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I am a 25-year-old female, and I am venting because I desperately need a real-time explanation of "blind faith." I hate thinking like this, and I feel like an outcast. I won’t become an atheist because I do believe in GOD, but my critical thinking is pushing me toward agnosticism. I’m no longer sure if He is truly good to everyone, if He is genuinely loving, or if I even want to spend eternity with Him.
I grew up Christian Orthodox, but over the past two years, my faith has rapidly faded. I tried so hard to get close to Him. I had that burning "fire for GOD"—I used to testify, repost religious content, and maintain a constant relationship with Him in my head. I isolated myself from friends to avoid "sinful stuff" and make time for GOD and my job. But now, that spark is completely gone. I have started questioning everything, to the point where I feel like I am definitely going to Hell. It is giving me full-blown panic attacks. I am petrified and frightened. Honestly, I wish there was a third option: no Heaven, no Hell, just a peaceful return to nothingness, exactly like before I existed. Not existing after death doesn’t even scare me anymore.
In fact, Heaven scares me too, and I don't hope for it anymore for three reasons:
1 I am too sinful, worldly, and critical to ever make it there.
2 Wearing all white, singing hymns, and bowing down a gazillion times for eternity sounds like being a slave or a robot. It would be easier to praise Him if He were visibly here on Earth, but Him being invisible and distant makes worship feel empty.
3 If Heaven has no evil, what does that make us? Without free will to choose wrong, we just become perfect robots.
The logic of Hell feels completely broken to me. If I tell a lie or curse a little bit, am I really going to the exact same Hell as Hitler, Jeffrey Dahmer, or someone who killed 40 people? Why aren’t there levels like Hell-Lite or Hell-Zero? I know for a fact I don’t deserve Supreme Hell. Even worse, if a mass murderer says "sorry" on their deathbed, they go to Heaven while an honest doubter goes to Hell. Imagine dying, making it to Heaven, and the very first person you see is your rapist just because they repented. It feels like the only good thing about Heaven is that it isn’t Hell. Most Christians only worship Him to avoid fire, not out of love.
If I told my own children, "If you don't love me, I am going to set you on fire," would anyone call me a loving mother? Furthermore, if God knows everything and created everything, then free will is an illusion. He knew people would rebel and die in sin before He even made them, yet He created them anyway just to send them to Hell. Why not just kill the devil? It feels like a movie script: "Who would Batman be without the Joker?" The devil takes the blame so GOD can look like the good guy.
I feel too weak to be perfect, too critical to have blind faith, and too stubborn to love a God who feels like He doesn't care about me. I just want to sink into nothingness. I wish He was all good to everyone.
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I am a 25-year-old female, and I am venting because I desperately need a real-time explanation of "blind faith." I hate thinking like this, and I feel like an outcast. I won’t become an atheist because I do believe in GOD, but my critical thinking is pushing me toward agnosticism. I’m no longer sure if He is truly good to everyone, if He is genuinely loving, or if I even want to spend eternity with Him.
I grew up Christian Orthodox, but over the past two years, my faith has rapidly faded. I tried so hard to get close to Him. I had that burning "fire for GOD"—I used to testify, repost religious content, and maintain a constant relationship with Him in my head. I isolated myself from friends to avoid "sinful stuff" and make time for GOD and my job. But now, that spark is completely gone. I have started questioning everything, to the point where I feel like I am definitely going to Hell. It is giving me full-blown panic attacks. I am petrified and frightened. Honestly, I wish there was a third option: no Heaven, no Hell, just a peaceful return to nothingness, exactly like before I existed. Not existing after death doesn’t even scare me anymore.
In fact, Heaven scares me too, and I don't hope for it anymore for three reasons:
1 I am too sinful, worldly, and critical to ever make it there.
2 Wearing all white, singing hymns, and bowing down a gazillion times for eternity sounds like being a slave or a robot. It would be easier to praise Him if He were visibly here on Earth, but Him being invisible and distant makes worship feel empty.
3 If Heaven has no evil, what does that make us? Without free will to choose wrong, we just become perfect robots.
The logic of Hell feels completely broken to me. If I tell a lie or curse a little bit, am I really going to the exact same Hell as Hitler, Jeffrey Dahmer, or someone who killed 40 people? Why aren’t there levels like Hell-Lite or Hell-Zero? I know for a fact I don’t deserve Supreme Hell. Even worse, if a mass murderer says "sorry" on their deathbed, they go to Heaven while an honest doubter goes to Hell. Imagine dying, making it to Heaven, and the very first person you see is your rapist just because they repented. It feels like the only good thing about Heaven is that it isn’t Hell. Most Christians only worship Him to avoid fire, not out of love.
If I told my own children, "If you don't love me, I am going to set you on fire," would anyone call me a loving mother? Furthermore, if God knows everything and created everything, then free will is an illusion. He knew people would rebel and die in sin before He even made them, yet He created them anyway just to send them to Hell. Why not just kill the devil? It feels like a movie script: "Who would Batman be without the Joker?" The devil takes the blame so GOD can look like the good guy.
I feel too weak to be perfect, too critical to have blind faith, and too stubborn to love a God who feels like He doesn't care about me. I just want to sink into nothingness. I wish He was all good to everyone.
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I'm sorry I moved on without a proper goodbye. I'm sorry you have to see me on the road and think about whether to hug me or give me a handshake. I'm sorry everything turned out the way I told you wouldn't. I'm sorry you still love while I'm in somebody else's arms. I'm sorry you think about holding my hands while mine are preoccupied with somebody else's body parts. I'm sorry you met me. I'm sorry we talked. I'm sorry we fell in love only for me to fall out again. I'm sorry I was an inconsiderate brat. I'm sorry I don't know what's best for me. I'm sorry I regret everything. And I'm sorry I'm sorry but helpless.
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I'm sorry I moved on without a proper goodbye. I'm sorry you have to see me on the road and think about whether to hug me or give me a handshake. I'm sorry everything turned out the way I told you wouldn't. I'm sorry you still love while I'm in somebody else's arms. I'm sorry you think about holding my hands while mine are preoccupied with somebody else's body parts. I'm sorry you met me. I'm sorry we talked. I'm sorry we fell in love only for me to fall out again. I'm sorry I was an inconsiderate brat. I'm sorry I don't know what's best for me. I'm sorry I regret everything. And I'm sorry I'm sorry but helpless.
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I'm mad that you didn't text me back as you said you missed me mnamn stuff and I know deep down your are control liar. it is matter of time me losing my interest because you don't seems like it.your words are sweet but your actions shows who truly you are, becha chaw in the first place you were the one who insisted get now each other ask my phone number text me every where and now when you get the attention you are not around. always you give silly reasons for your absence and fool me getting along with it.and next time when you decide to text back you won't get reply from me adiós.
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I'm mad that you didn't text me back as you said you missed me mnamn stuff and I know deep down your are control liar. it is matter of time me losing my interest because you don't seems like it.your words are sweet but your actions shows who truly you are, becha chaw in the first place you were the one who insisted get now each other ask my phone number text me every where and now when you get the attention you are not around. always you give silly reasons for your absence and fool me getting along with it.and next time when you decide to text back you won't get reply from me adiós.
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I am so frustrated with my self.i am even frustrated that I am writing this. It feels like I am two personalities, the one that has a know how of the right and wrong and what should be done in what manner and time but the other is irresponsible and careless and senseless dude, mostly the later prevails. And that is destructive.
I know that I have to focus in my job , my family , getting things right in my life but I am not doing so I am doing the complete opposite. I feel as if life is meaning less and it all not worth the trouble.
I get motivated sometimes by events, people or random days but that motivation never lasts long. Some how I end up with the conclusion of it is not worth it and it is meaningless.
I feel so lost in life , I guess I am some how hard on my self for the stuffs I have been through but I feel like I haven’t had like a big deal type of challenge in my life and I feel that I am whining like a bitch. Pretty confusing huh? Well that’s my life . boring and confusing at the same time.
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I am so frustrated with my self.i am even frustrated that I am writing this. It feels like I am two personalities, the one that has a know how of the right and wrong and what should be done in what manner and time but the other is irresponsible and careless and senseless dude, mostly the later prevails. And that is destructive.
I know that I have to focus in my job , my family , getting things right in my life but I am not doing so I am doing the complete opposite. I feel as if life is meaning less and it all not worth the trouble.
I get motivated sometimes by events, people or random days but that motivation never lasts long. Some how I end up with the conclusion of it is not worth it and it is meaningless.
I feel so lost in life , I guess I am some how hard on my self for the stuffs I have been through but I feel like I haven’t had like a big deal type of challenge in my life and I feel that I am whining like a bitch. Pretty confusing huh? Well that’s my life . boring and confusing at the same time.
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Okay so am a 21 M, got question for the females what does " i need to work on my self, i have things to figure out and i need to be free "mean
Context - i was in a relationship recently we've been dating for years then suddenly boom 💥 shes said this now i need your opinion what does this mean coz I don't think it means the same thing as it is said
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Okay so am a 21 M, got question for the females what does " i need to work on my self, i have things to figure out and i need to be free "mean
Context - i was in a relationship recently we've been dating for years then suddenly boom 💥 shes said this now i need your opinion what does this mean coz I don't think it means the same thing as it is said
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If Aladdin's Ginie came and asked me for an ultimate wish, I'd wish for nothing but the discipline the old me had 😐 the old me before i joined medschool, the old me who studied for 16 hrs straight with just 30 min of lunch breaks everyday for 3 whole years, the old me who didn't have even the slightest idea for the need of motivation she just would wake up and get things done, the old me with absolutely no need for cheap dopamine, the old me hule አንደኛ ምቶጣውን bcz of her non effortful effort
To give some context idk if it's the moral ውድቀት of the first years of medschool or the burn out associated with intense highschool years ( like i said istg i used to study for 16 hrs not just sometimes but daily for 3 years 😅 in high school ) but yea now i can't get myself to do anything, i hate applying, i know I've to መንቀሳቀስ a lot for the type of future am aspiring to have, but no i don't do shit am betammmm kemeten belay jealous of my friends who do voluntary activities here and there, write articles, study without procrastinating and me i swear to God i can't get myself even to open an email it's just too hard for me bcha betam merognal
The now me yes am trying but i kept on finding myself on loops of setting rules for discipline, following it for a week max, hating the way i live, I'd rather clean up the whole 3 floor house than doing stg productive i swear to God😐, the idea of cleaning suddenly becomes attractive, suddenly chatting wz a guy that am not even that interested in seems fabulous, venting on this channel seems appealing
But yeah I've decided to be the Ginnie and grant myself the wish, I've logged out of IG and Tiktok, I've promised myself that i won't be sleeping on day time ( girl tenegna nesh yemn ቀን ቀን metegnat new ), ስልክ is only for productivity not entertainment esp on day time ( atleast for u ), beka ydrowan anchin melshat the one before social media and medschool burn out era
I've a very big dream career wise but also there are Lots of things that i want to do like sincerely not just some tiktok ass " get a hobby shit " these things set my soul on actual fire to mention some ...... I want to learn spanish first and other languages later atleast 4 more😭, learn a keyboard and a guitar, master psychology esp human behavior uffff😫, philosophy ( esp the subs that am particularly intetested in😍) be a good cook esp baking , fitness u know having that toned gym body, read non fictional books, have a glass skin bcha bzu new i just mentioned the major ones
I refuse to let life just slide away from me wzout me achieving these
Anyone who is sick and tired of the life that is slipping away from their hands..... What are u guys doing or atleast planning to do.... I swear am not being a cry baby..... It's just hard
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If Aladdin's Ginie came and asked me for an ultimate wish, I'd wish for nothing but the discipline the old me had 😐 the old me before i joined medschool, the old me who studied for 16 hrs straight with just 30 min of lunch breaks everyday for 3 whole years, the old me who didn't have even the slightest idea for the need of motivation she just would wake up and get things done, the old me with absolutely no need for cheap dopamine, the old me hule አንደኛ ምቶጣውን bcz of her non effortful effort
To give some context idk if it's the moral ውድቀት of the first years of medschool or the burn out associated with intense highschool years ( like i said istg i used to study for 16 hrs not just sometimes but daily for 3 years 😅 in high school ) but yea now i can't get myself to do anything, i hate applying, i know I've to መንቀሳቀስ a lot for the type of future am aspiring to have, but no i don't do shit am betammmm kemeten belay jealous of my friends who do voluntary activities here and there, write articles, study without procrastinating and me i swear to God i can't get myself even to open an email it's just too hard for me bcha betam merognal
The now me yes am trying but i kept on finding myself on loops of setting rules for discipline, following it for a week max, hating the way i live, I'd rather clean up the whole 3 floor house than doing stg productive i swear to God😐, the idea of cleaning suddenly becomes attractive, suddenly chatting wz a guy that am not even that interested in seems fabulous, venting on this channel seems appealing
But yeah I've decided to be the Ginnie and grant myself the wish, I've logged out of IG and Tiktok, I've promised myself that i won't be sleeping on day time ( girl tenegna nesh yemn ቀን ቀን metegnat new ), ስልክ is only for productivity not entertainment esp on day time ( atleast for u ), beka ydrowan anchin melshat the one before social media and medschool burn out era
I've a very big dream career wise but also there are Lots of things that i want to do like sincerely not just some tiktok ass " get a hobby shit " these things set my soul on actual fire to mention some ...... I want to learn spanish first and other languages later atleast 4 more😭, learn a keyboard and a guitar, master psychology esp human behavior uffff😫, philosophy ( esp the subs that am particularly intetested in😍) be a good cook esp baking , fitness u know having that toned gym body, read non fictional books, have a glass skin bcha bzu new i just mentioned the major ones
I refuse to let life just slide away from me wzout me achieving these
Anyone who is sick and tired of the life that is slipping away from their hands..... What are u guys doing or atleast planning to do.... I swear am not being a cry baby..... It's just hard
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Hey you all, what a cruel world we are leaving in and can't imagine being alone in here fr. an open, nice and genuine ( trying my best at least) man in his late 20s, working as a physician, living alone not that rich but at least can make my own living bedemb. i had previous situationships previously and didn't workout it has been long tho. so what am asking here is that of all these nice looking girls out there how is it difficult to find a free soul, one who is free of being judged, open minded and wild at the same time focused on her goals and trying to achieve sth, i would commit my self into something real serious if i find out one with a matching energy. but it just feels like everybody is same idk bcha it's hard these days.
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Hey you all, what a cruel world we are leaving in and can't imagine being alone in here fr. an open, nice and genuine ( trying my best at least) man in his late 20s, working as a physician, living alone not that rich but at least can make my own living bedemb. i had previous situationships previously and didn't workout it has been long tho. so what am asking here is that of all these nice looking girls out there how is it difficult to find a free soul, one who is free of being judged, open minded and wild at the same time focused on her goals and trying to achieve sth, i would commit my self into something real serious if i find out one with a matching energy. but it just feels like everybody is same idk bcha it's hard these days.
Thanks for your time
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20m ena here is the thing ke sra eyetemelesku taxi lay kegone 1 set neberech she's federal police demo mejemeria lay alastewalkuatm neber she said wede bole new mtedew aw slat abren new mnedew alechgn sastewlat 20-24 age she's kinda old for me. ena gn abren eyaweran hedn lnleyay snl slkhn alechgn setewat bet sders dewlalgn wede 20 mnamn minutes aweran keza ehud ldete new endtdewl blagn aldewelkum lela ken sdewlm alanesawm ena ene bcha negn flagotu ke setua simeta interest yemataw and gizem endeziw yehonech lj htsan lj lka slken tekebla neber sdewlelgn gn alanesawm interst ataw I mean rase yetekebelkutn eko aweralew le mndn new ke set simeta😕 is this overtinking
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20m ena here is the thing ke sra eyetemelesku taxi lay kegone 1 set neberech she's federal police demo mejemeria lay alastewalkuatm neber she said wede bole new mtedew aw slat abren new mnedew alechgn sastewlat 20-24 age she's kinda old for me. ena gn abren eyaweran hedn lnleyay snl slkhn alechgn setewat bet sders dewlalgn wede 20 mnamn minutes aweran keza ehud ldete new endtdewl blagn aldewelkum lela ken sdewlm alanesawm ena ene bcha negn flagotu ke setua simeta interest yemataw and gizem endeziw yehonech lj htsan lj lka slken tekebla neber sdewlelgn gn alanesawm interst ataw I mean rase yetekebelkutn eko aweralew le mndn new ke set simeta😕 is this overtinking
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I always read the vents here it's my first time venting so the thing is I've lost my faith in my family and friends as a whole I'm 5th year mechanical engineering student I'm the shy type I don't have many friends just a small circle I came from a poor family my dad is dead and I can't ask my mom for any help because she gotta make things happen at home for my siblings I survived 5 years at uni maintained 3.8 GPA by myself all my so called families aunts and uncles they never did anything to help but they could they are relatively well off now the thing that broke me is I have defence next week and I need suit for my defense my uncle promised he would buy me one when the time comes but when I call him now he says he is abroad and to ask him when he come back when I tell him it's urgent and for next week he said use your options I can't help you so I convinced my other friend to lend me his suit that he have he agreed but he is not picking up his phone now and I'm so confused as to what to do I don't have anyone else to ask I can't come up with 3-5k to rent a suit I'm just writing it here cus Noone else will listen to me or try to understand thank you if you read this far
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I always read the vents here it's my first time venting so the thing is I've lost my faith in my family and friends as a whole I'm 5th year mechanical engineering student I'm the shy type I don't have many friends just a small circle I came from a poor family my dad is dead and I can't ask my mom for any help because she gotta make things happen at home for my siblings I survived 5 years at uni maintained 3.8 GPA by myself all my so called families aunts and uncles they never did anything to help but they could they are relatively well off now the thing that broke me is I have defence next week and I need suit for my defense my uncle promised he would buy me one when the time comes but when I call him now he says he is abroad and to ask him when he come back when I tell him it's urgent and for next week he said use your options I can't help you so I convinced my other friend to lend me his suit that he have he agreed but he is not picking up his phone now and I'm so confused as to what to do I don't have anyone else to ask I can't come up with 3-5k to rent a suit I'm just writing it here cus Noone else will listen to me or try to understand thank you if you read this far
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im 25yrs male, is it me all males feel the same urge as i have, mn meslachu betam sexual urge eyazchgregn new setochn ke sra wichi belela melku awrche alwkm gin ahun ahun konjo set say tru shape yalat mnamn i feel sexually attracted, tewawke keza kes be kes relationship endinoregn asbalhu,lemagbat sayhon lemedeset aynet hasab
hulum wend endene new weys chgr alebgn🤔😁,
setoches endezi tesemtuachu yakal wenden be sexual feeling attracted mehon
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im 25yrs male, is it me all males feel the same urge as i have, mn meslachu betam sexual urge eyazchgregn new setochn ke sra wichi belela melku awrche alwkm gin ahun ahun konjo set say tru shape yalat mnamn i feel sexually attracted, tewawke keza kes be kes relationship endinoregn asbalhu,lemagbat sayhon lemedeset aynet hasab
hulum wend endene new weys chgr alebgn🤔😁,
setoches endezi tesemtuachu yakal wenden be sexual feeling attracted mehon
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Sometimes I am wondering will I ever be loved ..
Many people say “you’re only 21 your life barely started” but then why everyone my age is in a relationship ?
I start to think I will never get to experience this
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Sometimes I am wondering will I ever be loved ..
Many people say “you’re only 21 your life barely started” but then why everyone my age is in a relationship ?
I start to think I will never get to experience this
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Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent አሁንኮ ድንገት ትዝ ብለኸኝ…እንዲሁ በኑሮ በኑሮ መሀል አንዳንዴ አስብሀለሁ።ትዝታ ግን አይገርምህም? . ትዝታ ጎበዝ የሒሳብ ሊቅ ነው። ይሔ ሲደመር ይሔ ..ሲደመር ይሔ…ነው እዚህ ያደረሳችሁ ይለኛል። እሺ እላለሁ። ይሔ ሲቀነስ ይሔ…ሲቀነስ ይሔ ነው…ልብሽን ባዶ ያደረገው ይለኛል። እሺ እላለሁ። ይሔ ሲባዛ ይሔ …ሲደመር ይሔ…
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አላዘንኩብህም!
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ሰው ብዙ ሀዘን ሲያልፍ ወይ በጣም ጨካኝ ወይ በጣም ሩህሩህ ነው ሚሆነው። ርህራሔው “ሰው ከድካሙ በቀር ትርፉ ምንድነው” የሚለውን ቃል ከመረዳት። ጭካኔው ደግሞ የሰው ልጅ ሁሉ የሚያልፍበትን የግል የድካም መንገድ ካለመረዳት ነው። ዛሬ አንተ ቤት ሲለቀስ ጎረቤት ሰርግ ይሆናል በዚህ ትናደዳለህ? ወይስ አይ የሰው ልጅ ነገር ብለህ ታልፋለህ?
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ትከሻህ እንደማይችለኝ እያወቅሁ ልደገፍህ ማለቴ ነው። ምናልባት የህይወት እስክስታህን አይቼ ደስታ ልካፈል ጓጉቼ ነበረ። ግን ቢሆንም ልክ አደለሁም ልል ትከሻ እስክስታ እንጂ መከራ ይችላል ያለኝ ማነው ?
የደበረኝ
የማትፈውሰውን ቁስል ማሳየቴ ነው። ባለ መድሀኒት እንዳይደለህ እያወኩ ደህና የተሸፈነ ህመም እይልኝ ማለት አልነበረብኝም። ማዳን አይደለም ማስታገስ የማትችለው ህመም አሳይቶ ጨካኝ ሊልህ ባይልህ እንኳን ራስህን ጨከንኩኝ እንዴ? እንድትል ከሚተውህ ሰው በላይ ጨካኝ አለ? በእውነት አልረባም።
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የደበረኝ
ቁስለኛ መሆኔን የሚያውቅ ሰው በአንድ መጨመሩ ነው። ደሞኮ እየቻልኩበት። ብረት የለበሰ የንጉስ ወታደር መስዬ መኖር እያወኩበት። ይህቺ ልጅ ግን ታማ ታውቃለች? እስኪባል ደዌ መደበቅ ምችል ሆኜ ሳለሁ። እግዜር ከቸርነቱ ሁሉ ዝምን ከአገዛዝ ጥበቡ የመቻልን ፈቅዶልኝ ሲያበቃ ምን ልሁን ብዬ እንዳስቸገርኩህ ሳስብ በራሴ ነው የምናደድ።
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ይሁን እስቲ ይሔስ ድካም አይደለ ? ሰው ደግሞ ከድካሙ በቀር ትርፍ አለው? የለውም ። ይቅር በለኝ!
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አላዘንኩብህም!
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ሰው ብዙ ሀዘን ሲያልፍ ወይ በጣም ጨካኝ ወይ በጣም ሩህሩህ ነው ሚሆነው። ርህራሔው “ሰው ከድካሙ በቀር ትርፉ ምንድነው” የሚለውን ቃል ከመረዳት። ጭካኔው ደግሞ የሰው ልጅ ሁሉ የሚያልፍበትን የግል የድካም መንገድ ካለመረዳት ነው። ዛሬ አንተ ቤት ሲለቀስ ጎረቤት ሰርግ ይሆናል በዚህ ትናደዳለህ? ወይስ አይ የሰው ልጅ ነገር ብለህ ታልፋለህ?
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የደበረኝ
ትከሻህ እንደማይችለኝ እያወቅሁ ልደገፍህ ማለቴ ነው። ምናልባት የህይወት እስክስታህን አይቼ ደስታ ልካፈል ጓጉቼ ነበረ። ግን ቢሆንም ልክ አደለሁም ልል ትከሻ እስክስታ እንጂ መከራ ይችላል ያለኝ ማነው ?
የደበረኝ
የማትፈውሰውን ቁስል ማሳየቴ ነው። ባለ መድሀኒት እንዳይደለህ እያወኩ ደህና የተሸፈነ ህመም እይልኝ ማለት አልነበረብኝም። ማዳን አይደለም ማስታገስ የማትችለው ህመም አሳይቶ ጨካኝ ሊልህ ባይልህ እንኳን ራስህን ጨከንኩኝ እንዴ? እንድትል ከሚተውህ ሰው በላይ ጨካኝ አለ? በእውነት አልረባም።
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የደበረኝ
ቁስለኛ መሆኔን የሚያውቅ ሰው በአንድ መጨመሩ ነው። ደሞኮ እየቻልኩበት። ብረት የለበሰ የንጉስ ወታደር መስዬ መኖር እያወኩበት። ይህቺ ልጅ ግን ታማ ታውቃለች? እስኪባል ደዌ መደበቅ ምችል ሆኜ ሳለሁ። እግዜር ከቸርነቱ ሁሉ ዝምን ከአገዛዝ ጥበቡ የመቻልን ፈቅዶልኝ ሲያበቃ ምን ልሁን ብዬ እንዳስቸገርኩህ ሳስብ በራሴ ነው የምናደድ።
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ይሁን እስቲ ይሔስ ድካም አይደለ ? ሰው ደግሞ ከድካሙ በቀር ትርፍ አለው? የለውም ። ይቅር በለኝ!
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I'm 22 years old and currently a 4th-year university student.
I've known this girl since Grade 5, and I believe she is my first love.
In Grade 8, I liked her, but I wasn't mature enough to understand my feelings. She often showed signs that she liked me too, but I ignored them. At the end of Grade 10, I finally told her how I felt, and she said she loved me too. We started a relationship, but after a few weeks I stopped texting and calling her because I didn't really know how to be in a relationship. Eventually, we lost contact.
In Grade 11, we were in the same class, but we barely spoke. Later, she told me that she dated another guy during that time. Years later, when we reconnected, I asked why she had chosen him over me. She said she believed I would eventually ignore her again because of how I had acted before.
Despite everything, we kept reconnecting over the years. Before I returned to university, we finally went on a date, and it was one of the happiest days I've had. After that, we talked regularly for about two months.
Then, without warning, she stopped replying to my calls and messages. When I later asked what happened, she only said she would call me back, but she never did.
Now I'm confused. I still think about her all the time, and I can't seem to move on. We've known each other for most of our lives, but our relationship has always been full of missed chances, poor communication, and bad timing.
Do I keep trying, or is it finally time to let go?
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I'm 22 years old and currently a 4th-year university student.
I've known this girl since Grade 5, and I believe she is my first love.
In Grade 8, I liked her, but I wasn't mature enough to understand my feelings. She often showed signs that she liked me too, but I ignored them. At the end of Grade 10, I finally told her how I felt, and she said she loved me too. We started a relationship, but after a few weeks I stopped texting and calling her because I didn't really know how to be in a relationship. Eventually, we lost contact.
In Grade 11, we were in the same class, but we barely spoke. Later, she told me that she dated another guy during that time. Years later, when we reconnected, I asked why she had chosen him over me. She said she believed I would eventually ignore her again because of how I had acted before.
Despite everything, we kept reconnecting over the years. Before I returned to university, we finally went on a date, and it was one of the happiest days I've had. After that, we talked regularly for about two months.
Then, without warning, she stopped replying to my calls and messages. When I later asked what happened, she only said she would call me back, but she never did.
Now I'm confused. I still think about her all the time, and I can't seem to move on. We've known each other for most of our lives, but our relationship has always been full of missed chances, poor communication, and bad timing.
Do I keep trying, or is it finally time to let go?
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Hello there everyone,
So yesterday I had a conversation with someone I deeply respect and I detected something in our conversation. The fact that I need to be ' sociable ' because I hold too much inside. I like to keep things private and I was told I need more female friends to bring out my "femininity". That it might be problematic when I start a relationship. My people, I am someone who is introvert , but kind of free when I am with friends. Even that's with reservation. To open up, I have to see how people respond and I was disappointed so many times.
So my question is to men only and I would like it if you have some spiritual knowledge on it . No ask my id. Believe me I won't ask and I don't want to talk. All I am requesting is your genuine answer from objective standpoint.
Would you find it hard to date an introvert woman? That doesn't like social gatherings very much and prefer some quiet companionship? It might seem simple to you but this person is who I hold close and even though I am not changing my character, religion is involved around it. Does God want people , especially women to be sociable in orthodox church? I don't hate people. I just have my inner peace disrupted whenever I am in crowds and chaos.
Thank you for your time
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Hello there everyone,
So yesterday I had a conversation with someone I deeply respect and I detected something in our conversation. The fact that I need to be ' sociable ' because I hold too much inside. I like to keep things private and I was told I need more female friends to bring out my "femininity". That it might be problematic when I start a relationship. My people, I am someone who is introvert , but kind of free when I am with friends. Even that's with reservation. To open up, I have to see how people respond and I was disappointed so many times.
So my question is to men only and I would like it if you have some spiritual knowledge on it . No ask my id. Believe me I won't ask and I don't want to talk. All I am requesting is your genuine answer from objective standpoint.
Would you find it hard to date an introvert woman? That doesn't like social gatherings very much and prefer some quiet companionship? It might seem simple to you but this person is who I hold close and even though I am not changing my character, religion is involved around it. Does God want people , especially women to be sociable in orthodox church? I don't hate people. I just have my inner peace disrupted whenever I am in crowds and chaos.
Thank you for your time
#Melancholy #Agitation
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This is me to all light skinned, good looking, nerdy Guys out there.
Hey y'all 👋
Bcha...
I hope I can find one decent guy out there...
Or do y'all exist in my imagination?
my theory is that if I ever get married I want to marry a light skinned handsome guy if not then I'll marry a White guy...., and give birth to babies with a ✨ holy face card✨
Bc in this society, a pretty face is one huge privilege.... I've always seen it . Always.
Does anyone feel Overshadowed by their own besties? I do have my theme, I love it ... Except... I always felt Overshadowed.
All because I don't have lighter skin.
Anyways, I love my skin , but since I've seen the privileges of being a light skinned girl in my community ,
I want my kids to have that privilege.
Because a pretty face always wins.
But... Being brown skinned is the best thing that ever happened to me , if the one thing I love about my self is my skin and eyes. I love them.
I just hated the way I'm Overshadowed, and seen .
Like the less attractive friend in a friend group but I'm not insecure , I just know deep down that's how I'm seen by others.
Sometimes I feel like... I'm The fridge who keeps the snacks away , but guess what... I'm the skinniest 💀, less interactive, an introvert actually...
Maybe it's not that I'm unattractive,
It's just that I'm a candle being compared with street light constantly.
Anyways... If anyone feeling like this... I understand you very well
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#Friendship #Family #Relationship #Adult #Teen
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This is me to all light skinned, good looking, nerdy Guys out there.
Hey y'all 👋
Bcha...
I hope I can find one decent guy out there...
Or do y'all exist in my imagination?
my theory is that if I ever get married I want to marry a light skinned handsome guy if not then I'll marry a White guy...., and give birth to babies with a ✨ holy face card✨
Bc in this society, a pretty face is one huge privilege.... I've always seen it . Always.
Does anyone feel Overshadowed by their own besties? I do have my theme, I love it ... Except... I always felt Overshadowed.
All because I don't have lighter skin.
Anyways, I love my skin , but since I've seen the privileges of being a light skinned girl in my community ,
I want my kids to have that privilege.
Because a pretty face always wins.
But... Being brown skinned is the best thing that ever happened to me , if the one thing I love about my self is my skin and eyes. I love them.
I just hated the way I'm Overshadowed, and seen .
Like the less attractive friend in a friend group but I'm not insecure , I just know deep down that's how I'm seen by others.
Sometimes I feel like... I'm The fridge who keeps the snacks away , but guess what... I'm the skinniest 💀, less interactive, an introvert actually...
Maybe it's not that I'm unattractive,
It's just that I'm a candle being compared with street light constantly.
Anyways... If anyone feeling like this... I understand you very well
...
#Friendship #Family #Relationship #Adult #Teen
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Not necessarily in a romantic movie kind of way—just having a person around who understands your daily struggles, celebrates small wins with you, and makes an ordinary day feel a little less lonely.
I'm 27, have a stable life and a decent income, and sometimes I feel like what's missing isn't excitement but companionship. Someone to talk to after a long day, make plans with, support each other's goals, and slowly build trust over time.
Maybe it starts with a conversation, a coffee, a few walks, and simply getting to know each other. And if things feel right naturally, perhaps sharing a home and building a simple everyday life together could become part of that journey.
No pressure, no rushing, just seeing where life takes us.
I wonder if anyone else feels the same way. 💭❤️
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Not necessarily in a romantic movie kind of way—just having a person around who understands your daily struggles, celebrates small wins with you, and makes an ordinary day feel a little less lonely.
I'm 27, have a stable life and a decent income, and sometimes I feel like what's missing isn't excitement but companionship. Someone to talk to after a long day, make plans with, support each other's goals, and slowly build trust over time.
Maybe it starts with a conversation, a coffee, a few walks, and simply getting to know each other. And if things feel right naturally, perhaps sharing a home and building a simple everyday life together could become part of that journey.
No pressure, no rushing, just seeing where life takes us.
I wonder if anyone else feels the same way. 💭❤️
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I just noticed that my ex bf unblocked me on everywhere, and I was honestly like, 'Whattt happend wendme😂?' Mind u guys he blocked me with in a sec right after we broke up😭 keza demo I thought he had completely moved on, so I didn't expect him to unblock me. What do you guys think it means???? Or was he meant to say ''I got ntng to do with her so why blocking"??? I kinda thought that way, I honestly don't care abt him unblocking me gn I was surprised man
Ena what do yall think ???
Should I unblock him too???
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I just noticed that my ex bf unblocked me on everywhere, and I was honestly like, 'Whattt happend wendme😂?' Mind u guys he blocked me with in a sec right after we broke up😭 keza demo I thought he had completely moved on, so I didn't expect him to unblock me. What do you guys think it means???? Or was he meant to say ''I got ntng to do with her so why blocking"??? I kinda thought that way, I honestly don't care abt him unblocking me gn I was surprised man
Ena what do yall think ???
Should I unblock him too???
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Sup guys 23M here
The thing is I have sexual desire a lot yk yemechesha yarekut ke amet befit nbr with my ex
And I try to had that gn relation mejmer alflkum coz it was drain my energy a lot that’s why I broke up with her
I tried from dating apps mnamn with Fwb stuff mnamn gn yehone seat lay fail yaregal ke bitch ga mewtat dmo alflgm coz I want a pure intimacy and tantra stuff🧘🧘♀️
my question for u is how can I get that women? Who is open minded and clean gal
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Sup guys 23M here
The thing is I have sexual desire a lot yk yemechesha yarekut ke amet befit nbr with my ex
And I try to had that gn relation mejmer alflkum coz it was drain my energy a lot that’s why I broke up with her
I tried from dating apps mnamn with Fwb stuff mnamn gn yehone seat lay fail yaregal ke bitch ga mewtat dmo alflgm coz I want a pure intimacy and tantra stuff🧘🧘♀️
my question for u is how can I get that women? Who is open minded and clean gal
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I had a boyfriend, and we used to be so in love, but now we're in a long-distance relationship and I honestly don't feel the same anymore. I don't even feel the spark between us. He makes me so mad sometimes because it feels like he doesn't understand me at all. He always says "I love you," but it feels like it's just words. I don't really see any actions behind them.
We fight a lot, and lately I've completely lost interest in being in a relationship. I don't know if that's normal or if I'm just overreacting, but everything about us feels different now. Even when he calls or texts me, I get annoyed for no reason. I don't know what's gotten into me.
The worst part is that I don't even like looking at his pictures anymore. It's so weird because this is someone I used to love so much. Now I just feel frustrated, tired, and disconnected. I don't know if I've fallen out of love, if the distance changed things, or if all the fighting just pushed me away. I'm honestly confused about how I feel.
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I had a boyfriend, and we used to be so in love, but now we're in a long-distance relationship and I honestly don't feel the same anymore. I don't even feel the spark between us. He makes me so mad sometimes because it feels like he doesn't understand me at all. He always says "I love you," but it feels like it's just words. I don't really see any actions behind them.
We fight a lot, and lately I've completely lost interest in being in a relationship. I don't know if that's normal or if I'm just overreacting, but everything about us feels different now. Even when he calls or texts me, I get annoyed for no reason. I don't know what's gotten into me.
The worst part is that I don't even like looking at his pictures anymore. It's so weird because this is someone I used to love so much. Now I just feel frustrated, tired, and disconnected. I don't know if I've fallen out of love, if the distance changed things, or if all the fighting just pushed me away. I'm honestly confused about how I feel.
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I need to vent
Hey how r u guys
Pls don't judge me just hear me out i was in relationship but after almost 2 year we broke up forever and after that i just lost how to live am not saying i need her but i couldn't find reason to live i know am not alone or the only guy in the world just don't know what to do and the worse pars is i start watching corn and masturbation if u r gone tell me to go out and meet someone o already tried it and didn't work am student also have job and some people which looks like friend but not series
So give me advice what shall i do i really need help pls guys
#MentalIllness #Adult
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I need to vent
Hey how r u guys
Pls don't judge me just hear me out i was in relationship but after almost 2 year we broke up forever and after that i just lost how to live am not saying i need her but i couldn't find reason to live i know am not alone or the only guy in the world just don't know what to do and the worse pars is i start watching corn and masturbation if u r gone tell me to go out and meet someone o already tried it and didn't work am student also have job and some people which looks like friend but not series
So give me advice what shall i do i really need help pls guys
#MentalIllness #Adult
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