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Why do guys get bored(ghost) after talking to for 2 or 3 weeks only ?is the problem ours or theirs I mean it happens to me several times and I get bored of meeting new ones because it will end up the same.the fact that I fall for them easily and gets difficult to get over .i swear itโs so frustrating god.
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Why do guys get bored(ghost) after talking to for 2 or 3 weeks only ?is the problem ours or theirs I mean it happens to me several times and I get bored of meeting new ones because it will end up the same.the fact that I fall for them easily and gets difficult to get over .i swear itโs so frustrating god.
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Ask my ID mtlu get a life pls ๐
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So the thing is I've such a wonderful friends so let me tell you abt them ...... They r so loyal, respectful, แแฃแชแ miferu, really smart ( Doctors ), honest, lovely bcha istg แแแฃแแธแ yhe new mibal แฅแแจแ yelem. They are super religious like Orthodox honew zefen alsemam types all the minor แแ แแแ, and well all of them have never kissed, date rasu mewtat ahun new yejemerut esunm bemekera mind u we r the same age๐
Me.... Oh well แฅแซแต แแซแฅ endaymesl gn i think am good to the most part i treat people with respect,, I'm loyal, i can def say my friends love me and the alway tell me that I'm such a good friend kind, motherly๐ and แแ แแ ( i swear these are their words )
But what am i that they are not I'm not sexually pure ( I'm a virgin by hymen but i mean ๐) i go out on dates endefeleku, i makeout ( lip count =3, boob count =2 ), i talk dirty stuff, and i don't have a religion ( used to be super Protestant ๐ช) beka my lust and religion แ แแฃแแต are stg that i can't control ( do i want to control milew lela แฅแซแ new๐) yeah to some extent i wish i was somehow strict with my sexuality bcz it had made me give myself away to ppl that didn't deserve me gn beka i can't I'm very sexual ( i owe the little reservation that i have to my hymen....... Thank u dear hymen i swear i owe u a lot ๐) bcz I'd rather die than have penetrative sex before marriage.and the religion oh well tbh i wish i believe in God but yea it's impossible
So u might ask how r u getting along with these people? ๐
Oh well i have never lied about anything abt me gn i just don't tell them i mean they know that my lips are not virgin as theirs and i got some Qs regarding God gn they don't know the full blown me. Lenegeru on one knows the actual me except for my brother who is my verrrry tanash, แฅแซแตแแฐแแฉ adelem gn if u just know me kelay I'm a normal person i even go to church ( how i loveeeee my church๐), listen to Protestant song, I'm really reserved with guys that I'm not romantically associated with( my friends are more friendly wz guys tbh๐ ), I'm superrr calm like everone beza new miyakegn, sefer wst my mom'n แ แคแต แแ แฝ endet chewa nech แแ แฅแ sew ataym new miluat, kebet alotam esp now that I've graduatedma chrashhhh ๐ , i have never been to clubs in my life, no concerts mnamn, no smoking, drinking, i don't cuss at all in front of people, anything beka my 2 problems are religion and lust
So why am i venting? Well day by day am losing a sense of belonginness wz them they haven't done anything it's just when we hang out mnamn they talk about a let's say a girl that made out with someone and omggggg the judgment ๐ฃ แฅแ แฅแ แแฐแซแแ biyaqu mn lilu new jesus๐ i mean i don't do too much gn compared to them I'm....
Ena ewnet eyedeberegn new o feel like I'm แแตแแฐแแแ mnamn ena beka eyechenekegn new i love and respect them so much tho
And lela neger omg they never approve the guys that i like or crush on like never i admit am always into แแญแแ red flag people and i can't help it
Anyways any girl in the same situation? Ewnet I'd really appreciate someone i can relate to๐
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So the thing is I've such a wonderful friends so let me tell you abt them ...... They r so loyal, respectful, แแฃแชแ miferu, really smart ( Doctors ), honest, lovely bcha istg แแแฃแแธแ yhe new mibal แฅแแจแ yelem. They are super religious like Orthodox honew zefen alsemam types all the minor แแ แแแ, and well all of them have never kissed, date rasu mewtat ahun new yejemerut esunm bemekera mind u we r the same age๐
Me.... Oh well แฅแซแต แแซแฅ endaymesl gn i think am good to the most part i treat people with respect,, I'm loyal, i can def say my friends love me and the alway tell me that I'm such a good friend kind, motherly๐ and แแ แแ ( i swear these are their words )
But what am i that they are not I'm not sexually pure ( I'm a virgin by hymen but i mean ๐) i go out on dates endefeleku, i makeout ( lip count =3, boob count =2 ), i talk dirty stuff, and i don't have a religion ( used to be super Protestant ๐ช) beka my lust and religion แ แแฃแแต are stg that i can't control ( do i want to control milew lela แฅแซแ new๐) yeah to some extent i wish i was somehow strict with my sexuality bcz it had made me give myself away to ppl that didn't deserve me gn beka i can't I'm very sexual ( i owe the little reservation that i have to my hymen....... Thank u dear hymen i swear i owe u a lot ๐) bcz I'd rather die than have penetrative sex before marriage.and the religion oh well tbh i wish i believe in God but yea it's impossible
So u might ask how r u getting along with these people? ๐
Oh well i have never lied about anything abt me gn i just don't tell them i mean they know that my lips are not virgin as theirs and i got some Qs regarding God gn they don't know the full blown me. Lenegeru on one knows the actual me except for my brother who is my verrrry tanash, แฅแซแตแแฐแแฉ adelem gn if u just know me kelay I'm a normal person i even go to church ( how i loveeeee my church๐), listen to Protestant song, I'm really reserved with guys that I'm not romantically associated with( my friends are more friendly wz guys tbh๐ ), I'm superrr calm like everone beza new miyakegn, sefer wst my mom'n แ แคแต แแ แฝ endet chewa nech แแ แฅแ sew ataym new miluat, kebet alotam esp now that I've graduatedma chrashhhh ๐ , i have never been to clubs in my life, no concerts mnamn, no smoking, drinking, i don't cuss at all in front of people, anything beka my 2 problems are religion and lust
So why am i venting? Well day by day am losing a sense of belonginness wz them they haven't done anything it's just when we hang out mnamn they talk about a let's say a girl that made out with someone and omggggg the judgment ๐ฃ แฅแ แฅแ แแฐแซแแ biyaqu mn lilu new jesus๐ i mean i don't do too much gn compared to them I'm....
Ena ewnet eyedeberegn new o feel like I'm แแตแแฐแแแ mnamn ena beka eyechenekegn new i love and respect them so much tho
And lela neger omg they never approve the guys that i like or crush on like never i admit am always into แแญแแ red flag people and i can't help it
Anyways any girl in the same situation? Ewnet I'd really appreciate someone i can relate to๐
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I have known this guy for over a year at the first I did know he like me but over time when we spend time I notice and one day when were at the club he kissed me we talkand it was all great he told me he loved me kissed me and everything but after a week or so he started acting weird I didn't ask him but he distance him self days pass and some drama happened with my sister and so we stop commitment at all after 4 months I saw him some place and we talk and everything getting better we getting cool again but this time his different he's not I know him before (he make new friends)6@ but still me go out to cinema and we had some time together and everything but the thing is after that day he never told me he love me or we are together we hooked up and everything I love him but I don't know what he want?? I don't want to ask him because Iโm afraid he will say iโm not ready for a relationship meanwhile I can't stop myself from to see him and hanging out with him should I talk to him about what's going on or follow his direction or act like him?? (He showed me some romance thing but we are not together but we do everything couple)
What should I do??? I don't want to lose him but he give me mixing signals
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Hey guy Iโm 27 years old female
I have known this guy for over a year at the first I did know he like me but over time when we spend time I notice and one day when were at the club he kissed me we talkand it was all great he told me he loved me kissed me and everything but after a week or so he started acting weird I didn't ask him but he distance him self days pass and some drama happened with my sister and so we stop commitment at all after 4 months I saw him some place and we talk and everything getting better we getting cool again but this time his different he's not I know him before (he make new friends)6@ but still me go out to cinema and we had some time together and everything but the thing is after that day he never told me he love me or we are together we hooked up and everything I love him but I don't know what he want?? I don't want to ask him because Iโm afraid he will say iโm not ready for a relationship meanwhile I can't stop myself from to see him and hanging out with him should I talk to him about what's going on or follow his direction or act like him?? (He showed me some romance thing but we are not together but we do everything couple)
What should I do??? I don't want to lose him but he give me mixing signals
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Am i the only habesha antinatalist out there? So anti-natalism is the concept that life inherently had suffering woven into it and so, it is not morally acceptable to bring an non-consenting innocent beings onto this world where suffering is guaranteed and existence ultimately ends with death.
Living in Ethiopia with this ideology is hard sometimes๐ฅฒ i feel like an outcast. Explaining it to family and friends feels like talking to a wall and my dating life well it is almost nonexistent. I always wonder especially in this day and age in Ethiopia, why people continue having kids and don't think twice about it?? ๐ญ it is very slefish and irresponsible imo.
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Am i the only habesha antinatalist out there? So anti-natalism is the concept that life inherently had suffering woven into it and so, it is not morally acceptable to bring an non-consenting innocent beings onto this world where suffering is guaranteed and existence ultimately ends with death.
Living in Ethiopia with this ideology is hard sometimes๐ฅฒ i feel like an outcast. Explaining it to family and friends feels like talking to a wall and my dating life well it is almost nonexistent. I always wonder especially in this day and age in Ethiopia, why people continue having kids and don't think twice about it?? ๐ญ it is very slefish and irresponsible imo.
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So, there is this girl Iโve been making eye contact with for a while ena I finally got the opportunity to talk to her, and we are officially in the talking stage. This is actually my first time trying to date or like pull a girl, and i am like noticing that there is a sign on her side. and weโve only been talking for a few days, but I really want to ask her out on a date. What do you guys think? Do you have any recommendations or advice on how I should ask her out? Like should i ask her i.g and ask on a text or should i still keep talking through phone for a while if so how long talking stage is enough to ask for a date ? brodies help your brother๐ Thanks!
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So, there is this girl Iโve been making eye contact with for a while ena I finally got the opportunity to talk to her, and we are officially in the talking stage. This is actually my first time trying to date or like pull a girl, and i am like noticing that there is a sign on her side. and weโve only been talking for a few days, but I really want to ask her out on a date. What do you guys think? Do you have any recommendations or advice on how I should ask her out? Like should i ask her i.g and ask on a text or should i still keep talking through phone for a while if so how long talking stage is enough to ask for a date ? brodies help your brother๐ Thanks!
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sooo guys mn meselachu yemeslegnal beka single hogne memote nw๐ญ wey gudee sometimes rasen sasbes do i have" แ แญแแฅแ" type shit attache alhonem fkr ayzegnm menamn kemanm gar endew belolegn relationship bejemr rasu the next day nebse letweta nw metdersew gurllll run out of this thing ๐โโโโก๏ธnw melew lerase keza demo i feel sooo bad lerasem abrogn lihon leneberewm sew rejem gize bekoyem ena bedemb attached behon rasu it's sooo easy for me to let someone go and move on min yibalal eshi ehe๐ญ hulum sew lebe dendana nesh nw milegn liredagn ayfelgem enem felgew eko adelem becha do i need a psychiatrist or แแ แ menamn aleza แแฌแ แณแแฐแซ lemot nw or it's Normal๐helllll nah normal demo lihon aychelem ena mn telalachu a BIG apology kerezeme ๐
FYI demo i don't have any trauma or family things menamn
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sooo guys mn meselachu yemeslegnal beka single hogne memote nw๐ญ wey gudee sometimes rasen sasbes do i have" แ แญแแฅแ" type shit attache alhonem fkr ayzegnm menamn kemanm gar endew belolegn relationship bejemr rasu the next day nebse letweta nw metdersew gurllll run out of this thing ๐โโโโก๏ธnw melew lerase keza demo i feel sooo bad lerasem abrogn lihon leneberewm sew rejem gize bekoyem ena bedemb attached behon rasu it's sooo easy for me to let someone go and move on min yibalal eshi ehe๐ญ hulum sew lebe dendana nesh nw milegn liredagn ayfelgem enem felgew eko adelem becha do i need a psychiatrist or แแ แ menamn aleza แแฌแ แณแแฐแซ lemot nw or it's Normal๐helllll nah normal demo lihon aychelem ena mn telalachu a BIG apology kerezeme ๐
FYI demo i don't have any trauma or family things menamn
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So, i know this guy for 3 years mnmn ena he's married gn married endehone sew behave ayaregm i know his wife on tiktok ena hes been asking me tp become hes 2nd wife ena i said no obviously gn bka sera guday yagnagenal ena gedeta bka mistun sayat tasazngalech balfew she reposted a post that says " cheers balachen kerasu belay lemiweden ena lemiyakbren" mtsm hes 35 and am 20 imagine and ofc be 16 or 17 amet jemro new makew gn bka yedewlal setota yelkal mnserabt bota (family business) atakm esua bengrat dmo tedarachews becha wellahu ya'elm.
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So, i know this guy for 3 years mnmn ena he's married gn married endehone sew behave ayaregm i know his wife on tiktok ena hes been asking me tp become hes 2nd wife ena i said no obviously gn bka sera guday yagnagenal ena gedeta bka mistun sayat tasazngalech balfew she reposted a post that says " cheers balachen kerasu belay lemiweden ena lemiyakbren" mtsm hes 35 and am 20 imagine and ofc be 16 or 17 amet jemro new makew gn bka yedewlal setota yelkal mnserabt bota (family business) atakm esua bengrat dmo tedarachews becha wellahu ya'elm.
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Yalagebachu wendoch like le tedar emotionally, financially zegeju honachu gn yalagebachu how do u get ur spouse ofc dua enargalen tahajjudm yenoral leyl ale gn kza betchemari in real life amd yagebachuts dua endaregachutlat aynet set new yagebachut?
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Yalagebachu wendoch like le tedar emotionally, financially zegeju honachu gn yalagebachu how do u get ur spouse ofc dua enargalen tahajjudm yenoral leyl ale gn kza betchemari in real life amd yagebachuts dua endaregachutlat aynet set new yagebachut?
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Hey, I just wanna vent about something thatโs been lowkey bothering me. Iโm 21F, almost 22, and Iโm a university student. I still have a long way to go in my career, so Iโve been trying to focus on that and sacrifice other things, you know?
The thing is, Iโve never been in a real relationship. And before anyone assumes stuff, itโs not like Iโm lonely or that no oneโs interested in me ๐ญ I do get approached in real life, and Iโve had crushes and talking stages before, but nothing ever became serious.
I remember one talking stage where this guy was begging me to be his girlfriend even though we never went on a date or even talked in person. He just saw me at church. And honestly, I donโt really trust online guys like that, and meeting someone I only know from chatting terrifies me.
I know itโs not because of my looks, because guys do approach me in public sometimes. One time I was walking to gebi and this guy said, โแแจแ แ แญแฐแแ แแ honestly youโre so pretty,โ and I literally thought it was lakefa at first ๐ญ I got nervous and tried to change direction he didn't follow or try anything never saw him again.
I also think I have avoidant issues. Like one time I had a huge crush on this guy, and after a while I think I started giving signals or energy or whatever ๐ญ then he started getting closer to meโฆ and what did I do? I ran every time I saw him. Maryamen ๐ญ
I genuinely donโt know whatโs wrong with me. I want a relationship, but at the same time I avoid every chance I get . Sometimes I wonder if itโs insecurity or fear or something deeper. Likeโฆ who am I waiting for exactly?
Even people in my neighborhood have started making โyouโre nextโ wedding jokes, saying maybe next year and stuff. And Iโm just there like ๐คจ
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Hey, I just wanna vent about something thatโs been lowkey bothering me. Iโm 21F, almost 22, and Iโm a university student. I still have a long way to go in my career, so Iโve been trying to focus on that and sacrifice other things, you know?
The thing is, Iโve never been in a real relationship. And before anyone assumes stuff, itโs not like Iโm lonely or that no oneโs interested in me ๐ญ I do get approached in real life, and Iโve had crushes and talking stages before, but nothing ever became serious.
I remember one talking stage where this guy was begging me to be his girlfriend even though we never went on a date or even talked in person. He just saw me at church. And honestly, I donโt really trust online guys like that, and meeting someone I only know from chatting terrifies me.
I know itโs not because of my looks, because guys do approach me in public sometimes. One time I was walking to gebi and this guy said, โแแจแ แ แญแฐแแ แแ honestly youโre so pretty,โ and I literally thought it was lakefa at first ๐ญ I got nervous and tried to change direction he didn't follow or try anything never saw him again.
I also think I have avoidant issues. Like one time I had a huge crush on this guy, and after a while I think I started giving signals or energy or whatever ๐ญ then he started getting closer to meโฆ and what did I do? I ran every time I saw him. Maryamen ๐ญ
I genuinely donโt know whatโs wrong with me. I want a relationship, but at the same time I avoid every chance I get . Sometimes I wonder if itโs insecurity or fear or something deeper. Likeโฆ who am I waiting for exactly?
Even people in my neighborhood have started making โyouโre nextโ wedding jokes, saying maybe next year and stuff. And Iโm just there like ๐คจ
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Mejemerya lay kemeret tenesta enleyay alech denegetku mnamn ene yane yehone suprise mnamn lareg tef tef eyalku neber bergit 1 -3ken ghost argiyat neber keza behuala lemn erefi blat alsemachim hedech keza block aregechegne behulum social media keza ke2 samnt mnamn behuala story areku slerase staff mnamn neger keza sewoch storye lay reply karegut ga flirty message melalak jemerku keza yesuwa guadegna weym esuwa endehonu betyakewechuwa leyehuwachew ena sle esua setykegne mnamn endebakene gize slekoterkut r/ship wust alneberkum mnamn beye bzu washew esuwan lemanaded keza guadegnawa negne atgebatm wusha mnamn yesdb aynet weredebgne koy esuwa kehedech kome melemen nw yalebgne move on mareg nw yalebgne message telakelgne awerahu bzu washehu demo mebte nw beguadegnochuwam mnamn enen block argewgnal mn atefaw koy kome lekr ede koy setoch alfelgm blachu kehedachu behuala lemndn nw drama mtserut???
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Mejemerya lay kemeret tenesta enleyay alech denegetku mnamn ene yane yehone suprise mnamn lareg tef tef eyalku neber bergit 1 -3ken ghost argiyat neber keza behuala lemn erefi blat alsemachim hedech keza block aregechegne behulum social media keza ke2 samnt mnamn behuala story areku slerase staff mnamn neger keza sewoch storye lay reply karegut ga flirty message melalak jemerku keza yesuwa guadegna weym esuwa endehonu betyakewechuwa leyehuwachew ena sle esua setykegne mnamn endebakene gize slekoterkut r/ship wust alneberkum mnamn beye bzu washew esuwan lemanaded keza guadegnawa negne atgebatm wusha mnamn yesdb aynet weredebgne koy esuwa kehedech kome melemen nw yalebgne move on mareg nw yalebgne message telakelgne awerahu bzu washehu demo mebte nw beguadegnochuwam mnamn enen block argewgnal mn atefaw koy kome lekr ede koy setoch alfelgm blachu kehedachu behuala lemndn nw drama mtserut???
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For God, for St. Gabriel,
Your son is unwell, uncomfortable here, living in struggle. I want to change myself and try to write my future with my own hands, but I feel trapped here, surrounded by haters trying to bring me down. I am circled by devils and hatred, and I have no clue how to defend myself.
I tried everything. I called upon the names of all the angels, even You, God, but no one seems to reply. It has been four years. You know I have no one to rely on, but You left me alone, and my life completely changed. I experienced deep trauma that may stay with me for a lifetime.
Now I feel like I am at the end of everything. Every hope I had in You is vanishing. If You are not around when I need You the most, then why is Your presence in this world?
St. Gabriel, I do not want to speak badly about God for the rest of my life, but I am losing everything. I am losing myself every day, digging my own funeral deeper every day, and my time feels like it is getting closer to the finish line.
There will be no cross on my neck. There will be no Godโs name in my mouth. There will be nothing at all.
But before that happens, please save me. Help me. Time is running.
One day, I may decide.
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For God, for St. Gabriel,
Your son is unwell, uncomfortable here, living in struggle. I want to change myself and try to write my future with my own hands, but I feel trapped here, surrounded by haters trying to bring me down. I am circled by devils and hatred, and I have no clue how to defend myself.
I tried everything. I called upon the names of all the angels, even You, God, but no one seems to reply. It has been four years. You know I have no one to rely on, but You left me alone, and my life completely changed. I experienced deep trauma that may stay with me for a lifetime.
Now I feel like I am at the end of everything. Every hope I had in You is vanishing. If You are not around when I need You the most, then why is Your presence in this world?
St. Gabriel, I do not want to speak badly about God for the rest of my life, but I am losing everything. I am losing myself every day, digging my own funeral deeper every day, and my time feels like it is getting closer to the finish line.
There will be no cross on my neck. There will be no Godโs name in my mouth. There will be nothing at all.
But before that happens, please save me. Help me. Time is running.
One day, I may decide.
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I believe in Ghosts
Because unresolved things, ideas, passions are ghosts. They haunt me nearly everyday, and I visibly wince when they thrash in my mind.
They're literally abominations; undeveloped and decaying, they float in the void of the subconscious and occasionally break through into the conscious to take a gulp of air, and then they sink back again.
Sometimes they escape the gravity of the subconscious and come as a band of headless men and women, launching themselves against the inside of the skull.
For the sake of my sanity, I should probably give them good closure; it's not fun having a haunted mind.
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I believe in Ghosts
Because unresolved things, ideas, passions are ghosts. They haunt me nearly everyday, and I visibly wince when they thrash in my mind.
They're literally abominations; undeveloped and decaying, they float in the void of the subconscious and occasionally break through into the conscious to take a gulp of air, and then they sink back again.
Sometimes they escape the gravity of the subconscious and come as a band of headless men and women, launching themselves against the inside of the skull.
For the sake of my sanity, I should probably give them good closure; it's not fun having a haunted mind.
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Why are we here๐
I mean exist maregachen tergum alew?
โYetftrnlet ngr aleโ or Lelam meknyat yenoral gn esu meaning berasu yerasachen aydlem
Exist aregen suffer aregen success agegnen or suffer eyaregen motn then what? Ik n I believe in genet and seol but what the point
Ene huletunm I mean broke season Ena stable yehonkubachew season och alu ahun yemsgen wede broke temelshalew๐คญ but tbh kom blachu as achu tawkalachu
Sometimes bzu tebazu medrenm muluat milew wede mergemt yazenblebgnal
Bezan๐ฉ๐พโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ๐พ tebazan ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐ฆ medren Molanat Ena mn teftre?๐คฆ๐พโโ๏ธ
Our parents lenesu future life(แแแฆโแญ) weledun then yegna life berasu confuse argon enesu belje yalflegnal blew yasbalu enesun blame eyareku aydlem but exist yemadreg yemasdereg hasabu Mnm sense aysetm itโs so boringgg๐ฅด
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Why are we here๐
I mean exist maregachen tergum alew?
โYetftrnlet ngr aleโ or Lelam meknyat yenoral gn esu meaning berasu yerasachen aydlem
Exist aregen suffer aregen success agegnen or suffer eyaregen motn then what? Ik n I believe in genet and seol but what the point
Ene huletunm I mean broke season Ena stable yehonkubachew season och alu ahun yemsgen wede broke temelshalew๐คญ but tbh kom blachu as achu tawkalachu
Sometimes bzu tebazu medrenm muluat milew wede mergemt yazenblebgnal
Bezan๐ฉ๐พโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ๐พ tebazan ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐ฆ medren Molanat Ena mn teftre?๐คฆ๐พโโ๏ธ
Our parents lenesu future life(แแแฆโแญ) weledun then yegna life berasu confuse argon enesu belje yalflegnal blew yasbalu enesun blame eyareku aydlem but exist yemadreg yemasdereg hasabu Mnm sense aysetm itโs so boringgg๐ฅด
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แฐแแ judge แ แแฐแญแแ แแแ แญแแตแแแ แฅแ แ แญแแต แแฐแ แจแแ แจแ แฑแฐแ แ แซแฝ แ แช แแแฝ แฅแ แ แแแฝ แซแแธแ แแแญ แแ แฅแแ แแฐแ แแแแ แญแแแฉแแ แฅแแฑแ แฅแแ แญแแญแแแ แแแ แฅแแฐแแ แแ แฅแแ แฅแแฑแ แ แแแ แ แจแฅแแแต แ แแตแคแ แขแแ แฎแแแธแ แ แแแ แแข แแญ แฅแแณแแแ แฅแแฐ แแแณแธแแ แแแ แฅแแณแแฃแธแ แจแแ แจแณแณแต แ แแญ ..แ แแ แแ แแตแฅ แแ แฅแ แจแฐแแจแ แฅแแฐ แแแฉ แ แตแฅ แแ แจ แฅแแ แแตแฅ แแตแกแ แแแ แญ แฅแแฐแแแฉ แฐแฐแแถแ แญแแแ๐, แฅแแณ แ แญแฐแแแ แแซ แ แแต แฅแ แแญ แฅแซแดแ แแตแ แฃแแแตแต แจแจแ แ แแณแฐแ แฅแแฐ แฒแซแขแแต แฐแแ แแฅแฉแ แ แฃแ แฅแแฐแแแฐแญแแ แฅแญแแ แ แจแแแฉแ แตแ แ แแณแค แแถ แฅแแณแ แจแแซแแแแ แฐแแฃแญ แแแแฉ..แจแฐแแจแ แแตแแ แแ แจ แแญแ แจแฐแแจ แ แแแญ แซแแ แแ แณแแณแณแต แ แแแจแแ แ แแแแ แฅแแแฒแ แฅแฌ แแ แญ แซแ แแณ แจแฐแแแต, guss What แฐแแแฉแต
แตแฎ แแ แฅแซแแ แ แตแซแแน แแตแฅ แแ แแ แ แฑแต แแตแฅ แตแ แณแแถแ แณแแฅ แณแแถแ แแ แ แ แแ แฅแแด แฅแแณแแฉ แ แตแณแแณแแ แตแญแแตแ แ แแแจแ แฅแแฐ แแแฝ แฐแแฝ แฐแซ แจแแตแแแ แต แแตแฅแฉ แแแตแแ แฅแ แตแตแแแแแ แ แญแแฃแแ แฅแแด แฅแซแแฉ แณแแถแ แแ แแ แ แ แฅแฌ แแ แญ, แฅแแ แฐแแแฌ แ แแฅ แแฅ แฅแฌ แฅแแฐแแ แฅแแฐ แแแต แแแต(แฐแ แฅแฎ แฅแแฐ แณแแถแ แแ แญ แขแแจแ แฅแฉ แ แแแ แจ) แตแแแ แฅแ แจแฅแญแฑแ แจแแฅแต แ แแ แ แแแแ แ แแแซแแแข แแถแตแฐแ แแ แแ แแ แจแฃแฐ แฝแแญ แจแแแฃแด แ แแต แฅแ แ แแ แแแด แจแแแแด แ แซแ แฅแแณแญแแ แแฅแซแดแ แ แแ แณแแ แตแ แตแแแ แตแแตแ แตแ แ แแ 2แ แแต แแแแ แแ แญแ แณแชแญแข แ แฅแแแ แฅแแญ แแต แฅแแดแต แฅแแฐแแ แ แญแแต แ แฐแแ แฅแฐแซแแ แฅแ แแแ แ แแแ แต แแฅแแแ แฅแแญ แจแณแแแแ แฎแดแแ แ แตแณแแผ แแแแ แต , แฎแดแ แจแฐแแจแแ แแตแต แแณแฅ แขแแ แแ แ แฅแฏแต แขแฐแ แแ แ แแฃแต แแแตแแ แแญแถ แแฝแแแต แญแแ แแ แญ แแจแจแปแ แฅแแแฐ แ แแ แแ แจแ แ แ แญแ แแฃแ แ แแ แ แแแฐแ แ แแแ แฅแป แ แฅแฅแ แซแ แแด แแแ แแแแตแข
แแฌ แญแ แแ แตแ แซแแ แ แแต แแแ แ แญแผ แ แฐแแจแ แตแซแ แแตแฅ แแ แจแ แตแซแ แฅแแฐ แ แฒแต แณแจแ, แจแตแแ แแแต แแจแฐแ แแจแจแปแ แ แแ แตแฅแซแต แแ แ แ แ แญแฐแ แ แ แ แแ แ แแ แแณแชแญ แจแแซแแญ แฒแณแฐแฅ แ แแแต แจแแซแ แแ แฅแป แจแ แญแแต แแ แ แ แ แตแตแ แแญ แฐแซแญแ แจแฅแแแ แฅแแญแ แ แแแต แแฐแแแ แ แฃแ at the end แฅแแแ แฅแแญ แจแแ แฅแฃแ (definitely แ แ!) แฅแซแฑ แฅแฑแ แ แตแค แจแแญแฉแตแ แ แญแแต แแฐแแแแข
แแ แ แตแแ แซแตแฐแแแฉแต แฅแแ แฅแแฐ แณแแถแ แฐแซแ แฐแ แแแแ แ แแฅแแแฌ แจแแแแซ แฅแซแดแ แ แญแซแฝ แจแแแแ แ แแณแฝ แฅแแต แจแแแ แจแฅแแแ แฅแแญ แแ แจแต แฅแ แแ แแญ แแฃแตแแดแ แจแฃแแฉ แ แฐแซ แซแแฉแ แฎแดแแ แแ แแจแจแตแ แจแแป แฐแ แแแแ แแแข
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แฐแแ judge แ แแฐแญแแ แแแ แญแแตแแแ แฅแ แ แญแแต แแฐแ แจแแ แจแ แฑแฐแ แ แซแฝ แ แช แแแฝ แฅแ แ แแแฝ แซแแธแ แแแญ แแ แฅแแ แแฐแ แแแแ แญแแแฉแแ แฅแแฑแ แฅแแ แญแแญแแแ แแแ แฅแแฐแแ แแ แฅแแ แฅแแฑแ แ แแแ แ แจแฅแแแต แ แแตแคแ แขแแ แฎแแแธแ แ แแแ แแข แแญ แฅแแณแแแ แฅแแฐ แแแณแธแแ แแแ แฅแแณแแฃแธแ แจแแ แจแณแณแต แ แแญ ..แ แแ แแ แแตแฅ แแ แฅแ แจแฐแแจแ แฅแแฐ แแแฉ แ แตแฅ แแ แจ แฅแแ แแตแฅ แแตแกแ แแแ แญ แฅแแฐแแแฉ แฐแฐแแถแ แญแแแ๐, แฅแแณ แ แญแฐแแแ แแซ แ แแต แฅแ แแญ แฅแซแดแ แแตแ แฃแแแตแต แจแจแ แ แแณแฐแ แฅแแฐ แฒแซแขแแต แฐแแ แแฅแฉแ แ แฃแ แฅแแฐแแแฐแญแแ แฅแญแแ แ แจแแแฉแ แตแ แ แแณแค แแถ แฅแแณแ แจแแซแแแแ แฐแแฃแญ แแแแฉ..แจแฐแแจแ แแตแแ แแ แจ แแญแ แจแฐแแจ แ แแแญ แซแแ แแ แณแแณแณแต แ แแแจแแ แ แแแแ แฅแแแฒแ แฅแฌ แแ แญ แซแ แแณ แจแฐแแแต, guss What แฐแแแฉแต
แตแฎ แแ แฅแซแแ แ แตแซแแน แแตแฅ แแ แแ แ แฑแต แแตแฅ แตแ แณแแถแ แณแแฅ แณแแถแ แแ แ แ แแ แฅแแด แฅแแณแแฉ แ แตแณแแณแแ แตแญแแตแ แ แแแจแ แฅแแฐ แแแฝ แฐแแฝ แฐแซ แจแแตแแแ แต แแตแฅแฉ แแแตแแ แฅแ แตแตแแแแแ แ แญแแฃแแ แฅแแด แฅแซแแฉ แณแแถแ แแ แแ แ แ แฅแฌ แแ แญ, แฅแแ แฐแแแฌ แ แแฅ แแฅ แฅแฌ แฅแแฐแแ แฅแแฐ แแแต แแแต(แฐแ แฅแฎ แฅแแฐ แณแแถแ แแ แญ แขแแจแ แฅแฉ แ แแแ แจ) แตแแแ แฅแ แจแฅแญแฑแ แจแแฅแต แ แแ แ แแแแ แ แแแซแแแข แแถแตแฐแ แแ แแ แแ แจแฃแฐ แฝแแญ แจแแแฃแด แ แแต แฅแ แ แแ แแแด แจแแแแด แ แซแ แฅแแณแญแแ แแฅแซแดแ แ แแ แณแแ แตแ แตแแแ แตแแตแ แตแ แ แแ 2แ แแต แแแแ แแ แญแ แณแชแญแข แ แฅแแแ แฅแแญ แแต แฅแแดแต แฅแแฐแแ แ แญแแต แ แฐแแ แฅแฐแซแแ แฅแ แแแ แ แแแ แต แแฅแแแ แฅแแญ แจแณแแแแ แฎแดแแ แ แตแณแแผ แแแแ แต , แฎแดแ แจแฐแแจแแ แแตแต แแณแฅ แขแแ แแ แ แฅแฏแต แขแฐแ แแ แ แแฃแต แแแตแแ แแญแถ แแฝแแแต แญแแ แแ แญ แแจแจแปแ แฅแแแฐ แ แแ แแ แจแ แ แ แญแ แแฃแ แ แแ แ แแแฐแ แ แแแ แฅแป แ แฅแฅแ แซแ แแด แแแ แแแแตแข
แแฌ แญแ แแ แตแ แซแแ แ แแต แแแ แ แญแผ แ แฐแแจแ แตแซแ แแตแฅ แแ แจแ แตแซแ แฅแแฐ แ แฒแต แณแจแ, แจแตแแ แแแต แแจแฐแ แแจแจแปแ แ แแ แตแฅแซแต แแ แ แ แ แญแฐแ แ แ แ แแ แ แแ แแณแชแญ แจแแซแแญ แฒแณแฐแฅ แ แแแต แจแแซแ แแ แฅแป แจแ แญแแต แแ แ แ แ แตแตแ แแญ แฐแซแญแ แจแฅแแแ แฅแแญแ แ แแแต แแฐแแแ แ แฃแ at the end แฅแแแ แฅแแญ แจแแ แฅแฃแ (definitely แ แ!) แฅแซแฑ แฅแฑแ แ แตแค แจแแญแฉแตแ แ แญแแต แแฐแแแแข
แแ แ แตแแ แซแตแฐแแแฉแต แฅแแ แฅแแฐ แณแแถแ แฐแซแ แฐแ แแแแ แ แแฅแแแฌ แจแแแแซ แฅแซแดแ แ แญแซแฝ แจแแแแ แ แแณแฝ แฅแแต แจแแแ แจแฅแแแ แฅแแญ แแ แจแต แฅแ แแ แแญ แแฃแตแแดแ แจแฃแแฉ แ แฐแซ แซแแฉแ แฎแดแแ แแ แแจแจแตแ แจแแป แฐแ แแแแ แแแข
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I am a male, specifically twenty-nine years of age. Are you aware of the difficulty inherent in being a virtuous man in contemporary society? Do you comprehend the profound loneliness and sorrow experienced by men? This sentiment is particularly acute for men who are honest, kind, and loving. It remains unclear why many women claim to desire such a man yet reject him upon approach. I assert that most women actually desire a troubled, chaotic man who causes them distress and whom they cannot control, only to fall in love with the very inability to control him, despite their continued attempts. They merely wonder and ponder. Consider the man who avoids drama, shares everything about himself, listens attentively, and expresses love; he often receives the worst treatment and may even be cheated upon. Why is this the case? Ladies, what is the issue? Are you well? Must we be toxic? Please examine yourself and conduct a background check on your own narrative; you are aware of your actions. Furthermore, you know I am correct. Peace โ๏ธ
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I am a male, specifically twenty-nine years of age. Are you aware of the difficulty inherent in being a virtuous man in contemporary society? Do you comprehend the profound loneliness and sorrow experienced by men? This sentiment is particularly acute for men who are honest, kind, and loving. It remains unclear why many women claim to desire such a man yet reject him upon approach. I assert that most women actually desire a troubled, chaotic man who causes them distress and whom they cannot control, only to fall in love with the very inability to control him, despite their continued attempts. They merely wonder and ponder. Consider the man who avoids drama, shares everything about himself, listens attentively, and expresses love; he often receives the worst treatment and may even be cheated upon. Why is this the case? Ladies, what is the issue? Are you well? Must we be toxic? Please examine yourself and conduct a background check on your own narrative; you are aware of your actions. Furthermore, you know I am correct. Peace โ๏ธ
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Juice bet gebeche Strawberry mojito mil anebebku
Teyekwachew, Mojito yelal alcohol alew? Yelewum gen kefelek yezegajal
Keategeb yeteqemetew sewye, ay eswa ema Lene nat
Esu yetegenezebew, alcohol alew beye seteyeq endaynorew yefelekut meslot mehonu new. Macho lemehon demo, alcoholnes legna tewut neber ababalu
Mojito men endehone sayaq, keza ateyayeqe saygebaw erasun lemekab mokere. Yealemawequ teg.
Weynes, gebtot new still endezi yalew? Ene new yalawekut? Aymeslem gena?
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Juice bet gebeche Strawberry mojito mil anebebku
Teyekwachew, Mojito yelal alcohol alew? Yelewum gen kefelek yezegajal
Keategeb yeteqemetew sewye, ay eswa ema Lene nat
Esu yetegenezebew, alcohol alew beye seteyeq endaynorew yefelekut meslot mehonu new. Macho lemehon demo, alcoholnes legna tewut neber ababalu
Mojito men endehone sayaq, keza ateyayeqe saygebaw erasun lemekab mokere. Yealemawequ teg.
Weynes, gebtot new still endezi yalew? Ene new yalawekut? Aymeslem gena?
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Istg am done with relationships ende why are yaโll girls this toxic koy ong ,
Everybody says spend money on your girl I said okay , treat her like a lady I said okay , feed the ho I said okay ,take a good care of her emotionally done and done still not enough the only thing I got out of relationship is a good cuddling and making out thatโs it ntn else fr ,
And I can get that without doing all those things ho
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Istg am done with relationships ende why are yaโll girls this toxic koy ong ,
Everybody says spend money on your girl I said okay , treat her like a lady I said okay , feed the ho I said okay ,take a good care of her emotionally done and done still not enough the only thing I got out of relationship is a good cuddling and making out thatโs it ntn else fr ,
And I can get that without doing all those things ho
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Honestly, I still don't get how not being 'experienced' can be a deal-breaker. What kind of generation are we living in? ๐ I could've easily lied and pretended I had experience, but that's not who I am. Being a virgin isn't a crime, right? We could've learned and explored things together. Instead, it feels like you walked away just because I was honest. I've been focused on real connection.It genuinely makes me a little sad that experience seems to matter more than honesty these days.
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Honestly, I still don't get how not being 'experienced' can be a deal-breaker. What kind of generation are we living in? ๐ I could've easily lied and pretended I had experience, but that's not who I am. Being a virgin isn't a crime, right? We could've learned and explored things together. Instead, it feels like you walked away just because I was honest. I've been focused on real connection.It genuinely makes me a little sad that experience seems to matter more than honesty these days.
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It is so exhausting constantly hiding my high sex drive and feeling like I have to apologize for a normal desire just so I don't get labeled a creep. I am completely over walking on eggshells, filtering my passion, and dealing with constant rejection from women who treat sex like a chore or pull a total bait-and-switch after a few weeks. Itโs honestly infuriating to feel isolated and shamed just because I want a girl who actually pursues me and matches my energy step-for-step, instead of making me feel guilty for craving a real connection. Getting through this frustration is rough, but learning about handling desire discrepancies is helping me keep my confidence up while I search for someone who actually matches my pace
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It is so exhausting constantly hiding my high sex drive and feeling like I have to apologize for a normal desire just so I don't get labeled a creep. I am completely over walking on eggshells, filtering my passion, and dealing with constant rejection from women who treat sex like a chore or pull a total bait-and-switch after a few weeks. Itโs honestly infuriating to feel isolated and shamed just because I want a girl who actually pursues me and matches my energy step-for-step, instead of making me feel guilty for craving a real connection. Getting through this frustration is rough, but learning about handling desire discrepancies is helping me keep my confidence up while I search for someone who actually matches my pace
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I miss my ex so badddd it's been a year since we broke up I really want to call him or text him but I can't really go back for the 4th time and get hurt , specially it's like chasing someone who doesn't even care about you, and smh he got a girlfriend and moved on his life actually couldn't blame him it's been a year but deep down tho I really couldn't get him out of my head even after all those things he did to me , i still love him like betam, deep down I feel like we're gonna find our way back to eachother .
Yes I'm being delusional but i can't really jus forget someone that I spent 3 yrs of my life.
Someone please tell him to call me cuz I'm going crazy ๐ญ please
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Hey y'all
I miss my ex so badddd it's been a year since we broke up I really want to call him or text him but I can't really go back for the 4th time and get hurt , specially it's like chasing someone who doesn't even care about you, and smh he got a girlfriend and moved on his life actually couldn't blame him it's been a year but deep down tho I really couldn't get him out of my head even after all those things he did to me , i still love him like betam, deep down I feel like we're gonna find our way back to eachother .
Yes I'm being delusional but i can't really jus forget someone that I spent 3 yrs of my life.
Someone please tell him to call me cuz I'm going crazy ๐ญ please
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Hey Unihorse ๐ฆ Hide my Identity I need to vent 25f My life is getting dramatic these days ๐
Anyways there was this guy that i like ( let's call him Mr D ) we were so chill u know someone u can laugh with over silly things and can talk about everthing and stillโฆ
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I am ๐ญ Euphoriaa
I need to vent
25f
Have u ever thought if this one doesn't work then am gonna be a nun or a monk ๐ oh well am in that position
So it's been a few days since we gave it a name but boyyyy๐ idk never felt like this before i swear i mean i always knew that I'm a hopless romantic but this one is killing me, the way he looks at me แ แตแตแต , the way he touches me like I'm some delicate package that he has to care for, the way he shows me that he wants to listen about my days, my weird thoughts, my fantasies, my dreams, we said i love you with in a week of talking and แจแแฐแแฑแ balakm it seemed and is genuine, the way he is 100% willing to keep up with my pace sexually it was not even upto any discussion unlike many of my encounters, the way he makes me feel I'm the most beautiful woman to exist, idk am falling for him each day. No one has ever made me this loved. The way he kisses my chubby cheeks ๐ แแผแ แแ แแแ แแฃแธแ ( his words ), he makes me feel like all he wants is me and me and me, the way he compliments me and my soul ๐ญ bcha alakm ferchalew
I had some on and off crush for him for the past 4 years. I even remember the weird incident that made me see him in a romantic light.... We were both heading towards cesarean section room as medical students and i asked him if he still wants a child seeing how messy the whole gyni thing is he i was just making convos tbh๐ but he was like hellll nawww i don't that's when i was like " omg soulmate " and after that time there was no going back even tho I've dated some and forgot abt him u know that guy that is always at z back of ur mind ๐ฅฐ..... There is also a specific incident for him that he started seeing me in a different way it was a white coat day ( almost half of med school ) that we celebrate and everyone was talking pics here and there then let me tell you in his own words ๐" แจแแ แแแฏ แฅแ shapeua แ แฃแ แแซแแญ แดแต แ แจแ then even แจแแต แตแตแแญแ แ แตแญแญแ แ แแแ แแตแ ( u know i had my glasses off๐ and my hair แฐแแแ แ had no makeup but some lipstick, kul mnamn ) แจแ แแณ แแถ แฅแแแณ แ แแฝแ that's when i recognized it was u i mean alferdbetm๐ i was always nerdy with my ugly glasses on, แแญแญแญแญ outfit and my hair always tied up so bcha yea also for him after that time there was no going back๐
Idk why tf am yapping tbh gn beka my mind is running high on the chemicals of love am just sooo in love I've always been a lover girl but this hits different to the point of making me scared am really scared ๐ idk tbh i had given up hope on my love life i mean i meet guys here and there for some reason am approached a lot but then there is always like แแ แแ แแน alwaysssss something to break us apart idk i swear there were times that made me ask myself am i cursed or stg bye so whenever a guy enters into my life I'll tell myself that there is 80% chance that it'd fail so I'll always be disappointed but not surprised u know but this one ๐ we even gave it name and Everything is just too good to be true like literally .... Our same sense of humor dark and dirty, our stance on religion ( esu he doesn't care ene am Agnostic), our similar future path / goal but yeah, we just can't stop talking esp in person when we meet it's just i can say we r bestfriends
So why am i venting..... Feraw ๐ this felt too good to be true for my experience betam
Day by day it's getting deeper and am falling in love ( I've never been in love fyi )
So my Q is, is it normal to feel so frightened when things seem to be perfect
Anyone with similar experience?.
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I am ๐ญ Euphoriaa
I need to vent
25f
Have u ever thought if this one doesn't work then am gonna be a nun or a monk ๐ oh well am in that position
So it's been a few days since we gave it a name but boyyyy๐ idk never felt like this before i swear i mean i always knew that I'm a hopless romantic but this one is killing me, the way he looks at me แ แตแตแต , the way he touches me like I'm some delicate package that he has to care for, the way he shows me that he wants to listen about my days, my weird thoughts, my fantasies, my dreams, we said i love you with in a week of talking and แจแแฐแแฑแ balakm it seemed and is genuine, the way he is 100% willing to keep up with my pace sexually it was not even upto any discussion unlike many of my encounters, the way he makes me feel I'm the most beautiful woman to exist, idk am falling for him each day. No one has ever made me this loved. The way he kisses my chubby cheeks ๐ แแผแ แแ แแแ แแฃแธแ ( his words ), he makes me feel like all he wants is me and me and me, the way he compliments me and my soul ๐ญ bcha alakm ferchalew
I had some on and off crush for him for the past 4 years. I even remember the weird incident that made me see him in a romantic light.... We were both heading towards cesarean section room as medical students and i asked him if he still wants a child seeing how messy the whole gyni thing is he i was just making convos tbh๐ but he was like hellll nawww i don't that's when i was like " omg soulmate " and after that time there was no going back even tho I've dated some and forgot abt him u know that guy that is always at z back of ur mind ๐ฅฐ..... There is also a specific incident for him that he started seeing me in a different way it was a white coat day ( almost half of med school ) that we celebrate and everyone was talking pics here and there then let me tell you in his own words ๐" แจแแ แแแฏ แฅแ shapeua แ แฃแ แแซแแญ แดแต แ แจแ then even แจแแต แตแตแแญแ แ แตแญแญแ แ แแแ แแตแ ( u know i had my glasses off๐ and my hair แฐแแแ แ had no makeup but some lipstick, kul mnamn ) แจแ แแณ แแถ แฅแแแณ แ แแฝแ that's when i recognized it was u i mean alferdbetm๐ i was always nerdy with my ugly glasses on, แแญแญแญแญ outfit and my hair always tied up so bcha yea also for him after that time there was no going back๐
Idk why tf am yapping tbh gn beka my mind is running high on the chemicals of love am just sooo in love I've always been a lover girl but this hits different to the point of making me scared am really scared ๐ idk tbh i had given up hope on my love life i mean i meet guys here and there for some reason am approached a lot but then there is always like แแ แแ แแน alwaysssss something to break us apart idk i swear there were times that made me ask myself am i cursed or stg bye so whenever a guy enters into my life I'll tell myself that there is 80% chance that it'd fail so I'll always be disappointed but not surprised u know but this one ๐ we even gave it name and Everything is just too good to be true like literally .... Our same sense of humor dark and dirty, our stance on religion ( esu he doesn't care ene am Agnostic), our similar future path / goal but yeah, we just can't stop talking esp in person when we meet it's just i can say we r bestfriends
So why am i venting..... Feraw ๐ this felt too good to be true for my experience betam
Day by day it's getting deeper and am falling in love ( I've never been in love fyi )
So my Q is, is it normal to feel so frightened when things seem to be perfect
Anyone with similar experience?.
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