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So guys I know I get attached way too quickly. I was talking to this guy on Instagram for only two weeks, but we talked every day. Our conversations were normal, friendly, and a little flirty too. I started looking forward to talking to him, and then out of nowhere he ghosted me
The part that hurts is that I already sent him messages and he never replied, but he's still active and posting stories on Instagram. So now I'm just sitting here wondering what happened and why he suddenly stopped talking to me I know two weeks isn't a long time, but it still sucks when you get used to talking to someone and then they disappear without any explanation what should I do

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Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I need to vent
hi, I just wanted to share something quick

Is it okay to sleep with your friend's ex??? for context my friend and this guy dated briefly 2-3months and it's more that 2years ago. I did not know about their dating history 1. because it was short term and 2. I did not know they guy back then. So about a year and half ago he used to make moves at me and I was not interested and beka I kept my distance and recently we started talking as friends (we work in the same industry and have a lot in common about our jobs mnamn) and after a year of pursuing me I agreed to go on a date with the guy and he was decent and we start to hook up.

Mind you I literally have no idea he used to date my friend ke 2amet befit. but he knew... he knows we are friends and didn't mention it. And last night we were talking about ex's and kelel argo "oh I dated ur friend yezare 2ament" alegn. And when I asked him why he did not mention it he said the conversation about ex'es didn't come up before.

And I don't know who I should be mad, at my friend or the guy? Or nobody? Is 2years long enough so it's normal? coz my friend'm she saw when I was texting him and she didn't say anything. Ene negn bemehal ጦጣ yehonkut so what do I do? Do I keep seeing him? Do I stop being friends with her?

HELP!

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Heyyy
Its me again. Guess who I am በዛዉም😄

Engidi midr lay eske.zare snor yegenagn tilku neger yhe new. Simeten bedenb enditiredut zend be poem melku akribewalehu. Anbibutima eski hasab situbet
Lets go to the point.

እኔ ንጉሥ ነበርኩ ሁሉ የሞላልኝ
ዛሬ ላይ ግን የለሁ ከምድር በታች ነኝ
አፈር በላዬ ላይ ሰው እየረገጠኝ

ምን ቢዋብ ይሄ ዓለም ምን ቢያጌጥ ዘመኑ
ሀብት ሞልቶ ቢተርፍ ያለ ልክ ቢዝናኑ
ሁሉ ያልፍ የለም ወይ ሰማይና ምድሩ
ምን ዋጋ አለው ሂዎት ዘላለም ካልኖሩ
እመን ወይ አትመን እሱ ያንተ ምርጫ
እስክያልፉ ነዉ እንጂ ከራስ ጋ ፍጥጫ
ለዘላለም ሂዎት ጥረት እና ሩca
ካለፉማ አንዴ ከተሰናበቱ
ምን ተስፋ ይኖራል ቀድመው ካልበረቱ
ያኔ ስንክጠየቅ በኦግዜር ባንደበቱ
አመን ወይስ ካድን እሱ ነዉ መስፈርቱ .

ፈጣሪ ሰው አደል የለው ስጋ አካል
በአለሉ ግልጥ ነዉ አንዲህም ይላል
ሰማይ ዙፋኑ ነዉ ምድርም መረገጫው
ስፍራ ወይም ጊዜ ከቶ ማይወስነው
እንግዲ መኖሩን በስራው ካላየን
በ ጥበብ በፍቅሩ ከቶ ካልተገዛን
ምን ብኖጣ ብኖርድ ላብ እንኩዋን ቢፈሰን
ፈጣሪን ካልያዝን እንዴት እንኖራለን
ሂዎት ኃይል ጉልበት ሁሉን የሚሰጠን
የፍጥረት ባለቤት መሆኑን ከሳትን
ብርሃንም እሱ ነዉ ጨለማ ወረሰን
እግዜር ፈላጭ ቆራጭ ሀይ ባይ የሌለው
ሰይጣንም የሱው ምርት ማንስ አቻ አለው
ሲሰጥም ሲነሳ ከቶ ወደር የሌው
ሲቸር በራሱ ስም ሲነሳ በ ሰይጣን
እንግልቱ በዛ እንድያ እንዳሎደደን
ለኛ ሲል ተሰቅሎ መስዋት እንዳሎነ
ምነው ለትንሿ ስንጠራው በነነ
እኛም ጊዜያዊ ነን ፍቅራችን ጤነነ
ከቶ ማን ሊከተል ስቃይ እስክሌለ
ማን አምኖ ሊፀና ሆዱ እየተራበ
ማን ተስፋ ያደርጋል ዉስጡ አየጨለመ
አረ ተው እባክህ ግድ የለም እግዜሩ
ገበሬ ላይቀልድ በሀብት በዘሩ
ልጆችህ ስላጡህ እጅግ ተማረሩ
ምነው ፀጥ አበዛህ ከብዶናል ነገሩ
ላትልጥለን አትግፋን ይብቃን መንደርደሩ
ያንተ ብቻ አደል ወይ ሰማይና ምድሩ
ተው አታልፋን ይብቃን አንተን ማባረሩ

ሄድ መለስ አትበል በቅቶናል ስካሩ
የተፈጠርንበት ምን ይሆን ሚስጥሩ
ከላይ ሂዎት አይተን ምንኖር ከስሩ
በጎ ምኞታችን ሄዱ ተባረሩ
እያረሩ መሳቅ ሆነብን ነገሩ
ብርሃን አሳይተህ ወድያዉን ጨለማ
ቃልና ተግባርህ ሆነ ማይስማማ
ድራማ ሰለቸን ሁልጊዜ ትወና
እልፍ ነፍስ ተጨንቆአል እባክህ ቶሎ ና
ካልመታጣህ እንወቅ በከንቱ አንፅናና
ነፍሳችህንም ትረፍ ካልኖረች በጤና
ሲኖሩ በዚ ዓለም እጅግ ካልበረቱ
ላብ ማፍሰሱ ብቻ መች ሆነ ቅጣቱ
ላይ ታች የወረደም በጎን ሲፈስ ደሙ
ጨክኖ ሲወጋ ባመነው ወንድሙ

እግዜርን ሲጣራ እዜርም ሲደበቅ
ፈልጎ ስላጣው እጅግ ሲንበቀበቅ
ፈጣሪም ተቀምጦ በፍጥረቱ ሲስቅ
ሰይጣን ነዉ የያዘህ እያለ ሲሳለቅ
እግዜር ብርሃኑ ብርሃን አልባው ሰይጣን
ባዶ የሌለ እንጂ አልቦ መች ሊወርሰን
የሱ መጥፋት እንጂ ሰይጣን ማነዉ ከቶ
በኛ ላይ የሚነግስ ከእግዜር በርትቶ .
አዎን ግልፅ ላርገው ላለተረዳው ከቶ
የብርሃን መጥፋት እንጂ የሚጨልም
ጨለማ ስር የለው መቼ ሊለመልም
ታድያ እግዜሩ ፈቅዶ ሲጠፋ ነዉ እንጂ
ጨለማ ኃይል የለው ከቶ አትሸወጂ
ጨለማ አይዝሽም ፈልጎና አሳዶ
ብር አልባ ኪስ እንጂ የለም ተብሎ ባዶ
ሁነቱ ግልፅ ነዉ ከቶ አንሸወድም
ፈጣሪ ክዶናል እውነቱ አይካድም
ስንጠራው ካልሰማ እጅግ ከዘገየ
ስቃይም ከበዛ ካሰኘን እየየ
አቅዶ ከጠፋ መች ከሰው ተለየ
ሰዉ ሲዝል ሲዳከም አይቶ እንዳላየ

ብዬ ብሶቴንም ግልብጥ ያለ ፍርሃት
ቀና ስል ባስተውል ለካ ዓለም ከንቱ ናት
አዎ ምድር ከንቱ አሁን ያለንባት
መቼስ ትጠራለች ባህር ቢደፉባት
እግዜር ስጋ ለብሶ ምድር ላይ ሲከትም
መች ለሱስ ተመቸች ለጥሩ አትሸልም
ደስታችን በሱ ላይ በውስጥ ባለን ተስፋ
ከቶ አንደነቅም ምድር ብትደፋ
የዘራውን አያጭድ ሰው ምንም ቢለፋ
የምድር ሕግ እንጂ የእግዜር አልተስፋፋ
አዎን ሲገድሉ እንጂ ሲያድኑ አይከፈል
ያረደ እየበላ ያዳነ ይራባል
አሸባሪ ጠግቦ ሀኪም ፆሙን ያድራል

እንዲ ነዉ ይሄ ዓለም ከቶ አንደነቅም
ምንድር ብትናወጥ ፈጣሪ አይካድም
እርሱ ብቻ ነዎ ኃይል ተስፋ ፍቅርም

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Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I need to vent
guess i will die in depression or take my own life soon ....the thing is it all started when i was in 11 grade then i was in private school before that but due to tuition fee i changed school , and joined public scjool then I meet a girl she was to kind and lovely gorgeous , thing is she's also changed her school the same reason as me from another school so it wasn't hard to get along so we started talking .... suddenly we became like bff just in 1 year .
At the end of the year her fam sold there house andthey gone to another city even though it have  been 5 years i'm still in love with her and now just found out she have been in r/ship of 2 years.
I told to my self that's okay and stayed depressed , i got family issues they fight all the time the even tried to kill one another so things are very tough now
when i think about suicide i thing about this quote " ራስን ማጥፋት ሀጥያት ከሆነና ቅጣት ካለው ,ፈጣሪ አሁንስ በህይወት እያለስ ለምን ይቀጣዋል ለምንስ ቅጣት የሆነ ህይወት ያኖረዋል" it says when i think about it that's right sometimes
I never made my fam proud in my life , i've addictions menor alnebrebtm coz i'm christian , i loved the one i would never be with , i got no reasons to existence , at the end of this year i need miracles to make it for next year unless otherwise am done.

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Hey Unihorse 🦄
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Do y'all really think everything happens for a reason? Life has put me through a lot growing up. As if it aint enough, failing to fulfill your parents wish hurts like hell. I have always been that innocent, nice and topper student all my life but now here I am in univ struggling a lot in academics and everything all at once. Ik y'all top students will feel me on this. Never in my life have I worked on an exam just trying to barely pass. Always dreamed of getting the highest possible mark out of everyone. Even if that doesn't work, Ik I won't get a result that's gonna disappoint my family and myself at least. But now barely passing, disappointing those who believed in me, tired of feeling unappreciated even after I tried as much as I can to get back to my oldself...fr it hurts. Beka yastelal. Btw nothibg genuinely messes up with your mind as failing academically when all your life you are taught that life revolves around education. Yemayalfu yemimeslu gizeyatm endekeld yalfalu hulum melkam yhonal beye yemasb aynet sew neberku but not anymore. Especially when u grow up all alone with a very nice father providing everything for you and spoiling you but not being enough even for him hurts. Leand lelefalgn abate enkua mebkat alchalkum. Andande life is just too much stress fr. Btw Being an engineering major by itself is a lot to deal with, imagine dealing with personal life problems, health issues and family cases on top of it. Why woukd God put ne through all this? Why can't I have the memory and the ability that I used to have for years? Why can't God just make everything a little easier? Why would he make things a lot heavier when all I need is a little weight lifted off of me?? As an early adult, I know gena there are a lot more challenges to come, a lot of problems that will make me rethink of how good this time is but it just feels life a constant cycle of being a disapointment and a failure. Yemr does this really pass eski? Will I be able to feel myself again after everything that I've been facing? After feeling like I am failing in life?

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I am a guy ,age 24
Do you ever feel like you are attracting the same kind of person ...so i went on a date balfew, sayat jmro kuch my ex so we talked yhon yahel ....the way she talks,her childhood ,her family story like everything is similar ....at this point i don't understand to be honest why the hell is this happening to me and there is always that daddy issue case demo i mean what is the issue here, does anyone know similar story

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Hey Unihorse 🦄
I am 🎭 JBA
I need to vent
Im recently noticing that I am becoming more irritable with people around me, everything is starting to make me angry and I can't explain z amount of hatred that goes through my head every second. This is coming from a guy who believe in z living principle of not giving a fu just like that popular book they sell on the streets. Am I starting to give fu or have I reached my boiling point. And what should I do to return back to my old cold and careless persona ?. Thanks
Professional Advice is encouraged .

#MentalIllness #Melancholy #Agitation
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Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I don't know why I came here 🤷‍♂️, but I will start venting to see what you would say. I am a 25 year old male who grew up listening to the lies told by society: if you stay grounded, fear God, and study hard, you will become successful. So I thought what they said was right I kept my head down and studied hard while my friends enjoyed their lives and adulthood but still, I am stuck in my life. At this time, I have a 9-5 job that pays me around 30k per month (I don't know if I have to be grateful for this) 🤔but I don't have the social skills to get friends and enjoy life 😞. The one thing that bothered me a lot is that I am 25 and still a virgin, are you surprised? Let me add another thing: I don't have a single kiss in my entire life and I don't even have one hug😭. When I say hug, you know, deep heart-to-heart. Is it normal? Not only that, I don't have a girlfriend still now and I don't want to... I mean, I want to have sex, but I don't want to go through the process, you know መጀንጀን ምናምን.

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Hey Unihorse 🦄
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My name is M. I am 30 years old and I work in healthcare. I feel like I am drowning in self-hate, and honestly, I do not know what to do anymore. I feel like I am dying inside.
The ironic thing is — and it does not even feel funny anymore — I have never dated. Not even once. No one has ever told me they liked me. While my friends were going on dates, being asked out, and enjoying life during our college years, I was always alone. I kept smiling just to blend in and pretend it did not affect me because I did not want anyone to think I was jealous or bitter.
But the truth is, I was jealous. Sometimes I was even jealous when they got their hearts broken because at least someone had loved them enough to hurt them.
I have two sisters and two brothers, and they are all beautiful. I am only three years older than my younger sister and thirteen years older than my brothers, yet most people think I am their mother instead of their sister. I usually try to laugh or smile when people say things like that, but deep down it hurts more than I can explain.
Even now, when guys talk to me on Telegram, I try to continue the conversation, but the fear of them hating me once they see me in person completely cripples me. So I pull away before anything can happen. I cannot even tell people “no” because I am terrified they will lash out at me and confirm every horrible thing I already think about myself.
So instead, I overcompensate. I try to please everyone around me until I feel emotionally exhausted and suffocated.
Over the past few years, I have spent so much energy trying to distract myself from my own thoughts. Whenever I am alone — even during something as simple as sitting in a taxi — I immediately start reading books or watching movies because if I do not distract myself, I start thinking. And when I start thinking, I feel completely lost and broken.
After graduation, I tried so hard to hold onto the friendships I had, but they are slowly slipping through my fingers. I know people are simply moving forward with their lives, but somehow it feels like I am the only one left behind, alone in the middle of a desert.
I used to believe things would get better with time, but instead they seem to be getting worse. My mental health feels like it is collapsing, and everything in my life feels like it is spiraling out of control.
I do not have a stable job, and I am still financially dependent on my family. I hate myself for that, even though I am trying to change it. I am trying to improve my life. I am trying to date. I am trying to lose weight. But lately, I just feel stuck.
Every time someone looks at me, I feel convinced they are thinking about how ugly I am. I never feel pretty, even when I dress up, and the stress inside me is becoming unbearable.
At this point, I feel like I am drowning in black ink, slowly disappearing into it, and I do not know how to save myself from it anymore.

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Manew endene zare be kelat weset yewale😭... Telant ye ex story besetet kefeteku keza zarem story yesew eyayew lela story argo nbr degami kefetekut ... Kesum beso bbf wedeshalew belo text aregelegn 😭😭 menedenew Koy eheee 😭😭😭.....

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i have come to realize that, as a generation we are messed up and i the brink of a total chaos and the only hope that we have is our God. before that tho let me tell you my final decision i have to the matter. i have decide to make less contact as much as possible and keep my distance unless he approaches me. because i felt like i am forcing him? this is just my feeling, and my gut is seeing things( btw for people who say trust your gut.... i would tell you if you don't have a grounding, that is your pillar for every thought .. you might be picking a wrong scent so ... don't be hasty to trust your gut). but i am not gonna be cold and hard towards him. i he wants me i will be there. next i come to understand his problem ... his reasoning and he opinions and may be those are why he doesn't love me or want to take things one step closer? ( i want to say more on this so may be in another vent) anyways thinking those things i came to realize why most relationship and family and marriage and childhood trauma are created and even tho i fully don't understand his pain and doubt and fear.... there is nothing much more i can do about it until he come to terms.... may be by that time life will do many things to us so who knows? but i am not gonna influence his decision ....it will be up to him. at last, i think half of the problem to why this relationship in into the unknown confusion is me. just like him i have the fear, the doubt ( i am not in any way relating his problems to mine and make reconciliation) my problems might be similar but for a whole different reason and needs a different solution. and i came to realize that he will never understand them like i cannot his. this brought me to decision that i am the one to the solution not him..... i have the full solution to that but i fear the decision i would make might kill whatever little connection that we have. yes i do love him, it is not because of any traits that he have, which all are amazing but i love him because he owns up to his flaws, he was not sugar coating them. and that made me respect him more than anything ...... let me say i respect him more than i love him. ( this is better). so yeah all that might be gone, and me and him are no more than strangers who knows each other's names. but hoping against hope, i do hope this will make it happen you know it will be for the better..... may be this is what i needed to be a better person... same goes for him. some of the decision that i came to recognize are mandatory for me.... anyways i want to tell you more what those decisions are and why i blamed feminism... see you soon

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So hey yall its me again so lemme get to the point ..me and this guy have been talking and dating for 4 months and he's my first and am 22 I don't even get my first kiss still now because am not feeling it but last time when I meet him he kiss me on my neck and cheeks and my hand he want be more close to me but I thought its weird and too much because its my fist time and he ask me to meet him in a room and I told him that am not comfortable go go this kind of place and debek yale bota mehad alflgem and he agree with that then we meet on a public cafe and u know he's kinda clingy guy i love it but I was worried what if he don't mean it what if he wanna be with me because I told him that he's my first and I don't even get my first kiss so after that day I text him saying hey and he act differently like he said tell me hw u feel i said it was good and I ask him how he feel he said he feel rejected I was like wat ngl I let u to close to me and kiss my neck and cheeks eko wat do u want more he said I want be ur first and last u have been pushing me and it was my mistake I shouldn't have done that in first place and I was trying to break the physical boundary between us but u won't let me so i felt like not giving u love but abusing u bcuz u were not receiving it, it felt like one sided love
I felt really awful keteleyayen behuala i wanted to kiss u i wanted to br ur first now i doubt that
I lost my appetite and its too much for me and Ykershal bzu lefkr zgju aydeleshim
...Beka impatient yehonkutm slafekerkush bcha new lela kfu neger yelewm its driving me crazy maryamn
And then he said If u don't ask me more time i'm good cus i already want to be 1bodies and soul with u.... u know one kisses can solve all of this right.... after he said all this things i was like seriously mn endemel rasu nw gera yegbagn so do u guys think its normal should I continue with him or i need to stop

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I really don't know what to say ymr
MN aynet neger new gn abeznyochachu miyaschenkachu like I don't have bf , ex , lover, fwb or horny partner what should I do mnamn eyalchu meteykut
Are you guys serious ?!?! Bka yhe bcha new miyasasbachu you guys don't have life goal mnamn something you wanna achieve? Really ?
bezi sat liyasaseb michelew how to build our future , make money , work and work to make the dream a reality mnamn nw
Ymren eko new kom blachu lemaseb mokeru
Ahun kalserachu there will be no future to live in
Your life will end Yesew life ye enante endihon wish eyaregachu

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I’m female 19
So my dating life is like a choice. The reason I said that is because of how I choose not in a bragging way but if a man approached me first I obviously would get to know him but as soon as I saw something cringe or unsatisfying for me I would just leave. Like this one time this dude that I met in school which we were in a relationship for 3 months kissed me so mind you I had never been kissed then right there I was icked out and left him. In my pov this is the right thing to do I know our generation kissing is something that is considered not a big deal but I’m not that type of girl. So here is the thing I want yall to give me your opinion I met this guy he is my cousins neighbor and u have no idea yall he is so sweet and caring not like the other men I have met before and he’s rich in a type of way he doesn’t know what chigar means. I have met guys who are rich but not to a point that they don’t know what being poor means. So what makes this guy different is that he says I want to see how being poor would affect me like chigar mayet efeligalew type shit. And honestly I see this as a genuine thing. So he broke up with his gf 1 month before he was talking to me which made me think I’m a rebound. But he kind of reassured me into it. So let me give you the good things in him ok he does things like a gentleman dresses like one act like one and he doesn’t even look like he knows about dirty things at all 😭 he even said that he wants to ask me out after 4 months and I like this because I’m such a slow burner I don’t like it when a man doesn’t give me my space or when I’m the only thing that is revolving around his world. He is the type of guy who does his work then give time for me and I don’t have to worry. So this one time we went to some place and we were in the back of his car then he leaned in to kiss me i ignored him and went back to talking mind you it’s day 4 this is crazy and I don’t want to be mean and lose this incredible man in day 4. Then again we met after 2 days in that place back of his car and so this time he did it again and when he gave me a peck kiss I told him to stop not in a serious way but in a funny way but he didn’t get it and again he kissed me now it’s literally a makeout and ngl I liked it he really knows what he is doing so after he dropped me home I started to regret it i started to think this is not me and all.
And mind you btw my cousin told him that i don’t like kissing and all in the first 2 or 3 months or at least let’s be in a relationship. Then I started to think too much but I came into a decision to just be cool with it. So here is the plot twist ok yall he told me he is 20 which he looks like but this one time my friend at school knows him from her brother is friends with him and guess what she told me ? he was 17😭😭😭LIKE WTF I was so shocked like he has a beard and all and I even asked my cousins mom and she said it’s right he is minor. I told him that lies is the line he should never cross and he did it and so tall I’m really confused and I really don’t know what to do so give me your comment on this.

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Hey y'all, 24F here.

I'm lowkey getting really insecure about my weight. 😭 I'm 43 kg at 166 cm, and I swear I never cared until I came to uni. Now everybody acts like it's the most shocking thing ever. Every day it's "you're so skinny," "eat more," "how are you this small?" 😭

Like bro, I would eat more if I could, but I barely have an appetite.

Anyone got tips for gaining weight without having to eat a ton? Cause I'm tired of hearing the same comments all the time.

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I think There is no love quite as pure as the love we carried as children. Back then, we did not know of compatibility, marriage, red flags, or life plans. We did not know what forever meant. We only knew that seeing that someone could turn an ordinary day into something worth remembering. While other kids prayed for Saturday to come faster, I used to pray for the weekend to end. I wished Sunday nights were shorter. I wished Monday mornings would hurry. Not because I loved school, but because somewhere in those halls, you existed. Years passed. We grew older, and with age came caution. We learned to measure, to compare, to doubt, to protect ourselves from disappointment. The heart that once ran freely was taught to walk. And somewhere along the way, ego arrived. It spoke the language of pride, of self preservation, of what ifs and what people will think. Little by little, it won battles that love never fought. Now when I remember you, I do not only miss the girl. I miss the boy who prayed for weekends to be shorter. I miss the innocence of loving without calculation. Because perhaps the saddest thing about growing up is not losing people. It is losing the part of ourselves that loved them so purely without any selfish reason. And sometimes I wonder Did we outgrow that love? Or did our ego simply win? I miss the kid me very much and what I used to feel about you, because now I see you after all those years, and my heart did not feel even a slight excitement, because now I am not that pure kid and I don't have that pure love.

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ሰላም
she say ድንግል ነኝ but she have 2 ex boyfriend ከኔ በፊት, እናም i respect her boundary about sexual activity, i want to merry her, we are now 3 years in relationship without sex totally ከ 20 ምናምን ቀን በላይ አብረን አድረናል በተለያዩ ጊዜ እና አጋጣሚ ግን when we are in some ስንሳሳም መተሻሸት ምናምን ስሜት ውስጥ ስንገባ she was actively participated ከኔ በላይ እና ይገርመኛል ወድያው ወደ sex ስጋብዛት she say 'No' እኔም okay ብዬ አረጋግቻት እተዋለው ነገር ግን ዝም ብዬ አንዳንዴ ነገሮችን ገጣጥሜ ሳስብ i was confused i think she have experience on sex እናም መጀመሪያ ድንግል ነኝ ስላለችኝ እና የኛም ቅርበት እስከ family ድረስ በመዝለቁ shame ይዟት መስሎ እየተሰማኝ ነው ይሄን የምለው ከምላቹ ነገር በተጨማሪ ያለነገርኳቹ የተወሰኑ ነገሮች ስላሉኝ Btw
ስለምወዳት ብትሆንም ባትሆንም ለኔ ለውጥ የለውም ነገር ግን እሷ ሳታውቅ ይሄን ነገር እንዴት ማወቅ ችላለው any physical or pathological የማውቀበት መንገድ ካለ?

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Gre geban eko wegen Am ready to build something with girl , to do the mundane and the magical with someone who’s equally invested, while it feels like so many others are just… window shopping.

And it’s deeply human to want that commitment. It’s wanting safety, depth, and a witness to my life. I deserve a love that doesn’t leave you questioning your worth or decoding mixed signals.i deserve woman who looks at me and thinks, Absolutely, yes. I’m not going anywhere.

I’m sorry it’s been frustrating and lonely. The waiting can be the hardest part, especially when you have so much love to give and a clear vision of the partnership you want. It’s okay to be tired of the shallow end.

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Heyy everyone ,how are you doing
The thing is tefetnacihu takalacihu befikir i mean i hv been praying my whole age bzih guday ena when it finally comes ….bka tru sew gn different religion he’s Protestant i am orthodox
We are not dating gn we have feeling to eachother ena I am so scared I am starting to have feelings for him
Some advice please

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I feel lonely sometimes

Yeah that's a cap,i actually feel lonely all the time at the congregation there are girls my age not just my age,we literally grew up together but literally all of them r rich and I'm not and idk when we were kids we didn't care about that stuff but now,we do,at list they do i think

Yeah the only place i feel like i belong is at my college, it's literally my first year and i met the most amazing 2 girls,i can just be my self when I'm around them and they actually understand me like,🫶
Specially one of them i truly luv her like she so nice honest and caring
Mnm atawkm beluat beka,

Even tho i have them when i get to sit alone at the house or when I'm going somewhere even when I'm sleeping all i can think about is being rich,then i want to see those girls at church,like r they gonna try to be close with me again or r they just gonna keep it that way
Right now i just want a girl that i can talk to like someone that i can yapp to, tell my feeling,cry if i have to yk i want that friendship i really do
I have been holding my emotions for so long i need to let it out

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ከአንቺ ጋር የጋገርኩት የትዝታ እንጀራ ጎደሎ ባለ አንድ አይና ሆኗል!
መሀሉ የተንቦረቀቀ ክፍት....
እጅሽን ይዤ ህይወት ላይ አሰፋሁት ያልኩትን....ሁሉ ማን እንዲህ ቆርሶ ጨረሰው?
የሄድንበትን በጠቅላላ....ያጠፋን ሰላቢ ምን ስም ላውጣለት?
አላየናችሁም ያሉትን ምስክሮች....ስንት ስለት ባለው ጉጠት ልውጋቸው?
''እንዲህ ተያይዛችሁ'' ፣ ''እንዲህ ጨፍራችሁ'' ፣ ''እንዲህ ስመሽው'' ፣ ''እንዲህ አስቃችሁን''.....መባልን ሰዎች ነን ካሉ እንደምን አላወቁትም?
አላፈቀሩም? አልተንገበገቡም?
በስንቱ የንጉስ ታሪክ የሚሞሻለቅ ህዝብ እንዴት አንዷን ታሪካችንን በልቡ ይዞ ማስታወስ አቃተው?
እኔና አንቺ የሆነው....ወይራ በሚታጠን የፍየል ቆዳ ይደጎስ ዘንድ ምን ጎደሎ አለው?
ማንትስ....ተብላ ወገብ ተይዞ ተራራ ከሚወጣላት ቅድስት አንቺ በምን ታንሻለሽ?

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ፍራቻዎቻችን በሙሉ ጥግ ጥጉን ያስጉዙናል...በህይወት ያደረግነው ጠጋ ብለን ብናይ ጥቁር እና ኦና ገዋ ይንገዋለልበታል።
እንዴት ስንኖር ቆርሰን የምንበላው ደህና የትዝታ እንጀራ እናጣለን?
ከአደባባይ ሰልፍ እና የልጇን ሞት ጥርሷ መሀል ከምታንቀራጭጭ የእናት ድምፅ ሌላ እንዴት ምንነግረው ፣ ምንሰማው እናጣለን?
በለቅሶ ነፍርቀን....የእጆቻችን ንፍጦች ሳይደርቁ ወገቦቻቸውን ለእስክታ ከማዘጋጀት ውጪ....አጣጥመን የጨረስነው ሀዘንም ሆነ ደስታ የለንም!
አብድ እንደሚዘግነው....በሶ አበታተናችን ያሳዝናል!
ለመያያዝ ነፍሶቻችን አልጠኑም....ስጋዎቻችን ውስጥ የወረት ነፋስ ተደላድሏል።
ብንለቀቅ ወደየትም ለመሳፈፍ....ብንበሳ ትንቡክ ብሎ ከመምዘግዘግ አላመለጠንም።

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ክዳኑ እንደጠፋ የስኳር እቃ የታላላቆቻችንን አፎች በዝንብ ዝዝታ እና በቁጫጭ ትርምስምስታ ተሞልተዋል።
ቅዱሱን ነገር ጣዕም የማይለዩ አፎች ቀምሰው አበላሽተውታል።
ትዝታ ማለት ለመብላት ጓግተን የወረረውን እሽ! ብለን የምናባርርለት ሳይሆን....ተፀይፈን አውጥተን የምንደፋው የተበላሸ ጣፈጭ ሆኗል!
ጎዳናዎቻችን ሁሉ.....ተባይ ባረፉ ጣፋጭ ትዝታዎች ተጥለቅለቀዋል።

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አንድ ቀን....አንድ መጠጥ ቤት ውስጥ በስካር ጮኸን.... አንድ ሙዚቃ አስከፈትን....ቤቱ ውስጥ ካሉ ጓደኞቼ ጋር በሙዚቃው ተደጋግፈን ጨፈርን። ተያይዘን ተመሰጥን...
ታድያ ምንሆነው ከጥግ የሚታዘብ አንድ ሰው....በሙዚቃው መሀል ድንገት ገብቶ እንባውን እየጠረገ እያቀፈ ሳመን!

ምነው? አልነው

ከየት ናችሁ? አለን

ከዚሁ...ከእንትን ፣ እንትን

እኔማ ከልቤ በኩል በየት ቀዳችሁ ወጣችሁ ብዬ ደነገጥኩ! ረዥም ግዜ በሙዚቃ ከጨፈርኩ....ልቤ ላይ ግን ከጠዋት - እስከ ሌት በዚህ ሙዚቃ በትዝታ አሁን በህይወት ከሌሉ ጓደኞቼ ጋር አብሬ እጨፍር ነበር።
ይሄን ውበት ከልቤ ውጪ ሌላ የምድር ቦታ ላይ አየዋለሁ ብዬ አንድም ቀን አስቤ አላውቅም ነበረ!
ከኔና አሁን አጠገቤ ከሌሉ ጓደኞቼ ውጪ ይሄን ማን ይደግመዋል ብዬ አስባለሁ?
ይሄ ትዝታ ማለት....ለማን ላውርሰው ብለው ታማኝ ልጅ እንደሚፈልጉለት ውድ ነዋይ ማለት ነው ለኔ!
አይደለም አብሮ ለመጨፈር....የሆንኩትን እንኳ ለመስማት ትከሻዬን የሚነካ የለም።
ቆንጆ ወጣትነት ሲኖራችሁ ዳንስ እና ሙዚቃችሁን ሁሉ ምታወርሱት የሚወደድ ልጅ ትፈልጋላችሁ።
ይኸው....እናንተን ዛሬ አገኘሁ! ከእንግዲህ ቶሎ ሞቼ ለነዛ ውብ ጓደኞቼ ስለእናንተ የሆነውን እስከንግራቸው ብቻ ነው የምቸኩለው።
አንዴ ብቻ ግን ሙዚቃውን ደግመን አብረን እንደንስ....ደግሜ ያንን ዳንሳችንን ከዛ ሙዚቃ ጋር... ከነዛ ወጣቶች አብር ደነስኩ ብዬ ጓደኞቼን ማስቀናት እፈልጋለሁ። ሄሄሄ!

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John Cheever ''beauty is like war'' ይላል።
ከአንቺ ጋር ያደረግነው ውብ ነገር ከማድረጌ በፊት....በስንቱ ህይወት በላከችብኝ ታጣቂ የገጠመኝ ወታደሮች ተባርሬያለሁ?
ዓለም ከተስማማበት ቁምነገር ተብዬ ነገር ለመምለጥ ስንቴ ፀጉሬን ተላጭቻለሁ?
በተዘጋ ፍርግርግ ከሚደረግ ቀሽም ደስታ ለመራቅ....ስንት የሀዘን ዛንጊባዎችን ዘረጋሁ?
እንደነሱ ሁንልኝ....የሚሉ ማዕረጎችን ስንቴ አጋዥ ባጣ ትከሻዬ ገፍቼ ጣልኳቸው?
በረንዳ ላይ ጋዜጣ እያነበቡ ቡና መጠጣት የሚያመጣውን ደስታ ለማወቅ....በራሴ ጥፍር ስንቱን የልቤን ግርግዳ ቧጥጬ አድምቼዋለሁ?
እህ! ብሎ ግጥም ለመስማት የሚያቅበጠብጠኝን ጉጉት ለማግኘት....ስንት ከእኩዬቹ የመጡ ግብዣዎችን በር ዘግቼባቸዋለሁ!

ከንፈሮቼ በለስላሳ ጠይም ስጋ ብቻ አልተገነቡም....ስንቱን ሙዚቃ ፣ ስንቱን ግጥም ፣ ስንቱን የሀዘንን ጨዋታዎች አስርፀው ይዘዋል!

ለዛ ነው ስስምሽ....ያለሽበት የሚጠፋሽ! ሂሂሂ!
ይሄ አይንሽን እያየ የሚስምሽ ልጅ ወጣት ጤይባ ብቻ አይደለም.....ህይወት ላይ ቆንጆ ነገር ለማድረግ ሲል ዓለም ድንቅ ነው ብሎ ካሰለፈው ጋንታ ጋር ጦርነት የገጠመ ሀዘንተኛ መኮንን ጭምር ነው!

በይ ነይ ደግመሽ ሳሚኝ☕️

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