgeous before him, I had a great body, and I used to work. I lost everything. I even lost my family over him, and he wasn’t even grateful. I’m saying this because I was the only one there to fix his problems — love,money, peace, someone to talk to. I was always there, but I was never enough. In my stupid mind, I thought if I loved him a little harder, he would understand.Mind you, I never asked for anything except his presence in my life, but after some time, he started being urgent and didn’t seem to care at all. Now I have lost all hope that it will get better. I still very much love him, but I don’t want this to be my forever. My question is: do you regret the “good girl” you put through so much, just because she loved you? Do you have emotions?
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I was watching 500 days of summer. This particular scene stuck with me. Summer was saying along the lines, "i was sitting in dali, reading dorian grey, and a guy came upto me and ask me about it... and now he is my husband... "what if i'd gone to the movies? what if i had gone somewhere else for lunch, what if arrived there 10 minutes later?...."
It's very absurd if you think about it. Like all the chains of action which leads too very rare combination of possibility one in millionth and billionth. And thats just our lives.
Esti ask ur parent how they meet. From their cute stories try to imagine diffrent possible scenarios. Like summer ask yourself what if they didnt meet, what if one of em was married,... what if they used contraceptive? You wouldnt be here. Ofc we have butterfly effect and we cant really comprehend the possibilities with their entirety. But you get the idea
Winning a 100 mil lottery ticket for me i have better shot statistically than than for you to be concieved by the same parent if we calculate it.
Despite all that you exist. And same goes for everyone else. Think about your life the choices you make that brought you here, or choices made by other people that affect you (e.g. your parents decision for moving to neighbourhood, sending to a school they want, the sibling you had...), or direct experiences you had. All those things that make you who you are.
Even the little things you do. Like what are the chance that you stumble open this vent, insomnia induced derangement. The minute you waste reading this, is perhaps capably creating butterfly effect. Thats a lil bit dramatic. I don't know
And ah forgot to introduce my self hey how ya doing, i'm 20M. Lmao
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I was watching 500 days of summer. This particular scene stuck with me. Summer was saying along the lines, "i was sitting in dali, reading dorian grey, and a guy came upto me and ask me about it... and now he is my husband... "what if i'd gone to the movies? what if i had gone somewhere else for lunch, what if arrived there 10 minutes later?...."
It's very absurd if you think about it. Like all the chains of action which leads too very rare combination of possibility one in millionth and billionth. And thats just our lives.
Esti ask ur parent how they meet. From their cute stories try to imagine diffrent possible scenarios. Like summer ask yourself what if they didnt meet, what if one of em was married,... what if they used contraceptive? You wouldnt be here. Ofc we have butterfly effect and we cant really comprehend the possibilities with their entirety. But you get the idea
Winning a 100 mil lottery ticket for me i have better shot statistically than than for you to be concieved by the same parent if we calculate it.
Despite all that you exist. And same goes for everyone else. Think about your life the choices you make that brought you here, or choices made by other people that affect you (e.g. your parents decision for moving to neighbourhood, sending to a school they want, the sibling you had...), or direct experiences you had. All those things that make you who you are.
Even the little things you do. Like what are the chance that you stumble open this vent, insomnia induced derangement. The minute you waste reading this, is perhaps capably creating butterfly effect. Thats a lil bit dramatic. I don't know
And ah forgot to introduce my self hey how ya doing, i'm 20M. Lmao
#MentalIllness #Agitation
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Last week I took off from work.. No body talked to me for a week. No freinds...
I am from an abusive family and I got with multiple psychiatric issues....
I have 2 previous suicide attempts (1 at 10 and other at 15).... Now my suicidal thoughts are getting worse.
God, I am thankful. Hopefully when I 🪢 U Wil forgive me.
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Last week I took off from work.. No body talked to me for a week. No freinds...
I am from an abusive family and I got with multiple psychiatric issues....
I have 2 previous suicide attempts (1 at 10 and other at 15).... Now my suicidal thoughts are getting worse.
God, I am thankful. Hopefully when I 🪢 U Wil forgive me.
#Melancholy
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