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Living in Ethiopia is like supporting Wolves 😭

Every season you’re not asking “Can we win the league?”
You’re asking “Will we survive this year?” 😂

And the players? Don’t trust them either.

One day Cunha is kissing the Wolves badge like:
“I love this club with all my heart ❤️”

The next day Manchester United calls and suddenly:

“I’ve supported United since I was in the womb ❤️🔴” 😂😂

That’s basically us.

Everyone says:
“My country is the best 🇪🇹❤️”

Then an email arrives:

“Congratulations, your visa has been approved.”

Five minutes later:
“Guys, don’t forget me. Ethiopia will always be in my heart… from Texas.” 🤣

No hate, just facts.

At the end of the day, patriotism is strong, but a better salary is stronger 😭💀

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hey I'm 21f uni student at AAU I came from a very poor background I worked hard to be where I am even tho there was Noone to support me my father died when I was little my mom can't send me any money because she has to take care of my little brother I learn medicine which is very demanding as you know but I support myself by working as tutor for kids inorder to get money to survive sometimes I can't even buy Pads and soap basic sanitary materials now the thing is my brother got injured while playing football the doctors said he tore his acl (which is the muscle in the leg that makes our leg move ) he can't walk without the surgery and the surgery will cost 100k birr my mom can't come up with that and there is Noone to help us I am a good looking girl and ik I have a good body and I've been offered money for intimacy before and I am seriously considering it now that I have no other choice but I've never even has a boyfriend even kiss I'm still a virgin and the conflict in my mind is killing me in one hand my little brother can't walk if we don't get the money in the other I will give up my body for money life isn't fair and I'm crying myself to sleep every night I'm writing this here just because I can't really discuss it with anyone in my life I'm very confused and conflicted please help your sister out here 😭😭😭

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Well I am supposed to be working but here I am crying 😢….. it’s been 4 months since I lost you but you’re last days at the hospital keep coming back to me I can’t shake those memories. More than anything I miss talking to you. I never knew you were the one that kept me moving I didn’t know how much you motivated me. I miss my Dad my peaceful place. Here I am laying on my tears and wishing to talk to you. Uuuufffff I do people deal with grief it’s sneaking up on me even on the days I thought I’m good. Funny to convince my self I even started posting more and trying to go to places but at the end of the day nothing is changed you are gone and I miss you more everyday

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i am in to femdom, There was certainly a side to this world that I was unaware of.
obviously, this led to me watching more femdom videos. My first ever ejaculation happened while I was watching a face sitting clip. These things began affecting me in real life and by the time I was in university, a couple of girls began bullying me due to my shyness It was mostly alright though, since I began to myself be convinced that this is what my place in front of women was.
now i am obsessed in the femdom life a girl who like to sot on my face . any advice?

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25F

Idk what is happening in my life in the past almost 2 months😂. Idk for some girls this might be normal gn more than 9 guys in2 months is a lot for my experience 😅
Yeah i prayed for some testosterone to get into my life but didn't expect this much ngl
Am a fresh grad so i was just sitting all alone and bored asf and prayed the above tselot 😅 and let me just say the prayer መሬት ጠብ አላለም

it all started wz me kind of initiating a conversion wz a guy that i was curious about online and he broke my 2 years celibacy we made out but things didn't workout 😅

immediately after that got into a relationship wz a guy that i always had my eyes on in some movie type of way yeah i really liked him.... It lasted for 3 weeks 😅 i had to call it quits bcz it was doomed to fail right off the bat who am i kidding. Still kind of in a heart ache gn yeah yalfal 😐(D)

my previous situationship which was 2 years back ( a very lovely guy ) reached out and asked to take me out ( we kind of dated for 2 months a very respectful dude ) which i declined politely, we haven't spoken in a year and half neger (A)

my other situationship of 4 Years back ( an asshole guy ) reached out esum he apologized and asked to take me out i blocked his ass this bitch mind u we haven't spoken in 3 yrs (A)

Another guy from church whom i know for sure has a thing for me is constantly calling me and is texting me " to talk about religious things" and i like him as a normal person he is caring gn am not picking up mnamn 😐 tbh also this guy a year or so has passed since we last spoke ( I)


And the most surprising is my old crush ( while i was 18 ) reached out and asked if we could meet up.... And who am i to reject a 6'2, lighskinned, super muscular, 31 year old fine ass dude ( the hottest guy I've ever went out wz tbh 😅) i know there is absolutely no future here gn I'd like to catch up we haven't spoken un 5 years kezi gnaw ga demo ( A)

A hot tall muscular ፈልፈላ ( 23 yo )  at the gym is determined to take me out he is my unpaid personal trainer 😅 he told me that he really likes me mnamn I've told him endemayhon .... Come on what am i gonna do wz a tanash muslim guy  ke 4 mistochu ትልቁአ lhon new?😂 ( H)

Oops forgot 😅2 guys  ( E and Y ) that i met while doing some voluntary work.... Ngl they are cool ppl gn beka just not for me and i got into that r/n so i cut them off

Bcha yhe random ppl on my tg and IG saykoteru new istg 😂 bcha my love life was dry as a Sahara desert eko idk what happened in z past 2 months and one thing i realized is i really like being single gn demo i like when a testosterone I'm super attracted to is in my life. Yegeremegn is if u have noticed i haven't spoken to some of the dudes in a yr, a yr and half,3 years, 5 years like i swear wtf is that koy a coincidence or 😅

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I've always observed how housemaids get treated in the Ethiopian community, i swear it's beyond my mind ewnet 😅 the audacity of the so called aseriwoch they would call them names and when they talk back the basic things to defend themselves the way z አሰሪስ react is so ridiculously, in some households they aren't allowed to eat a normal and proper food and the aseris be watching them like a hawk on what they r eating and how much, then also the physical violence 😐 yes still it exists
Who r they or who r u huh
even some of the ppl who r in general are considered nice when it comes to them..... The tone of their voice changes, they start being bossy, ማመናጨቅ mnamn why whyyyy
Even in movies mnamn the character could be that great, humble cute person then the way they treat their maid is ridiculous lemsale when they r frustrated mnamn malet new teaching us and the younger generation how it's just z norm that's so sad istg
Bzu ruq salhed I heard my grand pa say in the middle of talking abt them....... እንደው ልመታት ነበር like bro 😭 this is the 21st century, a very sweet friend of mine like so sweet to everyone saying..... ኡፍ benatsh eyenegerkush adel ende just bcz their maid couldn't figure out where my friend's belonging is placed 😐 jeez istg this is beyond me these r just 2 examples enji i see that in a day to day life
Ppl still think they can get away wz hitting a person
Yes they can be annoying, liars, theives but so are we to our boss
We steal papers, markers mnamn from z office they steal clothes, we lie to our boss here and there so do they am not justifying gn know that u r not ፃድቅ
And most importantly esp ppl who have kids it's ridiculous to me how u treat z maids that nannys ur kids i don't want to say it outloud on what some of them are capable of doing to ur kids ( not bcz they r "ሰራተኛ " ) but bcz they r ppl still not justifying the actions but beka ppl gotta understand that they r not dealing wz a robot who accepts everything that is thrown at it
Just stop
They r ppl and they need respect

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‎Uncertainty sucks
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‎I am male 22 and by the time im writing this it is middle of the night. I woke up and come up with realization that im not certain what the next 2 or 3 years would look like, back when i was in high school I was performant student with good grades and talent,and i was certain that one day i will be in good condition get a degree, land a job and enjoy my life with out stress in my mind but now,ughuuu
‎Here is the thing im software engineering student and i really love the engineering part of it but now the comming of AI has changed the industry so much, developers write prompt the AI writes the code easy pizy,now every one is SE,both clients and employers require you to ship products as fast as possible nobody want you to write clean code, and software engineering has already become about being able to afford the best AI models, I am not even sure if i can land a job is things continue like this, do you guys feel the same about your life(being uncertain about what would happen to you), how do you handle it እኔ በጣም ክብድ ነው ያለኝ

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22M...whatever this is irrelevant

This is something I have been noticing a lot these days;

WHY THE FUCK DO PEOPLE CARE SO MUCH? Why is everyone suddenly anti-happiness? I just saw a vent like 2 days ago and this is something I have been noticing in my life to but why are people bothered about someone doing something that they like and makes them happy.

Nah bro, you need to be masculine bro, our ancestors used to kill beasts to be with women bro, my daddy beat up yo daddy bro....mannn I don't give a rats ass what you think masculinity is. Y'all really cry about a guy choosing to get his nails done or wearing make-up while you, yourself are in a severe hangover from all the ungodly bullshit you drank last night!! Or act like a woman is committing the most atrocious sin when she says she doesn't want to have kids.

These kinds of people are either of these two things
1. They are kids who don't know any better
2. Or adults who don't have anything going on with their own lives

And here is one of my personal experiences, I am a total nerd, the dweeb of dweebs; I am a bookworm, I love anime, reading comic books, drawing, playing videogames, I love pro-wrestling (AJ is the goat btw), like cute animals, don't really have a place for sports, am not afraid to wear pink, still dream about being batman, get excited when I see a weird stick shaped like a weapon, virgin, am afraid to talk to wom (sorry this one is a major slip up)...basically have every ingredient they can use to bully me and there is one pattern I have noticed; none of them can even define what being "mature", "masculine" or "feminine" is. They just larp endlessly.

So here is what I want to say to y'all, if you like doing something and it makes you happy, do it. No one has any place commenting on it, happiness is a choice and if you don't live your life doing things that make you happy then life is going to pass you by.

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I hate my self  i am 24 behiwote endezi erasen sewenten telalwe bye asbe alwekm i am skinny kezi befit ye 3 amet fkrgna nbergne andem kn body shame adergogn ayawekm tesasto ke afu metfo kal tenagerogn aywekm even yetlyaynwe be set gwadgnaye mknyat nw kesu bohala kbzu wendoch ga date aderge awekalwe andachwem judgne adergewegn ayakum le keld kecho belugne nw ahun gn mn aynet wend endgtmgn lengerachu erasen sewenten endtela meyadrge ketwawekn kn jemro slne body nw meyawerawe even keleloche setoch ga compare yadregnal sentala sle sewente yaweral ene ko bzu shape yalchwe setoche yeflugnal yelgnal best gwadgnoche wendoch kedwelu mneshen aytwe nw gn yelgnal yehone time telegram text lelochu yelakuten seyaye ertgna negne anchi neshe kedmeshe hi metywe  enje ensu aylushem algne endet endmnkgne erget ke hiwote aswetchwalwe gn lerase yalgne amelekakt werde 😔mn laderge mekrugne esti

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የሚሰጥ ደብዳቤ......3(1)
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‎ፈንዲሻዬ ሆይ!
‎ትላንትና ማታ እየሰሰትኩ እንደተሰናበትኩሽ ነግሬሽ ይሆን? እዛ የምወደው አባባይ፣ አሳዛኝ ምሽት ላይ ቢኖር የምፈልገው ያንቺን ድምጽ እንደሆነ ታውቂያለሽ? ካላወቅሽ እወቂ!
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‎የኔ ፈንዲሻ ...
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‎የኔ ብዬ ወደራሴ ባቀርብሽ ተመኝቼ ነውና ቅር ይልሻል?! ሕይወት ኮስታራነት መሐል የበቀልሽ ታላቅ ሳቅ ነሽ። ይሄን ጨፍጋጋ ዓለም ያንቺ አይነት ሳቃሞች ባትበቅሉበት ምን ይውጠን ነበር?! እንዲሁ የሕላዌ ቀንበር እንደተጫነብን እንኖር ነበር አይደል?! አንቺ እንደ ፈንዲሻ ፍክ፣ እንደገነት ሳቅ ብቻ የሆንሽ ባለታላቅ ሳቅ!!
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‎የኔ ፈንዲሻ ...
‎ራሴን ነጻ ነኝ እያልኩ እንደምፎክር ታውቂ የለ?! ውሸቴን ነው። ማታ ከተለያየን ወዲህ የሰዓትን ድንበር ጥሼ ብደወልልሽ ተመኘሁ። 'መሽቷል' ከሚል የጊዜ ገደብ ራሴን አላቅቄ ካልኩሽ የተረፈ ያላልኩሽን ነገር ደውዬ ልልሽ...ባንለያይ እንደምወድ ልነገርሽ...(እነዛ የተመቱ ቢንቢዎች የሥራቸውን ይስጣቸውና😊) ሰው መሆኔ ብዙ ጎኑ ናፍቆት መሆኑን ልነግርሽ...እንደ ፈንዲሻ አትጠገቢም ልልሽ...ፈልጌ.... ነጻ ሰው አይደለሁምና አመነታሁ። ሕይወት ላይ ቅንጣት ዕብደት አስፈላጊ ናት ያቺን ዕብደት አጣኋትና አጣሁሽ....
‎"Zorba the Greek" የሚል movie ላይ(መጀመሪያ መጽሐፍ ነበር) Zorba የሚባለው ቀላል ሕይወት -መር ሰው(ገጸ ባሕርይ) አካባጁን ደራሲ "You've got everything except one thing; Madness! A man needs a little madness or else he never dares to cut the rope." ይለዋል። እኛም  የሕይወትን ሰንሰለት ለመበጣጠስ ቅንጣት ዕብደት ያስፈልገናል። አይደረግም የተባለን ማድረግ፤ ሕግ ነው ያሉትን ማፈራረስ። ማታ ለሕግ ስገዛ ከፍላጎቴ በተቃራኒ አድርጊያለሁ። እጅሽን ይዤ በመቆየት ፈንታ ለቅቂያለሁ፤ ጉንጭሽን በመሳም ፈንታ በጉንጬ ገንጭሽን አነካክቻለሁ፤ በመደወል ፈንታ ዝም ብዬ ተኝቻለሁ......
‎ብዙ ብዙ! የሊባኖሱ Mystic(ተማሕላይ) ገጣሚ ካኽሊል ምን አለ
‎"ማለት ፈልገን ባላልነውና ብለን ባልፈለግነው መሐል ብዙ ፍቅር ባክኗል።"
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‎ቻው ቻው!
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የኔው ጥቁር ህዝብ ሀበሻ የማይቻል ብሎ የሚያስበውን ተችሎ ሲያይ ከሰይጣን/ከመለኮት ጋር የማስተሳሰር ጥንተ-ልማድ አልለው። የላሊበላን ግንብ እደ-ጥበብ ባለቤትነት ለመላዕክት አሳልፎ ሲሰጥ በክፋት እንዳልሆነ እርረዳዋልለሁ ...

አስበው ቅርብ ግዜ ድረስ ምናልባት ዛሬም ተጸዳድቶ ሲያበቃ ቂጡን በድንጋይ ሚሟጥ ህዝብ መሀል ያን የመሰለ ሩቅ ኪነ ህንጻ ስትፈጻጽም - ቢያምንህ ነው ሚገርመው። እና ህዝቤ ቆሞ የሚያይበትን የእውቀቱን መቆሚያ ቦታ መርረዳት ያሽሻል።

ሳይክልን የሰይጣን ፈረስ ሲኒማውን የሰይጣን ቤት ሲል በክፋት አትወንጅል አትፍረድበት። የአቅሙን ያህል መላ መምታቱ ነው። ችግሩ ከምርምር ይልቅ ባለቤትነትን ለመናፍስት በመወርወር መገላገል መፈልለጉ ብቻ ነው።

እንጂ ዛሬምኮ ላሊበላ ኪነ ህንጻው ለኛ ሩቅ ነው ...
ባጃጅኮ ዛሬም ከውጭ የምናስገባ ትሎች ነን ...

እና ወገኖቼ የሊዮኔል ሜሲን ችሎታ ተፈጥሮ ነው ሲሉና የአምላክ ስራ ሲያደርጉት - ይገባኛል። ያላዋቂ አድናቆት ነው። ቅርባቸው ችሎ ያዩት ሰው ስለሌለ ልህቀቱን በቀላሉ ለማመንም ለመቀበልም ያዳግታቸዋል ...

በርግጥ 'አቤት የአምላክ ስራ' እያሉ የቱንም ድንቅ ሲያደንቁ ስታይ አምላክን ማመስገናቸው አይምሰልህ። ይልቁን ነገሩን ከማሰብና ከመርረዳት በጨዋነት ራሳቸውን ከአዕምሯዊ ስራ ማግለላቸው ነው። አይ የኔ ወገን !

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A 29-year-old man who is introverted, average-looking, and of average height—which many girls consider short. I am extremely lonely. I don't have anyone to chat with or call. Lately, being alone is consuming me, and I really get jealous when I see couples and such. Why am I alone at this age and what to do to have someone more like me who understand the feelings.

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So hey guys
it has been 2 years since my ex and I broke up but I am still hurting like it was yesterday. I went to therapy for 1 year and I even took sertraline and diazepam to feel okay but somehow nothing helped. I feel stuck. I feel pain in my heart. I do not see him, I do not hear about him and we are not even in the same city but I keep thinking about him every single day. I even dream about him pretty often. Last year I withdrew from campus because I could not get out of bed. I feel so ashamed that I have to go through this because of a guy. Is this normal guys? At this point I am about to give up.

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Hi guys 19f

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Ena ex tamo 1 amet lag argo nbre ene ahun campus freshman cherishe bet negn esu demo adari nw 100% yalfal entrance enam ene ahun single negn demo kemanim gar bihon esu selam bilegn rasu maninim lesu biye yemittewu set negn ...chigiru esu ene yalehubet campus yimetal??? Yihe kiremt lay university simolu yenen university endimola tiret mareg alebign??? Esti yemisemachun nigerugn pls🥺

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Hey Unihorse 🦄
I am 🎭 Afroman4
I need to vent
hey guys
How can i avoid loneliness ?
ከምላቹ በላይ ወንድ ሆኜ ለስሜቶቼ ማለቃቀስ አስጠልቶኛል ግን ደሞ the more when i tried to avoid them i will become more and more bad person ከፍቅረኛዬ ጋር ከተጣላዉ በኋላ ሴት ለአይኔ አስጠላኝ and i don't want that because i don't want to disappoint God and i know all girls are not the same but i don't want to be in a relationship ever again ቤተሰቤን እየረዳዉ ቤተክርስትያን እየተመላለስኩ ነዉ መኖር ምፈልገዉ  ግን ብቸኝነት በጣም እየሠማኝ ነዉ ደሞኮ ዙሪያዬ የሠዉ ጋጋታ አለ ግን ከልብ ማወራዉ ጀለስ የለኝም best friend ሚባል ነገር አላቅም በ24 አመቴ i shouldn't be like thia am grown man
So tell me how can i do that and what is wrong with me ?

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I wish I could restart my life. I feel like I need to take a break for a week or even a month ሞቼ ብነሳ because I don't understand what I'm doing. I just want to cry for a month and then gain clarity about what's going on and how I'm going to move forward እስጥልት ነው ያለኝ...

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የሚሰጥ ደብዳቤ....4(2)
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‎ ናፍቆት እንደትላንት ገድሎኝ እንደዛሬ ተነስቼ...
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‎ፈንዲሻዬ...
‎ብጹዕ ለመባል ስል ብቻ ማመን(ሳላይ) ካቆምኩኝ ስንት ጊዜ እንዳለፈኝ ብታውቂ ...
‎እንደ በእውቀቱ ስዩም 'ካልዳሰስኩ አላምንም' ብያለሁ። ያላዩትን ማመን ብጹዕ ቢያስበል እንጂ ነገሩ ለመኖሩ ዋስትና አይሆን መቼስ...እኔ ጠርጣራው ተንከልካይሽ ታዲያ የዛን ለስላሳ የ Country ዘፋኝ Don Williams ን "I believe in you" እያዳመጥኩ ያየሁሽ አንቺን እምናለሁ። የነካሁት ፊትሽን፣ ያንን ለስላሳውን፣ ያቀፍኩት ወገብሽን እያሰብኩ "አዎን ባንቺ አምናለሁ" እያልኩ እዘፍናለሁ።(እዘምራለሁ)
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‎የኔ ፈንዲሻ...
‎አንዳንድ ቀን ድብርት ሲሰርረኝ ቆብ ቀዶ መስፋት አይነት ጅል ሀሳቦችን ሳስብ "የፈጠርን ያልነው እግዜር ምን አይነት መደበር ውስጥ ቢገባ ነው ልፍጠር ብሎ የተነሳው" እላለሁ። ከንቱ ነገር አሰብክ ልትይኝ ትችያለሽ ነገር ግን ብቸኝነት ክፉ በሽታ ነው። ባለቅኔው መልአከ ብርሐን አድማሱ ጀንበሬም ብለውታል።
‎"ባኀቲቱ ነቢረ ወእግዚአብሐር ፈርሐ
‎  እምኀልወ ንዋም ለዝ ዓለም አንቀሀ"
‎"እግዚአብሔር ብቻወን መሆን ፈራ
‎ከአለመኖር እንቅልፍም ይህን ዓለም አነቃ።" እንደማለት ነው። ይሄን ያሰብኩት ብቻዬን ስሆን፣ ብቻዬን አለመሆነን  ስመኝ፣ አንቺን አጠገቤ ስለማግኘት ሳስብ ነው።
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‎መቼ እንደሆነ ባላውቅም ከዚህች ዓለም መሐል እየሸሸሁ ጥግ ላይ ብቻዬን የሕይወትን ታንኳ እየቀዘፍኩ ራሴን አግኝቼዋለሁ። የዚህን ጊዜ ብቸኝነቴን ሰብረሽ ወደ ሕይወቴ ገባሽ። ለልቤ ቅሩብ፤ ለነፍሴ ቀለብ ሆንሽኝ። ዝናብ እኔነቴን ከመባከን እንደሚታደግ አሸንዳ ልትሆኚ ትችያለሽ?
‎እኔ ፍስ ነኝ
‎ሰብሳቢ አፋሽ የሚያሻኝ
‎ከጣስኩት የሚመልሰኝ
‎ከቀደድኩት የሚገድበኝ
‎ጠባቂ የሚያሻኝ።
‎እኔ ጥሬ ነኝ
‎    ሰብስቦ የሚያፍሰኝ
‎አንድ እጅ የሚያሻኝ።
‎ይሄን አንቺ ሁኚው፥ ይሄን ልጠይቀሽ። ናፍቆት እንደ ስካር የሚያዘባርቀኝ ጅል ነኝ ፤ ምንእንዳልኩሽም አላውቅም። ይሄን የጻፍኩልሽ አረቄ እንጠጣ ተብዬ እምቢ ብዬ ቀርቼ ነው። ያልጠጣሁት አሰከረኝ መሰል( እንቺ እንዳሰከርሽኝ)
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‎ወደ ሦስተኛ ገጽ አለፍኩ...
‎ጽፌ አልጠግብ አልኩኛ! ባለፈው እጄን ገትቼ ነው ያቆምከት፥ ዛሬ ግን አላስቻለኝምና ቀጠልኩ።
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‎ፈንዲሻዬ.....
‎ራሴን ወዳንቺ መፋጀት፣ ወደ ፍሕም እሳትነትሽ የሚልክ ምን ይዘሽ ነው?! ወደ ራስሽ ይዘሽኝ ውደቂ እስኪ!
‎ወደ ልብሽ ድምድምታ
‎ወደ አንጀትሽ ጉርምርምታ
‎ወደ አንቺነትሽ አስገቢኝ!
‎ወደ ውስጥሽ ልስመጥ
‎ወደ አንቺነትሽ ልጥለቅ
‎   አካልሽ ላይ ልቅለጥ
‎ይህ አይነት ጥያቄ ፥ አይባልብኝ ድፍረት
‎(አይናውጣነቴ ይደረግለት ምሕረት)
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‎የኔ ፈንዲሻ....
‎ከጣፋጭነትሽ እሰኪበቃኝ ልዝገን። (ባይበቃኝም)
‎"በዚህስ ታዝኚብኝ ይሆን?" እንዳለው ገጣሚው አንቺስ ባልኩሽ ሁሉ ትታዘቢኝ ይሆን?! አይመስለኝም! ከሆነና ከታዘብሽኝም እንግዲህ So be it እላለሁ በነጫጭቦቹ አፍ። ልሰናበትሽ በስስት .....
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‎ቻው ቻው!

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Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I need to vent
Fair warning, I know you will not understand my situation, and I am not looking for advice. I am writing this to get it out of me.
I met this guy 4 years ago. I am about a year and a half older than him. We were strangers, then we became people who hung out, then best friends. We spent 24/7 together unless we had class. We both went to AAU.
Have you ever felt a connection so deep that you cared about someone so much and felt that they were part of you? Like physically. The line was so blurred that I didn't know where he began and where I ended. People wouldn't believe us when we said we were just friends.
Slowly, eventually, we started messing around. I don't know why we never made it officially a relationship. But we were both comfortable with the situation. I didn't care about the label. I just wanted to enjoy him in whatever form I could have him. I was in some kind of emotional high, tbh.
But good things never last.
After about 6 months, he started pulling away, which kind of made me become unstable. The more he tried to restore boundaries, the more I felt rejected. Eventually, he decided to stop contact.
I have always had suicidal thoughts, but after the no-contact, everything I saw became a possible way to end my life.
A bridge? I pictured myself jumping.
Medicine? I pictured myself overdosing.
A tree branch? I pictured myself hanging myself.
By this time, I had rented a house and decided to change it because I hoped it would give me a fresh start, since the house reminded me of him.
I won't lie, I was miserable.
I used to call him, and he always picked up and told me I shouldn't contact him. I would reply, "Ayagebahm," and keep talking. I never cared about my pride or dignity.
Fast forward, we tried being friends only, which lasted for 3 months. Then again, he decided to "make the hard choice" and cut me off. He said I should love myself and have self-respect.
Fast forward again, and he reached out, trying to do the friendship thing. But we kind of messed around again. This time, though, it was different. He was less gentle, and I was less interested.
I don't know what I want.
I love him. But I know it won't go anywhere.
If I move on, life will go back to being this dull, colorless thing, and surviving won't feel worth it.
I can cut him off and live. But losing the connection is scary.
This is the second time, and I feel like this is my last chance.
I am tired of getting to know people.
I know he is my person.
The only person worth sharing the rest of my life with.
I have found my person. The person I am willing to fight with, have boring days with, laugh with, and suffer with.
Isn't that what a soulmate is supposed to be? I have listed prons and cons and he ticked all the boxes, except that.
I am really tired. I am 25F.

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I need to vent
Lets be crazy friends.....

look guys im tired of this....

my 80$ funding project just failed before 1 week , got break up cuz i didn't deserve that kind of love (as a man u will understand me),back to 9-5 but they just fired me 😂, try to be ቧንቧ ጠጋኝ and didn't get access and even some tools cuz of money, apply for suicide god rejected it, now look at me im venting like lil baby💀

if you want friend like me im here just text me since i don't have any
and we can do crazy things .... arono what but we will try to forget everything that happened to us

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