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ሚስቴን ከተጋራህ በክትባት እርዳኝ🙄

ዉዱ የሚስቴ ውሽሞች ሆይ🙂

እነሆ ሚስቴን ስታገኙዋት ድጋሚ አይኔን እንዳታየው አርጋችሁ በደንብ አስደስቷት: ካሎነ አትንኩዋት::
ሃሳቤንም እንኩዋን መሸከም ከብዶኛልና ቫይረስ የምሸከምበት አቅም ስለማይኖረኝ አደራ 🥲

እየተዛዘን.... 😁

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It is so incredibly frustrating trying to find genuine physical compatibility these days. I know exactly what I enjoy—giving oral sex and genuinely prioritizing a partner's pleasure is huge for me. But it feels like finding someone who actually values that same level of openness, enthusiasm, and mutual satisfaction is like finding a needle in a haystack. I'm just exhausted by the lack of effort out there."

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Hi you all. Here goes my vent. I am an almost 26year old lady who is in need of ur guidance . Here it goes I have a boy friend of 1 and a half year we are almost 2 years apart and we meet at Addis abeba university . Yes I am older than him and no I didn know I was until this year when I accidentally saw his id and admitted he was younger than me when I confronted him.
The problem is that I want to get married and have kid of my own that i can happily take care when am able to do so. Don't get me wrong I believe on working to survive the hard times but I dont see any sign of starting a life with me from him. He says he wants that life and yet run away from convos about starting it or saving up a little at a time.
I feel like if he can't give a me something more everytime I don't see why I should stay even though I love him cause am getting old to the point where I wouldn't wana have kids after a while
Wat do u think

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F23
Its almost midnight and I was thinking about this so I wanted to share it with u If someone told u that u only had 3 hours left to live and u could have anything u wanted before u died any food any drink anything at all what would u choose? Would u ask for everything u've ever wanted knowing it wouldnt nourish u wouldnt become part of u and all u would get is the taste for a few moments? Or would u realize that when there is no future left the value of things starts to change? I think the answer says a lot about how we see life. Some people would spend those hours chasing every pleasure they can while others would sit with the people they love, and some would keep working on something meaningful even knowing they will never see the result. Its strange how so much of life is built on things we may never personally enjoy We plant trees whose shade we may never sit under we love people without knowing how the story ends, and we build things that might outlive us Maybe thats the beauty of being human. Not everything has to benefit us directly to be worth doing. In the end everyone is forgotten by someone everything changes and nothing stays forever, so do it for urself The beauty of life isnt that it lasts its that for a brief moment against all odds it was here at all

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So was going through my digital diary and came across a Bucket list that i wrote 3 years ago on March 3 damn 😂
The points to the right of the dots ahun new የፃፍኩአቸው
U can share urs too😁 and feel free to comment on them



Makeout wz my type ....... Did it twice and yeah so good ( tall, lighskinned malete new😂 ) and omg this is the first one አይ እኔ 😂

Ear pierce on 2 more place ...... I don't want this anymore but maybe a nose piercing just to put a small ring ❤️

Taste as much food and drink as possible ....... Mtsm gotta lose weight postponing it for the era after z goal weight 😁

Go out on a salsa dancing date ...... Omgggg i should def ask my bf i didn't want to dance with random men like eeewwww i swear i can't get myself to do it that's why i was postponing it and forgot abt it😁

Have a song ...... Idk i don't want my face to be seen but I'd like to have one which is kind of relatable neger gn highly unlikely new yhe😅

Live for sometime as the most beautiful version of youself ...... Planning a lot for this with z weight lose, outfit and the whole wardrobe change am coming 😁 gn tbh I'm way more comfortable in my ቦርኮ state and can't keep up with being polished unless am seeing a guy

Master on human psychology and philosophy ....... I'll do these for free🥹

Make ur hair knee length .... I mean i took it from shoulder length to a waist so i can see this happening but it'd be so hard to manage ahun rasu kebdognal 😮‍💨

Color ur hair blonde ....... I think it'd look good on me😁 I'll try it with a wig first tho

Master loa and spirituality ....... Ayiiiii tesfa korchalew yhenn mokre mokre😂 and beka lame new

Influence on tiktok abt hair or weight loss ...... Tried it for a day or two but wz lela content egeletalew 😁

Be on a dating app and go out on a blind date ....... So scary gn i wanted to try it, I'll try it if am single again😂

Have a bang/ fringe ...... I did it omg yes😁 and it looks rly good on me it's been like 3 yrs


Tell my former crushes that i had a crush on them ....... This was inspired by a video on YT and yea I'll do it i swear 😂 my objective is finding out if they felt z same and also if they knew


Learn spanish, french, arabic ....... Another big dream 🥹 yhen salareg almotm

Attend a concert ........ if yemezmur concert counts then yes, but not that interested anymore tbh

Learn to play instrument keyboard, guitar .......... Idk if i have to start from buying the instruments and learning on YT or just pay for teaching school am procrastinating due to that😅

Read atleast 500 books ........ Am on the way baby shout out to u Frieda McFadden what can i say am obsessed😅

Have sex on a beach, in a pool, terrace .......... Not happening anytime soon that's for sure😂


Master meditation ...... Too much self help content kemayet የመነጨ 😅 gn yea it helps and am not as eager as i was to work on this tbh

Not giving a fuck abt ppl ...... Am rly trying i mean am not a people pleaser mnamn gn demo still needs some work

Sauna, weyba tis, steam mnamn till u literally see z effect ........ Tried them sauna and steam had a nose bleed 😅 idk maybe Morocco bath and massage bemilew ystekakel eski😁

Be the best cook ....... This is def in my radar esp non Ethiopian foods

Have an iPhone ....... Not anymore tbh Samsung all the way, bru binoregn rasu Samsung 20 mnamn gezalew not an i phone i rly don't get the hype

Go out on an expensive date wz ur self like hilton lunch, sheraton desert, movie vip ........ I've went out a lot wz myself but not an expensive one hmmmm reschew neber I'll do it😁

Post on insta sexy af honesh ......... I think as a motivation to lose weight new yhenn yalkut😂 not interested anymore or maybe after reaching my goal

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So I'm a woman in her late twenties, and I've always known kids weren't for me. When I was a teenager, my friends would tell me I'd change my mind when I meet the 'one' and now I'm here just as I was , while my peers around me are getting married and having kids. And I seem to stand on my ground even more than before and did everything I said I'd do which is to be independent and make a great living.Don't get me wrong, I don't participate in the hookup culture. I have no plans on settling down either because men always come with an expectation of us having a baby some day and it's not compromisable for me. Anyway , I was wondering if it's just me or are there more of me who like this kind of lifestyle?

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ደወለልኝ YES he called ከብዙ አልደወለም በኋላ ከብዙ ብረሳው ይሻላል በኋላ ከብዙ ብዙ ነገር በኋላ ደወለ።
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በጣም በጣም ናፍቀኸኝ ነበረ። ከናፍቆቴ ብዛት ሁል ጊዜ ማታ ማታ አልቅሼ አልቅሼ ራሴን ሲያመኝ ድንዝዝ ስል ነበረ የምተኛው። ልበለው No ! የምን መንፏቀቅ ነውዛ!
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እንዴት እንደዛ ታደርገኛለህ? አምኜህ ነበረኮ ደግሞስ ወደድኩህ እንጂ ምን አደረኩህ ይሔን ያህል በጣም ጨካኝ ነህ ልበለው No ! ከዚ ሁሉ ጊዜ በኋላም she cares ሊላት? አይላትም !
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Hey I hope all is well with you
ይሔ ይሻላል አደለ? Yeah this one may be ግን email የመሰለ ወሬ?
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ባላነሳውስ ከዚ ሁሉ ቢቀርስ ?
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አይ ናፍቆኝ የለ አንዴ ብቻ ባወራው….
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አይይይ……..
ከነገር ሁሉ ለሰው ልጅ ሊወሳሰብበት የማይገባ ነገር ፍቅር ነበረ። ጥበብ የማይፈልግ ነገር ሊሆን ሲገባው ይኸው ጠቢባንን ያስጨንቃል። ጎበዙን ይፈትናል። ፍቅር ሆይ ከሰው ልጅ ምን አለህ ?

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Yesterday i saw your post on ig
same spark i knew back then🫰
And guess what? saw you in my dream that night...( Not big issue i know🙌)
ሁሉም ሕልም meaning አለው ብዬ ባላስበም : May be text እንዳረግሽ sign እየሆነኝ ከሆነ here u go...


So..., yeah I had crush on you in my highschool days, call that feeling in whatever Name u want,
አሁን እንድቀለን lets call it ' የልጅ ፍቅር'  😉

Back then i was kid (እንኳን የዛኔ, አሁን እራሱ ' i am not man enough ' የምል ስሜት ይሰማኛል ) ብዙ figure out ያላረኩት, ብዙ ያላወኩ ና ያላየውት ብዙ እንዳለ አይነት...
የዛኔ ከዝህም በላይ ጥሬ ነበርኩ ልልሽ ነዉ 🙌 እንደዛም ሆኖ ግን it was pure interest,
all i know was  በጣም ምወዳት ልጅ አለች,በጣም ነዉ ምታስፈራኝ....በቃ❗
Zero experience, very childish,but pure interest.


የእዉነት ሕይወት ገብቶኝ Or አፈቀርኩ ብዬ ስም የሰጠዉት feeling እራሱ ምን እንደሆነ ማዉቅ ሆኘ አልነበረም
But who said 'kid can't love '?
Who said ያላደገ ሰው ፍቅር አይ-ይዘውም?
(ፍቅር ምይዝ ነገር ነዉ ብለን እናስብና 😀)
አይገባኝም ❗
Motherua 10th ለይ የሆነ letter uniform ዉስጥ አይታ እስከቅርብ ግዜ ድረስ ጥፋት ሳጠፋ በሱ ነበር ምሰደበው ☠️

የሆነው ሆነ we are here...

እና ምን?
ሁሌ የሆነ ቀን check ማረግሽ እየመሰለኝ ነው እየኖርኩ ያለዉት ...
" አሁን መሞከር እንችላለን? " ብዬ ምጠይቅሽ እየመሰለኝ ::
Very delusional.? i know🙌
Teenage እድሜዬ ለይ እንደነበረው ከሴት ጋር የመሆን ፍላጎት አይደለም : at the end of the day we all will get married አይደል? የሁላችንም አእምሮ ዉስጥ 'ብሆን' ብለን ምናስበው ' ideal ሰው' ይኖራል..
For me its u,

" ከአይን የራቀ ከልብ ይርቃል " ነዉ ምባለው? አንድ ግቢ እንዳይደርሰን እፈልግ የነበረው move on ለማረግ ነበር ::.
ምኞቴ ተሰክቶ we are in different ግቢ..
አሁን የእዉነት move on አርገሃል ዎይ.?ብትይኝ..
I don't think so,
ድጋሚ photoshn ሳይ ልቤ መታች,
just to let you know, even if its been a while, u are still in my mind.my heart....
If i sent you this text that means i can't move on yet

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So guys I know I get attached way too quickly. I was talking to this guy on Instagram for only two weeks, but we talked every day. Our conversations were normal, friendly, and a little flirty too. I started looking forward to talking to him, and then out of nowhere he ghosted me
The part that hurts is that I already sent him messages and he never replied, but he's still active and posting stories on Instagram. So now I'm just sitting here wondering what happened and why he suddenly stopped talking to me I know two weeks isn't a long time, but it still sucks when you get used to talking to someone and then they disappear without any explanation what should I do

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hi, I just wanted to share something quick

Is it okay to sleep with your friend's ex??? for context my friend and this guy dated briefly 2-3months and it's more that 2years ago. I did not know about their dating history 1. because it was short term and 2. I did not know they guy back then. So about a year and half ago he used to make moves at me and I was not interested and beka I kept my distance and recently we started talking as friends (we work in the same industry and have a lot in common about our jobs mnamn) and after a year of pursuing me I agreed to go on a date with the guy and he was decent and we start to hook up.

Mind you I literally have no idea he used to date my friend ke 2amet befit. but he knew... he knows we are friends and didn't mention it. And last night we were talking about ex's and kelel argo "oh I dated ur friend yezare 2ament" alegn. And when I asked him why he did not mention it he said the conversation about ex'es didn't come up before.

And I don't know who I should be mad, at my friend or the guy? Or nobody? Is 2years long enough so it's normal? coz my friend'm she saw when I was texting him and she didn't say anything. Ene negn bemehal ጦጣ yehonkut so what do I do? Do I keep seeing him? Do I stop being friends with her?

HELP!

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Heyyy
Its me again. Guess who I am በዛዉም😄

Engidi midr lay eske.zare snor yegenagn tilku neger yhe new. Simeten bedenb enditiredut zend be poem melku akribewalehu. Anbibutima eski hasab situbet
Lets go to the point.

እኔ ንጉሥ ነበርኩ ሁሉ የሞላልኝ
ዛሬ ላይ ግን የለሁ ከምድር በታች ነኝ
አፈር በላዬ ላይ ሰው እየረገጠኝ

ምን ቢዋብ ይሄ ዓለም ምን ቢያጌጥ ዘመኑ
ሀብት ሞልቶ ቢተርፍ ያለ ልክ ቢዝናኑ
ሁሉ ያልፍ የለም ወይ ሰማይና ምድሩ
ምን ዋጋ አለው ሂዎት ዘላለም ካልኖሩ
እመን ወይ አትመን እሱ ያንተ ምርጫ
እስክያልፉ ነዉ እንጂ ከራስ ጋ ፍጥጫ
ለዘላለም ሂዎት ጥረት እና ሩca
ካለፉማ አንዴ ከተሰናበቱ
ምን ተስፋ ይኖራል ቀድመው ካልበረቱ
ያኔ ስንክጠየቅ በኦግዜር ባንደበቱ
አመን ወይስ ካድን እሱ ነዉ መስፈርቱ .

ፈጣሪ ሰው አደል የለው ስጋ አካል
በአለሉ ግልጥ ነዉ አንዲህም ይላል
ሰማይ ዙፋኑ ነዉ ምድርም መረገጫው
ስፍራ ወይም ጊዜ ከቶ ማይወስነው
እንግዲ መኖሩን በስራው ካላየን
በ ጥበብ በፍቅሩ ከቶ ካልተገዛን
ምን ብኖጣ ብኖርድ ላብ እንኩዋን ቢፈሰን
ፈጣሪን ካልያዝን እንዴት እንኖራለን
ሂዎት ኃይል ጉልበት ሁሉን የሚሰጠን
የፍጥረት ባለቤት መሆኑን ከሳትን
ብርሃንም እሱ ነዉ ጨለማ ወረሰን
እግዜር ፈላጭ ቆራጭ ሀይ ባይ የሌለው
ሰይጣንም የሱው ምርት ማንስ አቻ አለው
ሲሰጥም ሲነሳ ከቶ ወደር የሌው
ሲቸር በራሱ ስም ሲነሳ በ ሰይጣን
እንግልቱ በዛ እንድያ እንዳሎደደን
ለኛ ሲል ተሰቅሎ መስዋት እንዳሎነ
ምነው ለትንሿ ስንጠራው በነነ
እኛም ጊዜያዊ ነን ፍቅራችን ጤነነ
ከቶ ማን ሊከተል ስቃይ እስክሌለ
ማን አምኖ ሊፀና ሆዱ እየተራበ
ማን ተስፋ ያደርጋል ዉስጡ አየጨለመ
አረ ተው እባክህ ግድ የለም እግዜሩ
ገበሬ ላይቀልድ በሀብት በዘሩ
ልጆችህ ስላጡህ እጅግ ተማረሩ
ምነው ፀጥ አበዛህ ከብዶናል ነገሩ
ላትልጥለን አትግፋን ይብቃን መንደርደሩ
ያንተ ብቻ አደል ወይ ሰማይና ምድሩ
ተው አታልፋን ይብቃን አንተን ማባረሩ

ሄድ መለስ አትበል በቅቶናል ስካሩ
የተፈጠርንበት ምን ይሆን ሚስጥሩ
ከላይ ሂዎት አይተን ምንኖር ከስሩ
በጎ ምኞታችን ሄዱ ተባረሩ
እያረሩ መሳቅ ሆነብን ነገሩ
ብርሃን አሳይተህ ወድያዉን ጨለማ
ቃልና ተግባርህ ሆነ ማይስማማ
ድራማ ሰለቸን ሁልጊዜ ትወና
እልፍ ነፍስ ተጨንቆአል እባክህ ቶሎ ና
ካልመታጣህ እንወቅ በከንቱ አንፅናና
ነፍሳችህንም ትረፍ ካልኖረች በጤና
ሲኖሩ በዚ ዓለም እጅግ ካልበረቱ
ላብ ማፍሰሱ ብቻ መች ሆነ ቅጣቱ
ላይ ታች የወረደም በጎን ሲፈስ ደሙ
ጨክኖ ሲወጋ ባመነው ወንድሙ

እግዜርን ሲጣራ እዜርም ሲደበቅ
ፈልጎ ስላጣው እጅግ ሲንበቀበቅ
ፈጣሪም ተቀምጦ በፍጥረቱ ሲስቅ
ሰይጣን ነዉ የያዘህ እያለ ሲሳለቅ
እግዜር ብርሃኑ ብርሃን አልባው ሰይጣን
ባዶ የሌለ እንጂ አልቦ መች ሊወርሰን
የሱ መጥፋት እንጂ ሰይጣን ማነዉ ከቶ
በኛ ላይ የሚነግስ ከእግዜር በርትቶ .
አዎን ግልፅ ላርገው ላለተረዳው ከቶ
የብርሃን መጥፋት እንጂ የሚጨልም
ጨለማ ስር የለው መቼ ሊለመልም
ታድያ እግዜሩ ፈቅዶ ሲጠፋ ነዉ እንጂ
ጨለማ ኃይል የለው ከቶ አትሸወጂ
ጨለማ አይዝሽም ፈልጎና አሳዶ
ብር አልባ ኪስ እንጂ የለም ተብሎ ባዶ
ሁነቱ ግልፅ ነዉ ከቶ አንሸወድም
ፈጣሪ ክዶናል እውነቱ አይካድም
ስንጠራው ካልሰማ እጅግ ከዘገየ
ስቃይም ከበዛ ካሰኘን እየየ
አቅዶ ከጠፋ መች ከሰው ተለየ
ሰዉ ሲዝል ሲዳከም አይቶ እንዳላየ

ብዬ ብሶቴንም ግልብጥ ያለ ፍርሃት
ቀና ስል ባስተውል ለካ ዓለም ከንቱ ናት
አዎ ምድር ከንቱ አሁን ያለንባት
መቼስ ትጠራለች ባህር ቢደፉባት
እግዜር ስጋ ለብሶ ምድር ላይ ሲከትም
መች ለሱስ ተመቸች ለጥሩ አትሸልም
ደስታችን በሱ ላይ በውስጥ ባለን ተስፋ
ከቶ አንደነቅም ምድር ብትደፋ
የዘራውን አያጭድ ሰው ምንም ቢለፋ
የምድር ሕግ እንጂ የእግዜር አልተስፋፋ
አዎን ሲገድሉ እንጂ ሲያድኑ አይከፈል
ያረደ እየበላ ያዳነ ይራባል
አሸባሪ ጠግቦ ሀኪም ፆሙን ያድራል

እንዲ ነዉ ይሄ ዓለም ከቶ አንደነቅም
ምንድር ብትናወጥ ፈጣሪ አይካድም
እርሱ ብቻ ነዎ ኃይል ተስፋ ፍቅርም

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guess i will die in depression or take my own life soon ....the thing is it all started when i was in 11 grade then i was in private school before that but due to tuition fee i changed school , and joined public scjool then I meet a girl she was to kind and lovely gorgeous , thing is she's also changed her school the same reason as me from another school so it wasn't hard to get along so we started talking .... suddenly we became like bff just in 1 year .
At the end of the year her fam sold there house andthey gone to another city even though it have  been 5 years i'm still in love with her and now just found out she have been in r/ship of 2 years.
I told to my self that's okay and stayed depressed , i got family issues they fight all the time the even tried to kill one another so things are very tough now
when i think about suicide i thing about this quote " ራስን ማጥፋት ሀጥያት ከሆነና ቅጣት ካለው ,ፈጣሪ አሁንስ በህይወት እያለስ ለምን ይቀጣዋል ለምንስ ቅጣት የሆነ ህይወት ያኖረዋል" it says when i think about it that's right sometimes
I never made my fam proud in my life , i've addictions menor alnebrebtm coz i'm christian , i loved the one i would never be with , i got no reasons to existence , at the end of this year i need miracles to make it for next year unless otherwise am done.

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Do y'all really think everything happens for a reason? Life has put me through a lot growing up. As if it aint enough, failing to fulfill your parents wish hurts like hell. I have always been that innocent, nice and topper student all my life but now here I am in univ struggling a lot in academics and everything all at once. Ik y'all top students will feel me on this. Never in my life have I worked on an exam just trying to barely pass. Always dreamed of getting the highest possible mark out of everyone. Even if that doesn't work, Ik I won't get a result that's gonna disappoint my family and myself at least. But now barely passing, disappointing those who believed in me, tired of feeling unappreciated even after I tried as much as I can to get back to my oldself...fr it hurts. Beka yastelal. Btw nothibg genuinely messes up with your mind as failing academically when all your life you are taught that life revolves around education. Yemayalfu yemimeslu gizeyatm endekeld yalfalu hulum melkam yhonal beye yemasb aynet sew neberku but not anymore. Especially when u grow up all alone with a very nice father providing everything for you and spoiling you but not being enough even for him hurts. Leand lelefalgn abate enkua mebkat alchalkum. Andande life is just too much stress fr. Btw Being an engineering major by itself is a lot to deal with, imagine dealing with personal life problems, health issues and family cases on top of it. Why woukd God put ne through all this? Why can't I have the memory and the ability that I used to have for years? Why can't God just make everything a little easier? Why would he make things a lot heavier when all I need is a little weight lifted off of me?? As an early adult, I know gena there are a lot more challenges to come, a lot of problems that will make me rethink of how good this time is but it just feels life a constant cycle of being a disapointment and a failure. Yemr does this really pass eski? Will I be able to feel myself again after everything that I've been facing? After feeling like I am failing in life?

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I am a guy ,age 24
Do you ever feel like you are attracting the same kind of person ...so i went on a date balfew, sayat jmro kuch my ex so we talked yhon yahel ....the way she talks,her childhood ,her family story like everything is similar ....at this point i don't understand to be honest why the hell is this happening to me and there is always that daddy issue case demo i mean what is the issue here, does anyone know similar story

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I am 🎭 JBA
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Im recently noticing that I am becoming more irritable with people around me, everything is starting to make me angry and I can't explain z amount of hatred that goes through my head every second. This is coming from a guy who believe in z living principle of not giving a fu just like that popular book they sell on the streets. Am I starting to give fu or have I reached my boiling point. And what should I do to return back to my old cold and careless persona ?. Thanks
Professional Advice is encouraged .

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I don't know why I came here 🤷‍♂️, but I will start venting to see what you would say. I am a 25 year old male who grew up listening to the lies told by society: if you stay grounded, fear God, and study hard, you will become successful. So I thought what they said was right I kept my head down and studied hard while my friends enjoyed their lives and adulthood but still, I am stuck in my life. At this time, I have a 9-5 job that pays me around 30k per month (I don't know if I have to be grateful for this) 🤔but I don't have the social skills to get friends and enjoy life 😞. The one thing that bothered me a lot is that I am 25 and still a virgin, are you surprised? Let me add another thing: I don't have a single kiss in my entire life and I don't even have one hug😭. When I say hug, you know, deep heart-to-heart. Is it normal? Not only that, I don't have a girlfriend still now and I don't want to... I mean, I want to have sex, but I don't want to go through the process, you know መጀንጀን ምናምን.

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My name is M. I am 30 years old and I work in healthcare. I feel like I am drowning in self-hate, and honestly, I do not know what to do anymore. I feel like I am dying inside.
The ironic thing is — and it does not even feel funny anymore — I have never dated. Not even once. No one has ever told me they liked me. While my friends were going on dates, being asked out, and enjoying life during our college years, I was always alone. I kept smiling just to blend in and pretend it did not affect me because I did not want anyone to think I was jealous or bitter.
But the truth is, I was jealous. Sometimes I was even jealous when they got their hearts broken because at least someone had loved them enough to hurt them.
I have two sisters and two brothers, and they are all beautiful. I am only three years older than my younger sister and thirteen years older than my brothers, yet most people think I am their mother instead of their sister. I usually try to laugh or smile when people say things like that, but deep down it hurts more than I can explain.
Even now, when guys talk to me on Telegram, I try to continue the conversation, but the fear of them hating me once they see me in person completely cripples me. So I pull away before anything can happen. I cannot even tell people “no” because I am terrified they will lash out at me and confirm every horrible thing I already think about myself.
So instead, I overcompensate. I try to please everyone around me until I feel emotionally exhausted and suffocated.
Over the past few years, I have spent so much energy trying to distract myself from my own thoughts. Whenever I am alone — even during something as simple as sitting in a taxi — I immediately start reading books or watching movies because if I do not distract myself, I start thinking. And when I start thinking, I feel completely lost and broken.
After graduation, I tried so hard to hold onto the friendships I had, but they are slowly slipping through my fingers. I know people are simply moving forward with their lives, but somehow it feels like I am the only one left behind, alone in the middle of a desert.
I used to believe things would get better with time, but instead they seem to be getting worse. My mental health feels like it is collapsing, and everything in my life feels like it is spiraling out of control.
I do not have a stable job, and I am still financially dependent on my family. I hate myself for that, even though I am trying to change it. I am trying to improve my life. I am trying to date. I am trying to lose weight. But lately, I just feel stuck.
Every time someone looks at me, I feel convinced they are thinking about how ugly I am. I never feel pretty, even when I dress up, and the stress inside me is becoming unbearable.
At this point, I feel like I am drowning in black ink, slowly disappearing into it, and I do not know how to save myself from it anymore.

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Manew endene zare be kelat weset yewale😭... Telant ye ex story besetet kefeteku keza zarem story yesew eyayew lela story argo nbr degami kefetekut ... Kesum beso bbf wedeshalew belo text aregelegn 😭😭 menedenew Koy eheee 😭😭😭.....

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I am 🎭 Starlight
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an update ? may be.....

i have come to realize that, as a generation we are messed up and i the brink of a total chaos and the only hope that we have is our God. before that tho let me tell you my final decision i have to the matter. i have decide to make less contact as much as possible and keep my distance unless he approaches me. because i felt like i am forcing him? this is just my feeling, and my gut is seeing things( btw for people who say trust your gut.... i would tell you if you don't have a grounding, that is your pillar for every thought .. you might be picking a wrong scent so ... don't be hasty to trust your gut). but i am not gonna be cold and hard towards him. i he wants me i will be there. next i come to understand his problem ... his reasoning and he opinions and may be those are why he doesn't love me or want to take things one step closer? ( i want to say more on this so may be in another vent) anyways thinking those things i came to realize why most relationship and family and marriage and childhood trauma are created and even tho i fully don't understand his pain and doubt and fear.... there is nothing much more i can do about it until he come to terms.... may be by that time life will do many things to us so who knows? but i am not gonna influence his decision ....it will be up to him. at last, i think half of the problem to why this relationship in into the unknown confusion is me. just like him i have the fear, the doubt ( i am not in any way relating his problems to mine and make reconciliation) my problems might be similar but for a whole different reason and needs a different solution. and i came to realize that he will never understand them like i cannot his. this brought me to decision that i am the one to the solution not him..... i have the full solution to that but i fear the decision i would make might kill whatever little connection that we have. yes i do love him, it is not because of any traits that he have, which all are amazing but i love him because he owns up to his flaws, he was not sugar coating them. and that made me respect him more than anything ...... let me say i respect him more than i love him. ( this is better). so yeah all that might be gone, and me and him are no more than strangers who knows each other's names. but hoping against hope, i do hope this will make it happen you know it will be for the better..... may be this is what i needed to be a better person... same goes for him. some of the decision that i came to recognize are mandatory for me.... anyways i want to tell you more what those decisions are and why i blamed feminism... see you soon

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So hey yall its me again so lemme get to the point ..me and this guy have been talking and dating for 4 months and he's my first and am 22 I don't even get my first kiss still now because am not feeling it but last time when I meet him he kiss me on my neck and cheeks and my hand he want be more close to me but I thought its weird and too much because its my fist time and he ask me to meet him in a room and I told him that am not comfortable go go this kind of place and debek yale bota mehad alflgem and he agree with that then we meet on a public cafe and u know he's kinda clingy guy i love it but I was worried what if he don't mean it what if he wanna be with me because I told him that he's my first and I don't even get my first kiss so after that day I text him saying hey and he act differently like he said tell me hw u feel i said it was good and I ask him how he feel he said he feel rejected I was like wat ngl I let u to close to me and kiss my neck and cheeks eko wat do u want more he said I want be ur first and last u have been pushing me and it was my mistake I shouldn't have done that in first place and I was trying to break the physical boundary between us but u won't let me so i felt like not giving u love but abusing u bcuz u were not receiving it, it felt like one sided love
I felt really awful keteleyayen behuala i wanted to kiss u i wanted to br ur first now i doubt that
I lost my appetite and its too much for me and Ykershal bzu lefkr zgju aydeleshim
...Beka impatient yehonkutm slafekerkush bcha new lela kfu neger yelewm its driving me crazy maryamn
And then he said If u don't ask me more time i'm good cus i already want to be 1bodies and soul with u.... u know one kisses can solve all of this right.... after he said all this things i was like seriously mn endemel rasu nw gera yegbagn so do u guys think its normal should I continue with him or i need to stop

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I really don't know what to say ymr
MN aynet neger new gn abeznyochachu miyaschenkachu like I don't have bf , ex , lover, fwb or horny partner what should I do mnamn eyalchu meteykut
Are you guys serious ?!?! Bka yhe bcha new miyasasbachu you guys don't have life goal mnamn something you wanna achieve? Really ?
bezi sat liyasaseb michelew how to build our future , make money , work and work to make the dream a reality mnamn nw
Ymren eko new kom blachu lemaseb mokeru
Ahun kalserachu there will be no future to live in
Your life will end Yesew life ye enante endihon wish eyaregachu

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